[free audio] If i start crying, I don't think I'll ever stop

[@mariellejrgensen377]

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[@rohwhittaker6898]

Hey love, do you have the seperate audio of all the show extracts?

[@stretchesjames5418]

Ll0lllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

[@kaylastrydom8012]

My biggest mistake was living

[@EnderTheBender64]

@@kaylastrydom8012 no, that isn't your biggest mistake

[@Mitsu_--]

me too

[@potatopotato6180]

"I am not angry, I'm in pain. And you put me here, the person who was supposed to love me more than anything." This line kills me

[@katmoney5879]

potato potato same

[@shook4872]

potato potato IM BROKE AUDIO

[@dianasowards4481]

Same..

[@tallonmarcellus8282]

Same

[@sofiacodianni6829]

From what show is it?

[@jenpascarella5811]

You know it’s getting bad again when your listening to these

[@DreadPirateElla]

Fr tho like I fell down a rabbit hole and here I am

[@Stwarbewwy]

Again...

[@manbearpigggh4159]

yeh...it true but hell with it right? laugh it off n say I'm fine like always n I guess that okay but honestly right now I think I need moment to let it out..

[@Alelfm10]

Yes Again...

[@honeyy6349]

I'm not depressed, searched for this cause I'm crying that my otp ship wasn't canon

[@melix596]

"just care, okay?" and when he asked "about what", i pretty much started crying. i get it.

[@shaunakirk959]

poor JJ :(

[@amyarenas8519]

Same

[@anthonyolivo7294]

What show is that from

[@shaunakirk959]

SNR Team skins

[@hellothere6424]

I hardly even cry now... when I'm in pain I start to laugh. I guess it's my way how to cope with that.

[@rin-5242]

“Just care ok?” “About Who?” “ABOUT ME” this hits different

[@natalijaradovic5980]

So true

[@violet.crown1036]

Its actually: Just care 'Kay? About what? ABOUT ME! ABOUT ME YOU TWAT YOUR ALL "frikin" TWATS

[@boo_5855]

That one I feel like applies the most to me and my life aswell as the i can’t be who she wants me to be

[@emerylee203]

Yes it dose

[@beatrizmendesferreira7931]

True... that is one of the saddest parts

[@meowinginrealtime]

my biggest mistake in life was loving someone who didn’t love me back...

[@freilycapellan7020]

Same

[@sleepykarie91]

Yup. Same boat

[@jessicaseaver6335]

My biggest mistake is being born... Have a butiful day

[@meowinginrealtime]

요호호 Thank you 💖

[@savannabanta4415]

Mine too....but mine was 4 years

[@ligmanutz0472]

I’m afraid to die, but tired of living. But tbh...it’s okay I always end up alone in the end anyway. You kinda get used to it

[@artistfairymar3890]

Same

[@catherinethomas9993]

XxStupid _PotatoxX I feel the same. I’ve gotten to the point that if someone killed me I’d be ok with it

[@lolry22]

@@catherinethomas9993 please no it will be okay i promise you can talk to me we can be friends i will always be there to listen to your problems

[@Nadiiia.101]

Same

[@Akira-cl9nt]

Me too

[@-urmom-7095]

“did you love him?” “of course” “how much” “does it matter” “it should” “it doesn’t, because it wasn’t enough to make him stay”

[@tobycries5237]

"I dont wanna die, I just wanna get relief..-NF A phrase I wont ever forget.

[@sashakim149]

Without love, there is no point to life... Hope is a dangerous thing. Too little is dangerous but too much is worse. I am in the same situation. I just want to find someone to find me for who I really am and just spend the rest of my time bawling to them about my problems... we all need a shoulder to cry on

[@auroraskinner4592]

@@sashakim149 Problem is when you're there for everyone of you're friends but none are there for you.

[@auroraskinner4592]

I don't have a shoulder to cry on.

[@Iwashere-14]

From the song Hate myself -NF

[@helloxx9566]

I'm too empty to cry

[@earlbunce7677]

Yes I know how you feel

[@דאמט]

same :/

[@norahhanrahan]

I can relate

[@crystalnelson1597]

Same

[@kaisheridan3920]

Yea

[@arminfart]

i’m not worth i’m not enough i will never be

[@abbiu]

i love you, stranger. Never forget that

[@mrghostfrog1640]

@@abbiu u make me cry with this omg...

[@earlbunce7677]

Yes you're worth it

[@norahhanrahan]

this hit hard

[@ParanoiaPoliticianDivaa]

You'll be ok

[@dopedino431]

So here I am, sitting in my bed at three am, crying and eating fruit loops.

