I can't believe in God any more...

I've wanted to make a video about what I believe God means since I started my channel. My thoughts on the whole thing don't really live in the 'logical' part of my brain so it's taken a while to figure out how to communicate the whole thing.
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I can't believe in God any more / by Shaffer Nickel
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[@ShafferN]

Hope this goes without saying but no matter what you believe, I think you’re dynamite and I’m glad you’re here. Also there’s definitely NOT another secret vlog linked in the description. So don’t even look.

[@_stevenfoster]

Even when the rain falls, even when the flood starts rising'...

[@BenPatrik]

even when the storms comes…

[@_CORVUS]

I am washed by the water!

[@nathanieldrew]

Dude you remain my number one favorite creator on this platform I cannot believe my eyes and ears when I watch your videos. This is the most ridiculously next level storytelling I am a loss for words.

[@HelloWorld-zg3gs]

I wanna know why he doesn't have more followers.

[@JezTune]

@@HelloWorld-zg3gs fr, literally the best creator on the platform.

[@aretwothetoo7758]

Rewatching the video again and I just saw the shadow @ 0:58. Nice touch, your work doesn't go unnoticed. You’re such a talented artist and I’m so grateful that I can support you

[@andrewbwee]

Shaffer, I have prayed for you for a long time. Ever since summer camp. Ever since hanging out in Crested Butte. Ever since you came up to Laramie. Even though we don't talk as much and haven't seen each other since. I have prayed that you would continue to fight the good fight. It means a lot to see you make something like this. Hold fast. -Wee

[@dukecha]

Just noticed it says, "any more" rather than "anymore." Great scripting. I'm blown away.

[@coderjoe1881]

Man the way you can tell a story and express thoughts and emotions in your videos is awesome. I appreciated this one a lot

[@adamyork8493]

I knew there was something special about you. When I saw the title I thought “Nah, he’s smarter than that.” And you didn’t disappoint. Another good one man. I know these take a long time but I wish you could double your video output.

[@mattabeln]

Wow! There are very few channels who are openly Christian that inspire me in the filmmaking space. This was really good! Next generation creator

[@logan.bonjean]

Thank you for this. You're still the best storyteller on KZbin & you help me see God in all of life!

[@Flash16LAX]

phew... this video scared me! Glad to see you are still plodding along in the faith brother!

[@Wermersmurmurs]

What an incredible reminder of how familiar this relationship can be and the power of belief. The authenticity of your storytelling is seriously captivating. I dont watch many things twice, but I will for this one :)

[@willhallmedia]

This spoke to me in the current season I’m in..thank you for this! Amazing work!

[@marcus_bowling]

Got me tearing up brother. Feel that same tension often. It’s impossible to look back on my life and think it’s been happen stance. Thanks for that reminder today. Came from the last place I’d expect it, which is how it always is right? Keep being yourself man. That’s why we’re all here!

[@joeytrimble21]

This is an amazing way of sharing your testimony... I will definitely look back on this someday as inspiration when the time comes to tell my own.

[@JustJordanGaming]

This might be one of my new favorite videos on all of KZbin! Excellent job! You inspire!!

[@BluffCoast]

This video blew my mind Shaffer! Keep on keeping on. You were created to create no doubt!! Much love brother!

[@zach.jordan]

This is beautiful. Love your content, and this is the best one yet.

[@chrischadwick1]

Dude, i think you're making some of the most interesting and original videos on this platform. The visuals, the storytelling, the editing! This is really inspiring content whith so much depth. Keep shredding!

[@nichtdeinguru]

llove your editing!! great story telling mane!!

[@ThisIsDisneyLife]

Loooove this! I love the thoughts but I really love the way you edit! So unique and beautiful! ❤

[@Joseyjanephotos]

Okay, wow. Blown away. Thanks Shaffer. You rock dude.

[@ryanflaherty9478]

This was stunning. Great work.

[@solomonericfilms]

Got chills watching this. Very cool man. Thank you for sharing 🙏

[@EthanHouk]

I was majorly clickbaited on this lol. Great video, He is so evident that we can’t not walk with Him. You earned a new subscriber🙌❤️‍🔥

[@subjectifobjectif]

Wow, when great storytelling & video/editing are combined. Top drawer chef

[@agnesruskal4686]

Really loved this Shaffer! Keep up doing this good work!

[@simonskate52]

This is art! Really appreciate your style and effort to produce this kind of videos, greetings from munich, germany :)

[@josiahhorning2813]

Beautiful! I’m so glad god has blessed you and I can’t agree more

[@NurseDre]

My goodness. This is so incredible ♥️. You are on a different level man

[@ryanbox4]

Love this video Shaff. The amount of impactful art you produce can not be understated.

[@simonklimenov1556]

Hey Shaffer, always praying for you brother.

[@itsmatthewsalley]

That was so beautifully put!

[@NateReimers]

This was incredible, man. Thank you for making this!

[@c.martin6854]

Great video as I really enjoy it.

[@endorphinex]

Love watching your videos, super talented.

[@spencernickel3957]

Can't stop believin', SO well done son!

[@Joshloveslight]

Bro! This is your best edit. So well put together! 🙌🤘🤘

[@germanvillarreal2594]

Great vid as always man 👍 Hope to see the next one soon

[@pizzazemle6262]

Insane storytelling! Thank you!

[@mcpheeters]

God is so good, love this message and your work!

[@dukecha]

Wow the story telling in this is incredible. Definitely got the chills.

