I Regret Shaving My Head | HeyThereImShannon

[@HeyThereImShannon]

Thank you guys for listening to me talk, it was really important for me to share this with you all. ❤ Also, I didn't realize how much my thumbnail looked like a mugshot until just now.. heh.

[@beed8623]

HeyThereImShannon nah

[@sisterdaniel2343]

HeyThereImShannon 💜💜 ok, actually... 😂😂😂😂😂 I didn't even notice that but it does.

[@grungegranddad9056]

HeyThereImShannon ❤️

[@bigdaddypizzapaige3000]

HeyThereImShannon lol and I don't mind these kind of videos tbh sad videos or serious videos but yeah :3

[@savannahtietz847]

HeyThereImShannon you are beautiful no matter what, i know how it is having alopecia and i have been thinking about shaving my head. Also I hope you have a good new year

[@HA-ch6wf]

I suffer from alopecia too and I'm going to shave my head but I won't be sad about it because I will look badass

[@toastclinic]

hope all goes well haha

[@0118-z4b]

RavenAngel 171 Hell yea. you'll definitely look like a bad ass.

[@alexfml_kms3615]

RavenAngel 171 you go girl/boy. idk cuz that assumy my gender thing is crazy lol. but i hope everything goes great 😊😊

[@olivedabove]

alex 97 girl you don't know that she could look like a alien

[@gracebungard6318]

Olive D above it's people like you that just need to step back and say to themselves wtf am I doing.

[@MissMich3ll3]

Who needs hair with a face like that?! ❤ You are gorgeous girl!!

[@mayranavarrete730]

Michelle Make-Up helped... So, don't really

[@jackiehatcher8]

super gorgeous!!

[@jameshines2686]

I came across your video randomly. This is the first video I came across of yours, I hope you can figure things out. Your very pretty. With or without. You should do what feels right.

[@haileyfrick7884]

J it's not like it changes your facial structure she's beautiful regardless

[@JustSomeAussie1]

Yeah too bad she got a trashy ass tattoo across her chest like a fucking prison inmate tho

[@mrpbrasa]

Hair , no hair. You are still beautiful.

[@whyareyougae8170]

Simp I'm joking

[@ktoledesma6433]

That's so sweet 💓❤

[@George_Gilbert]

😒

[@zero-sc3bb]

Lania Mars pls dont

[@Skyteify]

She knows that people think she looks beautiful with no hair. I think she doesn't mind the "beauty" aspect. It's the fact she "shed her personality" that fucks with her. That's not to say you need to stop telling her she's beautiful because she is. It's just an insanely difficult situation that can't be fixed with "BUT YOU LOOK SO PRETTY"

[@HeyThereImShannon]

+Skyteify That's exactly it. I do really, really appreciate those comments, but it is definitely more about feeling authentic than it is about feeling attractive. I don't know if I did a great job explaining that aspect, but I'm really happy you understand. :)

[@Skyteify]

HeyThereImShannon sometimes the best thing in shitty situations is just knowing someone understands.

[@top_mcr_bean9770]

thats very true! people can say all that they want about looks but its not like it can be fixed with a simple compliment...

[@briettapolly5030]

Skyteify I feel the same

[@miw_cheerios]

Skyteify amen

[@deborahjane6485]

You might never see this under the thousands of comments but I shave my head. Not for medical reasons. I shave my head to make it normal for girls to be bald. because in my head I feel like if someone who HAS to shave their head sees someone who is shaved just for being shaved they wont feel alone. My mom had breast cancer and she was more upset that she might lose her hair than having cancer. I shaved my head so she wouldn't be alone. She ended up having a mastectomy and didn't need chemo and didn't lose her hair. I was the only one bald. Lol.

[@HeyThereImShannon]

+ThatJane Lady Okay, I LOVE this story. This is so adorable and really speaks on how wonderful of a person you are. You look seriously awesome if that's you in your profile picture. Your mom is very lucky and I bet that helped her more than you know. :)

[@deborahjane6485]

HeyThereImShannon Thank you so much. My pic is of me. You make me blush!

[@kutjegodverdomme]

You deserve more honour. Preach it!

[@immie8210]

Girl you're beautiful. We need so many more people in this world acting as you! Lovely thing to do for the world!! Xx

[@brichanel244]

that is so beautiful. god bless you and your momma!

[@maddyhoeltke-brown2515]

3:11 "now I look like an egg" Shannon, you're the most beautiful egg I've ever seen in my life! Stay strong, girl! We are all behind you and here for you!

[@maddyhoeltke-brown2515]

and I'm completely not invalidating what you're saying because I'm not! You are allowed to feel however you do about yourself and your hair! But just so you know, when I think of HeyThereImShannon and Shannon Taylor, I think of a silly, fun, sassy girl. I don't think of hair at all actually. I used to be a bitchin' athlete (a runner), and then I got really sick and that was all taken away from me. I had put so much of my identity and how saw myself in my athletic abilities that when they were taken away by illness, I felt the same way you do about your hair or lack there of. And I promise you, it gets better. It's taken me 2 years to get to a point where I realize the different between WHO I AM and things that are A PART OF ME. Who i am (and who you are) are not connected to temporary things like hair or pathetic abilities or a certain look or talent. You are you because of what's inside. You are beautiful because of your heart, your intentions, your dreams, your quirks, your personality. It takes time to realize how to separate those things, but I promise you that you will learn and grow and get there! We are all here for you! Thank you for being honest and real :) Sending much love your way!

[@that3dgybee166]

she ain't even a egg she looks like amber rose

[@haiimskye8886]

Maddy Moore inside that egg is a yolk a beautiful yellow yolk

[@LoveandLove20]

Maddy Moore i'm vegan but if she looks like an egg, she's my favorite egg ever

[@BlondeBomb]

Maddy Moore no she pulled a Britney Spears indoors!

[@nuellatutifruti8885]

Today i met a girl at the mall with a shaved head, it was the first time i was attracted to a girl, shaved heads rock!

[@unknownuser8293]

nuella tutifruti yesss

[@leonorcosta8262]

Ayyyyyyy

[@el_principe3611]

You were attracted because she resembled a man

[@haizekhaze8868]

@@el_principe3611 yeah but she's prettier still effiminized which is hot

[@davida472]

@@el_principe3611 Wow you see women bald as men? You must have a hard time identifying real women.

[@janelott]

I mean, if you're an egg you're a ridiculously hot egg.

[@valeriediaz1916]

Jane Lott welp. if she's an egg im an egg. 😌💞 i love shannon

[@hayleysmith8960]

Jane Lott I'm dying

[@Ronniethegoblin]

Jane Lott me too. Like I wanna be an egg.

[@Chibikins]

First of all, you are gorgeous. You pull off the shaved look better than anyone I have seen, and the shape of your head and bone structure are actually VERY flattering with this look! My first thought when I opened the video was how strikingly beautiful you are, and I think you really need to hear that. I know how hard it is to struggle with hair loss, and how much of an impact that can have on your mental health, self esteem, and even your identity as a woman. I was especially attached to my long hair because I had previously lost it after undergoing chemotherapy and having it grow back was like a symbol of my perseverance - to lose it after everything I had gone through felt extremely unfair. I had to reach a certain level of acceptance before the darkness of my depression consumed me, but I still struggle with it every day. I don't think anyone can fully understand the impact a condition like this has on your general quality of life unless they have experienced it themselves, so try not to let the hateful comments get to you, they are only projecting their own insecurities onto you and you are more beautiful than any of them could ever hope to be.

[@estefanisanchez127]

Bailey B same

[@sakuraprincessx]

Not every girl can pull off being bald. You look absolutely beautiful

[@Foralluhaterz]

Damn, even without hair she looks attractive, love her eyes

[@Fire-dk4pi]

She is beautiful

[@chaoscore09]

you are so pretty, i can't breathe.....

[@draculabestie]

kream You should see me then😉

[@diablothebearded-dragon824]

Hannah Smith umm. ..

[@vixen1876]

Hannah Smith you are average

[@bomethia7412]

Hannah Smith WELL THEN.

[@Justwatching11098]

Hannah Smith Pretty sure she'll breathe just fine after seeing you...Sorry to burst your narcissistic bubble.

[@PerturbedPeacock]

Not everyone can pull off a shaved head but your head shape complements it. I understand what your saying about wanting your own hair back. When I was in my 20's I lost chunks of my hair due to a medication. Without hesitation I picked up my hair clippers and shaved away. I absolutely loved it but because of worrying about what others would think when out in public I wore wigs. To me wearing the wigs made me feel like I wasn't who I was. I felt fake so I went out one day with no wig. I received so many compliments on how my hair suited my face and vice versa. This was a time period when all the females wore their hair the same way so I was very surprised with all the positivity. I never put a wig back on but my hair eventually grew back. I'm almost 49yrs old and have medical problems and finally realized I couldn't keep up with keeping my hair maintained. As you can see in my profile pic I picked up the clippers again and shaved my head all the way around except the top. My hair doesn't define me as who I am as a person, nor does yours. As a youngster I can understand the need to have your own hair but do it for yourself. As for me, I'll continue to keep my shaved. Best of luck to you angel.

