Frustrations

[@Rschwabe23]

Love you Jackie! Glad to hear you're taking care of yourself first. I've been there burnt out and dealing with negative people. Keep taking care of yourself physically, mentally, and spirituality!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

We have to make tough decisions for our own good sometimes. I'm lucky to have you guys!💙

[@aurorapaintseverything6717]

I think we had the same "friend" that we let go of and yes, it was a good thing.. I was getting so depressed as well... Things are finally picking back up for me and I'm feeling much better about myself and my life.. WE CAN DO THIS! 💖

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

I'm glad you are doing better! Take it slow and definitely put yourself first. Those negative people really don't know how to appreciate others 💙

[@aurorapaintseverything6717]

NerdEJackie I'm glad your doing better too.. Things have a way of working out the way they are supposed to and it's always good to know your not alone in how you feel 💖

[@michellechikunov3875]

TEACHER JACKIE!!!!! SHOW US YOUR WAYZZZ!!!!

[@pinacoladaqueen8161]

Jackie.. I have been there. I am 45.. and having a "friend" treat you that way never gets easier.. honestly. In fact I think it hurts more because your at a.. "i should know better stage" of life... so, your not alone there. I love your vlogs. You do whats right for you.. and the pieces will fall into place.The fact that your trying.. means your healing. Thats a wonderful step! I cant wait to see you more often!! 💙💛💚💜, phay.

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

I agree about "knowing better". I think I am wiser now...knowing the signs of a toxic person is important to protect ourselves. We have so much love to give, and wasting time on people who are never happy is never going to be a fruitful relationship. HUGS! I'm looking forward to sharing more with you guys!

[@pinacoladaqueen8161]

NerdEJackie you are awesome! Just dont let anyone make you forget that! 💙💛💚

[@annmareeofoz]

I totally understand ending up being 'used' by friends and family and the feeling of not wanting to say 'NO' and feeling like the bad guy etc. So relate!

[@shdwstrm]

I completely understand. I'm going through some rough stuff right now. I had things blow up at work and I had a full breakdown. I ended up going back on my anti-anxiety medication (I haven't been on it for almost 10 years.) I was also diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder. So my head is trying to wrap myself around that. I've been so jittery and trying my best not to have panic attacks. The panic attacks take a toll on me physically and cause me to get depressed. So I'm not just taking things day by day and going through the resources I need to make my job a more tolerable and compassionate place for my Disorder. Hugs to you Jackie. We all love you.

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

HUGS. I'm sorry you had to go through something so terrible at work. I know how that feels, having a breakdown. I hope the workplace is making it a more positive area. One day at a time is always the best remedy. Take it at your own pace and find a good way to meditate (be it gaming, crafting, or singing). Love you bundles 💙

[@TheNetymags]

Glad to know you are feeling better Jackie. It really can be so frustrating to feel that burnout but you did right by resting! Love your videos and am happy to watch!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

I am always happy finding your comments. I am lucky to have you guys. You really do brighten my day. Those vlogs will be fun again so we can share fun moments together 💙💙💙💙

[@sharlainjapan]

Hugggg❤️ Miss you girl!! I’m glad you’re doing better, love seeing your vlogs☺️

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

+Sharmander miss you too!! I'm excited to take my camera out of the house too

[@garnettemarlow7349]

Now this old gramma is tearing up. Bless you dear one. You help to fill my lonely days with your wit and creativity. And YES, my craft area is a disaster too.

[@LoveLandforChrist]

So happy to see you Jackie and yes I am messy too. At 50 I still can’t get it right. I tend to attract toxic people as well... but I have learned the signs so I can steer clear(ish). Anyways....love ya girl. Glad you’re back.

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

I think the most important thing in life is learning, even if we aren't always quick at learning the lessons lol. I am also slowly learning the signs and immediately will stop those people before they get too close. Sometimes the tricky part is when these people are very good at hiding it, until the time is right. I'm happy to be back with you guys 💙💙

[@lazyhomebody1356]

This is too late, but...what do you do if you are the awful person's only friend? I just can't! But she does often make me feel bad about myself

[@mrs.emptydingo7648]

I am right there with you Jackie. I have been going through a bunch of stuff this year and my crafting area is totally messy!! Hang in there. Know that we out here appreciate you and your contribution to art!!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

I hope you feel better soon. It really is about taking one day at a time. You can't rush the healing process. Crafty messes unite! 💙💙💙

[@JennyRamos]

I'm horribly messy, so much so that I will look at my craft table and get discouraged from sitting down and making something... So, know that you're not alone. I wish you well, and glad to hear you're moving forward. Bloom where you are planted!

