I'm Gonna Miss Him Forever • 4.5.20

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@michaeljohnson9916
@michaeljohnson9916 4 жыл бұрын
I have no doubt that if she couldn't have made a baked good for SOMEBODY that birthday, Stephen's mother would have exploded.
@Totoxert
@Totoxert 4 жыл бұрын
Sagan was everyone's cat and we all miss him dearly. I feel your pain, Stephen & Mallory. Copper died October 2013, and it still hurts. I know Copper is up there showing Sagan around and making sure he has all sorts of friends. Stephen, please don't feel like it's a burden to talk about Sagan. You have over 75,000 people who are here for you. Stay strong. We're always here for you.
@GibSnake
@GibSnake 4 жыл бұрын
He was a good boy who will live on forever in our hearts, memories, and vlogs
@KuroKomix
@KuroKomix 4 жыл бұрын
"Moving on is a simple thing - what it leaves behind is hard."
@NaviNeku24
@NaviNeku24 4 жыл бұрын
Never be sorry about grief, man! Sagan will be missed by all of us and you are allowed to cry when you need to. Mal, Kep, and all of us will be there for you. Plus, if it helps, I named my snail in my Animal Crossing island after him. I named him Carl, but I thought it would be nice to have some sort of memorial to him in my island and I thought this was the way to go. 😊
@StarWarsTrekkie1342
@StarWarsTrekkie1342 4 жыл бұрын
That's so sweet! An unassuming but hyper snail 😍
@TheGatrGamr
@TheGatrGamr 4 жыл бұрын
The vlogs about his passing feel so distant in the past yet so close. There will always be these moments where the feelings well up again but that'll keep the memory of him all the more fresh
@s_napps
@s_napps 4 жыл бұрын
Don't be sorry for missing him or sharing. We'll be here to listen and mourn with you because he was, and frankly still is, a huge part of this journey you've taken us on.
@CobaltCustard
@CobaltCustard 4 жыл бұрын
Grief is a strange thing. There was a time, years after we'd lost our cat, I was just sitting at the computer one day. All of a sudden, everything just came back to me and I started crying. It's just the way things are sometimes. You could be perfectly fine, and then it hits you. It's nothing that requires any sort of apology. Sagan was family, and he'll always have a place in your memory and heart.
@Jamie-bu9cq
@Jamie-bu9cq 4 жыл бұрын
Stephen, we're adults and we can regulate our own emotions. Don't apologize for being honest. That's why we're here.
@XxxTheFireEmblemxxX
@XxxTheFireEmblemxxX 4 жыл бұрын
As for grief, you’ll find it comes in waves. When the ship is first wrecked, you’re drowning, with wreckage all around you. Everything floating around you reminds you of the beauty and the magnificence of the ship that was, and is no more. And all you can do is float. You find some piece of the wreckage and you hang on for a while. Maybe it’s some physical thing. Maybe it’s a happy memory or a photograph. Maybe it’s a person who is also floating. For a while, all you can do is float. Stay alive. In the beginning, the waves are 100 feet tall and crash over you without mercy. They come 10 seconds apart and don’t even give you time to catch your breath. All you can do is hang on and float. After a while, maybe weeks, maybe months, you’ll find the waves are still 100 feet tall, but they come further apart. When they come, they still crash all over you and wipe you out. But in between, you can breathe, you can function. You never know what’s going to trigger the grief. It might be a song, a picture, a street intersection, the smell of a cup of coffee. It can be just about anything…and the wave comes crashing. But in between waves, there is life. Somewhere down the line, and it’s different for everybody, you find that the waves are only 80 feet tall. Or 50 feet tall. And while they still come, they come further apart. You can see them coming. An anniversary, a birthday, or Christmas, or landing at O’Hare. You can see it coming, for the most part, and prepare yourself. And when it washes over you, you know that somehow you will, again, come out the other side. Soaking wet, sputtering, still hanging on to some tiny piece of the wreckage, but you’ll come out. The waves never stop coming, and somehow you don’t really want them to. But you learn that you’ll survive them. And other waves will come. And you’ll survive them too. If you’re lucky, you’ll have lots of scars from lots of loves. And lots of shipwrecks.
