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[@venusinconverse1763]

It's so weird to think that Mark has social anxiety because I've commented a couple of times on some of his other videos about how my favourite moments are when interacts with strangers at the bakeries or wherever. Those interactions always seem so organic and wholesome, so it's just wild to me that someone I perceived to be so effortlessly social actually suffers from social anxiety too

[@fjuvo]

I don’t think he has one. Or at least nothing severe. I have a friend who has social anxiety and she behaves way differently. I hope he doesn’t play it up for the video

[@jbt6007]

I think social anxiety can be triggered in certain situations. It doesn't surprise me that some people have social anxiety at the gym. Did you see the word trauma pop up on the screen. There is probably an association there?

[@dannysimion]

It’s always important to never judge a book by its cover. But at least you know now what he goes through. It’s a journey for everyone at a different time and place.

[@TheAbyssro]

@@fjuvo people with social anxiety are going to behave differently from each other because people are different. Some people do better in situations that others do worse. A quick monetary transaction with a greeting is going to feel different then a party setting where you are surrounded by strangers. This also depends on the person's mood at the time as well. there are many factors.

[@webs9934]

I feel Mark’s description of social anxiety is spot on. Like he said, it can come at times when you’re in a situation or environment where you feel like you don’t belong-feeling like everyone else is part of something and you’re not. I can say from experience that going to the gym can definitely bring up this kind of comparison-thinking, whereas talking to strangers on the street can feel much more like a mutual acknowledgement than a comparison. But everyone experiences social anxiety differently, so it might look very different in someone else.

[@Steve-lz1gt]

I have been watching you since high school (26 now) and this was such a classic feel-good video. I always look forward to when you post, its like a friend is in the room.

[@countgreg95]

I'm in the same boat :)

[@StevenSeven]

Your channel is one of the first I followed when I "discovered" YT about 10 years ago. I don't comment often, but I just want to say your honesty comes through in your videos. Your lack of fear in discussing difficult subjects keeps me coming back for more. I appreciate the work you do. Thank you.

[@c2f0g1a]

Mark, I LOVE the change in your content. You're more open and real with your feelings, about your prospects for dating, and just simply what's going on in your head when you find a guy hot. It's so refreshing. Also, sharing your struggles with social anxiety is so helpful. When you mentioned being in a room and feeling like you're the only one who doesn't belong is, I think, an experience that SO MANY of us know about having grown up gay and always feeling like we're the only one in the room who feels the way we do. Thanks for continuing to share your life with us.

[@jamescary3358]

Mark, I totally can relate with you. Always feel unwanted when I’m in a gym or a group social event. Sending ya hugs man!

[@glennbeck812]

I just want to thank you for talking about your social anxiety. I have always had a hard time understanding why I feel the way I do when going out or to a party where either I know people or know no one. The way that you explained the feeling hit the nail on the head and is really helping me understand my anxiety and explain to others what I am feeling and why I'm acting awkward or stand offish. Thank you!!

[@lighthouse66]

I’ve never actually called it social anxiety, but boy do I recognize the feeling of not belonging. In class, at work, in the gym, who are these people around me and why do they seem so …. like belonging to another universe. The interesting thing is that they don’t feel the same towards me. For them, I hardly exist, except in case someone happens to be in to some naughty stuff.

[@OnlyCocoMousse]

I subbed to you like 10 years ago. You were apart of my coming out journey haha and Ive stayed subbed to u and popped in on your videos here and there. Cudos for you for keeping your content really solid and YOU. Im glad u havent joined the darkside and made an OF for selling ur body.

[@AB-lw3gl]

I got anxiety halfway through the video fearing it might end too soon, kid you not. Got me smiling when I saw the 13min stamp

[@marty88ish]

“I can’t get all the muscles because my brain is broke” 😂 I can so relate

[@richardfabijancic4944]

The way you described social anxiety is the best way I have ever heard how mine social anxiety feels.

