Sense of Self-Value ft. xQc | Dr. K Interviews

[@HealthyGamerGG]

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[@Lachlanrocca]

Hey Doc, If it's ever possible, or you get the time to consider, could you please try to get your interactions into podcast form. I'm always so intrigued by your point of view and would love to have you in my ears on the go. If it helps, I have an audio engineering background and would be able to do all the work for you as a donation for the work you do for us as viewers. I seruously appreciate you Dr. K

[@panicsprey4403]

Doc I'm listening to this in the background and I want to give my input. When trying to focus on something for me I notice that if I have 90% attention in one place the 10% can steal the focus. So what you mention is very true.

[@RanikRipDsy]

My eyes hurting, the WHITE is too much! Please balance it next time , thank you

[@jman9628]

You should reach out to wingsofredemption. He could use some self motivation with his life. This is a great video!

[@kurniaputra3726]

Its nice listening to xqc talking seriously about his thoughts and his feelings without hearing attention seeking spamming donos.

xqc want to hear those dono tbh if he hates does he could have mute tts

[@TeofilWhite]

@ You are delusional, he does not want to hear them but since it is a constant flow of free cash he puts up with it. Also, before you say that he is rich enough to be able to have it turnd off you must understand x is a grinder, for him every little bit counts and he gets enjoyment from the gain.

[@oozy1333]

@@TeofilWhite who wouldn't get enjoyment from the gain

[@fictionmyth]

I don't have schizophrenia but listening to XQC's TTS must be similar. I can't concentrate on anything when I have his stream open 77777777777777777777777777 OMEGALUL SEVEN SEVEN SEVEN Goddamn, I don't see how he hasn't added a text limit to that thing or an auto skip feature or some shit. It would make me crazy.

[@PrestonCardi]

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[@haneul8057]

20:37 When he talked about wanting to shave off viewers while he was playing badly, this clear image came into my mind of him picking McCree, inverting the video output horizontally, maxing out the color saturation, switching to the bad quality mic, cranking up the volume and adding deafening amounts of reverb. I guess some people did leave in those moments of tilt as that shit was almost unwatchable, but I would stay and laugh my ass off every time. Pepega Clap.

[@spaceowl9246]

so fucking true holy shit. wouldn't have thought that this shit is so deep.

[@lunarluxe9832]

Very insightful

[@felix5100]

Haneul this is exactly what I imagined

[@sippin1877]

Haneul that was so funny

[@rasenpapi5653]

I remember that. It had me fucking dying

[@alex-wp1oo]

dr. K ‘you ARE a thousand dollar bike’ félix: ‘pog’

[@rics0474]

Where is this in the video?

[@alex-wp1oo]

R1CS0 1:15:38

[@yewstew8312]

It was a small little pog

[@like200_dads]

777th like pog

[@arnaudbaetens1732]

i read this before he said it and i thougth it was a joke hahaha

[@vvlettish8221]

Everyone: Felix is actually very smart Dr. K: sit up straight Felix: 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥𝘴 𝘶𝘱

[@НиколайКранга]

-Sit straight -What does it mean????

[@zackeekcaz]

@@НиколайКранга It's when you sit with good posture

[@НиколайКранга]

@@zackeekcaz ya man I know, I just laughed about that thing, when drk said "we could do something standing", and then clarified that he asked our lovely pepega to SIT still And then, when xqc wouldn't understand, that dr meant him to sit "straight"

[@НиколайКранга]

@@zackeekcaz ah shit my english is bad ffs I just mean, later xqc asked numerous times "what does it mean?", like sitting straight If that makes sense lawl

[@coolguy4402]

When does this happen

[@xxtentagato8692]

As a wise man once said: Jam a man of fortune and J must seek my fortune. Henry Averys, 1994.

[@sjuvanet]

Nacho C deep...

[@AveoMB]

Must be a rich guy who said that.

[@JannesDragon]

@@AveoMB Multi Millionare LULW

[@JM-vz6ok]

I was eating when I read this, and blew chunks all over my keyboard. I've just spent a good 15 minutes cleaning up, thank you for this laugh

[@namename-xn3de]

The fucking 1994 thing makes it so much funnier, it makes the text so much less whimsical for some reason

[@joemmm867]

2 hours of xqc trying not to open up ms paint and show what he means

[@SentinelRoboguard]

PeppersprayLaugh

[@jseidl21]

PepeLaugh

[@smmshoe]

quality comment

[@lunarluxe9832]

When he was talking about having a drawing or image in his head thats exactly what i thought about

[@justinkonyong6009]

GOOD ONE LULW

[@Blokonomicon]

feel like the language barrier stopped xqc from expressing his true thoughts at some points. still nice to see him do this and be open-minded about it edit: hope you all have a lovely day :)

[@chasny4588]

I think that Felix often express thoughts more emotionally and real because of that

[@Boboliciouus]

Yeah I think it's a bit of language barrier but a lot of his alexithymia that's preventing him from opening up... I was pleasantly suprised to see that he was aware of all the systems he has created within himself and that he could explain them pretty decently!

[@Blokonomicon]

@Timemaster f i watched it live :)

[@kinglucky6594]

@Timemaster f all of these videos are taken place live on twitch, this one happened yesterday

[@sparkkoo0]

@@kinglucky6594 i'm guessing he didnt really remember that this is streamed on twitch aswell

[@95mustafa]

It's scary how much stuff is in common between these streamers, that isn't visible to the naked eye until examined at a closer look. We have seen small glimpses of what Felix has going on in his life, but the way he lives and the way he believes he's perceived and his mental state makes me feel thankful that we have someone like Dr K who is helping these streamers open up a little.

[@kiyoku_]

@Repanocho This talk happened yesterday on twitch, so a bunch of us already watched it live. Pretty sure all the stuff from this channel just catalogs talks/highlights from the stream.

[@EsotericAmbience]

a lot of people feel like this, not only streamers.

