Four Months on Estrogen: Transition Update! | Stef Sanjati

[@pineappleagent1]

I came out to my sister today, and the only reason I felt comfortable doing so is because she was very supportive of you when I showed her your videos months ago. She told me that there is nothing wrong with me and that she loves me! Good sister.

[@cora6561]

+pineappleagent1 Great sister! Good for you, and congratulations!

[@Awomanontheinternet]

congrats!!

[@AMR_Krissy]

Congratulations!!!

[@Atreides42]

Yaaaaay!!! Congratulations!! :-)

[@emmaandreasen405]

Congrats❤️❤️❤️

[@SarahKey]

The sweetest human alive. I swear.

[@savannahmathis180]

SHE IS OMG SHE'S AMAZZZINNNGGG

[@alexawhite3346]

TRUEE

[@trisghoul3752]

+Chivette Heather that depends on where and why

[@natashawoodford13]

+Pseudo Intellectual a little lol

[@picklemurdoc4190]

You're just saying that, You are not even subscribe to her

[@trickjoker2114]

Your hair and makeup is so on point

[@psykoosis5264]

ikr!

[@sara-nj9qk]

+blurryface Cliqueee |-/

[@Cassandra6]

Your voice got way higher, I've only seen one video of yours a long time ago so was shocked when I heard your voice

[@FillingMirrorsPhotography]

same!

[@nickhart7280]

that's not hrt though, hormones won't affect the voice of a MtF transition

[@KassieJane]

+Cassandra True but I believe she has trained her voice -- HRT doesn't alter voice on its own.

[@NeveJenny]

+Kassie Davidson It's possible that her testosterone blockers have made her voice a bit higher:)

[@sharielane]

+Cassandra Yeah, I thought similar. In this vid she sounds much more naturally feminine vs affectedly feminine (if this makes sense) then she had sounded in the few other videos I had seen. Whether this is the result of voice training, influence of HRT on the vocal cords, or even a combination of the two, kudos to her.

[@tracybodin128]

About the feet shrinking part. Yes your feet can change size because both our hands and feet are "padded" with fat for shock absorption, so if you undergo treatment such as you are doing, which redistributes body fat, it could affect your shoe size. It will not be more than one or two sizes because your bones don't really change that much, just the surrounding tissue. The first vid i saw of you i thought you were beautiful, yet here, there is a confidence and glow about you that radiates and you voice is clearer and stronger. Go girl.

[@CarrieDayton]

These updates bring such a big smile to my face every time 😊 I just want to give you the biggest hug! So happy for you.

[@charliebear154]

The way Stef said "It's gunna be okay" just in passing at the end of the video sounded so warm and comforting like omfg I need that audio clip to play whenever life blows up

[@youngblossom]

Every time you make an estrogen update, I am like woah, it's been a month already? It's so sweet to see how fast time is flying for you and your transition.

[@kryldon8146]

Me too!

[@sparklingstarsx]

she's so adorable im crying

[@sparklingstarsx]

***** oookay

[@Madgeslife]

You are incredibly beautiful, inside and out and I am so happy and proud of how far you have come in such a short period of time. Keep up the great work and many blessings to you.

[@mirellabellebeauty]

The muscle on your shoulder that you were talking about is your trapezius (traps)! It's very possible that since you started transitioning, you are more relaxed, and that made your shoulders soften. People under stress almost always carry tension in their traps. Just some fun information! :) I love watching you.

[@BeautyLabNL]

Dear Stef, your voice is maybe the biggest difference. It sounds very female to me. You are beautiful inside and out and I am very happy that you feel good about yourself. And that your outside matches your inside more and more. I wish you all the luck and love in the world!! 😊

[@cherrrycola123]

I accidentally pressed the dislike instead of like at first because I was scratching my nose and I gasped out loud and immediately fixed it, I would never dislike my breadmom's videos

[@gretajane581]

😂

[@Akim-lm7tc]

Hahaha how cute!

[@cool_rad_dude]

Awe breadmom is such a cute name

[@Crazyconfedy]

+Lillian Beth lols what the heck "breadmom" is cute?wow

[@cool_rad_dude]

crazyconfedy Yes, yes it is.

[@thekillerrox123]

Also your eyeliner and eyebrow skills have me in tears.