[@kittymel7664]

I'm loving you being real so many KZbinrs are fake. It's refreshing and we understand depression and toxic people. Do what you need to do.

[@Rendosian]

Let’s start with the craft room: Girl! I my studio shares my bedroom, or I should say my bed is in my studio. It is such a mess right now, and it’s spread out into my dining room table and my kitchen counter...and I have Yule ornaments I have to start making like yesterday. It’s part of the life style! As far as everything else, so proud you stood up for yourself and are taking time for you. I got into polymer clay about 3 years ago and you were the first person I started watching (you made an Oreo mold). You won’t loose your connection with us. We are not going anywhere! We love you and all you do!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

+Jacob Pranski hugs!! Thank you for being there😘😍 I guess the mess is part of the creative deal for most of us lol. It warms my heart knowing what video made you find me :D

[@ColorMyWorld]

Jackie your so sweet and my craft room is worse. I think I have about 4 feet of walking space in mine. I miss your Vlogs but I rather see you ready and producing good stuff.

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

HUGS! I cleaned my room a bit last week. I have walking space now lol. I think artists and crafters are very messy, but that's because we are creative lol. Great job on the coloring videos 💙💙💙

[@harvestkitty]

Thank you for sharing. I’m happy that you are doing better and look forward to whatever content you feel like putting up. And yes, my craft supply area is a disaster, lol!

[@jessicadobish4569]

Jackie take the time you need we can be patient besides your emotions and emotional health is A LOT more important then trying to entertain us.❤️ and don’t worry my craft table is a huge mess as well😂

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

Mess but I bet you know where things are! I always know where my things are no matter how messy it gets 💙💙💙

[@npknscrb]

Glad you are feeling well enough to let us know what is happening; coming out of a depression is definitely a process. Also, sounds like work was bringing out some imposter syndrome issues. You’re cool, amazing, and so wonderfully NerdE so do what you need to do to rediscover your happy place. (My craft room is a complete wreck and not nearly as productive as yours.)

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

It definitely is a process! I've never felt so burnt out before. I feel like reconnecting to you guys will help me get to a happy place 💙 yay for messy craft rooms lol

[@craftycalon]

We miss you too! Just make sure you take care of you and yours first! We're always here! 💕

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

I am lucky to have you 💙💙💙💙💙💙

[@queenbee1560]

It's like you're my soul sister! From being taken advantage of, the loss & grief of losing a friendship. To being depressed & getting up for on my part 2 lil dogs. To having to get back on track & cleaning up my craft room of abandoned crafts and what seems like a 100 water bottles, etc. etc. chin up & keep crafting & inspiring. 😸👍🏼

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

HUGS! I hope you are feeling better. Small steps are the most efficient, I think. Sending you good vibes. Hope your craft area is clean enough to have just enough crafting space lol. 💙💙💙

[@geminidragon33]

Gurl. ❤ You know we got your back, and we all know how it is when too much going on in life becomes overwheming in a rilly bad way. Do what's best and right for you, hear? ...and if the comment section let us show pictures, I'd show you my craft/schoolwork desk, and yesh, my nice, neat system has gone to heck inna handbasket. The mess...! The humanity of it all...! 😅 Just remember that you'll always be our Crafter of Nerdiness, goddess of all things fun and glittery and cute and, well, nerdy! 🤓

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

I see that most of us crafters are a bunch of messy confettis lol I need to ask you guys to submit your craft spaces for a feature in a video sometime!

[@robinandreae8088]

Absolutely, yes! I'm horribly messy. I craft for a living and can't even think of vlogging. I spend more time organizing and then completely destroying it. You're amazing, Jackie!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

That sounds like my craft room too! I clean it just enough to mess it all over again lol. HUGS 💙

[@jenniferneisler7219]

Jackie u are a creative loving an fun person with a huge heart! Never lose that!Welcome back! Love u!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

Thank you! I'm happy to be vlogging again

[@jenniferneisler7219]

Do u still have a Po box?....wanted to send some crafts I've done

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

+Jennifer Neisler I do! The address is in my "about" section on my main channel 😍

[@emilywitt8246]

Jackie I'm glad you're feeling better and I can't wait to see more of your videos and I miss you too😊❤

[@CoolRiceBunnies]