[@adventureswithjou6381]

It’s so weird to think that I’ve been watching your videos since I was in 5th grade and now I’m a senior (20 years old now) in college and I’m about to have my first child 😭. Time flies so fast and I’m glad to have spent these last 10 years with you 💕

[@mo.persian4265]

I literally connected to everything u said in this video from social anxiety as I'm dealing with it rn, to social media posts u mentioned, that r trending on IG n I'm like what on earth ah. Keep up the good work X

[@toms5996]

A hug from Finland every time you feel social anxiety - I know it too well myself.

[@toms5996]

I stopped following these 'hot guy' types ages ago on TikTok and on Insta since while nice to look at they can distort things, if that makes sense. E.g. you meet someone in your life that is nice, you see the 'everything' of that person. If you'd see that person on TikTok he might be super hot or not hot lol In any case these guys are not good for me. (I make an exception with you😉)

[@MarvinNeumannOfficial]

Hugs back from Germany ☺️

[@theaeskey2502]

Another day battling my social anxiety. Literally what I say to myself every day i wake up. 🤣

[@GrotrianSeiler]

Mark is one smooth operator...with great taste. Best videos. So grateful for all of his positive energy. Awesome.

[@crossbredlemon]

William is ALL OVER my FYP and im so grateful. I think the appeal is the almost dream-scape boy next door soft-boy vibe.. Most of the tiktoks feel like romantic flashbacks from some cheesy romantic drama where she's remembering her dead husband who's skinny but athletic and nonthreatening and radiates confidence without arrogance and who would've probably made a great dad if not for this really unexpected death that's led the protagonist to fear falling in love again. The guy from You fixes her by the end and they have white bed sheets.

[@Lugano89_MD]

Great video, Mark, thanks for sharing. Where can I get the recipe for the veggie burger? Looked delish! Cheers mate.

[@andreabatteast3736]

Your description of social anxiety hit the nail on the head! I thought I was the only one! This too shall pass... keep shining!

[@StanChris]

Can we all just agree how weird it was that the grocery store guy mentioned the Bald Eagle right after Mark just took photos of it?

[@alexshelton7229]

I was thinking that same thing!

[@ryang2315]

Ya know, also going through a breakup during the start of the pandemic era was a big onset to my social anxiety as well. For the longest time I was paranoid that every social interaction I had, people were judging me. So you are not alone.

[@Glostaboy70]

You said it, another day battling social anxiety. My family doesn't get it because they are all out going and I just stay away from it all. Friends invite me over their homes and I will take me all after noon to get myself the courage to go.

[@alexandercasillasauthor]

So relatable, especially for at the gym!

[@TamaMaehe]

My social anxiety is the same… My brain tells me, I don’t belong. It’s hard to push through. But people tell me I’m not being awkward & am very sociable. Some of the time the push works.Also… I just finished watching tiktok for the day but now I feel like I should watch more… then you show me cheese cake & a burger, what are you doing to me… Mark 😂

[@marcosromero3987]

I can relate to social anxiety so thank you for this video it cheered me up today

[@thedavidj1996]

Just wait until ep 3 and 4. You won’t stop crying 😭

[@MarkEMiller]

i'm all caught up... :( best cry ive had in a while

[@beautoxxbeautoxx]

1:15 it's a daily struggle if the same for me. Gym, Target...Costco...whatever,8m known to fill my shopping cart with what I need, get in line for self checkout, and then have this overwhelming shadow of those same feelings. Yah, i leave the cart, go home and order delivery. Headphones help,or taking a friend w/ me. Its exhausting sometimes. Love your vids man,keep it up ❤️

[@darcyandjer]

The vibes are always perfect here. ❤

[@StanChris]

The blue north face jacket is dope af. We need more Mark style hauls

[@MichaelCamilleri]

right!

[@Joel-mr6iy]

Mark. What is your shoes brand?

[@danepemberton136]

Agreed! Googling the jacket right now haha

[@brasilguy74]

I have been battling it for the past three years. It has gotten worse since Covid. It takes me right back to my childhood when I felt that I didn’t belong anywhere. 😖

[@jasonbristow]

So brave of you to write this down! You got this, Marcio! ❤️

[@brasilguy74]

@@jasonbristow Thank you! But I feel it's going in the opposite direction, and I am pushing myself to get professional help.🙏🏼❤️

[@jasonbristow]

@@brasilguy74 Yes, get help! That's a really reasonable path you're on. Call them now! You can do it! 😘😘

[@jasonbristow]

Like right now!

