I QUIT *what was once* MY DREAM JOB.

[@Aphiliam]

I came to the channel on a fluke when your walking a mile a day video was recommended to me and I stayed, not for the weight loss content, but for your personality and humor. And I’m still here all this time later for the same reason. I think most people are. ❤

[@BeatriceCaruso]

I appreciate you!!💛🦕💛🦑

[@denisesteyn5876]

Same reason....and then I binge watched all her previous episodes in one weekend. Love her to bits!

[@MyCre8tiveUserName]

Saaaame!¡

[@chapa2282]

same! right now I just consider Bea my friend (that she doesn't know about lmao) and each week I look forward to catching up with her

[@DefiningLiz]

Exactly!!

[@tangie06_33]

That sounds like almost every corporate job in America. Soul crushing. Congratulations on getting OUT of that mess! I love your content. You have a fantastic personality!

[@sorry.itspaige]

You could literally just sit in front of the camera telling stories for 45 minutes and I’ll watch the whole thing. Most people are here for you, regardless of the content. 😊

[@LauraRodriguez-Peace]

Exactly! 🧡💜❤️

[@kahlesswright]

So true!!

[@rachelinchilla]

Same!

[@Mzpixz]

The best part is that we will be able to see her trying to expand her wanting to learn more skills and we are so totally here for it! We love you bea! Can I say how addictive her laugh is?! You got this girl!

[@kpoplover1101]

I SPIT out my water at “mushrooms” 😂😂😂😂 Proud of you, bea. I’m also in a transition between an old job and new beginnings. It is TERRIFYING, but reframing it to be “exciting” is a great piece of advice.

[@nichellecisse6739]

I was like mushrooms??? That’s not a mushroom 🍄 Haha 😂 😂🤣🤣

[@ih458]

She took 12 chubbies to work & wonders why they disappeared 😕

[@brittp6702]

Those aren’t mushrooms! 🍆 😂

[@anewgirl]

I died at that. Nearly choked on my snack. 😂😂😂😂

[@moniquechelius7460]

I’m glad I wasn’t the only one that thought that is NOT a mushroom 🍄 😂 I was second guessing myself lol

[@20SunnyMarie09]

Bea, your stories inspired me to leave my "dream job". When you talked about how miserable you were I related so hard and was like "she's gotta get outta there" then I realized I needed out too. I'm focusing on growing my small business and leave my full time job at the end of June. Love your videos because you're so relatable.

[@heidithepotter2479]

Bea, people like you and your content whether weight loss or not. You are so relatable and likeable. So excited for you!

[@Naomily]

I think we're all here for any and all Bea topics. ❤

[@BlackNinjaFTW]

They are right. We are all hear for the vibes 😌✨

[@creepypisces83]

Second this!

[@brandigates236]

I agree 100%.

[@Eljefe1089]

I hope your content creation takes off in ways you would’ve never imagined! I don’t know you personally but it’s not hard to realize how much you deserve it! Love your personality keep going I’ll stay tuned in ✊🏻

[@kimmatura3564]

This just shows how much we all grow and change. Something that was once your dream job is now an anchor.

[@BeatriceCaruso]

Love the way you phrased that! 💛🦕🦑💛🦕🥹

[@kyleebristow6223]

"See ya on the flip side, Todd!!" Seriously I left (Australian) government communications 2 years ago for all those reasons. Haven't looked back. Clients are grateful - it's a nice change. Loved what you said about the danger of making your passion a career.

[@pamelawantsmusic]

It’ll be hard to leave your coworkers, Steve Carell and John Malkovich, but this is such a great step forward for you!

[@gillian6172]

Is this….a coworker?

[@womanofacertainage5892]

LMAO

[@Droosmom1970]

🤣🤣🤣

[@CorettaJG]

So happy for you! We are here to support! My therapist at the VA also said to me, "why not imagine things going well, instead of always planning for the worst?" I'm an Air Force veteran, so thank you for serving as a civilian contractor. #oneteam

[@HappilyCarnivore]

As far as content goes I would go out on a limb and say that most of us are here for you, no matter what you're doing. At least I am. I mean I'm on a weight loss journey myself, but that's not why I started watching your channel, and I don't watch any other weight loss channels. I started watching you because you're awesome. The fact that you were also losing weight was just an added bonus, but certainly isn't what kept me here.

[@adriftinmidgard]

I second this!

[@cropmom66]

I third this! You are awesome! Good things will come your way!

