going on a trip to the snow and ended up in the hospital…

[@kayliboyle]

ah i see we have some new people here that don’t know my background with anxiety and mental health😏i have shared my story many times and you can find it in many vids. if you don’t like someone who is open about mental health this is NOT the channel for you lol. i will never stop talking about mental health and hide my problems from the internet because it makes people uncomfortable. I have tried therapy (it was like eh for me. it’s hard to find a therapist i like for longer than a month lmao) and shared why I went off my meds which I don’t HAVE too explain to anyone but I choose too bc it helps others to know they aren’t alone. don’t comment about things that you don’t know about and assume bc it honesty just makes you look pretty silly. love you

[@haribo99ify]

Boo to those people. Who would have a problem with you sharing your anxiety issues? I love your honesty. I just wish you had a better time on your trip. You did see a bear though? That’s pretty cool. And at a petrol station!

[@kaylaball6482]

I've seen a few of your videos talking about your anxiety. I don't know if you suffer from social anxiety or not but I do and it's literally the worst for me! If you do would you ever share tips on how to deal with it? It you're comfortable with it of course!

[@sweetteaaldc5696]

I have horrible anxiety to sometimes it gets so bad to the point where it severely effects my physical health and it so great to see someone talk about it instead of hiding it ❤

[@regularbee5560]

Girll!! You just made me feel so much better about my anxiety! How you were describing your anxiety is almost exactly how mine feels! To know that I’m not alone, and to see that such an amazing person as yourself also struggles but pushes through your comfort zone is so admirable! Please don’t stop sharing about mental health, It really really helps some people! ❤❤

[@elsiecc]

THE CAT JUMPING KILLED ME.😂🤣 I rewatched those 15 seconds so many times LOLLL. Thanks for posting and for being so vulnerable with us❤️

[@maenadism]

girl I feel you with the anxiety you aren’t alone on that one, I’ve had to navigate physical symptoms of anxiety for the last two years (hospital visits included) and it’s so hard not to convince yourself you’re not about to die 😭 so glad to see you powered through it though

[@devynmckeever4547]

I’m the same way! Literally just went to the emergency room cuz I convinced myself I was having a heart attack. Physical symptoms of anxiety is the worst. It does make me feel better that I’m not the only one going through this 💗

[@maenadism]

@@devynmckeever4547 i'm so sorry to hear that, i hope you're resting and looking after yourself now ! one of the hardest things with physical symptoms was assuming i was crazy and alone in all this, but you're definitely not the only one and knowing that makes it easier to accept i think haha. it takes a long time, but i promise it gets easier to manage. you got this

[@devynmckeever4547]

@@maenadism awe thank you! You’re so sweet 💗 I’m still in the beginning stages of figuring out how to manage it but I know everything will be okay :)

[@ally-kv8fm]

This video and comment section makes me feel so much better. I have anxiety like this too and it is exhausting at times. Thank you for being open and honest ❤️

[@ngs1989]

U inspired me to do a glow up day so I’m in the middle of that rn, I’m waiting for my hair mask to soak in while watching this lol

[@khalilahd.]

Love this for you 😂😂

[@sarahkaltenecker]

How did it turn out bestie

[@kayliboyle]

this makes me so happy for you🥹🤍

[@ngs1989]

@@kayliboylethank you so much! Ur my nail and self care/ hair care IDOL!!

[@vswick]

I’ve never related more to someone’s vlog. The anxiety! The ups and downs! The fear of doctors! I’m so happy you ended up having a great time! ❤. You’re such a light. 💫✨

[@nataliemarie6348]

I’m so happy I’m not alone with the anxiety and panic attacks. I mostly feel them physically all the time too 😢

[@khalilahd.]

Lmfaoooo that intro had me SCREAMING I’m so sorry nothing went as planned but I hope you’re doing much better now ❤

[@johnathan.-.]

omg iv been keeping up with the insta stories i’m ready for this story especially ab the hospital

[@b_dai6256]

I know EXACTLY how you feel when it comes to distinguishing wether your dying or its just you anxiety : / On another note I love your vlogs you brings so much comfort because you are so open about your anxiety. Please keep on vlogging . Best wishes

[@dumbdishwasher]

oh girl those anxiety stuff... i feel u. i thought mine was gone for some time but it's back now and it makes me so sick 😭 thank you for talking about it, made me feel a lot better, love u

[@slakraze6288]

The edits on this are so good. Foreshadowing omg, had to comment before I’m even halfway done.

