First Time Hearing Snuff by Slipknot | Suicide Survivor Reacts

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Mental Amanda

Mental Amanda

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@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda 3 жыл бұрын
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@donaldmccombs5566
@donaldmccombs5566 3 жыл бұрын
How do I get you to react to "Cocaine and Abel" by Amigo the Devil?
@krammet
@krammet 3 жыл бұрын
@@donaldmccombs5566 you have to become a member of her patreon for priority song requests
@donaldmccombs5566
@donaldmccombs5566 3 жыл бұрын
@@krammet guess I need to make money
@damienyoung9080
@damienyoung9080 3 жыл бұрын
I did say it on another vid earlier.. but, if you haven't posted/reacted to the official live video if a reason to fight by disturbed you really should. .. glad i found you btw.. beautiful .. inside and out x
@damienyoung9080
@damienyoung9080 3 жыл бұрын
@@krammet i dont know what a patreon is 😂😂.. are you one.. tell her about a reason to fight live video.. its a must
@megashark6384
@megashark6384 3 жыл бұрын
”If you still care, don’t ever let me know” Ok I think we’re done, let’s leave it there. Just WOW. Insanely deep.
@stevenjohnson7571
@stevenjohnson7571 3 жыл бұрын
You were expecting them to be heavier musically when you first heard them, turned out the lyrics were heavier than most bands out there! Slipknot is beyond awesome!
@satanonfire666
@satanonfire666 2 жыл бұрын
hell yes to that
@henryr.schrader7520
@henryr.schrader7520 2 жыл бұрын
And then you listen to surfacing or heretic anthem and you want to run around fuck shit up.
@TechRide.
@TechRide. 11 ай бұрын
i love how slipknot is able to manipulate listeners emotions/feelings through their various songs... incredible. @@henryr.schrader7520
@Sidneypisc
@Sidneypisc 10 ай бұрын
​@henryr.schrader7520 or watch the video to Duality and remember that is exactly what was going on and you get the urge to replicate it
@karete357
@karete357 8 ай бұрын
this song so heavy that grown man hurt listening to this.
@dharvell
@dharvell 3 жыл бұрын
You said two things that absolutely hit the nail right on the head: 1. The opposite of love is not hate, it's apathy. 2. No one can complete another person, they both have to be a whole. No truer words have ever been spoken!
@craighenry9512
@craighenry9512 2 жыл бұрын
Love and hate are opposites. Apathy is a neutral feeling. Whereas, you can occasionally get away with apathy, most things in life need a feeling one way or the other, and especially something as emotional as a relationship. Apathy is emotional withdrawl from a situation. I understand why one might express it to protect oneself from more pain. But if it continues, you lose the other person in the relationship, because everybody needs interaction and emotional investment
@dharvell
@dharvell 2 жыл бұрын
@@craighenry9512 Which sounds like the opposite of what love is.
@LongandWeirdName
@LongandWeirdName 2 жыл бұрын
@@craighenry9512 Oh, Craig... How I envy you. Love and hate are very close cousins. You have to really love to hate. See Eminem's song Kim. If he never loved her, he would NOT be able to boil into the rage he expresses in that one. The passion is the same with both cousins. It's just your goals that shift. And even that's not completely true. You want them to feel what you're feeling. You want them to experience what you're experiencing. In both cases. You crave to show them on a level both emotional and physical how they make you feel. Express those urges that are dying to get out. And changing one into the other, love into hate, is as simple as one act of betrayal. One step across that thin line that separates them. Aparhy is really a much better fit. It is the lack of caring. The lack of interest. The absolute lack of Fs to give. You could not care less. And that is the opposite of both love and hate, where you couldn't care more in both cases.
@sweetsilence8088
@sweetsilence8088 2 жыл бұрын
@@craighenry9512 I agreed
@Lamborghini1YT
@Lamborghini1YT 10 ай бұрын
Hate is definitely the opposite,tf u talking about, apathy is just dgaf
@pureheathen1720
@pureheathen1720 3 жыл бұрын
“I only wish you weren’t my friend Then I could hurt you in the end.” That line has stuck with me for a long time and seemingly becomes more relatable over time. Being the better person really tests your morals at times.
@mr.picoboulevard2383
@mr.picoboulevard2383 3 жыл бұрын
it didnt stop her in my case
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda 3 жыл бұрын
People sure can hurt us when we least expect it.
@mr.picoboulevard2383
@mr.picoboulevard2383 3 жыл бұрын
@@MentalAmanda and more so when we allow them
@matthewlayo9561
@matthewlayo9561 3 жыл бұрын
In your free time check out his solo acoustic version. I believe its from london. Incredibly powerful.
@brettgramlick5561
@brettgramlick5561 3 жыл бұрын
Yes!
@matttaylor9365
@matttaylor9365 3 жыл бұрын
And whilst your watching that also check out bother from the same set the audience participation on that performance is incredible
@nicholaslemay600
@nicholaslemay600 3 жыл бұрын
Corey had it rough he attempted suicide twice once when he was 18 and once in his later 20s right around 2003-04
@amatije
@amatije 3 жыл бұрын
@Kevin Down lucky you. I watch that show every 2 or 3 days. It's amazing!
@selynar4889
@selynar4889 3 жыл бұрын
You can get that whole concert on KZbin. I watch it every few months. Corey Taylor is an amazing singer, great story teller.
@jaredmulconry
@jaredmulconry 2 жыл бұрын
The chorus of this song hits me every time. I've struggled with love and affection and self-worth since a young age, and everything about what those lyrics describe is exactly what that feels like. Tears. Tears every time.