[@vee_m1869]

Dope Dino literally same fruit loops and all🤣

[@gabiduck]

mood

[@liquid.trance.]

Same minus the fruit loops

[@eza364]

cracked up on fruit loops 😂

[@unicorngirl1771]

Da fruit loops are the best part do

[@dianasowards4481]

When people see good they expect good.... I'm never gonna be ok never will be what a person wants I'll mess everything thing up they always leave....😔😔😔

[@kimberlytaylor3873]

Same

[@selbmth8155]

"If I start crying I don't think I ever stop..". Puck cause of Finn... Hurts like hell

[@reaperwolf2200]

" i get that your angry..." "I am not angry! IM IN PAIN, and you put me here the person that was supposed to love me...more than anything..." I ... understand this one the most

[@bribri6033]

Yep. Yep.

[@itzmehthony4472]

Ahh why

[@-Wolfif-]

Same.. only because I had a “friend” who I loved so much we went through everything and in the end he said he lied about being depressed and about being bullied and that he used me and said I was a wh*ore and I fake depression but I don’t

[@jovianguyen]

Same,but I’m the person who puts myself in pain.

[@jovianguyen]

@@-Wolfif-. My mom also says that I fake depression

[@juliettecrook4350]

No one: Not a soul: *the Heinz ketchup ad before this totally killing my vibe*

[@eyes3939]

Lmao-💀

[@denki_kaminari_the_human_c8488]

The random cat in my backyard that's in heat :MEWW MOEAWWWW MEOWWWWWWWW he's been like this for like 2 days poor guy 😭

[@TT-ek2hx]

Thanks for making me laugh while I was crying

[@haidar3729]

"If l start crying, l don't think l'll ever stop" That hits me so hard. I'm always crying like l am weak, terrible and such a baby. I just don't want to have this feeling again, again and again but there's something on my mind always force me to crying like everyday. This pain never go away from me at all and l'm super exhausting for my whole lifetime. :')

[@EnderTheBender64]

*virtual hug sent*

[@raehaa3343]

*one more virtual hug sent*

[@haidar3729]

@@raehaa3343 thanks friend😊

[@haidar3729]

@@EnderTheBender64 thank you😊

[@EnderTheBender64]

@@haidar3729 your welcome

[@kaylalewis1151]

School comes first That's what i was always told “Your school comes first, Nothing else” Not my mental state of peace Not my happiness Not the sobriety I am so desperately trying to cling onto No, none of that comes first My grades do The 2 missing assignments I have make me worthless You don't say it like that but i know it’s true. But it’s okay I’ll just shove everything deep down and get them done While i slowly fall deeper into my hell hole of a mind Slit my wrists again Go pop a pill Might take all the stress away But I have too many people who are relying on me But don't they know im worthless That nothing i do matters Nothing i do is right, All i'm doing is drowning And they just watch me. Drowning slowly in my mind. My school comes first.

[@Aisha-yv6qh]

😭This...

[@BiteVictim8179]

I started reading it and now I'm crying it hits hard😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@Ale-mm2yg]

"Pajaros vuelan, ese es su destino. Eso le dijeron. Entonces volo y voló por mucho tiempo, nunca noto sus alas descascarandose. Un día empezó a caer y estando abajo intento alzar sus alas. No pudo. Las había perdido, porque nadie le dijo que aterrizar también era parte de su destino. Más que solo una cosa, arriba o abajo, caminar o volar. Eres más que solo una cosa."

[@katymorrisse7182]

1:21 from glee when Finn died 😭😭

[@selbmth8155]

This words hurt so much.. Finn was such a big inspiration for me.

[@strawberrybakuhoe6001]

I-......

[@charlotte-jm5gs]

2020 has hit so hard it's been one thing after another and I'm losing hope tbh it's all too much. Anyone else? If so I send virtual hugs and pray it's enough for us to get through the year x 😔

[@qeenxkiera5299]

2020 dose hit hard i have had 4 bfs this but there is only one that truly loves me and that my bf now

[@Sunflower_that_loves_you]

@@qeenxkiera5299 good , but I lost all of them along with my mom who just thinks I am acting my depression and problems ...you never know how a person might be alone ...I hope u r doing good tc :)

[@qeenxkiera5299]

@@Sunflower_that_loves_you true my bf and I both have depression and have problems with our lives but we help each other through it my bf also has lots of fears of losing me cause that what all the other girls did and I have told him I'm not going to cause I love him with all my heart

[@Sunflower_that_loves_you]

@@qeenxkiera5299 I am glad you both are with each other in this hard times ..May god heal you and your bf sooner my wishes....and hopefully me too ..

