it's 3am and you're thinking about your life | a playlist

[@rinnssss]

sometimes we just need to rethink our life... | 00:00 - 02:08 | tilekid - you not the same | 02:08 - 05:46 | mathbonus - there is light in us | 05:46 - 07:40 | metahesh - i'm so cold | 07:40 - 08:23 | glxy - 3 am | 08:23 - 11:28 | bonjr- if it's real, then i'll stay | 11:28 - 14:09 | retro aesthetic boy - late night calls | 14:09 - 17:01 | metahesh - you're not alone | 17:01 - 19:41 | metahesh - i might be dead | 19:41 - 23:10 | mrkryl - something like this but not this | 23:10 - 26:20 | hisohkah - school rooftop // slowed down | 26:20 - 28:19 | sadistik - eden (instrumental) | 28:18 - 30:45 | metahesh - the end is the beginning | 30:45 - 35:32 | .diedlonely - avenoir | 35:32 - 38:33 | instupendo - comfort chain | 38:33 - 41:13 | open ocean - asleep I will be glad to read your comments and if you want you can write your ideas for new playlists. I hope you are ok ♡

[@alinavasylenko7626]

Just wanted to say that I think you’re a nice, sweet person and I wish you well

[@bimalak8.]

i’m so grateful to you, this playlist keeps me calm.

[@xdkankaxd5427]

please come back :(

[@Sweetlemonta]

😔thank you

[@gabrielamarins1204]

B😮li😮😊😮poop

[@Mechdop12]

It’s my birthday today, not sure if anyone else feels this way but it’s only on my birthday that I get this feeling. It’s just a depressing feeling unlike any other, it really envelops me and makes me feel absolutely awful. It’s supposed to be a special day, but this one is my first one away from family, and I’m starting to realize how much I miss them. Always let your loved ones know how much they mean to you, sometimes you don’t think about it until it’s too late.

[@Z-FishInMyBreakfast]

Birthdays are depressing to me bc I realize how fast time goes, and I’ll be an adult and then all will be harder Edit: now they are even worse since my mom died recently

[@migazumi]

My Birthday was Like 2 weeks ago Like its was a normal day nothing Special for years my Birthday was something Special but Not anymore i Hope you have a good life with good friends and all taht stuff

[@ygspeakz8989]

I’m 16 man I’ve been away from family 3 years already it’s hard sometimes but o well I feel you

[@yoneshabinns7331]

I can say the same i grow up it scares me how much time fly pass so fast. I'm not ready for responsibility and i don't think I'm really for the world... Sometimes i wonder why am I still here. 😔

[@rainbowbriight]

when it was my birthday i just felt kinda like it was a normal day, i honestly felt empty like nothing changed.

[@masondouglas43]

i hope my kids wont be sitting in a dark room in the middle of the night on a school night listing to this like i am rn

[@sophielily1]

Same

[@BrokenToken1]

feel you bro

[@rolexutzul]

real

[@fetuskicker99]

If I even live long enough to see those days I agree.

[@Niamhrl2gz]

I hope they do. I mean I hope they don't have to, but I hope they do if they need to. Because music can relieve stress, and I'd rather hope they can listen and cry instead of bundling up emotions or doing worse things.

[@Hitkendlofi]

Some days are better, some days are worse. Look for the blessing instead of the curse. Be positive, stay strong, and get enough rest. You can’t do it all, but you can do your best

[@freshoiled3493]

wise words.....also...always pray to the one true god to guide our soul to paradise

[@Hitkendlofi]

@@freshoiled3493 Sometimes you have to make a decision that will break your heart but will give peace to your soul.

[@freshoiled3493]

@@Hitkendlofi true~true~

[@PrettyLittleSoulEater]

Damn riddler is that u... Jk, thank you 💜 AND U TOO 💜💜💜

[@Hitkendlofi]

@@PrettyLittleSoulEater Staying positive doesn’t mean you have to be happy all the time. It means that even on hard days you know there are better days

[@5sive]

Today was my birthday, no one congratulated me, I’m from California, now I’m sitting at one in the morning, I’m even kind of sad, but this channel gives me hope and relaxation, thank you)

[@Jaib.16]

Happy late birthday. Sorry u had to go through that mate.

[@moonlight_haze]

happy belated bday! i hope your next bday goes better :(

[@internet_yes]

Hey im late 3 months but happy birthday man i hope youre doing well

[@alicewo88]

Happy late birthday, youre special trust me! 💙

[@Henrenten]

A little late… but happy birthday!

[@anushkashabu7150]

I'm also constantly lagging with my studies but it's my final year and now I have realized it deeply that my future is in my own hand and nobody gonna help me even if I begged someone to be there you'll have to learn to prioritize with your self be a director , producer of your own life , write your own script and even it can turn out both beautifully or pessimistic there a lot to do if you open your dream list and apply in your life there can't be happiness every time to cherish you sadness will be there hurtful moments will be there but you're a master of your own , your own true self and believe in yourself even if you think noone would do .. Be your own leader , one success is in your hands no-one could stop you and have a happy new year with loads of blessings ♡♡

[@umbrellainq6549]

people call me “weird” for liking these playlist. but they make me feel comforted. more comfort then people will give me. love this playlist. thank you darling

[@Boostd6_]

your fucking welcome big dawg!

[@sayuri6969]

I'd probably be called "emo" lol

[@9fan]

Same here

[@fridasnote]

@@sayuri6969 yeah fr plus I like kpop and I dress in grunge/fairycore/y2k so people would call me an emo baka 💀

[@erendidamendez1489]

SAME .

[@khloe.lynnnn]

these types of playlists hit hard when you're a teenager and you feel all the responsibilities hit you at one. stress and anxiety needs to be normalized because school is hard, and i constantly have something to turn in, something to work on, friendships to manage. it gets so stressful sometimes and i just wish i had an off switch in my brain to bring me some peace for a while. i hope anybody who's reading this has a great rest of their year, and remember to take care of yourself.

[@shanticabral]

Thank you. You just gave me a little more hope💕

[@khloe.lynnnn]

@@shanticabral of course :) glad to hear that

[@justchillin9763]

Thought that was stressful … man two kids one year older than the other . Oldest is 2 and image Just you and two kids you and two small minds

[@2formommy1]

Same here 🥺

[@leviStinton]

Read me like a book

[@slendah7255]

it all feels like a simulation and these type of songs makes me understand the secrets of the universe.

[@beembuu]

man i feel you, these voices keep screaming "get out" but i just couldnt pretend i dont hear them anymore. sometimes you have to face the fact that you are just a higher human being than others. and im so glad i found that out after i killed my dog in middle school. man, it felt so refreshing, sadly the body completely dissolved last summer and now i have no friend left, but this playlist slaps.

[@user-nb6zu3rk4f]

@@beembuu r/cursedcomments

[@electriclove5760]

@@beembuu why do you killed your dog tho ?

[@socutenessmina]

@@beembuu bro what the hell..? killed ur dog? whats wrong with you

[@kurwanko]

Guys, perhaps crack is not that healthy, please stop

[@rinnssss]

I don't know if someone will see this comment but I'm literally crying right know. If you only could know how much I love you. This channel is like a therapy for me. I'm so glad that it can help someone to relax and forget about problems. While reading comments here I understood how much I'm thankful for all of people who spent their time just to write a comment here. I'm so sorry I didn't post anything for a year but I want you to know that I read every single letter you wrote here. You all noticed, you're not alone. I'm going to make a new playlist this or next month. You don't have to subscribe or like it just write a one little comment and I'll be the happiest person ever. Your comments help me and thousands of other people. I can't even describe how much I love you all ♡

[@quertfsis1626]

💗

[@cambiodopo]

thank you, I love this playlist❤

[@eepyeeps]

This playlist is a light in the darkness

[@imaswq]

🥺❤️‍🩹

[@HoneyLemon-]

:]

[@gorillaball6021]

People who are reading I just wanna let you know I love you, even if you don't know who I am I wanna make sure you know who you are and why you were sent into this world of challenges and right now be strong out there in the world, don't let anybody criticize what you like to do

[@Leahslife44]

I love you too

[@sarahsaulnier8294]

I feel so alone but.. i think i have found a comfort in this feeling. As an artist i enjoy the feeling of my own space where no one could bother me and its just me with the control of my paint brush, that’s the only i focus on, not the loud car noises or when my anxiety acts up. It’s just me and i like that.

