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iheartu

iheartu

Күн бұрын

hey! to anyone who’s watching this I hope you’re doing okay. You can always comment and I’ll talk to you(: make sure you’re eating and drinking water! take care of yourself love, you’re worth it ily. Enjoy the audio!
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@jadee_lv
@jadee_lv 3 жыл бұрын
Its depressing how 3am used to be a scary hour, now its just when all the kids cry and let all their emotions out trying to be as quiet as they can while staring at the ceiling
@user-cx7wv4wf5w
@user-cx7wv4wf5w 3 жыл бұрын
This is so true i remember forcing myself to sleep at 3am when i was a kid because i was sceard of the paranormal now im just lying in bed enjoying that i can let out everything
@scaryboykarl193
@scaryboykarl193 3 жыл бұрын
Man that one hit hard
@Liliana-f2022
@Liliana-f2022 3 жыл бұрын
It’s very true.
@Liliana-f2022
@Liliana-f2022 3 жыл бұрын
@Isabel Corona Very very true
@jasminemoreno7355
@jasminemoreno7355 3 жыл бұрын
Exactly what I’m doing rn
@dirtykittychannel6815
@dirtykittychannel6815 3 жыл бұрын
I feel like we're all just a sad teenager who thinks our sadness is fake and we just want to be trendy, but really if you felt sad there's nothing fake about it, I hope you're all okay and thankful I love you
@rand4405
@rand4405 3 жыл бұрын
I LITERALLY GASPED WHEN I SAW THIS, I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO FEELS THAT WAY?!
@woosansimp7155
@woosansimp7155 3 жыл бұрын
@@rand4405 IKRR, I FEEL THAT TOO
@Lyricssophiaphila
@Lyricssophiaphila 3 жыл бұрын
Could you guys be my friends?
@Lara-cic
@Lara-cic 3 жыл бұрын
You're the best person I knew. I love you fck
@abrahamgutierrez1235
@abrahamgutierrez1235 3 жыл бұрын
@@Lyricssophiaphila sure bro!
@Sam-ku9tr
@Sam-ku9tr Жыл бұрын
POV: ur crying and then an ad comes
@BrantleyRichardson-us5dp
@BrantleyRichardson-us5dp 4 ай бұрын
That just makes thingss worse
@chuuya_nakahara_am_alone_again
@chuuya_nakahara_am_alone_again 3 ай бұрын
So I was piecefully singing this and got a ad for grammar 💀💀
@Hazhakarwanali2
@Hazhakarwanali2 3 ай бұрын
Frrrr HAHAHAHAH❤❤😂😂
@jayxii4682
@jayxii4682 2 ай бұрын
use adblocker
@brilliantgirl4924
@brilliantgirl4924 Ай бұрын
Real bro😂
@Rea-wx8fh
@Rea-wx8fh 2 ай бұрын
The thing that hurts the most that I have to cry in the BATHROOM because I have no room to lock myself in
@lovethh_mia7336
@lovethh_mia7336 29 күн бұрын
It's okay hun ur not alone, I hope ur doing alright, love😊
@Urnotemo
@Urnotemo 11 күн бұрын
Real
@moonheathers
@moonheathers 10 күн бұрын
This is so relatable for me to the point it's just sad 😭
@Addictedtoschoolsupplies
@Addictedtoschoolsupplies 9 күн бұрын
fr and im literally an only child, broke family, bad homes, cant afford a vacation, watch other kids happy, go to school and thats it, cant buy normal shoes.
@Onlyu823
@Onlyu823 6 күн бұрын
⁠@@AddictedtoschoolsuppliesThis. im not an only child but only being able to eat instant ramen, not being able to have new clothes, ect. not just a broke family, but a broken family
@kris_kr_
@kris_kr_ 2 жыл бұрын
It sucks when your crying for no reason because you can’t figure out why your so upset in the first place. Edit: To all the people that replied, I hope you feel better soon. :)
@Jynx18
@Jynx18 2 жыл бұрын
Exactly I’m literally crying right now for no reason idk why but the worst thing about it is it hurts u don’t know why it’s painful but u just cry endlessly without any reason and it hurts
@jocelynnburger
@jocelynnburger 2 жыл бұрын
I cry for no reason and have no idea what's wrong with me, which makes me thinks there's something wrong with me, making me cry more.
@Lxilxx
@Lxilxx 2 жыл бұрын
like im crying right now and it makes me feel like im alone and it hurts. alot.
@emillapi9855
@emillapi9855 2 жыл бұрын
Exactly!!!!I feel really sad and i cant understand why.i just feel like i have nobody to talk to.
@wilburthemagicalcow
@wilburthemagicalcow 2 жыл бұрын
ikr
@saddestplaylist6976
@saddestplaylist6976 2 жыл бұрын
“Hurting someone’s feelings is as easy as throwing a rock in the ocean, but do you know how deep that rock goes?”
@shorees8773
@shorees8773 2 жыл бұрын
that hit hard man
@indi6940
@indi6940 2 жыл бұрын
This hits apart of my heart.
@queeniekafka
@queeniekafka 2 жыл бұрын
Very…….too deep….
@meshakskskakks896
@meshakskskakks896 2 жыл бұрын
hii can i use ur comment for the poem I'm writing for school homework tnxx lovelots
@SarahInc
@SarahInc 2 жыл бұрын
The Mariana Trench be like: damn there’s deeper?
@maeliegrimard739
@maeliegrimard739 3 ай бұрын
Our parents always told us to never talk to strangers because its dangerous or wtv but here we are listening to strangers and talking to them, feeling more safe with strangers than our own family.
@AThousandBoyKisses
@AThousandBoyKisses 2 ай бұрын
Exactly… exactly…
@AThousandBoyKisses
@AThousandBoyKisses 2 ай бұрын
This is so damn true
@alexschellens
@alexschellens 2 ай бұрын
True, my parents don't care about me
@moonheathers
@moonheathers 10 күн бұрын
This is sad yet relatable at the same time.. I told my dad I needed some time alone and he shouted at me about how 'ungrateful' I was
@luminousxlucyy
@luminousxlucyy 2 күн бұрын
Relatable, because Most of the time all my parents do is Yell at each other and how sick they are of me.
@Chill_ax42
@Chill_ax42 Жыл бұрын
You know that strange feeling when you feel so much shit and pain but don't feel anything at the same time? It's a weird and disorienting but also stressful feeling
@maya.makes.things
@maya.makes.things 6 ай бұрын
…💔
@xephyra13
@xephyra13 4 ай бұрын
the reason is probably different for everyone, but when it happens to me its because ive forced myself to hide my emotions even from myself so often through my childhood that now they are... well, hidden. I guess it was my objective kind of.
@JustSmileyFace...
@JustSmileyFace... 3 ай бұрын
It's different for everyone, but to me, I've gotten used to it, I hide my happy childhood from myself so I can feel the burden of growing up, and somepoint in life I've gotten used to it, now if something bad happens, I just hope it to be funny so I can have a good laugh at my own pain, it could be the last genuine happiness of mine, laughing out of my own pain
@KaleighDiamond-cf7wr
@KaleighDiamond-cf7wr Ай бұрын
Thanks for trying but ig it didn’t work…
@DaWeridos23
@DaWeridos23 11 күн бұрын
How the duck did you just describe my feeling in one sentence when I couldn’t even understand what is happening 😅
@kazukooi
@kazukooi 3 жыл бұрын
the feeling when u don't wanna die but u just don't wanna feel alive ..
@denizustun2991
@denizustun2991 3 жыл бұрын
omg this is what ı feel
@HP-bh9kh
@HP-bh9kh 3 жыл бұрын
'I don't wanna die but i don't wanna live like this (i just wanna feel something i just wanna feel i just wanna feel something i just wanna feel something realy real something i can really feel like a person again)'i dont know the name of this song but i was thinking it fits
@deliriousgirl6888
@deliriousgirl6888 3 жыл бұрын
yeah
@qnh8064
@qnh8064 3 жыл бұрын
it's Aliven't.
@HP-bh9kh
@HP-bh9kh 3 жыл бұрын
@@qnh8064 lmao
@moon2966
@moon2966 3 жыл бұрын
Don't you ever just wanna fly away and leave everything behind?.
@urmax5769
@urmax5769 3 жыл бұрын
mhm
@ambre.4475
@ambre.4475 3 жыл бұрын
yeah
@_Emery_
@_Emery_ 3 жыл бұрын
Yeah
@sslaxher
@sslaxher 3 жыл бұрын
yes i had a dream of running from my house but police caught me L
@ilaydaozdemir166
@ilaydaozdemir166 3 жыл бұрын
Yes yes I do
@lyumi_kun
@lyumi_kun Жыл бұрын
we have to give 100% respect to our pillow for catching our tears when literally nobody else took the time to. thank you pillow, you will always be remembered.
@AnimeFreak-vo6et
@AnimeFreak-vo6et Жыл бұрын
Yes. Just yes
@Cinnaminroll_78
@Cinnaminroll_78 9 ай бұрын
Facts
@Ilikecheese808
@Ilikecheese808 6 ай бұрын
Stopppp now I'm gonna cry when my pillow has to get thrown out, I get weirdly attached to objects 😭
@uglyratwholikesart
@uglyratwholikesart 5 ай бұрын
@@Ilikecheese808same once I got attached to a piece of garbage😭
@mel-mk3mq
@mel-mk3mq 5 ай бұрын
Yes. Rn, it's just my blanket. But yes.
@tiitraa1
@tiitraa1 Жыл бұрын
(~˘▾˘)~ (timestamps) space song(Beach house) 5:17 - 7:38 -> Freak (Surf Curse) 7:41-10:51 -> the night we met(Lord huron) 10:52-14:34 -> this is home(Cavetown) 14:36-18:10 -> as the world caves in(Matt Maltese) 18:23-20:47 the song repeats
@eata_rock_respectfully
@eata_rock_respectfully 10 ай бұрын
5:17 is actually Freak by Surf Curse
@skibiddy_bop
@skibiddy_bop 2 ай бұрын
I hope both sides of your pillow are cold ✨✨
@ichigo-san7713
@ichigo-san7713 Ай бұрын
​​@@I_love_the_sunsetI think they meant it in a good way 'cause when someone's pillows are cold, they tend to sleep more comfortably
@jujuoof174
@jujuoof174 Ай бұрын
Thanks
@justarandomguypassingby6760
@justarandomguypassingby6760 2 жыл бұрын
It's really suprising when we we're kids we would always smile, and always be excited meeting a new person. But then, you realize that it was all in the past, you're here listening to this playlist crying because you noticed you're life is slowly crumbling apart.