@lethallawnmower5301
@lethallawnmower5301 4 жыл бұрын
Theodore Roosevelt That’s honestly perfect
@Mrs-Olinsky
@Mrs-Olinsky 4 жыл бұрын
When you mentioned Sagan, it reminded me of something ive been wanting to work on for a while. I've always thought your vlogs were so inspiring and gave me so many ideas. When you mentioned Sagan, it made me think about taking a crack at painting the boys from when they were small and first introduced. I know it may be hard to look at knowing how much everyone misses Sagan, but it may also help the healing process a little more. Id love to know what you and Mal think. Stephen, I hope you see this man. Take it easy.
@soppysock
@soppysock 4 жыл бұрын
I lost a pet last year too. I understand your pain, and like you said, on top of the general anxieties everyone has been feeling lately, it’s hard. No words are ever the right thing when you’re feeling that loss, just know that you made Sagan live the happiest life he could have lived, and never forget that love.
@holypome
@holypome 4 жыл бұрын
Never be sorry about grief, and never apologize for it. Some people may never understand the healing process from having to make the very difficult decision to lay a pet to rest, and you don’t ever have to explain it to them. The healing process is long and rough, and you never truly “get over it” you just learn how to “deal with it”. I love you guys, and I’m sending much love your way
@folzyfantasy15
@folzyfantasy15 4 жыл бұрын
Always big hugs for you guys. Also, Stephen's mother is such a sweet lady doing that for Mal and Dan. Also, I may now be frantically researching where to find that star shirt in a male size now because that shirt is legendary.
@CrescentLizzy
@CrescentLizzy 4 жыл бұрын
I lost my first dog seven years ago and there are still times where I just miss him like crazy. The sharpness will dull, maybe, but yeah, it'll hit you out of left field. Grief is a tricky weird beast and internet hugs to you and Mal. Also, a late happy birthday to Mal. :)
@brownsbayracing32
@brownsbayracing32 4 жыл бұрын
I know exactly how you are feeling. With my mom passing in January unexpectedly, I don't feel like that initial shock had even started to wear off and we went into this new issue. Being trapped at home is certainly not helping anyone's mental state, but for anyone grieving, it can be total hell.
@redwind5150
@redwind5150 4 жыл бұрын
While we all grieve for what we once had, we also smile, because Sagan, is remembered as a remarkable figure in your life. The extent, of what you went through, to save your son, shows a rare example of deep emotional loyalty, and commitment to family. Be saddened at times, by your guys loss, but smile in joy at remembering his joy he brought to you both.
@TsunamiKitten56
@TsunamiKitten56 4 жыл бұрын
I agree
@PKSandman
@PKSandman 4 жыл бұрын
I know the feeling. I've lost several family members over the last year- both of my mother's parents and as of earlier this week my great aunt (due to COVID-19). For them, all that is left for me is memories.
@Alfonso162008
@Alfonso162008 4 жыл бұрын
Oh man, I'm sorry. I know I'm just a random person on the internet, but I'm sending a virtual hug for you. Hope everything passes soon.
@SmilingSas
@SmilingSas 4 жыл бұрын
COOLRUNNER87 That sucks man :( Im so sorry. Keep those memories, cherish them, for one Day memories of a person dear to ud can make us smile again
@aveyondfan1802
@aveyondfan1802 4 жыл бұрын
I’m so sorry.
