I'm NOT CRAZY! (I'm Autistic)

[@Dan_Chiron]

"You're _probably_ not crazy... I don't want to say that with a 100% certainty" That's the most aspie comment I've heard from Paul, and it's pure gold!

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@MikkoRantalainen]

That makes you either an autistic or a scientist. True scientist knows that nothing is truly black and white and there are no absolute things in realitity. Mathematician can invent absolute abstract things but that's an exception allowed by not being limited by reality. Some things may have 100% (rounded) or 0% possibility of happening but that is different from "always" or "never" or "impossible".

[@stevestiles811]

I laughed. Good job lol 😂

[@juguerin]

Sounds like me when overly cautious speaking to a customer.

[@jbr84tx]

Yes, there are some truly crazy people out there who may be listening to this video. He likes to be precise.

[@Cat94683]

I'm 40 and was diagnosed at 38. I told my mother she laughed and said oh don't be silly. Your not autistic. I told my sister and her response was do you really want to have autism, though? Growing up whenever I was "difficult" my family would say Carmen's just being Carmen. Translated Carmen is being an asshole let's ignore her. So naturally my relationship with my family is not great. Thankfully now I have a fantastic husband who is my greatest advocate.

[@lovewins4436]

Happy for you hun ❤️

[@More_readings]

💜

[@CrystalMouse1]

Carmen Kaczkowski exactly! I’m convinced that people just want to abuse. If we tell them we’re actually autistic, they get upset that we’re empowered and won’t put up with them anymore

[@Cat94683]

@@CrystalMouse1 also unfortunately autism is sometimes invisible,so they get frustrated that we are so difficult. Then when we explain, they really don't understand, they can't see that it's how our brains work, NOT a choice that we make.

[@justinemahoney2360]

Yes I have a similar story. Some family are not very nice people

[@ModernDoofus]

I cannot adequately express how grateful I am for you, your channel, and for the good fortune that you came across my radar.

[@susannamiscera2401]

I second this.

[@mdj864]

why is it that although I'm not autistic, I completely understand and relate to autistics? it baffles me that the general population does not! I would like to add, that just because a person is 'different', it does not make them unimportant, or 'less than' the mainstream...never believe it! 🏆❤

[@arunk-vc]

Absolutely.

[@kikki2012]

@@mdj864 Why not even the opposite? As a gift, adding new angles and seeing important stuff others might dismiss/miss. :))

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@Miollvynir]

Suddenly finding myself isolated from the group and not understanding why ... Damn. I've always been so confused why.

[@robertjohnburton9775]

No you are not confused, some people are just into game playing to control your behaviour. I avoid these crazymakers

[@mattpauletti7018]

I feel ya.

[@robertjohnburton9775]

@@mattpauletti7018 Thanks I am past hurt; I am resilient & I wish I could get out of here!

[@mdj864]

I think majority are self absorbed, lacking empathy and insight. what they see as important drives me up a wall...for example, 'selfies' 🥴🤳

[@More_readings]

Any group... true

[@Yours_sincerely_thedreamer]

Another insight of mine: I am not lazy, I am autistic. Well, of course sometimes I am lazy, but sensory overload is no laziness! I really struggled accepting and understanding this because I am quite ambitious and always have big plans for the day. And than sometimes they don’t work out because I am in sensory overload.

[@carolinacrane1]

Yes, that's a big one. Before I understood this I'd push myself beyond my capacity to prove I'm not lazy, then crash. Making me look and feel lazier.

[@georges9760]

@@carolinacrane1 Same here. I'm 26 and in the process to be diagnosed. After researching I'm in no doubt that I have autism. My family are saying they hope I don't, but I have struggled with something, and this could be the answer and a way to get better.

[@ElephantPatronus]

Thank you for saying this. I'm 49 and recently self dx. I've baffled myself my whole life on how I can, on one hand, be a really hard worker and, on the other, be so "lazy" and get little accomplished. Now I realize I freeze when I get overwhelmed. Not lazy. Just overwhelmed. So I'm learning (slowly, I admit) that I have to break tasks into tiny parts in order to make progress and move forward. Still frozen and overwhelmed? Then I have to make those parts even smaller. Often, once the ball gets rolling, I surprise myself by getting much more done than I thought I would. But, I now know that I have to start with teeny tiny steps first. 🙂

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. It's possible diatomaceous earth can help with this process. But Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a mission.

[@Karineriksson1945]

"I really need to stick to the script. Maybe I should start by having a script". 😂😂😂 Love it! Thank you for another interesting video :)

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. It's possible diatomaceous earth can help with this process. But Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a mission.

[@kissa3168]

Karin, that cracked me up too!

[@derp195]

Same. Finding out I'm autistic really allowed me to do a better job masking. Knowing the actual nature of the problem allowed me to do it more effectively, as well as in a way that's far less taxing.

[@graemeoliver744]

There's a recent study that proved that autistic people can communicate with each other with the same effectiveness of 2 neurotypicals communicating. My theory is that it has something to do with the cadence of conversation.

[@Mrs.Silversmith]

My mom and I are both Aspies and we not only communicate extremely well together, but when we work together on a project our combined efficiency/productivity is impressive.

[@olivert.7177]

It's Like Living in the wrong planet, where it is hard to unterstand the people living there. But understand other "aliens" ist easy peasy 👽

[@Mrs.Silversmith]

@@marilynteed Hello there, I am the third generation of people in my family with Aspergers (genetics anyone?), I have a MA in counseling (educated on the subject), and I have five kids (so highly motivated to understand causes and contributors to symptoms). While environment and diet can make symptoms worse for those with Aspergers/Autism they are not the underlying cause. Autism is a neurological disorder. This is why people on the spectrum often have unusual responses to psychopharmaceuticals such as being hypersensitive or having no reaction whatsoever. The idea that an intestinal parasite causes severe, debilitating, neurological behavioral symptoms that affect all areas of social functioning is just absurd. As far as I can find out there are NO psychological symptoms associated with intestinal parasites other than feeling tired. One would also have to assume that every single kid who has Autism also happens to have a pediatrician who is so incompetent that they don't notice signs of intestinal problems which is equally ludicrous. My bowels are just fine and have been my whole life.

[@graemeoliver744]

@@marilynteed no, it’s genetic.

[@TheWillzy]

@@graemeoliver744 I think it's part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an exposure to chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change that.

[@jamesguitarist]

Recently realised over the last few months that I have Aspergers and ADHD. I was suspicious of something all my life and I literally felt like an alien. You inspired me to do a video talking about it on my personal Facebook and the response I got was overwhelmingly positive with people thanking me for speaking about it. So thankyou for inspiring me.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. It's possible diatomaceous earth can help with this process. But Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a mission.

[@PlanetEarthLifeSkills]

@@marilynteed why would I want to change who I am? Why would I give up having a superpower? Feed your dirt to superman.