@ruetzsven6606
@ruetzsven6606 Жыл бұрын
I hear ya brother. Bad news my friend, no matter what they say, it doesn't get better/easier when you get older!
@slipknotmfkrlocust8843
@slipknotmfkrlocust8843 3 жыл бұрын
This song hits during the sad hours....Slipknot has helped me so much in my darkest days, I probably wouldn't be here today if it weren't for them.
@SR1Records
@SR1Records 3 жыл бұрын
Me too. I wouldn't be living the life i am living right now if it wasn't for Joey. I met my girlfriend through Joey 20 years ago. It's crazy to think that if it wasn't for him i would be living a completely different life right now.
@JasonStriker78
@JasonStriker78 3 жыл бұрын
Honest truth. I got to know, hang out with Slipknot since first seeing and meeting them in ‘99 at Ozzfest. Corey Taylor has been through so much in his life. Even survived suicide before, became sober and helps fans and people no matter what his fame is. There music and even conversations we’ve had has helped me so much towards my own struggles of mental health and past suicide attempts. If it wasn’t for the fact that I met Corey Taylor, read his books, know he was also a survivor of many kinds of abuse in his childhood, I would not had been able to find a comfort to where I was able to let people know I am survivor of sexual, physical, verbal, emotional abuse from my own childhood all these years later. Sometimes, our most hurts can be used to help others. Thanks for what you do, Amanda. I just found this video last week as a suggested video from the Slipknot videos I watch.
@nailntrm1436
@nailntrm1436 2 жыл бұрын
Heard that. Getcha a case of beer on that one!
@slipknotmfkrlocust8843
@slipknotmfkrlocust8843 2 жыл бұрын
@@nailntrm1436 im too young to drink haha, but im doing better now at least so thats good
@victorrivera4351
@victorrivera4351 2 жыл бұрын
You missed it completely it wasn’t about a lover it was about a friend to Corey. She /he gave up on themselves
@AlternativeFrequency
@AlternativeFrequency 2 жыл бұрын
I’ve watched several reactions/responses to Snuff and this is by far the most intelligent and on point commentary I have heard. You put into words perfectly why I am so taken over by this song. There’s nothing more insulting than when someone says “you’ll get over her/him/it” or “just don’t think about them”. It’s hard to speak about things that hurt that you’re passionate about when you know nobody cares. Some wounds aren’t meant to heal. Some we don’t want to heal.
@LongandWeirdName
@LongandWeirdName 2 жыл бұрын
Some wounds we shouldn't allow to heal. Some we should keep revisiting and reminding ourselves of. Ripping off the scabs and making sure to scar up there. To be prepared. To remember. To never be hurt like that again. Some wounds are left by things we survived by the skin of our teeth. Things we would NOT survive again. Things we need to see the early warning signs of, so we don't make the same mistake again and notice when it's already too late to back down.
@danielleholt8027
@danielleholt8027 2 жыл бұрын
"some wounds are not meant to heal" That sentiment is something I feel so deeply I had it tattooed on me. So many people truly do not understand what that statement means and why it's so important. I find it hard to explain to people, so it's always nice to come across anyone who understands this. This song is interpreted in COUNTLESS ways by so many people, which just proves how extraordinary this song is. Its really rare to find a song that is so effective as this one.
@Just...Peachy
@Just...Peachy 2 ай бұрын
​@@LongandWeirdNameWow. Well said!
@stevenyoung9866
@stevenyoung9866 2 жыл бұрын
This is probly one of the most honest reactions I've ever seen. Your understanding and empathy that you've shown to this painted picture of a state of mind and being is truly beautiful. This is a very hard song for me to listen to especially because I know that I've done exactly this in relationships that could have worked out if I hadn't been so afraid what would have never happened if I didn't will it to be so. Idk sometimes it's just nice to see somebody even through a phone screen that can relate and has a similar mind set as me, a growing person. Thank you for that
@codybyas2675
@codybyas2675 3 жыл бұрын
This song makes me cry every time I hear it. Because I’m like that too. And it brings up a lot of bad memory from the roughest part of my life so far
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda 3 жыл бұрын
Sometimes we have to shed a LOT of tears to process through trauma. I know I did!
@khornebloodgod2137
@khornebloodgod2137 3 жыл бұрын
Been there, knew the song so well 2 seconds into the instrumental i had tears, these days I listen to it and wait till corey lifts the tempo. And when he does its like he is raising me from the gutter. For me atleast it's a song when I'm hurting will bring the tears, when I'm starting to feel good it will uplift me even more.
@arktactical6112
@arktactical6112 3 жыл бұрын
Corey Taylor's lyrics just resonate with me. "You want a real smile, I haven't smiled in years." "My heart is just to dark to care."
@MainMan-Dan
@MainMan-Dan 2 жыл бұрын
I appreciate your perspective a lot. I’m a slipknot fan and I still watch reaction videos to this song when the are recommended. I’ll put this on during a rough night, videos like this make me feel a bit better. Everybody has there own thoughts an connections for this song, and I’m glad I’m not the only one who gets something going and their brain to this.
@azazelnof8
@azazelnof8 3 жыл бұрын
Trust me, they are a lot heavier......but they do have their human sides. Listen to the lyrics in all of their music, they are like no other and have been for 25 years now. And thank you for that reaction, always puts a smile on my face to know there are people who's mindset when it comes to these life situations are the same as mine.
@karenlandon5332
@karenlandon5332 2 жыл бұрын
This is Slipknot’s heaviest song.