[@brasilguy74]

@@jasonbristow Something is holding me back, man. Kind of hard to explain what’s going on right now. 😟

[@darren4664]

Watching the Tik Tok crushing is so cute!

[@doug4018]

I feel you on needing the light. I get up before the sun is up and come home after it's down, and i'm noticing the longer days, which is exciting!

[@Ayyewassuphomie]

5:29 idk whhy but mark saying morning back is really comforting lol

[@TheGor800]

Love your post, Mark. Thank you so much for your wonderful content. Please keep it up! Happy Valentines Day

[@Jeffh206]

Mark I also have social anxiety however it’s slightly less than your anxiety. I agree it sucks sometimes.. but you’re looking great and I always enjoy watching your cotton. It always puts me in a good mood. I would not typically enjoy a burger like that, but you definitely have me intrigued. I could actually try something like that.

[@loveFFKamloops]

When I was younger I had lots of anxiety ! As I got older and learned not to give a f…k and learned not to listen to my inner sabatour ! Most of my anxieties are under control ! Not all gone! but manageable ❤️❤️❤️

[@jiacomoscaccia1040]

Glad I opened KZbin today! Haven’t watched in awhile but always leave your videos in a better mood! Been here since 2013, and happy to see you still thriving!

[@thiagopereira1646]

Mark is more attractive than the guy from Tik Tok for sure!

[@ramelep]

Mark doing what we all do to him 😂❤

[@tylerchampagne9524]

Mark: “if you suffer from social anxiety, hit that like button guys” Me: *smashes like button*

[@tasmanforsythevisuals]

Those orange shades just made that part of the video so much better!!! Brought out the creeper vibe 😂😂😂

[@Malfoy1594]

I used to be a circus performer Mark, so when I was 8-13 I would go to different schools WEEKLY as we toured. I felt so exposed & social anxiety has been part of me ever since... I would be a marketing tool for the circus to promote the show in schools while I would then perform two shows at night. I became a huge introvert yet my job was to be as outwardly extroverted as possible. I'm now 28 trying to deal with how fucked up my childhood was.

[@m.c.w.7350]

So the actual title of this video should have been “types of snacks I like” 😂

[@MarkEMiller]

haha

[@cuntrarianwhat7649]

Today's video reminded me of the first video I saw of Mark way back when and it put a really big smile on my face. Still as beautiful as ever inside and out!

[@hey_its_lilred2617]

I honestly would like to see a vlog about diabetics and how he would give his personal advice on what to eat, exercise routine/days, how to get the vitamins they need and how to cope with it. I unfortunately have been recently diagnosed with diabetes and I love Mark as a person and he’s very honest and open.

[@Viola_Gaymer]

11:46 ME - TOO!!! I don’t know what it is but I’m not mad about it at all! In fact, it’s been a nice change of pace for once in a very long time. I’ve been experiencing this since the turn of the new year, particularly the lunar one. Maybe it attributes to being a new year, or maybe it’s bc I just recently leveled up and starting a fresh slate of a new decade, but whatever it is, it’s time - it’s our time, Mark! LET’S GO!!!!

[@C5Cse7en]

thank you Mark you are an inspiration

[@rubyred93chev]

_Having lived in the mid-west(including Indianapolis during the early days of my military life), I totally get the sunshine metaphor comment. (Thankfully I've been in the desert southwest for more than thirty-five years, so the sun shines almost every single day of the year). Loved your rabbit patch on that cool 'cropped' top(and please, it looks like the muscle God is shining down upon you rewarding you for all that hard work in the gym)! You're incredibly congenial and personable, but after what the world has gone through the past three years, 'social anxiety' is real for many of us. Have to catch up on all your videos._

[@oldsouthpaw]

I know that feeling Mark, it's like everyone is plotting or conspiring against me!

[@poohbearny]

OMG talk about Mark being a thirst trap . Longer vids of that lol. Also it must be a lab thing about loving peanut butter and clearing every inch in the jar. My old lab use to clean them as clean as Olive does.