[@Ohaiii344]

I agree- i found her while skimming through weightloss videos but stayed for her vlogs.

[@aayushikatare1559]

I’m so smitten that you’re a graphic designer like me! And I can totally imagine you as a character on space force 😂 I came here cause I was struggling with the same home workout videos as you, and ended up staying cause you’re too relatable. Love you bea ❤

[@TheTammyrose1215]

Bea, I watch a lot of KZbin and you are one of the only channels that I watch 100% of your content right when it's posted. No matter what you're talking about or going through, you're relatable and genuine and I'm so so proud of you for taking the leap and doing this full time. You deserve to see where it'll get you

[@meishadressler3357]

Bea, I know I'm just a stranger on the internet, but I am SO FREAKING proud of you! You have been transparent for a while about how hard this job has been for you; it has been toxic, unfair and although it had good points, it was not good for you. It's always hard to leave toxic situations. I really hope your content is appreciated for the gem of a channel you make it! I have watched every video you have made, and I can't ever see myself stopping; you are an amazing person and creator!

[@lovoniaparks]

As a professional artist, It sounds like you had a terrible experience. It’s not your fault your passion dwindled. This is their fault. You are making the right decision. You are doing a good job. This world is f$&@ed up. No one has all the answers. You do what’s right for you: emotionally, physically, mentally, spiritually and creatively ❤️

[@DawnECauldin]

This comment is amazing ❤️

[@ravenreese]

Bea, I never miss a single video. Today I received a job offer and instead of being excited - I’m anxious. If I accept the job, I accept that what I used to want is no longer what I want…and it’s scary! I TOO WORK FOR A FEDERAL AGENCY! I TOO STARTED PURSUING PRE-MED AND DECIDED ON LITERATURE! (Close enough) I TOO FORFEITED A FULL RIDE SCHOLARSHIP! I once told my partner that I wish I lived near you because we’d definitely be friends, and that’s never been more true. Point being…you really do connect to your viewers. That’s why we love you. I can’t believe you posted this today. It’s EXACTLY what I needed. So thank you for always being there for me! ❤️

[@raeannlaflame]

Both my parents worked as civilian contractors for the department of defense and the STRESS of contract bidding was such a shitty time for my family every year. Oof girl, I'm so glad you made this step 🤍

[@BeatriceCaruso]

It’s absolute insanity how the same job can change so drastically on who wins a contract 🥹

[@jennylouwhoo]

And it always goes to the lowest bidder 😬

[@andromeda_dust]

@Jennifer Yup! I work in the space industry and my company lost a major contract to SpaceX because they always bid low. Then later when they're halfway through development they ask for more money and it's too deep in for them to switch contractors

[@rizizrii]

it is insane how parallel our lives are! i'm a designer under DOE and i truly thought graphic design was my passion and my future. i recently put in my 3 months (government version of 3 weeks) because i decided to pursue a masters program in London and as exciting as it sounds i've felt the same feelings of like well im so secure and SAFE in this job. But at the end of the day i was coming home unhappier than ever. The people and benefits are why i stayed but you get to a point where you have to put yourself first and take the risk to do work that makes YOU happy. I really want to make a difference in peoples lives and you and your channel have inspired me at times i didnt even know you were going through the same things as me. I am so excited to see your next steps :)

[@malyssa_]

Quitting a job that doesn't fulfill you, while terrifying, is so exciting!! You'll do great things - very happy for you!!

[@theturtlemoves9310]

I have no idea what made youtube recommend you to me 2 years ago but I watched and decided you were my kind of person. I don't do weight loss content typically but I related to you and your binge eating disorder. But what got me hooked was your personality, not your weight journey. It has been such a pleasure seeing how you have grown and changed over the last two years. Despite all the amazing things you have done, quitting your job has to be the most impressive. You have faced public opinion, moving out of Elmo's house, becoming a homeowner, and dealing with your mental health. Through it all, you have kept a job where you weren't happy. But, you did it. Finally. I am so proud of you and I can't wait to see the amazing things you do next. You are strong and smart and beautiful and you can do anything you set your mind to.

[@samateverysize]

So many of us make it to the 'dream job' to ultimately feel like we've been duped. Change looks good on you, Bea. I am excited to see where you go. I am supposed to be working on my own content but couldn't focus with your notification just sitting and waiting to be clicked.