@achintyaagupta916
@achintyaagupta916 2 жыл бұрын
@✧ Shroomi ✧ It happens. You're a little down. For some things that you can control and some things that you can. I don't like to feel because I know I'm not supposed to. I'm everything that everyone else wants me to be, 7 different people at once, and it's hard. You not sad, just a bit down.
@blo0dwitch
@blo0dwitch 2 жыл бұрын
You've only noticed you've grown up when things start to change.
@KYGrayson
@KYGrayson 2 жыл бұрын
Life is good for. I’m snapping the girl I like, i’m about to go to sleep, but still with everything good going on in my life something is missing. That puzzle piece which completes the puzzle. That dream to chase, which I keep delaying. I’m done delaying it, i’m chasing my dream, chasing the life I will get.
@beatboxing_skeleton5479
@beatboxing_skeleton5479 2 жыл бұрын
funny enough ive been like this since i was a kid. it's just now i understand why B]
@mccormick2085
@mccormick2085 2 жыл бұрын
I’m 11, it stopped when I was 7 those years were like heaven - I made this up
@jnksfile
@jnksfile 3 жыл бұрын
My pillow is the only thing that knows how much I cry.
@alalakalsjfk9089
@alalakalsjfk9089 2 жыл бұрын
X2 :(((
@pangeranadji9226
@pangeranadji9226 2 жыл бұрын
itss okayy i give you virtual hug 3>
@kkarlsjr
@kkarlsjr 2 жыл бұрын
and it sucks cause feeling this way let’s u know that placing ur head onto the pillow won’t feel the same anymore.
@julia-bw1bv
@julia-bw1bv 2 жыл бұрын
@@kkarlsjr awww this is so sad
@nakamuramizu..584
@nakamuramizu..584 2 жыл бұрын
*HUGS AGGRESSIVELY*
@ZukiLovesYou
@ZukiLovesYou 8 ай бұрын
dw little ones, yk the 9-12 yro who feel burnt out and were forced to grow up, listen buddy i know theres not much i can do but i love you, alright kiddo, it doesnt get better and thats the harsh reality but you find peace somewhere in the middle and it becomes bearable. you are my world and im proud of you for just breathing! i love you, sleep well my dear
@AThousandBoyKisses
@AThousandBoyKisses 2 ай бұрын
Oh my gosh, thank you for this, I love you so much ❤
@AThousandBoyKisses
@AThousandBoyKisses 2 ай бұрын
I’m almost a teenager already and I know that things will only get worse but hopefully it’ll all be ok, I really hope so…
@TsukishimaItsuki
@TsukishimaItsuki 2 ай бұрын
Your Literally Better Then My Parents
@Alex-Themimikyu
@Alex-Themimikyu 2 ай бұрын
thanks you deserve more okay thanks you times 1million :)
@odetto_1232
@odetto_1232 2 ай бұрын
I love you so much for that you don’t know how much I needed it your the best person ever and I hole you succeed so well in life that meant so much to me
@NOXINITY
@NOXINITY Жыл бұрын
Hey there What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you.
@Im_Ally.
@Im_Ally. Жыл бұрын
Thank you this made me feel better all my thanks💗
@shawncollinson4914
@shawncollinson4914 Жыл бұрын
dont make me cry any harder >:(
@siyuziidiary
@siyuziidiary Жыл бұрын
I don’t care if this was 4 months ago, my head hurts so bad, you made me stop crying. I thank you for that.
@NOXINITY
@NOXINITY Жыл бұрын
@@siyuziidiary it’s alright ml
@barbaazulperez1052
@barbaazulperez1052 Жыл бұрын
​@@NOXINITY Can i get like ur snap or anything just incase i need you if not its okayy😭
@nanabanan9497
@nanabanan9497 2 жыл бұрын
it's sad, we're just a teenagers. It's sad that we suffer so much, we all deserve better, I'm very sorry. I love you, I hope that everything will work out
@hughcuthbert6327
@hughcuthbert6327 2 жыл бұрын
Go outside and stop feeling sorry for yourself
@Dylan-cs5my
@Dylan-cs5my 2 жыл бұрын
thank you :)
@zwichan6058
@zwichan6058 2 жыл бұрын
ily
@brigder
@brigder 2 жыл бұрын
"we're just teenagers" feels so real when it's coming from someone who understands
@juliannapabey2519
@juliannapabey2519 2 жыл бұрын
ily.
@ceysshii7478
@ceysshii7478 3 жыл бұрын
family pressure, future anxiety, suicidal desire, this boy, listening to music for hours without talking to anyone in the room, being asocial, not having any friends, being upset all the time, etc. and i'm only 14 years old. i'm so tired. really.
@ceysshii7478
@ceysshii7478 3 жыл бұрын
@ridhima malia omg tysm
@watdadogdoin7407
@watdadogdoin7407 3 жыл бұрын
I'm 14 too and I'm going through the exact same thing as you are and I know how it feels, dw keep vibing girlllll 💜💜
@ceysshii7478
@ceysshii7478 3 жыл бұрын
@@watdadogdoin7407 ilysm girl!!
@mimichickennuggie1668
@mimichickennuggie1668 3 жыл бұрын
yeahh...
@mimichickennuggie1668
@mimichickennuggie1668 3 жыл бұрын
i can relate
@strwbrriluvs
@strwbrriluvs Жыл бұрын
i love your hair i love your forehead i love your eyes i love your eyelashes i love your cheeks i love your nose i love your mouth i love your teeth i love your neck i love your shoulders i love your chest i love your scars i love your arms i love your hands i love your tummy i love your legs i love your feet (not in that way) i love your body i love you i love your personality i love your smile i love your humor i love your laugh i love your voice i love your kindness i love your sweetness you aren’t ugly you aren’t disgusting you aren’t a monster you’re beautiful you’re pretty you’re gorgeous you’re handsome you’re kind you’re cool you’re amazing im proud of you for staying alive im proud of you eating im proud of you trying to eat im proud of you for drinking water im proud of you for trying to drink water im proud of you for leaving your room im proud of you for going out im proud of you for being here im proud of you for everything you do i fucking love you. 🫶🏽
@Shadowx356
@Shadowx356 11 ай бұрын
I fucking love you too dont ever leave me I Love love love you pls stay with me forver ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@chaos_kid3479
@chaos_kid3479 8 ай бұрын
i wish i could believe this. ily.
@_ao-2_
@_ao-2_ 8 ай бұрын
Thank you, I really needed this. It means a lot really.
@kairyan-mayer6820
@kairyan-mayer6820 8 ай бұрын
i don't have any eyelashes tho
@sofiaemmett3894
@sofiaemmett3894 8 ай бұрын
this made my day ily :)))
@randomroyal12
@randomroyal12 Жыл бұрын
I love how people that are going through hard times try to help and support people so they don’t have to feel the same way as them.
@maya.makes.things
@maya.makes.things 6 ай бұрын
i have no words for this.
@kellahzen6050
@kellahzen6050 2 жыл бұрын
that feeling when everything doesn't interest you anymore, feeling empty every time and pretending that you're happy to hide the sadness because you dont want them to worry about you.
@Vicky-hx1ki
@Vicky-hx1ki 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah....
@fizz9378
@fizz9378 2 жыл бұрын
nope . no one to worry:)
@Jar1x1ys
@Jar1x1ys 2 жыл бұрын
This called me out :(
@BlueBell2468
@BlueBell2468 2 жыл бұрын
Everyday for me 😞
@a.r.g5721
@a.r.g5721 2 жыл бұрын
This sums up my life pretty well
@yvettikittikitti
@yvettikittikitti 2 жыл бұрын
It’s sad that I can find more comfort from complete strangers than I can with those around me
@unknown-xy4ky
@unknown-xy4ky 2 жыл бұрын
This is so relatable-
@angelizi
@angelizi 2 жыл бұрын
maybe its because complete strangers are saner than the ones around you... idk anymore.
@deadinsidebutstillsmiling905
@deadinsidebutstillsmiling905 2 жыл бұрын
I am just a teenager why do I have to go trough this? They call me ungratful but I never wanted to be born in the first place. I just want to be happy, loved for who I am not for what they want me to be.
@deadinsidebutstillsmiling905
@deadinsidebutstillsmiling905 2 жыл бұрын
@V I V I D ty but I don't know how long I can take it.
@kyleebuckman3155
@kyleebuckman3155 2 жыл бұрын
I know right
@songbirds1361
@songbirds1361 Жыл бұрын
i’m sure this will get buried, but i want you guys to know, a few years ago i was doing really badly. i didn’t even realize it as much until now, looking back. i’m doing so much better now, and i’m at the point where i’m here because i just needed a good cry. i can come here and cry without feeling like everything is shit. i promise you, just stick it out a little longer. it’ll all be ok. i love you, i’m proud of you, and i believe in all of you ❤
@bananenente69
@bananenente69 Жыл бұрын
Oml tysm you dont know how ,uch i needed that i am about to cry
@AThousandBoyKisses
@AThousandBoyKisses 2 ай бұрын
Omg thank you so so much, I love you ❤
@barbaramorgan4015
@barbaramorgan4015 Ай бұрын
Thank you
@lea-s5u
@lea-s5u Ай бұрын
reading this made me cry
@queblx
@queblx Жыл бұрын
To whoever reads this, i love you
@pranverabardhi7010
@pranverabardhi7010 8 ай бұрын
Thank you. You made my day bro
@arsonalskelton
@arsonalskelton 7 ай бұрын
I love you.