[@Wolfsta]

Art does the same for me 🙏🙏

[@sophielily1]

Same here, people are often in my way but when they're not i miss them lol, who am i!? 😲

[@Griesbach_Art_Yulia]

I feel with you. Art needs no words, no language, it is universal. I also often feel lost in this world and I am 30 years old. I have been drawing for a proud 21 years, as a self-taught artist. Never once needed an art school. Drawing gave me comfort so often in my youth. My two children (soon to be 10&9 years old) are the only ones who give me a reason to get up every day and the pain I've had for 17 years are my closest friends.

[@nickks]

i'm so afraid and worried about my grades and future, that i've been crying every single day, just asking why things are so difficult. tired of everything and no patience for nothing. sometimes we just need somewhere to rest, stay... with this playlist and these comments i feel more in peace and i can feel the same as all of you, here i am confortable, for at least some time, thank you! ♡

[@pinnacleofcomedy6306]

You don't need to worry. Nobody needs to worry. Worrying isn't a need. You don't need to worry to live. Things may be difficult. But you do not need to worry. For right now is just a part of a story that you will tell one day.

[@renana_reis3183]

I feel u, and hope it will get better for you. If you need to talk to someone I’m here. Hope you’ll have a great life man.

[@cashewking8645]

Same here, I'm now a junior, and adulthood is right around the corner, I'm scared I wish I could just freeze time and have all the time in the world to plan out everything so that I can stop being worried, but time doesn't stop for anyone unfortunately, we don't have all the time in the world so we have to act fast and figure it out soon. I'm trying so you can try too, well make it to the other side together you and me to our futures, and tackle whatever the world might throw at us, even though I'm not there by your side able to always support you I'll always be cheering you on, all I hope is you do the same for me. We get through this, through the pain and through the struggles there is light.

[@mariamolloy6014]

I thought I was the only one, I'm on 13 but in stressing sm about my future because I feel like I'm not gna be successful because I'm not smart enough, on top of that I dont even wanna be here anymore im so tired I just want a break from everything. I hope you're okay, you've got this. Sending u my love ❤

[@danielzahabi361]

@@mariamolloy6014 Don't let your intelligence define who you are as a person. Just by reading this I feel like you have a good heart and a good heart goes a long way. Bless you ❤️

[@coeurcorazon9949]

"No matter what happens, just write. For if you injure a novelist, she'll use her blood as ink. And if you touch her heart, she'll tell about you through the poetry laced into her works." That's my life motto.

[@kurwanko]

cool

[@Truiccc]

Dude. Holy shit. This hits hard... Is it possible I could use this?

[@coeurcorazon9949]

@@Truiccc :D yeah ofc!

[@Truiccc]

@@coeurcorazon9949 Sweet. Thank you. It really gave me the chills reading it. Really good quote. 👍

[@eqmz1071]

who made this quote?

[@Zikato]

I've lost so many people and this playlist just lets me realize it's natural and it'll be okay. I have so many issues that are up to me to fix. I want to be better but bad habits are just a damn curse

[@slerya4757]

I love this feeling. This calming, lonely feeling. The comments that show your loved and free and not alone. It’s like we’re all alone together, just being relaxed. My soul feels so at peace and happy when I’m with you all, thank you🌟

[@Wolfsta]

Its funny that u strangers on the internet understand u more than the people around you 😅

[@luckydodson3490]

A true story for everyone, with motivation. You sit here doing this, every day, even though you know you have to wake up in 2 hours. Go back to school, the very thing that's made it painful to do anything. The place that left you with trauma from how worthless you were made to feel by your bullies, and teachers, from the "friends" that turned out to be manipulators, and bullies, from the expectations of being "gifted." You are told you are smart there, but you look at your grades, 15 percent, because it became debilitating to do your work. Everyone called you lazy, but all you could do every night, staring at your homework was cry. Slowly you went from one F, now you have 3, 20 assignments you were supposed to do over break, and you knew you were gonna get another talk from your English teacher, but all you could do was maybe distract yourself with a game. You haven't even been doing the things you enjoy. You stopped making that game you really wanted to make. Now it's the end of Thanksgiving break, Sunday night, and your sitting in your bed at 2:17AM crying because you have a class in the morning where the teacher makes you feel worthless, telling you "you can do better than this" constantly, even though this is your breaking point, you just want to end it all. Atleast you know you are going to get to see your friends, the person you have a crush on, the teachers who make you feel like your worth something, the ones who love you, because even if you dont feel like it there's someone out there who loves you. You are going to get to see his goofy smile, and her beautiful eyes. Even though it hurts to even breath anymore, you still breath for them. Even through the pain of the day, the way everyones dissapointed in you, the rough talks knowing your gonna get your parents called again, failing your first test, the heart dropping feeling of having everyone look at you when the teacher says someone is in the single digits, and yet you still fight this, all in 8 hours, just to see them. It is all worth the fight, no pain, no gain. Stay strong out there

[@nuda_aduna]

"Even though it hurts to even breath anymore, you still breath for them." - love this sentence. Thank you, stay strong too

[@some_on-3]

:] its afully acouard to writte such a inspiring comment. BUt still ty for this beutyfull comment. Stay safe

[@Cherry3-rv9jn]

This should be pinned

[@starfishs]

It's exactly 3:25am. So many people call me attention seeker for listening to these but honestly they're so calming and calms me down whenever i feel like k1lling myself. Love these, keep going. It makes me feel as if I'm not alone in this world. Maybe I should boost my confidence and start going out more, smiling more and talking more. Maybe I should stop being embarrassed about everything I do. Maybe I should stop caring about what others thinks. My mind will automatically erase this tomorrow when I wake up because it does not want me to be happy but whatever, I should stop caring about my mind thinks.

[@dezaria222]

You are such a precious person ❤

[@starfishs]

@@dezaria222 thank you so much, I hope you're doing amazing and lately my life's been getting better

[@B1ngleB0mb]

You and everyone stuck in this world are not that different as they seem. We are all human. Feel emotions. And feel like they don’t want to keep going. But if there are never any bad things happening, how would we know if the good is… well… good?

[@starfishs]

@@B1ngleB0mb this actually made me rethink my life and ur right, thank u

[@renana_reis3183]

Sup man. just wanted to say your personality sounds so awesome, and u sound like a great person. And Yeah, I don’t think no no I know that this is the first comment I have ever been so relatable with. But for real. Now I at least know that there’s someone like me with those feelings. That’s all. Hope it will get better for u. And if you need someone to talk with I’m here for you. Hope you’ll have a great life❤️

[@nycbere]

im at school right now listening to this. no one deserves to feel like they cant go on with their life anymore or to feel so shitty about themselves. but god i cannot keep on doing this anymore. its getting tiring and im just exhausted of doing the same thing everyday. i dont know how much more i can take.

[@flamablegas6308]

I feel you brother, is what I recommend you do is spend a whole day just to rest. It doesn't matter what you do, you could sleep all day and night, or you can just wonder in your own thoughts. Maybe even forgetting about your electronics will help.

[@eromevig8120]

Pray to Allah.

[@minx5134]

i feel this so much. i'm sorry i can't do much more than offer my comfort and support, but always remember to take time for yourself to relax and get out those negative feelings.

[@slmmnyhachii]

@@eromevig8120 shut up

[@supravietuitoriblog547]

Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?

[@SDSerialDesignationN]

I always put this on when I go for a walk at 2:30 AM and it's just so relaxing.

[@sophielily1]

Be careful tho

[@SDSerialDesignationN]

@@sophielily1 i will dont worry i always have some form of self deffense with me.