And I know exactly how you are feeling about that type of friend, and always attracting people who always need help. I'm so happy you got rid of them and are feeling better. And it's completely okay that you were burnt out for a little while... I can relate to that too. I know we don't get to talk a lot at all but I'm always cheering for you Jackie. I miss you! So happy for you. And it's okay to cry!!!!! I cry at everything too ahhhhhh. 💖

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

+CoolRiceBunnies Lily! You're a amazing person. I'm always happy to hear from you. I can imagine You having dealt with ppl like that too. You're soo sweet and giving 😘 we learn to say no eventually lol

[@nicole9107]

Jackie, I know you probably hear this a billion times a day but, I definitley can relate. With the toxic friendship, wanting to help everyone and then being SUPER burnt out!! I shut down my etsy shop and totally had quit crafting when my 3 year old son was diagnosed with autism. i also have a 4 year old daughter and our house is ALWAYS trashed haha. And I have been trying to "better" myself, mentally and stop letting certain people take advantage of me (which is easier said than done when you have been friends with someone for such a long time!) and I also had to realize this person was not only taking money, rides and physical things from me, but also taking TIME and ENERGY from me! Ive watched your channel for many years, and you are such a great down to earth, kind person! it can be easy unfortunately, to get taken advantage of, and also to work yourself too hard! The mess will be there haha. Just remember to take some time to do what makes YOU happy, and the rest falls into place :)

[@MaktubIsaSheep]

thank you so much for sharing such private stuff, it really shows how much you care about this community.

[@CoolRiceBunnies]

I relate so much!! I can get super messy and man... Getting packages and then putting them aside for Future Lily to deal with? Yeah. Relatable. I miss vlogging too but I'm so glad you're doing it again!!

[@Gamyeon]

Hello Jackie! I'm a new viewer and discovered your channels last week. First of all, I'm super thrilled because you're the first Quebec-based KZbinr I've discovered (I live in Montreal)! Your crafts are really neat and now I just want to make all of your tutorials (but I gotta show restraint because I don't have the materials or the money to buy it at the moment). Second, I think it's understandable that it's taking some time for you to get back on track, especially after a burnout. Really take the time you need to do things at your own pace so you don't exhaust yourself again. Also, I understand how tiring it is to be messy. Believe me, I have to clean my space every week to avoid cluttering my apartment with everything and anything. And it's really hard. Thank you for everything you're doing and I can't wait to see your new adventures!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

AH! A fellow Montrealer! Maybe we will meet during comic con next summer =D Welcome to the NerdE family. I am very happy you joined the vlog channel 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

[@Gamyeon]

NerdEJackie I've never gone to Comic con before but I would love to meet you if the opportunity ever shows up! =3 Thank you for the warm welcome ^_-_^.

[@michellechikunov3875]

Hey! I love your vlogs!!!!!!!! It’s ok we can wait for the vlogs!!!! Ily! Btw love your hair!!!! It’s perfect! Your summer sounds fun, full of sleep. Even if it wasn’t do to that “friend” We love you and want you to feel better! We love you so much!!!! It’s ok we can wait we just want you to be happy :)) I cant wait if u do vlogmas ily!!!! Ily! I can’t wait for the reviews!! In a couple months time I want to send a package! :) Ily see you soon That was a lot of ily Well ily!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

I am excited to vlog again!! You are always such an awesome person. I am happy to see your comments all the time (be sure to not change your profile picture or username though lol). ILY so much too 💙💙💙💙💙💙 I am excited to see if I can do vlogmas lol. It's going to be challenging! HUGS!!

[@HJ-lq9qq]

just letting you know I'm rewatching your vlogs and you're the sweetest person, your honesty and positivity gives me insight into my own pessimistic tendencies.. Thank you Jackie. I really believe good things come to good people so I'm positive good things are coming your way :') love you, please stay happy and healthy

[@melanier110]

It is sooooooo ok!!!!! U are a person and life happens!!!! Don't feel bad! Love u so much! You're a great person inside and out and u know we don't expect u to blog alllllll the time. Your health happiness matters! :)

[@StaceyLouise24]

Ooo Jackie you have come so so far your one of the most adored and respected KZbinrs you don't get praised enough your videos helped me alot still do with my anxiety and seeing this to how far youve come is such a blessing to be apart of your journey I love your content and still to this day I never miss a video. Keep shining and being you huge appreciation and hugs from England 🇬🇧 ❤

[@ClearlyCards]

Find your mojo at your own pace... Don't worry about a set routine, that may add stress due to time constraints. Just do what you feel you want to do. No pressure! And just do it only if it's fun, rewarding or puts a smile on your face. Just pop in to say hi if that's all you feel up to. It doesnt have to be anything more Jackie.... We're all a support team on You Tube...We're here for you👍❤️ And YES we have our own messy craft spaces.... You're just the brave one to share yours... I'm not that brave, I admit it...😱.