[@CLGlitter76]

I was diagnosed 4 years ago at 40 and all my life I felt like I was crazy and always been made feel crazy and treated like crap all my life. I'm so thankful for our community x

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this.

[@mwilliamson4198]

@@marilynteed interesting. when I've fasted I've really noticed how my normal symptoms ( albeit only mild anyway) go down to almost zero

[@DaveDoingDaveThings]

I got my diagnosis a few months back and at first people had some interest and wanted to learn but when the novelty wears off and I'm displaying more autistic traits because I've learned to unmask and be less stressed it becomes more a case of "oh, still doing the autism thing huh" There's a Marilyn Manson song I keep listening to and a verse goes "sometimes I feel so worthless, sometimes I feel discarded, I wish that I was good enough, then I'd know that I am not alone" This is too relateable

[@lina987]

Dave, you are not worthless and you are great as you are! NTs (I am one of them) sometimes just need some time to understand and adjust. I am sending you some good vibes and positive melodies. 🎶🎵

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this.

[@JarkkoKokkonen]

When I was in school, around 11-12 years old, the boys in my class decided to hold these polls during recess. “Who is the prettiest girl in our class, who is the nicest girl, who is the smartest...” everyone else (around 20 boys) answered the same and I was the outlier who answered every question differently. It was a weird experience but makes sense just like your example of chocolate vs vanilla example. I’m not sure if they had a similar concept of what’s pretty, or if they just followed the opinion of the first guy who said a name in each case. But it has baffled me. For nearly 30 years. I also got in “trouble” since the herd went on to tell the girls their opinion on class. “We think the prettiest girl in class is whoever, but Kokkonen said it’s this other girl”. So my opinions were shared verbatim which was kind of embarrassing. I hope the girls I singled out felt good about it. At least someone thought they were the prettiest, nicest, smartest...

[@kid14346]

"I've been looking for a community where I belong." *flash back to me crying in middle school and high school listening to "I Will Go the Distance" from Hercules*

[@gardnert1]

I always felt most at home with people at the local game shop, playing Warhammer 40k and the like. Nerds in general have always been a safe bet for me.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@KryssLaBryn]

Yeah, it's probably why I've always felt at home at places like scifi/fantasy cons, and the SCA (especially the latter). I just really click there. And I'd never thought about it, but yeah, as a friend pointed out, there doesn't seem to be that many NTs in either, and the ones that do stumble in, don't really seem to stay. Us "crazy" lifers, tho, lol...

[@thebigcapitalism9826]

@@marilynteed You feeling okay?

[@TDubsKid]

It's like being tuned to a completly different frequency than everyone else.

[@lupearacelycastrohidalgo6330]

I love what a son of a friend always says when people tell him he's crazy: "I'm not crazy, I'm just different" 😃

[@caraziegel7652]

This for some reason randomly reminds me of my son when I start stressing that dinner is late - he says, its not late, its dinner time when you serve dinner.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@caraziegel7652]

@@marilynteed Autism is caused or exacerbated by inflammation. SOME cases may be caused by parasitic infection, but others are more complicated biochemical problems. When I get my allergies under control, I'm BETTER - but I dont think I'll ever fully understand the way 'normal' people react to things. Some respond well to anti-fungals (including me), some respond well to anti-seizure meds (like my friend's son, who actually had an undetected seizure disorder). Its just not that simple. And it does run in families - some versions of it. Autism is a set of symptoms, not an illness. Different things cause those symptoms in different people.

[@TheWillzy]

@@caraziegel7652 I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. It's possible diatomaceous earth can help with this process. This lady needs to stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that she knows a cure for Asperger's. She doesnt know what she thinks she knows. She's leaving that comment on every comment like she's on a mission.

[@blondequijote]

Different is a crime that being crazy lets you get away with.

[@newarks_yt]

My ex-best friend once told me I was "being insane" for having trouble with social situations, even after I explained everything I possibly could at the time. That hurt, a lot, and was the cherry on top of the many other ways she had treated me like I was weird. But discovering I was autistic as well as avoidant helped reassure me she was wrong, she just wasn't doing what she should have done to try to understand me. Luckily I've since then invested my social energy into someone who actually accepts me, and would (hopefully) never tell me I'm crazy. Thank you for this video.

[@muurrarium9460]

She should not have done anything different: it would have been nice for you, but not true to her. Don't expect other people to cater to your needs just because you are autistic, that is not what they are there for! (and it does not matter if you are autistic, a snowflake or the emperor of China: people are who they are.). I am glad you found someone who is more compatible, but auties make terrible partners if they do not invest a lot in the relationship, because it will always the other party that makes most of the personal and social sacrifices to be with you.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@newarks_yt]

@@marilynteed I've already been forced to take MMS and have researched it on my own. It did not do anything except harm my internal organs. I'm still autistic. Take your snake-oil and ableism elsewhere, preferably to a trashcan.

[@muurrarium9460]

@@marilynteed of course this only works after you have cured cancer by thinking positive thoughts and drinking sunshine. ;P Whoa- that website still lives in the 1980's?!

[@TheWillzy]

@@newarks_yt I appreciate your comment. To add, I've taken diatomaceous earth for year's. Guess what? Not "cured"

[@coffeegrinder6319]

I love what Temple Grandin's Mom said to her. "You're different, but not less!"

[@fancynancylucille]

I love that ice cream analogy! And it sure would be fun going to the pub with a bunch of autistic people, and we could have some great conversations about the weirdness of the world.

[@isimonsez]

Uhhh sure

[@d.c.monday4153]

I am 77 and was diagnosed with Asperger's at 70. I, along with everyone else, knew there was something different about me, we just didn't know what it was or have a name for it. It is such a relief to know that I am not mad.

[@trishapotter3118]

I can relate I was diagnosed 3 weeks ago at age 67 as high functioning autism. Hang in there. Now I can’t stop watching these videos. I like Orion Kelly’s videos too he’s a crack up 😅

[@feliciab1132]

My son has just been diagnosed with Asbergers. What a relief. Now we are doing a deep dive into understanding how to help him thrive. Your videos are great for my learning. Thank you!

[@ImKrom]

Just remember we're all different, I've got aspergers and don't relate to alot of what this guy talks about

[@cbrooks0905]

I wish I had a mom like you when I was growing up.

[@feliciab1132]

@@cbrooks0905 I have been mulling over how to respond. The short phrases I came up with come across as self-important. I guess I could just say thank you. But I'm actually feeling rather guilty for not pushing to get him diagnosed before his teen years. I wish I had persevered with his primary school when we saw something off. I'm kicking myself for not being that "better mom" and being more proactive at getting him resources. So, I'm trying to make up for lost opportunities. It's such a relief to know that we now have a path to support him better.

