hated person song english ver. 【Oktavia】嫌われ者の詩

breathe
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Lyrics: hbit.ly/2LS4TwS
As always you may use my lyrics. They are of course based off of the translation by Hazuki no Yume. (The specific translation I referenced: hazukinoyume.wordpress.com/20... , their new work with TheBlackCero's subs: / theblackcero )
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oooh boy I've wanted to get to this song for a really long time, like. Way to break my heart 164
I don't really know what else to say. I think I can let this one speak for itself. It's not a super popular song but it's one near and dear to my heart. I spent the longest time worrying about covering it because it was surprisingly hard to do, constantly changing my mix to belt to head voice... But I guess I pulled it off in the end? Sort of.
This is definitely my go-to "wow I'm really really sad right now and I kind of just want to stare out the window sadly and loathe myself" song. But it also reminds me to take a step back and breathe in a way, I don't know why? (Neru is for I'M FUCKING PISSED AND I WANT TO SLAM A GUITAR DOWN THE NEAREST PERSON'S THROAT)
I hope you enjoy my cover. Please check out 164's other works, in my opinion he isn't given nearly enough attention as he should be given: / 164203
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♫ Credits ♫
Vocals/Mix: Oktavia
Music/Lyrics: 164 ( / 164203 )
Video: Ootori ( / otori0704 )

[@164203]

awesome!!

[@OktaviavonSeckendorff8]

164 Official thank you so much!!! i love your music so much!

[@bxh3993]

ahhhhh he commented on your cover!!!!! jsnsnsn you're both too amazing

[@FelicityMayunami]

"Neru is for I'M FUCKING PISSED AND I WANT TO SLAM A GUITAR DOWN THE NEAREST PERSON'S THROAT" yes i feel

[@forgetme6738]

The funny part is he did slam his guitar before xD

[@TheWinterHaze]

Who needs to sulk in their depression, when they can just jam out to it, right?...

[@AI-gl6gs]

Rossignol how about sulking AND jamming??

[@springfieldterritory2142]

@@AI-gl6gs yes. Yes. YeS. YEs. YES. YES!

[@cloudchaser7716]

The logical part of me is screaming about getting help when you need it or want it, but the other part of me is just oh mood

[@Ikea_Shark990]

Who needs to do either when you can do both

[@honkdonk8745]

The perfect mindset

[@aimaeart]

I need a cover of hated by life itself so bad

[@monochromedream-eatingbaku]

Same

[@bonk7771]

OMG yes

[@pinkfox08.f28]

SAME

[@kawaiidere1023]

Mood! ^\\\^

[@frickyou6250]

Same

[@Dead__Space]

I'm tired UPDATE: When I first heard this song, I listened to it daily because it resonated so strongly with my feelings at the time. A year or so later, I can honestly say I can't relate to it anymore . Despite how much I love it, mostly because of Oktavia's amazing voice, I've managed to puck myself up and move forward from my depression, bit by bit. Thank you!

[@magdakozakiewicz304]

Proud of you! Hope you're still doing okay

[@MoonclawIX]

Am happy for you. But if I may be honest with you I kind of feel like I'm there as well😅

[@eat00002]

hell yeah.

[@marenking1849]

"Im just an outcast trying to pass as someone strong" fits me so well, I can't keep it up anymore

[@TheWinterHaze]

I wish I could formulate the words to express how I'm feeling right now. After hearing this song, I stare blankly at my screen, almost emotionless...But what else can I do? This song relates to my entire past and my struggle of living and wanting something so deep but so far fetched and impossible -- But things are so much better now, I mustn't throw myself backwards in my head. Even if it feels right, its so wrong. Its amazing how easy it is to give up and take yourself back to when you felt disparity...Can anyone else relate or nah?

[@nereekbunny7443]

i can deeply relate.

[@colorfulcupid]

Rossignol i can relate alot.

[@flarenova6286]

This is me every day. But I can't manage to put forth enough effort to make myself no a hated falure. Yay!...

