how I got HIV

Every day I get comments saying people are confused about the events that led to my infection. Hopefully this simple and to the point retelling clarifies any and all confusion.
Key points:
1. I got tested for HIV March 11th 2019. My results were negative.
2. March 12th I met the man that intentionally infected me
3. I started getting early stage HIV symptoms March 26
4. I tested positive August 2019
5. My ex decided to not get treatment and went on to infect others
6. I am now healthy, happy, in love, follwer of Christ and a mother ❤️
My instagram: @bianca.ordonez_
My TT: @bianca.ordonez_
#health #hiv #healing #greenscreen #love #story #storytime #dating #newyork

[@FragranceGemChicago]

Dang, thank you for being courageous enough to expose yourself and tepl your story. Sounds like you went from danger to danger . Wow 😯 may God keep you

[@JanesBlonde-007]

I’m HIV positive I found out about a year ago. I’m struggling with depression and feeling like I really have nothing.😢 I also had thrush sooooo bad.

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

I'm so sorry that you're going through what you're going through. The temptation to feel like I had nothing to live for definitely tried to seduce me, but I didn't allow myself to play with those thoughts. A practice that helped me tremendously was remaining present. I asked myself "am I OK?" "at this moment am I healthy?" "am I safe?" Being that the answer to those questions were yes, It forced my nervous system to regulate and remember that I'm more than my diagnosis. A book that helped me during this process and that I recommend is A return to love by Marianne Williamson. But honestly, you should go to God because God knows exactly what you feel and desperately wants to help you in this process. You are so loved.🤍

[@JanesBlonde-007]

@@Bianca.Ordonez_ thank you so much 😊 I have just hidden away from life. I don’t want to feel this way.

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

@@JanesBlonde-007 I know exactly what you mean and you should have to feel this way. You have so much to live! 🤍🤍

[@JanesBlonde-007]

@@Bianca.Ordonez_ thank you so much 😊

[@JustMyNterputation]

I'm trying to figure out why he wasn't undetectable he literally was suicidal and we are too when we decide to believe these fools. I have a crazy story about a two-year relationship I had with an hiv positive Narc. When I tell you I was the biggest dummy honey, I found out through a prick I paid for, found out didn't leave his ass got pregnant twice and attempted to add him to my insurance. Man, he was undetectable but my God, if he wasn't, he surely wasn't gonna tell me. I had to do everything by forcing him to do it with me. I was deadass in love. (At least I thought I was) Stay safe, everyone & love yourselves!

[@luiguiluigui6913]

Hi Bianca , your videos are always informative, true fact is trust no one, Most people that have HIV live in secret , no one will tell you they are infected because of the stigma this illness has , I admire your are super brave to talk about your diagnosis, I also admire your honesty, but for sure most of the people that are HIV + won’t never disclose to their sexual partners , when they should, this is the truth, I previously worked as a counselor and I know this for fact that most people will hide it and lie about it, so I know , you are definitely one of the fewest people that disclosed it which I think you are a truly a good person! ❤️question Did you have oral thrush? Or just genital thrush?

[@soyicasweet99]

I worked as an HIV nurse and you are correct

[@linettedavis1573]

Sorry you caught this. Keep the faith I know some people close to me who've had it for over 20 years and they're doing okay.

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

I have my full faith on God, I feel incredible if I’m being honest

[@bogse]

You got a voice of an angel.

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

Ty 🦋

[@whitneybrown4067]

As usual This is Gonna b so Informative Bianca n Also Congrats on your Sobriety💐🎉…. Thank u🔥🔥🔥👍n Happy Tuesday😀….

[@miraclemiracle9289]

Wowww. Thank you for sharing . It is beautiful of you to share this.

[@josephswabe5584]

I wish you the best. You are so courageous and sincere. May God bless you.

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

Thank you, God bless you too!

[@officialLariahG]

That’s disgusting to take all you have in throat to spit on someone

[@africamcfadden6346]

You met a whole stranger and contracted HIV 😢but I assuming God got your attention and now your spreading awareness💜

[@Jessjustleft]

I just discovered your channel and I think it’s lovely. I am curious you may have already answered this and a previous video was getting tested for HIV your first time getting tested?

