i got sad

[@toffeecrunch632]

You did what you had to. Don't be too hard on yourself. Proud of you, Cora dear. Sending you and Leila much love.

[@mycobocks9759]

Hang in there Coraleen. Your baby is in the best hands with your Lola. It is hard especially because that is your first baby. i have three adult children and i remember those days. Sending you Peace, Love and Happiness from San Francisco! God Bless you and your family!

[@cath3ntabz]

I felt that way too when I had to finish school and leave my son to my mother-in-law. I couldn't sleep and focus. One day, after school while commuting back to our house. I met a woman holding a baby inside the jeepney and then I just lost it. I cried and just couldn't hold back my tears..well, I took the bus that afternoon to see my son in my school uniform.Don't worry, I did finish my degree. I realized that I had to focus for his future. But it was just so hard. I guess that's part of motherhood, I think. Love lots!

[@michaelcruz5692]

Grandmothers are da Best! Your child is safe. Sometimes the distance apart with your love ones makes you realize how much you really love em! Enjoy your time alone. Pamper yourself... Mother’s deserve their moment of freedom...Thanks to all da Moms for all your love and time for us...

[@isabelmeriales]

You are a great mom to your child.So proud of u as loving mom.❤️❤️❤️

[@simplysyndi]

I feel you in this Coraleen. I was blessed to enjoy a year with my son undisturbed from work. But when it was time for me to get back. I always cry and it took a while for that transitioned but our children are smart enough to understand if we try to explain to them. My son is turning 3 years old and every time I go to work, he would know and say "are you going to work Mama?" I'll see you later. I love you. You are doing a great job Coraleen. Leila will soon understand, that you are doing this for her future. Hats off to all of us mothers and to grandparents that help with child rearing. ♡♡♡

[@cookieoreoqt6037]

I feel you, that's how loving mommies are.

[@jenniferfaller5204]

Awww, hugs Cora! I feel you, we always bring our son wherever we go but we left for Aruba on my 40th bday without him(he was 2 yrs old then) I felt terrible but realized that kids are resilient , of course they will miss us but they go through it better than we think. Keep yourself busy, you're not less of a doting mom because you left her to do work. You both will be fine 😘 sending light and love.

[@kennyreedy1916]

Just reading these comments distracted me I was sad but feel better now knowing all the love and support you and your daughter have around this Earth

[@poopbrain4700]

Love the hair paren ate cora💕 ginagawa mo naman to para kay baby leila💕 wag na masyadong ma stress support kalang namin💕

[@Escape-from-America]

Not to worry, Leila will not remember any of this, and will not suffer any negative effects from separation anxiety. Though infants do not remember the early years, it is so very important to stimulate their neuron growth by talking, singing, reading to, and engaging in sound repetition while adding words. Their brains double the amount of neurons their born within the first year, so as long as you occupy her when she is alert and responsive, she's going to grow up well. Children normally do not remember anything prior to the age of 2-3 years old.

[@michellemontemayor815]

I feel you! I have 4 kids and each time i need to go back to work after months of leave from work feels so heavy. Just pray and think that ure doin it for her. I admire u for sharing how u feel and to ask for advises from others. We missed u more plspls more vids!!!!!

[@marcelitofonte9952]

As long as alam mo sa sarili mo na safe naman at naaalagaan naman ng maayos ang baby mo sa napag iwanan mo .. okay lang yan ! trials lang yan.. tsaka kailangan mong mag sakripisyo para din naman yan sa baby mo.. unless kung iniwanan mo lang baby mo para gumala gala lang pero kung trabaho naman ang pinunta mo jan okay lang... normal lang yan na mamimiss mo baby mo kasi 1st baby mo. ganyan talaga ang mga nanay , nasasaktan pagka umiiyak ang anak tsaka ayaw na ayaw natin na nasasaktan mga baby natin.

[@HankChang]

You will always miss them as a parent whenever they're not right on top of you. That's just the bond you share :)

[@kimberlydionaldo4724]

I feel you and I am so proud of you for being an amazing and strong mother, Cora! ❤️

[@louiejhon4461]

Uhmm...pwede po pa support ng channel ko if pwede lang po :) thankyou

[@14jelai]

You’ll get over with it Cora 😘 I leave my daughter at 6 months to work in Dubai. I cried all the time l Will remember our moments. It’s separation anxiety. Normal for a mum that love so much her baby

[@CatrinaEstebanC01092014]

Yeah... Wag mo syang alalahanin,kasi kung mamimiss mo sya,mas lalo ka nyang mamimiss and Just Pray.