[@qeenxkiera5299]

@@Sunflower_that_loves_you thank you and stay safe if u ever need to talk to someone lmk

[@dawlf1130]

sometimes i wanna die

[@deniseesco1212]

bizL it's gonna be okay

[@deniseesco1212]

It's gonna get better okay just think of positive thing ☺

[@dawlf1130]

isssa._. Crystal ♡

[@xplayerheartx9343]

b i z z y y y Stay strong! 😭♥️

[@ibtissamarsali7185]

Me too 😔😔

[@yumchi7167]

i don’t know if i want to cry because nobody would ask me why, they would just say it’s fine and yeah

[@-thalianyx298-9]

Are you alright? Do you need someone to talk to?

[@NuggetBloom]

I'm here to ask and i know you're not fine

[@user-xl6rv2do7j]

Yumchi@ Oh, I don't want to cry because my parents would ask me so many questions.I don't know how to tell them that i love someone that keep hurting me...they know the i love that girl...but they don't know how she make me feel,they don't know how she hurt me even if she's behind a screen.I love her but i'm a girl and she's etero,she always make bad things that make get me angry,she keep showing me her boyfriends,and other things.I'm not depressed,i'm not so sensible to get depressed for a person,but I'm in a complicated situation

[@NuggetBloom]

@@user-xl6rv2do7j talk to me about it

[@user-xl6rv2do7j]

I don't even know why I keep loving my best friend after 5 month even though she make me angry.She make me sad,angry, irritated, confused,i don't think she's a real best friend,but somehow I can't leave her.I don't want to stay without her,she hurt me but I need her...i don't know how to do.

[@alreadyfamousmsp3361]

why did i put this on loop and cried so hard over and pver again i just lost 4 of my bestfriends today due to some rumous and now i just want to die cuz no one loves me i looked in the mirror and i was thinking ik why he broke up with me..'if i start crying,i dont think i'll ever stop' that line i can tottal relate to

[@soljohanssonengh2411]

Its Been 6 months... i wish i saw This before, how r u today?

[@norahhanrahan]

this hit so hard

[@norahhanrahan]

I told my boyfriend of three months I loved him after that he dumped me

[@shekalebrown2339]

same

[@cassandrathompson2980]

i don't want to deal with life anymore

[@showntell6023]

cassandra thompson Why

[@kelliesigmon1220]

Same

[@ismellpennies5583]

Me too.😞

[@pihatthang3066]

I hope ur better now ❤

[@br3hedits665]

You’ll be okay I promise. It in case you’re not I’m here itzbree06 that’s my Snapchat and if you need someone to reach out to I’m here:)💗

[@dennisdebro5444]

So you want to die but also don't? Well than just don't. -my mom every single time I try to explain her my depression👏 thx a lot mom you totally got my problem 👍

[@katrinapitrova3311]

Depressed ppl have mental issues no one can understand them even the therapist himself so I think ur momy did her best ...done wht could ever besides u probably made her paralyzed trying to help u as I did exactly

[@yourlocalchannel6515]

I do wanna die but I am so afraid of death that everytime I try I pull away and in my mind I hear your such a scary cat you whimper cant even go through with it so I try to keep everyone happy but they dont know how bad I'm hurting I tell them and they listen but then brush it off like nothing and that hurts so.....badly

[@xxlocalsoftiexx1933]

...every time I end up cutting myself I just get slapped...

[@mixica_]

@Rachel Liu same... it's sad .....

[@lk_strik1897]

Lion of Judah also helps

[@greeniea2187]

Does anybody else listen to these to try and force themselves to cry because they are in so much pain the tears don't come?

[@vixvirtillix]

I used to do that... Now I'm almost numb. I relate to this audio so deeply.

[@user-xf1or4ch8v]

the fact that so many of these are now on my recommended is crazy

[@itzjustmemahdude2028]

"I'm not scared of dying, I AM SCARED OF LIVING."

[@iampromh5781]

When I said I moved on, I was lying. When I told myself I was fine, I was lying. When I fake smile, laugh at school, im lying. When I tell everyone im not hurting, im always lying.

[@itzrusee9088]

Well you ever want to talk about anything form feelings to random facts. I'm here.

[@kristykreme2623]

I'm here to listen, no judgement, no advice unless opinion wanted. Can go for a drive dim lights curl up together, lay in bed close, snuggling, ready to listen whenever you feel up to it xx

[@akirakure6474]

“I am not angry, I am in pain, and you put me here, the person who was supposed to love me more then anything.” “I can’t. I can’t. It hurts. It hurts. Just make it stop. Please make it stop.” These lines. They’re... I can’t express it. I feel like crying but I can’t. I feel like I don’t care about anything but I care too much about everything at the exact same time. I’m so sick of being invalidated. I’m so sick of people purposely leaving me out of things. I’m so sick of being hurt by my “friends”. I’m so sick of not being trusted for something I’d never do. I’m so sick of people ignoring my feelings. I’m so tired. I just want to sleep. Forever. Please.