[@genoamiibo]

i went from your waardenburg vid to this one and the changes are astounding!! you look so beautiful!! i mean, you did before but now you look more... beautiful i guess... idk i cant find the right words haha

[@lilyhorses21]

+sneaky-gengar literal same

[@amirrablue]

RIGHT

[@lavachekikri]

+sneaky-gengar Exactly what I did too. I understand that these changes much be wonderful for her but personally I was more fascinated/attracted to the personality in the first video since now she's just an "ordinary" girl and I think a androgyne person is so much more interesting and also politically more important since those people have to strive extremely hard to get accepted in the society. But than again, for the person itself of course life is easier if you belong to just one and only gender. Just my point of view. Good luck!

[@lilysm6382]

same

[@rosekay6570]

Exact same for me with the same exact thoughts and comment. haahaa

[@skylarchumley3532]

Yes girl FLY with those eyeliner wings. Get it. You do you.

[@CharStarFilms]

it's incredible that it's been 4 months! I remember getting extremely excited when you first got it, and look where you are now. so proud, love you sm! xx

[@sophdoeslife]

omg I love you so much you are such a positive soul

[@Annie-pz5cr]

Your eye makeup and eyebrows always memorize me. You're just constantly gorgeous!

[@charybdis6342]

Hey Stef I just want you to know how happy I am for you and your new life.. If anyone deserves it you do!! I just want to say your helping me to better myself and change my life to make me happier. God I admire you.. I struggle with depression and other more serious issues in my life and seeing you go after your happy new life at any cost makes me want to be a better human, mother, and wife. Seeing you up and changing what you need to change gives me the courage to pick up the pieces of my life that affect me negatively and make me unhappy and uncomfortable in my life. I truly love you and what you do for others and hope you continue to be happy no matter what. You deserve it.

[@MaryBear]

Your eye makeup here is especially pretty!!

[@mrpartysack6540]

Your voice has changed so much since the last video I watched! Glad to see you're doing well!

[@Me7551]

I was just thinking that, big difference! 😀

[@cupofcakee]

I can't speak to any physical differences since I don't live in your body and experience it the way you do, but I HAVE noticed that you're more comfortable in your skin, and I'm so happy for you!

[@rei_cirith]

You really sound like such a wonderful person. I've dropped into your videos every now and then, and the way you speak just makes me want to hug you. Your emphasis on safety and research on the procedures are just darling. I'm really glad this procedure is making you a happier person.

[@sammybena2012]

YOUR HAIR AND EYEBROWS ARE SO PERFECT I JUST CAN'T HANDLE IT

[@____c.]

Stef you look so beautiful! & that wing is giving me all sorts of life!

[@braxlikes5556]

Same girl

[@chloedotweir]

Don't apologize for "conforming." You're acting/looking/presenting the way YOU want to, and you deserve it! XXOO

[@xxKammi12]

Your voice is so different than before. You have a very pretty voice. It has changed so much. You look gorgeous. I'm glad you're being who you are. You look great.

[@adrianakle618]

Hi Stef, just love when you say "it's fine" or "everything is gonna be fine" makes me smile every time.

[@Asildia]

Stef! Omg I'm so excited for you! I can HEAR a difference in your voice and I see every one of your bodily changes you noticed as well! I'm so proud of you for your healthy, optimistic, upbeat attitude with life and transitioning. I've been following you a while but I haven't seen your videos for the past 4 months-ish and you seem to be glowing with happiness and confidence. This is inspiring and exciting, and I sincerely wish to support you in your journey. You ate brilliant and I adore you.

[@Asildia]

are* dang auto correct

[@sierramolinary]

Also, your voice has changed so drastically, it's amazing!

[@itslili9840]

I'm two videos in, and I already love you. You're actually the sweetest person.

[@lilysm6382]

same

[@daft_icup]

Omg thats me

Your eyeliner is so on point I'm slightly obsessed about it

[@delachonga]

Your personality is EVERYTHING! I am not surprised you receive so much love and support. You are exactly what you attract! 💜

[@nonsensicalsense]

I've been checking in since just before your journey into transition. and I see your confidence boost and am so proud and happy for you finding your way into your own skin. it's an inspirational journey and you're a beautiful person finding yourself. you're empowerment and a guide to others, stay strong

[@beatriceoverton7466]

the pizza delivery person "its my first day!" aaaaaaaawww

[@Andihalcyonmoon]

im screaming your eyeliner is so on point

[@cassidybrewer]

Congrats on your four month mark and on your GoFundMe success so far. You look absolutely stunning!