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

lol I figured you guys would feel more comfortable seeing my mess. I've always been very bad at organizing my space....and time 😂. Being able to interact with you guys definitely puts a smile on my face. I could have never imagined having such a positive community of like-minded amazing people.

[@k_brie7890]

I went back to look at this video.., it’s given me hope, hope that I no longer had. You’re channel has grown so much and I enjoy watching you and your sister. I’m glad you made this video... I wonder if you ever go back and look at it.

[@WeissGirlz]

Jackie, You are my spirit animal haha! Health wise, House wise and Life wise. I do have an Amazing 11 year old who adores your channel too, Hi! Shelby! We love your channels and your hard work. we have watched you for years and are sad we never won a hat. 😢. But I do feel your pain. My husband is dealing with Esophagus Cancer too so we have a lot going on and when you post we jump on them!! keep up the great work WHEN your body allows, and just breathe us faithful friends are here. as always! We love you💕. Jeneane and Shelby Weiss

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

I'm sending good healing vibes for your husband. I totally understand how hard it is having to go through that. We are also dealing with an ill family member. I want to hug you both Jeneane and Shelby! I will try and make more beanies to give away!! I love you all! 💙💙💙

[@WeissGirlz]

NerdEJackie Awe Jackie you made our day and thank you for the vibes and sweet reply! We will be doing the same as we have been for you our friend! We will be sure and watch to enter for one if you do make them but don’t make yourself 🤪. We truly are just happy you are around brightening our day! Talk to you soon!

[@michelledelacruz9815]

Jackie, don't be so hard to yourself. I don't know if you can tell but we are just happy to see you post. Don't feel obligated to a certain amount of times per week. Just when you can and if you need to sleep, sleep. Part of having Hashimoto's is that mental and physical exhaustion. Very glad you are resolving the ex-friend situation. Those are very stressful, another trigger for that condition. Take care, lots of love. You are awesome and one of a kind, don't forget it

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

Thank you! With all these things happening, I had a terrible few months of flare ups for my hashimotos. I was in a lot of pain too. It's so nice meeting people who understand how it is with Hashimoto. I'm glad this person is out of my life. I can focus on people who are important to me instead of their needy demands. 💙 HUGS!

[@lumeon818]

Love yyour channels and your work. You were the first person i subbed to and you inspire me to work more on my love of crafts.

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

+Karen Clanton 😍 you are amazing. Thank you for being there and being Amazing

[@Kymmie924]

I absolutely love you and I know I'm not the only one who adores you and your videos. You're so darn sweet, such a great inspiration, very talented and you're a great teacher as well. It's perfectly normal to feel down or depressed, some people are worse than others and some are more often than others and that's okay, it happens. We all love and support you no matter if you're uploading every week or every month. I sincerely hope you're feeling much better. Just know that you're health is much more important and we will always be your devoted students, fans and friends. I can't wait to see your videos of your trip to Japan, it's on my bucket list and I'm so jealous. By the way, me and hubby are so messy, especially me when I'm crafting. Do you get really messy when your are doing resin because it seems like I can't be neat and clean like I see others youtubers when they do resin projects. It's so very irritating to me why I'm such a slob so just note, you're definitely not the only one.

[@Kreative_Rainbow]

You take care of you first! I'm glad I watched this. It lessened my confusion, lol!!

[@MarcelWilsonLynch]

Girl same. I attract people who only want to use me then put me down and call me a bad friend. Thankfully all those who did that I have let go of and I also cry at tangled during at last I see the light

[@MarcelWilsonLynch]

It's good you've gottenout of that situation though💙

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

I'm glad you left those people too! I love your personality. You are such a strong and funny person. I always look for your comments in my videos =D

[@lazyhomebody1356]

What a compliment you cot from Jackie! I've never seen a creator say anything like that to a fan!

[@andreafoshee3305]

U do u lady your a super crafter and vlogger I give props to you for everything u do I know I could not do it!!