@kevink1057
@kevink1057 2 жыл бұрын
listen to the lyrics in all their music. , like no other for 25 yrs??????????? Clearly you've never listened to Tool
@azazelnof8
@azazelnof8 2 жыл бұрын
@@kevink1057 on the contrary, I have all 9 albums (6 of them signed by the whole band )and I also have all of Nine Inch Nails as well. I have literally over 26,000 songs in my music on Amazon from the 1950's all the way up to the latest albums of all the artists I listen to. I've heard any and everything that has come out in the last 70 years so am very knowledgeable in all music genres 👍
@spacemonkeymafia4756
@spacemonkeymafia4756 3 ай бұрын
This song always reminds me of Stone Sour. Probably because Corey wrote it, and he doesn't write much for Slipknot.
@LemmyGibbler
@LemmyGibbler 3 жыл бұрын
“It took the death of hope to let you go” hit home like no line I’ve ever heard the first time I heard this song.
@richardashworth400
@richardashworth400 7 ай бұрын
The one line that still floors me, no matter how many times I hear it. Something viceral stirs within....
@truck93
@truck93 2 жыл бұрын
My favorite lines are "Angles lie to keep control". "If you still care don't ever let me know". This is such a great song, deffently not thier normal song. If you didn't notice Corey Taylor is the girl, I believe it symbolizes that he is carring out her memory after she is gone. Corey Taylor is such a great singer, I met him one, he is a great guy too. There is a live acustic version that is amazing.
@rockgamegirl4551
@rockgamegirl4551 2 жыл бұрын
another good line from this song is when he says "My hope was banished long ago, it took the death of hope to let you go" that line hurts
@victorrivera4351
@victorrivera4351 2 жыл бұрын
Mine too. I DONT think that she realizes this is a song about someone committing suicide. Especially with the lyric angels lie to keel control
@JK-ns5dr
@JK-ns5dr Жыл бұрын
The first time I watched this I realized it wasn't a woman. Then I froze the shot of the photograph and saw it was Corey. He was desperately trying to keep her alive. Powerful song.
@bobmiller6870
@bobmiller6870 3 жыл бұрын
I don't post often, in fact, this may be my first time posting on your channel, but for one who has been through a marriage where I was betrayed by my partner and then dealing with the mental and emotional anguish, the depression from that loss, this song hits home in the feels for me. It's cathartic. I've probably listened to "Snuff" hundreds of times, and it still reaches down into my soul and hits me the same every time. I tried to deal with the pain and loss of that relationship by drowning it and self-medicating with alcohol. I probably was already dealing with depression before the failed marriage from a traumatic experience I had as a child, but either didn't realize it or want to admit it. The divorce was enough of a catalyst to push me into the pit where I couldn't hide it. Music was one of the things that helped pull me out of the bottle, and it is people like Corey Taylor sharing their own struggles and pain through that medium, especially with songs like "Snuff," where you realize you aren't alone in feeling the way you do that is a big reason why. While the studio version of the song and video is good, I prefer the stripped-down, acoustic version with just Corey Taylor, his 6-string, and the crowd. This song has always been a difficult one for Taylor to perform live, to get through, and you can really see the emotion come through when he sings it. I highly recommend that you or anyone that watches your reaction take the opportunity to watch it if they haven't yet. You can find the video on Corey Taylor's channel or just search Corey Taylor Snuff acoustic. Enjoyed this reaction. Keep doing what you do Amanda. Thank you.
@danielnystrom7310
@danielnystrom7310 3 жыл бұрын
Like wise Bob. Caught my wife on thursday. Fk em. Onwards and upwards ❤
@experimentalfishing1292
@experimentalfishing1292 3 жыл бұрын
thats how I discovered Slipknot...when Duality came out...just caught her in my bed with some other dude.....battled 10 years of depression...Slipknot kept my head above the water. How Corey puts pain into words, I didn't feel alone.
@168goal
@168goal 3 жыл бұрын
Agreed… his acoustic version is awesome. Anyone who hasn’t seen it needs to
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda 3 жыл бұрын
I hope you find all the happiness and love you DESERVE!
@experimentalfishing1292
@experimentalfishing1292 3 жыл бұрын
@@MentalAmanda I did :)
@eyeballpaulgaming1632
@eyeballpaulgaming1632 3 жыл бұрын
Beautiful song, when you learn the back story for this song it’s even more heartbreaking! Also, check out the Corey Taylor live performance of snuff as it’s perfect.
@phillipkayser109
@phillipkayser109 3 жыл бұрын
The live version is gold! You can really feel the emotions Corey put into the lyrics. Great reaction!
@saviorautenberg
@saviorautenberg 8 күн бұрын
didnt even see the react. followed and liked. will watch now. keep safe, , hope you ok 3 years now
@Zerty-LGCY
@Zerty-LGCY 3 ай бұрын
Ironically this song isn’t as heavy as normal slipknot goes but the message itself makes it the heaviest song of all
@janinejones7846
@janinejones7846 Жыл бұрын
Amanda, thank you for everything you do! Music is so incredibly powerful and is a language we need when we have no words. What you are sharing is SO important - thank you!!
@cherokeecoyoteoffical4625
@cherokeecoyoteoffical4625 3 жыл бұрын
RIP Paul and Joey hope you two are flying high in the clouds This song reminds me of my struggles when I was a teen and my god I regret all the pains I caused this song is what I felt
@joshandersen6554
@joshandersen6554 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you Amanda 🙏 more than the analysis of Snuff, you have enlightened me more on my own struggle than anyone ever before! That was totally unexpected just like your slipknot expectations on this song!! "Your shadow" and "splitting" these are some key things I've been missing, thank you for sharing and your explanation. I feel I'm not alone now, I love you and you'll be okay ❤
@dirtyroo5562
@dirtyroo5562 3 жыл бұрын
I’d recommend listening to Unsainted. Corey wrote it about his fight with depression and traumas from his youth.