[@alicedavidson7361]

Bea I can’t tell you how much this means. I have been on the premed route since leaving high school. Out of high school I wanted to go into the film industry, but I was good at the sciences and pressured to take the premed route. I graduated university, worked for a bit, took the MCAT, and interviewed for med. While waiting to hear back from med, I realized I was hoping to get a rejection because I just didn’t want to do it, and it would make the choice easier. I finally have the confidence to follow the path I want, and a huge part of this came from you. Watching you take control and make these choices has been so inspiring, thank you for being so open. Sending all the love ♥️

[@darkeuphoria16]

"graphic design emergency" made me laugh out loud and almost choke on my salad, because as a graphic designer myself, I 100% agree with you that there are really no gd emergencies... but lord do some people sure think there are! lmfao

[@balamb25]

UGH, I worked at the print department of a large office supply store chain. EVERYONE had an emergency. No Brenda, it's not my fault your flyers aren't going to be ready. You are the one who sat on your ass until the last minute and then made it my problem. UGHHH.

[@BlueMoon3l3b]

For real…I have a coworker freaking out on me over this invite for an event that isn’t until August. What is this invite for? A cornhole tournament…CORNHOLE. Calm down.

[@RhondaLa1103]

I had to quit a job that I had been at for 15 years. I have missed my friends and coworkers more than the job itself. There were definitely years that were much less fulfilling, and my productivity lacked. It didn’t last long most times, but it was grueling. Change can be so terrifying, but I generally end up feeling silly for having fought the change so hard. There are very few people who’s life has gone exactly as planned. I’d venture to say none, but things can and do often work out better than we could have ever planned. I have faith in you. You’ll do great at whatever you put your mind to. Be open and available to all that the universe has in store for you.

[@figureskater71889]

With all the secrecy I figured it was something military. In my hometown there are a couple of big arms producers. People are allowed to tell you where they're working but not what they're working on. And the having to leave your phone in the car was a dead tip off, they have to do that too. I'm happy that you're doing what's best for you and making giant moves!

[@susie2251]

@Girl the fact she lives in Colorado Springs was a dead giveaway it was 100% military.

[@WendyFoundHerHEA]

Found this at 3:30 am while I’m finally eating dinner(it’s been a DAY). Goodness Bea, I hope to heck you are proud AF at yourself…but I sure am. A lot of your ramblings about an potential further with a meh know vs a very scary but possibility awesome unknown are exactly what I’ve been dealing with. I was having a rough day recently when a friend asked me where I was a year ago…and it blew my mind. A year ago, my anxiety was at panic levels to the point I couldn’t get out of bed some days. I wasn’t able to work for multiple reasons, my finances were crap, and my mental and physical health were as well. It’s still a journey…but I’m active in counseling(another BetterHelp girl here), I am back to work as a nurse-and a travel nurse now over 1,000 miles from home, and making my physical and mental health a priority. So thank you. Thank you for being on this journey with me. Because listening to you while everyone else I know is sleeping felt like I just caught up with a friend going through the same ish. Whatever comes next Bea, you’ve got this. And we’re here for it.❤️

[@--jade--]

As soon as you embraced that mental health was a part of your health, I was IN. You are still on the same journey I started watching. It's all part of it. Making healthy choices for your life. One by one. Big and small. You're living everyone's journey. Focusing on growth in all areas, and being real along the way.

[@tracyHaak4380]

I saw another person comment how they came here with your walking/ Running a mile a day video. Same with me. I stayed since late summer time of 2021 and will continue because I relate and am inspired by you. I'm cheering you on. Girl I'm 41 and you inspire me and help me see the light on so many issues just to know I am not alone. As a single mom who has taken care of my oldest severely disabled daughter for 18 years and knowing it's time to move on and it's okay has been in a lot of parts to you. You have reminded me to be human and never stop trying. Mistakes are okay. I always look forward to anything you share because I truly like you as a person. I'm so happy you can finally share what it is you did for this place of work.

[@DadBodtoBadDad]

There’s more out there! You are a motivator of people… that’s powerful 💪🏻

[@BeatriceCaruso]

Aw I appreciate you💛🥹🦕💛

[@kaywill9749]

This is so refreshing. You are a true inspiration to so many people. To actually have someone do this channel with no BS, and just being you and sharing your life is outstanding. I hope people have joined and realize they're not alone. I can't wait to see more of your journey. You bring joy to my day.

[@Becky_One]

I’m glad you’re moving on. The fact that they haven’t responded to your two week notice says a lot about them. Speaking of Netflix, I think you would love the movie My Octopus Teacher!