[@cbrooks0905]

@@feliciab1132, just by the fact that you’re feeling this way is proof that you’re a caring mother. I love my mom, but she is extremely self centered and absent minded. She’s literally off in her own little world. I found out I had Aspergers at 35. I told her, and she didn’t blink an eye. She pretty much just said ok, and changed the subject.

[@V01DIORE]

Why do you bring more here to this damnation? Does anyone acknowledge the debt of gambling with the lives of the posterity before such action? Is it underestimated?

[@VenusVoice]

NTs, their gods are truly each other and they will give you hell if you don't follow their rules.

[@giftedgreen2152]

soul sanctification if you're not a contributor to their circle of attention than something must be wrong with you.

[@robertjohnburton9775]

Your Soul is indeed wise

[@ziggypip2938]

Not true. I’m an NT and my bf has ASD and I worship the ground he walks on.

[@giftedgreen2152]

@GrapeJelly Criticizing people and then saying peace is beyond lame. GTFOH

[@giftedgreen2152]

@GrapeJelly take Kay with you.

[@carolcrone9387]

My son said of my autistic son, “he marches to a whole other orchestra.”

[@cbrooks0905]

My friend’s dad whom I would disagree with all the time, told me once, “Like Calvin or not, he marches to the beat of his own drummer.” It’s absolutely insane to me that I’m just now finding out there’s actually people out here just like me. I was fine walking the solo path, but I have to admit, it’s really nice to understand myself better and know WHY I beat this path, and to know there’s others like me.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. It's possible diatomaceous earth can help with this process. But Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a mission.

[@TheWillzy]

And, many brands of diatomaceous earth has asbestos in it.

[@faeriesmak]

This is perfect. My son is like this as well. It has been like a super power for him, though, and has really helped him excel. He turned his special interest into a career and is in school to be an auto mechanic!

[@aspektx]

"I'm not crazy my mother had me tested."

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. It's possible diatomaceous earth can help with this process. But Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a mission.

[@kajielin4354]

@@TheWillzy They are a flat earth promotion channel, I wouldn't spend too much time trying to argue with logic and facts there..

[@arasharfa]

i'm soon 32 and i just received my diagnosis two weeks ago, and while it is a huge relief to finally have a description of what is really going on, i've been so damaged by years of suffering that I see absolutely no way forward. I just got home from a 5 week stay in the psychiatric ward and I have no drive or ability to choose and stick to a mundane everyday task which leaves me paralysed in front of my computer, without the imagination or power to process even a simple tv show. these videos are the only thing that stimulate my brain enough without overloading me with information I don't feel is meaningful. hopefully I will regain some sense of agency and flow with time. Thank you for being a crucial part in helping me getting to know myself. people i've met in psychiatry here in sweden are very grateful for your resources, and i've recommended several people to this channel.

[@JARRYDTHEPAIN]

I went through something similar. Diagnosed at 34. You just have to have patient with your self, realize your limitations and work within those bounds towards a small goal. For me it was getting my sleep schedule back on track. Once that is done i can look for some work. Keep in mind i could not work for 2 years because of events that led up my diagnosis and the aftermath of realizing how much of my life was lost due to misdiagnosis. But now i am at a point i want to find a job and work within my limitations. I know when i was where you were, it seemed i was in a fog unable to see teen feet in front myself emotionally. It will heal in time. These songs became my mantra during this period. It may not be your style of music as it is metal but the lyrics should be enough if metal isn't your thing. Killswitch Engage - In Due Time Killswitch Engage - Strength of the Mind I hope this helps. From across the world in Texas. You will get through this. I did.

[@tiiaj7589]

Similar here too. I just got my diagnosis at 40, and feel like so much time has been wasted trying to fix something that wasn’t the problem in the first place and feeling guilty for not being able to fix it. I can finally forgive myself for all that, which is still a positive step. I still can’t work, and maybe never will be a to, but it’s no longer my “fault” like it was before. I’m still doing a major life process with my new lens of clarification, but that is a big thing to do too and I’m trying not to expect too much more than I can actually do in the mean time. Give yourself permission to be patient with yourself (easier said than done, of course). It’s actually a really big deal and a LOT of baggage to go through, almost like going through a dead loved ones things, it’s really hard, it takes a lot of physical, emotional, and mental energy. And it’s a process. It can’t really be rushed if you want good results later. 💕💕

[@justinemahoney2360]

Yes Arash it's frustrating because there is no cure Even though Aspergers has been around since 1940s!!! And people in general just do not get it. I feel like I am hitting my head against a brick wall.

[@arasharfa]

@@tiiaj7589 my biggest problem is probably that I was also diagnosed with narcissistic traits, and as someone with exceptional talents in many fields I was "bound for success" my entire upbringing, so the fall is as high as it could have been, and it's so incredibly painful to have to process this disappointment in my fundamental idea of life, and also realise I have a lowered capacity to feel the things people in general take for granted and walk around and live more full lives of compassionate vitality. I am a great artist but absolutely tortured by the creative process and it has become a trauma in itself that thinking about art triggers panic attacks. without my calling i really have nothing. Every day i have meltdowns because of my alexithymia. I understand music and reality to deep fundamental mathematics in an intuitive way but I absolutely cannot force myself to do anything that is remotely uncomfortable. it's been like this since 2014 and I have been forced to drop out of school over and over again. I never finish anything. having bipolar type two and adhd ontop of autism and narcissism is an impossible mission. Those who are curious in hearing how an autistic person approaches sound should listen to soundcloud.com/arash, shameless self plugging.

[@arasharfa]

@@JARRYDTHEPAIN thank you for those words.

[@sarahbowman7566]

Ohhh yeah! I am so glad that this is not only my experience... I'm only minutes in and I am in tears from the sheer relief of no longer feeling soo alien... Bless you dude✌️

[@Codylane84]

Yep, tears started rolling for me around the same time lol

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@sarahbowman7566]

@@marilynteed Curable! Seriously! Come on now! We don't need "curing", just need less people like you saying things like that.

[@TheWillzy]

@@sarahbowman7566 I relate to your reaction to this video, and I agree with you regarding "the cure" Pusher. She's wrong, because I've tried diatomaceous earth for year's, and eat more clean than anyone else I know, guess what? Not cured.

[@sarahbowman7566]

@@TheWillzyI really appreciate your reply and it adds further credence to the point as you have the personal knowledge and experience regarding the "cure" this modern day purveyor of the proverbial snake oil is trying to promote to us. I can't help but still feel very frustrated and sadden by her choice of wording overall. It seems like yet another example of someone who is ill-informed at best regarding autism and also seems to think we are "lacking" somehow. So grateful I am me and not like those kinds of people.

[@galespressos]

Noticed that I had an unusual number of diagnosed autistic disorder friends, who I got along with when others didn’t. It was a relief. Only had a problem once but at least it was out in the open and honest.

[@Jedindy]

Sending love to all here. I’m glad i got the notification for it.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. But Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this.