[@bluestarairways5189]

Wow! I love this video! I feel the exact same way. He is everywhere

[@kss8866]

Well, this title almost lost me. I was sad, did not want to know why.... i was throwing out thoughs like: jow with all the blessings you have, talents,... I am so glad, I folded and opened and watched. I whole-heartedly agree with you

[@BenPatrik]

I’m gonna come back to this video like @picsmics4 comes back to rock band. Seriously though well done mate, I’m so glad you finally made this. Hold fast; we’re rooting for you

[@Vilhelmnilsson]

I don’t think there’s one single video that you’ve made that hasn’t left me thinking about and even perhaps, considering seeing the world and life a little bit different. And for that, I am grateful.

[@kimball_stone]

Can't relate, but it was still super duper well done and compelling!

[@PhilEdwardsInc]

lucky to have found your channel!

[@JesseDriftwood]

Shaffer is truly one of the greats.

[@yuliyanikiforets]

Love the ending 🥳

[@JunoMusonda]

The best. Another banger dude!

[@tim_marshalll]

God is pretty cool. So is this video.❤ Love it Shaffer

[@jacquesdupreez2146]

Brother! This was amazing

[@lydiahuey6901]

“You remind me of being a kid and not knowing what is going on…ever…and somehow believing that is OK” Beautiful. Hits on a deep innocence and trust that we could all use some restoration in.

[@__kampii]

Nothing more to say, excellent work dude!!

[@johnnydoe66]

God is always there, even when we choose not to believe in Him. As a believer, I has seen His grace, love, and mercy in literally every moment of my life, even the bad. My mother, I know constantly prayed over me and when I think back at how I had strayed, God was still there keeping me from danger or even worse.

[@zuzanfinn]

❤❤❤ love this 🤗

[@NicoJona]

This resonates with me so much!

[@baigus]

Films like these are the gift of the time of independent creation. It's so hard to find quality artists who take time with their work and pour their heart and soul into their films among all the noise. Beautiful beautiful work my bro!♥️

[@bartekmalinowy]

Yet another masterpiece, probably my favorite ever. I don't know what else to say. Can't wait to talk about this...

[@van25110]

Nice work Shaffer. My son recommended you and he is pretty much right on always. Good description of the walk. There has to be a God if the Volvo 240 has everlasting life.

[@RonHutchCraft2]

well I was going to leave this comment about well just do this and you'll be fine but I waited until the end and I'm so glad I did! You absolutely Rock Shaffer! You've Given an old boy hope! Jesus Is Lord ✝️

[@elliotnemeth]

I absolutely love this. Reminds me from a passage in Psalm 139

[@davidmuleme3968]

Ngl, you had me in the first 3 quarters🤣 SUB!!!

[@schwaar]

This is really lovely

[@AsaFletcher]

Shaffer, this is to good

[@JesseDriftwood]

😘 That slow shutter sequence was so cool. Red light on camera?

[@ShafferN]

Yes sir!!

[@mileskay8463]

This is so good, so good.

[@jayxnina]

Ah man I can't tell you how stoked I was to hear the ending. Us Christian creators have to stick together! Keep it up man. You have an incredible gift.

[@foxdenham]

Superb young bro. That was a great take on a very human way of looking at the divine - or is it a divine way of looking at being human... not sure. Cool either way. so thanks man, it resonated.

[@b34rfac3]

*chefs kiss* love it

[@joannabusinessaccount7293]

God bless. Beautiful.

[@DamonPlantaseed]

"I am with you always, even to the end of the age.” Beautiful video

[@Tonicwine999]

This was a great movie right up to the end.

[@ZachMayfield]

This is incredible dude.

[@brandonmcdonald6121]

You are a great story teller

[@HANKBRAVO81]

Archaix KZbin Channel will bring great clarity for you. We are not we suppose ourselves to be. And neither is this place… Loved the dad cam video. Getting one.

[@fzanfyaz]

Happiness = ""Shaffer Nickel uploaded"

[@cory4president]

so good bro

[@MorleyKert]

Loved this. You have such a cool style - if you don't mind sharing, what is the "whooshy swipe" transition at 0:33 , from the bridge scene to the windows at night?

[@jerbear97]

this dude is the Wes Anderson of youtubers

[@pq5022]

I don't believe but this was great! Keep doing you.

[@TheAaronalden]

I've heard if you aren't struggling, you aren't trying. I love the perspective of your films.

[@troyisaac3611]

When talent understands it’s God-given. Magic. Jesus loves you everyone and you’re good at things. All glory to God.

[@michamiczimendel5510]

Hey man, where do you get your sound effects from? Do you use any specific package or did you pick/make them by yourself? Also I’m a huge fan of your storytelling and visual aesthetic. I kinda wish you more subscribers but at the same time I feel like your channel is a very special place because of how little audience is here compared to how high level video production you represent.

[@amyfollmer1412]

Awesome

[@chloet7385]

You're a fricken visionary

[@FilipGepertz]

100% 🙌🏼

[@ryanbharmon]

Chills, Shaffer… Chills

[@undefined624]

Oh you're a Christian too? I watched your Outdoor luxury video and it led to this video. You seem like a good guy. Cheers. 😊

[@auntyvic]

Just beautiful.

[@tmmy.]

I think I've found my new fav - hope to make some stuff too and get better and better! Come by if you're coming to London!

[@elbowspeak]

Despite being an atheist and this not being my thing, this is a lovely and well-constructed epistle. I was waiting for a different punchline, but no matter, the punchline showed up to say hello.

[@lolonemtv]

shiit what a masterpiece!!

[@adequatebus8280]

Watch this again in 40-years and try to remember who you are now. -C

[@therealmwanderlust]

This… is art

[@c.martin6854]

I was hoping you'd say that.

[@mattw9278]

inspiring

[@jrreact4484]

that touch my brain

[@carlin.mp3]

this is the most beautiful thing i've ever seen on the internet.

[@TobiasCreed]

Dang this is so good. A beautiful ode to the ultimate creator 🙌🏻🙌🏻

[@MicahPowell]

This is sick