[@leozzz4213]

I love her voice change over the year

[@ashlynsheesley5377]

I am binge-watching your videos and I'm just so blown away by your radiance and positivity and utter beauty and you're such an adorable person

[@theewildrose]

People exaggerate how dangerous corsets are. They can be dangerous if misused but they can also be good for you. They can help a lot with posture and back pain. Sometimes when my lower-back hurts I wear a corset and it redistributes the pressure and alleviates the pain

[@ShieniLicksOnLemons]

yeeee what I've noticed when I use my corset is that it forces me to have a good posture, my normal posture is seriously horrible, shoulders slumped and my scoliosis also makes my lower back bent a bit too much so it looks like as if I'm intentionally pushing my butt out. so, the corset doesn't only look hella fucking great but it also helps my back so much.

[@SakuraUploads]

+Rose K Right? Getting kind of sick of this new outrage over the supposed dangers of corsets. I've been wearing corsets for 8 years, and only recently they have become much more popular because of Kim K, who everyone loves to hate, so they're looking for reasons to demonise her and they're doing that by bringing corsets into it. Ughh.

[@theewildrose]

Miriama Yahalom People always use the example of extreme tight-lacing like women did in the Victorian age as the example... and it's just like: Yeah obviously that is dangerous. Only crazy people do that. If done gradually and with the right corset it can be really good in a lot of ways.

[@ShaleeHolmes]

I've been watching you for a while now but I still can't get over how uniquely beautiful your entire face structure is. I know it also has to do with that syndrome but you literally look like what I imagine a magical fairytale elf to look like.

[@MsFreekazoid]

The way you speak is so eloquent. I hadn't watched a video of yours since you began your transition and I'm just so amazed at how easily you seem to articulate your thoughts, something that I definitely struggle with. I'm very jealous! Also as a cis female I couldn't speak higher of laser hair removal. I have very sensitive skin too and it's done wonders for the quality of my skin too, yay for no irritation! I'm definitely going to make a point of keeping up with your videos again :D

[@ripley.riot.channel]

you're adorable and it's being so educational to follow your transition update videos! please keep making them it makes me happy to see you excited about the changes!

[@11123lizzie]

Girl, you are just too precious! I love how informative you are! I'm so glad I have discovered your channel!

[@vivianspitzer4554]

I'm so hype for merch

[@StefSanjatiOfficial]

+Vivian Spitzer It's here darling!

[@emanuellelabonte4511]

DONT CRY CRAFT

[@reneablackburn]

PROTIP

[@darkdeviants8669]

The phandom is everywhere. I wonder if the we all could take over the world one day... Hm.

[@joriemiran7396]

pROTIP

[@jazmingonzalez2468]

prO TIP

[@skylarchumley3532]

+reneablackburn okokok I'm a phan I just don't get this protip thing, please explain?

[@angethedumbone]

THE PIZZA DELIVERER WAS SO CUTE "It's my first day" xD >3

[@iThitPoulsen]

I really admire how responsible you are about letting your audience know that youre not a medical professional and that everyone experiences transitioning differently etc, so no one is going to harm themselves etc. I wish more people behaved like this in general on youtube.. well anywhere tbh. Its awesome how transparent you are with your audience as well in general. I hope everything goes well for you Stef ♥

[@cellardoor4921]

I love you! Makeup, hair, confidence, beautiful from the inside as well as out! ❤️ you are an inspiration for so many

[@clxv]

I have a question: what do you think about gigi gorgeous?? I admire you a lot. Good luch 😘

[@clxv]

luck*

[@JULi3T16]

I first read "good lunch" and I thought that was really nice of you :D 💖

[@clxv]

***** 😂😂😂

[@stephaniewhite7620]

+Julie May... Me 2!!! XD

[@shannon2005100]

They need to do a video together.

[@gggigii]

You look absolutely wonderful and glowing. I am so happy for you and that you are doing something to be the real you. This is the first video I have watched from you and would love to see more.

[@lpselsified5285]

HOLY COW HER VOICE HAS CHANGED SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!! I just watched the one about her actually being trans and I just noticed that her voice has changed a TON. Nothing wrong with that! Just something I noticed. I also support you 100 percent in being trans. So brave!!!