[@gracyt1505]

Hi Cora! I am an OFW i left my daughter when she was 1 month old. Imagine how I felt. It was too difficult but I had no choice. the combination of Post Partum and Separation Anxiety is not easy. Be strong and think that ur doing this and you want to give the best for her. Keep smiling.

[@ninacadavis4073]

I feel you! I also left my son when he was only 1 month old. I was back to work and my body was not yet back to normal. It was really very difficult.

[@daidai1625]

Gracy T relate.. 🙋🏻‍♀️

[@bonkersblock]

Never ever leave your child! 😱 the first 5 years of their development is the most crucial part of their life!

[@jonathantheexplorer5353]

Wow ang ganda naman talaga ni madam kora. How are you po. Shout out naman po for your next vlogg. Solid supporter here.

[@sadgebonzie1]

As a mom we have to do some sacrifices for their future. I know it's really difficult and heart breaking whenever we have leave them. I travel to 2 to 3hrs to QC every night and it really makes me feel sad that I am not the one to put my child to bed before I leave because I can't be late for work. What I always look forward to after work is to come home and see his smiling face. His eyes are always full of excitement to see me that pays off the long night of work and travel longing to be with my child again. ❤ you can do it Cora! I admire your courage and appreciate that you post this in your channel. Most moms can definitely relate to what you are going through. ❤❤❤

[@kwackoy]

You're really a Mom, Cora.. that's normal.. when Leila grows old enough to understand, she will surely be grateful for all d sacrifices u did for her.. ❤

[@mersase1]

Yes, I had that same experience dropping my son at the daycare felt bad leaving him behind & wished I could be with him always but had to work to provide for him. it's good and healthy for them to learn to be emotionally independent and they to have to learn about life, at the end of the day it's exciting to pick them up and just being joyous to be together again. It's part of growing as parenting & see how they grow with you as well

[@earthfonacier5085]

Hi Cora! Kudos to you coz you're doing just great. Don't feel guilty for leaving your lovely Leila because she will be just fine. It's natural for babies to cry and feel overwhelmed with unfamiliarity but babies can easily adjust. You just have to focus on what you gotta do. Motherhood is a tough job indeed but I believe that you are very much capable to handle it. Just think of happy thoughts. God bless and love lots 💞

[@etrin2004]

Awwwww, it will be fine. Separation anxiety is normal. God bless you and your baby.

[@joshuam3128]

Much love to grandma and laila.. be strong when mommy is not around .

[@michaellocklear6396]

I am a man but when my son was that small and i had to go somewhere that we could not take him for a couple of days was the hardest thing i ever had to do but your have to realize that you left her with some one that you trust and would never let anything happen to her. Kids Literally cry when they see you leave and when you are on the phone if you are away but when they kept busy with loving people time goes so fast for them. FYI there will be tears from you and her but when you see each other in a few days your heart will feel so light my dear. 🤗

[@raisugen5025]

just think that you are doing this for her. this will help you get through things. I've learned this in the child development course, the only way you will understand parents is when you become one. this will make you appreciate your mom more.

[@munchserevar875]

I missed you, Coraaaaaaa! I may not know how you feel but don’t be sad. Leila and I will be sad as well. Much love. 💜

[@iristimbal6031]

That's the mother's love for their child❤❤❤

[@jeannettalao6018]

Feel you. The anxiety is incomparable. We went to the province. I need to go for a few hours that night..the first time I'll leave my baby to my mother in law..I was thinking too that it'll be bonding time for them .. and all the titas went crazy bout her too..like they all want to cuddle her. I was out like an hour and there they are calling me.. my mother in law was horrified. My baby doesn't want to stop crying..wailing..she almost choked. Aww she can sense when I'm away. They drove to where I am..and handed me the baby.. because they got so nervous aww and my little one stopped crying when I cuddle her.

[@jechiekaful]

I don't know if this works but they said, leave your used clothing (e.g. t-shirt) and put it to your baby as a blanket when they go to sleep. They were looking for their mom's scent and that makes them feel safe and secured.

[@joancorpuz0894]

Cute opening vid😍😍😍 Cora and Leila ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@thodeus]

We learn from our experiences.. You have a good heart. nice you uploaded again.. see you every monday and thursday. more power

[@leninbuscayno687]

Don't be sad Mommy coraaaa. ❤ Just a few days then you and your baby will be together again okay. ❤ Love you both!!!