@queblx
@queblx 7 ай бұрын
@maya.makes.things
@maya.makes.things 6 ай бұрын
i took the time to read this whole thing. thank you 🥲
@daisyescobedo5117
@daisyescobedo5117 5 ай бұрын
That the nices thing i've heard in 1 year 3 moths and 12 days dont ask pls
@kai2878
@kai2878 2 жыл бұрын
"Because there's nothing worse than disappointing someone who thinks your special"
@urmomsfavride
@urmomsfavride 2 жыл бұрын
this is what i’ve been feeling this is the fear i cant put into words
@jjbeatz8356
@jjbeatz8356 2 жыл бұрын
Felt
@missfvckedupdoll
@missfvckedupdoll 2 жыл бұрын
this
@mocheebuns6985
@mocheebuns6985 2 жыл бұрын
My whole life in a nutshell.. 🫠
@furret_walcc101
@furret_walcc101 2 жыл бұрын
I felt this
@falckason
@falckason 2 жыл бұрын
Damn. Even strangers from the internet give time and effort to make us happy yet our parents/friends cant even talk to us.
@huntress844
@huntress844 2 жыл бұрын
yeah right? feels absurd
@Dubsmakesvideos
@Dubsmakesvideos Жыл бұрын
I guess it's just that u don't see them, hear them. I think it's the anonymity
@sugarcoatt_
@sugarcoatt_ Жыл бұрын
Ahaha I relate fr
@LesNoix
@LesNoix Жыл бұрын
Hey we’re all in the same boat so know you’re never alone and I know you’ll never fake it, ily guy’s.
@Seph_Perez
@Seph_Perez Жыл бұрын
I genuinely believe that the reason my friends and family dont talk to me about this stuff is because I don't share it and would even go as far as hiding it deep down
@hxcf002
@hxcf002 9 ай бұрын
I was just screaming happy songs like 10 minutes ago and this popped up in my recommendations then out of nowhere, I started crying uncontrollably and hasn't stopped until now. it just feels so good for no reason (i just know headaches would come after lmao)
@lonorhatalucman5109
@lonorhatalucman5109 Жыл бұрын
Lets all cry together
@ameliamae1966
@ameliamae1966 Жыл бұрын
Yes
@kinah7700
@kinah7700 2 жыл бұрын
To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to lose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain through your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make a change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you through all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe your heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you feel tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but don't your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because your heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is purple, and I hope the next time you see the color purple you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general then I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water every day in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer, I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not a weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Talk To Me - Cavetown” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug-like it's your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and a great year. I love you so much and am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words-Kinah, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
@maguiitaam.
@maguiitaam. 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you, you made me feel that I am worth something, you are the best comment that could make my day, seriously thank you, I will remember your words when I needed it
@mehtapar9094
@mehtapar9094 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you. I've been feeling really down lately thanks to my family but i wasn't even able to cry properly and get everyting out of my chest you know. It was a huge torture to carry the deadweight of the disapponment and saddness i felt towards my family and when i came across your comment and read the things you wrote that i wished i heard from my family when they caught me watching the rain outside and realized something was wrong with me, instead of blaming me for being overly sensitive, i just had a huge breakdown. You helped me a lot, really, i was finally able to cry my heart out loud thanks to you and i realized what i expected from my parents all this time, again thanks to you. And now i feel really happy and refreshed. I also hope that you can keep smiling and feeling good for the rest of your life but if you ever feel sad and wanna talk to someone i also will be here for you so please reach out and.... I FRİGGİN LOVE YOU TOO
@Ji___-
@Ji___- 2 жыл бұрын
I love you so much, I'm crying so much because of your words
@cistactepiha
@cistactepiha 2 жыл бұрын
i love you so fucking much i really do. thank you so much i will always remember this, i swear.
@katsu3229
@katsu3229 2 жыл бұрын
thank you so much, you dont know how much that made me happy may you always be in great health friend
@wookiwoo2798
@wookiwoo2798 Жыл бұрын
Remember when 3am was the scary hour? Now it's the time to cry our hearts out
@Ashiixz
@Ashiixz Жыл бұрын
3 am has always been the scary hour
@chrisaftontvt4318
@chrisaftontvt4318 Жыл бұрын
@@Ashiixz Because that's when we are at our weakest...
@2wml
@2wml Жыл бұрын
@@chrisaftontvt4318 i thought it was becuz of demons n' shit.. am i high 💀
@BattCyanide
@BattCyanide Жыл бұрын
fr HAHAHAHA
@cringekid229
@cringekid229 Жыл бұрын
@@makatsue4598 3am is when the border between this and *demon* world is the weakest, but idk what's wrong with Friday 13th or the number 13
@nancynotfound
@nancynotfound 9 ай бұрын
It's not your fault Your not a problem You are perfect You aren't fat You aren't skinny You aren't the problem You aren't a bad person You are wonderful You aren't a crybaby Your don't deserve them You love yourself You are clean You are kind Your are the person that everyone wants Your skin isn't a paper... don't cut it Your face isn't a mask... don't hide it Your heart isn't a door... don't lock it Your size isn't a book... don't judge it Your life isn't a movie... don't end it Your neck isn't a rope... don't hang it Your body isn't for sale... don't sell it Your brain isn't a stone... don't crush it Your life is an inspiration...be proud of it Love yourself.. you are perfect no matter what you do. The past of you suffering will end Your suffering will end Don't c^t your body your hair Don't kill your self yet. If you have a pet it will make your problem go away They get mad at you for being soo perfect They blame you because you are so pretty/handsome/stunning You are brighting the world.. you are a true star Keep going.. it will past. We love you don't stop being kind to everyone The kindness will speard and the kidness will also pay you back. They love you they just don't wanna show the loveness for you You are so perfect that everyone gets mad and jealous Give everyone a second chance not too many tho your eyes is perfect your nose is perfect your height is perfect your skin is perfect your mouth is perfect your hair is perfect your face is perfect your body is perfect your hands is perfect your fingers is perfect your teeth is perfect your waist is perfect Your torso is perfect your legs are perfect your thighs are perfect your tounge and everything is perfect YOU are perfect love your body and everything You are so greatful for what you have. Ignore the bad people you dont want them to get attached to you And leave your fake friends You deserve better. Don't give up Cheer up aswell Pretty/handsome/stunning person. We are proud to see you alive. We are so proud We love your smile We love your laugh We love your personality So don't give up We love you. We love you so much Don't end it too fast. Don't commit Don't get controled Don't make them control you like a puppet Do your own way Do everthing you like Ignore the rude people Ignore the hate Ignore getting yelled There's people by your side and always be. We love you no matter what you do to yourself. They don't know what your been through They ain't been in your shoes Don't belive them they are liars Love youself. We are proud of you existing here We love you so much.. NEVER GIVE UP You're precious You made it this far. And it's so amazing that you are still here
@thehackett9000
@thehackett9000 8 ай бұрын
ur an amazing person!❤
@nancynotfound
@nancynotfound 8 ай бұрын
@@thehackett9000 Aw thank you sm!💗
@jayxii4682
@jayxii4682 2 ай бұрын
but you are fat
@cleliajosegalvao2013
@cleliajosegalvao2013 2 ай бұрын
Fuck..this make me cry...I thanked that I was to finish my life...but thanks for the help...
@rosee-wf4xw
@rosee-wf4xw 2 ай бұрын
tysm for making me feel better reading it all ik u've been through alot and I'm really sorry that u had to deal with that i mean we're just human beings figuring ourselves out we dont deserve all of that but even though many of us go through it i hope uk that ur existence really makes a person happy and u should always be grateful for being alive and not making a wrong step i hope u get better im always here for u and tysm for being here There are people who make u feel like shit but dont give a damn it'll help u there will always be people for supporting u like us we all love u and tysm again @nancynotfound for making me feel a lot better it's just a rough ch does not mean the whole book's going to be like that
@spencer_pumilia420
@spencer_pumilia420 Жыл бұрын
I always saw crying as a sign of weakness. Like if you cried you just weren't processing your emotions properly. Now I realize that I was the one who wasn't processing my emotions. I wouldn't let myself be sad. Now I'm here bawling my eyes out. Thanks ❤
@evaniamanchuris2140
@evaniamanchuris2140 2 жыл бұрын
thank you, strangers. you just are like the family I never had.
@bonjour2737
@bonjour2737 2 жыл бұрын
We love u
@lealacata
@lealacata 2 жыл бұрын
love u ❤️
@thegoddessherx
@thegoddessherx 2 жыл бұрын
we love u
@malikamoufid2987
@malikamoufid2987 2 жыл бұрын
@@bonjour2737 i m not safe withe u i will never be not because of u but of me i m ugly ull hate me srry its not u i swear
@applesause1233
@applesause1233 2 жыл бұрын
:) same here
@Rose_Loves_Music29
@Rose_Loves_Music29 Жыл бұрын
To everyone venting in the comments I hope you try not to overthink a lot like me and make sure you are living ur life to the fullest and I love that your still alive I love everything about you and I mean it❤️ Now if it’s night try to sleep (from a stranger that decided to right this at night) Love you whoever is reading this❤️❤️❤️ Make sure you try to have an amazing life person who is reading this
@foxygaming8877
@foxygaming8877 7 ай бұрын
This will probably stay with 0 likes, but whoever is reading this, I feel you. Maybe you’re moving in a different house or a different school, and I know, it crushes your heart. Maybe you’re watching your friends become meaner and meaner by the minute, and you blame yourself because you couldn’t save them. Maybe you have older siblings, and it’s like you’re the older sibling because you cry whenever you see them grow up and now that you want to do fun things they dont. Maybe you just now realized that you can’t go back. Or maybe you dont wanna make new friends, you wanna stay with your old friends. But you can’t because they’re mean or they moved on. Maybe you wish that your corrupted friends or family realized how much you still love them even if they’re so mean. Or maybe you wish you could tell a family member, or anyone else, how much you love and cherish them, but no, it will be too cringe. Maybe you’re having problems with yourself, or having sleep paralysis demons, or not being able to sleep, or needing therapy, or needing someone to talk to. I’m here for you. I know you’ve seen so many comments like “oh I’m here for you, I feel you.” But me, I really mean it. Sometimes you just wanna go back.