[@wth5472]

So glad to see your back, I missed you to you always smile and it made me smile. I had a friend like that, I did everything for her, including getting. Up at 3am cause she rang me drunk and crying saying she had enough blah blah, I have 4 kids to so my hubby had to wake up with them as well as go to work, we fell out because I wanted to go for a birthday meal with my fiancé and this was the same night as her hen night, I told her I would be over after the meal.. well let’s just say that wasn’t good enough, and I was all the names under the sun. So I got rid the best decision ever.. keep smiling see you soon for vlogs xxx

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

wow that person really sounded like she didn't appreciate you at all. That's very draining. Sometimes it's better to let go of people like that. We givers tend to attract "takers" sometimes. At least now you don't have to be up at 3am lol

[@wth5472]

NerdEJackie I know, but due to spinal issues I can’t sleep any way lol.. keep your chin up sweet, luv you loads xxx

[@MegganW]

I didn't know you were a teacher! That's amazing. I can't wait to see the japan vlog, but seriously, no rush! Spend some extra time with all the pet babies!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

I love teaching, probably why I gravitated towards a DIY channel with instructions lol. I'm looking forward to editing these Japan vlogs 💙💙 Lots of fun places (like the pokemon centre too!)

[@styleproud]

We miss your vlogs but ur mental health comes first. ❤️❤️❤️. BTW being messy is part of the creative process I say. You'll maybe get a little better but it catches up again. Well, Im totally talking about myself...lol xoxoxo

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

lol I clean up enough to mess it up again I think 💙💙💙 I'm so excited to be able to interact with you guys again! HUGS!

[@BittenUsagi]

*hugs* Everyone deserves a break when burn out hits. 💖 Glad you're feeling better!

[@qienna6677]

The state of my bedroom is usually a reflection on the state of my mind. If I suddenly clean it and it's looking spotless, I'm usually also in a really good headspace.

[@bennu547]

I’m SUPER messy too. I don’t like cleaning all the things at once. I’d rather do it a little at a time. It gets done but it just takes longer. I just can’t mentally clean everything all at one time. If I set a goal to do one small thing and finish it, i feel super awesome! But that’s just how I tackle mess. My Li Sang doll is still in his box on a box on the floor. I got him as a birthday present to myself in May and he’s still there. I’m that bad!

[@hghayhay7]

Your blogs are good! I understand about taking breaks. I had toxic friends too before I got out of my life a long time ago.

[@1888starz]

OMG Jackie, I can so relate to your story about a 'person' who did the same thing to me. I blamed myself but since speaking to close friends, I realize it was her 'negativity' that was affecting my thought process. I just 'had to let go' & its such an 'exhale'. You sound so lovely, just 'be yourself' and don't let others affect you! xoxTania

[@christamurray1852]

I’m a messy person at times because I suffer from depression and anxiety so there are days where I don’t feel like doing anything. So just keep doing what u can

[@coloringwithd]

OMG 😲 I am just as messy AND just as sappy. I cry at commercials. My daughter hollers, "OMG mom it's just a commercial". I cry watching Mary Poppins, I've been watching it for 25 years. Never saw it as a kid. The first thing I remember crying to, was the movie The Last of the Mohicans" I think it was on the tv in 1973. My parents asked me why I was crying. They didn't think I understood what was going on. So don't worry Jackie, you're in good company. 😊

[@Yopchagee]

Ah! It's great that you're vlogging again! As a crafter (OK, who am I trying to kid - it's not just the craft room), I'm a VERY messy person, too. I'm trying to get more organised, and I find that doing it bit by bit is definitely the way to go for me. I'm glad you were able to let go of the toxic person (and super glad it wasn't Pat, LOL!) That's a hard thing to do, but very freeing in the long run. :)

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

It definitely is WAY more freeing in the long run (thankfully not Pat either, I love this guy to bits). I haven't shown you my computer desk area....that's a mess too...but more controlled lol. I'm happy to be vlogging again 💙💙

[@hueofpurple]

Wow... what you were going through sounds A LOT like something I went through recently. I had someone in my life like that as well. I get how you feel. Hang in there Jackie, you are awesome! :D

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

It's tough and I'm glad you got rid of that person. 💙💙💙

[@bevannamagicalraggybear8727]

NICE TO SEE YOU!! I MISSED YOUR SILLINESS AND GENUINE FUNNY STUFF!! YOU ALWAYS MAKE ME SMILE. WOULD LOVE TO SEE YOUR JAPAN TRIP. I FIND DIFFERENT CULTURES REALLY INTERESTING, ESPECIALLY A CULTURE SO DIVERSE FROM OURS AS THE JAPANESE.. AS WE BRITS SAY.. CHIN UP! SMILE, IT'S ANOTHER DAY! XX