[@elmode1ste]

Hi Paul I watch your video's since a few days now and i am sooo glad i found you on KZbin. I am a 45 year old woman and mother of an 18 year old child with Asperger and i also am an Aspie. You make so much things so clear and relateble for me and i learn so much about myself and Aspergers, thank you,thank you,thank you for that! You're doing a great job by posting video's about Aspergers and everything that comes with it..keep on going please! Greetings from the Netherlands

[@JoseMeeusen]

So true! Even my best friend said that I feel a lot of things that are not there. She was nice to me and pretended she understood me, but in the meantime she didn't believe me. That hurt and made me losing my confidence in her. More and more I do not want to see anyone, just because of the fear to do or say something "wrong". Years ago I found a greetings card that says: "I'm not weird, I'm limited edition!"

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

To the troll above who says she has a cure: No, because I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does NOT cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. You're leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@adapederson6159]

It helps me SO MUCH knowing now, that it's neurological NOT MENTAL!!

[@lindalambert8727]

I can relate. I am 73 and just figured out I am on the autism spectrum. My nephew and my great nephew have it too.

[@murielbilly4296]

Well, I could have told the same! Diagnosed at 39 being 52, was a relief. Not a surprise because I felt autistic since I was 16, reading a book and then oh she 's like me. I even don' t try to talk to someone. It was in the early 80s,,really not like nowadays and for everybody over me I was, still is, the intellectual weirdo who overthink all day long things not interested at all. They were tired of me, my strange behavior.. What really changed my life is the autistic community, here in KZbin, a few weeks ago. It makes me understand my childhood and all the years after. I'm not crazy!! I'm not a extraterrestrial!! I get answers to my questions, I can write my experiences and being understood. It's a great feeling. So thanks to you and the community, I have a quite new feeling of membership. Thanks thanks thanks. 😊

[@bethanytunmire1719]

I was diagnosed this year at 27, and you honestly gave the best advice up until my diagnoses. I started checking out reddits amongst the autism community to see if I could relate. Once I was diagnosed, I started posting to these communities, and all I can say is where have these people been my entire life? I struggle to communicate with other women the most, and all of a sudden I'm having full blown conversations and relating to other women on the spectrum. It lets me know that it wasn't ME, and I'm capable of making female friends too!

[@raven4090]

This was really good! In my old age, I've started saying to people, "How can people NOT be bothered by that?!" It makes people think, and some give me some understanding back. That's what we need.

[@parrottm76262]

Thank you so much for your videos. I'm 63, and have not been diagnosed, but my family now tells me they have thought me on the spectrum all their lives. I've masked for so long. I'm afraid to travel the diagnostic route, but are now so tired that I can no longer stand masking, but also can't stand trying to fit in, make friends, etc. Just so tired.

[@ElephantPatronus]

Thank you for sharing. I'm 49 and feeling similar. Just so exhausted. Just so tired from holding up the mask for my entire life. Recently self dx and I'm going through a major paradigm shift. Finding others who feel the same is comforting to me. Sending you lots of positive vibes, Friend. 🙂

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@wisecoconut5]

I am 54. An official diagnoses is not very probable for me. My family has not said they predicted my self diagnosis but I have been amazingly accepted. But I do want the diagnosis because, while ASD feels right, really right, I also wonder if I am delusional and "reaching" to fill my hole. And if the official, professional opinion is null, I would be no worse off.

[@selecttravelvacations7472]

@@TheWillzyyou have written this under 3 comments now and not under the person’s comment you are talking to. That makes no sense.

[@ArtSmith-fm9gq]

Wow! Yes! Exactly! I 100% agree! “How do I even notice that?” How on earth is that obnoxious high pitched buzzing noise coming from the second light in the row not making you want to break (or at minimum unscrew) that light so the awful noise stops! The bar is loud and smelly! And the floor of the bar is sticky! That’s gross my shoes stick and then when I get home I have to clean off my shoes because now my shoes are sticky and will stick to my floor, and make an extra mess that will require EVEN more effort and energy and cleaning from me so HOW was “going to the pub” as you called it even worth any of that! How is that not bothering everyone else! Truly! That is exactly the words I would use, and as you described other people are all it’s ok, it’s not that bad, or they seem to be able to just ignore it but it’s totally not something I can manage to easily ignore.

[@Sethisalive]

EDIT: I just read the description. OF COURSE he already called it what it was 😂 Paul, society gaslights autistic people. We are never right unless we concede some truth we just can’t get them to acknowledge. You’ve been amazing to watch the last couple months 💙 thank you Paul

[@isimonsez]

Seems like many people on the spectrum play the victim

[@EngteacherMS]

Liked the genuine unedited nature of this video! Made me smile. I also discovered it at the age of 31 and thankfully stumbled across your channel! Honestly you know what it is? it's like we've been experiencing gaslighting alllll this time (when our perception of reality is questioned) because we didn't know why we were different and to have our experience constantly dismissed becomes traumatic in many ways. Yes of course we can't blame the NT's for doing it because they don't know reality to be any different from their experience either. So it's like both sides are right in their own way, however one side gets to hear it because we are not the majority. So definitely definitely...it's very enabling and liberating when you can step into your truth and validate your own experience whether society chooses to accept you or not.

[@lethaldream50]

i just wanna say i really love your channel. i discovered i had autism when i was 29, almost your age, but i had been suspicious about it yet in denial about having it for years. i follow several autistic youtubers and you are by far my favorite that i discovered so far. you are so insightful, and so helpful, both to aspies and non-aspies alike.

[@jamesguitarist]

I agree with this completely.

[@jamesguitarist]

And I also discovered it this year and I'm 29.

[@lethaldream50]

@@jamesguitarist i think it's better late than never. for me it was the biggest weight off in my chest in my life, because it made me realize all the things about me i couldn't control like a "normal person" weren't my personal failures. they were just symptoms of undiagnosed autism. knowing is the first step to deal with anything. good luck!

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@pierre7034]

I know that feeling, i felt that way all my life until i meet my mentor. She as teach me how to find myself as a autism persone. Now i'm feeling way better. It not perfect, nothing is but doing way better.

[@Undercover_Pineapple]

This is so so true! I was diagnosed July 2019 at the age of nearly 36 and I finally felt like I belonged somewhere. Prior to diagnosis I always felt like an alien and like I just didn't fit in. Getting a diagnosis and meeting others on the spectrum was so profound for me 🙂 Thank you for yet another brilliant video, Paul!

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@TheWillzy]

And MMS is poison!

[@ascgazz]

The background noise. AAAARRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH I’m a recording engineer so my ears are trained to find hums and buzzes, clicks and pops, but my brain does not let go of simple daily stuff... lawnmowers. AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHHH Other people’s music... lol. This is a great channel. Thank you Paul, for being able to say the things I think so articulately. I used to be regularly articulate... now it’s occasional.