[@croatiaboy11]

@@kiyoku_ this is the full talk, but no twitch chat :(

[@xstoofpeer]

@AL-simcul people can only learn that money doesnt make you happy, once they have money.

[@wowandrss]

That's because at the end of the way we're all humans, as much as some people would like to pretend they're completely unique. There's a lot of overlap with people in general.

[@baileyskates]

Dude Dr.k is killing it. Never thought i'd see him talking to my boy XQC.

[@ioakimantonis4687]

@@lilsquidward2266 are u ok

[@danzcu9987]

That story about Felix's dad disregarding his excitement about those subs made me really sad.

[@arrtttuurri]

I actually teared up. Thinking about his excitement and the sudden denial by his dad hurts.

[@MajorasLullaby]

Lol gay

[@lemonzest_]

@@MajorasLullaby no u

[@zionsimanian9310]

Dunkey Kung beta male thinks acting tough on the internet will make him get laid

[@xelloskaczor5051]

I still remember Felix laughing at a clip he watched from some reaction andy compilation, where a kid go "mom i have 400 subscribers on youtube" and she goes "who the fuck cares"

[@ozziew007]

This was so chill. Normally whenever I'm watching pvc there is music blasting and 20k people spamming big schnozer LULW in chat.

[@jseidl21]

TRUE LULW

[@juicer3344]

Johannes you’re in a comment section of a video involving a well known twitch streamer, expect it.

[@juicer3344]

Johannes trying to provoke a reaction? Don’t you have anything else better to do with your time?

[@therrogue1193]

@Johannes malding over pixels LULW

[@atlas1325]

@Johannes You're linking subreddits on a video that has nothing to do with Reddit. Quite hypocritical aren't you?

[@TheAsianBoyD]

The Crossover I thought I'd never see

[@DizzyArt]

Owl LIT CROSSOVER 😂🔥🔥🔥

[@pletter64]

@uraharasama1 It's PEEEEEWDIPIE

[@agav2345]

As soon as i heard of Dr K i was like let our boy xqc go on it , because i worried about his mental state for whatever reason

[@leonardooal]

SuDzY Ayy Wait does xQc has a mental illness?

[@agav2345]

@@leonardooal No

[@itsjustbeny]

First time hearing him talk normally

[@suides4810]

Bence Szabó i didnt know that was a possibility

[@deaddead698]

I was scared

[@mikjames7852]

wdym? he talks like thhis all of them time

[@rogue7330]

Mik james I think he mean so calm like

[@akalion213]

Watch his interview with reckful

[@Tom-101]

I really hope he comes on again, I think doing this a few times could really help him because anyone who is a big fan can tell he's got some stuff under the hood that would be good to work through. Loved this talk, was really good.

[@TheGamingMusketeer]

People forget streamers can put on fronts just as much as anyone else in the world. People get so used to the persona they put on that they forget when they’re off camera they go through the same things we all go through. It reminds me of Etika and how he had all these issues under the hood and he was just a hype a guy as felix. I hope this opens peoples eyes that there’s more to the person than just what they see.

[@Tom-101]

@@TheGamingMusketeer Damn man, I love Etika a lot and think about him all the time. His tragic end is one of the things that led me to discover xQc in the first place, as I feel they have a similar vibe of being super hyped at times and heartfelt at others which I haven't been able to find anywhere else. Not saying Felix is anywhere close to going in Desmond's direction, but it still makes me feel a bit better that he's talked to Dr. K at least once in order to understand what he's going through better. It's a shame that Dr. K wasn't around before Etika started on his downwards descent, but in the end you need to want to be helped in order to be helped and he refused it, evenly actively opposed it at every opportunity. Rest in peace.

[@Tom-101]

@alt acct Adept seems to help him a lot so that's good

[@GLITCHER248]

@@Tom-101 😞

[@felix5100]

I WATCH XQC ONLY FOR FELIX HIMSELF. I DONT CARE WETHER HES REACTING TO JUBILEE VIDEOS, PLAYING TOTALLOCKDOWM OR ANYTHING ELSE. I WILL WATCH YOU ALWAYS XQC, XQCL. I ENJOYED MY STAY.

[@4TPV1]

totalletdown pog

[@sippin1877]

IG:Ftp.v1 DONT forget Hunters arena legends absolute pog of a game

[@Moroshiin]

POOGERS

[@masonharris6648]

Beautiful

[@KandiKisses101]

It's sad to hear donos say things like this, and come to find out, it doesn't seem to sink in for him. :(

[@michaels5809]

Xqc if you’re reading this,I watch because I enjoy you and your personality.Your recent streams have been games I would never play myself or watch anyone else play tbh but because you’re playing them and making them fun I enjoy it.Thank you man.

[@zhu847]

He would be happy if he has seen this. Hope someday.. Someday

[@AS3R1US]

@@D0G5Coolpat11 OH NO NO FF7 PepeLaugh

[@ShadowWafflesss]

wholesome comment FeelsOkayMan

[@michaels5809]

Henri Puusep geometry dash lul

[@BurnerTurner]

For sure man I dont talk in chat ever but xqc always cracks me tf up😂

[@ivox.]

Damn this isn't xQc... It's Felix edit: To clarify: I don't think he puts on a persona but I do think that when he streams he is very focused on trying to do everything at once, read chat, play the game, react to dono's and it can end up being very chaotic. I also think the reason he sometimes trys to talk so fast on stream that nobody can understand him is that as he said im this interview he hates wasting people's time so he wants to get his thoughts out as quickly as possible and constantly wants to deliver content and entertainment. But here in this interview we see a very different side of him, he talks slow and collected, takes time to think how he wants to word stuff, he really listens to what Dr. K says and trys his best to give a good answer that Dr. K can work with etc. I honestly think this is the first time I have seen him like this. That's why I commented that. It feels like what we see here is not xQc with 50k viewers trying to make everyone happy, and do everything at once as fast and efficient as possible... this is just Felix having a relaxed conversation with Dr. K and I think it's really cool to see.