[@yeetskeet8512]

I relate too

[@valeelens]

This song reminds me of my old friends and school. I still can relate to it

[@brianching8847]

LYRICS There was a time where I feared those I met would reject, Where I thought I’d best not speak, since I’d never connect I’d never find someone who thought my voice had use Not a soul foreseen opposite of the glass screen But soon my life turned into a shrine for useless words, “It’d be so nice to speak and know for sure someone heard. I’ll be alright, despite if someone gets hurt.” That I liked to vow, so then why did I let myself down? Right now, I know that if I go, nothing will change Yes, without delay the world will spin on either way “In that case, it’s okay” So I want to say, But I’m void of a voice for a phrase so fake I’m afraid, ‘cause I’d want to be missed, see, the sad truth is I’m just an outcast trying to pass for someone strong, Nothing but a coward with a hated person’s song As I write from my mind, all my wonders burst in colors Reaching out to be Say, for instance, that the role I hold could be reassigned My existence from a mold, just another design It would make sense if no one regrets or minds There’s no need to be if no one would miss me “Selfish”, they call it, but hope is so ambivalent It’s pointless to believe in something that can’t be achieved I’m not alone, I tried to swear, but now I wish I hadn’t dared ‘Cause now I see that fantasy cut clearly So, if you can hear me, will you say you’ll wait? Or hello, it’s pointless, but I’m asking all the same I’m aware no one’s there, or at least, still cares I can get and accept no one expects Much of me, I just want to know I’m more than a ghost Right now, I know that if I go, nothing will change Yes, without delay the world will spin on either way “In that case, it’s okay” God, I want to say, But I’m void of a voice for a phrase so fake I’m afraid, plain pathetic, ‘cause you see, the sad truth is I’m just an outcast trying to pass for someone strong, Nothing but a coward with a hated person’s song Come on, talk, go and mock, this time I won’t fight Cause I mean, I can’t be somebody else, right? As I cry from my mind, all my wonders burst in colors, Reaching out to be

[@CrystalGlaze69]

Thank you

[@kiku1336]

This song perfectly describes every thought and feeling I've had about myself. I'd never thought I find a song like that but now I feel a little relieved that my feelings have been put into words

[@MichisDanglyAngly]

guess what??????????????? Oktavia is a goddess and no one can convince me other wise

[@OktaviavonSeckendorff8]

sAYS THE GODDESS HERSELF ❤❤❤

[@brooklynngrimes3525]

You aren’t wrong so there’s no seed to convince 😸

[@MichaKitchen7828]

You know. I'm glad that this song found me. I feel the emotions that the lyrics state. I feel like I'm a ghost, even though I have friends they don't talk to me unless I talk to them. And even then I can barely say what I want. I desperately want to scream "I'm here" but if I do everyone just will roll their eyes. I am different and that's the only thing that they see. So if I say something that they don't see they turn it down and I am thrown back into the shadows. I don't understand it and I'm trying to walk through everything. What's the point I'll say but I am screaming trying to let them know.

[@Zoiggelz]

Same here, the few friends I have in high school have other friends and nobody really wants to be with me that much. Idk, maybe I'm just weird.

[@valeelens]

I felt and sometimes feel that way too. I changed schools a year ago and I am so grateful for this chance. You can hold on and look for someone who treats you better or just leave that place. Hope you're better :)

[@xUnreachablee]

really really lovely done ahh love your vocals!! ♥

[@OktaviavonSeckendorff8]

aa thank you so much! ヽ(；▽；)ノ

[@lumiimelon]

Oh my goodness this is absolutely amazing! All of your covers always give me chills, your voice is a blessing tbh. This just gives me chills and uh what do you mean I'm not crying you are???

[@valxena9640]

God, I'm almost in tears. I heard this song from Hazuki's channel, and the lyrics really hit me hard. And I felt them so much that I just... hated this song. I've never felt like this toward music before, mostly because it's always been my escape, no matter how sad the lyrics were. But listening to it again, with your lyrics and voice, I've found I can stand to listen to it. It was never for any musical reason. I just couldn't stand this song. My very being rejected it. Anyway, I want to thank you from the bottom of my heart for covering this. You have a tendency to cover songs I'm obsessed with, so a notification from your channel is always welcoming, haha.

[@choochurro6815]

I'm supposed to sleep but fuck it

[@sleepingfish8016]

....... butt fuck it........

[@liadseredeo4450]

Hell yes

[@thepeepeepoopooman6470]

churro same

[@kurosugu9242]

Awesome vocals!!

[@TheFirstHowl]

Tbh, you are the best VOCALOID translyricist (is that a word? who knows.) working right now. Your lyrics are always /so/ impressive and they have a beauty to them that I don't often see in other people's works. But they're still catchy and get caught in your head. It's a perfect balance that is super hard to hit. Please keep up your amazing work. You're lovely.

[@Trikitten]

You ALWAYS somehow do some of my favorite but more obscure songs without fail and it's crazy and I love it. You fill that hole people who always cover the most popular songs tend to unintentionally leave.