@Gible1001
@Gible1001 4 жыл бұрын
Happy belated birthday to Mal. And as for for the part about Sagan, loss is hard. Recent loss is the hardest. I just lost someone today, and honestly, I haven't cried yet. Because, with recent loss, the tears don't always come out immediately. Sometimes it takes time for the loss to sink in, and when it eventually does it SINKS in. Hard. I know because it's what happened when my grandma died a few years ago, it's what'll happen to me later, and it seems to be what's happening to you now. And I know some people will think it's different (because your loss was a cat and mine a human), but it's really not. For you guys, Sagan wasn't just your cat. He was your boy. The value of a life is determined by love. And you guys gave Sagan all the love you could. And I'm sure he knew that, right to the very end. Just wanna say again: happy belated birthday, Mal. I hope you guys had a great day. Sincerely, A Fan
@Neis999
@Neis999 4 жыл бұрын
Even though it’s sad, thanks for talking about what’s on your mind.
@ShycoWar
@ShycoWar 4 жыл бұрын
The rollercoaster of grief is a ride you won't be able to step out of for a while longer still - if at all, really. Sometimes the memories will make you cry, and sometimes they'll make you smile. But at the end of the day, that just goes to show how deep your love for Sagan truly runs. Even ten years from now, it wouldn't be shameful in the slightest to shed a few more tears for him. And just to make sure this comment doesn't end on a downer, let me state the obvious real quick: Mama Georg is a literal angel, bless her heart.
@Kdoggie96
@Kdoggie96 4 жыл бұрын
I just want to tell you, in light of both Sagan's passing, and the events going on in the world today, that it is okay to grieve, and express it to everyone. It is okay to grieve normally, as that is part of what humanizes us. Us healthcare workers work with grieving families everyday, especially in light of recent events. I wish I could share some of my experiences working in healthcare the past couple months, as there have been some truly sad situations involving the Coronavirus, but as a healthcare worker, it is also important for us to protect patient confidentiality, so in light of that I instead want to say, you are not alone Stephen. Never apologize for grieving, or expressing your feelings about a matter, because who knows when you might get the opportunity to do so again.
@mrxRby
@mrxRby 4 жыл бұрын
It was a hard time, and unfortunately has been overshadowed to most of the world by the other worries. We still remember, we still love. I've actually went back and watched a lot of the fan favorites videos and whenever Sagan was on screen I just smiled. I miss that boy so much, but I know my missing can't compare to what you guys feel. We love you guys!
@KnuxTube
@KnuxTube 4 жыл бұрын
We all miss Sagan, sometimes I'll just think about him randomly and get sad. It's crazy how much of an effect his passing had, touching people around the world who never met him. He was such a special boy, grief has a way of popping back up at random times like that.
@the_broniest
@the_broniest 4 жыл бұрын
Hey Stephen, I just wanted to let you know that I used to not really be an avid watcher of this channel, only watching vlogs that seemed like they would be interesting, but ever since Sagan passed I've watched every single vlog and I plan to keep that up. I didn't "know" Sagan as much as some of the other viewers, but seeing your grief and how you handled it (among other things) gave me a sense of belonging here. Thanks for everything you do, and keep doing whatever helps.
@sydney100757
@sydney100757 4 жыл бұрын
I rarely comment on youtube videos but ill once again do so to say I'm very sorry for your loss. I similarly lost one of my cats and far too soon. The grieving process is different for everyone, so talk about it as much or as little as you need to without feeling guilty. I'm currently on day 758 of the Journey and it will be bittersweet to see him again. I wish the best for the both of you.
@N91stormbreaker
@N91stormbreaker 4 жыл бұрын
Never feel bad for that grief you feel. My baby girl pup for 12 yrs passed away in September and even to this day, while there are no more tears, I still can never not miss feeling her fur or the comfort she gave me. However, the fact that those feelings remain means that he will always be in your heart and over time, you can only smile at those times. Just remember to still cry if you need to but never feel bad for it.
@chaoticdance
@chaoticdance 4 жыл бұрын
I once got grief described to me as like...a button in a box with a ball in it. When its super fresh, that ball is giant and constantly hits that button so the grief is constant. But as time goes along, the ball gets smaller but it's still gonna hit that grief once in a while. I totally understand the feeling both of you are going through, since I lost a cat late last year, and sometimes that grief just smacks you right in the face.