[@brookemelton2865]

Gypsy Dover anyone can

[@PerturbedPeacock]

Brooke Melton You are right. I shouldn't have said that like that my sincere apologies.

[@julietteh1716]

Gypsy Dover no you where right to share it. Thank you for sharing it it made my day don't listen to the bullies

[@jordang7634]

Gypsy Dover inspiring

[@ieda18]

idk whats happening, i dont know who she is, but she looks beautiful bald. really. and im a girl lol

[@Oranje_Panda]

I agree

[@levilima9925]

I'm a man and think she's still really beautiful. I know it's due her self confidence but it's a shame she doesn't think she's beautiful enough. Maybe she cares too much about other people opinions?

[@whyarepeoplesubscribedtome]

ieda18 same

[@Mwrtyr]

x W4LK3R x no she did it because she was losing hair and she was tired of it so she just shaved it off

[@Mwrtyr]

x W4LK3R x oh and she was also tired of going through treatments due to it like getting shots and shit

[@veesthingsflowers3885]

I just shaved my head 10 min ago.

[@PrincessJichu]

I did it yesterday (not completely) and I have this weird anxiety about itbecause I don't feel like myself anymore. Literally panicking back and forth

[@grace._.adele225]

Bunny same. I just shaved my head a couple hours ago and I don’t recognize myself when I look in the mirror

[@PrincessJichu]

Grace B I know it’s scary but you do get used to it. Hang in there ❤️

[@veesthingsflowers3885]

@@PrincessJichu thank u bby

[@reemadel3982]

Did it affect your hair in any bad way or it's no difference from just having a new hair cut?

[@penelope-oe2vr]

I lost 80% of my hair this past year due to chemo for a terminal illness. I understand how awful it is. I have kept my hair in this mowhawk,and bleached super white, it helps it look not as noticably thin. I had long beautiful hair all my life. I have found that people actually LOVE my hair more now, and even during the chemo. Like many others have said, I think you look extraordinary gorgeous with your head shaved. You have a STUNNING face, and it is fully featured! Rock it girl! By the way, I also have an autoimmune disease that is terminal, and i know how tough, and painful all the treatments are, and i get 60 botox shots in my skull and face every 90 days for a brain disease too. All of the pain, on top of the physical effects can just wear you down. on those days, tell your friends youre feeling down, and absorb all of the love they have to share with you.

[@piaaadah]

penelope 2232 from the looks of your thumbnail photo your hair looks BAD ASS!

[@penelope-oe2vr]

Lona (^.^) omg, thank you for that.

[@penelope-oe2vr]

Pia Thanks. I soooooo know how she feels. Bleaching what I do have super white, really hides the patchiness. I am 40 years old in February, so it isn't as mentally hard, as for shannon, being a teenager/young person going through this. I just wish I could hug her!

[@GeorgiaGeorgette]

It's a cliché, and the words are insufficient to express the depth of the sincerity behind them, but you are truly inspirational. I am disabled with a condition which has affected every aspect of my life, and for too long have been feeling destroyed, but your strength is infectious; you have given me the push I needed in sharing that amazing attitude to adversity. I wish the words 'thank you' could properly convey my gratitude. X

[@penelope-oe2vr]

NotMostGirls Don't let it destroy your life, I lost literally everything! my job, my husband walked out on me, my entire life savings. BUT..... it weeded out the fake people from my life, and I won't let it beat me down. I look at every small thing, as conquering it. If I am able to get up, and shower....it didn't win that day! You just learn how to do things differently. Just focus on the things you CAN DO. It isn't that you lost things in life....life just CHANGED. You still have a sweet heart, you can and ARE amazing for that! I will pray for you every night, know there is one stranger, who wishes you well, every day!

[@cheyenne1095]

I don't have alopecia, but I do relate on some level. I'm Native American and having long virgin hair is something super important in my family. I've dyed my hair a bit lighter but haven't ever REALLY cut it or done what I've wanted with it. I remember cutting 6inches off of my 24in hair in 5th grade and bawling my eyes out for days. I've always been "Cheyenne with the really pretty hair" and it's gotten to a point where my hair = me. I've talked to my therapist about this and I tell her about how I want to do things with my hair but I dont want to touch my hair out of fear of loosing myself. She's suggested that the issue doesn't lie in my hair, but rather the identity that I've put into it. Shes worked with me on starting to realize that the things on my outside are not the things that make me, me. And its a really odd concept because I've always been the type of person to be like "fuck what everyone thinks, I am what's on my inside" and I believe that. But to myself, I'm what's on my outside. It's not an issue with how others view me, but rather where I place my own identity. I guess what I'm trying to say is, do what makes you happy, grow your hair out if you feel happier and better. But the things on your outside shouldn't "make you yourself." And this sounds really pointed and mom-like, but I'm saying it more to myself that to you. Do the things you want, but don't rely on those things to make you you. And this isn't to say don't do the things that express you, but rather know who you are with or without them.

[@jasminewilder5329]

Cheyenne i have had the same problem in the past. for obviously being 'jasmine with the colored hair'. I've been able to overcome that fortunetly and now go back and forth to my original brown hair and colored hair. glad to know someone else gets it! 😄❤❤❤❤❤

[@publicunknown]

Cheyenne I am half Cherokee, but my mother is the Indian. My father is a Greek. When my parents got divorced, they didn't talk much. Two years ago, my dad asked if I wanted a pixie cut. I had no fucking clue what a pixie cut was, so I said yes. I went home to my mom bawling. She was pissed. So, I have been growing my hair for 2 years and it hasn't grown out to the point it was (Chest length).

[@moonlightmemories959]

Chocolate Chip Coder surely that's your own fault? you said yes to it...

[@cheyenne1095]

Update: I'm going in tommorow to dye my hair purple. I'm super excited :)

[@georgeclinton4524]

+Cheyenne Yo, that's gonna look hot AF O_o

[@abbymonsterfrog123]

Can I just make it clear... YOU ARE FUCKING BEAUTIFUL WITHOUT HAIR

[@sayalotus2707]

Abigail C. Terrell I Know!!!!! she is incredibly gorgeous with buzz cut its so so sad she can't see that 💔

[@gorgeousclaret5169]

I will sub back to anyone who sub me.just reply DONE and like my videos this comment.

[@squish1529]

Abigail C. Terrell I agree. she is stunning af~

[@lexierose6248]

+Saya Lotus It's not about being beautiful, that is only skin deep. She is uncomfortable being bald, life dosent make you happy and full because you are beautiful.

[@isopodparty]

Gorgeous Claret Ew

[@getinloser3442]

I have trichotillomania. It's gotten so bad to the point 75% of my hair is gone now. I'm trying to build the courage to just shave my head but this encouraged me more.

[@viviann9540]

Capitan X good luck. it must be really hard but it will be okay, hope you get better.

[@zazarays]

I got a Black synthetic ladys wig for 4$ a long time back at some weird website. Im a guy. Being bald by 26 is like walking around everywhere and ur wieners hanging out ur fly

[@AshaEll]

I hav that too, and I shaved to stop myself from pulling on my hair, also I look wierd with patches. I still don't know if it's the right choice.

[@evangeline77x]

@@zazarays Guys have so many great options now! I showed a guy friend of mine Brad Mondo's video where he talked about 'man weaves'; There's a clip in his video of a white guy who got a longer, lace front style toupee (basically like a women's lace front closure), the stylist glued it down and then styled it into a really natural looking high and tight style cut. My friend is super self conscious because he lost all the hair on the top of his head really young, so he keeps the hair in the back really long and he combs it all forward and wears a beanie.. He's done this every day for years, he's even had girlfriends who have never seen him without a beanie on.. After I showed him the video we imediately started looking online at prices and salons, now he's got an upcoming consultation with a stylist.. There are so many really natural looking options for guys now, many of which are very affordable.. I just think the process is really cool, and so versatile.. If that's something you might be interested in you should check out Brad's video!

[@tamaraturner4280]

I have trichotillomania and I find myself pulling out my eyelashes and hair on my other parts of my body but it has gotten so much better with age and being preoccupied in life.