@Tide_on_paws.
@Tide_on_paws. 2 ай бұрын
No I feel like my dad hates me
@Miahearty
@Miahearty 3 жыл бұрын
We’re kids and we’re feeling like this, imagine how it’ll be when we actually grow up with actual responsibilities. I’d rather just die. Edit: (december 24) It’s been like 5 months since i commented this. So far only 1 failed suicide attempt that i’m glad it was failed. I’m now much better, i’m doing sports, i got back on track with my studies, and i feel like a healthy person overall. I hope its not another rollercoaster where i’m at the top again, it would be good while it lasted at least
@thefiretailedweasel6206
@thefiretailedweasel6206 3 жыл бұрын
I'm turning 18 in like 3 months and I'd literally rather just turn to dust
@nuggets__
@nuggets__ 3 жыл бұрын
@@thefiretailedweasel6206 friend, meet Thanos-
@kotomi4921
@kotomi4921 3 жыл бұрын
I felt like this when I was a teen too. Now I'm 20. Not much has changed about that feeling, except for knowing that no matter what I can't sink back into myself again, and that I won't waste the time I have on earth and with those around me. That mindset seems to have helped a little. Wishing you well
@vogitek
@vogitek 3 жыл бұрын
same
@average__
@average__ 3 жыл бұрын
I feel like people like you and me, unlike other kids understand that being an adult is going to be SO much harder.. all I can do is kinda just laugh at the thought of someone wanting to grow up so fast
@jameela6211
@jameela6211 2 жыл бұрын
I feel so safe here I feel like I can cry without being judged or scolded for it
@_Byeol._.606
@_Byeol._.606 2 жыл бұрын
me too in my class when I cry (anxiety attack) some kids says to me ´´crybaby´´ so thats why I hit myself when I want to cry
@ballerinablush5436
@ballerinablush5436 2 жыл бұрын
@@_Byeol._.606 Hey I cried even in high school at school a couple times. Now i’m in my late 20’s. I wouldn’t call you a crybaby. 😃
@angelizi
@angelizi 2 жыл бұрын
its funny how strangers on the internet give you so much comfort...
@angelizi
@angelizi 2 жыл бұрын
@@_Byeol._.606 dont hit yourself please... just go someplace else when you want to cry... somewhere quiet... dont listen to those shit heads when they call you a cry baby. You're not.
@rosebrown6276
@rosebrown6276 2 жыл бұрын
Same It feels safe in here safer than with my fam :,)
@ASTERIA-y1q
@ASTERIA-y1q Ай бұрын
I’m just listening to this because my parents gave out the best dog in the whole wide world. He always made me smile, and the dog was the reason why I was more happier and smiled a lot more. But now that he’s gone, I feel way worse, and less happy. It well never be the same without him. The dog’s name is buddy.
@ASTERIA-y1q
@ASTERIA-y1q Ай бұрын
Every time I woke up, and go to the balcony, (I live on the bottom floor of an apartment) he’s there and It made me smile. I let him in, I feed him, play with him, I even showered him too. I can never forget him, he will always be on my mind and heart. He is irreplaceable. I wish this one random guy wasn’t interested in wanting him. I really miss him a lot.
@Anna-rl9oj
@Anna-rl9oj Ай бұрын
@@ASTERIA-y1qbuddy will find you, I promise
@thezeezeebee
@thezeezeebee Жыл бұрын
Thank for for this playlist. Sometimes I just need to cry. Everyone does.
@ebonyc2958
@ebonyc2958 2 жыл бұрын
at this point im not even tired. im just exhausted
@karma-kun6138
@karma-kun6138 2 жыл бұрын
Ahh same :')
@NutKyo
@NutKyo 2 жыл бұрын
We all need breaks
@Hi-lh7yc
@Hi-lh7yc 2 жыл бұрын
yep
@tallracoon9754
@tallracoon9754 2 жыл бұрын
Bro im tired of being everyone’s shoulders to cry on and everyones “therapist” only for them to turn away when i ask for help.
@ZtormVibin
@ZtormVibin 2 жыл бұрын
yupp honestly
@dwanyethecrocjohnson
@dwanyethecrocjohnson 2 жыл бұрын
sometimes i don't wipe my tears bc it just feels good to cry
@hikaaari9294
@hikaaari9294 Жыл бұрын
same
@TheReiTenshi
@TheReiTenshi Жыл бұрын
Mood
@SXL4R_PH4NTXM
@SXL4R_PH4NTXM Жыл бұрын
@hvneystqr now is not the best time buddy.
@Find_your_music_taste
@Find_your_music_taste Жыл бұрын
Agreed..
@jliefn
@jliefn Жыл бұрын
Real
@ImMaxim124
@ImMaxim124 Жыл бұрын
Хоть я и не англичан, но напишу этот комментарий для всех. Скорее всего ты тут, потому что тебе грустно, выговори мне все свои проблемы, Я тебя выслушаю. У меня у самой не сладкая жизнь, но желаю, чтоб какие-то счастливые дни появились в твоей жизни. Ты самый лучший человек, никогда не грусти, когда ты улыбаешься, все начинает идти хорошо. Если все плохо, то опять же, лучше выскажись, ведь на душе станет легче. Я люблю тебя, человек, который читает этот комментарий❤
@Springinsoul
@Springinsoul Жыл бұрын
Я боюсь несправиться, боюсь будущего, я не вижу, что там будет всё хорошо, всё показывает, что дальше только хуже, я боюсь сойти с ума от своей тревожности и от обсессий
@julialime3215
@julialime3215 Жыл бұрын
я возобновила подписку на эпл мьюзик, а все мои песни не восстановились. там было 900 песен, я каждый день, начиная с 2019 года их слушала и пополняла. там все плей-листы, воспоминания, все мое детство. я перепробовала все, но ничего не помогает. я даже не могу вспомнить все песни…
@Springinsoul
@Springinsoul Жыл бұрын
@@julialime3215 Ох, чёрт! Сочувствую
@juoyru
@juoyru Жыл бұрын
Hi to whoever is scrolling through the comments and spots this message while listening to this video, Ilysm I hope things go better for you and I am so proud of you! Always remember to eat, drink, and stay healthy. We are all here for you. Again! I love youu!🤍🤍🤍🤍
@s0satierolle616
@s0satierolle616 3 жыл бұрын
"What happened to my happy little girl?" -You killed her...
@danicflores3650
@danicflores3650 2 жыл бұрын
copied, but you're right. parents don't understand what we're going through, even if they say that they're older than us. trust me, i get that excuse from my parents a lot when we have long chats abt things like this. but dw. whoever you are, stranger, i love you so so so so much and i hope things get better. good luck, people
@macarrons7288
@macarrons7288 2 жыл бұрын
My mom and me be like:
@Kyechai
@Kyechai 2 жыл бұрын
Yea, if my parents only cared about they’re ‘happy little girl’
@888djungleskog
@888djungleskog 2 жыл бұрын
why do parents always say this? i want to know where she is too mom. i don’t want to be like this. your happy little girl was killed when you took her away from everything she knew and loved and landed her in a random place where she got thrown around and moved so much that i feel like everyone i ever meet will leave at one point or another wether it be tonight or in a month.
@leslieguzman9264
@leslieguzman9264 2 жыл бұрын
sorra
@zayd1nmitchell760
@zayd1nmitchell760 2 жыл бұрын
its crazy how people on the internet understand me more than my parents. i just dont wanna be here anymore. ily guys
@hannahpebley
@hannahpebley 2 жыл бұрын
You can do this, I believe in you! I love you!
@Moodybtcx
@Moodybtcx 2 жыл бұрын
I’m so proud of you for holding on
@weirdartist1881
@weirdartist1881 2 жыл бұрын
I totally get it. Ur not alone
@lillylix4301
@lillylix4301 2 жыл бұрын
I understand your feelings life can be really though and frustrating but maby something good is going to happen some day or maby not but you can‘t know that if you go away pls don‘t let this be your only way out, talk to somebody and pls stay strong ily
@Allunene
@Allunene 2 жыл бұрын
its so weird how I finally have somewhere I can go and people will understand, I don't think I deserve this...
@Summabumma3
@Summabumma3 Жыл бұрын
literally me crying rn cause I kept all my emotions in thinking I was just trying to be trendy acting sad but really.. I broke down thinking about everything.. everyone.. anything.. I can’t keep it in anymore I hope my sadness will lift away after I let this all out but anyways thank you for listening. And understanding everything. Have a wonderful day everyone.❤️
@This_is_not_here
@This_is_not_here 27 күн бұрын
Whoever is reading this, keep crying. It's ok to let it all out. It might seem that you are not loved, important, or appreciated, just remember that even complete strangers like the ones that are in the comments, are praying for whatever bad that is in your life goes away and that you ARE loved, important, and appreciated. Here's another "I love you."
@n0t._.e1ijah90
@n0t._.e1ijah90 Жыл бұрын
A dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worthy enough. I hope you know that you only need yourself to be happy, I know society built up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy life. But in fact, that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way. I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, and I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such a beautiful heart as yours, so why to let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this then please never forget to breathe and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hugs like it's your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong and still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside and out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUG YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you through my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s a night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s a day for you, don’t start it with such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such a mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning, and so on. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s an evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course, you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self-care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not a weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone ask you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they are :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- Stormii Until tomorrow, my friend :)
@poltergeistxo
@poltergeistxo Жыл бұрын
best fking comment I've seen.
@yvonne639
@yvonne639 Жыл бұрын
i love you
@the_odd_alex4634
@the_odd_alex4634 Жыл бұрын
I only read half of it before I couldn't read it anymore. Currently crying and can bearly see idk how I'm write this
@chloerine9011
@chloerine9011 Жыл бұрын
that's so big i'm sobbing
@donnienguyen7475
@donnienguyen7475 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for the commemt. I really appreciate that. I really thank you for it 😊
@aimee-wk7pi
@aimee-wk7pi 2 жыл бұрын
"your such a bad person" "why do you talk like that its so cringe." "that's not even funny, stop laughing" "selfish" "that's rude." I literally almost died for you.