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

I will definitely be posting the Japan trip vlogs soon! I miss being silly and sharing things with you. Thank you for being awesome 💙💙💙

[@OldHag73]

I did a total burnout and slammed the wall february 2015. Still not back on my feet but working on it But the setbacks are hell. But they gets shorter. And yes I got rid of loads of ppl around me. Better to be alone then getting drained by ppl that are bad for you. Miss you loads. Do what YOU feel like and don't set goals cause if you get a setback the extra pressure can hit harder then you think. Follow your energy. A lot of time the will is stronger then the energy and then you use more energy then you have manage to gain. Even doing fun things are energy draining .. So be careful, babysteps and know we love you.

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

Sorry you went through a burnout too. It really is a SLOW healing process. That burnout triggered my disease and I was in pain for a bit too. I definitely agree with you! It's better to be alone than with people who are negative. But, having you guys, I never feel alone. HUGS 💙💙💙💙

[@reppeplucw]

Hugs to you Jackie! Love your videos -- craft and vlogs. Glad you want to make more. Regarding messy craft room: OMG, I can't keep a clean craft room no matter how I try. What's worse, I don't even have a separate room for my crafts, so they seem to migrate all over the house (which is tiny). Anyway, I totally understand your frustration of the continual struggle of keeping messy to a minimum. You are not alone. (BTW, what do you teach?) Thanks for all you share, Jackie. :)

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

lol I got a separate room because my materials were migrating everywhere! So I was allowed to have a creative messy space. YAY! I teach Literature :) I love books. I mostly specialize in Fantasy Lit. What are your favorite kinds of stories?

[@Joys_in_life71]

I went way back in the day to watch more of my favorite channel :) hope you are feeling ok

[@zombiecheshireproductions]

I know how that all goes. Take the time you need Jackie. And don’t worry, my craft room is a disaster most of the time. I don’t even think I put away everything from my last convention I tabled at which was weeks ago. Just take the time you need.

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

We crafters understand the struggles of a chaotic order. Hugs. Thank you for being an awesome support 💙💙💙

[@Me-lq9qf]

I've missed your vlogs. So happy your back to it

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

Thank you 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 I'm excited to vlog again!

[@saskiaschulz240]

It's good to have you back

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

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[@Nonchansdolls]

Hell ya I cried watching rapunzel girl that song when they're on the boat? Daaamn ninja onions. Miss you Jackie, you know you can count on me if you need hun. Besties for ever hun ❤ can't wait to see you again next summer ❤❤

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

HUGS! You've always been there for me! I can't wait to hang out in the summer. Hopefully it'll be comic con time too lol 💙💙💙💙💙💙💙💙 Besties!

[@jiamincheng5424]

Hope you feel better soon Jackie! Please take care.

[@akibawolfproductions]

Hey we all need time away :D I got 400 subscribers as of yesterday and it was so refreshing that it got me back into playing the game that started it all :D So don't feel bad about needing a break hun! We'll love you no matter what!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

GRATS on 400 subs!! That's amazing. It's always fun building a community of wonderful people. BIG HUGS! 💙💙

[@Melonzs123]

I love your vlogs! I really missed them, take your time to get everything together! I hope you have a great day!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

It encourages me to know you enjoy the vlogs! I'm excited to get back to making them!

[@gingersnapclay3784]

100% messy i clean and then boom i turn around and its a mess again lol glad you took time for your mental health and your feeling better 💜

[@margaretkaraba8161]

Don't worry about being messy. It's how you know your brain is working and happy (especially when you get fed up of the mess). The time to worry is when 1) your room is clean and stays that way and you don't *want* to get it dirty. 2) You get piles of stuff so you can't move and just want to keep it that way. Hoarding (though piles of stuff is normal for people with ADD (it's a physical way to see that something's "done" and we'll deal with it "later" - or they're project piles, things that are ongoing-ish - I have those and they're *so* annoying when I can't get progress on/with them.)) is a sign of depression.

[@mrsdantefalconari]

Iloveyou. You're doing an amazing job. Never feel the need to do anything that doesnt bring you happiness. You're my favorite youtuber. 🧡🧡🧡🧡 keep up the wonderful work.