[@nikolayevnaksu]

Hi, I'm sorry if you've heard this a bunch of times already but have you ever tried not eating gluten? I have alopecia areata that suddenly appeared when I was about 25 and none of treatments worked until I spoke with a functional medicine doctor and he explained that most autoimmune diseases are rooted in our inability to properly digest foods because of missing microflora in the gut. He recommended I stop eating gluten and grains in general and it was the first thing that ever helped me. The only time it's ever come back is when I started eating soya sauce (gluten) or accidentally had smth else that I assumed was gluten free. After a really strict diet I went back to eating grains again and now am basically just gluten free and it hasn't come back. I'm not saying it will work for everyone but it's definitely worth a shot. Take care!x

[@julias8277]

Ksenia Smirnova I have to say that I'm happy that you wrote this. My husband has crohns (he almost died while being on the meds) and I also have alopecia. We both have changed our diets to eating ketogenically. He is and has been off the meds for over ten years and has been reversing the disease through proper nutrition, vitamins, enzymes and probiotics. As for me, I do well as long as I stay on track. If I "cheat" then I end up losing hair. Also noteworthy is that I've noticed if I eat any foods that are sugar spiking like grains, potatoes and so on, then the hair falls out. There is a great online radio show that we listen to that has helped us immensely. www.benfuchs.com

[@kartanesiart6334]

Ksenia Smirnova I think you should try to contact her somehow and tell her this. Here she'll probably not see it and this could be the solution for her :/

[@phoebe987x]

You're still beautiful whether you wear a wig or not! Your face shape is perfect for both hair and no hair. True fans care about your personality and your humour and not your face (even though it's absolutely gorgeous) or your hair! Stay strong Shannon, we love you

[@HeyThereImShannon]

Thank you so much, I really appreciate hearing that more than you know.

[@phoebe987x]

You're absolutely welcome, that's good to hear

[@SparkyRaegun]

im crying.. this girl is so pretty and just down to earth and her makeup and eyes and lips and just she's so beautiful..

[@katbarnett7323]

At least you look gorgeous bald!! Who else agrees?

[@airamgnoll4184]

I never comment on videos, but you made me want to change that. I don't have alopecia but I have multiple mental illnesses that I struggle to cope with. As you dislike wearing a wig, I dislike taking multiple medications to strive to be a normal human being. Each time I take a pill it's just "masking" my personality as an introverted, anxious and enervated soul. Also, I'm sorry as fuck for making a comment about myself when this video is about you. You have such an awesome personality and no matter how long it takes you to feel comfortable in front of the camera, everyone of your subscribers want more videos from you and will wait until your ready! Honestly, I want you to make more "real" videos like this, I like when youtubers get deep with their subscribes and keep us updated. It makes each of us feel more connected as viewers. I wish you the best, Shannon. Happy New Year.

[@oOblackeaglleOo]

Axel Chains this is so lovely 💜

[@ATRUSTEDSERVANT]

Axel Chains I also stuggle like you and have trouble taking about it, admitting it and having to have to treat it. I also think that Shannon is a bad a$$ and respect her honesty.

[@lauraramirez671]

Axel Chains I think I feel like you.... when I started to take my medications I kind of felt I lost myself, I became numb and still feel like I'm nobody.... and then on the other side my medications make me sick. as. fuck. Make me want to vomit and give me headaches, just real sick 😕

[@ATRUSTEDSERVANT]

Sounds like bad side affects. Yuck. Sorry you have to go through that. Sorry for talking out of turn. I went through a bunch of different medications and diagnoses before I got where I am now. Some days are better. Some days are worse. It's far better that I ever thought possible for me though. Keep trying. Never give up. All the crap passes eventually.

[@dccopcrusher]

Hun,you are so young. I live with bald spots because I have an autoimmune disease called left side colitis. I shave my head or buzz it real short when it does come in. My hair grows uneven and my head looks lopsided.lolYou should not be upset or feel like you are lost. I can understand your pain,especially since you are 19. You are beautiful hun. You would be surprised how manny people don't really notice or care what your hair looks like. More and more women are shaving there hair or going super short. Please realize,no one hates you because you don't have hair. Smile girl... Your smile makes all the difference. The prettiest girls have beautiful smiles,make up on point and dress with confidence. Good luck hun.... We love you....

[@alixxgamer5261]

Melissa Brockaway ..... any progress concerning your hair?!

[@WoodlouseFairy]

Some of the prettiest girls don't wear makeup at all 😉

[@cmg624]

Your so pretty fuck what people think

[@Creppycookies]

stonerr mama Ikr

[@CassandraShiann]

stonerr mama But it's not what people think that matters to her, it's just how she feels on the inside that matters the most to her. I hope she can find herself, and happiness soon. ❤

[@thehorrornerd9908]

stonerr mama ikr. She is so pretty no matter what. She definitely suits no hair

[@Misaka-pn2op]

The point is what she thinks, hair is a big part of her life, and she wants it back. She doesnt care if people think she looks good bald, she doesnt care if people like her with hair more, this is all what she wants.

[@michellesmirnova4471]

stonerr mama You're*

[@sandipaws9372]

As someone who also suffers from alopecia, I feel your pain. You're not alone in this.

[@krama4659]

Sandipaws I suffer from it as well 😪I'm 15

[@aryapriyakundu6740]

Sandipaws im 16 and i suffer from it as well

[@misshawk4505]

Sandipaws I had a friend growing up who had it as well. She is one of the strongest people I've ever known, and she rocks the bald look and her wigs like a queen :) she is a brave woman.

[@gigifishchbach8709]

I get so much shit for it as a 15 year old it’s annoying

[@rachetCD]

I know twins that both have it

[@iLitAfuseiCantStop]

Admittedly this is the first video of yours Ive watched & I can't imagine the struggles that go along with alopecia & I won't pretend to. But I have to say you look REALLY cute with a shaved head! Only a very tiny percentage of women can actually pull the look off- You look like a young Demi Moore! So try not to be so hard on yourself. On the upside you were blessed with a beautifully shaped head & the bone structure to not only pull it off but totally rock it! xx

[@summer53782]

LitAfuseiCantStop I couldn't agree more! This is also my first video of hers I'm watching and she's so fucking stunning with her head shaved.

[@gorgeousclaret5169]

sub for sub?

[@iLitAfuseiCantStop]

+Summer N Abdolutely! She is stunning!

[@NotUnymous]

lol, I litteraly just wrote the same thing.. didn't read your comment before.. but yes - absolutlymy thoughts :-)

[@thatgirl1269]

Agree 100%. You ARE beautiful.

[@bodyofhope]

Take your power back! You didn't choose it, your condition chose you. I lose my hair because of a chronic illness so I have to keep it very short. The first time, I was upset because I felt forced into it- like my body was victimizing me yet again. Then I realized this was at least one way I could claim power back, choose to love my super short hair, rock it, make it my own! Yours looks absolutely stunning on you. You look like a rock star! You might find, the more you wear it in public, you might love yourself in it more and more ♡ You are beautiful

[@pumpkinspicebleach1940]

i really hope shannon reads this

[@lisalisa13green]

I am the same. I was always known for having thick waist long hair my entire life. Since being diagnosed with a rare extremely painful disease (Dercum's disease), on top of other health issues, my hair has been falling out in chunks. It is so thin that I have to use a hair powder to make my scalp not as noticeable when out in public. I use Cabooki. My hair is now only about 1/5 to1/6 the thickness it used to be and being so ill it has been too hard to maintain, so I just chopped it off. It still grows fast, which it has always done, so I have chopped it off on my own a few times in the last few years. I am just seeing absolutely no new growth on my scalp, thickness-wise. This young woman is so stunning with her head shaved, but I understand how hard that must be. I have considered wigs, but have resisted because of the same things she mentioned. I think she is in a state of grief. Hopefully as she does what is best for herself she can heal inside. (HUGS) to you, fellow spoonie. ❤️

[@bodyofhope]

Lisa Smith (Hugs) to you, too. I'm so sorry for your pain, xo.

[@sarcastichearts]

i know what you mean - how you feel "separate" from your own self image. i hope you feel better soon 💕

[@sleepyote]

Same

[@jennaynay99]

sarcastichearts I have Alopecia and when I shave my head and don't have my wig on it's like I don't look like myself.

[@AKayfabe]

jennaynay99 your face is what makes you you not your hair. Hair means nothing.

[@nikkicrossm]

maybe not to you but try having alopecia. it affects you more than you think

[@welcome159ify]

I can relate. I don’t have alopecia, but I suffer from Trichotillomania and wear wigs because my case is very severe. My family wants me to shave my head and stop wearing wigs because they feel like my wig makes me “less authentic” but honestly, even though I don’t feel like myself when I wear a wig, I don’t believe that shaving my head would make me feel any better about myself or feel more authentic. I wasn’t born bald and before I had my condition, I had very long hair that would receive a ton of compliments from people. Like you have stated, I would only feel like myself if I had long hair that grew out of my own head. I think I’d only shave my head to please my family but that’s about it. Thanks for uploading this video.