[@sophielily1]

@@SDSerialDesignationN oh... Um... Anyways! Maybe you should just stay inside when it's dark outside... Cause you know some people out there are crazy

[@grace-nj9ev]

i wish i lived in a safe enough neighborhood to do this

[@sophielily1]

@@grace-nj9ev same...

[@zoohra9911]

Anyone reading this, I really really love you. And I am so proud you made it this far, the fact you kept pushing yourself to try harder, even just a little bit. Remember that there is always someone out there, who cares about you. I do, god does, and you should love yourself. Because you are so special, no one can replace you. Remember you only have one life, and one chance, so just do it. Go for it! Whatever is bugging you right now, whatever is making your life really miserable and tough to go through. Fight it, tell it that you are strong, and you can make it. Make me happy, and never give up on your hopes. Don’t be peer pressured to do something or BE something you don’t want to be. Because I believe that one day, you will get to be so happy. And rest, just rest. Remember that if you are going through bad struggles with your friends, family, or relationships, and anything else that might affect you negatively. Remember how I am here, people who liked this comment are with you. And you are with you, when you look up at the sky, try and feel me next to you. Feel me comforting you in some way, maybe hugs, maybe talking. Feel me beside you, and i will feel you beside me. A daily reminder to stay hydrated and healthy, take a shower if you have had a bad day. Maybe take a break, I understand, sometimes you are just to lazy and do not want to do anything. We all have these days, maybe you are late on a few assignments, maybe a bad day at work. Or maybe you are just tired and need to go in bed take your phone and scroll though tiktok or youtube for hours. Its okay, do nit feel bad about yourself, you can do this for as long as you want. But remember to sometime get up, and tell yourself, “Okay, now I need ti get myself together. I got this. Make myself proud. And love me.” Maybe its hard ti say it all in one bit, so take it slowly. One step to another. You know sometimes, I sit in bed listening to music, eyebags, no sleep, assignments due the next day, and I am fully drained. Maybe you relate, maybe you don’t. Right now I want to tell you about the feeling when you get yourself together again. Clean yourself, sleep, get some sleep, and rest, you need it. I know. Talk with your friend(s). Maybe family. Maybe you want to talk to yourself, thats also alright . Now be proud if yourself, to making it to the end of the comment. And giving yourself, just a little more hope, I really wish this did give you hope. To continue. I hear your wishes, and I pray that they will one day be true, in this life. I love you so much, dear reader💞!

[@user-fj7xf7qe4s]

спасибо💋

[@EmLennon-qf3wo]

[@hamdahamid9571]

thank u too much!! that helped me .

[@ayushsahu8966]

i wish i had someone. but unfortunatly im not a human being. im living an unworthy life

[@hamdahamid9571]

@@ayushsahu8966 if you want to talk about anything ill be listening. Everything will pass friend, and I hope you hear great news soon and feel loved bcz you deserve it!

[@devray3421]

When nights become better then days, that's when it becomes scary. When you start thinking about your life and how its all to much and you find yourself on the bathroom floor with the world moving slowly and you become scared that its over. Thats when I play these playlists.. When music is the only thing helping with the unworthy feel to life.

[@renana_reis3183]

Hope it will get better for you. Really. Hope u will be able to enjoy every second of your life. Cus it ain’t lasts long. If u need to talk to someone I’m here. Have a great life man.

[@renana_reis3183]

And I’m relatable to this comment too.

[@Henrenten]

Relatable, here if you need it

[@desireelol8196]

Music like this is calming I never realized how hard it is for teens until I became one, Life right now is stressful, I have to worry about grades and my insecurities.Don't give up it will all be over soon, keep pushing.

[@adalliv5932]

my biggest worry has just been wasting what everyone calls "the best years of your life" it feels like I want it to be over but it would just suck when it really is realizing Ive accomplished nothing and spent more time crying in my room than laughing with friends

[@semplicementeandrea1226]

@@adalliv5932 hit me like a truck, I think a few of us can relate

[@constancepetrossian5451]

@@adalliv5932 I thought I was the only one but I don't really want it to be over, I just want to finally overcome all my problems, but I feel like by that time, it'll already be over...

[@curtsstupidvids8388]

i always have to act like im ok im not

[@jassus9383]

@@curtsstupidvids8388 me to :/

[@Prepelig]

its all coming to an end bros i have been riding a happiness streak for the past month after i cut everyone out of my life exept my parents. not having to worry what others thing about me or trying to keep them around by texting everyday and getting stood up by everyone whenever i made plans to hang out felt liberating and even euphoric, but i think i went to far for to long. the joy i used to feel coming home from the gym just to play video games until 5am with no care in the world isnt there anymore, it all feels empty, im not sad nor happy just neutral and its probably not long until i hit the bottom again. carefull who you cut out of your life bros. *update* : it took a month. I tried talking to people again but only two of them accepted me back, a childhood friend for 13 years and a girl. . . i was colleagues with her in high school and shes friends with my ex, im the one that got her into the gym too. we started talking and going to the gym together, she even walks with me on my way home and we text everyday. my friend told me its going good and to just keep doing what im doing because "she already sees me as a potential partner, otherwise she wouldnt spend so much time with me", hes got a lot of dating experience so i took his advice. two days ago she came to tell me something all exited. she started talking to a guy and its going "very well", now she isnt texting me anymore and i havent seen her at the gym. i just want a fucking hug.

[@hanakosbestie6997]

you can still bring people into your life. don't give up no mayter what.

[@IMissedMyQ]

Some days are better, some days are worse. Look for the blessing instead of the curse. Be positive, stay strong, and get enough rest. You can’t do it all, but you can do your best

[@mynameischicken4667]

nah man you gotta stick with it cuz things will get better bro. just hold out for as long as you can and im sure youll find someone or something for you. much love man

[@mione134]

Stick with it. It DOES get better. Hitting rock bottom hurts. It's a wake up call. You feel like your suffocating. Talk to your parents. I hit my rock bottom at 26. I'm 32 now. I still struggle everyday. I suffered throughout my teen years but kept shit inside. I've learned to be more open with my parents and certain friends. I write all of this to say: ask for help. any type of help. Don't give up.

[@boaconstrictor5701]

Jacket🥹

[@KimWoojinsCub]

It's so hard for me now to stay alive... I have many issues with my family relationships and I've realized the meaningless of life so... it's too difficult to keep going ahead and don't hurt myself. This playlist is so relaxing... It doesn't make you cry or feel sadness. It's just relax and heal you. Thank you so much for this playlist❤️‍🩹

[@rhmbo4580]

You got this ❤

[@KimWoojinsCub]

​@@rhmbo4580 ❤❤❤

[@mody_002]

Still keeping up?

[@KimWoojinsCub]

@mody_002 no I'm pretty fine now^^ I went to the psychologists and they've helped me

[@mody_002]

@@KimWoojinsCub am glad you are fine and found sth to help you.

[@rexzo9926]

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you 🫶

[@glitchedcold]

dude literally wrote the whole stuff by own? ..... that's great dude

[@isaacbeplayingthegames]

whats the point idc ab any of it (not suicidal)

[@mmmmmmmm9456]

❤️❤️

[@dajayusi]

i usually don't comment on a lot of stuff but i just wanted to say, may the universe bless you. thank you for making me find hope in the hard times im facing right now. even if it seems silly, reading that actually put a smile to my face. thank you :)

[@Generic_Phantom]

I don't need 100, I need 1. Why not live, even in pain and hardships that gives you the opportunity to be better and learn something about yourself.