[@sleepyfoxworkshop]

Dont feel bad!! please dont. My craft area looks like it was raided by grimlins... On a sugar high. But i always felt a super neat and clean craft area meant it was never used and that just sounds so sad. I actually sew and make plushies and embroidery stuff. You got me the courage to try polymer clay and resin. :) I wanted to say thank you so much. Tbh imma sappy person too and i cried at rapunzel too. Your welcome for the novel 😅

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

Omg did you make Mini Morgana plushies? I love Persona 5! I think my craft room is partially raided by Gremlins and a wild cat lol 💙💙💙

[@sleepyfoxworkshop]

NerdEJackie yes i did! I all squeally that you asked!! im updating the file work now as the normal eyes looked dead and souless..... 😱 I am hoping to make jack frost, black frost, and the little ufo and even the human characters. I just got to play the game but got lost horribly on the way to the school. Im directionally challenged. I want to start a youtube channel but im sooo nervous to even try lol! I think id freeze and just stare. XD

[@evelsea]

I am messy too! I find it hard to get started to straighten things up, but once I do finally get started I am on a mission until its all tidy. But it only takes a day or 2 for the messiness to return. :(

[@shinyowlshop6662]

I suffer anxiety and depression so I know where you're coming from. I hope you are feeling better now. Take the time you need! Take care of yourself!

[@baldbookgeek]

love your videos and vlogs. i get how you feel sometimes stuff just happens

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

+baldbookgeek hugs! Stuff does happen indeed. Thank you William 💛

[@baldbookgeek]

do things when they feel right and look forward to the japan stuff

[@gabrielhussain2747]

Jackie, I know exactly whst you went through, I had something similar last year and I spiralled down but with the help of actual friends and family Im back on my feet again :)

[@allisallaboutthedog6103]

I'm so glad your back to Vlogging. Remember we have that connection with you as well. So even if your Vlogging about your week, let's say you do once a week, opening mail is part of your life so it's ok to show some of that. This you tube game is hard work. But you have it going well so don't let it go. I missed you. As for messy....girl, my studio is such a mess right now. I'm moving from NY to the Midwest in 2 months and I'm trying to pack it all up in some organized way but it's not easy. The thing with crafts is whe. You do so many everything crosses over so what you use In paper crafts might cross over to mixed media and then into polymer clay so I'm having trouble deciding where things go. Ugh. But they say artistic minds work on the opposite side of the brain than mathematics (very true for me) I think organization involves a mathematical mind. Lol. Just keep trying it's all you can do and you know nobody's perfect. Just be you. Take things one day at a time. Love ya!!!

[@kell0125]

Welcome back. We have missed you

[@NanaColeen]

👍👌✌😘I love ya darling. I am in the middle of that too. Gonna have to clean it....but can't again today. I have been saying that for 10 months now. It will get done when I feel better. You are enough! That is why I subscribed😍❣I love random. I love watching you in Japan😁Every thing will be okay. I wish I could get it through my head. Thank you for sharing💋

[@OldHag73]

Oh hun. I so have to show you my workspace and you are NOT the messyest person. Miss your vlogs too. And my hair is the same only extremly frizzy ends.

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

we have the same hair! I love hats because they make me feel less poopy about it. I need to see your craft spaces. I'm going to make a reddit post so you guys can submit them lol

[@OldHag73]

NerdEJackie I need to get reddit too then... :D

[@suzannerobinson5191]

So pleased to see u back! Nut u know take the time u need and can we see the fur babies and feathered baby again soon? I'm a sucker for those cuties

[@sharonshin4574]

Don't worry about it, Jackie. Take your time. By the way, you are NOT messy. I know other people that are messier.

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

There will always be someone messier lol. I'm lucky to have you guys 💙

[@pigsandneedles197]

Hey Jackie!! I've missed your vlogs! I'm super sorry you've had a tough time recently, but I'm glad you feel you're out the other side now. Ahh life, it can be a real turdmuncher sometimes! I'm looking forward to your vlogs! I know you want to get them out but don't push yourself too hard and know that we love pretty much whatever content you choose to create!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

+pigsandneedles I'm lucky to have you!! I want to make you guys smile, the same way you make me smile!

[@mjaymes94]

I don't know if you remember the other day, I told you that you're my inspiration to getting back to crafting and art and painting. I hope that your fan-ily can help you get back on you tubefeet. 💜💜 I've definitelymissed your vlogs but always remember your health comes first.

[@yiting-_-zz7417]

Don't feel the need to vlog just to please your viewers. We will always support you despite what is going on. You are such an inspiration to many.