[@ilovedonovan11]

beautiful! where is it in el nido?

[@jazperfatsso707]

I love you Cora ...you're good people...thanks for sharing this with us =) ...now go enjoy your time off...focus.

[@MoneiTV]

I solo travelled to Vietnam years ago - I put my son's toy inside my bag and when I was in Saigon, I couldn't open my bag cause I know what's inside it and I just started crying so hard. After a week, I'm back to Manila and since then I told myself, my son will travel with me. We can work on money for our travel funds but we can't turn back time we lost.

[@ByunGirl]

CAN TOTALLY RELATE! I can't even leave my baby for hours because i just feel sooo sad and lonely without her by my side :< so i go anywhere with her from now on

[@Lily-hw5wf]

I really admire you and I aspire to be like you someday. A woman full of love, courage, empathy and bravery.

[@phsyckomantis]

Do push it to much. You had to do that and you will have to go out again. But if you can have her with you by all means, do it (: hugs love and lots of support. Lav ya Cora!💖💖💖💖💖

[@willworkfordoge]

Layla will be fine. She def won't remember this and if anything she will be stronger because of it. She is in good hands, try to enjoy yourself... no biggie.

[@joshrodriguez5205]

Changed up some editing too!! Looks good fam 👌🏽🥰

[@sydneymatterson408]

Cora you cutie pie!!! Aaaawe I’m sure Leila would understand. You deserve that trip though ♥️

[@waterfirelord]

That mother love. The love of mother is uncodition

[@Angelbet1]

romeo bocala -nal... hahahahaha hahahahaha

[@LouisMoleno]

I feel you . For the future Cora. Stay strong.

[@louiejhon4461]

Uhmm...pwede po pa support ng channel ko if pwede lang po :) thankyou

[@sheena4551]

Relate much! Been there, done that. It’s gonna be okay, three days feel like a snap.

[@kennyreedy1916]

Just think how happy both of you will be when your back together again and you better post a video of you seeing each other after such a long time apart but I bet you will be more excited than little you but yes I'm sad for you she is your new BFF next time bring her and your grandmother but for now just know she is safe with good people and has a wonderful life ahead of her

[@itsjelai6379]

nice to watch your vlog again miss cora!love lots❤️😘

[@crunchypoopamoeba6897]

Whatever you do, we love you!!!

[@ballerina1079]

So cute. I can feel your love to your baby whoa. So much love💖

[@jamesjones1536]

Love'YA CORA!!!!! BE STRONG!!!!!

[@mindheartJamsoul]

i kinda miss Leila in this video too! i like seeing her in your vlogs.. soooo CUTE!

[@marianmasiglat1564]

Pls update us,as I thought you moved to a place near the Beach,are you in manila again or in bulacan,?

[@kittyc1927]

I was told the same by the elders and I guess it works. Left my baby few times alone with in laws to get things done max a day. Just focused on what I needed to get done and voila, baby didn't throw a fit not until I came home.

[@aesthetic7480]

Ganda mo talaga Ate Coraleen 😍👍

[@coccoline]

I miss my son sick eventhough I'm just in our bed chilling while he plays with his daddy... I miss him more when I'm at work for 2 hours... He's walking now, and everytime I'd enter the house from work he runs to me screaming "MAMMA! MAMMA!" with arms wide open ❤️ it's pretty normal to feel that way... Keep it up

[@nedskiechannel3892]

That’s the mom for because you’re a good mother I’m proud of you I’m doing that too is so hurting sweetie so bring Laila where you go because she still a baby in case of god for bed what happens to her you’re not to be sorry take care and take it easy I left my daughter when she’s a big girl like 6th Years old. but mom take care of her.👍👍👍

[@bashersbeware]

What you're feeling is absolutely normal. Reality is, we're in love with our babies more than they're into us. That's what people feel when they suddenly part with the people they're super duper in love with - anxiety issues. Remember your first boy love when you had to go home or when you've not been seeing him? That's how you feel magnified 10x more because unlike your boy, who can take care of himself, your baby had to depend on you for everything and that provision of security to your baby is paramount for you to feel good about yourself. Thing about babies is, they dont have filters yet. In fact they're predatory and they just want, want, want. So if they dont get what they want (which is you), they get sad, they cry. They're sad because they're not used to the new environment yet and the people. Main aim of the people at the house is to keep the mind of your baby occupied. If they're good, your daughter wont even look for you. But all will be good. When uou come back, you will see the biggest smile there is in her angelic face. My daughter's 11 now so I know. At age of 5, she couldn't even remember things she did before 3. All will be good.