[@evelyncape4180]

One of my favorite movies evah !!!🦑

[@susanw9443]

YOU are the content! You got this, and we’re with you!

[@TonsorialParlour]

Yass Bea! 🥰 I am currently retraining as a teacher at 30 after years in my 'dream job'. It's scary but it'll be worth it 👏🏻

[@BeatriceCaruso]

Congratulations!! It’s hard to quit and go after something new but it will be worth it!💛🦕🦑💛

[@LindaC616]

I "was retired " still litigating, after 23. Can't retire for another 7 yrs 😬

[@sherribaca5301]

Follow your gut always! Congratulations and good luck Bea!

[@bebelalalove]

I agree with a lot of people below me, I remember seeing some weight loss videos back in the day but what kept me around with your personality. Do what makes you happy, Bea! 😊

[@cherylfath1534]

Been following your “life journey” from the UK & find myself looking forward to your videos more than anything else I follow on utube. You are inspirational, extremely funny and a positive role model for today’s women. Keep being you Bea, don’t ever change 💕🐝 xx

[@areading12]

Loved this video! I switched jobs last summer and it was absolutely terrifying. I am so happy with the decision and my new working environment now, but it took MONTHS of articulating my reasons why I wanted to leave my secure old job before I was ready to make the leap (and my new job is still more secure than what you’ve been processing with KZbin) I am loving all of your content, fitness-themed or otherwise, and I can’t wait to see what you come up with moving forward. You’re so brave even if it doesn’t feel that way.

[@Locust_of_Control]

I love both bio and art. Have you ever tried your hand at scientific illustration or botanical illustration? I have recently been doing illustrations or flowers and bugs in my spare time. I'd love to share my illustrations with you, Bea! I hope you're excited about the new adventure ahead!

[@cfloster]

this was my first thought too

[@rylanwow]

Hi bea! I just graduated art school myself (though i was illustration instead of design) and something i have noticed with art is that the jobs dont really have "elevation" in the traditional sense, like theres no ceo of design. You sort of just choose the job you want for a while, then move on to a different one. Like in animation you can go from being a bg designer to a story boarder. So, i think that you leaving you job, as an artist, is pretty normal. Especially if it was not enjoyable anymore. And honestly, going to youtube and being self employed is a god tier move when being an artist. Choose the projects you want to do and find that passion again!

[@clover2340]

so maaany things change. if 2 years ago someone would have told me my life would have been the way it is today, i would have never believed it! its really scary to go through these changes but its part of the experience. love u bea! 💓

[@BeatriceCaruso]

So true! 2 years ago seems like an eternity ago, life be crazy!💛🦕💛🦑

[@OneOfTheWolves]

I completely agree - my life is so much different now than I imaged but in great ways. I know what it’s like to have a stressful job and then experience uncertainty when you quite. It’s like fear and relief at the same time.

[@karissalapierre4193]

The fact that the first time I watched you was because I was doing Chloe ting during the pandemic and now im watching you quit your job. This is so amazing to watch and im honestly so happy to be along for the journey

[@zz5022]

Girl, what you’re going through is scary as hell but you’re totally right about how you know you will regret it if you don’t at least try. I’m in a similar boat. Went to school for biochem on my way to becoming a doctor which I decided not to do a few years later. Fell into a corporate job that (finally) pays decently well, great benefits and pension etc, but I’ve been miserable for the last few years. Finally made the decision to leave and am now trying to figure out what I truly want to do. For a 37 year old, the thought of leaving a job with all the checkboxes checked (salary; benefits, pension) is super scary but I don’t want to wake up at 60 one day and realize that I’ve just been ‘existing’ through life either. You are an inspiration! Hope your last day went well ❤️

[@dana.c]

Bea, I am so damn proud of you! I can't wait to join you on this journey. Also, your show and share of office chachkies was too funny!💜🦕🖤

[@maxmiyake1224]

I'm so Proud of Beatrice and her journey

[@BeatriceCaruso]

I appreciate you!!💛🥲🦕🦑

[@dalena6820]

I was totally here for the “mission to lose 100lbs.” I have watched every single one of your videos since the start of your channel. As time went on whether weight related or not I would watch. I genuinely enjoy your content because you’re just a fun real person and entertaining to watch. I think you made the right decision to go full time content creator because you are good at it. Would still love to see some weight loss related content but I will tune in either way!! ❤️

[@lisac7235]

I was going to say the same thing! I’m excited to see her future!