[@dukesilver1189]

When I found out I had ASD everything just kind of clicked and my whole life made way more sense. I was very overwhelmed and depressed for a while. Still been struggling socially, especially during the pandemic, but this channel has been very helpful. Thank you for creating these dialogues Steven, you are a light for those of us trying to find our way through this crazy NT world.

[@blondequijote]

Same here 2 years after ur comment. I thought my burnout was a professional one of simply not being able to hack it. Turns out all my high functioning just landed me in a position I could no longer function in.

[@CatholicOnTheSpectrum]

Mine felt like a lifetime of wondering why I didn't know the rules everyone else did.

[@FPVEvilMunkey]

Awesome man thank you so much. I was diagnosed this year in July, and I am 44. So everything you said is spot on!!!

[@AmberAmber]

Misunderstood & not being believed - despite being told to quit be so darn honest about everything. My life... I had a gun pulled on me a month ago. Cos of that shite. I'm in Canada. I'm so tired from trying to figure out these odd humans. TY & love your channel - always.

[@waterbendergirl]

Thank you for this. I’ve always felt this way, and to hear someone say it out loud is really validating.

[@samjaymac]

Omg the sticky floor at the pub. #relatable

[@learner2075]

This was me!! Thought I was crazy because I don’t think like “normal” people think.

[@palantir135]

I’m 63 and a few months ago I discovered it’s very likely that I am autistic, Asperger fits the best. I never thought that I was crazy because I found out that I usually was a faster thinker than other people and I usually was right but I never knew why I was so different. It made me uncertain how to behave in the first decades of my life. I found out that two of my best friends are almost certainly also autistic. We always have the best and deep conversations. Now I found out that I have Aspergers it brought comfort in my brain. The search why I am as I am is over. Also, just take me as I am.

[@theautisticpro3555]

I noticed that once I started being openly autistic that lots of others privately came up to me telling me about their diagnosis or suspicions. You're so right about the need to feel understood, and I wish we lived in a world people felt they could be open about their autism and be comfortable being themselves. Trying to do my part at least.

[@riseandshinemrfriman5925]

"I wish we lived in a world people felt they could be open about their autism and be comfortable being themselves" Yeah...well, kinda tough to keep wanting to talk about being autistic or your autistic experiences throughout life, if people just keep ignoring you. Tried to write about my experiences on several autism videos...no response. And the fucking irony...I come here, look at ALL these comments, which resonate strongly with my experiences and the way I feel, and what do I see? Likes, replies...like, what the fucking hell is going on? I could write even the same fucking thing, and I would still be ignored. It doesn't make any sense. Oh, and don't get me wrong. I'm not always talking like I do right now. I'm just pissed that whenever I try to talk about my shit, there's dead fucking silence. _ANYbody_ else talking about their experiences with aspergers? A whole fucking train of sympathetic, emotional, motivational, funny comments/replies. I just wanna bang my fucking head into the table. It's borderline-driving-me-nuts. Just what the fuck. 😒🙄😣😞 I don't even have the strength to try and talk to people about autism anymore. It just feels like I was fucking cursed to burn and fucking rot all alone with this god damn retardation, or however I should call it. Cuz it's definitely not a blessing, and sure as fuck not a superpower, like one of the guys in the comments here stated. I guess I also "wish" autistic people could be open about their autism...but what's the fucking point, if we get to be picky about shit. Sure, I understand. Nobody _has_ to reply to anything. I get that, but if you try to talk for so long and literally NOBODY replies, you start to feel like you don't even fucking exist anymore. I saw a video of Samdy Sam (another autism channel) ...she talked about people who self-diagnosed and then she proceeded to divide people into "actually autistic"...I was like ...no fucking way. So now even autistic people discriminate against those who weren't able to get "properly" diagnosed? What a fucking crazy world. Like there's no way to find support or help in any way. It's just fucking nuts. Dunno what else to say. I'm tired of this type of bullshit and human hipocrisy. You can be autistic, but you cannot diagnose yourself cuz then you're not "actually" autistic...prolly making shit up, right? And...therefore...you don't belong to whatever fucking community, that painted itself on the forehead, to be supportive to X but not Y. Just blows my mind, really. Maybe I'm overreacting, but I'm just so fucking tiiiiiiired of being autistic, so worn out and tired of it, and all the problems it causes....so...so...tired of it (and since this shit is neurological...I can't even get rid off it, yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay).😶 Just...fuck. Dunno what to say, cuz I've already said it a billion times silently to myself, since there was nobody willing to listen anyways, no matter where, no matter when. *Fuck* "Aspergers". It strongly contributed to ruining my life. -Oh, and if this comment is held for review due to bad language and negativity, and you (Aspergers from the Inside) decide to censor it... -_-no hard feelings-_- , I guess. We live in a world of censorship and politically correct bullshit afterall, right?- -Pain and frusration don't matter.- **edit** Since my comment was not censored, please disregard my pre-emptive remark. And thank you, Paul. I appreciate, you letting me speak my mind, using rough language.

[@theautisticpro3555]

@@riseandshinemrfriman5925 Hey. I hear you. It's definitely discouraging to be met with silence when you're having all of these experiences that affect you so profoundly. I've felt that same isolation at times, but it may not be just you. KZbin comments have algorithms that make certain comments seen by more people that they think will generate the most reactions. So it's really possible that your comments just get buried to where they aren't getting seen as much. Same thing happens on pretty much all social media. As for the the stuff about Yo Samedy, just remember that they're just people who have flaws and make mistakes. I know the video you're talking about, and it made me prick my ears up, too, honestly, but I'm inclined to let it slide just because I like a lot of the other stuff she has to say. Like you say, no one on the spectrum is exactly the same. It's neurodiverse, and I think that's why we need lots of perspectives to help people see that you can't treat all autistic people the same. Hang in there, my friend.

[@Codylane84]

I wish I knew someone in my life who was diagnosed or suspected it... But it's very, very rare for someone in my career to want to seek a diagnosis, as it can pretty much entirely disqualify you from this type of job.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@andrayellowpenguin]

Yeeeeessss!!! Lol! My psychiatrist literally told me she felt she needs to point out that it's her professional opinion that not only I'm not crazy but that there's practically no chance I'll ever be crazy. She was like "stop saying you're crazy, you're just different, and you just need to find your tribe". Because i think in 7 years of seeing her the phrase "I'm crazy" came out of my mind so much, even after my diagnosis, that she just felt she had to shake it out of me.