[@psyxixtraveler6906]

Aww your little pea pod is soo cute I’m sure you will invite her into your dreamscape 😉

[@anunnaki2179]

New subs here. Ilike ur vid. I exprience same when i had to go to hosp for my surgery for 2wks. I left my daugther and it feels horrible. Guilty. Worried. Sad. I like ur haircut.

[@ayaayah1817]

Cora never ages..

[@nikulitroblox]

Awww Cora!! Sepanx is so real! I highly suggest getting an IP Camera for your home so you can still see her while you're away. I'm a working mom so everyday the struggle is real

[@hundsam2929]

Is this in Davao

[@awestonvp]

Same here, saw you on Wii dasovich. So missed my son and never forgive myself.

[@judypescones1575]

Hi Ms. Cora in our province we have this belief that in order for a child or infant not to cry too much when the parent (mother/father) is not around just leave your unwashed clothing at home and let the baby hug it. I'm still single but it works in my younger sister.

[@joaniegamponia7557]

Cora mahal na kita💋💋💋 virtual hug here🤗

[@aprilthornes7678]

Heyyy..... i missed you cora ❤️😘 dont worry I felt the same way too, gabin was 2 months when i left him that night for work 💔💔 (my first day at work) i was crying tooo 😭😭😭 but you’ll get thru it 🤙🏻 you’re beyond a strong woman 💖😘 yes! Just enjoy! You’ll get used to it sooooner 😉

[@dennislee6765]

KAWAWAAAAAA, This is life, perhaps video chat with her while being strong and upbeat, NO CRYING !!!!!! Just say mommy misses you and will be home soon with a positive spin. If you are sad she will be sad seeing you that way, and if she is sad you need to be strong as this might not be the last time this situation arises. make it a positive thing and bring her home something from the trip. Positive reinforcement. You are still gorgeous but what is up with those bangs? Keep up the great work. See you Thursday.

[@juliaboromeo3129]

hehe been there done that! One time I did left my son with a nanny..and came back got him and never left him with anyone again..yeah it's crazy! Well we're inlove with them.

[@alfredtolentino8614]

One word....Cocktail 👍 She misses you too❤️

[@youaremysong098]

I don't have a child but my friends who have children feels the same way as you. So I think your feeling is normal

[@CatrinaEstebanC01092014]

Wow you are in El Nido❤ I hope to See You In Palawan❤ Thats the mother Feeling❤ Be Strong for her❤

[@mirafloryamut7124]

CORA, kaya mo 'yan...

[@kevinespino8845]

Even though it's hard, whether it be big or small, think of this one line from the late and great Bob Marley. "Every little thing is gonna be alright". It always works for me when shiyet gets real! 🥴 Aloha 🌴

[@wendytan-huang1154]

How are you? Miss your posts with your baby. Hope all is well

[@yunlang4769]

love watching you,with your baby

[@Ateryeevlog]

Mother heart ♥️

[@daidai1625]

Imagine me I left my 2months baby in Philippines because i need to go back to work.. i need to be strong for her.. i will go back home next year March she will be 7months.. don’t think too much your still lucky it’s just less than a week

[@kathleenm482]

Love u, first off! Our kids are the same age, 10 months :) and I’m also a first time mom. how do u not think about your baby?! I could never. I don’t know what to say other than it’s harder on you than it is on her. She is getting spoiled by Lola. And she is getting the best kind of love. We can only give our kids the best of us, and let’s be honest we don’t have it all! we just have to tell ourselves that they are getting the best as well, from other people, the things perhaps we lack or fall short of. Did that make sense? This is what i tel myself. My little one starts daycare in 2 months! Anyway 2 more days. It’ll fly. If it helps, tell her you love her and you’ll be home soon. You got this mama! From TO, Canada.