[@NovemberStormChannel]

You are truly one of the only creators that I get the notification for and click immediately!! I always learn something interesing from your videos - my work has started to make me anxious because of a big project I am doing. But this week I will choose to be excited about it instead. Thanks Bea (and Christopher I guess) (I am on my tablet so no dino emjois :( )

[@BeatriceCaruso]

I appreciate you!!🦕💛🦕💛🦑🦑🦕

[@NovemberStormChannel]

@@BeatriceCaruso 🦖🦕🐙 my para-social heart of soaring!! 🐙🦕🦖 Looking forward to seeing all the amazing things to come!

[@onabudgetlife8223]

B i just want to drop in and tell you thank you. I have been on a journey of discovering myself, through the anxiety and being anti social, and even through breakups you have been in my life and showing the world its okay to struggle and find yourself. I have learned more about myself than I probably ever had if I had just settled. So I appreciate that you are still here and sharing your life with us. Thank you 💕

[@TwilaSue]

I’m having a proud subscriber moment for you! Knowing when to “move on” is always tough. We stress about the “unknowns” and forget to focus on our what we know. Girl you rock on the creativity scale! You are funny, witty, and charming! Your adventurous side is inspiring. I will send blessings of great success your way! Go show the world all your wonderful-ness! You got this!

[@marieestrella64]

Bitter sweet times! That’s how I have my desk at work. my collections are postcards that my coworkers have given me through the years. I’ve been there for 6yrs! I’ve been a subscriber for over a year…I’m here for your personality. Do you Bea!

[@sweetjane71]

That’s been my motto for the last year, “I’m so excited!” I’m happy that you are taking a leap. Now you won’t wonder what if. Live it up sister!

[@laurieknapp1489]

Funny how I always find myself in your videos. I also started premed (also gave up a huge scholarship because my social anxiety prevented me from going to a big school). I ended up with a masters in occupational therapy, worked for a few years, and ended up quitting, moving to LA and becoming a filmmaker and designer. Now I work in software management. I always say I'm ambidextrous when it comes to right and left brain. I've switched careers many times, "gave up" years of education and student loans but never looked back. All of those experiences are a part of everything I do, and I wouldn't change a thing. Every major switch I've made in my life has always been the inevitable result of a breaking point, and it's hard to imagine it until you get there. When you're there, you just know.

[@Allducksgotobed]

I totally stopped what I was doing and went "WHAT?!?!?!" when you said where you worked. Too bad it WASN'T your dream job, because it sounded like it SHOULD have been. Rotten people ruining it for everyone.

[@dw73]

I've worked for several government contractors. I feel this video 100%. My current employer is not a government contractor, but my situation is very similar to yours, it was once my dream job, but I've been burned out and running on fumes for years. I am not in a position to quit quite yet. I almost did a month or two ago, but then health issues came along and my stock portfolio took a major hit. So, decided it was best to stick it out a few months until at least my health issues get resolved. I am so glad to see you moving on to better things. Hopefully I'll be joining you in moving on soon.

[@caroldavis4127]

I love hearing the bold truth of what you've done with your talents!! I left a job in biomedical engineering years ago to go to medical school. Been a doc for a long time and would love to jettison off to something new, perhaps in the artistic realm. You are an inspiration! Best of luck on your last day, and I look forward to your new and unexplored content!

[@fearlessskrull8286]

I actually lost my graphic design job last November. I worked for an advertising company for 14 years, but the pandemic cost us a lot of our clients. I was literally told not to come back because there was only enough work for my manager and a select few... They couldn't even be bothered to send me a goodbye email or text. I also thought it was my "dream job" but thinking about it now, it kinda sucked the creative life outta me too. I'm convinced the algorithm suggested your channel to me a few months back because you're a graphic designer (not sure) but I enjoy your content either way, you have a great sense of humor. Enjoy your freedom!

[@chelseaconnell9785]

I came for the weightloss/binge recommendation and stayed because you are so much fun and so relatable! I am so excited to watch where this life leads you because its going to be great things, I just know it! Good luck Bea!

[@jessicaphelps1565]

I recently left my "safe" dream job to work full-time with my husband and run our painting business. I was met with a lot of resistance from coworkers and family but ultimately it's been the best decision for us! I have so much more freedom, time, and less stress. I have time for my hobbies and things I actually enjoy, like spending time with my husband. I love your channel and while weight loss challenges brought me here, it isn't why I stay, it's you! ❤️ Best of luck to you on this new adventure and I can't wait for all the new content to come!