[@skyfallz_5578]

When the girl started crying at 1:47 my heart just went 💔 and I just went 😭😭😭. The worst part was that I was in class and I head to just pull my hoodie over my head. I know I was heard but no one cared and left me alone. 😭 School is cruel. I remember so many times when I would break in class and no one bothered to comfort me. My teacher sent me outside or to the office because she said I was being "disruptive" And then she wonders why I always talk back all the time, ya'know. And all my friends and classmates ask me why I hate school when they have seen my cry in class. And when I act cold all of a sudden they do nothing and play me off as rude. I have a mask that makes me all happy and kind, when on the inside I'm a person who's hated by all the parents and teachers when I just want to be alone.

[@miichistoes5982]

i’m hope you’ll be ok when time passed by,stay strong

[@strawberrybakuhoe6001]

I want to be friends......

[@-littlestar-8072]

Sometimes it's better that no one cared than having people thinking you're making a whim and telling you to stop, that it's your fault (by exemple for this [it happened to me some days ago]: "Don't make a whim, it's your fault that you didn't do your homeworks", I couldn't make anything usefull when I sould have done this homework) [Sorry, I talk a lot to much]

[@ewa339]

GUYS, SHE'S BACK❤

[@AngelvalPR]

Eve don't let her go bc she the like the only person to make things better.

[@Annleyme_]

??

[@LVSnailSandwichContent]

I'll go away

[@chanellebill-kinley2514]

"I am not angry I'm in pain and you put me here, the person who was supposed to love me". You do t need to read this if you don't want too. Damn that made me almost cry but I always want to cry I just hold it in and can't cry, I think I forgot how to cry because how much messed up stuff I've been through in my life. I just hate myself for not being there for my mom and other people when the needed my support because at one point in life a had a job even though I'm only 12 years old. I hope people can make a good life because no one deserves to get put down, and treated like complete shit for no reason that is how my life is every single day.

[@Ashtonzzzxp]

I really hope it gets better everyone deserves a better life ):

[@gloomy-waterflower926]

"I'm not suicidal I'm just tired of life" "I'm not suicidal I'm just tired of the pain" "I'm not suicidal I'm just tired of being scared" "I'm not suicidal I'm just tired of my feelings being fragile" "I'm not suicidal I'm just tired of everything"

[@eminem4936]

*part best..i'm not angry....i'M in pain you put me in here*👍👍 i hell like that part...

[@kylee-life]

Where is that from

[@danenin1179]

I'm out of control sometimes. Especially when I'm mad... I can't speak any words... Except Yes... Even he asks me to break up... I just say Yes. However.. At the end of the day, I burst out crying.... And I can't stop...

[@elizaheth97]

“I can’t I can’t it hurts it hurts make it stop it please it hurts” “I am not angry,I’m in pain,AND YOU put me here, the person WHO was supposed to LOVE me then more then anything..” “If I cry I DON’T EVER THINK I WILL STOP” Those lines hit me in the heart Edit:these hurt to see and I feel the pain these little lines feel even more when this is kinda like our world.

[@lockwoodgaming1216]

Love is the hardest part in life. You hurt me you ruin my trust the love that I had for you is gone. But yet I'm still here trying to save us when you dont care.

[@Its_Haski]

It hits when you try to relate all the bad stuff you experienced into this, when the lines speak about you, what you've been going threw, it hurts.

[@fanni6635]

Is it bad that I’ve watched this so many times that I’ve memorized this whole audio?

[@nat-iv8eg]

Same i just love it

[@_InosukeHashibira_]

No, I have too. ❤

[@aemi09]

Tired of living, but scared to die, loving people, But they never love you back sometimes Life, Isn't a trophy, but It isn't a disappointment,You know, I don't wanna die, But, If someone tries to kill me, I won't hesitate to surrender

[@kiko6365]

"If I start crying I dont think ill ever stop" same... That's why none of my friends have never seen me cry and my family has barley seen my cry

[@deez_nutzstudios4006]

I try not to cry, because I feel weak if I do. So I try not to cry

[@abbyo1217]

every time i feel like it’s getting better, feel like i’m getting better, these type of videos come up on my recommended and i think it’s a sign that i’m not going to get better anytime soon, that even though everyone says it gets better, it won’t.