[@gabrielaserra4528]

Omg, I never thought I'd see the day that someone covered this song. I'm in literal tears right now. And you did awesome, as always 👌👍

[@forgetme6738]

Same! I thought this song was pretty underrated

[@corvid2336]

it's 12 AM worth it

[@CyberBunny33]

Rubix Cubix It's 3 A.M. here. Worth it!

[@corvid2336]

MKGamer33 Oktavia is always worth it

[@azureii_]

I've returned to this song a lot ever since you released this cover. It was my go-to "vent" song about depression for a few years, and helped me feel less alone for my struggles. I really appreciate how much power you include in your singing; I feel like sadness is often portrayed as a quiet thing, but it's often loud and powerful, with self-hatred being the peak of a internal rage no one outside of your mind can hear. Your cover portrays that in a way most don't, and that's why they mean a lot me, and to others too I think.

[@axotopl]

ah! you're AMAZING! omg I love the lyrics too! The original didn't really hit me this hard but I feel so sad after hearing this! ;w; and the "neru slamming guitar" was on point XD (luv your description)

[@tetardjaxon7420]

I'm 21, this song perfectly describe the mental phase i'm going through since i'm 18, way better than i could describe myself. This is the first time i relate this much with a song. Very good cover, thank you.

[@vlbonnie]

this is a fuckin mood honestly? like i cant believe someone fuckin took my mental loop and published it. can i sue for this? -jokes aside this is super good-

[@Silly_Sulky_Seli]

YES someone else knows and likes this song!! this lyrics are great! I can't wait until I keep remembering them and can sing along thank you for this video!

[@liadseredeo4450]

Hi yes we need to make a club now. Essentially same here .m.

[@Vizeroh]

This song reminds me of my life.

[@CrystalGlaze69]

Same

[@asukalangelysoryu]

same

[@Trinarinaa]

Oh, are you all okay? You need help-

[@Crybatty]

me too

[@vizionzen4668]

@@Trinarinaa no were not

[@Jolteon39]

Your vocals are so beautiful and perfect for the song, as usual... I love hearing songs I've never heard before in this way, and I love expressing how happy your stuff makes me again and again. As always, thank you so much for sharing these songs with us, and I hope you have just as much singing them as we do listening, and, more importantly, I hope you never let that change!

[@erratanine]

i haven't watched this yet but i bet its amazing EDIT: i was correct

[@henacanpodwell5711]

I still revisit this cover time from time, since its release. I remember when it was released, I would listen to this and hide in a corner and cry. I would often give myself a timeframe, to be depressed. Just a short, moment to get a peace of mind, just to let me vent out my frustation, my desperation. I needed to cry my heart out, even if there isn't anyone hearing me. It gave me hope to keep going, to keep trying, and keep on living. I survived, I might not have accomplished much in these years, but I am still here. You see, life can be really hard, it can be really sad, and you might feel like giving up and ending it all. But it would be nice if you, who is reading this comment and listening to this cover, do me a favour and keep on trying, keep on going, and not give up. Even for a little bit more, just keep on. Good things happen, life will gets better, trust me, it might not be so much better, but still there's hope. Even if it doesn't, at least you tried, at least you have given you all, you did not succumbed to this unfair and sad world, you fought till the end. Know that at least I will be so proud of you. Thank you Oktavia for this amazing cover. Cheers. Edit: Remember that it is always ok to cry, after crying your heart out, show me your brightest smile!

[@sami2425]

this song gives me so much serotonin

[@xavierthename]

This is what i absolutely love about you. You always do songs that most haven't heard before. You really did this song justice as well! Keep up the great work!

[@catbeans]

I never knew how much i connected with this song; nice cover as always

[@arriyanaf883]

I just have to physically say this because I listened to this song almost every single day since you uploaded it. Your voice is truly a gift and this song connects with me so freaking much. You are one of my favorite singers so far, and your voice is so strong and powerful. For you to sing this song was truly a gift from the heavens in my opinion. I even cried lmao. Hated Person Song legitamely keeps me calm from other people, and I'm proud to blast it anywhere I go... Thank you so much for singing this song omg

[@Iamsobakarightnow9]

As soon as I saw the title of the video I screamed! This is the shit that I'm a loyal subscriber for. Well done on a another great cover, Oktavia. Here's hoping for a lot more

[@XxImaginaryFlowerxX]

This is wonderful! I love how clear your voice is. Honestly you've gotten me back into vocaloid music all on your lonesome and I'm so glad

[@SaleenSundria]

Man, I wish my bedroom turned into an aquarium every time I was depressed which to be honest is like all the time lately

[@Opstar1247]

I sincerely thank you for making this song that came up in my autoplay, it's the 2nd song after the song I was listening to which both contributed to stopping my consideration of overdosing. Thank you.