@yudyyirbystut3536
@yudyyirbystut3536 2 жыл бұрын
My friends tell me that a lot 🙂 I just get used to it
@valerianieves9084
@valerianieves9084 2 жыл бұрын
ugh i feel you but just remember who was they're for who and know that there are more people who will aprecciate you for who you are. Change can be scary but you will feel so much better.
@caka-cakez
@caka-cakez 2 жыл бұрын
@@yudyyirbystut3536 they tell me that and i am dramatic so i learned to hide everything
@batmanlng
@batmanlng 2 жыл бұрын
@@yudyyirbystut3536 ikr im 'dramatic'
@elianelevi8706
@elianelevi8706 2 жыл бұрын
that hit hard-
@screaming3222
@screaming3222 Жыл бұрын
currently sobbing at 12:33 am to this. i’m so done with the absurdity of life, it’s so tiring. it feels so good to cry after maintaining such a joyous attitude throughout the day. i’m so young and this feels absolutely corny and i know people are dealing with so much more then i am, but i’m just so so tired. once you face the realities of life, you realize its just a curse
@user-fl4pl5nz2n
@user-fl4pl5nz2n 7 ай бұрын
I don't know what's wrong with me. I wanted to cry for a long time, and this playlist was enough to make me cry. I still feel like a prisoner of my problems and emotions, but in a way I have released some of the emotional burden.
@thebarbiechannel08
@thebarbiechannel08 2 жыл бұрын
I've cried so many times I've gotten to the point where I can't even shed one tear its like all my emotions and feelings are just stuck and I can't them out
@lima0998
@lima0998 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah, just the same thing. Now i just cry when I'm really at my limit, just like that, I break down in tears and let all my pain out, even for a little while.
@nyx7322
@nyx7322 2 жыл бұрын
i cant cry. seriously- if someone were to hit me i wouldnt cry, i even went to go get surgery and didnt cry getting 3 numbing shots (the doctors said even adul males cry when getting the numbing)
@typically-tasha
@typically-tasha 2 жыл бұрын
I bottle up everything and today my bottle that contained all this emotions broke and I really don't want to cry ☺︎︎
@gabrielmazza5456
@gabrielmazza5456 2 жыл бұрын
Its been like that for me for years now I haven’t been able to cry and i have so much built up 🙂
@koenwitte2309
@koenwitte2309 2 жыл бұрын
@@gabrielmazza5456 Have the same thing. I just want to cry to feel human again or something like that.
@tati6498
@tati6498 3 жыл бұрын
this playlist sums up how i feel most of the time when I just say "I'm tired", but in music ver.
@iheartu8454
@iheartu8454 3 жыл бұрын
i hope you’re doing okay, love!
@tati6498
@tati6498 3 жыл бұрын
@@iheartu8454thank you, how are you?
@iheartu8454
@iheartu8454 3 жыл бұрын
@@tati6498 I’m okay(:
@kyleigh1095
@kyleigh1095 3 жыл бұрын
bailey if u see thai i literally just did this hah L
@sophi_kjjkj6270
@sophi_kjjkj6270 3 жыл бұрын
slk cade brasil
@emms_2.
@emms_2. 2 ай бұрын
The feeling of wanting to cry but you cant because youre too physically drained is horrible
@emminion2959
@emminion2959 3 ай бұрын
I just need an hug... Its all i need in this moment
@hilol133
@hilol133 2 жыл бұрын
i miss when i wouldn’t cry daily, now it’s literally uncontrollable. i have put myself in a deep hole that i cant get out of. it’s all my fault.
@user-ec4bi2jp8q
@user-ec4bi2jp8q 2 жыл бұрын
are you okay? Stay! I'm with you! I feel really bad too, but if you need to, we can talk. honestly.
@angelinadudko6719
@angelinadudko6719 2 жыл бұрын
Hey,hope u are doing better! It’s not your fault at all,sometimes we can’t get out ourselves and it’s totally okay,don’t even think of blaming yourself anymore!
@Browhat241
@Browhat241 2 жыл бұрын
No it’s not your fault It the worlds fault
@yourlocalfatrat_
@yourlocalfatrat_ 2 жыл бұрын
Even if it's your fault. You need to find a way out. You can't let such problems hold you back from enjoying your life. Please take care of yourself and others around you. I love you and I care for you. I hope your life is only filled with happiness and joy
@kyleebuckman3155
@kyleebuckman3155 2 жыл бұрын
it's not your fault my dear, some times sadness comes at the worst times
@majalipska4003
@majalipska4003 3 жыл бұрын
Imgaine being normal. I mean, not feeling this sadness, anger, anxiety or anything what you fell now. Imgaine, if all the bad things didin't happen. Just wake up happy for no reason
@fluffybunny8004
@fluffybunny8004 3 жыл бұрын
I feel the same way. But what I like to think is that being normal is the worst thing along with being perfect. Because there is no such thing as being normal or being perfect. Everyone has feelings and everyone has their own flaws. But that is what makes us unique. I am so sorry you feel so sad. Please keep pushing forward for the people who care about you. You don't even have to do do it for other people. If you want you can just keep going for yourself. I hope this made you feel better. I am sorry if I offended you in any way. I hope you have a great day or night. 💟
@vrinda6223
@vrinda6223 3 жыл бұрын
I remember when I used to be like that. I would give so much to be like that again.
@majalipska4003
@majalipska4003 3 жыл бұрын
@@fluffybunny8004 You're right. You can't be perfect or normall. The only option is to be youreself and go forward. Step by step.
@naslyhermoxaok
@naslyhermoxaok 3 жыл бұрын
I wish
@asdfghjkl_-wo8uz
@asdfghjkl_-wo8uz 3 жыл бұрын
Our problems are what make up human and normal tho
@Ambar_Gorillaz-Blink
@Ambar_Gorillaz-Blink 2 ай бұрын
why I'm here..? my parents "love me". They want to see me "happy." They support me in "everything." I can have many "friends". but... why am I sad...?
@iL0vetu
@iL0vetu Ай бұрын
I loved how we were happier as kids but I can’t feel that happiness when I was a kid anymore
@annyluna8958
@annyluna8958 3 жыл бұрын
I just wanna go back to my old self, i used to be so shining and now i don't even wanna wake up anymore
@C0AST3R_GH0ST
@C0AST3R_GH0ST 2 жыл бұрын
We all did. I miss the 6 year old me. In January, before the thoughts, the trauma.
@liammeerza6858
@liammeerza6858 2 жыл бұрын
I get that I don’t even have anything to wake up for anymore I just do I’m not suicidal anymore I’m just living if you know what I mean
@hanaaprrr4401
@hanaaprrr4401 2 жыл бұрын
Same i miss my old self, i was so happy and everything seemed fine now im 18 filled with a lot of bad memories that torture me all the time and my mind is broken i have anxiety all the time and depression and have had lots of panic attacks only at my 12 age and although im better but they're still there and also i dont have money which makes me really feel useless im so tired of everything , myself , this painful life that never ends... I just want some peace and happiness but i never get them. The only thing that im happy abt right now is Autumn that has arrived and i feel really weird and good in this season like im living all my good memories... I wish this suffering and sadness ends one day and all of us teenagers be happy and feel safe
@BagelMan69
@BagelMan69 2 жыл бұрын
I'm sure that who you are now is still a good person and if nobody has said this today you are cared for and loved for
@thatinsanehenry_3447
@thatinsanehenry_3447 3 жыл бұрын
Beach House - Space song 0:00 Surf Curse - Freaks 5:16 Lord Huron - The night we met 7:39 Cavetown - This is home 10:50 Matt Maltese - As the world caves in 14:35 didnt see anyone else post times so thought i would
@sxcyc.4906
@sxcyc.4906 3 жыл бұрын
the second one is wrong the actual title is freaks by surf curse
@thatinsanehenry_3447
@thatinsanehenry_3447 3 жыл бұрын
@@sxcyc.4906 my bad, thanks
@brocolilynx.1697
@brocolilynx.1697 3 жыл бұрын
Gracias
@hannx
@hannx 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you~
@ae-chanpark3411
@ae-chanpark3411 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you !
@Ya-girl-edits.
@Ya-girl-edits. 2 ай бұрын
It's sad that people see the outside of teens and can't see what we are going through. People only see us as spoiled brats that don't care about anyone and have no emotions. But teens don't show it, it hurts that we think nobody understands and you can't talk to anyone. But all teens are going through something awful we just don't talk about it. So, if you're a parent of a teen, make sure they Ok. You may think they are ok by their actions, but make sure. we won't show it Especially to parents. Please make sure they won't hurt themselves...
@urfavmar101
@urfavmar101 Жыл бұрын
I send a lot of hugs and support for all the people who is having a hard time, I really hope you get better 💙
@nadja9197
@nadja9197 2 жыл бұрын
Words cant explain how exhausting i feel every day and how much i miss my old self
@samanthajacobb
@samanthajacobb 2 жыл бұрын
i agree so much
@kaidenn6231
@kaidenn6231 2 жыл бұрын
i just want to end it all itd be so much easier that way
@kaidenn6231
@kaidenn6231 2 жыл бұрын
no treatment is ever going to heal the pain ive had for so many years its never foing to stop i just want to die already
@MRLIMELOVER
@MRLIMELOVER 2 жыл бұрын
I miss my old self but at the same time I like my new self
@Cosiavalos
@Cosiavalos 2 жыл бұрын
I miss my old self so much, specially because, no one seems to want my new self. I always feel like i'm either too much or not enough.
@baguette3025
@baguette3025 3 жыл бұрын
Not me sobbing over piled up stress and trauma at midnight, then going back to be an emotionally closed off person at morning
@caimar3672
@caimar3672 3 жыл бұрын
this. i hope you're doing okay, though. it'll get better i swear. im really proud of you, keep fighting. you're doing fucking amazing. don't forget to eat and drink lots of water.
