I Smoked Salvia in Bryan Stars' Apartment & Met God..? | HeyThereImShannon

This is the story of the one and only time I made the mistake of (legally) trying Salvia Divinorum in Bryan Stars' Los Angeles apartment. Confusion, hilarity, and panic ensue as I try to navigate the challenges of My Digital Escape's 7/7 week. Enjoy, and do NOT try this at home.
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[@orionisx5984]

THIS TITLE MADE MY WIG FLY BACK TO 2015-16

[@Beezme]

😂😂

[@lovelypastelpuppy1640]

Those were the cursed years lol. 😹

[@kutjegodverdomme]

Oh no the CURSED name Bryan Stars

[@daniheart4582]

I thought the same thing 😂

[@HeyThereImShannon]

This is definitely a cursed story

[@mylesozzy2845]

He who we shall not name

[@xoxSammi23]

The KZbin version of Voldemort lol

[@TheMomto3kids]

Never thought that the path to finding God would start in Bryans apartment. Glad you found some spirituality.

[@ellathompson2355]

I feel 16 again listening to Shannon talk about Bryan stars and MDE 😂😭❤️

[@sns22895]

this is the highlight of 2020 😌

[@gillsmith2216]

Me too omg

[@_anais._.]

saamee

[@kitteminem8198]

Your profile pic is lit 🔥

[@crystalmarie1968]

Yesss

[@bussinbees7064]

Is no one gonna talk about how Bryan was a yellow spongy thing😂😂😂

[@bellasecretsify]

Spongebob has entered the chat. 😍

[@kairos6312]

i laughed out loud when she said that 😂

[@jadierae5120]

Please tell me I'm not the only person who thought the title said she smoked saliva😂😂

[@InkAndPoet]

I thought it said that too.

[@duckyyyaj247]

same

[@xxnightmaresofsorrowxx4176]

I thought it said Sativa.

[@arock3575]

Same

[@itsjessxo3999]

i didn’t even realise until i saw this fucking comment i was like “what is she on about that’s what i says” 🤣

[@mollyberg8989]

Bro I remember when I was at the mde tour I saw Bryan’s fan art in the garbage

[@xifrancis7276]

Omfg😂

[@minticat4702]

This comment is underrated xD

[@BabvBlues]

ahahahahahhaaah

[@stargazer8534]

Hayley Haas I’m not surprised

[@orionisx5984]

I’m just imagining Jordan sitting through this holy heck 😂

[@maiek.725]

I imagine them like that: Shannon literally as she described Kyle enjoying this probably the most of all MDE Johnnie also really enjoying this thing Bryan taking this shit only to proove he's not any weaker than Shannon Alex trying to stop them from taking this shit, but ending up also taking one Jeydon being very afraid of all what's happening but taking only one only because of the peer pressure And finally Jordan, looking at all of that mess and thinking should he call ambulance right now or wait another five minutes, and somehow managing to stay the only one who didn't take this...

[@orionisx5984]

MajaKrasuska lmao basically. Poor Jords

[@sarahcimbat]

Ikr😂😭 aww omg lmfaoo

[@lucysileo2125]

I see that too haha back then and even now I would just probably be there with Jordan and question everything😂

[@AlphaJDM]

@@maiek.725 I was stoned af when I read that the first time, this had my dying for like a good 15mins 😂

[@reylamb6552]

as much as i love your new content i'm not gonna lie i've been secretly hoping you'd talk about 7/7 week for like 4 years lmao

[@michaelata]

WHO ELSE THINKS SHANNON IS GORGEOUS??🙋🏻‍♀️🙋🏻‍♀️ small youtuber here

[@moridotorg]

SHANNON YOU LOOK LIKE SUCH AN ANGEL GIRL YOU'RE LITERALLY GLOWING YOU LOOK SO HAPPY AND BEAUTIFUL AND HEALTHY ps love this video it's freaking hilarious you absolutely made my day