[@TedwardDrives]

absolutely love the apt setup. I need a place like that

[@jbt6007]

I'm with you boo. I do not like desserts that are too sweet! Need that balance. xo

[@belizeguy]

You are always inspirational. Then again, you are trendy, and innovative. You are doing well to discuss your life and how you are dealing with your own self. Really awesome video. thanks.

[@matjohn0925]

❤❤❤ this! Enjoying the happy face. Looking forward to more of it. 😊

[@redlady935]

4:47 I love your style here...the glasses with the fleece. Unlikely combo but it really works on you

[@dazedk0317]

Hey man. I def feel you on social anxiety, especially at the gym. Sometimes I power through it and sometimes I can’t, but I can only hope that I’ll improve. It’s the generational trauma buildup..

[@lokivision]

Social media creates social anxiety

[@teetertotter5787]

Dude. Your description of that social anxiety membrane is so much how it feels to me.

[@MarkEMiller]

I hope u bust through that shit TODAY!

[@jasonbristow]

@@MarkEMiller what a great concept and image of it! Thank you 😊😊

[@omni-archon4444]

I don't have social anxiety,I just hate human..... except for those with a pure heart and a sense of humor

[@anthonyespinoza2734]

When an eagle appears, you are on notice to be courageous and stretch your limits. Do not accept the status quo, but rather reach higher and become more than you believe you are capable of. Look at things from a new, higher perspective. Be patient with the present; know that the future holds possibilities that you may not yet be able to see. You are about to take flight. I believe that the universe sends us animals as a message. Miss seeing your content mark :) I believe I have like 6 years not commenting on your videos. I know I missed a lot but will definitely be seeing more 👌🏽

[@mikeparrett5424]

Glad your feeling better we all get the winter blues in are part of the country spring will be here before long saw three flocks of geese flying north enjoy your videos.

[@gnparticle]

those tinted glasses look really good! Warby Parker?

[@artiomboy]

My big dream is to interview Mark. My comfort zone videos!

[@DidrickNamtvedt]

I am an introvert that struggles with social anxiety too so I know just how you feel! I prefer to be in my own company most of the time but there are of course things that happen on any given day that make me have to leave the house lol and interact with people. And I do experience that people are nice to me and that my fears are completely ridiculous when I do conversate with strangers but the anxiety is still always there and whenever I'm at parties and other social events, I do my best to have a good time but there's always this part of me that can't wait to go home and unwind and enjoy solitary bliss haha! And it's so true about Tiktok being the place where all the hot guys are at, I have so many shirtless guy videos saved in my favorites on there, I've lost count now haha! :)

[@davebarrett33]

I understand your beginning comment completely.

[@dclavijo91]

Have you been to Amelia’s in Indy? They have some of my favorite baked goods!

[@mmrjmusic142]

William reminds me of Chase Stobbe

[@aaronmolo2595]

Mark, where did you get that blue jacket??

[@MarkEMiller]

Yo Aaron - north face !

[@justinsiegfried188]

I’m vegetarian and trying to be more active. Do you think you could do a video where you just cook your meals and how you ensure you get all of your protein?

[@lukeprosser1266]

Love this DUUUDE ❤ And his videos.

[@Sirrahlala]

He could cut glass with those bad boys.

[@Matty__Matt]

Nobody gonna talk about him watching "H3 After Dark" 12:21 lol

[@jeangenie1240]

I suffer with anxiety anxiety - the sort that makes you feel a constant feeling of foreboding, and intense tummy butterflies. It wears me out.

[@TheCosmicTravelsofSkylar]

Being BiPolar, I too have social anxiety. I do not do well in crowded situations. It just causes me too much anxiety. I wish you the best! Possibly therapy and or medication would be of assistance to you. It has helped me tremendously, even though I still struggle in social situations.

[@2010541]

You and Olive are at least as intriguing as Billy and his girlfriend. Stay well and have a anxiety free week.👍👍👍❤️

[@medicengalo]

not mark shooting his shot

[@kewlguycanada]

wow, I constantly struggle with the exact same social anxiety where I feel I don't fit in and everyone around me is in on some secret about me. Crazy!!!