@dagmare940
@dagmare940 4 жыл бұрын
Missing Sagan makes me remember when our first cat died. We got her as a distraction and a way of coping because my brother died. We never had a cat before and she was a grumpy little diva sometimes but we loved her and she helped us cope. I was depressed for months after she passed. The grief for Sagan comes in waves, it will feel like it will never be right, but one day, tears will turn into smiles, I'm sure!
@PurpleCitizen
@PurpleCitizen 4 жыл бұрын
Great to see you guys hanging in there in this time the world's in. Hope Mal's birthday was great. There's gonna be a lot of people that miss him, even people he never knew but definitely knew him. Sagan will always live on forever.
@Mungiwungi-r9b
@Mungiwungi-r9b 4 жыл бұрын
I lost my tabby 2 days ago and It hurts so damn bad there have been times where she would be at the end of my bed all curled up sleeping when I woke up to playing with her during the day or just watching the vlogs with her purring next to me it’s really been a crappy time especially with my 18th birthday on the 14th thankfully my other cat has been incredibly snuggly but I will forever miss her beautiful face
@SmilingSas
@SmilingSas 4 жыл бұрын
Spooperfoot5 I’s never easy, specially when you’re used to always Having them near you. My dog would always lay her head on my lab when I was Drawing, it’s a feeling I miss terribly But it is a memory i cherish. Remember It’s okay to be sad and cry, it’s hard But it’s gonna be easier Day by Day, i promise.
@WizardToby
@WizardToby 4 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry for your loss. Our pets really are like family and we miss them when they're no longer with us. Gets better over time.
@FlashtheFirefox
@FlashtheFirefox 4 жыл бұрын
I’m sorry for your loss *hugs*
@jossebrodeur6033
@jossebrodeur6033 4 жыл бұрын
It gets easier but it's never gonna go away. I lost one of my cats to lymphoma last October, and like Sagan it was just so sudden like one day he was fine and the next he wasn't. It still hurts to this day to think about it, so I know what you two are going through. It'll get easier with time, but you'll always miss them.
@crimsongamer2337
@crimsongamer2337 Жыл бұрын
I know how Stephen and Mal felt when they were still going through the loss of Sagan. I lost my cat Beady the same year and month. So for me, it was a long grieving progress, as any mention of him always brought me towards the blink of tears. Even years later, I still think about him now and then.
@ianthesilverfire5224
@ianthesilverfire5224 4 жыл бұрын
today was rough with our dog. She's aging and we had to rush her to the vet. Given the world's circumstances we basically did curbside drop off and that was hard. She's home now and we should be getting her well. But we were worried for a bit.
@Angeleg121
@Angeleg121 4 жыл бұрын
Grief can be summarized like so: there is a ball in a box. The box has a pain button. At the very beginning, the ball is gigantic - it's either so big that it is constantly hitting the pain button or it's big enough that just the slightest nudge hits the button. But over time, it shrinks. One day it's no longer the size of a beach ball and instead it's a marble. But - the pain you experience from the button being hit is the same as it was at the beginning and the same at the end. The ball in the box analogy is so simple and so powerful. But please know that you don't have to apologize for the pain button being pressed. We all miss him (though definitely not in the same way as you and Mal do).
@drakewoody2506
@drakewoody2506 4 жыл бұрын
Please don't ever feel like you have to apologize for feeling your feelings. You're human and 100% allowed to do that.
@arcadia4691
@arcadia4691 4 жыл бұрын
I watch these videos just to remind me of the situation going on, and that were all in the same boat. Gives me some comfort, also at the same time , it's been weird with just one cat in the house, and I know both of you will continue to Grieve for Sagan, just as many people here will. You have no need to apologize for anything. I miss him a lot too. He gave you and us so much joy, and that is a very hard thing to go through.