[@joaniegamponia7557]

hi cora new subscriber mo,nagustuhan kita dahil sa napanood kong replay ng confrontation mo kay baninay nung mga nakraang taon,i love you cora

[@happysimpleliving]

Hi Cora! Please forgive us for this such late reaction. The next time that you have to leave little Leila behind, remind yourself that it is for her safety and let her know that you will document every moment for her... and so, for you to feel better and lighten up the mood, whenever you talk to the camera, only talk to little Lea... all of us will understand and it'll be quite fun for the veiwers to see how little Lea and Mommy Cora handle the LDR's. Lots of love to you and little Lea.

[@karlamaripadonia7584]

Isipin mo nlng ate na nandyan ka para din sa kanya.na u need din to work for her hihihi 😘😘❤❤

[@toddmccreary4579]

Actually I think next time you have to take her. I know if you hadn't gotten that call it might have been easier. I remember one time I went to camp for a week and one of my dad's uncles died and they came and got me to go to viewing. Then they brought me back to camp and I was homesick the rest of the week. And later my niece got taken away for awhile and she was the first niece I ever had and I had to not think about her at all and it didn't seem right but if I thought about her I'd get mad that it wasn't fair so I just had to forget until she came back. I know that you really think it's your fault but she's just too young to handle mommy being gone that long. It's not your fault, Coraleen! You are very used to being with her most of the time and maybe three days was something you wanted to try to handle but you probably were only built for one or a day and a half and it was too big of a chunk. You wanted to be a big girl but she's your baby and you just really love her and it kills you. And Coraleen, you DO LOVE HER. You want to think you're the meanest cruelest person in the world but you have a beautiful HEART and you left her with your grandmother and if it wasn't a relative you probably wouldn't have left her. I know you were probably telling yourself not to go without her from the beginning and that's why it was so hard. You were thinking oh she's with grandma and you had second thoughts from the beginning and then the call and you see her. Yeah just the vibe moved bad. So it's better to try not to think about her but she's so part of you I don't know if you can. Coraleen I'm sorry that you cried but you're not bad. I hope this helps but I know the whole time you were gone it was very hard. If you're still on your trip I hope you can get through it and if you're home I know you're glad.

[@Unpredictable2600]

Omggg, I feel you ate cora but it’s not that I have a daughter lol. My mom just had a baby 6 months ago and I missed her so muuuuuch every second. I’ve always ask my sister to send me pictures and updates of her. Anyways, hang in there ate cora, you’ll be with leila soon. Regards to you and your lovely baby ♥️

[@perryd883]

where is this??

[@CoraleenWaddell]

perry lagen resort el nido palawan. More videos to come!

[@odulio3]

Your baby will be fine, watch when u pick her up.. u will see shell have a big smile, and try to come to u..

[@mathieuleader8601]

nice boat ride amazing pristine waters

[@hopecajoles2260]

Hi Cora make a video of A day in a life of being a Mom. Love u Strong mommy Cora

[@abegaillego3839]

That's what I'm worried about once I go back to work in cruise ship soon. 😭

[@abegaillego3839]

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[@rielg.7631]

This is the reason why I don't wanna go back to Manila again for work. 😭

[@sympathique506]

I saw you at will dasovich for the first time. I think your the most beautiful woman i ever seen in my entire existence. ❤️❤️❤️👸🏻

[@karlamaripadonia7584]

I feel you ❤❤ masakit talaga lalo na pag breastfeeding yung anak mo 😟😟 kahit nga mawalay siya sayu.khit isang oras lng. Namimiss mo na agad. How much more kya kung ilang araw na.

[@llalainemaemiro]

I feel you.❤

[@mtdewyx]

Its a bungalow. Lol. You look amazing..glad it was great for you.

[@daniasmiles9945]

I feel u

[@glitterLuster]

I always felt the same way as you do. Whenever I leave my baby behind, even just for 8-10 hrs! Huhuhu Question: Do you still keep breastfeeding Leila?

[@CoraleenWaddell]

glitterluster yup she is still breastfeeding but now can eat smooshy foods and buko juice and nut milks

[@glitterLuster]

Coraleen Waddell Wow! That’s awesome! So proud of you for still breastfeeding her. 🤱🏻🤱🏻

[@tvnatinto]

You can bring your mom or lola with you to help take care of your baby

[@Shattered65]

Leila might cry and be sad until somebody or something catches her attention five minutes later and then she will forget all about you and have fun with whoever she is with. So don't be the mother that is down on herself all the time while her baby is having a great time playing and laughing and not even remembering you exist....

[@hutchcatalino4081]

It is not time to bring your daughter with you in a different places, just wait her to become stronger due different environment....Take care always...