[@errrval]

life been really empty nowadays and i feel like im missing smth. im in my first year of high school and i really dont have friend to hangout with anymore. i feel that i miss some awesome music like those on this playlist. what if i didn't found it ? missing some games that could make me have a really good time or even anime that could make me really emotional. idk what's wrong with me but i feel that i have a good life but its meaningless. i feel like im wasting my life but i do my best to enjoy every single opportunity to hangout, every single music i listen to, every anime that i watch and every game that i play. i dont think il depressed or anything cause i dont have perticular problems but i really needed to let all this out to someone somwhere. and what a better place than to some strangers in the internet. if you read all this i dont even know how to thank you cause someone caring abt how i feel is really rare so i thank you with all m'y heart

[@why_not__me]

I really do care about to you please talk to me when your lonely this made me cry you thinking your life doesn’t have meaning it does. And every action you do affects somebody making you apart of their lives so now I’m apart of your life hello!! Please talk to me about anything good or bad I’ll try my best to respond fast ❤

[@Sam-kp5wt]

you'll find friends if you stay true to yourself. Don't take your high school years for granted, they are important :)

[@ТимурКосяк-б2й]

brother, everything is as always just fucking emptiness, but your letter is just a shot with something

[@ТимурКосяк-б2й]

and give me almost 19 I am from ukraine my parents have severe problems and in my life too not everything is fun everyone is friends like matilok don’t feel the earth mdaaaaaaaa

[@ТимурКосяк-б2й]

mdaaaaaaaa a robot can’t find another because everyone bombed meager life

[@theemotionalmess5925]

POV: "You've come in touch with a new understanding of life" Tell me if im wrong: This playlist gives you a new sense meaning, once youre in the late nights, early morning you feel this blissful feeling of light. Reminds you all of the times were you almost ended it then you saw through the lines of what life really is. The reasons you are breathing today. The reasons you want to stay stronger and life a longer and happier life. This sort of blissful happiness you found is now your drug and you desire more and more of it. This feeling of euphoria is soaking your body. you finally feel alive for once and finally you are the reason you feel this way...

[@urielflores9280]

psh imagine

[@xygi2039]

common Bubu W

[@RobertoGarcia-tn1wm]

❤

[@nnnnnnyaaan]

bruh i opened this and thought "well sometimes names of playlists are barely related to the contents and everyone have different associations so maybe i won't start thinking abt my life and just enjoy nice music" but i immediately started thinking about my life with this spiraling dramatic overthinking as if it's 3am. So thumbs up for the perfect naming, got the exactly that vibe. Also tracks are very nice and thumbnail is on spot. (the only con is the fact that i wasn't ready to experience what the name was preparing me for).

[@renana_reis3183]

I have overthinking too and I feel u man. Hope it will get better for you, and that u won’t have to worry about how life is? or, what should I do? and just enjoy the moment you’re in. Kinda weird how I tell people what to do when I’m a coward myself not doing anything of that shit. We’ll anyways hope it will get better. And if u need to talk to someone I’m right here for you. Have a great life.

[@Nami_im]

People say keep trying or you can do it, but these feelings are like a rollecoster. You can't express your feelings like a cut, it's like a headache. You just want to sleep and I hope you get better and try and try. over and over again you find yourself in the same place, I lost a lot of weight, I went to the gym and that trauma keeps haunts me no matter what i do. I just want you to know not to end it all because even if we feel like shit, there are people who love you in their own way and will feel like shit if you give up, life is priceless even if we feel like this.

[@Yours_truly_Kami]

This really calmed me down after a break down. Even though it isn't 3am the playlist still did it's magic. Thank you!

[@dunwich.chillout]

I am always happy when I read the comments of people with good musical and visual taste! I would be just happy if you took a look at my videos! I create similar ones, and I would like to know what can be improved for the better...

[@hereyoon526]

Listening to this at 1am and I really need to think about my life, about what happend, happening and will happen. Recently, my life is a mess. I lost my passion, I lost my mind and I forgot about anything. It's just like I gave up about everythings. I had a boyfriend first time in my life, all my friends I used to play still keep playing with me. Nothing changed, the one who change is me. I can feel that I am being darker every single day, I love the me who have everything now so I can do everything to protect my smile, even hurt someone and my truly me. I keep on with my life but keep on with no hope. I know nothing will be forever and nothing always good. So I gave on my life, I live with no hope, with a dark side.

[@mynameischicken4667]

dont give up hope. you'll find that life again soon if you just keep going

[@maria-zf3ey]

💓💓💓I understand u

[@tairokarvanenahhuij8239]

sorry😢😢😢😢😢. u atleast have something to live for, not like me, i got nothing no one, no friends,no parents, no sisters/brothers. like ye, but i hope u will keep going, and u will get the happiness u need😢😢😢😢

[@tx.gerson]

@@tairokarvanenahhuij8239 damn sorry bro

[@mug5181]

Same. Actually 2am now

[@minico7790]

I'm stuck in a loop, I can't get out, I have no energy to change, I have no courage to make a difference, I have no motivation to live, I'm stuck in a loop, but the time isn't, im stuck in a loop, but my friends aren't, I'm stuck in a loop, but noone else is, im stuck in a loop, where is the end? When will I escape? Is a knife the only choice? I'm stuck in a loop, atleast now I have some entertainment, im stuck in a loop , will anyone lend a hand?, am I the only one? It's stuck In a loop, my age isn't, everything changed, im older, but why do I feel like I'm still stuck? Is there a end at all? Im stuck in a loop, there's is no end, the silence and thoughts are my only entertainment , they keep me up at night, I lost my day, I lose it everyday, a year has passed? I thought it was yesterday. I'm stuck In a loop , with no escape, and if there was, my energy is taken away, it's too late, is it too late? I'm stuck in a loop, and no, never a change... Please, if you have these thoughts seek for help, you really do need it, you aren't stuck, you are still alive and that's the best thing about you, you haven't given up, if you ask for help, if you realize your health, you will find the end, the good end. Don't listen to your thoughts! After all their not real, you are amazing and there's a reason you're here, everything in life has a purpose, and so do you, trust me. You re worth so much more than you think you are NOT a bad person. I love you, so do so many others you don't know, please stay safe, you are and will always be worth it ❤️ go outside, take a walk, live more :) ily 💕

[@user-pl6bc4pr8k]

thank you🫶🏻

[@minico7790]

@@user-pl6bc4pr8k ❤️

[@ktslxmz_da9]

This really did it for me fam I felt Lost😭🤣🤦‍♂️

[@ktslxmz_da9]

I feel like now the answer is all so simple we stukk inna loop🤷‍♂️🔥🥲nd there's no way out

[@minico7790]

@@ktslxmz_da9 fr dude , 🥲

[@charliotttttgreen]

i can't explain how comfortable i got when i hear this playlist, THIS IS FUCKING AMAZING!! Thank you very much!!

[@Mario-xd1rp]

it hurts so bad to know you can't have everything you want on your time because life is not perfect. every decision you make or don't make in your life so crucial to how your future will pan out. so make that decision. ask that girl out. apply for that school. apply for that job. say thank you. be kind to others. fall in love. get your heart broken. feel your emotions. cry. smile. go to that concert. call that friend you haven't heard from, chances are they probably miss you too. if someone you know recently became ill, visit them, they will appreciate your presence. you never know when will be the last day you see someone, until it is. spread love.

[@RevengeShordieIVN_]

i need a genuine hug. havnt had one in a long time

[@sophielily1]

*Hugs* :) hang in there buddy! ❤️

[@CarolinaTovar-jn9jn]

this playlist feels like escaping from reality, and i love it.

[@соня-и5ъ]

Мне так комфортно во время прослушивания этого прекрасного плейлиста ... Сейчас идёт дождь, в квартире приятная прохладная температура, свежий воздух из окна, аромат зелёного чая - это так успокаивает и как-то по-своему мотивирует. Спасибо вам за этот прекрасный плейлист !!♡

[@死にたい-i3o]

Хотелось бы окунуться в эту атмосферу.. Сейчас на улице холодно, грязно, иногда пробрасывает мелкий снег, все серое, безжизненное, тучи В доме приторный запах бытовухи, руки не поднимаются начать делать что-либо Лежишь и пялишься в потолок, в попытках понять, как избавиться от тяжёлых навязчивых мыслей Не покидает мысль о приближающейся зиме, от чего становится хуже Надо как-то это пережить

[@vrmnrch]

твой комментарий помог мне встать с тёплой кровати, заварить себе зелёного чая, и сесть за стол, начать писать конспекты, которые мне задали в колледже, и появилось желание прогуляться ночью, и всё это только из за твоего комментария💞

[@Incelgooner]

People dont understand how much comfort these playlists can bring. This one in particular has helped alot. Thank you fr

[@ILostDevil]

I go to the gym, I workout, I work very hard towards my business, I do everything I can to support my friends and family, but at the end of each day, I cry myself to sleep wishing for just a simple hug. This post, isn't to look for attention or to get some support. This post is about making sure that you show care or/and love towards the ones you truly care about.