@zackkullis5555
@zackkullis5555 2 жыл бұрын
A second comment, if I may. Your openness and rawness is amazing, healing, and beautiful. I never tire of watching your videos. Thank you for being who you are
@historyanticz6640
@historyanticz6640 3 жыл бұрын
Being suicidal myself, this song really strikes deep and cold into my own self-conscious. "My heart is just to dark to care." I can relate with that so much, I've had it at times, where I would literally shout at people not at what they said, but by how something inside myself clicked with one of their actions. I'm a Self-harm survivor as well, I've been cutting myself ever since my grandfather died, and that's the only way I can express my pain physically. Life has been dragging me under, and I've written lyrics as a form to ratify myself, and to express my emotion outside of hurting myself. Truly, the best music in my opinion comes from heart-ache, because everyone can actually relate, apart from songs that sing about being rich/drunk/happy. Those songs are all lies, that's the main reason I'm a metal guy, the music actually understand you.
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda 3 жыл бұрын
I am so glad that you have found another outlet with your music and that you're still here. I'm a message away if you ever need to talk.
@historyanticz6640
@historyanticz6640 3 жыл бұрын
@@MentalAmanda Sure! It'd be nice to have someone to talk too. How would I contact you?
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda 3 жыл бұрын
@@historyanticz6640 My email and IG are in the description of the video
@matthill9025
@matthill9025 3 жыл бұрын
Your honesty reached out to me ,Ive realised that's how I'm feeling but could not put it into words. I'm a first time viewer of your channel, your refreshing to watch ❤️
@Crzserbianguy
@Crzserbianguy 3 жыл бұрын
Slipknot is a band that is riddled with mental health issues. You can pick any song and find a multitude of symbolism when it comes to mental health. They are my favorite band and they have helped me get through my depression and PTSD.
@alexhanley933
@alexhanley933 2 жыл бұрын
Most hard rock/metal bands are that way
@2strokinit527
@2strokinit527 2 жыл бұрын
I'm glad you are working so hard at being better with your own situation. I hope some day to be able to deal with my own, I have had a lot of hurt over the last decade that has caused me a lot of personal issues. I love to watch your videos and I want you to know that you are helping so many people by being open with the challenges that you face.
@mayacabezas9761
@mayacabezas9761 3 жыл бұрын
This song is very different from the rest of the band's discography. It's so special and has supported thousands of broken hearts over the years. I recommend checking out Bother by Stone Sour. Same singer but different band.
@xMidgetFuryx1
@xMidgetFuryx1 3 жыл бұрын
Vermillion part 2 is another slow one by them that is good
@PaulRodriguez9
@PaulRodriguez9 2 жыл бұрын
I wouldnt say it's very different. Vol 3. has about 3 very soft and slow songs. Vermilion pt2. Circle Danger-Keep Away
@luisrestrepo3825
@luisrestrepo3825 2 жыл бұрын
I’m going through a heartbreak and been listening to this song none stop then I stumble upon your video. It’s like having a therapy session. Thank you for doing these videos.
@simonrobinson10
@simonrobinson10 3 жыл бұрын
The live accoustic version by Corey is amazing - and has more emotion as it was recorded after his good friend in the band (Paul Gray) had died Its not really a representation of Slipknot as a band - most of it is super aggressive hardcore metal (but ace at the same time) but deals with a lot of issues around depression, mental health, alcohol and drug addiction and more. This song is beautiful.
@dancole2994
@dancole2994 Жыл бұрын
I'd imagine the hardest part is that one partner who understands it and can be mentally resilient as you described, is only human and will have days where they react and they will have to carry a large weight on their shoulders. You'd need friends and family to 'get it' and support too and that's unfortunately rare to find people that mature. Both parties in the relationship would need a support team. Thanks for sharing.
@headphones2006
@headphones2006 2 жыл бұрын
My two favorite lyrics are “If I can change, I hope I’ll never know” and “I only wish you weren’t my friend, then I could hurt you in the end” I was and still am those lyrics. I’m working on it so damn much and I have a partner that showed me the biggest show of love. She discovered something I was doing that hurt her to her core. We barely talked for almost an entire week. In my head, I’m creating all these scenarios in my head because I know she’s gonna leave. We finally talked about what I did, waiting for the words, but instead of leaving, she tells me that she knows that this is not who I am. She looked me in my eyes and told me she would be with me through this journey of healing I’m going on. For years, I knew I needed to change, but no one else did. I kept secrets from everyone. My therapist actually told me I create and bubble of secrets to protect myself. She pierced that bubble and still chose me. I genuinely believe I still wouldn’t be here if it wasn’t for her.
@MainMan-Dan
@MainMan-Dan 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this, remember you are just a human being. You’re existence is appreciated.
@headphones2006
@headphones2006 2 жыл бұрын
@@MainMan-Dan thank you so much. It’s insane how much those words can mean, even coming from a stranger. I appreciate you so much friend
@bobhigginspeirce1788
@bobhigginspeirce1788 2 жыл бұрын
You've been recommended some beautiful songs. Descriptions we all can relate to. Fantastic reaction. I've enjoyed following you and your journey. Stay strong.
@heavymetaltrucker8763
@heavymetaltrucker8763 3 жыл бұрын
Nice review, the song is to a person in Corey's life that he fell in love with while they helped him through a dark time in his life, and the struggles of letting go because they didn't return the love (I can't destroy what isn't there) due to their own darkness (my heart is just to dark to care). The mood change in the song during these lyrics is her speaking to him
@country4lyfe365
@country4lyfe365 2 жыл бұрын
Great review. You got it all. You felt all those lyrics. Beautiful inside n out. God bless. Indiana.