[@sunnysky3766]

I'm inspired by thus song because all the lyrics are absolutely true and your vocals fit well with expressing the felling of how it was originally made

[@YoppyVU]

I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR LIKE 4 MONTHS ,AND IT'S SO GOOD AAAAAAAA

[@sujal4078]

I'm late but I just listened to this song for the first time (although I have liked and known Oktavia for some time, I'm new to Vocaloid) and I was like wow. This is exactly how I feel, LITERALLY! I have been meaning to put my feelings into words and I have found a song that does it, eerily super accurately. Thanks Oktavia!

[@andreag2355]

Oh wow, that was beautiful. Your voice really goes well with this song. Can't wait to hear more ^ - ^

[@EggplantRobin]

God, why are all the songs you cover such a mood? I just discovered your channel like yesterday and I'm in love

[@feralfauna_]

I love the emotion your voice has in this song :')

[@midoriyaizuku4444]

Oktavia, your voice just keeps on evolving as time passes. And your range is not a joke. I hope for you to be get more attention especially appreciation. (:

[@RoseUchiha7]

This song may not desribe how my life looks on the outside but it sure shows how I feel on the inside

[@yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh]

I love this song to bits and pieces, thank you for covering it!

[@anadelamour2772]

It's pointless to say that this song gives me chills on the spine

[@eggdroppedsoup]

this song resonates with me so much and left me in tears. great cover as always ❤

[@screechingsiren1645]

Beautiful as always

[@lemonsouda]

Ahh, I just heard of this song recently and to hear your cover of this was a wonderful timing! Good work again, Oktavia, it's amazing and your vocals suits the instrumental nicely

[@punk3166]

Best song cover 👌 thank you for bringing this in to my life

[@haileycham9869]

So glad I found you. Your voice is so unique and beautiful and even without watching the video itself, your voice and how you sing the lyrics paint the most beautiful, vibrant and abstract painting in my mind. I love your voice so much !~

[@aimeestrattonas]

omg I love this song so much!!! keep doing what your doing Oktavia! you're absolutely amazing ❤❤

[@Casterixe]

this actually hurts me deep down right now.... you did a wonderful job

[@UsotheMarshmallow]

this PV and this song it's just so powerful and emotional. thank you for singing this song and sharing it with us :)

[@precioussketches1008]

This broke me down to tears It's like the song is telling my story😭😭😭😭

[@corona714]

Another one of my favorite songs covered so beautifully. Thanks so much for this♥

[@ladyofthesith1943]

It's a crime that you don't have more subscribers, especially since this one hit particularly close to home.

[@Darkrockmanbeyond]

As always, your voice is beautiful. Good cover, and I somewhat relate to this song

[@joeybowolick4130]

This is amazing i listen to it over n over soo much feeling

[@ZALMusic]

i get chills listening to the chorus lyrics. a very poetic translyrication ;w;

[@fluffybristle]

to all of you new people when Oktavia gets the fame she deserves, i liked her BEFORE she was cool

[@eyesareyumky2649]

she was always cool

[@TheRealBellatrixLestrange]

Same bro

[@omegaotaku1342]

You're trying to make use feel bad. Shut the fuck up.

[@stealthy25_]

@@eyesareyumky2649 this guy the real chad

[@ResoLoveMusic]

this cover is absolutely beautiful, every phrase is so impactful

[@yuks_nodad]

I come back to this song every so often and get reobsesed with it for a reason I shouldn’t, thank you for doing this it’s the song I associate with the most. Perfectly describing what I can’t put to words.

[@anisa3962]

it pains me everytime i encounter songs that are fucking accurate in each and every phrase and whatever the original sounds like, hearing this cover alone is enough for me to know you portrayed it really well and was able to deliver the lyrics exactly as the producer wanted it to be expressed.

[@hongli2631]

this is probably one of my favorite of your covers-- you uploaded this while i was studying abroad in china and going through a bit of a rough patch, and even now when i listen to it again i still feel all of the emotions you put into singing this. really well done on this, and looking forward to your next cover :)

[@TheBiohazard3179]

Oktavia your voice and music is amazing as always!!

[@HikaruHikariKage]

whelp I've never heard of this song until now, but now I'm totally obsessed this version (also all your other songs in general, wow your voice is incredible and you pick the neatest songs!)