[@Catsinfedoras]

this lowkey gives me 2020 vibes, during the pandemic, i seriously had mental health issues and i would listen to these types of music.

[@ashleyjuarez3176]

These comments make me realize so many stuff. Thanks to each one of yall and the person who created this album, hope each one of yall is doing well. God bless yalll everywhere u at.

[@Wolfsta]

God bless you too 🙏

[@tyler-cc1eu]

10 years ago today my great grandma passed and we where so close I am listing to this thinking about her I didn’t realise it would end up in tears honestly the last few days have been tough because off family stuff so this playlist helped a lot it just cleared my head and honestly I have never felt any better.

[@angelica-fg4gj]

Heya Myself, how are you doing right now? Another bad day? Any fights at home? Chill my friend, everyone is stressed, you got it, we fought depression and won, cheer up, you can always tell your girl how you feel, or get back here, i love you, not in an arrogant way, but in the way i love how far you went, i am proud of you, myself, we can do this. 05/23/24 22:36

[@vigo_dark5887]

Stress sucks and sometimes I'm unsure how to deal with it. So i decide to lay down and make up some kind of storyline that'll entertain me. I do this every night as i fall asleep, and decide to sleep for a while.... or maybe a couple years. Sleeping through life is odd, but knowing what you are doing and continuing to push that feeling down, to your stomach feels worse. Suppressing yourself is fine for a while until you end up crying in class over a poster left at home that was to be presented. Then being consoled by the teacher and feeling even worse when you get an A because it was probably pity points instead of being well deserved. Then feel like you were just being selfish and "acting" for the A grade on a stupid assignment. All hypothetical of course. But really the worst part is that you had a no cry streak of a couple years and now its gone. But the worst part is, it was never about the poster, just like when my parents had a little tiff about whose charger is whose and where the chargers are. Just like how you are known to adults for always being happy and rarely ever seeming sad.

[@forevershy5070]

(this is the first time in my life writing a comment) I'm 16.....and I have to make decision about my future I'm scared, I don't have a dream nor a goal(I don't even have a main interest)I'm interested in everything, I'm afraid to take the wrong path .There was that time when the teacher told us to write our problems in a paper our goal and struggles and one student asked her "what if we don't have a goal" she said "then there is no point of your living" It hit me to the core...I don't want to be a useless creature on earth, I don't want to make a decision that I'll regret or work for the rest of my life in somewhere I don't belong and torture myself trying to adapt to it...And I just found this playlist Its 3am and I'm just here felling nothing but comfort....thanks

[@angelica-fg4gj]

Heya pal, wish ya luck, tbh life sucks ass, we are forced to stress ourselves to fit society, but well, i can say one thing sure. Not having a goal set up is like having a blank Canvas, you can use it as brand new, but if you have a goal, the canvas is full, and is hard to overwrite it, so i say to you, take your time, try to search about paths that you would enjoy. I really wish ya luck From a random people on the internet, to another, best wishes friend.

[@ПолинаПустовалова-х1я]

I love that everyone who comment such playlists so kind and supportive to the people they don’t even know, we’ll get through it together, thank you❤️

[@Wolfsta]

If i ever need advice i just go to the comments 😅

[@anxiety4103]

This mix feels more like, it's 3am and you're finding comfort in the idea of ending it all while you're fading away on opioid

[@mazzymallow]

I haven’t been able to cry since I was 16 and it’s been 4 years since then. Even when I want to cry or try to nothing comes out except for maybe a tear or two. Most of the time I just feel numb or a dull version of happiness thanks to some of my friends… I think a lot about some things that i shouldn’t but I can’t help it. I think it would be better if i was gone sometimes but then I also think that i would hurt people when i go and i do not want to do that to them. So i try to push them away… they just come closer and closer which is scary and comforting at the same time… it means that I don’t have a way out of this place but it also means that people care about me, they don’t want me to leave. If i were to lose everyone again i probably wouldn’t hesitate this time, but rn it’s not too bad… even if the days just repeat over and over again. Nothing changes, it’s all the same thing everyday. Yes having a schedule that doesn’t change can be comforting but i think change is better then constant repetition for months on end. Thanks to moving almost once a year when i was younger I guess. I have done some stupid things in the past and to be honest I regret it even now I’m doing similar detrimental things but they don’t leave scars at least, at least not ones you can see. I’m ngl to you, it might not improve, but it also might not get worse. I have dealt with this for a long time, i got used to it. However I wouldn’t say that’s a good thing. Had my parents believed me when I said i wanted to hurt myself then maybe I wouldn’t be like this rn… instead they asked if i wanted to be put in a mental hospital like my mother was. I didn’t want that so I just never spoke of it again… maybe if they listened… I can’t blame them. I haven’t tried to reach out either after that. A few years after they told me that they noticed I was almost exactly like my mother and I had a high risk of ending up the same as her and they told me if I ever felt like that to tell them but I didn’t due to fearing they would follow through with their previous promise. I wouldn’t say I had terrible parents, but they were definitely not great. They even told me at one point that if i liked the same gender then I would no longer be their kid. So it made me deny the way I am for so, so long… even now I’m having trouble coming out just cause of that. I’m thinking about what they would say, what they would think… even tho I cut them out of my life a 8 months ago. In that short amount of time I have learned so much about myself it’s ridiculous, i even got a partner. I don’t want to worry them with some of my thoughts especially when they run wild like this… they have their own issues and i don’t want to add my own too it. I will have to talk about it at one point but rn isn’t the best time. Anywayssss… I don’t know why I’m writing this I just felt like it, when i was reading the other comments and it seemed like it would be fine to ramble for a bit. If you read this random mess cool :) thank you, I hope you have a great day/night. You aren’t alone if you feel the way I do and you shouldn’t do anything you will regret. I can’t say too much cause I have but it didn’t help it just made me insecure and want to hide it. You are beautiful and deserve more then you realize :3

[@Yoursweetgrammy]

Thank you so much, message to everyone feeling down: I love you. You are priceless, you are always worth it, you are going to be okay, you don’t have to get everything done. I am proud of you for trying.

[@Thatgurl6663]

When you see them getting some where in life but you’re still at the same dark place

[@y2k-mel]

This playlist was so helpful, I used this when i was studying and passed by all my lessons quickly and got good scores. Thank you Creator!!

[@anjellinaa8492]

finally a type of music I constantly want to hear on repeat. I love this so much.

[@huhuhu3781]

Yay, another playlist, you’re good at making them!

[@rinnssss]

♡

[@ColoredSkin]

@@rinnssss ♥︎

[@starishficial]

This comforts me a lot

[@micaiahwelcome5907]

i havent been the best or supportive person to anyone. but you know life goes one and i wish i could express how deeply sorry i am to those i hurt :/ (i hope we all change even if its for the good or the bad)

[@Entity_Zero]

exactly, when you have so much to say but it feels like your mind and mouth is tied so you just stare with tears in your eyes, I'm starting to change, and it for the worst, and I hope the people around me will realize before it's too late

[@АринаДогаева-з1г]

я ненавижу в себе все, и в ненависти утопаю, а ты прекрасна словно сон, в который я попал нечаянно

[@rhtashrut]

Те кого прекрасным ты видел, такого же мнения и о себе. Они все ненавидят. Мы все ненавидим себя, когда могли бы любить других.