@SgtM0le
@SgtM0le 2 жыл бұрын
It's a beautiful song written after loss. I can't imagine what they went through losing Paul Grey and more recently Joey Jordison. Another Slipknot song that really hits home is Not Long For This World but I feel it NEEDS the WARNING to only listen to it if you're in a safe place mentally as it's a very hard hitting song
@stevekirkby5041
@stevekirkby5041 2 жыл бұрын
This song was not written after Paul’s death. It was one of the last songs he ever wrote for slipknot.
@AmericanGadfly
@AmericanGadfly Жыл бұрын
This ones about unrequited love. The first two lines tell you that, and Corey Taylor confirmed it in an interview
@Texas_Swift
@Texas_Swift 3 жыл бұрын
This is my first time to see your channel and glad I came across it. I love your outlook and feedback regarding this song. Like many others have already said, I’ve been through some hard times with people and this song resonates heavily with me. Never be afraid to ask for help. Our pride is a hard thing to swallow but once you’re able to do so, a huge weight is lifted and peace within you will be restored.
@IronAlchemist6
@IronAlchemist6 3 жыл бұрын
11:13 the glass break, blood and following breakdown are all real
@kiethaaron48
@kiethaaron48 3 жыл бұрын
The music video was made after Paul died. The pain and screaming in the video from the glass was because this was Paul favorite song they wrote together.
@kiethaaron48
@kiethaaron48 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah I know, it was awful. Slipknot will never be the same.
@kiethaaron48
@kiethaaron48 3 жыл бұрын
@@leewesley1961 Straight up. He left some really big shoes to fill for sure.
@c.dub6721
@c.dub6721 3 жыл бұрын
@@leewesley1961 paul was (at the very least musically speaking) one of if not the best technically skilled member Slipknot had, he was an absolute legend
@1920trey
@1920trey 2 жыл бұрын
Best analysis of this song (which happens to be my all time fav) I've heard.
@LostSoulNo301281
@LostSoulNo301281 3 жыл бұрын
This has meant different things to me over the years, but the ultimate takeaway with the lyrics feels like "what we had was good, but it's over. It hurt when it ended, but we can't do it again, no matter how good it could be". Or something like that. Like I said, it's meant different things for me over the years. Also, give Bother by Stone Sour a listen...
@jackson5876
@jackson5876 2 жыл бұрын
I would agree if it weren’t for the angels lie to keep control line which makes me feel like it’s more about Corey thinking there was was more in a relationship he had during a dark time then there was.
@zcsapo2125
@zcsapo2125 8 ай бұрын
I never heard of splitting but that describes me so well. This brought me to tears because I never heard it articulated like that. Just wanted to say thank you so much for that
@hughjanus9557
@hughjanus9557 3 жыл бұрын
This song always gets me in the feels. Amazing song and great reaction. Another awesome video. Thank you for all that you do Amanda!!!
@blackdog6969
@blackdog6969 2 жыл бұрын
I've been through a lot thanks to my mental health, even with help and meds, it's still a struggle. I do DBT, a therapy for BPD and it works great but I myself am flawed so it's still a struggle, years after trying to work on it. You nailed everything on the head with relationships and validation. It's hard to be like us but its not impossible to live and I really appreciate your take, your effort to push for better things. Its nice to hear, thank you
@taylorsparks264
@taylorsparks264 3 жыл бұрын
Slipknot is heavy usually but there's a lot of pain and sadness in their history, I love their stuff from back in Iowa or their self titled album but this song brings tears to my eyes every time. Beautiful song and it hits so hard every time
@mikmook4781
@mikmook4781 2 жыл бұрын
"The opposite of love is not hate, it's indifference." (Elie Wiesel). I like that quote. Don't know if you've heard it before but what you were saying reminded me of that.
@X2MLion
@X2MLion 3 жыл бұрын
This song was written about a female corey loved who didn’t love him back, later to be a tribute song to Paul gray the bassist of slipknot who died a couple days after this song was released (now ex drummer joey as well has passed) this song is barely ever sung bc corey has a hard time performing it.
@chrismeadows4216
@chrismeadows4216 3 жыл бұрын
It was Paul's favorite, and one of the last he'd recorded with Corey... 😕🥺
@andyc750
@andyc750 2 жыл бұрын
just discovered your channel, good for you bringing mental health to the fore, and going by the reactions and things you have said you obviously have had many similar experiences to myself and similar results, this song is incredibly powerful and heavy, not musically but lyrically and brings a lump to my throat every time I listen to it, one of my favourite bands and songs and very relevant to many people's mental state
@sebihe666
@sebihe666 3 жыл бұрын
Rest in peace Paul and Joey... Rock heaven for me❤😭🤘
@isogenect3288
@isogenect3288 2 жыл бұрын
God wanted Joey Jordison for drum lessons
@isogenect3288
@isogenect3288 2 жыл бұрын
He wanted Paul Gray for bass lessons
@Good_day_dema56
@Good_day_dema56 2 жыл бұрын
@@isogenect3288 ik I can't believe paul AND Joey are gone
@isogenect3288
@isogenect3288 2 жыл бұрын
@@Good_day_dema56 ik dude it breaks my heart 😥
@RazielTheArchangel
@RazielTheArchangel 3 жыл бұрын
Amanda, Very Deep Insight on this Song. Love You !
@GreathSentina
@GreathSentina 3 жыл бұрын
I love this song! So much emotion in it. Also some other good Slipknot songs are Goodbye, and Til’ We Die. You’re an inspiration to me Amanda I truly wish the best for you!