[@34bully]

k

[@itsiman3650]

MonkaS

[@marvox4520]

Fewix

[@fernandocarlegenda8513]

I-I-I-IT ISN'T FELIX... I-I-I-I-IT'S THE FAM-M-M-OUS E-E-E-EL GOBLINO!

[@sammmmeh]

ITS THE CLONE

[@alanbythegallon]

This was such a nice stream. I always saw xQc talk about how when he died in a difficult part of a game, he always wanted to switch games because its not content if he dies. In reality, we enjoy him because of him not because of the games he plays. Seeing Dr K talk to Felix was so nice.

[@traze2963]

Rule U Out ya it’s not that we care about him getting a perfect dark souls run no deaths it’s that we just want to watch him for him

[@lion-o848]

xqc is weirdchamp and his community is just trash.

[@AP-ui7db]

Sun Gokoo No u

[@alanbythegallon]

@@lion-o848 that's mainly due to his streams being different from other streamers. Compared to other streamers and their communities, they're far from being close to what xqc had built. Yes, xqc and his community is mainly shitposting, that had given him success; however, that shitposting is mainly coming form xqc. Xqc allows for that as his personality to also show. That's the same reason to why other streamers have the joy emote on their channel aswell such as: Greek, Pokimane, Forsen, etc... And for other streamers like Mizkif to make fun of xqc and his community. To make fun of what he's doing that's giving him success. Sure, all the shit donations that come from his viewers and the chaotic behavior of xqc himself makes themselves seem like trash. But that's what go him to be among the top streamers on the platform. He's viewers are there everyday for him. The only reason he get's this dislike of him is from the youtube videos and top lsf clips of him, but thats only a fraction of who he truly is. I've known about him since 2018 for a winston play and only been watching him since the beginning of October of 2019 so you can call me a new frog. However, i've stayed to watch his streams longer than any other stream on the platform. The only times i've watched other streamers is when he's offline or banned. He's consistent with the work that's able to make his viewers stay for him. I watch until the end of every stream to enjoy my stay.

[@dovydas1900]

@@alanbythegallon Very well said

[@GaeFootballClub]

i feel bad watching an xqc stream cause literally everyone is just making fun of him and i dont think thats a healthy thing no matter how thick you think your skin is

[@Rylopero]

They dont always make fun of him. They also pog and emote spam depending on what's going on. Chat is like an annoying little sibling. They can say some hurtful shit, but they can also make you laugh sometimes

[@brunobucciarati7195]

Yeah i agree tbh

[@Ruby-eq1qg]

I remember how they used to make comment abt his nose and he would genuinely bothered. Idk if he was but i remember sometimes it looked like chat bothered him. It's funny that you mention the little sibling thing because this kinda of seems like this thing called parasocial interaction where fans of some famous figure will develop the idea that they are almost friends so they're comfortable doing certain shit which can include teasing that goes too far and arguably excessive praising. It's out of viewers' love for him but its not really healthy and it could not even be that but just some food for thought i guess

[@sibel535]

@@Ruby-eq1qg yeah i feel like chat can go too far as if they know felix like that. ofc it’s all meme kekw but sometimes people convince themselves it’s okay bc” it’s felix” acting like they r friends.

[@sperinthalakkat9831]

While it is mostly fun and making jokes, chat can be really genuinely hurtful sometimes. It's sad sometimes. :(

[@BaylyBennett]

"i just need a second to think about how much i should engage your mind." man is on a different plane of thought for sure

[@THEBACKROOMSEXPLORER7]

Bayly Bennett yeah bro

[@Quince477]

5Head

[@yes0r787]

The Hero we need.

[@SoulTransient]

Psychology is one hell of a drug

[@UnusAnnus3]

Man is playing 5d chess

[@beanie5851]

I’ve seen this guy (Dr.K) on twitch clips and stuff and I never liked the idea of it to be honest with you. Something about talking about this stuff on stream rubbed me the wrong way but I see now I was wrong. This interview was fucking amazing. Not only did we get an insight into parts of XQC we didn’t have any idea existed, but I learned some things about myself and my own life. This was really amazing.

[@APBT3chnoM0nkey]

I had the same, the concept of it sounds really strange and too good to be true, but Dr K is just such a genuine person.

[@Vincisomething]

Were those the out of context clips lol

[@ljcemeterygates]

The man doesn't understand why anyone would watch him unless he's the best gamer available to watch. He doesn't like that people would want to watch him for any other reason, he doesn't grasp any other value in himself. That is so insightful into his character, since he's someone so often perceived as being egotistical and narcissistic.

[@levisamom5069]

Yeah often times the output of ego is to hide the lack of self worth inside... I've been there too... I've done that...often times as just a joke amongst friend like I'm playing this narsacistic persona of myself but it's also not all jokes... there's also a sense of insecurity in there

[@hannahmary6023]

Xqc needs a hug

[@essayedgar]

This was genuinely amazing to watch for a lot of different reasons as an xQc fan but around 2:03:08 when your daughter came in I just lost it, reminded me so much about the guy in the news who had the exact same thing (x100) happen to him

[@user-vs4yc9kh3g]

i think you mean this right LULW kzbin.info/www/bejne/g5mXl2x3jrd2kLs

[@essayedgar]

@@user-vs4yc9kh3g yeah exactly what I meant LULW

[@keen6080]

Dr. K - “You are a $1,000 bike!” Felix - “Pog.”

[@xelloskaczor5051]

Instantly illustrating dr's other point about not feeling the emotions just stating them. Twitch probably has done much harm to as many people as it helped if not more. You arent happy. You pogging. With picture added right there for you. We need to cage FrankerZ (or whoever) before he becomes a supervillain.

[@_burd.]

Where's timestamp andy when you need em EDIT: 6 months later and still no timestamp Sadge

[@Peam985]

@@_burd. 1:15:43

[@svenvdv2880]

@@_burd. he has arrived Pog

[@lanehale5669]

"If I can't admit my defeats, I can't claim all my victories." - Félix "xQc" Lengyel, At the end of the day he's a human too and it's cool to see this other side of him

[@zacloud9672]

Pls Explain to me what this means. It sounds cool so i wanna understand the meaning behind it.