[@toomanywindows]

Why not grow a mohawk? I mean, I've had one for years as an expression of my love of punk and my Native culture. You have thick hair in the center and you could just shave the sides. I think you'd rock it and who knows? it could be something that makes you feel more comfortable. Maybe it will make your Alopecia more of a badass part of your hairstyle rather than something you're trying to hide. Punk culture has always been about expressing yourself and being proud of the scars that make you YOU, after all. Plus, you could use the sides as artistic templates for colors or prints or just random designs you want. I had leopard print on the sides for a while that I added by airbrush makeup and stencils. lol I don't know, just trying to suggest something that might make you feel awesome. I wish you the best 2017!

[@MsRespect247]

Twiggy Morris I was thinking the same thing. it would work since her hair good in the mohawk area :)

[@naomi-so5sr]

Twiggy Morris i love punk so much too,i want a mohawk so bad

[@KuppoTea]

Twiggy Morris or maybe a buzz cut

[@toomanywindows]

ratstew they're really fun and easy to maintain! so much less shampoo.

[@toomanywindows]

Alexis LaPierre ...she has a buzzcut tho.

[@nash879]

How is she at all like Trisha Paytas? She barely ever posts drama videos unless she's defending herself or updating her subscribers on her life. If that's a drama channel then you really need to rethink that.

[@suez7615]

Parawhore ! Right, Trisha is a fucking mess. They are nothing alike.

[@sadiethegreat7035]

Parawhore ! OMG I love your profile picture and name sorry not Trish related but just wanted to say that

[@nash879]

Sadie Nix It's okay don't apologize lol. I love finding fellow fans.

[@sadiethegreat7035]

Parawhore ! me too I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

[@feliciahagg9124]

she is at least honest about herself

[@905Magdaw]

I understand how you feel, not feeling like yourself. You are so beautiful, you look awesome with a shaved head!!!! You,really do, stay strong!! Xox

[@Sumthing4theWkend]

Check out Abby Andrews she has alopecia and she has really inspiring videos!

[@chocolatemilk9363]

I feel like women with shaved heads somehow look so much more feminine! I don’t know why but I love it!

[@caitlynross1980]

Hey! ive suffered from alopecia since i was 2, i am not 16 and i have been through totalis and areata, my hair was growing back, but now its falling out again. Its so damn hard everyday because I feel as if everywhere i go, i am judged. Its so hard to find others with this condition and i am so happy ive found you. Thank you Shannon for being someone I can look up too.

[@caitlynross1980]

now*

[@caitlynross1980]

by the way you are fucking BEAUTIFUL.

[@catherinerepke6868]

Caitlyn Ross hey!! I have alopecia and I'm 13. I wear a wig to school and none of my friends know! They are always suspicious and touch my hair and ask questions and it's really annoying!! Whenever I talk to people they look at my hairline and not my eyes. I hate having alopecia but I just have to deal with it

[@athenas5959]

Catherine Repke I know! People always ask about it and try to look (I have it too)

[@seliawolf4266]

never regret choices that you make. You are still beautiful. Smile, don't worry. Be HAPPY!!!

[@stephanieroth4942]

Cece Lian she's tried. Did you even listen to her? She said that no matter what she did, she couldn't feel comfortable with a buzz cut.

[@seliawolf4266]

Stephanie Roth​ I'm trying to feel. I'm attempting to be supportive. Don't kill it

[@salmaabdullahgb]

I think you should regret some choices. especially if they're stupid choices

[@stephanieroth4942]

Cece Lian but you're not being helpful, if you're telling her to do something that she can't. She literally does not feel like herself anymore, because of this. She can't just change her mind, just like that.

[@eva5193]

Cece Lian I agree with Stephanie; the last thing someone who feels this way wants to hear is DON'T WORRY BE HAPPY. that's fucking ignorant and naive and clearly you haven't felt anywhere close to this level of depression or hopelessness. don't say shallow stupid things when you know nothing about the situation. I have severe clinical depression, which has destroyed my life in many ways. it's not something I can control. I've been on medication and in therapy my whole life, but sometimes that's not even enough. it's a chemical imbalance that NO ONE understands unless they have it. go frolick about with your rose colored glasses and keep your "advise" to yourself. it doesn't help.

[@pmerancier]

You look freaking amazing/ beautiful with no hair! I am not being nice

[@draculabestie]

Pharah Merancier I hate to break it to you kid, but you are indeed being nice😂😂😂

[@draculabestie]

Pharah Merancier I think what you meant was "I'm not just being nice, I mean it". Lmao oh my god

[@haili3641]

Hannah Smith "I am not being nice" Me: ok

[@fynnchocol8909]

*Iam not just saying that to be nice but you look beautiful without hair 👌💖

[@fallsugar1237]

BRUH lol I like your name 😊

[@kylies3160]

Honestly, you look beautiful with a shaved head. You have a great head shape and a beautiful face. You should look in the mirror more often because you're a lot prettier and feminine than most girls I've seen with long hair!

[@madisonwanzie9830]

The fact that you are so close and personal with your followers is stunning and amazing to me. And I just want you to know that you are not completely alone in this and we will always be with you. Plus you look perfect with or without hair ❤️️

[@HeyThereImShannon]

+Madison Wanzie Thank you Madison, you are such a sweetheart. I love being close with you guys, you have gotten me through so much and I cannot thank you enough for being here for me. ❤️

[@jaymii-leekilg0331]

Shannon you're probably the only person who is staring at your head. This whole video I've been looking at your eyes like I do with someone I see on the street. You also rock a bald head, you look as beautiful as ever. I know people saying nice things to you won't change how you feel inside but everybody is here for you. Have a happy 2017 Shannon, you deserve it. ❤️

[@XTrash.KittyX]

Everytime Shannon talks about the injections I feel sad I know she's strong but I just wanna hug her.

[@jessicadaniel6586]

✖ArcticKitty19✖ SAMEE😭😭😭😭💖💖💖💖

[@amy-zv2cf]

✖ArcticKitty19✖ Same. I used to have this beautiful, long waist-length black hair. I had the prettiest hair in the entire school or something, I don't know. I never really liked it, and it had been the same style my entire life, so I cut it into a short pixie cut. For a month or two, I really liked it, but now I hate it, and I'm growing it out, but it's growing much slower than I anticipated. My hair grew to be past my waist in two fucking years, that means eight or nine inches per year, and it's been six months and it's not even to my shoulders. I hate it. I keep remembering what it was like to put my hair up, or have my sister braid it, or just feel it on my shoulders and back. I like short hair, but I want my hair to reach my shoulders. I know this is nothing compared to what Shannon is going through, I almost feel stupid posting this comment on this video.

[@XTrash.KittyX]

Kitty Kat Sounds like getting exstensions would be good idea for you they can clip in, tape or glue them in if you go to a professional salon it's really pricey but it's worth it for some people or you can buy some online like here's some known brands hairextensionmagazine.com Also Vpfashion is a good quality brand and you can just clip them in and they'll stay and you can take them off at the end of the day. But only if you really want to (>.

[@rosethebaka]

✖ArcticKitty19✖ the comment and the picture are perfect....

[@acmaeve8269]

I'm left feeling "What is the point in even being alive?" more times than not. ... Alone in my dressing room; wishing to not be alive anymore. Eleven months ago.... You sat there feeling so uncomfortable telling a story about your life. And here I am today telling you thank you. As you said, you are human. And let me tell you this, you are a human being who knows how to use the brain in their skull! I don't even know where to start, or actually how to even put into words how watching this has helped me. Just recently I said out loud to my true Bff "I don't know who I am anymore." ...I know who I am. But it's so hard to explain feeling so very lost in your own life. I believe you were struggling so much because you KNEW who you were for 19 years, and then life threw you a curve ball and questioned you; in turn left you questioning yourself! I am here, currently. *sigh ... This is the first video I watched of yours. Your video was a recommended video. Why? Only reason I can gather is the universe placed it there for me to grow. I am headed to watch any videos posted in these past 11 months... Maybe it will help me too. It sucks when we as human beings lose sight of ourselves. XOXO ...thanks.

[@estherselvarani88]

Omg i can't not relate to this! I too had the same thoughts, i too felt very sad a lot of the time, but i haven't told anyone that I'm confused and in a weird state of mind where you don't know what or why things happen, thank you!

[@yasminaa3532]

Girl im with you i have alopeecia too i am completley bald and i wear 1 wig i know its hard my mom shaved my head and it got worse and worse till i got bald and then i lost my eyebrows and my lashes and it broke my heart but i deal with it till i get hope and i hope u get it first because it looks like you really need it ❤️❤️😘

[@Theycallmeshem]

I couldn't shave my head.. I had loads but it still falling out. I've had alopecia since I was like 10/11 so like 6 years now

[@alanahorner8012]

I have aloepecia too The whole part where my fringe was has completely fallen out. Im scared of following treatments

[@Theycallmeshem]

When I was 11 they said I would be the first one in the uk to have injections into my head but I wasn't going to do that. But I might go back to the doctors because it was getting better but atm it's going down hill

[@canned4165]

Yasminaax / "It looks like you really need it" 😂😂😂😂 what the fuck child helpless!