@robertdenke1443
@robertdenke1443 4 жыл бұрын
Five years ago I lost my childhood dog Cali (2002-2015) and it was hard when I lost her. She was a good dog and really loyal and loving. Now that my dog now is 10 (Coco) and approaching the same age as Cali, I can't bear the thought of losing her, I want her to have the best life ever. It is amazing how fast time flies though. I remember getting Cali and Coco, seems like yesterday we brought Coco home and I remember I held Cali in my arms and the moment she put her head on my shoulder I knew she was the one. My sister and mom chose Coco but yet when she was our dog, I loved her the moment i saw her. Both of my dogs are/were fat. Don't feel sorry for needing to cry on camera, we're here for you.
@baseeryousufzai4605
@baseeryousufzai4605 4 жыл бұрын
Hey man, I know exactly what you and Mal feel (and been meaning to write this for a while). I lost my best friend/someone I see as a father figure during the month of December 2019. I think of him everyday and have had a terrible 4 months from then to now (without him). Something that helps though is to keep yourself busy and reach out to friends. It doesn't solve everything but it makes everything much more bearable. Healing just takes time and it's completely normal to feel down from those moments of grief from time to time. But you will get back up. All the best, you two. And tomorrow (the 6th) will be better.
@elypso_
@elypso_ 4 жыл бұрын
Grief is a funny thing. I can only imagine what you guys are going through after seeing a family member go, but just remember we're all in this together and we're all here for you guys :)
@SumiMarrow
@SumiMarrow 4 жыл бұрын
You can never keep yourselves busy enough to push grief and sadness aside, there will be moments where it hits you and the best thing to do is just greet it, let it stay, then let it go. It’s a vicious cycle that time can only heal so much but it will be better with time 💓💓
@radiodread
@radiodread 4 жыл бұрын
Big hugs to you both. ❤️
@RadiShineAmigo
@RadiShineAmigo 4 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel. I lost my cat february last year. I still think about her everyday.
@marcus7984
@marcus7984 4 жыл бұрын
Sharing is caring and thanks for sharing with us. We all miss him and love him. A good boy who will live on forever in our hearts forever. We will never forget him.
@lucario774pika
@lucario774pika 4 жыл бұрын
Stephen, I know how painful it is to lose a beloved pet. That pain will never truly go away. But it does hurt less and less over time.
@majoracurse6116
@majoracurse6116 4 жыл бұрын
I felt the same way when my father passed away last year in July, the rest of my summer break really sucked for me and I’m pretty sure everyone involved with his death could notice that. Now that I’m in my Junior year of high school it’s starting to effect me again since its getting close to the date of his death. I’ve even had these weird dreams with him in them, most of them screaming at me since that was the last thing I can remember from him, for talking care of my puppy. I hope you and Amal have your own escape from a close death, I’ve had mine with you guys actually, and I hope everything is going your way.
@SuperHops
@SuperHops 4 жыл бұрын
Don't worry Stephen I can understand a lot, I had lost 2 of my loved ones at the beginning of 2020 within the span of 2 weeks and it had hurt me so much inside. I can see how much you're grieving and I can relate to what you're feeling right now, you are great dude and I hate to see you like this man, your videos always put a smile on my face thank you for everything and stay strong Stephen.
@KillFriskey
@KillFriskey 4 жыл бұрын
Like, I understand the feeling. I lost my mom around the end of 2019 and had to get through that, and then suddenly we get thrown into all of this and it's weird that part of me is grateful that she doesn't have to go through this (mostly because she would have been severly immunocompromised, then again also I'm glad she doesn't have to go through missing baseball, haha) but yeah, memories happen more when I have a moment to reflect like you guys did. But it's okay if you guys want to talk about what's going on, if you have one of those days. It happens to the best of us and it's totally okay. Much love to you and the family. ❤️
@brownsbayracing32
@brownsbayracing32 4 жыл бұрын
I lost my mom in January and I feel almost exactly the same as you. She would have been in danger with this as well. We will get through it.