[@eliaschainriffo5056]

The result is irelevant because the effort was there

[@bentleyhuang93144]

@@eliaschainriffo5056 I disagree. Hard work is ego

[@eliaschainriffo5056]

@@bentleyhuang93144 bro i just said that as a joke , xqc said that in a clip its very funny btw when he tried to use a tie

[@bentleyhuang93144]

@@eliaschainriffo5056 r/woosh

[@HumansOfVR]

It's kinda weird to say, but the reason I like famous KZbinrs more than other types of famous people is that they're usually much more open & vulnerable with their audience *_I actually feel a sense of connection instead of just idolizing them like famous movie stars_*

[@7ngel]

That’s bc most movie stars especially in Hollywood are fake bc they’re keeping up this persona to get movie roles

[@fabled.]

You are breathtaking

[@otteris4323]

@Socrates Yep. Parasocial Relationships is what this is called. Very interesting stuff

[@veryfinan5187]

Life Progress - a community for introverts parasocial relationships are dangerous

[@Overphased]

So one is selling you entertainment and nothing else, the other is selling you entertainment and a fake bond. I wonder which one is worse. The problem is with you seeking out parasocial relationships

[@jixster1566]

1:35:17 so genius how Dr K take's felix's unexpected answer and uses that to bring it back to his point: he needs to recalibrate his value and meet felix in the middle, just like what needs to happen with felix and his dad.

[@rep-vile]

Dr. K should really consider interviewing El Goblino next, I think there's a lot he can discover through that rabbit hole...

[@xxevilellisonxx]

Fuck you 4WeirdW

[@cuffmeincorporated]

but he's banned so where would dr k stream?

[@requix11]

monkaW

[@zax9284]

El goblino MEGALUL

[@felxpog7750]

@@xxevilellisonxx wtf is wrong with you

[@Logan-yy8kb]

I wish this guy was around before Etika left us

[@ZeldaFan0o0]

same

[@deadmanperipherals]

tbh I agree

[@LordFartamor]

man...

[@Crucial47]

That conversation would have been amazing

[@iphgfqweio]

Yeah, sure he could've helped him like he helped Reckful

[@danskyder1564]

Really impressive to hear XQC open up and talk so honestly about himself

[@potatolo4134]

Ok, this might sound crazy but I feel like the reason why Felix doesn't feel like he deserves something could stem from that one skating sponsorship when he was younger that he won and all the kids at the skate park were mad at him because they feel like he didn't deserve it since he wasn't the best skater there and got sort of bullied because of it. I don't remember that story time too well so sorry if it isn't correct and Idk if that's a direct cause but I think it could be a contributing factor

[@alyx669]

Yeah, a lot of peoples issues come from experiences that occurred during their childhood. A lot of the time they don't even realise it.

[@stickmanreaper4628]

Is interesting how humans like to humiliate those who are better, some go as far as killing someone because they stole the oportunity they seek because that person is better, like, kids are the best example, they ridicule and bully those who are better at something than them so they get rid of their frustration that they're not as good by making the other one feel bad about it which is one of the most disgusting things to do to someone

[@manuelsousa]

Stickman Reaper It also happens when you’re the best at something for a long time and then you fail a little thing and everyone starts laughing. Kids are the best example of those behaviors and usually it’s due to parents not knowing how to parenting, and make them learn what is to work in group.

[@stickmanreaper4628]

@@manuelsousa Yeah, personally though, me, my brothers and friends laugh at each other when someone is better than us at something and we beat em once, is something we do for fun so it can also be a funny thing to do when you compete with others, but the main difference between what me and my friends are doing is that we have fun laughing at each othere like some dumbasses unlike people you barely know who can't wait to laugh in your face when you do a tiny mistake

[@manuelsousa]

Stickman Reaper yeah, that’s good. Competitive spirit is always good, but for instance I had a colleague in my class in middle school who aced everything and the few times she would fail, people would make jokes. Most of the people who made jokes were average students too, so seems she got the last laugh on that. But yeah kids can often be idiots, but if their parents or family gives them the proper education and environment, it’s less probable something like that happen

[@edwardseverinsen5598]

I've never played a single match of Overwatch in my life and couldn't give a shit about the game. No offense. I 100% watch his stream for him. He is one of if not the funniest Twitch streamer on the platform. He is genuinely a funny, entertaining, charismatic person and seems like a good dude. It actually boggles my mind he thinks people only watch him for gameplay? That's sad. Have more confidence in yourself man. You're awesome.

[@vivi-fe5rj]

I think this is the longest period I've seen Felix stream without slamming his desk.

[@sp1602]

Fewix can go for an hour without farting.

[@JXMTL]

@@sp1602 Kapp sure

[@eyeden819]

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[@genericusername4206]

@@JXMTL hyperdanielsvideogaming

[@palerider6025]

1:32:11 “he needs to judge you for who YOU are, not who he expects you to be" that hit me like a rock

[@yes0r787]

Imma take that home

[@mikahong]

Same hit me harder than my parents hit me

[@xilly7557]

What a guy, kudos to Felix for being so vulnerable in front of so many people. Much love!

[@Duenschissdoktor]

Every Interview: Dr.K: "Does that make sense?" Streamer: "Yes" (no)

[@dood6647]

The way I see in that is they understand what they are saying but processing it is difficult because it is opening up something in the thinking process. Such as relating what he knows to it and trying to understand it more in depth which isn't "normal" so it requires some time to figure out so that is when the no comes into play. I could be wrong but I noticed he likes to take in more information to process.

[@Duenschissdoktor]

@@dood6647 I don't understand many things either

[@dood6647]

@@Duenschissdoktor live life to learn and pursue happiness.

[@JacobyVisitMe]

@@dood6647 idk if pursuing happiness is a good way to put it. more like enjoy the present moment for what it is. if u persue happiness your saying that you dont already have it but the reality is that is already within you. dont chase happiness, be it.