[@amyarenas8519]

I listened to the whole audio and I understand everything and it made me cry and it hurts so bad that I can't relie on some one that doesn't love me or they didn't really meant it or they did love you but they broke your heart 💔😭 we all been there before and it never gets easy and so much pain were going through it's tuff so that's all I have to say. This happened to me before with my boyfriend it worked out perfectly and then after that everything went down hill everything went wrong and be been into this argument so many times. But it never ever ends it doesn't it never stops. it doesn't. it hurts me than it hurts you the most most important part if we go are separate ways is that what you want do want me gone and you be happy and me in this sad world being miserable and lonely and suffering the pain I'm going through it hurts me than it hurts you. You don't care about me 😔😭 times fly. it kills me that you always want me back but you will never ever get me back you well not find me or track me you will not do that. And you Will not hurt me I well never trust you again I hate you!!!!! So leave me alone and get lost . Go look for some one else that really loves you but not me cause you never loved me like I did. Like I did to you i give you all of my love and then you ruined it to so many broken 💔 pieces it's all shattered I will never forgive you never again you disobey me your never like this . So don't come for me or don't chase me or follow me because I feel like I don't know you no more your just a stranger to me I can't do this no more I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I have to go now. So I wish you good luck to finding someone else I wish you to go to hell and burn 🔥to hell I never want you in the first place. This is a good bye.

[@crimson1664]

I'm sorry this happened, if you ever need to talk I'm here

[@alexvana3840]

She doesn't love me back but she says she does But if she did then why would she act like this?

[@-TylerKennedy-]

😥😭

[@דאמט]

cuz people suck. I’m really sorry

[@Ashtonzzzxp]

okay Ima try and make you happy, here is a solution date ur dog or cat or any pet you have they will always make you happy (:

[@karen-ydgn]

“I am not angry I am in pain! And you put me here... the person who was suppose to love me more than anything!... This line kills me it’s so deep.

[@shypony5820]

0:45 its hard to make your own expectations when everyone makes them for you, feeling like your trapped into doing only those or risk being below average. a new form of a mistake or failure.

[@unicorngirl1771]

Why am I sometimes actually sad and depressed, but when I start talking to somebody about it I just do it for attention..

[@kawaiigrl1547]

I used to do the same, until i told my therapist about it, she said its because i didnt get enough attention

[@JaMagineh]

Same-

[@mwa.7002]

at the end of the video i said " If i start crying, I don't think I'll ever stop." i broke down in tears-

[@tobyarthur1590]

We share the same pain even though we don't act like it People say we unite with love,passion But really,we unite with fear and pain No one is alone in this... Even if we feel like we are... To feel better, ''I don't want to live up to anyone's expectations'' is what we need No one can stop you for being you Everyone who watches this video can relate to every single line... The people who agrees with me | people who dont | | V V

[@thomasg.3096]

After years upon years of fighting depression and finally escaping but seeing how my life used to be im glad im witnissing my growth goodluck u guys u can escape this life ❤

[@amevide.]

I have friends, but I don't have friends that care about me .

[@vlanaaj]

everything i’ve done. lying, crying, and smiling behind the pain, it all made me feel numb. i couldn’t even escape from the world that was filled with sadness. my parents yelled at me, my friends backstabbed me, my backstabbing “friends” made me in pain, made me cry, and bullied me too far. i was too sensitive. everything was just bad. i dated my friend for a few days, yet, to only know, he cheated on me with my/his friend. i wanted to die. a lot. my mom was ashamed of how i looked, and it just brought me down even more. it just didn’t feel so peaceful anymore. i always felt left out with my other friends, i could never seem to be who they thought i was going to be. i was just a goofy, unloved, numb girl who had a different sense of humor than anyone. i was just an embarrassment. my whole existence is a embarrassment. i never thought pain could hurt this much. 💔

[@abusivedaddy4195]

I watched this in class... it didn't end well I started crying and everyone started looking at me...

[@blue_moon_923]

“I am not angry, I am in pain, and you put me here, the person who was supposed to love me more than anything!” Wow. That just hits hard.