[@Dani.P.F.]

Came for the weight loss journey, stayed for the personality 💛

[@floco1438]

I've experienced the anxiety of leaving a stable job, and what I found is that life is too short to stay doing something that makes you unhappy. I wish you the very best and I will surely continue supporting your future endeavours. =)

[@heatherdeelio2267]

Congratulations on taking that step!! Your growth is amazingly inspiring! 🌻

[@melodyworsham713]

So happy for you! It’s never easy to go from what people expect you to do and what’s SAFE to unlimited opportunities and NO glass ceiling. Better yet, there is no ceiling! Yes, it’s a risk, yes it’s scary. However, the best and most successful products, art and other creations came from the minds of people who trusted their intuition. Bea, you have a lot of talent and it was time for you to move on. Stay excited about the plethora of opportunities that are coming your way. I quit a job in 2017 for similar reasons. Yes, it’s risky and yes, I get scared from time to time. However, I get confirmation all the time that I did get he right thing. Trust the process. You got this girl!

[@eminapanina]

Girl you got this 💪🏻I’m 36 and I just started my career.

[@Michelle-bg2wu]

Hey Bea, I found my way to your channel during my own fitness journey during quarantine. I have since also found my way away from that path and onto new personal growth paths. I turned 30 last year, and after major career, family, and romantic challenges/issues that all collided a few months ago, I decide to prioritize my mental health for the first time ever and finally feel excited to be alive. I’ve enjoyed following your channel since the beginning, as I see myself in your journey and it helps me on my own. Also you’re funny af and a delightful breath of fresh air. Love from another CO friend!

[@Autumnal.Dahlia]

I love these venting chat videos, gives me comfort about how chaotic change can impact everyone and not just me. You’re going to do great, have to keep growing and you weren’t at that job. ♥️🙋🏼‍♀️

[@Meekavintage]

YES THATS A great trick to do ! i had heard this before...everyone should go to therapy..its great you dont have to be going through something.its like having a really good friend that gives you great advice ..and literally isnt allowed to repeat what you say...whats not to love

[@summermain5401]

Bea! I am so happy to hear about your passion for visual communication. When I was in law school I learned that the term “legalese” quite literally stemmed from a purposeful attempt to keep poor people ignorant of the laws and contracts that they were bound by. Since then, I’ve made a concerted effort to keep my legal writing straight forward and in plain English. There is a small but fierce movement towards graphic communication in legal contracts, like terms of use and privacy policies, since they affect the general public with varying reading-levels. Ironically, I too am leaving a former dream job this week, and my emotions are all over the place. I hope to pivot into public policy and to possibly start a small business helping tech companies convey their consumer-facing policies in a way that all those affected will understand what they’re agreeing to. I hope your passion for visual communication never diminishes. I firmly believe it is the future, in a world were we communicate globally and need to be understood by broad swaths of people from different backgrounds. Wow, sorry for the rant there. As an aside, love your videos. You’re very relatable, and seeing a new video pop up from you always brightens my day. If you ever want to talk shop re visual communications, shoot me an email!

[@honeydew661]

BEA!!! Holy shit I went through the same thing. I worked for a public affairs company. Some creativity but our boss was so horrible and suffocating it ruined my mental health and even though I ended up getting a lot of skills. but realized I just could not do this anymore. Graphic design is a soul sucking industry, people think it’s all fun and games and even though I had more creativity than maybe you, I had to work around my abusive bosses likes and dislikes. You are making the right decision, you’re doing what makes you happy. Right now I’m working at an easy part time and taking jewelry classes, it’s the happiest I’ve ever been. Yeah I don’t make much but oh fucking well I’m doing what I want to do. My parents aren’t proud. I did everything right did everything everyone asked for me. I fucking let everyone else run my life. I never lived for me, only to do what others expected of me. You are going to do amazing in life, you will find your way. Good luck to you and I hope we can be friends and we can vent about our awful job experiences lol. I’m also on my weight loss journey and went from 280 to 247 hehe. Pls lmk if we can be weight loss buddies 😛

[@koolkat102]

Bea! Being uncomfy is totally normal with change! You can do this! We’re here for you. I’ve never related more to a KZbinr. Your authenticity resonates. ❤

[@backfromburnout]

Your job was your security blanket so it’s understandable to feel anxious and nervous. Making big life decisions is hard but I think you’ve made the best decision and you won’t have any regrets! I think this video was an important one to share as you’ve been sharing your life journey here with all of us. It’s interesting after all this time to know where you worked and we’re all excited for you to take this channel on full time! I was never here for the weight loss, I’m here for funny and relatable B who makes me smile with all her shenanigans! X

[@teresayacoub-bonsu628]

As a fellow pre-med drop out, I give so much props for becoming successful in exploring your passions. Keep exploring, it's so much fun!