[@juicejooos]

@@JacobyVisitMe Exactly how Dr.K would respond, ironically.

[@Andreas-pk9el]

Dr. K: So how are you feeling? Felix: The zing is like the boom to stay in the zone!

[@escapefromtibet2530]

True 5Head

[@smmshoe]

lololo

[@_HaiLo_]

*True*

[@hasea0295]

Dr K.: Ok felix can you sit up straight for a second Felix. "Begins to stand" Dr K.: You know well just run with it.

[@gunsp0t]

Classic mr cow LUL

[@mybossismybaby728]

I have been considering going to see a professional for my problems but I am kinda scared/don't want to but Dr. K is making it seem less formal to me. Really making me consider it❤️

[@Dave-wt9cl]

do it nigga

[@Akahugooo]

I've been watching this video since it came out and I personally relate to Felix saying how he felt accomplish for reaching 212 subs on Christmas and saying how his father shut him down. Happened to me as well, I felt like I did something good in my life and told my dad about it and just shut me down and made me feel like shit. I still think about what my dad said to me to this day because hearing something like that from your parents hurts. So I applaud Felix for talking on stream about this. Good shit Felix.

[@teddyscribner4742]

1:49:34 Dr K: "Sit up straight" xQc: *stands up*

[@derbistheeternal2947]

lmao

[@Calaman228]

LUL

[@s3v3n3]

Felix*

[@agenzmain6146]

Teddy Scribner thats our pepega afterall . XqcL

[@yoitsmekey6512]

Pepega Clap

[@jbark678]

4:00 Very well articulated on Dr. K's part. I feel like Felix was thinking from a "content" perspective, almost like he didn't want to inconvenience Dr. K by potentially making his stream less interesting.

[@SETHthegodofchaos]

I think it goes more in the same idea and direction of "not wasting other peoples time". There is already some sense of self-devalueing going on that he might not be interesting on his own, thus wasting peoples time with stuff they already know. But Dr. K summed it up quite well. Besides emotions and reactions of each individual, we can understand the concepts but people are still different and exploring that might lead to new, more subtle concepts.

[@serikbop]

"There have to be people who are better at Overwatch than you. Right?" ... "Yeah..."

[@Doggof2p]

xD

[@blu3b4by49]

"yeah, right now yeah" OMEGALUL this guy

[@lightclaus42]

middle right busta PepeLaugh

[@cerreta752]

PepeLaugh he WAS the best MR busta PepeLaugh

[@andreistoica8142]

Of course he can barely aim so that is why he was playing the ape:)) Winston:)))

[@Lagger-HD]

I believe from the way he makes statements about not "deserving" others views. He had a strange relationship with authority in youth, maybe that is too "scripted", but he clearly does see others as more accomplished, and truly does not like that people like him, because he is unsure how to love himself, and may even become violent when he is doing bad at videogames because it is so deeply/subconsciously rooted that other people are better than him for some reason. He has actual mental triggers when he loses. He has an addiction to his ego, but may be an emotional person. His being says, get off the camera, work on that man, If he does other things that don't have people watching and that won't feed his ego he feels his ego has a problem attaching itself to the flow of his affairs later on. When he mentioned that he does not feel he is interesting it felt to me that was a tell tale giveaway that he was neglected as a child. I felt the same way as I was growing up, and looking at my life in retrospect I have imbalances that played hand in and with my neglect of attention in childhood. This is a community of people (mainly young) that put themselves out there so people will see them... That is the mindset of a lonely boy or girl who grows up and feels the pressure of being seen, because an authority figure never gave them the time of day. I think that that is one big causal link that streamers/youtubers have as far as mental well being goes. It is young people who constantly seek attention. Do you think that if their parents taught them value and raised them understanding that they deserve to be happy without other people saying so. that they would constantly seek attention or be chasing clout or making asses of themself? I would hope not... These are a generation of sad people who want to share their smiles with people and be the best so they don't feel hurt or emptiness. They are then confused about why their great success is so confusing day to day, when truly their desires come, typically, from a very innocent place.

[@lunatic2178]

I'd like to think that childhood trauma affects ppl differently, maybe it wasnt his parents that neglected maybe it was his friends or some ppl he looked up to. I've had a couple friends open up to me about abuse and being neglected by their parents. I had a friend that told me that his parents were always on the road and they never gave him attention even when they were home. He would slap my neck sometimes when I'd be on my phone and do ridiculous things to get other ppls attention, even in the middle of class. And theres also in the case of me and my other friend who was abused the same way I was abused and while he became more shy I became an asshole and started to not to be as nice as i should've been which also made me more of a bold person

[@Lagger-HD]

@@lunatic2178I relate with that story fairly well, but my friends parent's were there, just ass holes.I wrote this comment 20 minutes in, but then continued to skip around in the interview and listen to sections, and over an hour in the doctor and Felix come the conclusion that it is most likely tied to his lack of intrinsic value, due to the conditional love his father gave him, and the fact that his family never accepted his accomplishments. He has a subconscious rooting that if he isn't on the rise and winning repeatedly, it means he really isn't successful and then he feels inadequate and gets upset, because his worth is tied to proving himself to his father instead of realizing that value comes from within.

[@codeman3639]

Wish I could save comments to read again later 😓 . Good take on the interview

[@s3v3n3]

Thanks for the bedtime story I go sleep now zzzZzzzZzZZz xqcSleeper

[@chaosknighthd3138]

I felt negative reading that. Mainly because you dress XQC to be chasing clout and acting like an asshole, is what everyone on the internet is like. But that is just how I felt, as if that comment made a grim judgement about my character.