[@yasminaa3532]

Lesly The scary monster girl im saying that because she is really feeling not herself and all these years of pain i love her and i dont want to see her in such a Pain

[@lindseybrophy1536]

Shannon, your hair is not central to your identity, or anything else in the flesh. Even if most of your videos are hair and beauty tutorials it is not even central to "heythereimshannon." After this video I watched the video of you shaving your head. You did right by yourself. I'm sorry the alopecia caused you all this pain, and that the medications did not work for you. It's terrible and something you have no control over. But this did not cost you your identity. You don't need hair to be beautiful and you don't have to hide behind wigs. You are still beautiful, and you are still Shannon. Being bald is okay. No one changes the world by having "bitching hair" anyway. Don't beat yourself up over this. I urge you to make more videos about coping with alopecia and your recovery to raise awareness about the illness, if you are comfortable with that. I think you could be a great model for people with alopecia, tricholtillomania, etc. Judging by some of the comments I've read, you are already.

[@GeorgiaGeorgette]

Perfectly put.

[@amygeishert2511]

Yes, great comment. Shannon, I wish you peace with your self image. I understand your struggle (well, as much as I can without being in your shoes), and I hope you can come to a place of acceptance and self love. I really appreciate you sharing your thoughts and I think it would be cool to keep us updated on your feelings about this. (this is the first video I've seen of yours). I would imagine 99% of women struggle with self acceptance over some part of their body, so your story will resonate with many of us.

[@kyssedbyfyre915]

I wish I could Highlight and PIN this comment myself!!!! 🙌💯

[@zona6044]

Shannon since at 4:03 you said that the top of your head has thicker hair you should just shave the side it actually would look really good

[@linnealehner1812]

Carmen Fabela True

[@capric0rpse]

Carmen Fabela I agree

[@ericalynn952]

Carmen Fabela I was thinking the same thing.

[@emilyself8042]

Carmen Fabela lol ya

[@SmartAlecGamin]

Yea. That's what I thought too!!!

[@branceenk688]

I appreciate this video a lot! I have dreads and in march 2019 will make 2years :) I googled shaved head because I was sitting in my front yard looking around and just thinking absorbing all what mother nature has to offer me on this beautiful morning and I realized I want to shed my old ways and start fresh! I will be shaving my head because I want to because I am that caterpillar that has yet to resurrect. I already all my life been ridiculed and I'm 33yrs old today and feel most ashamed about how I allow OTHERS into my head space and the hurtful comments I've heard from others into my heart! I'm inspired even more after watching your video! I am just me! I'am a beautiful individual within and that's what matters! Everyone else will have to take it or leave it I don't care because I'm going to truly embrace who I am internally and shaving my head is a personal decision :) thank you for sharing what you feel inside sweetheart I just wanna say you are totally awesome and you are beautiful inside and out :) Aloha

[@ml-wc6vt]

I think you look SO good without hair!! you really pull it off and it looks great

[@ml-wc6vt]

seriously i love it

[@Angie-k8b]

NO MATTER WHAT U SAY..U R BEAUTIFUL!!WITH OR WITHOUT HAIR..NEVER FORGET THAT!!

[@outotyty1753]

angelica i like that too. She is so beautiful, she don't need hair. 😊😍

[@outotyty1753]

I can't english, but i know, that you are so beautiful whitout hair. you don't need hair to be beautiful

[@mayranavarrete730]

Outo Tyty and what if she had an extreme case of psoriasis that cannot be 'cured'

[@sudip4d]

tell her take a inner enggerin course i am givving the link here kzbin.info/www/bejne/iWPYeoGuosSqmMU

[@ginalaperuginanyc7641]

Shannon...you are stunningly beautiful with a shaved head. You just don't know it yet. I know that one day you'll own and love who you are whether you choose to wear a wig, shave or buzz your head, or just let it be. It's your choice! I've been shaving/buzzing my head for about 15 years now. I had major brain surgery to remove a large tumor 2 and a half years ago. The surgeon joked with me that I'd done his work for him and we had a good laugh. I've been left with a deep scar near the left side of my head that goes from my mid-forehead back across my head then in front of my left ear and 2 noticeable screws under my left eyebrow. I couldn't shave or buzz it until it fully healed and it was hidden by the hair that grew back. As soon as it healed I was back to my shaved or buzzed head. The scar is even more noticeable, but I have chosen to rock it and show the world I'm a survivor! And now the meds I have to take forever are knocking my hair off really hard and fast! I have about 75% of my hair gone by this point, but these combo of meds are the only ones that work so I don't have a choice but to take them. I could stop taking these meds and let my hair grow back eventually but the risks aren't worth it for me. I've chosen to accept this and I most likely will end up totally bald. The areas where I hardly have hair are quite noticeable now. I'm a lot older than you are and am getting to an age where having hair would be preferable. But I'd rather have a good quality of life with these meds than zero quality of life without them. That's my personal choice. I still have had serious relationships and I still get asked out on dates. When strangers stare at me I just smile at them or wave hello. If I get a rude comment, I blow them a kiss and smile. What it comes down to is whether I care what people think about me or whether they like the way I look. I've realized that I don't. And it's freed me and allowed me to be a genuine, compassionate woman. Ultimately you need to decide what makes you most free and comfortable with yourself! But from my view of this video, you are gorgeous without hair! And the only thing I focused on was your amazing eyes and your genuine personality. You have a lifetime to become comfortable with yourself and everything you are feeling is normal! I love my buzz cut but when I realized my hair was falling out and got it checked, then told it was the meds, I still freaked out! But I made the best choice for my health. I have complete faith in you! You're smart, beautiful and a lovely young lady! You're all these things with or without hair! 🤗👍🏻😘👊🏻🌼🌸🌺🍀🌞💫✨⚡️❤️💖💞 FYI. I also suffer from Bipolar II Disorder...so I know exactly what you go through.

[@livinglife8333]

I think you are beautiful!!! I'm taking a chemo drug and am losing my hair. My hubby said well you can get wigs in every color, nope I'm going to rock bald!!!

[@kristinabarkovic4525]

I hope u have gotten better 🙏🏻

[@sebhch244]

Hope you're doing great.

[@farahnazarghoshi6565]

Living Life with Momma Wendy I hope ur doing better how are u know

[@milajane2067]

Praying for you, love. You look gorgeous, stay strong! Xoxo

[@Elliemcel]

Shannon, you have unbelievably beautiful bone structure and features. Without hair, your cheekbones, jaw, eyes, and general bone structure are brought way out... and you're seriously gorgeous. like... seriously. your eyes, nose, lips, teeth and jawline are all actually perfect. even your ears. please don't feel bad about yourself. you're one of the prettiest girls I've ever seen. you. not your hair. pleaae dont take this thr wrong way but i actually find you even more beautiful without hair. please trust me on this. I'm an artist ;)

[@lucycarmen02]

Elliemcel I completely agree. She such a beautiful girl, her features are stunning

[@valliegerl4025]

Totally agree with Elliemcel!! Embrace this new beauty

[@chrisKork1234]

Lucille Harper

[@athenas5959]

I have alopacia, and I was "lucky" enough to have my hair grow back. It's been four years and my hair is grown half way to my normal hair. I recently cut my hair to my shoulder length. When I first started loosing my hair, (on the back of my head, on the front of my head, and in little patches all over--I was 8) the doctors said that if it didn't grow back in 3 months on the medication I was on, I would have to get shots. It started to get worse and more hair was being lost. I was so scared to get the shots for each month. I kept on using a special shampoo and massaging my scalp and after the 2 1/2 months, it started to grow. I am technically so self conscious and the alopacia made me even more self conscious. I was bullied for it, and called "old man" and laughed at. There's more hate that I got once I started middle school 1 year ago. (I'm in 7th) Now after the 4 years, I am happy to say that it is now half way. Before, I kept on making up hairstyles to cover my bald spots. Now, like I said before, I cut my hair shoulder length (I've never cut my hair that short) I have more confidence (a little bit) and I am not so stressed as I have a stressing out problem. The support from my family and friends made me happier. Also, knowing that I'm not alone, makes me feel better. ❤❤

[@icecreamp2896]

Athena S Aw for someone so young you are so strong, I'm 14 and i can't imagine going through something like that. Remember that hair doesnt define your beauty.

[@navifairy]

i also have alopecia and i shaved my head too. my hair doesnt really grow back much so i wig it

[@Cheriegur1]

Athena S that's so awesome and I'm in 7th to :)

[@athenas5959]

Anissa :P aw thank you

[@athenas5959]

Soso Whhat cool and thank you!