[@fievanwezemael9000]

I am so thankful that you talk about your anxiety because I have anxiety’s too and it helps to know that I am not alone. So thank you ❤

[@ally-kv8fm]

Not alone ❤️

[@elizabethwright7979]

Lmao when he jumped and you asked if he was okay omg the little meow I can’t lol

[@johnathan.-.]

THE KITTYS ARE SO CUTE I CANT:)))) just adopted two kittys 2 months ago and there so cute in the car

[@ElectricAngel181]

Ty for sharing this 💓 I was soooo relieved when I saw you went to the ER . And that your kitty was ok from that jump.

[@gesarenyandusi5517]

love the vlog😍🤩 so happy and relieved we ended on a high of you getting better

[@keiracln]

the bear one got me.. I would've screamed hahahah

[@szb2478]

Im so glad you feel better, tell your skydiver cat that he slays.

[@melissahcat123]

Thank you for posting this 🙏🏻 I have bad physical anxiety to the point were I passed out in the middle of a cvs getting a vaccine lol. I’m doing better but I’m rawdogging anxiety w/o medication

[@ally-kv8fm]

I’m on fluoxetine and it helps me a bunch and I have no side effects! If that helps

[@Bigpapisigma]

AAH I LITERALLY SCREAMED WHEN I SAW YOU POSTED THIS BC I SAW IT ON YOUR INSTAGRAM AND MY MOM CAME INTO MY ROOM AND THOUGHT I WAS DYING 💀💀

[@ellamaria354]

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFUL

[@snappiepappie9899]

I relate to that so much, glad to know I'm not alone. Going on a 10 day ski trip in a couple days and i'm scared dead. wish me luck guys

[@shakirasmylie6178]

She's not alone and she's very strong and very creative making videos to make people happy

[@imeatingyourpineapple]

I live for your videos😭😭 it’s literally the only thing that i watch in yt

[@catherinelogan4845]

I’m so glad you’re feeling better Kayli. That must have been v scary for you both. 💞💖

[@sspon8607]

I LOVVEEE MAMMOOOTHHHHH

[@ani_xiety8844]

You inspire me so much! Now I do more self care then every my hair has never been the same and on the 23 I’ll by cutting my hair. You made me find my love for nails agin and that I’m great full for i haven’t been this happy in months!

[@kiralant4079]

love seeing ur channel grow :((

[@monika4999]

I’m so glad I’m not the only one that has physical symptoms when having anxiety attacks

[@aaliward]

not even 30 seconds in & I’m cackling bc I misheard you and thought you said you’ve been a mammoth two times. i was like, huh. interesting story Kayli 😭 Edit: THE CAT OML

[@genesissantosfernandez7564]

I was imagining your bf reaction of you getting better within 30 minutes in the hospital, I was just like “Ohohoh, SHE IS BAAACK!!”

[@carolinelertoria5838]

Bless you love - its really wild how physical the symptoms of anxiety/panic attacks can be - my manager once called an ambulance for me as it really felt like I was having a heart attack with the shooting pains down my arm and side along with my face losing feeling which then made me feel like it was a stroke uhhhhh it's so awful! Sending you love from the UK xx

[@macyr1132]

Awww, girl, I'm so sorry! I have panic disorder as well and it seems to have gotten worse the older I've gotten, I'm 32. It really annoys me because it seems to happen to me on vacation as well. My body can't tell the difference of "scared excited" and "happy excited" so it will launch me into a panic attack 😞 It makes me feel guilty because I feel like such a downer on what is supposed to be a happy family vacation. I also get the nausea and tummy trouble with my anxiety. I'm guessing the hospital gave you either Valium (diazepam) or Ativan (lorazepam). They are amazing rescue drugs for panic attacks. It's a real shame they aren't meant to be used daily or long term because benzodiazepenes are the only medication the help my anxiety and don't give me horrible side effects. I've tried every anti depressant and mood stabilizers available. I can't deal with the side effects so I don't take anything anymore. I'm glad you ended up having some fun on your trip. That was too funny about your cat, something my cats would do lol (it's funny because he wasn't hurt). Merry Christmas! I'll be praying for you 🙏 ❤️