[@unknownxxx2252]

When u can’t feel anything so u listen to sad audios that ur supposed to cry cuz there so tru but u can’t feel anything

[@aroosapervaiz9707]

I never really talk about my feelings because I hate it but I just have to say something I don’t know what to do cuz my friends were always talking behind my back and I could here them and then they promised and sad that they wouldn’t do it anymore then they continued doing it and they promised to me again that they wouldn’t do it but how am i supposed to believe that and I can’t stop hanging out with them cuz then my mom is gonna get mad at me and I just feel as if everyone hates me and just wants me gone honestly if I’m telling the truth her I just want to go away from the world but my anxiety is just no like I can’t like no don’t do it but I mean it’s sort of like the only way. Like I’m scared but I’m not gonna say that to anyone I want someone to see this and I just want someone to ask me if I’m ok but I’m not I’m not ok like I’m not the happy little girl everyone thinks I am ok um a depressed 10 year old that isn’t ok and I just don’t wanna tell anyone this cuz they’re just going to say “oh you’re ten you’re just faking it” and I can’t do anything about cuz I’m a wimpy idiot who doesn’t know how to stand up for herself. And like the one Time I told someone this said “well just stop it” and I just I don’t know like I wish I could but it’s not that hard like u can’t just take away all those days that I just wanted to die and the sleep less nights were u r just crying ur heart out and another time a different friend said “well now just stop crying ur self to sleep” like it’s not that easy it’s not that easy to just stop it like I wish I could like I really wish I could I just can because I can’t I literally just can’t and I just want somebody who will listen to me and understand me Sorry u hard to listen to this stupid rant

[@MyMiggle]

I know how you feel most ppl would tell me the same thing just stop it or your just faking it. So I know how you feel.

[@jessicaseaver6335]

Hugs for you both.

[@ashleyhk]

girlfriend: wait my friend is texting me hold up. me: suddenly hurt... me: making a excuse to leave “wait I have to go” girlfriend: awh okay me: me hurt that she rather texts her friend before me... me: crying at night feeling worthless that I’m not good enough... this is how I feel.. I feel jealous

[@kaitlynhendrixvlogs814]

😓

[@bribri6033]

Uhm...

[@tiredwhxre3985]

I don't have a girlfriend.....but i know how you feel....i'm very much a yandere...when i saw my crush talking to someone else i get jealous that she'd rather talk to someone else other than me.....

[@Fnugg0]

This is the exact situation im in right now with my gf i just wish she would prioritize me higher she says she loves but sure dosen't feel that way

[@sashakim149]

I’m not afraid of death. I’m afraid of what I am leaving behind... I * just give up... I don’t understand what the point of hope is. Hope is like a black abyss that tricks you into trying. Too little hope is dangerous, but too much hope is worse.

[@linlin7683]

0:37 Elena and Damon ❤

[@shadezblade9075]

6 years and returning to this is just as painful and truthful to listen to like the first time.

[@khhhhbbh581]

The biggest mistake was letting down my walls just for the person to leave then letting down again only to be bullied and finally letting them down on last time to be broken by someone who I felt something for in a long time. I’m numb in pain

[@m1k0._____48]

I suffer from anxiety and depression, so whenever i need to get my words out, i listen to this and it helps. What people don't get is that anxiety and depression and some people need someone to talk to and we can't be what other people want us to be.

[@jayylens]

Being lonely is hard, but after a while youll have to accept it. Suddenly, it will become really peaceful, and nice. Im scared to share my feelings with anyone. They always think i want attention. They dont know what im going through. I feel like no one even cares about me. I feel so weak. I cant even cry anymore. It hurts. Recently, everyone has been leaving me. The most important people in my life. Gone. I just want the pain to end. I cant do it anymore. Ive been thinking about ending it all, but i dont want to hurt the people around me. Like they say, "They only care about you when you're dead." It hurts so bad. I just want it to end but i know i cant do that. I have to stay strong but its so difficult. My depression is winning. I cant do anything about it. People hurt me all the time. I cant get over anything. I just need it all to stop. No one understands me.

[@I.am.anandraj]

@jayylens hope you are feeling better now.....I feel the same

[@rebeccastieghorst8549]

When it says " you dont have to be scared to have feelings" that part gets me because I'm honestly terrified to even cry in front of people because it makes me feel weak.

[@katrinapitrova3311]

Midnight I feel so stupidfor being such a girl who just offers her heart 💔 I feel guilty...if I start crying I think I ll never stop ...I cnt survive this

[@lululuke6285]

I hate when ppl tell me to stop crying. If it was SO EASY I would've stop already. So you better get it in your mind that saying plz 100 times won't help, it only makes us feel more like a failure

[@savannah8092]

you know that when you start walking on eggshells again because you don’t want anyone to know what’s happening so you have to pick your words carefully for fear that someone might find out that things are getting serious. It’s fear of them asking what’s wrong that would break me more than I already am.