[@yalohyshka]

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[@enhaerin]

i like this, it is meaning ful

[@solari05065]

I'm at this point in my life that I'm not so intense in school anymore. I don't stress out anymore because I want to be the best just with a decent rating I'm fine and instead I'm focusing on enjoying life differently. I'm exercising, listening to music, drawing, dancing, singing, feeling that at least I'm getting more freedom with the routine I have at school even though sometimes I feel bad for not having a 10 at least I know I'm living and I'm enjoying.

[@TheImprovementMotion]

This stimulates me, it helps me through hella tough times. Now i’m in my room crying my eyes out bc my friend of 13 years ended our friendship because she became popular. I hate myself I feel ugly and unwanted. I just need someone to hug.

[@Jayy-Paus]

Hey man i hope you're doing alright, i may not be able to hug you but if you ever need someone to talk too then idk I'm here. Losing friends is painful but keep your head up there are others who you can connect with you just gotta look for them ig, sometimes the people you should pay attention too are the ones you least expect.

[@frpoq]

i'm so sorry... even though i've never been in a situation like this one i can say that you're nothing like you think you are! you're still a person who is totally wothy of love and i can assure you that everything will be alright! love you!!!

[@Your_fav_brun3ntt3]

Something I was thinking about one night when I couldn't sleep was how disappointed and scared my younger self would be of my now-present self. The thoughts in my head, my sh, my addictions, it all would just terrify little me.

[@tatekys]

2-4 am has always been a strange time for me. On one hand, it's serene and filled with a peaceful and still silence. But on the other, it's strangely melancholic as I can't help but remember the past and wish things had turned out differently. this playlist captures those feelings perfectly.

[@yariduh1266]

This Playlist reminds me of everything I've done wrong bro it makes me regret doing and not doing stuff in the past but honestly I just miss him all of him :(

[@scarlettefoundyou]

This comment section really heals a certain part of my soul, and so does this music. Trust me not everything in life goes as we desire, it’s better to be glad of what we already have, I don’t mean it as in all your problems don’t mean a thing, however you have to remember that in every negative thing, positivity roams within it. I’m glad everyone is doing their best and keep going, every breath we take is an accomplishment, and you all taking one is more than great. Our life is not short, it has barely started, take your time and live your life to your fullest. Remember, we only have one life.

[@c333th]

This actually really helped me connect with my emotions in a safe and fulfilling way, thank you so much.

[@PrestonMcclintock]

Whoever is reading this right now probably needs it, listen your doing great bro. Life is already hard and worrying makes everything harder, whenever your worrying just think about something that makes you happy.food,memories,family? Man everything your doing is great and god has a plan for you in life so keep on chasing your dreams and don’t let anything stop you . I love you❤

[@A1rhead_Stuffs]

a month or so ago was the day i realized that the chances of someone actually genuinely loving me and wanting to be with me for something other than my physical self is incredibly low. everyone i’ve ever had a crush on, has rejected me and everyone who had ever had a crush on me has been someone only looking for a vulnerable enough person to play with. and i let them because i knew that was the best i was and am ever going to get. if that’s all the world wants to offer to me then i guess i don’t really have many options. then that’s just life i guess

[@ASMRbybuttercup]

It's christmas time, usually my favorite time of the year. Not sure if anyone else feels this way, but every holiday, I get this feeling, that I’m different. A feeling like you’re changing inside, not for the better nor worse. But just changing. It's just a depressing feeling unlike any other. Am I growing up? A dream for younger me, but a nightmare for my present self. it really envelops me and makes me feel absolutely awful. It's supposed to be a special time, to hangout with family, friends, and to thank and celebrate the “amazing year.” But this one is my first one that I actually don’t recognize myself. I’m starting to overthink. How different would things be if this happened? I'm starting to realize how much I miss her. How much I want to love her, but can’t bring myself to. I much I hate myself and wish I was an entirely different person. How much I wish I was different. Always cherish the little and fun times with yourself because your all you have. Sometimes you don't think about it until it's too late. Love yourself. -buttercup💖

[@yul_chikkk]

сейчас за окном дождь, а я сижу у открытого окна и дышу свежим воздухом с улицы...за окном ночь, горят фонари ездят машины по мокрой дороге это именно то что я люблю больше всего

[@АленаКуц-р1п]

Я так устала, 2 часа укладывала спать моих младших, они орали зовя маму и папу и там такая духота была, у меня голова болит от этих криков, сейчас слушая этот плейлист под открытым окном я отдыхаю от всего этого мира, создавая свой мир внутри себя...

[@johnnyyy1111]

Take care of yourself

[@joseangelsg68]

:(

[@KietzmannEric]

[@Alex-s9t9o]

Alone. A word used to describe a certain feeling of emptiness, a feeling of isolation. Most people perceive being alone as a negative thing; not me. I've been alone for so long that I find comfort in it. Being engulfed in the empty space is soothing, it's dark and cold and I don't have to put up a front with it. You see, the empty space doesn't judge, in fact it doesn't say anything; it just lets you live. I guess most people would feel uncomfortable with having nothing but yourself taking up space, paying attention to your own breath, finding fault in each inhale and exhale. For me it's the opposite, being alone doesn't help me find my faults because other people already do it for me. (I've felt alone since my fav people left awhile ago, but god blessed me with a perfect, loving best friend. He's the best and he understands me, he comforts me and makes sure I'm comfortable before he does anything, we call almost everyday laughing and playing games, but. I feel like I'm annoying him.)

[@xinjianggirlll]

Thinking about how my life has been a roller coaster of emotions and drama this year and how I ended up feeling kind of attached to someone even though i know that nothing can ever happen between us ,now I’m just trying to enjoy the small moments,memories and conversations we have because we will separate in three days and I don’t know if i will ever meet him again .I don’t know if I should ever confess to him cause I’m scared of destroying the friendship but if I don’t confess i think maybe i might regret it one day . I kind of need advice from someone but also don’t know who to ask but i think i will just leave it till time makes me forget about it .

[@GL1MMER_]

It's midnight. Thunderstorms are outside my window. They flash. I'm thinking. The atmosphere is chill. I love this playlist. Thank u 🫶

[@kxlzxy1129]

it's crazy how much music can do to people

[@rockinghorse_fly]

this playlist has so many meanings to me, when i need to cry, it’s here, when i need to sleep, it’s here, and when i need to focus, it’s there.

[@MUshr00m_]

You dont know how much this mix helped me thru my roughest times, im forever grateful

[@_Meres]

Hi, At 4 am, laying on my bed staring at the ceiling's white paint weakly lit by my pc screen on the desk beside my bed, I was having yet another self-harming and punitive thought session while high. It was just as usual, asking myself the same recurring questions like "when are you going to straighten up your life and stop being a lazy ass?" or "How do you expect to wake up to class in 3 hours if you haven't even slept yet and you're still high?". I got used to that. At some point it did hit me hard, to the point where I had an argument with my mirror about how much of a loser I am. It did not bode well for my wall, as it ended up paying the price along with my fists. Then I got used to that too. At some point I started scoffing at myself whenever I went to the mirror over the same circumstances, as if I wanted to snap out of my current situation really badly but I knew all I was doing was wasting my time and making sure I looked pathetic to just about every lost soul or ghost that would pass by during my late night speeches. But I had to break the cycle. I've always felt it was easier to concentrate while listening to music, and this playlist somehow helped me think my life through very clearly and with renewed motivation. At that day I decided I would quit every single addiction I had, smoking, masturb*ting, gaming, social media, you name it. Quitting every single one of them at the same time has not been easy, especially at the rate I used to abuse every activity cited above. So I came up with a plan that has been working for me. Some of these I did cut off entirely after I woke up, but for some I had to face partial defeat by accepting that an 80% reduction in frequency is, in fact, an improvement from the situation I was in. To be fair I can barely believe how much time I now have everyday to do everything I actually need to do. It's been by far the best rational decision I made in my life. Now, don't jumo to conclusions and assume it was that simple for me. It was a daily fight to overcome nicotine withdrawal, the urge to get high either on weed or alcohol, the lack of apettite, the anxiety and the overall awful mood. But if I failed again, I knew I was done for by my own hands. So, dear stranger, if anything you've read hit home, it is time to leave the hole you've so willingly plunged yourself into, because it only gets deeper. Please, be the hero of your own story.