[@nadine6840]

Thank you for this channel. Thank you 100x I discovered you today and feel like it's my birthday. I have NEVER heard some1 express what I have been trying to communicate about feeling crazy my entire life so eloquently. I am so greatful for once in my life feeling seen. THANK YOU

[@cassiegodfrey8783]

Even though I am neurotypical, I can relate to what you are saying. With my husband having asd we live quite an isolated life as he has withdrawn from people. Due to our different ways of thinking I have felt like there is something wrong with my brain as he questions what I'm thinking or perceiving. Quite often saying I'm incorrect or making something up. It is difficult to feel sane when there are no like minded people around. I have learnt that it is perfectly alright for me to have a neurotypical life and that it's not betraying my husband to have a world I spend time in outside of our marriage. I wish he would reach out to like minded people as well. I think he feels very alone and misunderstood, I respect who he is and how the world runs for him, but I don't think it is enough for him to feel truly understood.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, because I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does NOT cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. You're leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@stepintoflow]

I happen to appreciate “Paul unscripted”... you’re helping me so much and you don’t even know. It’s a bit like when I’m having a psychedelic experience where changing one small thing like the ambient light, or the tempo of the music, sends a perceptible ripple of newly colored-flavored change to everything that comes next. I’m proud of you. If you were my kid brother, I’d be in your corner from home. Thank you.

[@autisticklynn-vs4ru]

I have autism and adhd, it’s hard to live with it, cuz I have really bad adhd 😢

[@h-aether]

This video means a lot to me - thankyou for summing up this incredible experience of acceptance and realisation 💛 . Since understanding my autism and meeting others on the spectrum, I also keep coming back to the thought that "I'm not crazy" and it's bizarre that this is even so surprising. I'm also glad you didn't edit out the bit you were going to edit out 😅 .

[@gertrudelaronge6864]

I relate to this more than words can express. I can't thank you enough.

[@njudge6892]

I'm very grateful for finding this. My son was diagnosed at age 3 in 1998. He still lives with me and we are very close. However, I love to learn more about him everyday and this channel helps!!!

[@coleennicole4842]

Thank you so much for helping me feel validated and understood for the first time in 50+ years, your take on life experiences is so relateable im just very greatful for the time and effort you put into your channell, i laugh and cry when i waych your videos and that is the most beautiful gift i have ever received. I finally belong xo

[@o0SA0o]

Cheers! And thank you and what else would fit in as being extremely great full. You channel has opened me up to a "slightly" new world (The world hasn't really changed at all fyi). Hadn't I stumbled upon your channel, I would never had known that my struggles to relate and understand people was rooted into autism. I am, as they would say, late to the party. Got my diagnosis just as I turned 37 (three months ago). I discovered your channel about a year ago, since then I've read up on autism and that just made the proverbial ball running downhill at a stupendously fast pace. I've always felt different to other people, and that, was made very clear to me when I enlisted into the military. That's when I had my first revelation on, that there is something going with me that doesn't conform the standard norm of society. Hated school but wasn't bothered when attending either. It was just a place I was supposed to be in, during a certain amount of time, during the day. Was always described as somewhat of an air-head, living in my own world and I should just get my head out of the clouds (that was putting it nicely). And since then, your videos has been a huge support for the understanding of myself and further development. Thank you.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, because I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does NOT cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. You're leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@theonetrueking2685]

And thank you for the courage to share your story.

[@b3naqua]

I love the positivity and also the message of finding your tribe. Finding other neurodiverse people to engage with is life changing and so affirming!

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, because I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does NOT cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. You're leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@martalaatsch8358]

"The problem is, I am a human being - that's not the problem, the problem is..." pure gold

[@MrPhantomby]

Are you inside my mind?! Was diagnosed during the summer at 27 and I really needed this video, go through this all the time

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, because I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does NOT cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. You're leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@bekabell1]

I love it when you go off script and try to get back to the point - it sounds like what goes on in my head all the time!!! That you for just being real.

[@guylamullins3602]

Can you be both? Bad childhood, lots of bullying, domestic abuse..everyone always pushing me to be “normal” but I’m not normal. I’ve started accepting I’m not normal and started working on ways to deal with it instead. I’m ok being just who I am. So what I’m not neurotypical.

[@tabitas.2719]

Yes, though it could also be "only" one; the difficulty with early childhood trauma is that a lot of the symptoms are similar to a child's autistic telltales. So, to work through it you'd need a good therapist - ideally specialized in both - by your side. There definitely are autistic children growing up in bad circumstances though! (Perhaps they were even mistreated more due to their autism or couldn't deal with it in a way their siblings did... - so many factors to consider) Tl,dr: Yes, it's absolutely possible.

[@V01DIORE]

Ah the norms of the system, such hegemony only seeks to perpetuate itself. So many damned here meaninglessly, to not conform is not to partake in their worship of the cycle, an abomination that is the ouroboros. Their position though collected is not to be glorified, they are the causation of all unnecessary hardship, strife and suffering including our causation. It is a horrific self-consuming cycle best prevented.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@TheWillzy]

Regarding bad childhood possibly causing asperger's, I can testify my childhood was great, still relating to you guys big time, in every way. Sane struggles.

[@Missgwenriddle]

People used to call me crazy or psycho but I find that really hurtful and they’re the crazy ones.

[@NataliaWelbey]

Hi from Buenos Aires, Argentina. I just discovered you, and already love your channel Paul. I'm a single aspie mom of 3 , and 2 of them are aspies as well. Life is not easy at all. So, this is helpful. Gracias!

[@hibarb5192]

I'm self diagnosed, now 44. Getting a diagnosis here where I'm from was too much of a hassle and cost for me a few years ago at least. But I'm glad I know for myself now. I had a boyfriend a few years ago who's on the spectrum also, and it was like coming home. For both of us. I'm really hoping to meet up with more people on the spectrum, but there aren't any meet-up groups like that here and I don't have Facebook, otherwise I would love to join! I'm just really glad I know for myself, and yes, I live pretty much like a recluse, even before covid. But thanks to studying spirituality, I've learned to love myself and not think less of myself because I understand that diversity is necessary for evolution :) I really chuckled at your trying to stay on topic or sticking to a script comment there lol, that's something I have to actively be conscious of all the time!! I'm from Brussels, but sometimes I wish I lived in the UK, just because of the access to more meet-up groups irl. You sound like you're from down under though, but not sure! Anyway, thanks for being an advocate for an often unseen group of people. Your videos are really good and easy to listen to, no bells and whistles, just how I like my clothes, my food, and my videos lol 👍👍

[@ChickADD44]

Fantastic video. I SO relate to this. Your explanation of how this feels is one of the most articulate I've heard. As someone with pronounced ADHD and mild autism, I describe the way I communicate as a completely different language; my ADHD peeps are a tribe with our own culture. Thank you so much for this video; I agree with every sentiment you've expressed.