[@allyson--]

Where did you go after pre-med? (If you don't mind sharing!)

[@teresayacoub-bonsu628]

@@allyson-- don't mind at all! I got my Master's in public health instead and joined the Peace Corps. now, I work at a national nonprofit

[@annawaiq6360]

BEA, I am so proud of you for going with your instinct. I left a retail managment position that sucked the life out of me almost a year ago to become a fulltime freelance Illustrator and it has both been the hardest and most rewarding journey ever (maybe because I am also working on childhood trauma and a very late ADHD diagnosis). It made me realize how much more capable I am and it has been a road to myself aswell. I am starting to accept the whole package that is me, the good, the bad and the ugly and it is life changing. I wish you all the best for the future. Feeling anxious is pretty normal but it will subside. I will be here for your journey.

[@andreagillette1652]

Kudos to you for getting out of the job you knew wasn’t going to help you grow. I enjoy your channel for all of your various pursuits, and not the weight loss alone. Keep on keeping on Bea! (Having also just left a job that underpaid me, I’m feeling ya girl!) 😁💚

[@femineity]

I can only speak for myself when I say, Bea, it's YOU that keeps me coming back to your channel! I may have clicked for the first time because of your thumbnail and what it said about your plans to lose weight etc...but, I think, if I'm not mistaken, after watching 2 of your videos, I remember writing a comment asking something like, Who is this girl?!" and saying how refreshingly special I thought you were! And I wasn't surprised in the least bit when there were others commenting under my comment who was in total agreement! I personally think you are a relatable yet SUPER STRONG person! I'd almost venture to add "FEARLESS" to that description but I'm not sure if that's the right word to describe you because of how you routinely say you're scared. But the thing is, you always seem to face your fears, so wouldn't someone who does that be considered, fearless? 💡NO! You're COURAGEOUS! That's what you are, Bea! COURAGEOUS! You do stuff even if you're afraid and I enjoy watching you face your fears because It gives ME the incentive to want to attempt to face my own fears! Bea...You're empowering by just being, Bea! You're a 💪🏻👑Bea, and I'm looking forward to witnessing your journey!😊❤

[@SkyeFoxx_15]

Life is about taking chances! You're a very smart person and certainly have your finances in order so I believe it will all work out for you girl. Best of luck 💚 🦕

[@BeatriceCaruso]

I appreciate you!!💛🦕💛🦑

[@The559mom]

I recently left my dead end job that I felt I needed to keep for your EXACT reasons but I left anyway, cause.. why the hell not. I’m only 41 and bad decisions could be chalked up to midlife crises🤷🏻‍♀️ I kept seeing this saying EVERYWHERE!!! What if i fall? Oh but darling what if you fly? It really motivated me and I left the security for the unknown and I’m happier for me. That job found my replacement like I hadn’t just been there like 15 years. Glad you decided to jump 🤗I look forward to watching you fly!!!!!!!

[@Heather-Kay]

So cool to be able to hear what your job was! Congrats on the life change...can't wait to see what happens on this next adventure! 😊❤💕

[@BigTimeDayDreamer]

This is so refreshing to hear as someone also trying to leave my very niche dream job due to toxic management and being on call all the time 🥴 it seems like everyone is settling down and celebrating milestones around me and I’m just overwhelmed with rejections and pay cuts 😭 the recession is alive and well

[@cassiesulbaran4504]

You can be a graphic designer anywhere, anytime. You can work for yourself or someone else, there will *always* be a need for graphic designers. You're so brave, following your dream and not settling for a job that will replace you in a matter of days if not hours. Wishing you all the luck, and let us know how we can support your decision!!!!

[@suzannemiller1400]

I’ve been with you since the beginning - I’m 79 and can so relate (shows you how crazy I am) but have such respect for your courageous decision to become you. Love you 💕 and look forward to Mondays!

[@ReginasHorror]

Girl I am so proud of you!!!

[@ReginasHorror]

Also can I just say what i would have paid to have Bea as a coworker with a desk like that???