[@aghasearmyshawolblinkonce8039]

girl, i clicked so fast when i saw the title

[@river7067]

story time with Shannon does hit DIFFERENT

[@hauntedxstarzz]

Spirituality and mental health go together for me, being spiritual helped me A LOT. Awesome story man🖤

[@jeanneporges4421]

I had an ego death the first time I took shrooms, I totally understand exactly the experience you’re talking about. My psychedelic experience have influenced my spirituality too, I never thought I would believe in the divine but I do. I’ve been watching your videos since I was 14 and now I’m 20 and I feel like I relate to you on so many levels, thank you so much for this story, it makes me feel even more connected to you than before 😊

[@salcdaniel4240]

Tbh I forgot Bryan Stars existed, he dropped off the face of the planet, for the best

[@nikaamanita1200]

Omg Shannon lol I too have had some terrifying salvia experiences where I seemed to be everything yet nothing all at once. I've had trips where I am cycling through existing as different objects, a book with the pages turning, a zipper unzipping and zipping me into everything else. Ego death made me realize that we are all God and God is inside all living things, we are all connected. If you haven't listened to Shpongle, they have a song called The Magumba State where they say it's the "state of being all things in all places in all times" and I think that describes it beautifully.

[@HeyThereImShannon]

Thank you so much for sharing your experience :) I will definitely have to check that out, it sounds super cool!

[@scar-jobourne1715]

How many times have you smoked it?

[@mollyberg8989]

Bro where did Bryan go, he’s like no where.... probs for the best tbh

[@InkAndPoet]

Hopefully, thinking about what he did and working on improving himself.

[@iwant2die946]

Hes irrelevant.

[@Lissamakesmagick]

Pretty sure he lives with Robbie and tori

[@alexandragraham9587]

Probably works at Sears

[@iwant2die946]

@@alexandragraham9587 Or hot topic I feel like he works at hot topic.

[@besitosxalma]

You’re hair looks so cute this cut and color omg

[@ChloeTheJean]

The yellow-sponge-thing description was so funny to me because although I've never experienced being so dissociated on psychedelics that I couldn't recognize a person, I can sort of imagine/understand how you could get there. Life be weird. Sometimes psychedelics really really show you how weird everything be.

[@xxCristalxxx]

Story times with Shannon never get old

[@Sharkieshu]

"Did I smoke something?! Did I smoke something?!" That's a big oof

[@JT8210]

Hey Shannon beautiful as ever Shame this wasn’t a premiere so I could donate 🤗 anyway glad to see another video been too long

[@HeyThereImShannon]

Aw I missed you JT!

[@JT8210]

HeyThereImShannon missed you too try to keep making videos more often your so good at it and loving the hair but you can pull of any colour and style and still look beautiful even with shaved head 💗

[@JessiHdez]

i've been here for a whileeeeeeeee even before the MDE thing

[@baygoesmoo]

Yes i found her right before Bryan started mde and was so happy at the time for mde and her getting in but oh boy what it would turn out to be 😬

[@JessiHdez]

@@baygoesmoo sameeee

[@Zombie-hb1wd]

dude yes i found her when she made that cover of with ears to see and eyes to hear by sws with that other girl i think her name was kristen or something i could be incredibly wrong lol

[@xoxo.sabr1na]

as soon as i saw bryan stars i was ready for some TEA

[@allee_rot]

The first time I smoked at 13 I thought I was smoking weed later on found out what I smoked was Salvia. And I too had that empty feeling of random laughter. I felt like I was rocking back and forth too! I couldn't control it! My friend who partook also described his experience as a "party in his head" So funny how similar your experience was. Except once I was done laughing and rocking back and forth I got up and ran down the stairs freaking out because I thought I was dead!