[@ejvigil8281]

it is your time to be happy :)

[@IoIocaust]

Im not vegam or vegetarian, but I tried burgers made from chikpeas and they were awesome, also almost same protein content as meat. Cara Lee's Nut burgers are also good

[@benjamintocchi7909]

Fresh Market is no joke...that place has some great food. Mark, you know how to eat!

[@jamieornelas555]

Thanks for the advice! My blackbean burgers are a little mushy

[@josephhapp9]

Very sensitive people feel the sunny times. Being healthy takes it to a higher state of sensitive. Love you from Western Australia. Be Alive and in the Sun.

[@kevinwlehman]

Do a video about your plant based diet!!!

[@samivayajd]

fun fact, the screech noise you used for the eagle is actually a hawk cry. Eagles don't screech, they have more of a whistle sound.

[@cheesecrackers2674]

another great vid mark!

[@DevynWilliams]

Earllyyy! Hey Mark ☺️☺️

[@prmgr0767able]

I have been dealing with it all of my life- and I can be your grandfather, Mark. It can be rough, but you WILL survive it- I did... 😁

[@mikedemarchelier9090]

If you liked the first episode of The Last of Us, wait until you see episode 3! Beautifully written, acted and directed! Also, if you find people are looking at you, or are not naturally drawn to you, it’s not because you’re hideous or anything! Some are probably intimidated because you’re holding a camera more often than not. You are enough! Live your life and be the best Mark you can be, the Mark YOU love! And then if you’re lucky you’ll find a beautiful guy who’s gonna love THAT Mark too! Happy Valentine’s Day, Handsome! 😘

[@robpelarde4734]

Ep.3 was awesome!

[@JamaicanFlava]

Episode 5 almost had me in tears.

[@philjon]

So weird I just seen this and it was posted two weeks ago? Wth KZbin! I’m subscribed just figured you haven’t posted in a while

[@sebastianpino__]

what camera are you using? i love the quality of the videos lately

[@anthonyxdaniel2218]

Mark you need to cook for me sometime. I'm in Indy and those burgies look delicious!! Hahah. Good vid bro!

[@magnum2424kc]

Hey Mark, I was over giving you a like and it came to me that I have not really committed on your videos. Thanks bro before I say more. I am a lifer here on your channel. I remember back a minute, you and ( E ) hadn't been partners all so long. The days in college, the summers at the family lake house,, when you got Ali ( Im sorry. I butchered her name ) such a sweet girl, she many road trips , such a sweet girl. Oh yeah the Jeep was so you too. Thank you for this amazing Journey. I took in the morning coffee. You have inspired me so much. Damn I wish we were neighbors, you are such a good guy, and you host such an amazing😮 bond with your friends. Again thanks😮 for that smile, it lights up my day. Later bro.

[@muchadrama]

I have being debating about get AG1, but I just stop taking strong antibiotics for 4 months. I know my gut bacteria needs help, so I am going to go ahead and try it for a month! Thanks for the Code Mark! 😘😘😁😁

[@hlsilets7640]

MARK E MILLER: LOVED THE VLOG!! I SEE FROM YOUR TIK TOK "CRUSH" THAT YOU DEFINITELY HAVE A "TYPE" -- TALL SKINNY TWINK WHO IS HAIRLESS (EXCEPT ON HIS HEAD) WITH SOME MUSCLE 💪 DEFINITION. I GUESS WE ALL GRAVITATE TO CERTAIN "TYPES" IN THE END. HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY FROM A VIEWER IN CHICAGO!! ♥ 💘

[@billyflood2430]

Ohhh that’s the guy who started cooking and feels like silence of the lamb vibes 😂😂😂😂

[@Polacoimigrant]

didn't know he set his insta to private. I've been following him for a while

[@kyjimbo511]

I do not suffer from social anxiety, I just don't like people.

[@petrolotommaso]

can you tell us what sunglasses are you wearing??? the orange ones are soooo cool

[@bmxboyzac]

That was a pretty dope video I almost think everybody has social anxiety when I’m at the gym I definitely have it. But then I have people come up to me and tell me literally to my face that I give them anxiety what am I supposed to do with that😢

[@nikkilogan7726]

We love you Mark no matter what 💖💖💖✨✨