[@micaela.herrera]

I used to have super bad anxiety /depression and struggled with adhd but I got prescribed Strattera a.k.a atomoxetine (not a stimulant) and its been so wonderful + made my anxiety disappear. My mom has also gotten on it as well and has said the same. If you're ever looking for other options in terms of meds I highly recommend it?? My only symptoms were getting dehydrated when I first started it but then I figured out how to properly hydrate myself and that issue went away after a month. Same for my mom.

[@angelrebekah9153]

Thanks for sharing your experience! I used to have debilitating anxiety too. It was awful! I'm sure the lack of sleep wasn't helping too! The only thing that really helped me was my relationship with Jesus. He brought me so much peace 😭. That and I had to eliminate things in my life that were not helping me. I also did find a therapist I liked. I also recommend finding a natural doctor that helps with anxiety. I wish I knew that natural docs help with mental health when I was struggling. I would have went to one! I overcame mine without meds too, so I get not wanting to take anything. There were times where I almost checked myself into a mental health facility because I didn't know if I could handle it. We all have to do what's best for ourselves! I wanted to get better on my own so I decided not to take any medication. Praying for you!!! You're not alone in this fight! There are some of us on the other side rooting for you! Jesus loves you friend!!! 😘💗

[@sarahkaltenecker]

The CAT 😭 so glad you’re alright, I also have terrible physical symptoms from my anxiety so never know when to go to the ER but I’m so glad you did & started feeling better

[@PerversaBeleza]

I discovered your channel a couple of days ago and I'm in love with it! You're so cute! And your boyfriend seems so nice too! And even though you're sick, you still looked amazing! Kisses from Brazil

[@savannahcowgirl001]

Yayyy you posted 🥰

[@katiemoore6183]

Hi! This video came up in my suggested and I am so glad it did, as I am literally on a snowboarding holiday with my family right now and have been finding my anxiety is just off the charts. It's so frustrating and makes me feel like a burden, and I also experience the physical symptoms. Know that you're not alone! Thank you for sharing, it made me feel better to hear you talk about this. Also, have you tried Propanalol? My doctor prescribed it to me for panic attacks, and I have found it really useful.

[@lindsaywilliams8046]

why did the fork make me actually lol

[@cassi7043]

missed you queen

[@Ryn_3]

I the cats😂😂 i cant believe you have over 200k subs already i remember when you have 40k i hope your subs keep growing!

[@ruy_00]

Happy that your okay now funny thing is this happened to me too so your not alone it's really scary so glad to see your doing well

[@whooareyoou]

There are these little nervous system regulating exercises that are great at bringing down anxiety a few notches. If you like, you can look up the Butterfly Hug (aka butterfly tapping) - might be helpful on a bad day.

[@ninonv2186]

love your vibe

[@eprohoda]

rreally amazing recording-👽

[@nadiyabellmore7]

Ilysm kayli

[@erincooper7342]

If you haven’t already you should look into taking propranolol, it stops the physical symptoms of anxiety and it has helped me soooo much, it’s non addictive and doesn’t really have any side effects and you take it just when you need it it’s great x

[@Kerianacker]

The fork: 🤌

[@ashleydvermont]

pleaseee wear a helmet when doing any sort of skiing/snowboarding! Even if you arent going on a chairlift, as someone who worked at a resort I saw too many really serious head injuries due to people not wearing helmets

[@poppywebb321]

Omg your cat 😭

[@gesarenyandusi5517]

MORE VLOGSSSSS!!!!!🤩🥳

[@tanyab78]

Oh girl, I was taken out of work in an ambulance once because I was having anxiety so bad, my chest was hurting and my arms went numb. They thought I was having a stroke. Therapy and anti anxiety/depression meds changed my life. I strongly encourage you to find a therapist and psychiatrist (you can make appointments online/ or phone so you don't have to go in). My quality of life has improved drastically. I'm 36 and I've dealt with this my whole life, but I wish I would have gotten help sooner. Love and peace your way ♥️

[@ange.kndsjk]

I love your videos very much. You are the best I love you 💗💓

[@vintagejunktofunk4616]

Can you do a video on your anxiety?! I have it really bad with depression and I take medication for it m. How did you get off your medication? Do you have attacks everyday? Just do a life update with anxiety lol

[@mariperez8993]

hi love your videos!