[@cal_____]

I’ve been watching you since I was like 13, so 6 years. This experience feels so peaceful , and even listening to you talk about it, I could experience it in my head it was pure serenity . Thank you for this experience sister. I feel so connected with you and everything else around me 🧬✨🌛

[@HeyThereImShannon]

Thank you so much for sticking with me for so long 💕🌙

[@cal_____]

Ps, if you do decide to color your hair, pastel purple was my fav color on you 🥰

[@That1guyMatt324]

Tell me why I read “Saliva” instead of “Salvia”

[@ahhhndy]

Silvia? You mean salVIA? Lol

[@ifiwsaflowridbearose]

There was actually a study by Graham Rawlinson, in 1976, that showed a couple reasons why the brain processes words in this way. It’s called ‘the significance of letter position in word recognition’. It’s still being studied nowadays actually, but there is nothing incredibly in-depth yet.

[@lovingyouwaslikelovingthedead]

same lmao I thought it was a typo 😭💀

[@Minkfang]

I didn’t even know what salvia was until now. I say I know a lot about drugs but clearly not

[@0conversegirl0]

I read it as sativa 😂

[@lianae8674]

This was such a dope video 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 I’d totally dig seeing more spirituality videos

[@forlegalreasonsiamajoke4948]

Shannon just taught me way more than school has ever taught me

[@peterwilson3350]

Shannon you have come a long way since then and I am so unbelievably proud to see how far you have come. I personally tripped really hard on a few tabs and met god myself, and it was the most overwhelming experience of my life. No one will truly ever get it besides you unless you have met someone who has had an entheogenic experience as such. Keep being you and keep knowing that you are not swimming, but walking. Love you Shannon.

[@stoneytower]

OMG SHANNON I knew it was ego death as soon as you started describing your experience. I didn't think you would get to that point, and thought I was abt to have to desperately contact you personally to tell you this, but I'm glad I didn't have to. Wow, is all i can say. Even though it may not seem like it this is such a beautiful story and just hearing you say you had that experience and call it by its name is PHENOMENAL. Salvia is actually a ritualistic substance that people in cultures all over the world (but namely where it grows wildly) use to reach the exact point you reached. Ego death. I have been searching for it myself. Congratulations and I love you. I hope you see this and that your experience ultimately had a positive effect on your life. 👏❤

[@lllStayHigh]

I'm so glad you made a video about ego deaths, and it's interesting to know you had one!! I always knew you were one of the woke people, the ones who know what really goes on in the world and what the world and the universe actually mean 😌 people need to hear more stories like yours, people need to know this. It could change the way of life as we know it 😇 thanks for sharing your experience Shan! ❤

[@MarisaCohenBeauty]

This is basically Noah Cyrus’s song *I got so high I saw Jesus* in a nutshell lmao

[@sammykellum8967]

I was also diagnosed bipolar 2 in my life. I did everything to harm myself and cry everyday life was miserable. I then started my awakening. I meditate every morning and night. I also eat fresh produce because other foods lower my vibration. I am here for soul growth and to assist humanity in the earths ascension. I love you Shannon I have watched your videos my whole high school years, even now. LOVE YOU BOO BOO❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@nicolebones9738]

The positivity and radiating energy in this video completely changed my day around. Thank you Shannon, Im lately losing myself but this video made me think of my experience with Salvia and the pushing feeling I had too. Overall it was an awful 2 mins, never again. Always have adored you and your music and Im loving these kinda of videos too. I would enjoy if you did some acapella or acoustic versions of New Pollution songs live somewhere. Or something like discord we could all chat in and have one anothers backs when we feel lonley or down. Just a thought. Love you always.

[@delutix]

MDE rocketed me into being emo, the feels I can't even

[@Ar9132]

Meditation specially in nature ( or by an open window) is one of the best practices I’ve implemented in my life! I swear its as important as eating healthy and way more effective than thinking positive.