[@theflaminghero458]

Why do u keep kicking me in the feels- btw awesome cover

[@revsuki]

this is so beautiful

[@viscount9625]

Tbh, out of alot of cover artist, your voice conveys so much more power and it adds a whole new kind of layer to this song

[@CrystalGlaze69]

After years, I still come back here.

[@SeerOfTime577]

Finding this song again after three years is such a blessing~

[@fallenheartbeat8743]

First you sing my favorite Maretu song, then a song that was originally sang by my favorite female vocaloid, then a song that I only wish I heard of sooner? You keep blessing me with all these wonderful gifts!

[@kurosugu9242]

Omg this is an amazing song!I love this!!!awesome!

[@karimitano4713]

This song made me cry but now you're voice I'm crying more.

[@2Eil]

Every high note was like a needle in the heart. Just excellent and beautiful.

[@spytimdaspy7193]

Amazing... just amazing

[@monochromedream-eatingbaku]

This song hits too close to home for comfort

[@motivationintensifies9558]

You're voice was perfect for this. It's amazing.

[@nyaaannn3981]

There was a time where I feared those I met would reject, Where I thought I’d best not speak, since I’d never connect I’d never find someone who thought my voice had use Not a soul foreseen opposite of the glass screen But soon my life turned into a shrine for useless words, “It’d be so nice to speak and know for sure someone heard. I’ll be alright, despite if someone gets hurt.” That I liked to vow, so then why did I let myself down? Right now, I know that if I go, nothing will change Yes, without delay the world will spin on either way “In that case, it’s okay” So I want to say, But I’m void of a voice for a phrase so fake I’m afraid, ‘cause I’d want to be missed, see, the sad truth is I’m just an outcast trying to pass for someone strong, Nothing but a coward with a hated person’s song As I write from my mind, all my wonders burst in colors Reaching out to be Say, for instance, that the role I hold could be reassigned My existence from a mold, just another design It would make sense if no one regrets or minds There’s no need to be if no one would miss me “Selfish”, they call it, but hope is so ambivalent It’s pointless to believe in something that can’t be achieved I’m not alone, I tried to swear, but now I wish I hadn’t dared ‘Cause now I see that fantasy cut clearly So, if you can hear me, will you say you’ll wait? Or hello, it’s pointless, but I’m asking all the same I’m aware no one’s there, or at least, still cares I can get and accept no one expects Much of me, I just want to know I’m more than a ghost Right now, I know that if I go, nothing will change Yes, without delay the world will spin on either way “In that case, it’s okay” God, I want to say, But I’m void of a voice for a phrase so fake I’m afraid, plain pathetic, ‘cause you see, the sad truth is I’m just an outcast trying to pass for someone strong, Nothing but a coward with a hated person’s song Come on, talk, go and mock, this time I won’t fight Cause I mean, I can’t be somebody else, right? As I cry from my mind, all my wonders burst in colors, Reaching out to be

[@chomp531]

And thus another song to add to my favourites.

[@Aleyna]

This sounds soo beautiful! ;u;

[@meowshmelo]

It makes me so happy to see that you're gaining subscribers more and more! :3 Awesome cover as always.~

[@vifurawa2715]

oo new cover i love it!

[@nezanic5571]

You did an amazing job. Don't sell yourself short

[@duvvang8664]

your vocals make me SPEECHLESS OH MY GODDDDDDDD

[@supergirlysofia3054]

Every song she sings is beautiful!!!

[@hon8359]

omg.... Are you kidding me?! THIS IS SO AMAZING TYSM FOR UPLOADING!!! ❤️

[@user-cp1lj3bn3b]

beautiful song

[@Mizutie]

Oh my god,this hit hard in the feels

[@asiaerwin2040]

i listen to this song when im feeling down. it really helps!

[@cryingtea9288]

Oktavia uploaded? My morning is already great!

[@cryingtea9288]

It's sad that I can relate to this song.

[@imfishingonmyds2997]

I LOVE THE THUMBNAIL AND THE SONG

[@mewtwaila]

beautiful!! i love yor voice so much! 😁😁❤❤ ive never heard this song before!its great!!!! :DDDDD

[@Vovi-Knight]

the emotion is strong in this one

[@user-rr9to2ul6n]

Ohmy god I'm here early and I want to write this before it's swept into the sea I love you AAAAA

[@jordanfirebomb4950]

Wow this hit me hard

[@SadKris]

I've been listening to this song for years, but it just feels different for some reason.

[@RoseDubs]

Oh my god you have such a beautiful voice

[@hubbabubba4818]

Just like amazing