@idk-ps3um
@idk-ps3um 3 жыл бұрын
bestie i'm here or you if you someone to vent to about problems anonymously @cupid_paimon on insta
@mikotheraskum2014
@mikotheraskum2014 2 жыл бұрын
Same
@kai_does_stuff8927
@kai_does_stuff8927 19 сағат бұрын
To every stranger crying your soul out I understand you. You comfort others with the words you want to hear. It hurts, i know it does. You’re tired, i know you are. This will probably not be the first time you come here. Or the second, or the third. Just wanted to tell you that I care about you and I’m really proud you. Everyday, you struggle and hurt and want to cry your throat out. It hurts, you want to numb the pain. But I’m proud of you, because if you’re still reading, you’re alive. I’m proud you’ve kept fighting, I’m proud that you’re here, day after day. I hope whatever your going through gets better, i hope your life starts shining a bit more. Even if you don’t have anyone, you have me. Cry all you want, cry until you can’t, cry until you fall asleep, cry until your eyes are red. Cry all you want because i’ll be here for you. You’re worth it, you matter and you deserve to be loved. You deserve to be happy. I know how losing someone feels, It feels as if you have lost a part of your soul. I know depression and anxiety feel, how you feel nothing is worth it. I know how you feel, tired. So tired. But keep going, please keep going for me. I don’t care if it’s selfish, i’m just a stranger on the internet after all. But keep going, for me. Keep living for me, keep fighting for me, keep trying to smile for me, keep trying to change the world for me, keep taking care of yourself for me. I’m sorry this isn’t as long as the other comments offering support, they are a lot better as well. But keep going for me. I’m really proud of you and I’m happy you’re still here, because even If no one cares, i do. Thank you for fighting, thank you for giving me strength to continue fighting as well. You’re trying your best and I’m proud of you for that. Thank you for being there for me, even if it’s for just a night -someone who understands
@ThatRandomPerson00.1
@ThatRandomPerson00.1 12 сағат бұрын
Tysm for this.. I was thinking of su!c!de bc I was feeling really overwhelmed and sad and also lonely for some reason and this made me cry tysm... ❤😞❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
@ms.ashlwqy
@ms.ashlwqy Ай бұрын
they dont even care whether i there's food left for me, whenever I don't eat because there's no food left i will still get scolded. it's like a cycle that will happen every day and the only thing i feel like i have to do is like memorise what time it will happen. like i swear, ive been trying my best yet im still never right
@someone_mature1057
@someone_mature1057 Ай бұрын
Have a convo with them about why there is no food. If they care so much to scold then they should care about making sure u eat. Make sure ur eating with them as well
@thegilecks4295
@thegilecks4295 3 жыл бұрын
since i didn’t see any already, i made some timestamps// 0:00 space song - beach house 5:16 freaks - surf curse(it’s messed up in the video) 7:41 the night we met - lord huron 10:51 this is home - cavetown 14:35 as the world caves in - matt maltese 18:23 freaks - surf curse(again)
@froggirl9950
@froggirl9950 2 жыл бұрын
The hero we need
@kamixx00
@kamixx00 2 жыл бұрын
Ty!
@madjadecat
@madjadecat 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks bro
@amerie7782
@amerie7782 2 жыл бұрын
more useful than my school
@itsjustme5176
@itsjustme5176 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you ❤
@ihatefishylol2599
@ihatefishylol2599 2 жыл бұрын
It's sad how we went from enjoying getting out of the house to rarely wanting to get out because of our social battery or our anxiety. We get promised that it'll get better even though that seems a lie. Thank you for listening. Love you.
@Bella-pd6wx
@Bella-pd6wx 2 жыл бұрын
Love you, too
@Hi-lh7yc
@Hi-lh7yc 2 жыл бұрын
💔❤️👊💪🤝
@chloe-dh8ii
@chloe-dh8ii 2 жыл бұрын
mhm
@transientlattice
@transientlattice 8 ай бұрын
I don’t know if this is a little messed up, probably not, but I feel a little better knowing I’m far from the only one in this generation feeling sad and alienated. If the things, the people, or even life as you know it has decayed and fallen before your eyes, I hope you stay. And I hope you keep going along side us drifters on this giant floating rock, knowing with certainty that life always returns after every extinction.
@aichaouali6368
@aichaouali6368 Жыл бұрын
people from the internet care about me more than anyone did before not even my family You made me feel a little bit better
@aubreymagalona4079
@aubreymagalona4079 3 жыл бұрын
Im litterly the disappointment in the family.. ty for this playlist it takes out the pain :)
@iheartu8454
@iheartu8454 3 жыл бұрын
don’t say that, I’m proud of you. I bet your family is too but they just don’t say it. I hope ur doing okay
@aubreymagalona4079
@aubreymagalona4079 3 жыл бұрын
@@iheartu8454 oh thank u! Im doing just fine!
@Masked.Darling.
@Masked.Darling. 3 жыл бұрын
Nooo don't say that if you're first family doesn't love you then we will love you no matter what wether your gay straight or a potato we all love you so don't say that your not a disappointment your just too unique for them! We will always be here for you no matter the cost! ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜🤎🖤🤍♈♉♊♋♌♍♎♏♐♑♒♓⛎
@Isabebelle
@Isabebelle 3 жыл бұрын
hey, wanna talk about this? i’m here if you need something
@madisonkline3327
@madisonkline3327 3 жыл бұрын
Ur not a disappointment :,(
@TheIntruderrrrrrr
@TheIntruderrrrrrr 2 жыл бұрын
When I talk to someone, i always feel like they doesn't care. They are just here, half listening to me until i finish or sometimes they doesn't even wait until i finish. That's sad.
@user-im5zp9pw2x
@user-im5zp9pw2x 2 жыл бұрын
I don't even have anyone to talk to, let alone anyone who actually wants to listen ^^ Loner forever I guess...
@y2kgabi
@y2kgabi 2 жыл бұрын
@@user-im5zp9pw2x hey do you have any social medias or anything like that ? i wanna be friends if that's okay with you, you seem so nice and im always here to listen if you ever need help :)
@user-im5zp9pw2x
@user-im5zp9pw2x 2 жыл бұрын
@@y2kgabi YES OF COURSE, Definitely! :) Discord?
@gutzz.69
@gutzz.69 2 жыл бұрын
Yk what my classmates do? They just nod roll they're eyes and talk to the other one
@TheIntruderrrrrrr
@TheIntruderrrrrrr 2 жыл бұрын
@@gutzz.69 Ow. That's sad. I'd cry if my classmates do this to me...
@mrunal9396
@mrunal9396 7 ай бұрын
Will i ever be enough to my parents? To my friends? To the person who loved me? It feels like i can't breath....thats hurting....thats really hurting...i just can't live anymore....but i believe everything is gonna be fine... atleast hope so
@merbeeduck9256
@merbeeduck9256 2 ай бұрын
My mom had a talk with me and told me, “Sometimes I wish you were scared of us still, but now we’re scared of you.” I’ve tried so hard to fix my life, to the point where I had to sometimes scream it- but didn’t realize I became the monster I was so scared to be. I’m numb. I have no one to turn to, but I don’t want to die because I’ve worked so hard to get this far and I don’t want my family (mostly my dog) to be sad. I’m not happy at all. I’m really not. I barely have people I consider friends even though I’m surrounded by them, and I’m so high maintenance. I have ADHD, major anxiety, and just in general a tempered attitude. She didn’t even shout at me…she was disappointed. And I, am also disappointed in myself. My final exams are tmmrw, I didn’t study, I didn’t do anything this year. I feel so much like a burden, and just imagine having a friend group I can hang out with, wear the same outfits with, take pictures with, go karaoke with, just any friends stuff friends do.
@MKHarmonia
@MKHarmonia 18 күн бұрын
How are you? Hope you are doing a little bit better now.
@rheianhibaya4982
@rheianhibaya4982 2 жыл бұрын
I hate being the therapist friend, the one who always listens but somehow always gets ignored. I miss my home. I want to be my old self, I was so happy. Nothing i do is good enough for anyone, so why do I even try? I'll always be the second choice, no matter how hard i work or try. I just want it all to be over My soul seriously hurts Edit You guys are so sweet😭😭 I didn't think anyone would notice my comment😫
@kageyama-kunismilky-chan1661
@kageyama-kunismilky-chan1661 2 жыл бұрын
Hi stranger, ilysm,you just said, something I couldn't explain the feelings,tysmmmm and ilysmmm❤️❤️💖💖😭😭😭
@hughcuthbert6327
@hughcuthbert6327 2 жыл бұрын
Go outside and stop feeling sorry for yourself maybe you will feel better
@mountain9310
@mountain9310 2 жыл бұрын
Hey, do you need to talk?
@articknickvideos
@articknickvideos 2 жыл бұрын
Hey bro, you're awesome, there's no reason to think what went wrong, it's just life's things, sometimes it's hard, very hard and it's difficult to keep until the end but in the way to your happy place you'll meet people that loves you and take care of you, like us, we don't even know you but we felt from the bottom of our hearts the feeling and desire to express our congrats to you
@rheianhibaya4982
@rheianhibaya4982 2 жыл бұрын
@@articknickvideos you are so sweet, thank you so much☺ im literally tearing up, this is the nicest thing I've heard anyone say to me. I hope you find the happiness you deserve and I hope you are surrounded by good people
@_Emma_Does_Stuff077
@_Emma_Does_Stuff077 3 жыл бұрын
I’m the silly, loud, goofy, and funny girl in the group when I’m with my friends (and that is partly who I am) but when I’m by myself I feel so alone, and I think about stuff really deeply. And nobody sees the real me who sometimes struggles with anxiety, depression, and invasive thoughts. I’ve been able to ask people I trust for help and it’s been working but still it’s hard because when I’m crying at 2AM I feel so…..alone.