[@MarilynMurcury]

I missed these story time's so much!!! I remember trying Salvia... and also this "Salvia replacement" which was pretty much ground up incense or you know; Poison! lol But anyway, I had a crazy experience with the real Salvia plant. I took a few hits and at first felt nothing so I decided to just.. take more lol (I was very dumb). Then that shit hit me like a truck! I felt like I was walking off and edge of a building trying to get downstairs. Every step felt like those dreams where you fall and jolt yourself awake. It took me almost 10 minutes to walk down four stairs lol. I will NEVER do that again!

[@rociomorales5144]

i always questioned what happened to him after the whole MDE lmaooo

[@IMJUSTWANTTO]

Omg what a Time Bryan been desapear for 3 years now of all the internet

[@dancingdevil9965]

Nubola Mad I don’t. Fuck him.

[@LoonyChannel]

This video gave me so much clarity it was so interesting, I'm glad I feel like I can understand what ego deaths are without having to do psychedelics

[@staphinfection_]

I had the EXACT same experience as you and I’ve tried to explain it to people but they could never understand. You explained it spot on.

[@themidnightbat]

I never thought that the story would go in this direction but wow I have been wanting to hear Shannon talk about her MDE days and boy did she deliver. Love you Shannon💚🖤

[@ripley2995]

SHANNON. i’m seriously shook bc your description of “nothing and everything” hit home for me!!!! On my first mushroom trip I was peaking in a bed with my eyes closed and heard a chorus of voices saying “Everything is Nothing, Nothing is Everything” over and over. We really are all connected and experiencing the same thing - nothing and everything all at once.

[@andreapalomera]

OMG I remember 7/7 week I was SO EXCITED for it ah middle school days.

[@fernandaflores6322]

Hey! Just wanted to say that I really liked your video and that I’m glad you’re back! ☺️ (I’ve been following you since way before mde and watching you on KZbin always makes me smile, you’re amazing)

[@BB-qu4ev]

How sentimental. That’s how he reaches us. We all have different moments and times and experiences when we get the one truth and our own evidence. Our soul is much more than what we characterize it on the outside... not a lot of people can get in touch. Also, keep your heart pure and your mind separated from all the misconception because God is to come back soon. He is waking his people up so they do not perish.

[@SailorGenesis.]

Bro.. for years I thought I smoked Laced weed but it sounds like salvia now lmaoooo

[@leticiamartins318]

I loved this video. I laughed SO MUCH and then got so interested about all of this spirituality thing... really. It made me CURIOUS about those things hahaha but I really would like to say that I follow you since the mde thing and saw all your journey of maturity and change till here and I had to say how beautiful you look now, radiant and with a wonderful LIGHT. I am very happy to see the woman you have become, Shannon. You were an inspiration to the little emo teenager I was at the time and you continue to be such a big inspiration for who I became today. I love you, girl!

[@BabvBlues]

yayyy love how dakota was LIKE OMG THATS AN EGO DEATH bahahha

[@faebelle3545]

Bruh you went through ego death, or you at least approached it damn Edit: LMAO you knew this already sorry- I was too excited to wait until the end of the video to comment because I love hearing about people's ego death experiences

[@daniellesonderegger7714]

YESSS! I love me a beautiful ego death!! I’m so happy this happened for you and I love this video so much. I’ve followed you for years now (since mde days) and I’m so happy to see you being here

[@klausluther7159]

She seems much happier now and I love it 💞

[@Sumthing4theWkend]

Your hair looks sooo good!!! So classy!! Plz keep it!!😍 I had a very similar experience on DMT before! I met these spirit molecules and definitely believe I saw god too...

[@shafkstay9849]

I'm a simple person. I skip ads but when the ad was Stray Kids's new mv, I stayed till the end xD xD Stray kids everywhere all around the world~

[@christophermadrigal3418]

I love you Shannon so much! I appreciate everything and sorry for all the horrible trama you went through under Bryan stars! You should start doing some twitch live videos! I wish to meet you one day!