[@kashmirknitter]

I'm not sure how your videos came up today but I started watching and I can't believe your amazing transition. I wish you all the best on your journey. You are BEAUTIFUL!

[@illyxxolicnaxim]

When she tells me everything is okay, I'm like "oh yeah, everything is okay" Thank you for your positivity and warmth!

[@Kaejennings]

I know lighting helps and all, but honestly, you're beautiful.

[@illuminatiCorgi]

Your voice is waaaaaaay higher since the last time I watched one of your videos!

[@cicimarques]

Ok, I did not even finished the video but I had to comment... I saw the video about ur syndrome a few months ago, and youtube just suggested this video today, so I decided to watch it and OMG! If there is a change super noticeable is your voice! It´s super feminine now! Im very impressed! Awesome! Good luck on your transition! You look amazing... but I thought that the first time I saw your other video too... =)

[@LollyShallow]

Aw you look wonderful! Can absolutely see the changes, you seem softer and your voice is so sweet! xxx

[@wotutu8499]

You're blossoming so beautifully! I really admire you documenting your journey and being so responsible about talking about your experience. You're such a wee sweetie and a great rolemodel

[@janiekokiri3204]

the first thing that I noticed was how your face looks so much slimmer!!!

[@nikkyxsediva]

It´s crazy to see how your body is changing! Go on! :)

[@adoracapps3653]

You are so captivating 😍 the sweetest human alive!!!! 😊😊😊

[@WildspiritWoW]

Your voice becomes more and more lovely with every update, Stef! I just listened to the "One Month on Estrogen" video while listening to this at the same time and the difference is beautifully noticeable! I am so happy for you hun ((((:

[@darious.d6834]

I love how you're not in hurry You're just taking one step at a time And going through this whole process with grace

[@MarioCaez]

My God you are beautiful, which kind of proves you are becoming who you supposed to be.

[@lynnen264]

The waist binding thing worries me for you, be so careful and know when to stop.....just being a Mom lol You are beautiful Canadian Kiddo!!

[@jigokushojo8295]

Have you considered having ribs removed? I heard that some people who are transitioning mtf sometimes do that to create a more feminine shape or so I've heard I don't know about this kind of stuff.

[@StefSanjatiOfficial]

+Jessica Chartrand That's an alternative to waist training! I would rather keep the bones, just reshape them over time. Having ribs removed kind of scares me tbh haha

[@haiiithereee30]

+Stef Sanjati aren't you scared about your organs being displaced by waist training? that's my biggest concern

[@susanblue3694]

+haiiithereee30 She said she's being super careful, and actually mentioned exactly what she's *not* gonna do in order to avoid organ troubles :) She seems to have okayed it with a doc

[@jigokushojo8295]

+haiiithereee30 it'd be no different than being pregnant (as baby grows it shifts your organs around) and as long as she does it slowly it shouldn't cause any harm except maybe a hard time going number 2 every now and again. Lol

[@jigokushojo8295]

+Stef Sanjati I use to wear them but they made my panic attacks worse because it was harder to take deep breaths just a heads up.

[@zoe-zt8ls]

i just finished watching your video of you explaining your waardenburg's syndrome, and now to this, you have changed so drastically and i'm really proud of you! keep up the work stef

[@LadyVene]

This is my first time watching you, and I am glad that my binge watching on KZbin as brought me to you. You are not only amazing for being true to you, but doing these video's to help others who are going through what you are but for anyone who is wanting to change themselves.

[@animemanganet]

I"m a straight female and just saw this. First off, you are BEAUTIFUL and you are great at applying cosmetics I'm kinda jealous lol. I'm impressed with all your research and taking things one step at a time. Please be careful, however, with Asian plastic surgeons they can make a lot of mistakes and can be dangerous. I personally think you don't need facial surgery but if you do, do a lot of research on your doctor. I would recommend the guys that make that plastic surgeon series Botched. They can probably help you with finding reliable doctors or might even do it themselves. I'm so glad you are on You Tube to show how you are faring and can help others with the same issue. It's a difficult road you guys are walking and I wish you the best! I love your personality and attitude! And yes you have changed a LOT, especially your voice. You go girl!