@sassygirl5575
@sassygirl5575 2 жыл бұрын
I know how you feel and I’m in the same position. I remember being with my friends and they told me that they were friends with me because I was just funny... nothing more. That hurt me so much and that’s when I started to express myself more. Someone that’s not always a funny person but can be one. I‘m sure there will be a day when you know longer feel that pain of being alone. It will come haunt you time to time, but remember you are loved! I’m sure you can power through and remember that everyday, you are loved! I hope this helps in a way, I’m not too good at helping people with this but since I relate to this a lot, I thought I share my experience and thoughts. I hope you feel better
@_Emma_Does_Stuff077
@_Emma_Does_Stuff077 2 жыл бұрын
@@sassygirl5575 aww thanks, for me it’s similar in that sometimes I don’t feel like I can share my struggles. Like they are good friends but it feels like we have to be goofy and have a good time and it would be weird if we started getting more personal in the moment. Like I’m the girl that’s always telling people to let me know if they need to talk to someone about any problems, but none really does so I feel like I can’t. But your experience did help me feel better so thanks!
@mitsurikanroji3275
@mitsurikanroji3275 2 жыл бұрын
No ur not alone ur never alone ik you feel like you are but u got us on your back we all have bad days, depressing days but remember we can do it theres always something good heading our ways! But it is ok to be sad sometimes we rlly have to cry it dont hold your tears^^
@elianelevi8706
@elianelevi8706 2 жыл бұрын
I sometimes feel the same way and its very painful because I keep this feeling all to myself until I arrive home and brake down in the bathroom or in my room.
@user-bc3lf6qp8s
@user-bc3lf6qp8s 2 жыл бұрын
I feel the same I'm a sagittarius btw people are always saying I'm such a social at heart and am always tough when it comes to tough things in life but no one has ever really asked to open up about things and when I'm by myself I usually am crying out my eyes or sumthin
@addie38
@addie38 3 жыл бұрын
Me crying to to this playlist: The ad: HONEY IS A FREE BROWSER EXTENSION-
@iheartu8454
@iheartu8454 3 жыл бұрын
I have ads?
@Kawaiikittyfart
@Kawaiikittyfart 3 жыл бұрын
@@iheartu8454 yea u do
@enimrozinska9787
@enimrozinska9787 3 жыл бұрын
IT HAPPEND TO ME BUT WITH THE OPERA GX IS A FREE EXTENSION OR SOME SHIT-
@iamnothappy58
@iamnothappy58 3 жыл бұрын
WRITING'S NOT EASY. THAT'S WHY GRAMMARLY CAN HELP. THIS SENTENCE IS GRAMMATICALLY CORRECT, BUT IT'S WORDY, AND HARD TO READ-
@lilcacathatcantcomeout6583
@lilcacathatcantcomeout6583 3 жыл бұрын
@@iamnothappy58 Ok
@ALIENrbx
@ALIENrbx Жыл бұрын
thanks guys i needed this i jus feel stuck like i dont know what to do anymore and im trying my hardest to make it better but i cant. thanks so much for this.
@thana203
@thana203 8 ай бұрын
This is the best comment section ever, I just got out of of my first long term relationship and it’s terrible and reading these are the happiest ive been all day❤
@rachelgreenenthusiast
@rachelgreenenthusiast 8 ай бұрын
you’re doing great❤
@dxrk_rxign
@dxrk_rxign 2 жыл бұрын
Today I lost my baby sister. My mother miscarried her - even after about 30 weeks into the pregnancy. Everything was going so well. We thought this was really gonna be it, after so many miscarriages. I was so excited to be a big brother. I told myself I’d teach her about astronomy, art stuff, etc. Things I knew. And I would teach her too, to follow her heart. I’m trans, and my parents don’t like it, and they won’t like learning that I’m gay as well. But I’ve learned to follow my heart. I would have taught her that too, and that if she was something other than straight, cis, etc., that she was accepted, at least, by me. That I would always be there, even if she ended up hating me. That I would always be her big brother. I was so excited to finally have a sibling, even if we were 16 years apart in age, even if when she’s my age I’ll be 32 years old. I’d always be there. I planned on teaching her so much and simply being there. It was devastating when I heard that we’d lost her. I got pulled from school and went home, and cried on call with my boyfriend, as he tried to comfort me, and as I tore myself apart over it, because I had so much hope and excitement, and so many plans. And then it all got taken away in just a few moments. Now, as I write this at 3:34 in the morning, while painting a memorial piece for my sister, I’m feeling like crying again. But now it’s giving me hope. No matter how much my parents doubt me, say I can’t do something, I’m going to. Not for them, not for me. But for her. I can still be the big brother she would have been proud of when she reached my age. I can still succeed. I won’t give up. I will fight through my mental issues and my parents, and the doubters. She will always be remembered and close to my heart. I never got to meet her, I never got to see her grow up, and she never got a chance at life. But she will always be remembered. Fly high, Freya. 💕 Your big brother is gonna do some pretty cool things for you. I promise. Edit: I can’t reply to every comment because there’s so many but thank you all so much for the support!! You’re all amazing and so kind. Keep being that way! :) Edit 2: You guys are simply amazing. The amount of people giving me support and love is astounding, you’re all such great human beings 💕 I want to say that some aspects of my life have gotten worse, most of it being my home life. I talk to Freya sometimes (don’t come for me), and tell her about it. Her ashes sit in an urn atop our fireplace. I’m thinking about doing something else to remember her. Thank you all, I hope you all stay the way you are, we need more people like you in this world 💕 Thank you so much, and if you’ve commented here about a loss, I am so sorry for that. I hope it gets better for you all. Thank you. Edit 3: It has been one full year. I still miss her. Well I mean of course I do. It’s been hard. Very hard. But I know she’s watching over me. My parents may be coming around, and I’m still with my boyfriend. My mental health is declining slowly but I keep going every day. I keep telling myself that I can do this. Because I can. She’s got my back, I can tell she won’t let me fail. I miss you Freya. I hope you’re okay. I’m doing cool stuff for you, like I drive now. I have a license, and Mom’s let me borrow her car. You’d love this car, I bet…I hope you know I love you and miss you very much. 💕
@kylahroberson4209
@kylahroberson4209 2 жыл бұрын
You are amazing!! Reading this made me cry so hard, like I’m talking ugly cry, I lost two brothers to miscarriage and it sucks it does they would of been older than me but I would of loved them so much. I’m so proud of you for being brave enough to come out even if the reaction wasn’t what you would prefer. You are so strong
@dxrk_rxign
@dxrk_rxign 2 жыл бұрын
@@kylahroberson4209 Aw, thank you so much! And I’m sorry for your losses, my condolences. I’m sure you would have been an amazing sibling :) Honestly though, this comment made me smile. It’s been a few months since this happened but it still makes me really sad thinking about it. But I look forward to the future, whatever it holds. I hope that my parents will come to accept me as their son with a boyfriend, but even if it doesn’t happen I’ll still believe in the other people who love me. Anyway though, thank you! And I hope things will get better for you
@io7844
@io7844 2 жыл бұрын
I hope your doing ok ❤️‍🩹
@pls_lemme_sleep
@pls_lemme_sleep 2 жыл бұрын
I’m very sorry for your loss. I also felt like how you feel when I lost my grandmother. She was the only person who ever supported me and she accepted that I was lesbian and non-binary, but let me tell you that things do get better
@dxrk_rxign
@dxrk_rxign 2 жыл бұрын
@@pls_lemme_sleep The only person in my life that supports me being trans/gay is my boyfriend who is the same way. My entire family is super right wing and Christian, so yeah. I’m sorry for your loss, too. It’s worse when it’s someone who supported you, especially if they might have been the only one
@cloudz5736
@cloudz5736 2 жыл бұрын
Is there anyone else here that is constantly comforting everyone else (even people that don’t need it) but really needs comforted themselves? Like I’m kinda sick of being strong and acting like I’m fine. I know I’m not. It’s really hard…
@sophiafantozzi
@sophiafantozzi 2 жыл бұрын
Hey, yeah it sucks. It really sucks. But you're doing great. I know it's hard, but seriously you're doing so amazingly well! It's all going to be ok.. I promise. Hang in there, you're doing so so well. Things will get better. Try to take a little time for yourself, do things you enjoy and that make you happy. Try journaling/writing a diary. Literally just buy a notebook, and just write absolutely everything out. It really helps, especially when you don't feel as if there's anyone you can truly talk to. YOU'RE SUCH AN AMAZING PERSON IM SO PROUD OF YOU INTERNET STRANGER
@shashaling2123
@shashaling2123 2 жыл бұрын
I love you
@lx_9696
@lx_9696 2 жыл бұрын
You got me on point
@Vicky-hx1ki
@Vicky-hx1ki 2 жыл бұрын
If you want to talk we can talk. I won't lie and say I understand fully abt what's going on with you, because I don't know. But I will listen and offer advice if you want it.... *virtual hugs*
@samanthadiomeda6236
@samanthadiomeda6236 2 жыл бұрын
Ye I do it and I help my friends but sometimes I tell them to help me because I told my friend that I might kms but he encouraged me to keep going so that I can accomplish my goals and to follow my dreams
@1Skyt08
@1Skyt08 Ай бұрын
I don't have a door, so I cant cry even in my own room. Every night I sneak into the bathroom and just cry. For hours every night, I sit there on the ground, and cry. I know people have worse lives than I do, and i dont think i deserve to be able to live how I do. I should just feel grateful with what I have, and yet everyone around me doesn't seem to truely understand what I feel everyday.
@Girl_from_nowhere29
@Girl_from_nowhere29 7 ай бұрын
To the person who is reading this just know to stay strong we will get through this together ♥︎
@alpacarevolution2114
@alpacarevolution2114 2 жыл бұрын
I've been dealing with depression since I was 12. I turn 21 in 2 months. It's so exhausting. I feel like I haven't had someone in my corner for most of that time. I know I've survived all of the days where all I wanted was to disappear, so I still hold on. I cry it all out at night when no one can hear me, and I go back to being emotionally repressed in the morning.