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

No it was my annual

[@Kira-berry]

Thnx for sharing.. may God bless you beautiful ❤

[@marksricky314]

Your story does not add up… it’s missing parts….

[@DWPersianExcursion]

Love from Texas ❤❤

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

🤍🤍🤍

[@geraldspud36]

God bless 🙏🏾🤲🏾🙌🏾 you queen.

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

Amen, same to you my brother

[@jaredpruitt6541]

What kinda symptoms did the BF have when he was unwell?

[@Reppintimefitness]

💞💞💞

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

Appreciate you as always

[@AMPFIELDVISION]

This story still makes me upset smh dam i wish you never met him... The day before meeting him HIV -....

[@patricepearson4481]

Sorry this happened to you. Clindamycin for yeast infection? Thats not going to treat yeast infections. Clindamycin is an antibiotic and yeast is fungus.

[@jpearlman6663]

God bless you my dear

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

Thank you sis, God bless you as well 🤍

[@MultiHussain111]

How is your mensuration because My mensuration date is 15 days late I'm not in treatment yet because of fear to side effects of medicine

[@NunNunet]

Please for you, get treatment 💚

[@KelTec516]

KINGFACE DIED FROM HIV

[@luckap79]

I always hated face now I really hate him . That’s so messed up what he did to you

[@Stanley-z2t]

My heart just keeps thanking you and thanking you #SrHealUs for all you have done for me, you gave me your words that you could heal any sickness or disease, thank you for permanently curing me of my herpes you are amazing....

[@sanjmahesh4639]

Did u protect yourself

[@brucewayne7240]

Good evening Miss Bianca your story is very very compelling I hope everyone in the world listens to the story and take responsible measures if they are highly sexual and even if they're not word to the wise God is love and love is God or is it never to give God his glory and think of from each date that we have.!!! "God's speed Miss. Bianca

[@arieswar4327]

@ Bianca you still beautiful woman god bless you one day if it all right to interview you on my KZbin channel

[@NancyBrown-vh6ze]

Was you aware that there was a trans that came out saying they had sex with him a few years ago. I'm not sure if this is true, but it is a possibility that it could be. Doesn't make a difference now because he's gone. But I remember this.

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

😕😕

[@beatricedevarenne2621]

Damn this man was really trash 😭😭😭

[@johnoibenjamin5630]

Omg dammmm drinking is the devil, wow 😢😢

[@elishablack3023]

I plead the blood of Jesus Christ upon all of you that are dealing and struggling with hiv or anything serious,life is something else and can be hard at times but i will leave you all with this know matter how hard those storms come and go remember God sent his son Jesus to die for our sins he laid down his own life for us he looked beyond our foughts and sins because he loves us so much by his stripes we are already healed ❤️ no, matter what the doctor says God says differently cast your cares and problems upon him for he truly cares he is so in love with us all its nothing to hard for him i dare you to try him now he might not come when you want him but he will be on time i love you all si much stop stressing and give it to the lord be blessed god is for you so whom can be against you amen 💗

[@_madtown]

Being unruly caused you your health. Modern woman.

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

You're not saying anything new.

[@unyieldingrage1389]

SYSBM

[@JanesBlonde-007]

@@Bianca.Ordonez_ shocker✌🏼

[@sherekaugwuh9148]

Dr.Truth can help you 🕵🏾‍♀️

[@unyieldingrage1389]

SYSBM

[@KelTec516]

AT LEAST YOU ADMIT YOU CAN BE EASILY FOOLED THIS IS WHY U BELIEVE IN WHITE JESUS MAYBE U SHOULD LISTEN TO WHAT IM SAYING GOD IS IN YOU U DON'T HAVE TO PRAY IT INVITES BAD SPIRITS 👿

[@KelTec516]

THE ONLY GOD IS THE BLACK WOMEN 🙌

[@unyieldingrage1389]

SYSBM

[@Ompadidthabeat]

Stop the cap

[@BenitaSFB]

Thank you for sharing your story Bianca 🩷

[@Bianca.Ordonez_]

Thank you for holding space for me 🤍