[@LinkEX]

6:42-7:03 Jesus, this might as well have been a transcript of my train of thought. You just summed up most of biggest gripes that go through my mind when it comes to pubs or clubs. It was confusing enough that this was not only somehow enjoyable by virtually anyone to begin with. But somehow the go-to leisure and bonding activity starting from late teenage years, to top it off. I already thought the only option becoming an adult with a social circle rather than a reclusive with shallow acquaintances was to endure those 'evening rituals'. But that's not really maintainable if you keep draining yourself out socially (on top of studying) while others can recharge doing that.

[@LinkEX]

(One caveat though. Liking to go out drinking in particular is much a matter of introversion vs extroversion as well; so having introvert friends might also already alleviate that trouble. Somehow my closer circle happend to be like 98% extroverts though, lol.)

[@wadegarrison4547]

Yes, the hum of that lamp was annoying me too

[@deansoderland4287]

I had a great job for 12 years because I not only heard the noises, I fixed them

[@RebeccaEd]

@@deansoderland4287 You are my hero.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this.

[@danielabbey7726]

Thank you for all that you're doing. I am 58, and was formally diagnosed in my late 40s. Finally realized that my life experiences and difficulties are just as valid as for any NT person! (And as for being misunderstood, can't get that song by the Animals out of my head!)

[@xoxoLeony]

For as long as I can remember I have wished to spend just an hour in someone else’s body to see if they truly experience life as differently from how I do as it appears .

[@itzamedave6242]

At age 52 and only knowing I'm AS for a month now was actually a relief and totally explained my entire life and I'm not crazy or a narcissist lol

[@darthvaderginsburg4694]

I got diagnosed at a year ago, almost to the day, at 49 1/2. My Shrink asked me, "Has anyone ever told you that you are Autistic"? My reply to her was, and I am being 100% serious, "F*(k you, lady! You're Autistic"! I did not handle it well, obviously. I was not willing to accept it. I was truly angry, though I still do not know why. I guess the stigma of it bothered me? I am honestly not sure. I just know I was genuinely fighting mad with her. Do you know what I did after I walked out of that appointment, mate? Since I already spend a large amount of my free time on KZbin, I looked up "Late Autism Diagnosis" and found this channel. I watched your channel, and others, for 50+ hours straight, no joke. I got up for food/drink/bathroom breaks, but was otherwise up for almost 3 days straight from the morning of that appointment until I got too tired to keep watching yours, and others, Autism related KZbin videos. I could not believe what I was hearing and seeing in video after video. I could not wrap my head around hearing my thoughts, my struggles, my life, coming out of your mouth (and others). I am unable to properly articulate or express the emotional roller coaster that experience was for me. I still am overwhelmed with emotions now thinking about how much finding this information out has changed my life. Finding out I am Autistic has made my life at least make some sense to me now. I have felt alone, or as if I was an alien that got stranded on the wrong world, my_entire_life. I have struggled with people for as long as I have memories to access. That isn't to say I do no have friends; I do. Yet, until I met this amazing Mental Health Provider I have always, ALWAYS felt alone. I have never, ever made friends easy, nor do I have very many actual friends. I understand why now. That has been a blessing words cannot properly convey. I want to thank you for helping me come to terms with my Autism. I know there are so many, MANY more people out there struggling. I hope they can find your channel and get the same help I did here. I know I have waffled on for far too long, but I just want to so thank you very much for helping me come to terms with, and understand, my Autism. Cheers!

[@darrelltregear3571]

I got tested for autism after watching Chris Peckham he made a show about autism I'm 53 now and was tested about 3 years ago and I'm struggling with life

[@isimonsez]

Damn write a book…your comment was almost one [sarcasm]

[@marlenebotha6602]

Thank you! This is exactly what I needed to hear right now. I just had a complete meltdown after feeling so alone and misunderstood. My sensory issues have been getting really overwhelming. I was literally pacing around my room saying "I'm not crazy" over and over to try convince myself. Watching this video helped a lot more than me trying to convince myself. So thank you so much.

[@robertjohnburton9775]

Around 50 I gave up on people. Now I understand my part in the world better after my ASD diagnosis. I am still alone but at least I understand why & it does not bother me now. I have tried to meet other ASD people but it depends where you live & Australia has a real problem with regional care. And it must be said some people with ASD can be full of prejudices like everyone else. Merry Xmas Man

[@kwb8583]

Thank you so much for sharing this video. It really hits home and means a lot to me!

[@olgamihajlovicblagojevic3370]

A very useful video, thank you... I am not autistic but I still have some sort of reactions that people don't understand- I have to sleep alone (even though I am married), I unintentionally jump to even a slight touch (for example because of an unintentional touch in a public transport or even when it comes from the loved ones), I get tired after spending time in a group of known people, some noises make me nervous (eg if someone is eating close to me and many more). It's good to know that I am not an alien ☺

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

No, because I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does NOT cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. You're leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@mendelynn]

My father always told me when I was behaving out of the usual way of doing things: "Don't behave like that, or you'll never find friends." He never told me that it was wrong or that I was being weird - he taught me how to mask. I guess because he is masking himself. I'm glad, though, that I was always loved and accepted the way I am - so I never had to learn how to mask heavily. I don't think I would be able to. I'm too honest, stubborn and straight-forward. I could never defy myself. In the end, I guess that saves me. :) You are great the way you are! The world would be less interesting without the weird, strange, "crazy" people.

[@turtleanton6539]

Oki😊😊

[@joshuaallen4181]

I have been following your channel for a few months, and it has helped me realize that I am probably autistic. The comment about people just following their instincts reminded me of a recurring conversation I have with my wife, who is very much neurotypical. When I don't understand what she or someone else is doing, I always say that they are following some sort of internal logic that I just don't understand, and if I could only see their logic then I could understand why they do or say what they do. My wife and I have never been able to understand each other on that point.

[@Mrs.Silversmith]

The truth is they aren't following any internal logic. That's what Aspies do. NT's function more on instinct and intuition, ie processes their brains do automatically because it seems "right" and "natural". If you ask them to explain any of the myriad of social skills they have picked up intuitively they can't give more than a vague, ephemeral reason because they have often never thought about those behaviors in a systematic, logical, or objective manner.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

No, because I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does NOT cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. You're leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@Mrs.Silversmith]

@@TheWillzy I 100% agree with you!

[@marcus_starr]

Everything in this video is me. Thanks Paul. Glad I stumbled upon this channel.