[@troy7070]

I would LOVE to get into your craft room and organize/clean it! I'm one of THOSE people lOl 😂 PS. Poster board 😊

[@NotAmused2001]

Understand totally of a toxic friend, going through it still right now. Hope you are feeling a little better and what do you teach and what grades?

[@cdelosre2006]

I understand how it feels to let go of toxic relationships with people were friends but also made you feel like a horrible person for trying to help. I get that. I've been there and you just gotta do stuff for you. Even if that other person tries to make you feel bad.

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

Thank you. I think people like us, who like to give, try to help out too much sometimes. We shouldn't give our attention to people who make us feel bad about doing something we like or if we say "no". Hugs 💙💙

[@cdelosre2006]

NerdEJackie I completely agree. It is just hard sometimes when you are that Kind of person that loves to help others when they are in need. Granted being abused and stepped all over is not something we should allow. You are strong! *Hugs* ^-^

[@emmafogle1953]

Don't worry. I'll be here no matter how long I have to wait. Hope you feel better soon ❤️

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

You are awesome. Thank you 💙💙💙💙💙💙

[@kathiehoskins813]

We missed u too. Of course we LOVE U so much.

[@crissymurray6176]

Awwww Jacki u and i are so much alike.. But i am messier than u by far but mostly coz of my back pain... aww girl i am glad you feeling alittle lighter and u are being so honest ( which is a very big thing for us recluses.i also sleep when i get depressed and its hard too get out of and well done .) mental illness are all different for each person but i also have gone through what u were and are still going through..i feel u girfriend u can not help others if yr tank is empty.. u have to look after u and only when u r grounded and kn yr tank is full again can u try too help others but thank u for sharing! 💜 i am in Australia i would love too me u and sika one day if i win the lotto..haha. i hope this vlog wasnt too long ago... sometime i comment before i check the date. If it was in past. i hope u still get this comment coz i think i watched nearly all of yr vlogs on all channels now. Plz stop saying yr room is soo messy jessss.. we are not here for yr room.. as long as u close lids on things and put stuff in zippy bags if needed.. then u do it at yr leisure ok huni plz destress yrself.. we love all of u good and not so good!😈😇😈😄😄💜💜💜

[@rebeccapaul9423]

I have cleaned my room twice in the past week, like full on gathering clothes and EVERYTHING off the floor, I am super mesy

[@winterstar183]

I know I am way out of date but huge hug and well done as sometimes the obvious thing to do is so hard and you know it’s right for you but that still does not make it easy. Xxxx

[@angelbaby0505]

Love ya Jackie!! Would totally help you with your room if I was closer (and in Canada!). I'm an organized crafter. Should send you pics of my space!!

[@NerdEJackieVlogs]

OMG send me pics! It might inspired me to move my butt!

[@ladytimeoin]

So I'm binge watching to catch up. Yep I am messy. I hoard...our study is to packed with stuff I can't actually use it as a study.

[@nadinevandenheever4593]

Ur so relatable 💖 I know what toxic friends feel like. I get burned out quickly. But I don't do as much as u. I feel like we kinda "lost" u. But I understand that ur human and have bad days too

[@nadinevandenheever4593]

And yes, I'm so freaking messy T~T

[@sweetghoul13]

My craft desk is disgusting lol. I have probably five projects at one time it's a gigantic mess. But they say artistic people thrive better in chaotic mess apparently. I'll take it

[@mintcat81]

Love you jackie!!! You are awesome

[@aliciamcginley8574]

Oh yes i am i don't like to clean so you should see my bedroom. It makes your craft room look neat and tidy.

[@kathiehoskins813]

Your smile is infectious!!

[@bonnienash8585]

((((( 🤗))))) I know this will sound weird but walk it off. Just put on some trainers and walk until you feel better or can’t walk no more ,that’s what I do. It clears my mind gets me out in the fresh air and it empowers me mentally for my next challenge........................ getting back home 🤣.

[@lazyhomebody1356]

Nature, fresh air, distracting things to focus on...it always helps me too

[@manicpixienightmare_]

Don't worry, my craft room is a mess too!

[@reallyreal6023]

I feel u. I myself had let go of some people. Do you. Ur amazing woman. Do for you. I tell people i k ow never satisfy anyone else. Satisfy yourself. That let me tell you. It will feel good. U got this xoxoxox. Blessings + First time i see your page. Today. Now. Lol. I understand highly. Head up high. 😄