@akellashom8859
@akellashom8859 3 жыл бұрын
and Danger keep away
@Neo2681
@Neo2681 2 жыл бұрын
I listened to this song a lot. It's ONE of my favorites. The vulnerability in it is so touching. But never have I listend to it the way you made me listen to it. It opened up a whole...new way of looking into it.....and Slipknot is generally much heavier, but they do have songs like this.
@smars1161
@smars1161 3 жыл бұрын
Please listen to both parts 1 and 2 of the songs "Vermilion", by Slipknot. You'll get to hear the more heavier side of the band, but also this side of them too
@UltraViolent21
@UltraViolent21 2 жыл бұрын
A woman that I loved very much threw my love for her right back in my face. I was somewhat of a rockstar and I went of the deep end. I ended up a heroin addict. I have been sober since Feb 9, 2017. I’m engaged to the love of my life, Shannon. She is my high school sweetheart and she is my everything. Thanks for the amazing channel! Mental health is very overlooked in my opinion.
@donaldmccombs5566
@donaldmccombs5566 3 жыл бұрын
I don't know how to explain my demon's to those that never fought a war. What it feels like to take a life, the guilty feel you get when you miss the hunt. Burying men that are the closest you have to family, so much so that you say "I love you brother" when you talk to them.
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda 3 жыл бұрын
I can't even imagine. You have my respect and an open ear if you ever need to talk.
@OU-tn4nt
@OU-tn4nt 3 жыл бұрын
The scene in the kitchen were the glass breaks is actually true.... I'm a first time viewer of your channel and you are so amazing and inspirational and I truly do believe that everyone deserves to be happy and listened to and sometimes that's all someone needs is to be heard without judgment.
@jtarvid86
@jtarvid86 2 жыл бұрын
Yup. They had to break during filming as Corey broke down after the glass broke.
@srt8rocketship241
@srt8rocketship241 3 жыл бұрын
Hey Amanda , try the song-In My Darkest Hour-by Megadeth.
@mariodlc21
@mariodlc21 3 жыл бұрын
Great request
@Dirt5150
@Dirt5150 3 жыл бұрын
Definitely worth a listen
@briandb1
@briandb1 5 ай бұрын
I'm struggling today... but watching this reaction (for the thousan-th time :-P ) is helping. Thank you for bringing this out loud
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda 5 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing. If you need to talk, please message me on IG (mentalamanda). We're here to help you navigate this challenging time.
@couyonuniversity96
@couyonuniversity96 3 жыл бұрын
It's a very short intro song but one day you should react to XIX by slipknot, it kept kept me going thru my darkest days and has very powerful lyrics
@donneedano3948
@donneedano3948 Жыл бұрын
She didn't complete him, SHE IS HIM. HE is SHE. This is a shortened version of the "mini movie" that Slipknot produced with the wonderful Malcom McDowell as the hotel manager.
@TheBroman59
@TheBroman59 3 жыл бұрын
Slipknot is a heavy band, this track was just heavy in a very different vibe… Wait and Bleed from their first album would be much more what you had expected from Slipknot.
@misfit28
@misfit28 9 ай бұрын
Thank you for this analysis. It really hits home for me.
@FlyboyHelosim
@FlyboyHelosim 3 жыл бұрын
OK now do 'Disasterpiece'. 😂
@helloween665
@helloween665 Жыл бұрын
Wow your comments hits me hard. I went thru depression few years agi and my 2 best friends weren't there at that time. They didnt know how to help me and fade away. We spoke about it and it was ok after that. Last years, I was going thru hard times again and realise that those 2 best friends were not really around much and I started to beleive that friendship wasnt maybe for me after all. Those thoughts reached my soul and ive deceided to turn my back on those 2 friends to avoid being hurt again and I pretty much keep a distance from other people I know and not accepting them in my friend zone. When you said that you would push people away to avoid hurting them or let ur darkness on them, it makes me see the things the other way. What if I was pushing them back to avoid hurting them instead of being hurt? Wow never thought about it. Sadly it makes no difference for me. Feel like I need to keep them away, no matter if its to avoid being hurt or hurt them.😢
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda Жыл бұрын
What if pushing them away is hurting you both?
@helloween665
@helloween665 Жыл бұрын
Im really mixed up about those relations. Thank you and keep up the good work! :)
@duanemusso544
@duanemusso544 3 жыл бұрын
Wanna hear an even more powerful version of this song. Check out Corey singing it acoustic on his solo tour a few years ago. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3OuZ6uvotJ-fq8
@Droidysseus
@Droidysseus 3 жыл бұрын
I hope that someone finds you and gives you what you need. We all deserve that. Sometimes, it just takes later in life than we'd hoped for that to happen.
@philthemovieguy81
@philthemovieguy81 3 жыл бұрын
The live acoustic version is even more raw and emotional.
@AndrewSmoot
@AndrewSmoot 3 жыл бұрын
I was going to find, and link, that version; but, I've seen that one destroy even those whom society considers "stable"...and, someone else already beat me to it.
@aidaneckart5054
@aidaneckart5054 3 жыл бұрын
Hi there, I'm new here. I came for the song, stayed for the reaction, walked away with a relation. I don't know you and you don't know me but you're not alone. Be strong, be happy, and never give up! You picked out many things from this song that others just can't. There's always a deeper meaning if you can find it. Slipknot is heavy. Sometimes musically, sometimes lyrically. Thanks for reacting to one of my favs for many reasons.
@nleonc00
@nleonc00 3 жыл бұрын
hey! please react to Monsters by Shinedown! It's anamazing song with a powerful meaning! You'll like it! Keep doing your videos! They're amaing!