@AnnaZverina
@AnnaZverina 4 жыл бұрын
I lost my cat, Koshka, in December, and of course I think about her every day. When I lose someone I only cry on the day we say goodbye. But on Sunday (the day this vlog was shot) I was scrolling through my Instagram, which has pictures of my cat. I started missing her more than I normally do, and I randomly started crying. That never happens. What comes with doing college at home means my freedom is restricted by my parents again, and it sucks. The depression of quarantine mixed with grieving my cat left me crying, I guess. Thanks for sharing your journey with losing a family member. I, and I'm sure many others, feel more comfortable knowing there are other people going through the same thing.
@Andrea-bv4ep
@Andrea-bv4ep 4 жыл бұрын
Our pets will never leave our memories. Rex is still vivid in my memories, though I need to get more pictures of him up. I have never been able to remember faces and I feel my memory of what he looked like slipping away. It pains me. But, I know he is okay and forever with us and waiting on the other side of the Rainbow Bridge because of the dream he sent me. But, I now know that my life and home will never be empty of nails on floor and dog tags jingling on a collar.
@gradydtowe9701
@gradydtowe9701 4 жыл бұрын
Happy early birthday, Mal
@lovablepsychopath5248
@lovablepsychopath5248 4 жыл бұрын
I grieve still for Sagan, such a good boy. I still grieve for my own gorgeous lad, Trevor. I live with my partner now and I miss having a cat, I know my mum misses having a cat as well with her. There's something so so special about family animals, they are truly family members and you can't tell me any different, heck I grieved for my pet fish. Stay safe and strong you guys! love all your content, makes everything a bit easier.
@ThePisceanDragon
@ThePisceanDragon 4 жыл бұрын
I had a bad mental health moment not long ago, and I was talking to my husband about it and said the words “I miss Mimi. She was my therapy cat.” My son (3yo) was apparently eavesdropping and shouted from the living room, “MIMI’S DEAD!” I have never EVER laughed and sobbed at the same time so genuinely. It’s ok to miss him. It’s ok to talk about it. Just don’t talk about it anywhere near a threenager because they’re savage AF.
@Spiritet93
@Spiritet93 4 жыл бұрын
His passing was shy of two months ago, but it felt like a thousand years. He may not be with us anymore, but his memory will be there forever. Sagan was truly a loved cat, and he loved you too. On a side note, Mama Georg is super nice to bring Mal flowers. Bless her lots.
@enesevanderwalt5900
@enesevanderwalt5900 4 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for all the stress you've been going through. Those moments of stillness will continue to come and go. Please don't apologise for feeling what you feel. ❤️❤️❤️
@MajorKerina
@MajorKerina 4 жыл бұрын
The crazy thing is it hasn't even been two months, just ten weeks. A lot of stuff in such a short time. Let's hope more good things come around to balance life out. All blessings.
@Shiny_Misty
@Shiny_Misty 4 жыл бұрын
"This Vlog wasn't going to be a downer until I had to open my big mouth about it" Stephen, don't ever belittle your emotions like that. Grief comes is waves. Sometimes small, sometimes REALLY heavy. We understand, and we want you to feel comfortable. To be able to do what you do to make the grieving less painful. And if that means "making the vlog a downer" than it is perfectly fine. It is your life documented in a video. This is just a part of that life. *hugs*
@MasterCrawford343
@MasterCrawford343 4 жыл бұрын
Steven I lost my dog around the same time Sagan left you. Everyday I look down to where his dog bowl was and I'm like "what happened where is he... Oh..." Lingering grief can take a while to get past. There is no shame in expressing your sorrows. We can be your therapy group if you need us to be, you and Mal both.
@thedaviator
@thedaviator 4 жыл бұрын
Pro-tip! Beef stroganoff hamburger helper tastes millions of times better if you melt about half a block of 8 oz. cream cheese. Tried it once to see what would happen and now it's the only way I make it.