[@sophialauren1731]

“Big brain energy” sent me 😂

[@kayleelynn]

This is so weird I was just reminiscing on MDE videos

[@l3na94]

I love that I'm watching this while sitting in my garage smoking weed 😂😂 looking gorgeous as always! 💜💜💜

[@elizabethflowers3211]

Much love girly! You always do such a great job when it comes to your videos and music ❤️ keep up the good work ☺️✌🏻

[@kaweenis]

i remember being so hyped when u replied to my comment when i congratulated the mydigitalescape account on 300k 🥺 looking back to the my digital escape drama feels SO WILD it felt so insane when it was happening. its really cool finally hearing some behind the scenes ~tea~

[@capric0rpse]

I tried salvia when I was 15. I hit a huge bong rip and hardly remember anything after.. What I do remember was laughing uncontrollably staring at my sister in a demonic manner.. Very odd. I don't recall much after that, but when the trip or whatever it was began to ease up, I saw my sister slamming herself into the walls hard as fuck, like throwing herself into the wall. I tried to speak but I couldn't. I remember a weird sound coming out of my mouth, lol. I was trying to tell her it was going to be ok, but who knows that the fuck I really said.. Anyways, the trip is ending and I truly almost pissed my pants.. Don't do salvia. Lol. Shit is wack.. Afterwards I felt like I had just smoked some really good chronic. I did end up with a headache too. I ended up sitting alone at some random peoples house with my older sister. Didn't feel right after that shit at all. Really don't suggest it.

[@devanydevdev9902]

I've had some awful experiences with drugs so whenever I'm around it or hear about it I usually have some sort of PTSD episode but oh my god when I tell you I laughed so much during this video I-

[@bjaxfl]

I love this Trip report! I had a similar experience with Salvia and then Acid after that. It’s amazing how simple “God” really is and we put so much shit and baggage on this simple concept. The oneness of all things we are all the same molecules atoms and wavelengths. “God” is such a simple concept we have all over complicated.

[@sineadgeorge8432]

Loved this video!! Used to love your story times and this was definitely a great treat ☺️

[@elrose6688]

"ahh to be young again" and then the look. Haha I love you Shannon you always make me laugh when I have having one of my anxiety attacks

[@phoenixsteinert2802]

IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS VIDEO

[@laylamichele9098]

I haven't watched you since MDE years ago but I was so happy to find you on my recommended page:) you were always my favorite and I love the content you're making now!

[@pepperperson2002]

The scary noise she put up when she was talking how the yellow sponge became Bryan sent me into the biggest giggling I’ve had in a while

[@bellaroselavin8390]

In Ancient Greece, emptiness is called chaos, and if you compare that to the modern meaning of chaos, it makes sense, life is chaotic and so is emptiness Now I’ve never done drugs, but that’s just my normal mind

[@sarahsaywhat6953]

I would have gotten someone I knew that was 21 get weed for me haha

[@15KATT]

Thank you for the story time! It actually helped me a lot, thanks for sharing! So glad you had Andrew and Dakota to talk to they are both awesome!

[@MeMemaddy100]

Just graduated with a degree in theology and this is actually pretty close to what some theologians describe as God, which is another reason why many (myself included) can't prescribe a gender to God. And in many eastern religions like Hinduism the goal is to experience God in this type of enlightenment or 'ego death.' I've been watching your videos since the MDE days and love them still today!!

[@aubrimays7465]

BIG BRAIN BIG BRAIN BIG BRAIN I cant believe you put this all into english words cause I could never

[@retrovintagedreams]

Sounds like that time I was like can't let my buddy go in alone after watching him eat way too much edibles for his first go so I ate the same amount and went through a crazy acid trip like experience and thought I was dying and it was a lot like your experience. I saw it as both good and bad at the time because I was already spiritual and I had telepathic voices guiding me and then a conscious stream of light put into me. It was trippy af. Use substances at your own risk cause you never know when that'll happen. Mine lasted 24 hours. So I was messed up in that altered conscious state for a while. It helped me a lot though though. Experiences like that are wonderful gifts.