[@Ruby-eq1qg]

Felix's response after he was asked if his dad was proud of him almost made me tear up because it seemed like he was maneuvering around say no

[@justsomejojo]

The part about validation really hit home. I'm an illustrator and I used to feel that my stuff isn't great, even though everybody around me - friends, family but also strangers - told me my work was great. It got a lot better once I started freelancing because I could use the fact that people were willing to pay me as empirical evidence against my own low estimates. Even later, I started "tricking myself" by creating an imaginary scale on which I'd rate my own artwork, but add an extra 2 to 3 points if I couldn't tell what I found wrong with the piece. Essentially, I started "correcting" my own estimates based on the knowledge I had about myself being way too harsh. Really reduced the amount of validation I need and also how I view it. I actually accept it now as "data to feed into my scale". It's really weird talking about it, but it somehow works.

[@AhsanY2K]

Been subbed to xQc since his first ban from Overwatch League. I am glad his stream blew up

[@regarded9702]

I didn't think i wanted this but I'm happy to see it

[@billyboy4280]

john smith wtf are you in about ? Scorpio? What are you 10?

[@regarded9702]

Billy Boy he’s been cringe don’t mind him

[@regarded9702]

john smith I acc thought you were joking but no apparently ur a nut job

[@s3v3n3]

OH YEAH YEAH

[@Pr0sacK]

This was incredible. Sometimes when we watch streamers on Twitch we disregard their feelings, things they may have gone through, or things they might be dealing with internally. It can be hard to remember that they are people, and just because they have a level of success it doesn't mean their problems go away. It's kind of the real definition of "money doesn't buy happiness".

[@Juksuli]

That story about xQc telling about his sub count to his dad is actually pretty sad

[@spaceowl9246]

actually made me cry then the thing with the thousand dollar bike came up and he just responded with "Pog" it made me burst out laughing. xqcL

[@empiricus2211]

Synx Why? It was a sweet reply, no?

[@metalnitro99]

For real, seeing him trying his hardest not to cry right after almost made me.

[@ts6603]

timestamp?

[@Juksuli]

@@ts6603 1:11:30

[@xeric]

Hearing "is your dad proud of you?" hurts me so much

[@hipsterbelt4292]

no dad gang FeelsBadMan

[@yokailofi9329]

We're all stronger without them, Fam.

[@spaceowl9246]

I can relate. That's why I want to be a dad that is proud of his son or daughter.

[@crowzreal]

his biological father is actually cool and maybe proud, i think his mother just hate his real father and they divorced and his stpe father was a pain in the ass

[@Rov-Nihil]

@@yokailofi9329 Dr.K: 'well, not really. you need to recognize that its okay to blame them and to embrace the feeling that they owed you a normal life.'

[@blahblah94897]

NEVER DOUBT THE GAMING GOLEM PVC FeelsStrongMan xQcPeepo :Hand:

[@SafetyKitten]

any truers?

[@Sg.Oddball]

@@SafetyKitten TRUE FeelsStrongMan

[@ClipHub777]

@@Sg.Oddball FeelsStrongMan

[@kissave]

2?

[@bestdrunkdriver]

cringe

[@jidragon1]

only in moments like this we get to see felix for once and not xqc

[@lesolstice_3465]

this is so dumb, twitch is the platforms where people themselves the most

[@jjj32132]

Antoine Harvey not necessarily but i get what u mean

[@RIP_ZYZZ1738]

@@lesolstice_3465 Unfortunately no. Not even with XQC

[@ptrk6004]

It feels so good when xqc is giving out his opinions without the chat spamming question marks and then xqc slams his desk.

[@abeidiot]

but what about seven hundred and seventy seven quintillion

[@genericusername4206]

@@abeidiot xqcL

[@aquawrld]

I’m not gonna lie I watched the entire video, it’s just so nice to see x talking, sharing genuine thoughts and talking about himself without dono spam as funny as it is.

[@x-raymnd3972]

“J am a man of fortune, and J must seek my fortune” Is one of a million reasons why i watch Xqc, not his gameplay or community, it’s just his vibe, humor and personality

[@BigBootyBatman]

That name and pfp just kills me

[@x-raymnd3972]

Big Booty Batman just doing collectibles ForsenCD

[@Vincisomething]

"Henry Avery 1994"

[@slimqq7694]

Hi (sorry for bad english)

[@EmileAI]

ZULUL

[@davevanlaren2501]

the old youtube meme returns

[@mrtn1728]

KEKW

[@sparkkoo0]

@Jeff B Jeff Bezos? Is that you?

[@naynyamish270]

@@davevanlaren2501 zoomer chat wouldn't know pepeLaugh

[@steijnvanb4634]

first chess now psychology, he is turnign into a 5 head

[@n8pk69]

He should drink wine on stream LUL

[@FinnPlaysMCandVG]

And listen to Bach and Chopin - Indeed

[@faller-]

always has been m8

[@jinoralphdarcega174]

His 0 head.

[@liviu445]

@@FinnPlaysMCandVG ahhh, very good music I reckon the new generation doesn't know what baroque music is.

[@ShebbyYT]

"That feeling deep inside you hidden away" monkaW EL GOBLINO?

[@s3v3n3]

I’m an Aries, what does that mean for me?

[@TheOrangVegetal]

@john smith astrology weirdchamp

[@pauxpaux4887]

oh gosh, that "can i see your face?" broke my heart. right in the feels.

[@ford.5311]

lmao

[@DesolateAE]

Timestamp?

[@ford.5311]

@@DesolateAE 8:50

[@ford.5311]

@@aeroslothy 8:50

[@RIP_ZYZZ1738]

Ok that's reaching. We like to see the person we're interacting with when they are speaking on deep topics

[@adamundaneedge2472]

Dr. K out here with the aoe heals again

[@petersall1055]

shouldn't you be making overwatch 2?

[@adamundaneedge2472]

@@petersall1055 Nah me and the team just gonna make another battle royale instead

[@Chris-it4fe]

As far as I know he got the term from reckful who is dead now

[@bibinoojen]

The meditation was so fascinating. Actually all of Dr. K's 'therapy' sessions are so fascinating. I've been binging them, which is difficult bc they're so long 😂 but it's also so nice to witness people have revelations about themselves and their thought patterns. The meditation exercise seems like such a useful tool for people who have racing thoughts or who are always 'on'.