[@lovefaith6285]

I was a GA for 7ish years and I absolutely HATED it to the point that I no longer wanted to do art. It was such a stressful job and during that time I drank a lot. I'm happy that you are doing what brings you joy and made the decision to leave a dead end position. I've been following you since you first started this channel and absolutely love all the content you put on here. I wish you all the best in this new chapter of your life!

[@jordanwest1209]

I'm here for you, your personality, Doug and Chetty! You got this, Bea

[@otterlyawkward912]

The way you described your feelings regarding quitting and not being sure if you were doing the right thing is very similar to how I felt about getting divorced, I knew I was miserable and there was nothing there but I was scared because it's what I knew and was "comfortable". Went through with it and it was the best decision I could've made in the situation. Covid hit less than 6 months later and picturing being in quarantine with my ex husband sounded like actual hell lol moral of the story is, change is scary and stepping away from your safety net can be intimidating but sometimes the grass really is greener on the other side and I have no doubt you'll flourish. Try all the things you've wanted to but didn't have time or energy for and take care of Bea ❤

[@nikkebirde]

I'm proud of you Bea!!! Getting rid of toxic stuff in our lives is always hard especially when it's a source of income! But you're going to be better off!

[@kathleendrummond1360]

I love the fact that you are real and share your ups and downs with all of us. You are real and relatable. I love watching you and I am here to stay. Love from Florida

[@candicelandiss]

All the support in the world to you, Bea!!! 🥰 We’re all here for you on this journey!! Life gurl!!! Yes 🙌 Mel Robins brings up a similar concept of that excited feeling and I’ve had to tell myself that so many times!! Here for it ALL!!!! 🤪😎💃🏽

[@BeatriceCaruso]

I appreciate you, Candice!!!💛💛💛

[@maggiew3084]

I'm not going anywhere! Can't wait to see where you're life is headed. You go, girl!!!

[@dessie1197]

I know a lot of people have already said it but I’m here for this CONTENT! Or any of your content !!! I love seeing a little snippet or your life, it feels real and relatable

[@Marie.b]

Omg, I was just typing my response when you screeched about forgetting smallboy. I'm using my phone so the text box covers the screen. I had to 'discard' my message to be able to see what you were so excited to show and i hate to say it but all I saw was a flipping cornflake anf i kinda went in my head, THAT??? But laughed then at your excitement at showing us , a cornflake, that you imagine is something cute! Haha. Love it . Thank for sharing, I'm glad this is all therapy for you.

[@heidiclarke2333]

Been here since you had a few hundred subs, came for the weight loss stayed for you, you are funny, intelligent and tell a great story. Looking forward to the next chapter.

[@jessicahall6549]

I had thought for months you were working for space force! Which honestly does sound so cool, until you actually talk about what it was like. I’m so happy for you!!

[@faervel]

creating a museum of oddities...lol! Thank you Bea for all you do! We are here to support you! You got this!

[@personplaceorthing]

Really happy for you! I could listen to you narrate the act of paint drying and I would be happy. You sound a lot happier in this video. Looking forward to your next adventure!

[@Scharnagle]

I also turned my passion into a career, and finally made it full-time after four years of freelancing, so I definitely feel you that it can ruin it for you sometimes. Luckily it hasn't for me yet, but I dread the day that it does. Happy for your next step Bea!

[@jodimarecek6790]

I cannot explain how happy I am that I stumbled across ur channel. Your personality shines so bright in each video. Just wanted to say thank you for being so REAL and unapologetic. Keep it going! Love u!!

[@jesss75]

I saw you grow so much since the beginning of the pandemic, I am so proud of you girl !

[@sarac7411]

I watch your content because I feel a genuine connection with you. I feel part of myself reflected in you. And I'm cheering you on from the other side of the world (Australia). I'm excited to see where this new direction takes you, and looking forward to coming along for the ride. Thanks for just being you.

[@curlsofa2017]

😂 Seems like that office just lost A LOT of fun in the form of you and your museum of oddities! Love it! Good luck, I’m so proud of you for taking this step! ❤️ I hope that means we’ll have even more videos to look forward to! 👀

[@SourHotSkittles]

I've been here since day 1! I'm not here for the weightloss journey, I mean I am or was, but truely I am here because I absolutely love your personality. I've loved your videos before and still absolutely love them now! I feel like I can relate to you in so many ways. I'm a mess. Anxiety. Occasional depression. You name it, I got it. Haha. I'm 29, single, approaching 30, make way more than your average family, and I've literally been thinking about quitting my "dream" job and going into a new industry or just starting over.