[@Jaojooj]

ty bro

[@Maureen_B]

This just makes me think about life and tonight I just realized my little sister is the only reason I am alive to day about 1-2 years ago I was having way too many suicidal thoughts but when my sister was born they all went away she is the reason I'm alive she helps me cope with my past trauma I am so thankful that she was born

[@iambookworm]

it's me, sitting and crying while reading the comments (even if my translation is far from ideal) It's a pity that I can't talk to the people who wrote this, but for some reason I'm sure they are wonderful I love you guys, I am fucking love you

[@Cewpud]

Having family problems sucks, theres always fighting going on, my sister abusing her kids, being yelled at, my brother wont stop drinking because he can't stop thinking about the past and my dad just kicked him out the house so messed up because he went through so many things, and my dad wants me to be with his buddie hes like in his 20s and im like young, i just want to dissapear one day

[@IntincrAquaticGamingOFFICAL]

14 year old here. Im mainly thinking on how my life has gotten better this year. As for 2 years (2021/2023) i wasn't in the correct state of mind. I was depressed i didn't want to be here (at the time). But want to know something i learnt? All you have to do is wait, you can get past the terrible stage of our lifes, and get in the best days of our lifes again. If you are depressed or you don't want to be here anymore, just think. Think like you want to, just think ok? Thats what i did, i thought like this "all i have to do is wait, maybe it will get better over time, maybe i will get someone better in my life. But is it really worth leaving everything behind, my family my friends and my life behind because im not happy in my life?" That is what i thought at the age of 11, to the age of 13. It took 3 years for my life to get better, but im kinda looking back at my life and wondering, what made me so depressed. Tbh i can't even answer that question, but all you need to do is hold on and wait, wait for it to get better, hold on for your family, friends, pets, and for the future people to arrive, good or bad, you can get through this, like i did.

[@sandieiwona]

Its been 2 years and this is still my favorite playlist, i love all the songs on here and it gets me through the day. Thank you for making this

[@milestherealalpha]

okay, i don't wanna turn this into a vent and/or ruin the mood for someone, i kinda just wanna talk about my thoughts and what's going on if you'd like to read it? ^^ so i'm relatively young, i still have a lot to accomplish and a lot i wanna do, but i don't know, sometimes life is hard and i feel like i'm being held back. im sure i'll have plenty of time to do what i want and stuff, but one thing that really, really scares me is what happens when we die, why we're here, why we do what we do. life is a solid "okay" right now, i'm not happy or sad, i'm neutral. i'm not unhappy with my life, nor am i happy with it. i think i'm just kinda going with the flow right now if you know what i mean. i have this whole idea of the life i want to live and how i want to live it. i know you don't always get what you want, but the type of life i have my eye on is just what probably half of the people my age want. but that's not what i want right now. if you don't know the type of life i'm talking about, i mean, being wealthy, dressing how i want, seeing life not really how it really is, happier. i want to be carefree. another thing that i sort of want not right now but at some point in the future (probably 2-4 years from now), is having a s/o. i know i'm not ready for that kind of commitment right now though. i really want someone to love that loves me too, but i feel like i'll never meet the right person. i'm asexual and questioning being aromantic. romance isn't really my thing. well, it's complicated. i want to look for a platonic or maybe romantic relationship with someone when i'm ready, but i feel like "platonic" is leaning more towards the "friendship" category. will i ever find my someone? only time will tell. when i'm ready, i'll search for that sort of thing, or maybe it will come to me. you never know. i don't want to worry about money, or whether or not people like my personality or how i dress, like i said previously, i want to be carefree. me and my family are currently really struggling with money and stuff so it's hard right now. i'm sure we'll get it figured out some time. hopefully. i want to talk more about what happens when we die. what happens? there are so many possibilities. some people believe in heaven and hell, some people believe in reincarnation, whatever you believe in, that's completely fine. as long as you're not forcing your religion/belief on others or pressuring someone religion-wise (if that makes sense), then, hey, you do you, that's valid. i'm somewhere between agnostic and atheist. if you don't know what those mean, agnostic is where you don't really care or mind if there's a god/higher power. atheism is where you simply don't believe in those things. sure, going somewhere lovely after you die would be amazing, but what if that doesn't happen? when you die, what if we're just.. nothing? for all of eternity? no feelings, no physical senses, nothing. our brain DOES just "power off." THAT scares me. i'm sure i won't worry about it when it's time for me to go. i won't have any feelings or concepts or opinions when i'm dead. i'll be, you know, nothing. i won't have to worry about anything anymore. or will i? what happens? there's no proof. what if we turn into ghosts? (which many believe, and that's okay.) whatever happens, it will be okay. i'll be okay. right? i want to talk about why we're here now. why are we here? really? are we meant to serve a purpose? are we just experiments? is it a simulation? once again, there are endless possibilities. i don't mean HOW we're here, that's a whole other thing. some people believe it's because of god. some people believe in evolution (i do too!). whatever you believe in, that's valid. you do you. as long as it isn't hurting anyone. i don't know, i've been thinking a LOT about these topics. but hey, i'm alive! that's so awesome, i can't let anyone down. i can't disappoint my parents. my mom didn't carry me for 9 months and give birth to me just for me to die so early. i have to think more about how my parents would feel if i died. how the people around me would feel. i'm not saying i want to die, life is okay right now. okay! here's the cheesy part of my comment where i tell you that it's going to be okay and you shouldn't harm yourself or end your life because you have so much to live for and people love you, and things will get better eventually even though i don't know you or what the hell you're going through, right? well, kind of. i don't want to just say the most cliché thing ever, which probably won't help, but i probably will anyways. i just wanted to say that you have value!!!! don't forget that. i know that you might be going through a really tough time right now but it won't stay like this for the rest of your life, i pinky promise. i remember the absolute darkest time of my life, i felt like it was going to be like that forever. i know how horrible the feeling is. well, i shouldn't be saying that. you're probably going through something completely different, and it could even be worse than what i was going through. one thing that sort of helped me through that tough time was something you can probably guess right now. coping mechanisms. i will admit, i did use some really, really unhealthy coping mechanisms a while ago that i still regret to this day and can't forgive myself even now. i bet your imagination can connect the dots. some healthy coping mechanisms i currently use are: drawing, writing down my feelings, and listening to music. alright, i'm getting to the end of my comment. i hope whoever you are reading this, that you have a swell rest of your day/night, and i'll see you probably never again. i know i probably didn't help, but if you ever want to talk about your feelings i'm right here if you'd like. ^^ P.S. and WOAH, look at how big my comment is... oops. i overshared again. TuT

[@miitchie921]

I read all of it.

[@boldsoul463]

I know this is late but I wanted you to know that I can relate to this comment. I too want to take my time with things and constantly question things about myself. If you’re still feeling the same way, I hope this comment helps you feel less alone :)

[@creepycrow31]

For some reason I can't remember lots of my childhood. Just bits and pieces. I always had minimum friends growing up, always only one or two. I'd grow apart from one and find another. Most my few memories I have are just me sitting in front of a computer or TV. That's pretty much all I've ever done my whole life. I am 18 now, about to graduate from High School. I didn't get to experience High School much because covid happened halfway through Sophomore year and I've been homeschooled ever since. I feel like my life is just flying past me so fast and I am just doing nothing. I feel like I took my childhood for granted.

[@vlone.666]

Melancholy has accompanied my life for a long time..

[@Iris_Entity]

Sometimes, an escape is exactly what one needs. Many of those people come here, to videos like this. They vent, they comfort, they weep and rejoice with others, with people who have likely never met, but who are connected through their shared escape. This video you have made is an extension of this safe place that so many need. Thank you.