[@ayaya3182]

Waking up with anxiety is related to digestion. ur prone to it bc ur stomach is weak. Healthy diet would help a lot. Wish u the best and good luckkk

[@torynsmith6605]

😂😂😂 This is me always messing something up get well

[@jessjessjess222]

how do you edit your videos?

[@hiya1399]

Be careful with the benzos and don't take them daily longer than 2 weeks! Also SSRI withdrawal can last 6months to 2 years after being off of them.

[@PinkJG619]

Anxiety sister lol… so I sound like an add but I’m serious this tea called anxiety free tea from cerebral teas helps so much especially when you come off medication…. Side note when you first wake up in the morning your liver dumps sugar and your cortisol is highest to give you enough energy to wake up and get up. Once I learned that I stopped having panic attacks yhe second I woke up. The tea stopped me from having middle of the night panic attacks and brain fog and decreased the amount of daily anxiety symptoms I had.

[@aquirillia]

was that a wolf?!

[@Shouq-uc1pv]

I hope your okay Kayli

[@isabelmosquera8817]

guys im gonna sound crazy but what is mammoth? I'm seeing lots of people vlog about ti but i'm confused at to what it is.

[@maddalenarosee]

mountains in ca where people go to ski/snowboard etc :)

[@ellamaria354]

luv u

[@bria1648]

btw those oxygen boost things don't do anything, also hope your feeling better, I haven't watched through the whole thing but it sounds like a rollercoaster

[@mommycontent]

Was that a wolf in the parking lot? the cat falling made me laugh so much

[@enigmasolver7779]

But what was the medication they gave you

[@tocaaubrey4537]

I live at 7000ft so I never get altitude sickness and my skin is used to being dry.

[@vliciouss]

Colorado ? 👀

[@noaj.]

first view 💀✨

[@klaramathilda9929]

Lol at your cat haha why are always the black ones this crazy? Ours did these kind of jumps as well… wet your hands a tiny little bit to make your cat not static before petting them :) PS i feel like when you said „this was „just“ from anxiety“…. Why just? Anxiety has such a powerful impact to our bodies - i wanted to write this bc the way we talk to ourselves and others can alter the way we think/categorize about topics in specific ways… and its simply not „just“ - its an issue that affects us in both mental and somatic ways. I hope you feel better and that you can manage without the psychopharmacies

[@JabLuv212]

Girl you scared me with that thumbnail! why did I think you broke a leg or something! lol..

[@ninapope2089]

Same

[@aquirillia]

aren't you afraid that your cats might run away in a strange place?

[@saraha5522]

Wow I think it's so funny how in the US you think nothing about driving 6 hours to get someplace. I'm from Canada so of course it is that way too in Canada. But now I live in Europe and people here are like, drive for 6 hours?? You must be nuts I'd keel over from exhaustion. I'd never make it. So people here rarely ever drive anywhere far. They take the train or the airplane.

[@lmh-9367]

kayli out of curiosity do you have digestive issues? people with compromised guts usually have anxiety because their brain can’t generate serotonin correctly (95% comes from the gut). please please try a probiotic! there’s specific strains that target anxiety and stress (l rhamnosus is one). there’s clinical studies on this. sending love anyways ❤

[@KendallF0000]

How many times can we say "anxiety" in one vlog?

[@kthx_bai]

and she said she stopped her antidepressants??? like do you not want your anxiety to get better? it sucks having to take meds but it makes life so much easier.

[@kayliboyle]

@@kthx_bai this is such an ignorant comment love like seriously