@Kinnakeeter
@Kinnakeeter 4 жыл бұрын
I love hamburger helper. It doesn't matter what kind for me. RIP Sagan. You are sorely missed. I'm sending my condolences and support. Happy belated birthday Mal
@Temporalitea
@Temporalitea 4 жыл бұрын
Never apologize for grieving, Stephen! It's an important part of healing to get your emotions off of your chest as you feel them, even if it's through a camera lens. Grief fluctuates, and there will be times where things will feel easier, and times where they won't. Sagan will always be in our hearts. Stay safe, we're here for you.
@LosiDriver7223
@LosiDriver7223 4 жыл бұрын
Happy late birthday Mal!
@SlyCoopergraff
@SlyCoopergraff 4 жыл бұрын
My cat Galleth died today. I was already crushed by Sagan's passing back then, but now I know it even more deeply.
@flyingfang6978
@flyingfang6978 4 жыл бұрын
I know usually whenever I used to make large quantities of food at a hospital, we were always told to under-salt the food so people can fix it to how they like. Maybe that’s what’s going on with the store-bought food?
@crysellium
@crysellium 4 жыл бұрын
Please don't apologize. Like you said, the vlog is meant to show your life, and Sagan was and will forever be a part of it. Sometimes you remember him and you cry, but I hope you'll always find the strength to smile through the tears. He's impacted the lives of so many and somehow these moments on the vlog are like a reminder that we as a community are collectively working through this (and all the other grief we are experiencing). Sending prayers and lots of love your way
@HeadsetGuy
@HeadsetGuy 4 жыл бұрын
I grew up with Hamburger Helper. My preferred variety was Stroganoff, but I also indulged in Cheeseburger Macaroni once in a while. Nowadays, my preferred variety is the "Deluxe" Stroganoff. I also like to add garlic to the beef. Of course, I don't eat Hamburger Helper as often now, but still.
@SinbadNaiver
@SinbadNaiver 4 жыл бұрын
Stephen, Mal....i'm really sorry for your loss......I wish i could hug you both in person if i had the chance, but i live too far away to do so....you have my deepest sympathies and condolesences.....*hug* you make amazing videos, keep up the good work.
@Ethereal_109
@Ethereal_109 4 жыл бұрын
Rest well, rest easy.
@TakersSoulGirl22
@TakersSoulGirl22 3 жыл бұрын
Awe. Don't worry about missing Sagan and grieving about him. It's gonna happen and there's gonna be moments where you're going to miss him....I wanna say outta the blue, but that doesn't sound right. There are going to be moments where you miss him. I have moments where I still miss our dog Ozzie and still grieving him. Although, the grief is not in my face like it was.
@hugplex
@hugplex 4 жыл бұрын
I've been having a rough couple of days myself really missing my Dad.
@Kiriafycso
@Kiriafycso 5 ай бұрын
as a former florist, i would say im fairly certain that it is a bell flower!
@TimelapseExperimentals
@TimelapseExperimentals 4 жыл бұрын
I feel ya man, i had to put my 14 year old cat down in February, it was absolutely devastating Cats are the best Edit: wow just looked back on your vlogs and saw you lost your guy on feb20, mine went on the 18th just 2 days before...due to lymphoma as well
@ShennyNerd
@ShennyNerd 4 жыл бұрын
*tight hug*
@tantheman0921
@tantheman0921 4 жыл бұрын
We will all miss him. 😢
@jakobwedel3168
@jakobwedel3168 4 жыл бұрын
Hamburger helper is the bane of my existence
@amayaa1585
@amayaa1585 4 жыл бұрын
"Surprise" you say, as if it's a surprise to anyone that your mom still baked for Dan and got Mal flowers And don't apologize for mentioning Sagan. We know that you're gonna miss him, and we do too. We love you guys💙💙
@audoodle9963
@audoodle9963 4 жыл бұрын
I can count every time I’ve had hamburger helper on one hand as well. *stares at closed fist*
@orcalord8166
@orcalord8166 4 жыл бұрын
We will too, Stephen. We will too.