[@MT-lw6yh]

Bruv, I be slamming these videos down like water. I have the super power of being able to watch all my youtube videos at 2x speed (it's honestly a curse). This was an hour long video for me

[@micahsnyder7299]

“You ARE a thousand dollar bike” “Pog” That was such an amazing moment for so many reasons.

[@mikkeladamsen8380]

“They’re sticking around because they like you. They value you.” Stop making me cry man, shed a little tear of wholesomeness.

[@archivegreenberry5382]

When I first saw clips of Dr.K I thought it was just a guy roasting people and testing their endurence with toxicness or something, but when I went and look closer into that channel, jesus, this is the best dude ever, and I hate that I misjudged him.

[@Vincisomething]

Lmao, those are out of context twitch clips most likely made as a joke. A lot of them are on Unusual Twitch Clips compulation

[@daaadoooo]

"You're a smart guy Felix" of course, he is one of the best carpenter from harsvard.

[@uresyou]

he made a pizza

[@daaadoooo]

@@uresyou not a door

[@Shel-fu9jb]

@1:14:51 Was such a great moment Dr. K: "You don't have a broken chain, you ARE a thousand dollar bike." Felix: "... pog!" Dr. K: "... yeah!" 😂

[@Riku-Leela]

Holy shit watching this just gave me a revalation when K was talking about meditation and listening to so many sounds. I listen to lofi with alot of background sounds and that relaxes me more than anything. I love listening to the sounds going on and speeding up my mind. Wow my brain. IK nobody cares but I just felt I had to write this, perhaps you felt that too,.

[@Gaamwarrior]

I actually just watched that video myself and was just about to try that. wish me luck! :D

[@NUFCOfficial]

Stop, you don't need constant noise in your ears to sleep or relax. Sit still, go for a walk without your phone etc.

[@zac5388]

Felix: "I build up a rank and lose it to get it back" Me: *COD flashbacks*

[@yimello6267]

LMAO

[@bummerflip]

As someone who has gone through that cycle of negative self talk for years, it is a very weird feeling when that light bulb clicks on in your head and it hits you that you were the only person who viewed yourself in that negative aspect. It takes awhile, with a lot of therapy of course, also in my case a few rehab (booze) stays, and staying sober for months consecutively to have a clear head to realize "wait, everyone in my life doesn't view me as a piece unworthy garbo? they love me and care for my well being?!" It is liberating coming to the understanding that you have no control over what others think of you. "I think of myself this way so others have to as well." Being able to question and look for proof in those moments your brain engages in negative self talk is a great habit to practice to counter those instances. After months of doing it, it becomes second nature and in turn you start to notice you are viewing yourself in a positive light without even realizing it!

[@bigsmokesorder]

This is poweful shit man. I got all up in my feels watching Dr.K realize and understand Felix's mental path.

[@FirebladeXXL]

i was kinda surprised how xqcs background basically shaped him into a competitor. i kinda had the suspicion that at least some progamers do not just decide to dedicate their lives to games in a really serious manner. but i didnt know to what extend it was ingrained into his brain that life is about competing and stomping others once you realize that you are good at it.

[@ZaidTahir2002]

hope i found healthygamer earlier and watched this video right when it got uploaded. if ur reading this xqc just wanna let u know that i love u for ur personality and nothing else. ur one of my biggest inspirations for streaming :)

[@stevenguyen4576]

12:53 PepeLaugh @xQcOW HOLD IT IN

[@chrisbibat]

You can tell he wanted to laugh a bit

[@RizzY_RUS]

Literally bruh momento

[@aydam3558]

oh no no no PepeLaugh

[@kinggeedorah947]

RizzY The Memeiest forsenJoy BRUH

[@Corrupt03]

@@jonas034 PURE FLAMES MY BROTHER!🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯💯 FAX NO PRINTER😂😂👌👌👌😂😂👌👌👌😂😂👌👌👌

[@amp7980]

"If you love something let it go. If it comes back, it is yours. If it doesn't it never was". I feel like it took this so deeply to heart he didn't just let things go. He had to throw it away, so when it came back it felt earned.

[@INeed333Quid]

Tetris syndrome sounds like what I thought was ADHD hyperfocus. So where the ADHD persons focus is stuck on an activity (Hyperfocus) and then they tear themselves away from that activity for whatever reason, but their focus remains stuck on that activity. The name ADHD is a misnomer, people with it don't have an attention deficit, they just have almost no control over their attention - I think this is often pointed out to parents who ask why their apparently ADHD child can focus on video games. Before i was medicated i used to get this hyperfocus problem with video games but i'd also get it for stuff like work, even shit like social interactions (So a conversation you're worried about having goes on an infinite loop in your head, where you try saying different things to them and work out which reaction you want to try and get from them). I remember being sat in the pub one day with some friends, they kept asking if i was okay because i wasnt myself, couldnt focus on the present, and I stopped to reflect and realised half of my brain was rearranging equations from this part of my dissertation I was stuck on still. That one stood out to me because it wasn't something I enjoyed, it was so weird and pointless (like I'd gone to the pub with my friends because I was on top of it and needed a break) and so clearly not at all in my control. I think it's similar to when you dream about practising something from your day to day life, it's as if half your brain is asleep and is stuck practising the same thing over and over. You wake up exhausted, but oddly are actually a lot better at it the next time you go to do it. I really think he should look into ADHD. I wonder if thats what he wanted Dr to suggest when he brought this up. When you're undiagnosed you know that you're different for some reason and you want to fix it. I think it's a hierarchy of needs thing. There's no point trying to clean your thought patterns when you know that your brain isn't working like a normal persons but don't understand why or know how to help it.