[@faebelle3545]

Do you know how much you took, like the mg?

[@retrovintagedreams]

@@faebelle3545 sadly I don't, they were a gift to my friend from his mom for his birthday so I have no clue. She did warn him they were strong and to plan on being in bed for a bit after he partook of them.

[@misscommunication6270]

@@retrovintagedreams I'm a regular marijuana user, have been since I was 14 and I'm now 20. I'm not calling you a liar please don't think that, but I've taken plenty of edibles, and nobody I've ever met that have taken edibles has never had a "trip" from edibles. Idk what the point of this comment was I just have questions. I feel like I'm being rude. But did this really happen??? Also I've never had edibles last 24 hours. Ever. But bless

[@retrovintagedreams]

@@misscommunication6270 yes and my buddy didn't have the same experience as me but he can verify it hit me hard and I was really messed up. I'm not the only person that's happened too though, the KZbinr 434 has also had a similar experience. I'm not someone who uses things a lot or even often. But that night saved my life and that trip literally was life altering. Some people are very sensitive to certain substances. Others not so much. I have a friend who can smoke weed as much as she wants and it doesn't have any effect on her. Some people are just different. Me I had hallucinations and left my body and thought I was going to die. Its not something I would ever lie about either because I was going to kill myself had that experience not happened. I like to think it was a spiritual intervention honestly and I asked a lot of friends who use a bunch of different things to help me understand how I experienced this. The conclusion I came to is I have more dmt than average in my brain that can easily be tapped into so any substance that raises me to an alternate state can trigger me to trip. If I had a clear understanding of how it happened I'd definitely give you more but I don't know I'm just grateful for it.

[@misscommunication6270]

@@retrovintagedreams ohhh okay I guess that makes more sense. The first time I started smoking I didn't get high for about the first 5 times I ever tried it, but the first time I got high off smoking shit started changing colors and I started fading in and out. It was crazy and almost hallucinatory almost. But when I tell most people about it they're like "are you sure you weren't laced etc" and I'm like no it was real weed it was just the first time I got high. So I guess it makes sense that that would happen to some people

[@quizexcite]

Actually "we" are everything including the space between the "molecules", and the "molecules". We are literally all ONE. We are all ONE God experiencing itself. I am you, and you are me. Everything that seems to be solid is just holograms of our ONE self. The "I am that I am" is ETERNAL with no beginning, and no end.. I encourage you to look up the musical band "Kiss", and play, and very carefully listen to all the words of the song "We Are ONE". ;) This is the "RED PILL" of the MATRIX.

[@lolbru3676]

this was a rollercoaster of emotions

[@CottonCandySkie]

Wow loved this video and I have to say...YOU have come so far! You have always had deep interesting thoughts which is why I watch, but you have matured and it’s so amazing to see! ☮️❤️

[@dropdead5860]

LOVE THE MYSTERY MACHINE TAT

[@roxanewalker4894]

It is really dangerous, and you CAN overdose on it I remember at a party a girl took a hit she was in hospital for 4 days everyone's body responds differently to drugs

[@lowsodiumsoysauce]

It's not dangerous physically (it can't kill you) but you def can smoke to much as you can do with any substance

[@1roompapa527]

Dude I got like a context high just from the vid

[@iwant2die946]

Oh no mr snakey snake🐍

[@thetreeseyes]

I just got so emo I fell apart. I lost my snake oli in Walmart last week :( he fell out of his pouc( bAhHag

[@gracewilson4444]

I have been transported back to being 15 and obsessed w MDE 😭 but holy shit, this is hilarious and terrifying

[@catscrossing825]

You remind me of Alyssa from The End of the F***ing World but less abrasive. Prolly the blonde hair. Dw she's a badass too ❤

[@roxanewalker4894]

I wanna find out what happened to Bryan actually 😂

[@jessicaschoonmaker2073]

homeless

[@AelitaVA]

Well that basically is the truth of the universe, is that we are all one. By that I mean, you're me, I'm you - imagine thinking about looking out of your body, now imagine that, your consciousness is the same as mine & we are all connected through this thing that is exactly what you said, nothing really doesn't exist! That is a spiritual cleansing that deep inside your consciousness, you knew you needed but were not aware of it.