@TGIFrank
@TGIFrank Жыл бұрын
I've been watching a wide variety of music reactions lately and I was genuinely surprised when you spoke so candidly about your BPD. My fiance was raised in a broken home and her mother and likely more than one of her siblings is textbook BPD and it's shocking and frankly terrifying how dramatically their whims can affect our entire family from day to day. You seem very well adjusted and it gives me hope for them that they too can some day learn to find peace and harmony in their own lives. Well, not my mother in law, because she's also a sadistic psychopath so...
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda Жыл бұрын
BPD absolutely can be managed and those living with it can have happy and fulfilling lives and relationships. They have to be aware of the disorder and actively working on emotional regulation and family members have to be educated about the disorder and supportive. I plan to create more content about living with BPD so stay tuned!😊
@TGIFrank
@TGIFrank Жыл бұрын
@@MentalAmanda The mother who is the chaotic center is fortunately mostly out of the picture but as far as I know she hasn't been officially diagnosed with anything. She has done prison time though and frankly should do much more. The girls were diagnosed early on but are still in their 20s and seem to use their conditions as an excuse for erratic behavior rather than actually trying to manage or understand their issues and the family members who still have relationships with them generally seem to do the same. "Oh, so and so did something crazy? Well yeah she has X and Y and used to be on Z meds." "Oh yeah? Is she still in therapy? On meds?" "Oh no she's done with all that. That's just how they are." "Ok cool thanks call me when the house is on fire... again..."
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda Жыл бұрын
@@TGIFrank That's unfortunate because BPD can only be managed when the person living with it takes action and those close to him/her are supportive.
@williamkramer9731
@williamkramer9731 3 жыл бұрын
I personally would've recommended the live acoustic.... Another good song of there's, about picking yourself up, is XIX
@dag9336
@dag9336 3 жыл бұрын
I teared up to your reaction, as I always do when I listen to snuff, I won’t lie. you nailed most of my thoughts and interpretation of the song. You said something that will make me think for a while, “you need to be two wholes and not two halves, like you need someone else to function”…I was like…f***…the way I see the video it’s just somebody tormented by the end of a story that gets tangled so much in a bargaining-remembrance-rejection loop that he starts to…yeah, identify as the other half too, cause as you said…he wasn’t able to be a whole by himself. I hate when people think this video is weird. From the moment right before the music slows down, I believe to be the most beautiful song/video representation ever made. Stay healthy , much love from Italy.
@dag9336
@dag9336 3 жыл бұрын
Congrats for the 13.000! Round number right now!
@dad148
@dad148 3 жыл бұрын
His acoustic version is even more powerfull
@ThatCheekyWalrus
@ThatCheekyWalrus Жыл бұрын
Wow. Love and hate require the same amount of passion. That made me cry, that was beautiful.
@josephstalin322
@josephstalin322 Жыл бұрын
Not so fun fact: Corey Taylor (the lead vocalist) has attempted Suicide around 6 times
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda Жыл бұрын
Hopefully he is healing now
@geoffreynolds3157
@geoffreynolds3157 6 ай бұрын
“If you still cared, you’ll never let me know.” This set of lyrics can describe every heartbreak and break up I’ve ever experienced. Cory Tayler is one of my favourite lyricists of all time.
@maiqtheliar_
@maiqtheliar_ Жыл бұрын
I appreciate the fact that you are very open about your disorder... I find a very hard time dealing with mine because people tend to get away if I'm being honest
@MusicmyZombie
@MusicmyZombie 3 жыл бұрын
Once again here I am...corey you have saved me so many times....your pain is my pain....thank you
@williamdenton1410
@williamdenton1410 2 жыл бұрын
Bless You, your efforts, and willingness to share, I was with someone with Borderline Personally Disorder. The fear of abandonment, the pushing away, the "I hate you.... Please don't leave me." Was too much and I did what I thought she wanted.... I left. I had NO CLUE what I was dealing with, wish I'd had known at the the time. Mental pain is as bad, no, worse, than physical pain. Keep up your good work.
@Joep813
@Joep813 3 жыл бұрын
i personally have been in a long journey dealing with shit. Thank you for covering this song. I am looking forward to my next appointment. Its been a while but im at a point i need someone to talk to. My wife is very supportive but what you said in this video made me realize that i cant just rely on her to help me fix everything as she is going through her own journey.
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda 3 жыл бұрын
I am so humbled to have been able to offer this insight for you and I'm very proud of you for seeking help. 💗
@aaron.biketrials
@aaron.biketrials 2 жыл бұрын
This reaction video hit me hard... I discovered this song recently and I cry anytime I try and sing along... I'm glad I found your channel! 7:15 I've done this...😓
@johnhornbeakjr7147
@johnhornbeakjr7147 Жыл бұрын
As a Combat Army vet who has been homeless and addicted to painkillers, our families have been through hell as well. My x wife especially. Thank you.
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda Жыл бұрын
Thank you for your sacrifice
@thereala2812
@thereala2812 2 жыл бұрын
Maggot here, thanks for the video. You did great. Slipknot has on occasion stopped shows to talk about mental health. The band is a huge subject matter expert on the topic as much of its history is dark, convoluted and rife with conflict. Thanks for the vid and what you do on here.
@fallenangel1488
@fallenangel1488 3 жыл бұрын
I loved it when you said we can save a lot of heartache if people could say I love you and I know your hurting I wish people I cherish dearly could see when I'm in pain but I'm trying to stop put up my walls when I'm suffering I pushed away a girl I loved when I was in the middle of a transition from high school to the real world I was missing all my former teachers that had a positive effect on me and I was dealing with the loneliness that lead to depression since I did virtual school my senior year I was also dealing with some friends of mine who took their lives that weighed heavily. I got the help i needed. Slipknots song snuff gives me those memories of the hurt I've endured and given out as my defense mechanism.