[@shototodoroki.872]

the worst feeling is being betrayed by someone u loved and explained ur pain to x

[@bobbiegaskill5077]

"Im not angry im in pain and your the one who put me here the one who suppost to love me more then anything" Is me and my dad

[@ladybex8584]

"Because when peoole see good they expect good." I can relate to that line so much along with the "i can be who i am." Lines. I get put under tons of pressure by my parents to get good grades. I also might want to be a youtuber (when i grow up or something idk) but whenever I mention it she says "idk" or "no" or something and I cant be who i want to be y'know. Okay hie.

[@kidmaker7242]

For anyone who clicked on this, I know what you are going through and the people who are reading this, Ilysm don't give up on life things will get better trust me. 🥺👉👈 Have a great day and keep living happy loves.

[@bell4010]

All this is so true. I was about to start crying today cuz I've been holding it all in lately. Idk why, but I got angry and was about to start crying, but decided not to. I have angry, fear, sadness, and been missing a few ppl too and I've held it all in. The problem is is if I cry now I might not be able to stop.

[@rhyan19]

Ok but I started laughing when he said “tawt”😂

[@lifewellneeded2470]

I never stop laughing 🤧😂

[@georgiagilmurray2630]

it's twat but k

[@isabellaguevara1867]

sameee i thought it was just me 😂😂

[@kaikai-fd7wg]

"if i start crying, i don't think i'll ever stop" i finally know where that's from. and let me tell you; that episode broke me

[@toxicvoid0663]

Then fking say. Where it's fron

[@queenbeeha4717]

He said he loves me but he didn't hesitate to let me go all he said was "okay" how could he? He told me he'd be there for me but he never once asked how I was feeling. I cant hate him and I hate myself for that

[@samuelemartucci627]

1:08 "Just care... okay?" -Jj "About what?" -Cook "About me! About me, you twat! You're all fucking twats!" -Jj This line hit me so hard. Skins UK has been one of the best and the worst TV show I have ever seen. I also suffer from a mental disorder so I can relate very much to Jj. Sometimes all I can feel is loneliness, because I think I am not worthy, but you know what helped me? What Chris used to say in the first generation that is: "fuck it". Sometimes you have to stick around just hoping that one day things will get better. Difficult roads often lead to beautiful destinations, so don't stay there, do something about it, say to yourself that you deserve everything like anybody else. Because why wouldn't you? Be safe guys, and remember... you're all beautiful souls and you're perfect just the way you are.

[@gabrielle3oc]

U know it’s bad when ur watching these videos again. 😔

[@melseditor]

"it hurts please make it stop please make it stop it hurts" is what got me i can relate to that so much i love it

[@NoName-ht2jv]

I just cant stop crying right now.... 💔

[@nikolmachalikova1639]

Here I Am again, like after three years. I was feeling better, I thought I heal allready from all pain.... but no it’s was still there just deep inside me. But here I am again watching the same videos reading comments of people who are in pain and I know I’m not alone with my feelings, that others struggle too. It’s so hard being and living in this world with so many bad people who takes your feelings and your person for granted. So much fighting, so much crying, so many unspoken words, so many thought what going in my mind, so many situations I make up in my mind what never going to happen, so many escapes from the reality...... damn living is hard, especially with people who were close to you and u trusted them. I let those people get so close to me and then they left me and broke me. It’s better to not be surrounded with people and enjoy just the nice things like nature or art, or music, pets or even a books.

[@klara3648]

I love these! You should write in the description wich movies the scenes are from, and you could use some scenes from "The fault in our stars" "glimore girls" "when harry met sally" or "gossip girl"

[@mariellejrgensen377]

Klara i always mention where the scenes are from in the description :) thanks for the tips!

[@babyteesh333]

I cry myself to sleep every night watching these. I cry so hard I can't breathe. I hope he will want his family again someday.

[@icetea.q8466]

this shud be on spotify

[@queeny1581]

You know what’s sad ? It’s when your truly sad you can feel the pain mentally and physically

[@nat-iv8eg]

Yea.. hey um idk you, you don't know me but I know that you're going to make it til the end I believe in you :)

[@MultiTea-sb6nu]

Tvd😍😭

[@daninit1743]

"What SHE wants me to be", that word got me crying

[@katiefucciolo8755]

Are some of these scenes from the vampire diaries???

[@mariellejrgensen377]

Katie Fucciolo yes :)

[@keiera9191]

Now I know I’m not the only one that hears Elenas Crying and Damon saying he doesn’t wanna live one to anyone’s expectations

[@melodyjanes9488]

Katie Fucciolo yea

[@cheyennedavis5571]

Yes💖

[@muhammedkhan1390]

Definitely heard Damon

[@Half-Awake-l2r]

"Just care okay?" "About what?" "About me you twat,your all fucking twats" Now that breaks my heart😫

[@thalissahermans5294]

" I get your angry..." "I'm not angry" "i'm In pain, and YOU put me here!" "the person who was supposed to love me more then anything" Am I the only one that gets hit by this part?