[@magpie405]

I think you look beautiful (first video of yours i've ever watched)

[@ashliestarling9892]

Magalí Iglesias Barenys same

[@jessicamarble7976]

Magalí Iglesias Barenys same

[@jennarosabelle]

Magalí Iglesias Barenys haha me too

[@ewstap9040]

Magalí Iglesias Barenys same

[@austinhuss5020]

Magalí Iglesias Barenys same

[@maleficentshadows3967]

You're so brave. That kind of beauty can't be bought. You shine from inside, hold your head up, you got this!

[@Unicorniosymonstruos]

You look beautiful without hair. Don't worry about not acting yourself, we all have bad moments and you're allowed to have yours. I just hope that you're feeling better. With or without hair you're a beautiful person on the inside and the outside and we love you!! I feel a lot of respect for you, you are brave :)

[@pryorb987]

"i look like an egg" GURL U LOOK LIKE AN ICE GODDESS WARRIOR QUEEN FROM AN ISLAND WHERE ONLY THE PRETTIEST OF WOMAN STRIVE TO BE BEAUTIFUL ON THE INSIDE AND OUT

[@monkeygirl243]

Pryor Bee you should write people cards because that was really sweet

[@Maialeen]

Damn, this is the best comment. GO YOU!

[@cacaroquerp]

That's *exactly* what I thought! Hahahaha! XD

[@paristherobotdragon8180]

*clap* *clap* i think she looks like a ice fairy(ice fairys are the kindest and prittyest of fairys)💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[@fuzzynala]

Have you ever thought of just shaving the sides and leaving the top?

[@hallolivia5259]

Julia L. meanny

[@fuzzynala]

Hall Olivia not trying to be mean, just trying to give suggestions for what to do with her hair since shes clearly done and feeling like shit about it. I figured since as she said herself her hair on top it luckily pretty full but her sides are bugging her she should just leave the top and shave the sides instead of shaving all or growing everything out :)

[@paris4234]

Julia L. that's what I thought

[@Chloe_xoxo_123]

+Hall Olivia, what exactly is mean about that? Her comment was not at all rude. And it is "meany", or "meanie", but definitely NOT "meanny".

[@tammyg.pectold2511]

Yeah that would look good on her

[@Amber112289]

You are beautiful!! I will be shaving my head very soon and I was a little nervous about it but I realized that when you are a beautiful person inside, it will always shine through. The people that don't recognize that don't matter at all. I hope you will embrace this stage that you are going through and know that you will ALWAYS be beautiful 😘

[@evanmoskovoy6072]

So unfortunate. To me you look much better without hair. But that's just me. You are gorgeous and don't need any kind of hair to hide behind. I wish you all the best, my dear.

[@ivazzzz688]

Andriy Makarov exactly!

[@hannahelina2339]

Sometimes it is difficult to face problems. It does not matter whether you lived with it your whole life or not, when you never faced it. I assume that you simply took it as it is and never thought about "how it could be", and now you are upset because you dared to think about it... Well there is a word for it and it is called hope. Now we all know that hope is a knife which cuts both ways. It can make you truly happy but really upset as well. I can only assume that somewhere deep down you were unhappy, and now you really had hope and it did not work out... all of a sudden you have to face "all of your frustration" in a storm and that simply overwhelmed you. Now you've got 2 choices. You neither really start to love yourself just the way you are, or you keep trying and take medication and keep on hoping. I personally think your condition made you to the person you are. I think it makes you special and unique. Have you tried to adopt to it? To make it to something special? Don't define yourself over hair. You are beautiful. You ve got a great personality and people love you. Not for your hair, but because of you. :D hugs

[@KeepPrayingCA]

Elina Satori wow thank u for this. Just reading I felt spoke to my spirit. Mine has been falling out in past few months but I looks back and think how I have been feeling, thinking living for past five honeslty my entire life and I feel my body has been screaming at me. I was just trying to get through the day. All the stress feeling u worthy to even exist and get help now I have to deal with the consequences. Has brought up so much anger, sorrow, helplessness. Is like what choices do I have now? Feel it's been a process. Layers of an onion. I can lock myself up like I feel I have been doing wasting life away like as if I can go back in time and start over or accept what is do as u suggest this all had made me into the person I am and hope that it will benefit me and it will grow again or just accept as is vs fight it which just causes low stress. Takes away any energy I have can't even think straight making me feel insane and helpless. So much more to say so will stop and just say thank u.

[@unknownuser8293]

:) 💕

[@Missfoxtooyou]

You have a great shaped head, and good bone structure. You are stunning actually.

[@christopherkarn3112]

Sandy Fox she REALLY is

[@JordanWilliams-ix2td]

Sandy Fox uhh I agree!! shes GORGEOUS

[@lucy_bnks]

Sarah Blomfield a

[@_b166er_]

I was about to say the same. You look AMAZING. You have a very feminine face and your make-up is on the point, that super fits with a buzz cut imho. But it is your life, so whatever you decide, go for it! You are beautiful, with or without hair, but you have to OWN it! Beauty doesn't come from the outside. Another option would be trying to study buddhism. Really. It might help you deal with yourself, having a better understanding about your constructions on who you are. Wish you the best!

[@annadrugsart]

I really don't care, do you have hair or nope. coz you are cool in any appearance. when you are outside wearing wig - no one recognizes that you are wearing it or having bold head too, only when someone hates you, will be laughing, making shame for you, to hurt you. I'll be honest I love bold people with tattoos on the scalp.

[@mabelidove6813]

HeyThereImShannon, I'm proud of you for expressing how you feel insecure. Many people who feel insecure like to pretend their not, but that just makes them feel extra hurt inside. I was drawn to your title thinking "why she regrets shaving her hair?" While watching you explain your feelings, I was touched to see how honest and real you are. It's the first video I seen and your honesty called my attention to subscribe. I would love to see you grow later on and hope you find you're inner happiness. No one, but yourself, can make you feel happy. I used to be sooo insecure about being chubby and having acne, but after watching this one video of these 3 senor ladies, they changed my view on beauty. Like not feeling pretty when you're young in the present moment, but later on looking back and noticing how good you looked and not knowing. They say a lot of inspirational things about themselves, and that got me learning to accept myself better. Here's the link to their video so hopefully it can help you find your inner beauty and self-acceptance kzbin.info/www/bejne/sKSlpGlpepmHrtk

[@grungeboy1654]

shannnon you should do a video of reverse makeup

[@HeyThereImShannon]

+a pvris child That sounds super cool but I've never heard of that before! How is it done? :o

[@grungeboy1654]

HeyThereImShannon kay so where your contour goes you put highlight there , where your highlight goes your put bronzer, your eyeliner goes in your eye corner , samething goes for your eyeshadow, eyebrows are switched places

[@KateBrinfour]

a pvris child oh I saw BriannaJoy do that. I don't know if other KZbinrs have done it but it's pretty cool

[@DyanaGarcia]

that's a great idea

[@grungeboy1654]

Dyana Garcia ikr

[@KittieRules]

this is the first video of urs ive watched, was in my suggested videos. I sincerely want to say that you truly are beautiful with no hair. you have the most perfect facial bone structure for it, ive also considered shaving my head due to severe psoriasis. Your cheekbones and chin are perfect, you have a beautiful profile. I feel i dont, therefor i could never do what u did without focusing on my chin or shape of my face. i understand how you feel. but i felt compelled to tell you that you are beautiful with no hair. Im 29 and have lived with these feelings my whole life, wishing i could fix the things i hate about myself. But over time ive realised it is all internal. nobody is thinking about the way we look like we think they are. there will always be someone out there who is worse off than me, making me feel grateful its not something worse. good luck with ur treatment and wish you the best of life. it really is too short to be worried about what others think/ perceive. love yourself and ur differences. hugs* (on mobile sorry for lazy errors :p)

[@benny7148]

N A this is such a sweet comment... I couldn't have said it better myself ( ◠‿◠ )

[@TaminasWorld]

I just have to say you are the most stunning women ive ever seen with a shaved head and i really mean that x

[@TaminasWorld]

she is so beautiful. if i could pull it off id shave my head. im 31 and have thinning on both sides so have to dye my hair black to cover it. but dam this girl is stunning x

[@Ireneathanasiou]

I can't begin to understand how you must feel having alopecia and having to deal with that whole situation. I just want to say that you are such a beautiful being with and without hair. Your hair can never define you as a person but somehow it seems for people in general that the state of their hair is directly linked to their psychological state. I had gorgeous dark super long hair and I went blond in a day. It fried my hair so badly that I dyed it dark again and now its just limp and completely fried, and the bottom layer of my hair has fallen out. They basically destroyed my hair. So, I was toying with the idea of shaving it all off. Since I lost my soft long natural dark hair my personality has shifted as well. It has become more negative because my long dark hair was my signature. Maybe thats how you felt with your hair. We both need to embrace change and maybe the shaved head thing can be your new signature. You are gorgeous. Seriously stunning. Sending you love and light. I hope you figure it out. xx

[@purplesneakers3343]