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda 3 жыл бұрын
Keep reaching out. Those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter!
@joeseconi250
@joeseconi250 3 жыл бұрын
I’ve heard this song so many times but watching you’re physical reaction really hit home. You are such a brave person to bare yourself here and I understand so much more now about this song . Thank you so much for trusting us. Sending you a big hug from NYC
@nhogan84
@nhogan84 Жыл бұрын
When I got divorced in 2018, I played this song over 300 times (thanks Spotify for telling me THAT at the end of the year). I was in so much pain, and so much of this song resonated with me then. "So break yourself against my stones, and spit your pity in my soul. You never needed any help, you sold me out to save yourself." "And I won't listen to your shame, you ran away you're all the same." I felt that pain so raw, and it felt like this was precisely the song my soul was trying to sing in my tears and rage.
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda Жыл бұрын
I hope that you are finding healing. Divorce can be brutal. I got divorced in 2021 and it was a rollercoaster emotionally.
@alexkitner5356
@alexkitner5356 Жыл бұрын
I always seem to come back to this video, not just because of how strong the feelings i get from this song are but how Amanda is able to put the feelings I cant express into words. The way she understands that desperate begging, heart and soul, for what cannot be had or what is lost. Its always at the times when my marriage is at rock bottom again, my good but resentful wife to fight with me, the way I wish she would fight and say that. That whe knows im hurting instead of resenting that hurt. Alas it seems that after many roller coaster rides Im just not good enough, not going to have her understand or say that and that the loss thats more than my haunted soul can take is more than one can or should bear. More regret than i can live with... How much I would give to have for those simple words... Words that could save a life from the person who should be the first to be there... Just nice to hear them said, even if not personally. Dont know how much longer i can hold the demons back, feel like im on an island and keep going, not much will left in this beaten soul but I know the last thoughts will be of those words that went unspoken...
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda Жыл бұрын
I felt that way after my divorce too, but that voice isn't ours. It's theirs. They put it in our heads. Please keep fighting. You are absolutely good enough. 💖
@HeyItsCj_1993
@HeyItsCj_1993 4 ай бұрын
Slipknot is amazing and people who arent into metal often look past them because of how heavy they are but there are songs like this that really hit hard and deep
@JEFFwasHERE...
@JEFFwasHERE... Жыл бұрын
JEFF was HERE too 🏆 have a great day Amanda.. new sub
@christernorlisvenningsen9197
@christernorlisvenningsen9197 3 жыл бұрын
The live version with Corey Taylor in London is a must see. It's so much "cleaner", no distraction from his feelings. I appreciate that version so much, often end up with tears in my eyes. I've had some hard times the last years. You can say I've discovered music, especially song with deep meaning. Thank you for been open about mental health.
@VincentCallan
@VincentCallan 11 ай бұрын
I came so close to taking my own life in July 2023, like so fucking close... I'd never heard Snuff before and stumbled across it during my recovery. The song has become part of my healing journey in that it literally screams "you are not alone when you are in your pain" when I hear it, and rather than wallowing, its liberating and empowering to hear Corey sing those words with such authenticity and vulnerability. Thank you for your analysis Amanda, I've been on a journey with my shadow this past year and that exploration has had some interesting results... Marriage ended, I nearly ended my life I got help, counseling and professional support I lost my job I lost my home And then, I had nothing left to "live up to" So I got to choose I chose to not be a people pleaser anymore. I chose to show up for my kids I chose to show up for my friends and family I even chose to show up for my ex,( and her new partner btw) as a co parent. And I chose to return to what makes me feel truly alive... Empowering kids and young people and my community, giving them the voice I never had. And making music, honest , authentic, vulnerable "it doesn't fucking matter if I good,or if people like it, or even if I finish it, I'm gonna do it anyway" music Thank you for posting this video, I appreciate the time, effort and energy you put into it,it touched my soul ❤🤘
@MentalAmanda
@MentalAmanda 11 ай бұрын
Last July was actually a nightmare month for me too. Glad we survived and are making the best choices we can!
@theplaguepadart3743
@theplaguepadart3743 2 жыл бұрын
You're absolutely right. Love and hate are not opposites because I can love someone and hate them.
@domstone6344
@domstone6344 2 жыл бұрын
YOU are so on point with splitting comment concerning this song & vid bravo
@tplude1
@tplude1 2 жыл бұрын
I am happy I came across this video it is making so much sense with a situation I am in now
@richardashworth400
@richardashworth400 7 ай бұрын
"It took the death of hope you let you go...." - Arguably the deepest lyric i've ever heard. Haunts me every damn time i hear this track.
@grmpghst
@grmpghst 3 жыл бұрын
This song has always helped me when I needed it. Another song to check out by slipknot is a liars funeral, that song hits really deep in my opinion.
@danostrowski4079
@danostrowski4079 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks for reviewing this one. It's such a strong, emotional song for a lot of people. It hits me every time, but you opened my mind to hearing it from the opposite perspective. I, like quite a few commenters, just had a marriage fall apart, but your comments have really opened my eyes to what happened....maybe she didn't quit on me, maybe I quit on her? It just gets tiresome, and is not fun to do over and over. Anyways....I'm glad I stumbled on this. Thank you.
@davidespinoza1606
@davidespinoza1606 2 жыл бұрын
Just happened on your channel and everyday is a struggle, appreciate you doing what you do. I'm not alone and you aren't alone.
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