[@chastideakaelea4530]

Love Dakota so much!! Also, every time I watch your videos it transports me to my scene days watching your vids n it's just so nostalgic.

[@OwenAlexander35]

I feel like I’m back in my emo days watching the MDE crew’s videos religiously.

[@ChristopherTito]

LMAOO this story is very crazy. I laughed so many times when you mentioned Bryan haha. Congrats on 666k subs btw 🖤😈

[@johntrudeau8933]

wow, there is such a junior high vibe to all the 'super secret' hand symbolism going on through the entire video.... the ;cool kids' are the ones throwing up the a okay, aka 666 signs etc. is so obviously how you feel... it is so junior high and childish.... if you stand for something that profound, say it, own it, don't play these little cutesy games, it really feels like the one you worship is actually playing a very, very long term game that you think you are part of, that you think you are in on, but in the long term you are just pawns for lack of a better word, who were never respected and def never let in on the true game plan and real secrets, and so to sum it up, never ever respected, but taken advantage of, manipulated, look down on, and let go when you served your purpose as a lowly foot soldier whose fate was always nothing more than to be used and thrown out... I am truly not even trying to hate or disrespect, only being real with what seems so sadly obvious... truly look around it is never about the well being, health etc of any of the followers, never. and in fact, part of the fundamental experience within this 'group' seems to be you give away part of yourself, and it never is over, you must keep giving away more and more to stay relevant, and never is about your self expression and life experiences, it is about the plan that was set in motion looooong ago, period. you are just allowed in as a worker bee to move the plan to fruition, period. and anything you may gain along the way, is kept on your soul tab , and will be paid no fucking questions asked, before you leave this world, again I am not trying to hate, I am just so sad for the chaos and sickness of this planet and all who reside here. it makes my heart hurt, and i am finally at a place where I just come right the fuck out with it now, cause this is so serious, and that does not even begin to truly emphasize the complex, far reaching, reality of whaat is going on, and every single person, animal, plant etc will be , already is and has been being affected by energies that do not respect,care for, and in fact fucking hate humanity, even the 'cool kids' in the secret 666 club, sorry for the rant, but I feel like I owe my fellow humans, we are all sisters and brothers, ( and all other life on the planet) the respect of being real with you all, no hate, just me reaching out with my observations/experiences and intuitive take on 4this crazy shit we call life! much love to all!

[@karoltears]

this story started off scary and it just turned so beautiful wtff **mind blown**

[@caitlynedwards8322]

The title just took me wayyy back to my high school years (about to watch the vid now)

[@WomenRQueensNMyFaceIsTheThrome]

"This is legal, this has to be safe or similar, well at least safe it's legal, the government not gonna steer me that wrong right? Ahh to be young again. As you get older you learn all the things that the government lets you put in your body is way worse for you than the things your not allowed to put in your body" finally someone said it!!

[@maricannahippie9683]

I feel bad for saying this for some reason but her speech has gotten so much better. I feel bad for saying it because I feel like it's something she probably doesn't wanna hear lol but I'm so amazed.

[@YozorasWorld]

Super interesting video! I was glued the whole time to the screen.

[@padeng5032]

What even happened to Brian stars? Does anyone know? Lol

[@ccascada123]

I had a bad drug trip before, and it was sooo similar to this. Oh my god.. Except, there was no spongey Bryan's.😂

[@mattharden8253]

I haven’t watched you for like 3 years. The one day I chose to drop 2 tabs I run into this 😂

[@rockinrobin222]

the title and thumbnail fully caught me off guard 😳