Wow how you didn't cry in that amazingly honest video idk rock on to you. I had to shave my head (this the Kerri part of Mary ann and Kerri) I have numerous issues one being a continuous migraine that cause my hair if it's tugged laying on a pillow having a hat on which I have to wear now because my body refuses to regulate its own temp. Everyone I love was so supportive and I made it a joke so no one knew how much I am dying inside every time I do it. It has nothing to do with what I look like the people I surround myself with love hair no hair but each time I shave my head it's as if I am handing another part of me to the disease/illness that has revenged my life to the point where I can't eat food I can't stay in sunlight without extreme pain even with a hat and sunglasses. I cannot handle having hair the nerve pain is so intense but again it's one more thing I can't have I can't do and it hurts the first time I did it I honestly thought it would change my life and it would feel so good not to have that constant pain (I got Botox injections in my head 5 times I quit it was agony also six inch needles inserted up close to my skull and have steroids injected and lidocaine and nerve numbing shots no one gets needles full of poisons because they want to). I hate the comments of you look like your post chemo or I've been asked is if it's because I have cancer no but shaving my head is just as painful because it provides pain relief and it takes away a part of who I am each time. My life is my cats sleeping to escape the pain watching KZbin because I no longer can watch tv without suffering consequences and I listen to audiobooks eyes covered in my room fighting pain and emotions. Anyways not sure why you popped up as a suggested video but I'm glad I watched again not the same reasons for shaving my head but so much of the same feelings

[@kincaydelizabeth6579]

Mary Ann &Kerri Thank you now I know I'm not alone.

[@kincaydelizabeth6579]

Thank you I wish I was joking

[@rachaeljohnson7516]

Mary Ann &Kerri she probably cried a lot already

[@IrenicCryogenic]

Do you mind if I asked what you have been diagnosed with? I just like to learn more and educate myself about what other people go through.

[@purplesneakers3343]

Kincayd Elizabeth I didn't think you were but it's hard to tell these days I let stuff like rude replies roll off my back but didn't want to not answer since you are genuine. I am so sorry you are in pain and I'm glad I helped you feel not so alone. Take care and I wish you the best.

[@hazelcloudz1318]

You are so beautiful Shannon!! Wig or not you are still gorgeous. I'm sorry you have to feel this way, you should not have to go through this. Stay strong babe! XOXO

[@hazelcloudz1318]

I would love you to do makeup/ cosplay vids. :) That would be awesome. Ily

[@RockyMtnRebecca]

First time viewer here: NO matter what....... seriously. No matter what........... you are simply stunning. Gorgeous. No. Matter. What. ♥

[@bbbrittanyyy]

I suffer from alopecia too.. it’s a new thing I just found out in March 2020... and I just shaved my head bald (end of June) I don’t regret it at all! I had huge bald spots on the back of my head. If I wore my hair in a ponytail no one could even tell. BUT now that I’m bald I actually love it ! Wigs are soooo much easier to wear!! AND seeing all the hair falling out was way more devastating for me then shaving my head... I HATED having the hair move through my fingers! 😖 it actually caused me severe depression and anxiety. so I did it. And omg it was liberating and now I love rubbing my head lol! My depression is gone because I feel like I now have a new start. ✨ but I am single so I worry about never finding someone. . You actually realize who really cares for you with a shaved head.. 😌 but I’m using this year to focus on my health and my mental health... plus wigs are so affordable and good now a days! It’s actually very trendy to wear wigs! 🥰

[@osaniss]

U might be an egg, but atleast your not a chicken nugget

[@osaniss]

You can still evolve into a cute alive chicken

[@sanaechaan]

Åsa Persson lol that made me laugh 😂

[@whyn0t726]

I love myself even if I look like a burnt chicken nugget.

[@mizfit1728]

NAMJOONS FACE oh...Arrmmyy

[@draculabestie]

Åsa Persson You're*, but yeah.

[@kennedythecosmetologist4787]

Im a hair stylist. I have a 8yr old client. A beautiful little girl who is very shy and self conscious and she just got diagnosed with this. It brakes my heart. When I do her hair I try to show her as many cool tricks as I know to cover spots.

[@xxxLadyHatterxxx]

You are brave and you are beautiful.

[@Foeniculum]

Wow! You talk about your uncomfortable feelings so honest, so open, so vulnerable! You are amazing in terms of courage and autenticity. You are amazing. I understand what you are talking about, however in my eyes you look ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL with no hair. But do what feels right to you. You rock girl. Wish you the best!

[@samantharose843]

DO WHATEVER YOU WANNA DO GIRL BUT I THINK YOU SLAY THE WAY YOU LOOK IN THIS VIDEO!

[@LadyRogue420]

Don't listen to people saying your like trisha, this is your channel, your nothing like her. Your your own person. Keep your head up and focus on positivity and ignore and don't even read hate comments or negative ones. Focus on you and your music ;). Your very brave to open yourself up and tell everyone on KZbin on your condition. I know your not religious but God loves you! Your beautiful no matter what.

[@jackiegarroutte8970]

Good advice...and Jesus loves you

[@CelinaLiya]

i have alopecia areata as well. wasn't born with it, but it just showed up after a stressful period in my life.. my hair grew back but now it's falling out again. its fcking frustrating. i feel u girl.

[@kaylareeds]

Celina Liya sometimes it falls out and grows back.i had first patch 2014 then one year nothing all grew out and last year i had two smaller ones. just take it year at a time it ia okay to have bad periods but most possibly it will grow back when your immune system stabilises :) much love xxxx

[@alexicone3092]

You are so eloquent and articulate. You seem very aware of yourself and your feelings and that's usually the first step in becoming ok with yourself again. You are also very beautiful and I think that you'll be ok regardless of what you feel like right now, because you are intelligent, strong and insightful. Good luck girl, shit ALWAYS passes eventually...

[@meggomyeggo6688]

Idk if anyone has already done this before, but here's my idea; Cut out pieces of paper and write every makeup supply you have; e.g. Eyeliner, mascara, foundation; ON TWO PIECES and separate them so that you have a bowl/pile that matches the other one (if that makes sense). One section is the product your going to use and the next is what your going to use it as! E. g. Use *highlighter* as *lipstick* Just an idea!

[@mumtazsaid8843]

Meggo My Eggo hmm that's a good idea I feel like that could be a challenge

[@dolphin8699]

Meggo My Eggo YES

[@mrsp7481]

Meggo My Eggo excellent idea! you should copy and paste this to the beauty gurus and make sure you get credit for the idea!

[@arielsparling9170]

Meggo My Eggo that sounds so cool! I wish I was a youtuber so I could start this lol

[@arielsparling9170]

Meggo My Eggo hey email this to her she should see it there

[@emilyung9703]

My hair lands right above my belly button and I really wanna shave it but I don't have the face for it. My face is long and looks terrible with short hair. You are absolutely beautiful and stunning. I think you look amazing. I'm jealous.

[@emilyung9703]

You are legit so beautiful. I cannot get over it.

[@kaydwessie296]

My face looks so bad with short hair but my hair is legit unmanageable. Like hairdressers let me cry about it the whole time. I don't know what to do,

[@k8g8s8]

K. Charrette well I always thought I'd look terrible with bags but turns out they make me look way cuter. I also thought I'd look like a big baby if I shaved my head but my best friend was convicted it would look better then the hair I had at the time and I shaved it off and she said I looked like a fairly or goddess.

[@k8g8s8]

K. Charrette my point is that their are different stiles of short hair you could go for and even if one sounds bad or extreme maybe that's the one for you.

[@k8g8s8]

Emily Ung well have you ever had your hair very short? I think even girls with long faces can look good with buzzed or shaved heads. One of my former classmates was super pretty when she buzzed her hair and she has a long face and a big curved nose. It took the hair out of her face and showed her eyes off more. I think that long hair actually extends long faces and makes them seem longer. maybe you should try a bob cut ? those are cute and a good first step

[@MissOyin]

I have alopecia universalis. I don't mind being bald so much but losing my eyebrows, lashes etc was difficult. I wear falsies and microbladed brows but wigs, the itch lol.

[@MissOyin]

You're gorgeous by the way.

[@ewstap9040]

MissOyin wow

[@polinaossipova3407]

MissOyin You sound so calm and confident! It makes me feel incedibly happy when people are ok with the way they look. Strong people like you really bring more light to this world:) Keep it up!

[@AirFire18]

Try Arda wigs, they are for cosplayers but i found my friend really like to wear them bald. Just get a wig that has no lace at the front (to add fake baby hair). Add a bald cap first. it helps. Good luck!