[@melpomeneouranos4973]

Oh god, that part where you smacked your cheeks was hilarious. Liked. 😂

[@LBfromtheblock]

You are so beautiful already! I can't imagine what you'd look like after the facial surgery. You'd probably be pretty enough to model honestly, you're already prettier than most girls I know. Good luck!

[@caitlinmary871]

Holy moly, your appearance is absolutely drastic and amazing! You're absolutely stunning and I am so happy that you are allowing us to follow you in your transition!

[@LovaParadis]

I'm so excited for the things that wait ahead for you. You seem so much happier with yourself and watching your confidence grow is extremely inspiring. All my best wishes for you, Stef.

[@sophiabiagio]

I am so proud of you!

[@DIYcraftychic]

Lol when she was slapping her cheek 😂😂😂 she's the best

[@macmac781]

Your shoe size varies depending on the brand. And I've noticed a change in your voice! Great progress

[@shayg9768]

Same that's what I've been nlticing

[@Wispyfart]

Love these updates! Please keep them coming, you're so delightful to listen to and your topics bring light to areas most of us don't know very much about. Keep up the content!! :)

[@valerieo1483]

You seem very excited and happy about your transition. It's great seeing how happy you are! That's what life is all about!

[@Lovelee7494]

Stef can you insert photos in your videos trying to capture changes? Like face, shoulder, and waist?

[@DeathAngelMusic0]

YoUR VOICE IS SO HIGH COMPARED TO THE LAST VIDEO IVE SEEN

[@Kelsie154]

You're face is already so pretty and so feminine. I'm not even sure what they could possibly do to make it more feminine. Like, your jaw is perfect. You have a super cute nose. Your have great cheekbones. Your face is literally perfect, and I would LOVE to look like you! lol

[@FoenyxFeather]

Your eye makeup is literally the best thing I have ever seen.

[@Beatnikzombie]

I just get the biggest smile on my face every time I watch one of your videos. Your energy is so great, so positive.

[@iuygoigyu302]

What about appetite? Hows your eating habits changed?

[@tommijeansummers1996]

oh my god!........ you are beautiful...... and so positive....

[@annabellegolden7785]

That is not stef!! This is the second video I've seen and she's soooo different!! Doing great girl, you're beautiful!!!!

[@maxmaycs4560]

you're an absolute sweetheart and I am with you every step of the way! it's wonderful to see these positive changes developing for you

[@intoxicatedinvestigations9383]

thanks for being so open, so proud of you xx

[@crazypanda158]

Stef, just please don't do it too far with waist training

[@NOT.NEREIDE]

+CrazyPanda! I think waist training is fascinating in how good it can go yet how bad it can go and how pretty it can look and how creepy it can look . But yeah i hope she stays safe .

[@camille4880]

I find waist training very interesting. I'm sure Stef will be safe, she's smart. from what she said it seems she knows what's she doing and what she wants.

[@Thatgeekycanadian]

I'm worried too just because of how passionate I am about women's fashion history and how many horror stories come from the past but at the same time Steph is amazing and smart so we've gotta trust that she's not gonna go crazy with it. :)

[@venusthebenus]

you are so beautiful oh my god and i envy your makeup capabilities keep doing you boo boo

[@leighhayward4240]

I can't cope with how much you've changed since your waardenburg syndrome video!! Your voice is so feminine!

[@shushes217]

I was just about to comment on that! That was the first video by her that I've seen, and now I'm watching this. She is beautiful!

[@lauraklinglesmith4894]

I cannot express how excited I am for you! You are such a brave person. I love your updates. Keep going you are doing an awesome job!!

[@KristaA63]

I can definitely see the physical changes! Super excited for you!

[@Allsfairinloveandwarr]

omg her voice is much higher

[@TheImpiroGirl]

It's so cool to follow your journey with hormones and see how you are doing. I have a question (and it's very personal so if you don't want to answer that's okay of course) what are your thoughts on freezing sperm as a trans woman? Is that something that's important to you?

[@bubbletea1985]

I just watched one of your older videos, and there's been such a huge change! You've been beautiful in every stage of your transition, and I'm really happy for you! : )

[@kim2306]

i love your attitude! thank you for going so indepth about your transition. i can't wait to see where you are in a month! you look great! :)

[@tellawinters2256]

As a lesbian I am absolutely attracted to you. 😂 I love you, you're a gorgeous woman! you are so brave transitioning, keep going!