@caka-cakez
@caka-cakez 2 жыл бұрын
i'm so sorry i don't know what you are going through but i hope you will get through it and it will be okay i'm here if you wanna talk drink some water eat something because ur special to me🙁❤️
@martinafabiano6943
@martinafabiano6943 2 жыл бұрын
i am so sorry you're gonna find happiness, don't worrry. Better things are always coming
@baker4604
@baker4604 2 жыл бұрын
Felt this one I’m about to turn 24 and it’s been too long like this
@gigs3762
@gigs3762 2 жыл бұрын
although im so much younger than u, i just wanted to say, i luv u keep fighting on, u will get there one day
@nikagrbesic9682
@nikagrbesic9682 2 жыл бұрын
im so sorry for you! u r a survivor and we are proud of u! ❤️
@niq.ki72
@niq.ki72 3 жыл бұрын
Like when you assume that you are the disappointment of the family,this playlist is perfect.
@jopyy.26
@jopyy.26 3 жыл бұрын
(っ^_^)っ you're not alone man :(
@sad_anime_simp1650
@sad_anime_simp1650 3 жыл бұрын
The only thing is I don’t assume, I know I am ;-;
@evelindenisee
@evelindenisee 3 жыл бұрын
@@sad_anime_simp1650 hey i have no clue what your relationship with your family is but im sure that they're not disappointed in you
@sad_anime_simp1650
@sad_anime_simp1650 3 жыл бұрын
@@evelindenisee Sure! Let’s believe that! But thank you!😊❤️
@daniellaV..
@daniellaV.. 3 жыл бұрын
I know I am. My brothers have said it. My mom has said I'm lazy and do nothing. I don't have anyone to talk to because my friends are never serious about it.
@FNTherapist
@FNTherapist Ай бұрын
(Warning this is kind of a vent) My previous relationship was going down hill. She was talking to me less and less and I naturally was getting scared. At the time she was everything to me. (Yes I know that sounds cringe.) But one day we are on the bus to school and I work up the courage to ask, “why haven’t you been saying “I love you” back?” We said that a lot when we were together. She responded with I don’t know and left it that. When we got to school and went to our separate classes I told her cya later and she said I love you as she left. I was so happy. I had a smile on my face the entire day after that. Until we were on the bus home. I asked her why she said I love you then and not all those other times. She said she felt bad for me. She felt bad for not saying it back. Essentially meaning when she said it back she didn’t mean it back. She even knew. That one of my worst fears, is never being enough for someone. Never truly feeling loved or wanted. Yet she still decided to do that instead of giving it to me straight. That probably hurt more than the actual break up that followed about a week later.
@rosieluvzyoux
@rosieluvzyoux 7 ай бұрын
Your skin isnt paper, dont cut it. Your neck isnt a coat, dont hang it. Your body isnt a book, dont judge it. Your life isnt a movie. Dont end it. I love you so much please don't kill yourself because if you do everyone will cry and miss you because your the person that made this world a better place. We love you so much You got this! Stand strong we love you alot❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@Tenzin_cchoenyi
@Tenzin_cchoenyi 3 жыл бұрын
"I feel like I don't exist mentally. Everybody is busy dealing and living their lives and I'm stuck here and I don't have anybody to talk to what I emotionally go through and I keep it all inside. Feelings sure do hit hard at night when u are listening to deep sad musics and u start breaking down."
@EdgarValdenIDV
@EdgarValdenIDV 2 жыл бұрын
*hug* i'll be your friend.
@firulais3065
@firulais3065 2 жыл бұрын
Maybe i will sound generic but, for me its true, and its sad and really painful to have al the things you experience inside even if its good or bad they just accumulate more and more and more till the slightest thing could make you cry inside or cause horrible toughts, try your hardest to dont let that "small" snowball consume you because when you less expect it and look "behind" its now gigantic and it just rips you apart mentally always express your feelings (srry if my english is bad :p) really hope that everything goes well to everyone And dont convince yourself these types of things are normal or even "not that bad"
@justsimar
@justsimar 2 жыл бұрын
@@musicdiva5860 im good when it comes to helping people dealing with that stuff so if you ever need help be my company
@doroti0912
@doroti0912 2 жыл бұрын
I love how everyone says "i hope you're all okay" its just makes my heart warm up :,) Love u guys so much
@Fart423
@Fart423 2 жыл бұрын
I hope you are fine and happy...may god give you strength to fight with your problems...and trust me you are doing amazing😊i am proud of you
@angelizi
@angelizi 2 жыл бұрын
@@Fart423 that Im proud of you just made me cry
@kakijelek2044
@kakijelek2044 5 ай бұрын
I farted
@harleighdemchak5378
@harleighdemchak5378 3 ай бұрын
the urge to cry my heart out till it never beats again,,
@Sypirias
@Sypirias Жыл бұрын
I don’t understand why I cry at night. I do it almost every night. I could’ve had the best day, and then go to bed with tears rolling down my face. And it’s always about how someday it’ll just be me and it’ll all end. There’s no good reason to even think that; but I can’t get it out of my head. Someday I’ll be old and lonely, looking back at the memories of when I was younger. I’m not even that old but I’m sobbing way too much at night thinking about when I was little. How I was happier, and had amazing moments with my parents and relatives. Now I don’t see my relatives as much anymore. It’s just my mom, brother, grandma and me. I live far away from my dad now. I can still talk to him and see him, but it doesn’t feel the same. I miss when I was happy with him, and had a blast anytime we went places. It was so much fun. I miss it. So much. Now all I can do at night is cry to music. And for what reason? It feels good. It feels horrible to keep it inside me during the day, telling my parents I’m fine and have nothing to worry about. But now I have to cry to the point of lightheadedness as quietly as I can to not wake anybody up. All for things that have already happened and things that probably won’t happen. I don’t know what to tell anyone now.
@jiaquu
@jiaquu 2 жыл бұрын
this is more than just a yt video. it is a beautiful, sacred place where lonely depressed teenagers meet and rant and talk and spread happiness. it is a place where there are finally people who understand. I am forever grateful to everyone here.
@yokoneedsmoney
@yokoneedsmoney 3 жыл бұрын
so tired of life, i really wish to escape from school.
@iheartu8454
@iheartu8454 3 жыл бұрын
is it not summer for you? It will eventually end, you can get through this, love!
@rox5614
@rox5614 3 жыл бұрын
I wish i was at school i hate summer i never go anywhere and i only have 2 friends im never able to see😞
@yokoneedsmoney
@yokoneedsmoney 3 жыл бұрын
@@iheartu8454 oh! not rlly, exams lol
@Craigmeowmeow
@Craigmeowmeow 3 жыл бұрын
You’ve got this, stay strong!
@h311ishot8
@h311ishot8 3 жыл бұрын
Doesn't everyone feel that at some point? We're all tired hun but staying strong is all we can rely on 🙂
@-Adeptus_Xiao-
@-Adeptus_Xiao- 10 ай бұрын
i searched for a playlist to stop crying but this works
@Aldc_zoey
@Aldc_zoey 7 ай бұрын
It’s sad how when you go home it doesn’t feel like “home”.because of how much hurtful things you have been told it feels like you want to cry there.and you feel uncomfortable and you wonder where the place is you will feel happy smiling and comfortable.😢
@d.reiqrui5996
@d.reiqrui5996 2 жыл бұрын
ever feel like wanting to end it all but afraid of dying? ever feel like you're a bother to every single person you know? ever feel like you're worthless? ever feel like not doing enough? ever feel like you dont belong here? ever thought abt how "ur just faking it and there's more people that have it worse than me"? ever feel too scared to tell anyone your feelings because you think they'll find you dramatic? ever feel scared to tell anyone your feelings because you think you'll just add up to their problems? ever cried so hard you can't cry anymore? ever feel like we're all just a scared little kid hiding in an assumed "mature, confident and responsible" body?
@jelly_ghastain
@jelly_ghastain Жыл бұрын
I said yes to all these but I asked my friends about it and they all said everyone did so I never thought it was anything with me. There is one person who tells me it's not normal. But is it right?
@MewMenhera
@MewMenhera Жыл бұрын
Yes...so so often
@Aventurine_120
@Aventurine_120 Жыл бұрын
The fact that i thought all people are going through this but then realized theres people out there with perfect life and has never felt sadness
@Florpian
@Florpian 3 жыл бұрын
This is sad, we are all just kids having break downs to this, I wish things were better. We deserved better, half of us deserve and apology from our family. I'm sorry for everyone here.
@C0AST3R_GH0ST
@C0AST3R_GH0ST 2 жыл бұрын
Thanks, I needed to hear this
@Im_michulove
@Im_michulove 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you, I needed that
@oliviasmith6229
@oliviasmith6229 2 жыл бұрын
I think everyone needs an apology even if nothing happened
@TA-ef1wc
@TA-ef1wc 2 жыл бұрын
Im sorry for you too
@sweetvanillagf
@sweetvanillagf 2 жыл бұрын
It’s sad how we’ll never get those apologies :(
@Mexicanboarder
@Mexicanboarder 3 ай бұрын
guess who crying while feeling bad for my parents cause im not good enough at 2:53 am, yep that would be me.
@gabbri692
@gabbri692 3 ай бұрын
Real
@cindyy4301
@cindyy4301 2 жыл бұрын
i don’t like how a lot of us are going through stuff we can’t explain but i like how we can all help each other in the comments, knowing we’re stuck in this world but also knowing no one really understands us irl.
@luanaribeiro2736
@luanaribeiro2736 2 жыл бұрын
Yes I understand that it’s like online on these comments everyone relates to everything I’m going through but irl either people are havin the best time of their life ever or they pretend to understand. It’s just too bad everyone that really get it are one million miles away
@Vicky-hx1ki
@Vicky-hx1ki 2 жыл бұрын
These people aren't strangers... There people who understand and could be friends that we just haven't met face to face with yet
@cindyy4301
@cindyy4301 2 жыл бұрын
@@Vicky-hx1ki yess exactly.
@otakuuchiha6062
@otakuuchiha6062 2 жыл бұрын
i can explain it A long time ago I had a lot of money that I spent on material things since at that time I did not think well and I spent everything I had today I regret that because with what I had I could now buy something for 31k somewhere 😞
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