[@whazzuplol]

Everytime I listen this audio, I think about all stuff that happen or happening to me ^^ My parents yelling at me and wanting to "slap me", my bff that leaving me alone, my brothers that go see their girlfriend or stay in their house and left me for suffer alone with my parents, school, drama, me suffering, me being rude sometime on accident, me wanting to cut.. But being scared and not wanting to hurt my self.. Me trying to stay strong even if its hurt.. Me crying.. My parents being mad about me crying.. My crush rejecting me.. Me being mostly left out or alone.. Those type of things.. I can't stay positive.. I cant wait.. Bc I keep wait.. And nothing goes better.. Its get worst.. Or just a lil better.. But nothing changed.. I want to be happy and normal.. But no one know how much its hurt sometime to show positive side to others while not being strong enough for tell it at myself.. I need a hug in reality.. But I can't get any.. I'm alone to suffer.. Its hurt.. To be What i am.. --" ok I'm done write bc seriously.. Its useless and stupid.. Edit:so I found this audio again and saw the stuff I type so uh here more stuff going on now lol So there are some stuff still going on with my parents but now we have a better relation, as for my crush I don't have one anymore (we are friends now-) yet I end up in a unhealthy relationship that I'm trying to escape but fail so for now its between good and bad I hope in the future it will get better tho-

[@-thalianyx298-9]

Are you okay?

[@-thalianyx298-9]

I mean, you don't have to be... But...

[@whazzuplol]

Well slowly I was but not really anymore..--'

[@-thalianyx298-9]

@@whazzuplol Do you wanna talk about it?

[@whazzuplol]

Yeah I would like to.. Tho I don't have much time since at the hour I'm typing I will soon go to school.. But yeah.. ^^'

[@-isabelsalazar5775]

aqui la traducción en español El mundo es un lugar sucio es un maldito espectáculo de terror hay tanto dolor sabes hay mucho - me rompiste, me rompiste el corazón y te odio porq aún te amo y me odio a mi mismo por eso - sólo necesito que el dolor se vaya - ¿porq no dejas q la gente vea el lado bueno de ti? por que cuando la gente ve bien espera algo bueno, y no quiero tener que estar a la altura de las expectativas de nadie - estoy mal,esta en mi naturaleza ser quien soy y ella quiere q yo sea el mejor hombre lo que significa q no puedo ser yo mismo - no puedo ser lo que otras personas quieren q sea Lo que ella quiere q sea - sólo olvidalo vale? sobre que? SOBRE MI,sobre mi idiotas,todos ustedes son unos idiotas - no tienes que tener miedo sobre tus sentimientos todos estamos sufriendo igual NO COMO YO... nadie entiende que si empiezo a llorar no creo que me detenga nunca - entiendo que estes enojado no estoy enojado estoy triste Y TU ME PUSISTE AQUI la persona que debía amarme más que a nadie y me abandonaste hay esta jejeje me costó un poco pero lo logre un agradecimiento es un like😔 ⤵

[@user-xl6rv2do7j]

Thank you,i put like in your comment.

[@nuggetsuwuu8127]

I just moved on from being sad but i know that; that sadness will go back and it’s a repeating cycle. I’m so tired of concealing and trying to stop myself from crying but you see I can’t

[@nariahjohnson8348]

If I start crying I don’t think I’ll ever stop 😔😔

[@justtt.brooke]

“ I can’t be what other want me to be” that really just hurt

[@mrsonwaldiary1172]

Can anyone be my friend??

[@EmeraldRouge]

Sure

[@millsg8950]

sure

[@Unknown_person_3009]

Sure

[@alinkagolovach3631]

I will

[@luciaursal6249]

sure im lonely too my parents hate in inside my friends hate me and all i have a crush and i dont think he'll like me like im so fat and disgusting even my friends think that except for three of them three of them are real friends to me in school so since theres corona vieus i cant see them anymore so sure i'll be your friends

[@Ahmedaltaweeel11]

Because when people see good the expect good and i don’t want to live to anyone’s expectations - wise words

[@Chowz1738]

what scene is 1:11 from? "If you can make it through the night there's a brighter day" - 2 Pac

[@samaicmeza8885]

Skins, generation 2.

[@DeltaTrophes]

people who laugh, commit suicide, and harass are demons But people who help, care, love, are friend, are angels

[@phoebemcegan1968]

omg please do shadowhunters. there are so many good quotes and things in there.

[@dianasowards4481]

OMG agreed