@stormyandsnowy
@stormyandsnowy 4 жыл бұрын
Is that outro song from someone? Or just public domain?
@sheeshore
@sheeshore 4 жыл бұрын
R.I.P. The Goodest Boy
@hallaloth3112
@hallaloth3112 4 жыл бұрын
Stop apologizing. You said that this is a part of your life and the vlog is meant to be honest. Not telling us or bottling it up would be dishonest. We can take it and (maybe) in some small well help shoulder the pain by being here,
@modermousev2ofthegoldendeer
@modermousev2ofthegoldendeer 4 жыл бұрын
HUG SQUAD GO!
@Sephiko
@Sephiko 4 жыл бұрын
I had the Stroganoff over 10 years ago... it was good.
@zoeyorly
@zoeyorly 4 жыл бұрын
Even salt is better with salt
@athelas5305
@athelas5305 4 жыл бұрын
Yes Mal, that is a Campanula (Bellflower). You can see them in assorted colors here: www.fiftyflowers.com/product/assorted-campanula-flowers.htm
@QuadraCh
@QuadraCh 4 жыл бұрын
Arigato....Sagan
@AmandaSox8
@AmandaSox8 4 жыл бұрын
The ball in the box hit the button today. And that’s ok
@pkejesusfreak
@pkejesusfreak 4 жыл бұрын
There's no shame in bringing up Sagan, or for continuing to grieve over him. I don't know if you remember me, but almost a month ago I commented on one of your vlogs about my putting my dog to sleep. It's been rough, but i've been taking things a day at a time. However i forced myself into a milestone today, that I had been putting off.... I buried Delilah on my families property the same day she was put down, but i put off going back to her grave with a marker until today. It was harder making myself doing it, than actually doing it, and i had to ask my brother to come along for emotional support; but it's done. Delilah now has a granite headstone with daisies planted around it. I won't be moving on for a long time, and neither will you guys... All we can do it remember the love and happiness we shared with them.
@SmilingSas
@SmilingSas 4 жыл бұрын
Don’t apologize... you’re so polite But it’s okay to still feel sad about it. I watched corpse bride Yesterday and cried a little bit when the skelleton dog appeared. It’s not gonna go away, ever, But it Will be a little easier every Day.
@stormyandsnowy
@stormyandsnowy 4 жыл бұрын
Are Dan and Mal the same age? I forget
@PSVIEWR
@PSVIEWR 4 жыл бұрын
Ironic that I gave flowers for my sister’s birthday. My sister loves brownies, so she got them.
@Dilaughosaurus
@Dilaughosaurus 4 жыл бұрын
@circlenowsquared
@circlenowsquared 4 жыл бұрын
Ah, is this the hamburger helper that Stephen poured the milk for and thought he helped make the cake instead?
@ToddThiner
@ToddThiner 4 жыл бұрын
Hamburger helper ftw
@Vikapediathat
@Vikapediathat 4 жыл бұрын
I have friends in my Uni dorm that are vegetarians, and they crave salt that they’ll go up to the kitchen staff to get more salt. I guess you’re simply influenced by your mum for more salt because she’s a vegetarian.
@blutheblooper1280
@blutheblooper1280 4 жыл бұрын
THATS WHERE HE PUT THE MILK
@warpmaster7
@warpmaster7 4 жыл бұрын
dont be sorry about talking about him. He was a good cat. let out your emotion
@MidnightPicnic
@MidnightPicnic 4 жыл бұрын
Mama Georg was going to bake for someone no matter the cost. I'm sure she has been baking for papa Georg and he is tired.
@AllenTax
@AllenTax 4 жыл бұрын
Maybe you can draw something yourself Stephen. That make her happy.😊
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