[@DevonExplorer]

Talk about synchronicity! I woke up during last night and remembered a time when I was isolated from a working group; I was a museum volunteer many years ago, drawing artifacts for recording purposes and the other artists and myself worked in a lovely, large room with trestle tables and lots of light. I absolutely loved it and seemed to get on with everyone. But then one day I was told that the department was changing and that we were being moved to another part of the building. I was put in a small, dark office with an unfriendly bloke who seemed to resent me being there, and for some reason I was allergic to something there too, causing streaming eyes & nose and constant sneezing. Everytime I went out to use the facilities I had to get someone on the front desk to phone the bloke so that he could escort me back and key me through the security doors, which didn't improve matters, lol. I got really anxious under those circumstances and eventually stopped going to the museum. The weird thing is that no-one else was moved and it didn't even occur to me to wonder why; things just used to wash over me then and it isn't until much later that I realise what was going on...in this case, 20 years! Anyway, when I woke up I was really upset about it and spent some 'hour of the wolf' time awake, wondering why I was moved. :(

[@ElephantPatronus]

I'm sorry that this happened to you. That would bother me, too, even years later. 😞❤

[@DevonExplorer]

@@ElephantPatronus Thank you, that's very much appreciated. :) The funny thing is, once I'd written the above it occurred to me why it might have happened. I remembered that shortly before being moved an official was horrified to discover that I knew the security code for the door of our studio. We all did but I failed to explain it, so it could have been just a matter of security...if that was the reason! lol.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, because I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does NOT cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. You're leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@meggilb2094]

Thank you so much for having yourself and this information in your videos. I came across your videos bc my son might have autism or adhd or both. As I was researching and reading for him I was noticing this is me and how I have felt since I can remember. Now I’m working with a counselor who specializes in treating kids and adults for this. So I’m feeling very excited, vulnerable, anxious and curious all at the same time. I watch your videos to feel validated, calm and apart if a tribe until I can go to in person groups for support. Thank you again, keep doing what your doing!!

[@TheOtterPup1]

How do you find that community, this is all new to me and I'm still working on getting a diagnosis. Watching your videos and other's over the past year has been the closest I've felt to having a tribe and being understood my whole life. I finished the video after my little breakdown and found out you answered my question sort of. Thank you for your videos. It's felt like having someone here for me

[@MrJovagu]

I hear you Paul!!!!! Ive been so missunderstood and invalidated throughout my lifetime and i have thought i was totaly insane sometimes. but after my diagnosis.I it totaly changed.

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, because I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does NOT cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. You're leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@Aiken47]

Im 51 just got my diagnosis 2/12. Can’t wait for this again, I had it when I had depression in my 20s

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, because I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does NOT cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. You're leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@cornishgames9243]

Just finished watching this video. The part of not being able to fit in a certain tribe and not being validated brought me tears on my bathroom floor. Now with a smile I can simply say thank you for creating content like this. I can laugh to myself knowing I'm not the only one and there was nothing wrong with me to start with

[@tiacross6137]

I really need to stick to the script. Maybe I should start by having a script. 😆

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. But Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this.

[@truthbknown880]

60 yrs old here with toretts, thank you,thank you,thank you! I have listened for 9 mo. Just need to tell you it's been like you speaking my thoughts for 58 years.lol savant memory stuff. I can resee Kennedy day (sad) 1963. Love you all!

[@wanderingohm]

I really needed this video. I got a voicemail yesterday intended for my landlord from a new housemate. She expects me to be very social and when I explained I needed to be able to walk in and out of my house without being stopped or interrupted to be social... (I'll admit I was under alot of stress and while I spoke to her I was pacing) Her response was to ring my landlord and say I'm Crazy. I think I needed to understand how different 'they' see and experience things.

[@Mrs.Silversmith]

I find that extroverts have a much harder time grasping our experience. They are far quicker to jump to the conclusion that we are nuts than introverts are.

[@wanderingohm]

@@Mrs.Silversmith I think functioning alcoholics also have a hard time being reasonable

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@wanderingohm]

@@marilynteed Because I've had Autism since I was born it is literally a difference in the way our brains are wired. The misinformation you spread is damaging to our whole community and potentially trauma inducing for autisic children who's parents end up down your rabbit hole or triggering for individuals who have had a cure forced on them in the past. Please take nonsense elsewhere.

[@wanderingohm]

@@marilynteed Your first link states "This is an informational website, not intended to diagnose, treat, or cure conditions or be a substitute for advice from a physician/healthcare professional" So how about you leave those of us who have professional diagnosis and support/advice well alone.

[@galespressos]

Thank you, a huge thank you, for being here. You are not the first YT that I’ve given a huge thank you. There are a number of other YT that have been life savers. You are among the top. Other people seem to have commented similarly. Thank you so much for being a life line here. Truly helpful info is shared here. Have a couple family members diagnosed. One doesn’t have the highly gifted IQ so it seems harder to manage. Having this info helps others to understand better and not devalue so much simply because they misunderstand. Thank you again.

[@giftedgreen2152]

I was always worried that I would one day go crazy because my uncle had a lobotomy. Then I got diagnosed high functioning at 36 and realized my uncle went crazy because of a woman.

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this.

[@MrWebbtang]

Thanks Paul, your openness and honesty is really helping me make sense of my experience

[@danachos]

As a B I G sidenote, I like the word Aspergers not in relation to that doctor, but in relation to "asperging" or like "asparagus", shooting up and sprinkling [knowledge] Loved this video. Really useful ways of explaining feelings I have had!

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, because I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does NOT cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. You're leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@erinancientelements]

I CANNOT thank you enough for your videos!! You are amazing and helping so many people!! Thank you, thank you, thank you!! Vielen Dank!!

[@rureadyboots]

Love the "I can't tell you you're not crazy" caveat. 😂

[@marilynteed]

Autism is curable with detoxification and is really the result of Parasitic Fecal Toxification that Adult Autistics don't jump on the trying the cure wagon. Especially when Taking Diatomaceous Earth is completely safe and also taking MMS which is an increased strength of water purifier method is also safe? Please cover why the Autistic community cannot go outside the mainstream medical community and try to heal themselves of this syndrome. Parasitic Fecal Toxification Syndrome Heal with MMS mmsinfo.org/ Here is the video on the MMS solutions and it is NOT bleach. kzbin.info/www/bejne/h3WrdaljeaqIrac

[@TheWillzy]

@@marilynteed No, I've taken diatomaceous earth as a mineral/ detox supplement for YEARS. It does not cure Asperger's. Period. It "may" help if a person wears a helmet and diapers, and slaps their head for hour's. Dr Batar, a well known toxicologist has helped people with really bad full blown autism get back some of their mental function with chelation therapy that pulls heavy metals out of their system, like mercury and aluminum. Others on this site have responded to you that they've tried MMS and it just damaged them in other ways. So Stop telling EVERYONE commenting on this video that you know a cure for Asperger's. You don't know what you think you know. Your leaving that comment on every comment like your on a sales mission. I think Asperger's is part genetic disposition, (marked by higher intelligence) coupled with an early exposure to artificial chemicals and heavy metals when the brain is developing. The heavy metals break down neural connections as they try to form in a neurotypical format, forcing the brain to wire around the damaged areas. Welcome Asperger's, ADHD. That's my theory. Even if we clear out toxins and heavy metals, the brain wiring (pathways) are formed. Detox won't change this

[@andressolo]

Thanks, mate! Finally, I find myself understood!