[@crankycal_]

this is a really nicely put thought! (sorry for random reply btw, i'm rewatching this video because i got it in my recommended) also, as i was reading, i started relating the unintentional rearranging of equations at the pub to me dreaming about things i was thinking about a lot that day... only to find in the next paragraph u said that and put it perfectly haha

[@son5051]

Honestly this seems more like anxiety, maybe as a latent side effect of having ADHD but this is clearly laid out rumination

[@nikitamarynich1794]

It feels like when he's talking to twitch chat he's mega confident and cocky even but when he's doing some type of a serious talk, he becomes a completely different person it seems. Nevertheless really good stuff

[@Jayareas]

Its a way of protecting himself.

[@Zactastical]

In the pursuit of truth, the ego must be sacrificed.

[@chinesedude001]

As if the dynamic wouldn't change between you talking to your family/friends and 30k+ faceless kids spamming emojis in your chat. Ofcourse it's different, genius.

[@KOsfc]

He always has this side to him too, just mixed in throughout

[@ericshiel]

I've always admired xQc greatly just for his entertainment value and how personable he is. This interview makes me feels sorry for Felix because deep down, he's full of doubt and experiencing quite a lot of internal conflict. I hope he truly realizes that all his viewers love him for who he is. I would watch xQc if he were to sit in a chair and write on a freakin notebook because I love the person purely.

[@vkskms]

watching this live got me so emotional. i really hope that he starts to understand just how much *he* means to us viewers xqcL

[@treyhoover6909]

This is the first vid ive seen from Dr. K and this dude sounds life changing tbh, he hit so many points that are relatable I cant imagine having a full session

[@Kyethebaughs]

I think he still has the same attitude about performance but he's switched competitive gameplay with content creation. So many times I've enjoyed the hell out his stream then he goes "Today's stream was shit sorry guys"

[@blurry9744]

I really love seeing this side of Felix, actually going deep into thought and thinking about himself, I think alot of people skip that part in their life.

[@Shaughn21]

He talks so calm, I like it.

[@davidjarvis8574]

*xQc's Dad:* Are ya winning, son? *xQc's Sense of Self-Value:* Ight, imma head out.

[@sithmauduwela7220]

lol

[@CW-pc7xz]

This was really wholesome. Thanks for doing this with Felix because I feel like he really needed to hear it.

[@remy8708]

15:18 Dr. K: why don't you think you deserve what you have? xQc: *interesting*

[@avinashchivakula745]

Callmecarson should consider coming on this

[@iwnattio2222]

that would be an interesting watch

[@parsifal2299]

avinash chivakula to soon I think

[@Namaster88]

This would be an epic wholesome 100 big chungus stream ahaha 😅

[@drftr6073]

I feel like that would be very beneficial for us viewers too. I'm positive carson has some knowledge bombs to drop after all that shit

[@Ryboi]

@@drftr6073 He actually talked about it on his stream while playing Breath of The Wild recently, he said he wasn't sure about it because it would leave him very vulnerable to chat and some people might shit on him for sharing certain things

[@fakre7695]

1:54:00 Dr. K: I want you to think about what chess moves you see in your mind pvc: i see *boom* bing *bang*

[@woah7679]

Dr. K: Just make sure you stay focused PVC: I can't, he wanged and got the lobster pincer on me

[@newgent1168]

Dr. K I'd love to see you talk to Penguinz0 or moistcr1tikal. Bro seems like he suppresses a lot.

[@joppekim]

Why? Because he looks like a emo version of Keanu Reeves? He would approve that joke btw, but yeah i would love to see im on this show.

[@newgent1168]

Joppe no because he’s a 2019 guy

[@Chris-vb2rc]

@@joppekim hes discussed his ocd problems when he was younger so that would also be a good topic of discussion

[@dominicfolk-wall8296]

Yeah he seems like he puts on a front of being very confident

[@blastinnn]

Bruh fk pengunz focus on yourself lol

[@SpaceCityGuard]

Man, I haven’t even hit play. I’m saving it for later. But It seems like we all struggle with similar things. It feels like I was the only one with a certain issue. I’m just happy Dr. K is out there helping us out. I’ve learned so much and hope to keep improving mentally.

[@Til_What]

Tbh. I'm impressed by how well you Dr. K understood him. I've watched XQC a few times but I still can't hear what he says half the time. These videos really are great for painting creators with personas as real people with feeling and problems.

[@ElPita17]

yesterday he was nervous about today, but everything turned out to be okay FeelsOkayMan :point_right:

[@AhmedMohammed-wm2ng]

the tommorow thing is only a joke

[@ElPita17]

@@AhmedMohammed-wm2ng wait, what happens tomorrow? monkaW

[@jazeyon3330]

Felix is a good person, some people can't understand when people accept them, I used to have this but I've learned a lot in the last few years. So I hope Felix can understand that "Oh, my fans accept me as a person and who I am, not from my gameplay."

[@DubNation2016]

I ceased to breathe when felix said "well that's because they don't stream" and Dr. K reacted by saying "well ok fine devalue yourself however you want"

[@MorganMindfulness]

I also come from the school where whatever I am doing needs 100% of my attention. Sometimes I find myself torn between improving in my games of choice and listening to your content in one go. Part of me wants to practice while I listen but I know that my practice and my learning would be hurt by this. I think I need to develop more of a schedule with your content. (Schedule to consume)

[@paulashinn]

These are so powerful and relatable exchanges! I'm so happy to be able to see this! Thank you so much!

[@SuhFPS]

xqc is one of the more interesting minds I’ve seen on this show

[@umbiiical]

I literally couldnt stop focusing on the fact you couldnt see the door to his room so it looks like that tiny little closet is the way he enters. EL GOBLINO

[@ioakimantonis4687]

XD

[@vinntonic7470]

As an Asian Male who finally sought therapy, I must say that this analogy to validation is on point! It's something I've been working on and learning to understand/process - I can definitely say I've grown a lot and improved. I think everyone should be able to openly talk about mental health. If y'all need someone to talk to...I gotchu :) Also, you got a sub from me Dr. K! Keep spreading awareness!

[@TheApplicant150]

Felix Ive been watching your stream for ages, I watch cause I like you. Just so you know