[@fvckinkys9439]

My brother has it for like 2 years now. I feel ya, keep fighting

[@71kaye]

Due to trichotillomania AND alopecia since age of 4 I have not had normal hair since. I wear a wig the way people with no teeth wear dentures. It appears this beautiful young lady is still in her first rodeo, she is not used to her new hair reality yet, but that feeling is temporary. Right now, these videos help other people who feel alone with their afflictions with hair, feel encouraged. Its a good thing, & I hope she continues with sharing her video logs of her journey. Wigs help me blend in and interact without distraction with "normal" people out in public. I can't hide from my hair loss, but I can hide it from those not in my friend circle. Wigs have made it possible to have jobs where people pay attention to the work that is done & not the person doing it. I can go outside without sunburning my scalp. I wear styles that most (if not all) who don't know me, think is my real hair. Noticeable means your not fitted or styled properly. (how many women do we all notice who wear ill fitting bras, how many poor people we see suffering to talk or eat because they wear ill fitting dentures if they are lucky to wear any at all? Or the vain wearing a wig like its some kind of hairy hat?) I have found that most folks, after staring a bit, asking a few questions and getting an assurance that what you have is not contagious, just don't give a shit if you sport a bald, patchy bald, buzzed, or wigged head. They DO pay attention to what you do and your attitude. If your patchy scalp is crimping your style, get a wig. If wigs wig you out, sport a shave. But what ever you do, do it with a positive attitude and get on with the rest life. I know my hair is not growing in tomorrow nor the next, nor is my friends head who because of burn scarring will never grow hair again.So we both get on with the next thing, ya know?

[@Gourgandise]

Hey, I just stumbled on this video for some reasons and I just felt like I needed to tell you this: I don't think it's shaving your head that made you fell worse, I think it's the hope of a change and realizing that the hope is gone that makes you feel worse. From what you said, you never had an issue with alopecia before because you're born that way. And I truly believe that if no one had told you that it can be "corrected" then you'd be fine today. I say this because I have a friend that was depressed recently and the reason for it was that some people made her hopeful of something that never ended up happening. Other than this, woman, you are stunning with a shaved head. And I don't say this just because. You have a perfect head shape and your face features are perfect for a shaved head. You don't look like an egg, at all. You are beautiful. I wish you all the best for 2017. Hopefully without pain.

[@viviennetutunaru1]

Even without hair,you're really pretty. I don't know why other people could hate you. I wish you all the best in this and future years :)

[@natalierulon1996]

You still look beautiful no matter what. not just because of your physical appearance, but also because of who you are as a person. you're an amazing person, and I love your videos more than words can describe. I started watching your videos last March, and they were the first thing to make me laugh in months.

[@natalierulon1996]

Wow, this makes me sound stupid.

[@visualfiction5241]

I don't think she cares about her attraction. She cares about her identity. It's nice to encourage her, but it's best to encourage her on what she finds a flaw, and undo that concept that it's a flaw.

[@loganedwards5701]

I did the same thing you did when I shaved my head due to alopecia, I was really depressed and lost confidence. I now have done steroid shots for my head and am growing hair normally. Trust me it gets better and I understand where you're coming from. I'm currently getting treatment for my really patchy beard. Thanks for this video and sharing with us.

[@cuteandcreepy8433]

You are actually 'goals' for me, beautiful, confident, unique... It may be weird talking to a subscriber, but if you need to talk, Im here for you. I love you, Shannon (lots of love, a stranger) ❤

[@ANNA-rj5bq]

If you're an egg then I'm that piece of cheese off of Diary Of A Wimpy Kid

[@heyitsmorgan7613]

Annakatherinexo lol

[@jennyrtgo]

Annakatherinexo Same😭😭😭😂😂

[@isopodparty]

Annakatherinexo No you're clearly so disillusioned that you actually find Diary of a Wimpy Kid funny

[@cabbagetimes9201]

cheese whizz

[@phoebecrooks2233]

hey did you guys get any chips

[@sisterdaniel2343]

you are so beautiful, nothing will ever change that. 💜💜💜 I love you so much!!

[@gothmisa9235]

Oh my Josh I'm so Dun Your name♡

[@deadlly5896]

+Michael Is Not On Fire +Oh my Josh I'm so Dun noice names m8

[@bribaker7010]

Oh my Josh I'm so Dun JOSHDUN.

[@dylanhopkins7652]

dude your hair is so cool. uniqueness is great.

[@harleyquin3271]

im not lying...you have such a beautiful face you look good even with out hair

[@withdrawn_illustrator356]

Don't worry Shannon lots of people love you bald, natural hair, emo hair, no make up, make up, I know that I love you now matter what you look like

[@GabrielaDimurro]

This is all in your head, you look beautiful. Nobody sees you the way you see yourself. Your hair is not you. You are you

[@5shs]

you really do rock the buzz cut tho🖤✨

[@AbbyAndrew]

Shannnnon, I have so many things to say about this that I really hope you'll be able to read, but I know you get lots and lots of comments, so I'm not sure whether writing this out will be worth it :/ but it's worth a shot. (Honestly, now I'm considering making a video response to you because even if YOU don't personally see it, I think that a lot of people with alopecia share the same concerns that you describe here, so maybe that would at least help someone ^-^) I also have had alopecia areata since I was really young, so I can relate to a lot of what you're saying in this video from personal experience. However, unlike you, I've never gone the route of medications, so I have even less hair than you do. When I was young, my parents didn't decide to get me injections in my scalp for whatever reason. Now that I'm 21, I still choose not to get injections because my logic is that getting physically painful injections is not worth it for me personally when alopecia isn't a life threatening illness. I feel that getting the painful injections would only decrease my quality of life, especially if they were only able to grow my hair back partially. I feel that one of the most detrimental aspects about having alopecia is the false hope that medications provide. It would be one thing if any of these medications worked fully, but as you describe here, most only work partially. So instead of actually working to grow your hair back, things like medications give you false hope that maybe someday something will work fully to grow your hair back, which prevents you or I from just accepting ourselves exactly as we are right now. That doesn't mean we should give up hope that maybe someday a more effective medication will be invented, but we shouldn't have to feel like we need hair to be a whole and complete person. I know it's tough, but you need to try to let go of your identity as it relates to your hair. Think of it this way: even when you had more hair, that hair had nothing to do with who you were as a person. If you want to use the logic that wigs are like wearing a mask, then you could really say the same thing about dying your hair different colors because no one's hair is naturally brightly colored. That being said, you were the same person with green hair as you were with black hair as you are bald. Your hair has zero impact on who you are. It's important to acknowledge the way you feel, but you shouldn't accept that as true. You can work to change your mindset. I always consider that the most difficult part about having alopecia is NOT the hair loss itself. But it's the psychological state it puts us in. It makes us feel inadequate because "society" has trained us to feel that hair is part of our identity, ESPECIALLY as women. That's when we resort to painful treatments instead of just being able to accept ourselves. Obviously I've gone the route of wearing wigs in dealing with my alopecia, and I know that has certainly caused issues for me as well. Since I've worn wigs since I was 7, it definitely feels like I "have to" wear them like you described. But it isn't like our only options are to get painful treatments or wear wigs. Girl, you fuckin rock your shaved head. And I KNOW it seems terrifying to think about going out without any hair at all (whether it's your own or a wig), but I will say that your video where you shaved your head inspired me to make my first video without a wig tremendously. We trap ourselves by making ourselves believe that we have to have hair to be acceptable. Again, I don't know if any of this makes sense, and I feel a little ridiculous writing such a long message in a comments section you may not even read hahaha. I feel like I have a lot more to say, but I'm not even sure anything I've written is clear. Regardless, this is definitely inspiring a lot of videos for me to make, so hopefully these thoughts will work to help someone at some point, even if I can't help you :/ Stay strong though, your personality is inspiring. Your subscribers and viewers aren't here for your hair. They're here for YOU as a human being, exactly as you are.

[@JoyvanVeen]

hi! my sister and brother also have alopecia, they got better with aloe vera plant. They will cut it then take the gel out and rub it on the patches. They also taking vitamin E. Now they are ok. I hope you give it a try. Stress is also causing it.

[@JoyvanVeen]

ps. you are beautiful and alopecia can't take that away from you. Keep you chin up! 😉

[@magiestruck]

Fambam in Holland this also helped my sister!!!!! has to be aloe straight from the plant!

[@JoyvanVeen]

Magie Struck yeah it should be the plant not the processed one. And take vitamin e along with it.

[@taylorlinae]

bless you for being open and sharing your experiences with us. you disposed of a veil most women couldnt imagine losing. life takes crazy turns, dont beat yourself up for being optimistic about a treatment. hugs from sacramento ca, keep being a strong and experimental woman and your influence will continue to be cherished ❤

[@lorelei2gia]

A very good friend has had alopecia ( for 20+ yrs), she has no hair at all anywhere. None in her nose,ears,eyelashes etc. I talked her into tattooing her eyebrows which really helped. Anyway, I'm sorry you have to deal with this. I have cancer and have all my hair, so honey we all have something going on that complicates life.Don't feel alone ,your'e not.

[@minkaduchati]

lola2win same here and she feels just like Shannon does.