[@angelica-fg4gj]

I did that so many times, but today, i am turning all my remorse into fuel to help the others :3 And, tbh, i am a lot better, those new comments are the ones i try to help, and if i can change the life of a single people out of the 8 i tried, i will be happier

[@renatakcs1321]

I feel completly alone. I haven't had any real life friends in over a year.. I miss them so much, all the good feelings they gave me, and everything I lived with them before all that shit just started happening. I loved them so intensely. But now it's all over. And I'm the only one who's still attached to it, the only one who hasn't moved on yet because now I can't get new friends, I always mess it up in the end.

[@billlying]

I had a test today and it was awful. This playlist is perfect to reflect how much effort you put into this but you can't, then anxiety comes, I know it's hard but we can't give up. we are just old kids

[@virenevi]

To whoever reads this, i love you i love your smile i love your laugh i love your personality i love your hair (or lack thereof) i love you even if you have insecurities i love your accomplishments i love you even if you have failures i love your eyes i love your beauty i love your handwriting (or the way you communicate) i love the way you dance i love you on your happy days i love you on you even on sad days i love you on the days you feel lonely i love you on the days you feel helpless i love you on the days you feel like no one cares i love you on the days you feel forgotten i love you on the days you feel unmotivated i love you on the days you feel loved i love you on the days you feel sick i love you on the days you feel motivated i love you on the days you feel depressed i love you on the days you feel stresses i love you on the days you feel crazy i love you on the days you feel hopeful i love you on the days you feel cuddly i love you on the days you feel clingy i love you on the days you feel amazing i love you on the days you feel beautiful i love you on the days you feel like a failure i love you on the days you feel angry i love you on the days you feel aggressive i love you on the days you feel horrible i love you on the days you feel safe i love you on the days you feel unsafe i love you on the days you feel vulnerable i love you on the days you feel weird i love you on the days you feel ok i love you when you're healthy i love how you sing (or hum or feel the music) i love your taste in music i love your taste in movies i love your taste in tv shows i love the way you act i love you even if you cry i love you when you're kind i love you even if you you're mean i love you even if you're alone i love you even if you can't feel i love you even if you feel too much i love you even if you can't take life anymore i love you even if you feel like it's too much i love you when you're asleep i love you even if you have nightmares i love you when you have dreams i love how you believe i love you when you believe in yourself i love you even if you don't believe in yourself i love you even if you hate yourself i love you when you love yourself i love the way you think i love you even if you have problems i love your solutions i love how you support i love you even if you're in pain i love you even if you're hurt i love your promises i love your secrets i love your attitude i love you sass i love your creativity i love your voice (or lack thereof) i love you hand gestures i love your stories i love you even if you have wounds i love you even if you have scars i love your face i love your past i love your future i love your present i love your outfits i love your style i love your art i love your honesty i love you even if you lie i love you even if you're tired i love you when you're energetic i love how you look i love how you cook i love you when you're adventurous i love you even if you're scared i love your imperfections i love your perfections i love you even if you worry i love you when you talk (or communicate) i love your opinions i love you even if you have headache i love you even if you have a stomach ache i love you when you help others i love you when you're mature i love you even if you're immature i love you in the hard times i love you in the easy times i love you even if life isn't bright i love you when you're responsible i love you even if you're irresponsible i love you even if you fight i love you in your darkest moments i love you in your brightest moments i love your heart i love you in the day i love you in the night i love you at midnight i love you at 3 am i love you at all times i love you at your best i love even if your worst i love the little things you do i love all of you i love you when you're you i love 𝙮𝙤𝙪. Frrom, the person who wants others to feel happy and more confident

[@tastypiano]

Thank you.❤

[@joshwash90]

I am listening to this with canons going off in the background. I haven't felt this relaxed in a while. Goodnight, everyone, and stay safe in this cruel world.

[@thatswhyimhere15]

I'm in the point of life where I need to decide what should I want in life... Maybe I'm a little dramatic but as a person who always overthink everything and have so many edges in life, I just wish that there will come a day that I will be happy without worrying any upcoming circumstances.

[@angelica-fg4gj]

While living in the present grants you momentaneous happiness, living in the future won't do anything other than make you anxious, and living in the past makes you stuck in moments that are already gone. I think we need a bit of the three in our vision, try to find the thing you imagine yourself doing the most, remember how much you want it every time you need, and focus on what is happening around you. Not granted but this may help, best wishes!

[@seanwoods424]

EDIT: FAIR WARNING, LOTS OF WORDS. Life is like a lot of different things, drifting through the same sea. We live, and we learn. And from that, we’ve got choices. We can shrink, we can grow, we can float around, not necessarily moving in any direction. Life hurts. And that is an understatement. Believe me when I say that it hurts more than you really know. Probably much more than anyone will ever really know. Because we all experience so much unique pain, and trauma, and suffering. To each their own. But what’s important is that we keep pushing through it. You hear this all over, people telling you to stay strong, why? What’s the point? You ask yourself constantly. In my opinion, the point is that life should be worth living. Life should truly mean something, it should be important. That’s what I believe. Why? Because some day everyone you care about will be gone. You will be gone. So what are you going to do about it? If your answer is nothing, you should reconsider. What you should do is what you believe is right. Just do your best to make light of things, despite what’s going on around you. Do good things, despite what you may be going through. Make the most of every moment you spend with those you care about, because life is precious. Your best friend could be gone tomorrow. It is insane how fragile we really are. However it is also insane how powerful, how strong we can become. My advice for you is to gain as much wisdom as you can, in any situation. Find what really makes you feel strong, what brings you great joy, peace of mind. Just try. Try with as much energy, and as much might as you can handle. Even if it’s just a little, carry it as far as you can go, and give it all you’ve got. I mean everything, your heart, your soul. That fire you feel inside let it burn no matter how small or how weak let it burn. Don’t let go. If you can’t find that strength, if you can’t find your own heart, find someone who can help you find your way there. I guarantee you, someone on this planet plenty of people I am sure have gone through something very similar to what you may be going through. The world is quite an odd place, but we’re all just different sailors in the same boat. Just hold on. Take care of yourself. Keep breathing. Get healthy. Stay healthy. Get happy when you can, where you can, however you can as long as you aren’t destroying yourself and tearing yourself down. And keep that same energy for as long as you can. Make others happy.. And you may want to change today but it’s not always so simple. Sometimes you’ve just got to let life happen. Other times you’ve got to shape up and make it happen. Be the change you want to see. Every word here is just a combination of letters on your phone screen or wherever they may be. It’s up to you to make the decision to be better. Or to change whatever you need to, to talk to whoever you need to. You can read, and watch, and listen all you want to. But if you don’t take action chances are you won’t see change. Sometimes you might see change but that depends on the circumstances. In most cases though you’re gonna have to pick up your feet. Pick yourself up off the dirt or find someone to help you off the ground if the situation calls for it. I don’t know what your situation is. But what I do know is that you are human. That means something. If you think your life doesn’t have value, you’re wrong. You have nigh limitless potential. I know that may be hard to believe. But when people say that if you put your mind to something you can make it happen that’s the truth. Sure it’s within reason of course, you aren’t going to make a billion dollars tomorrow or sprout wings in the next fifteen minutes. But you can get stronger, go lose weight, go work out, pace yourself. You can get smarter, read, write, go listen to people. This what you’re reading right here if you’ve gotten this far or even read a little I hope you’ve learned something if you needed to. Or maybe you’ll put some thought into it and pass it onto someone else. Make somebody laugh, make somebody smile, put a smile on your own face. The list goes on and on. Just do something nice. Even something as small as handing someone a penny. It’s the thought that counts. Let me elaborate on a few points I’ve made, why do you have so much potential? For starters have you ever stopped to think about how amazing your mind is? let me ask you this, who made the device you’ve got in your hands right now? A human being. Think about this for a second. You can call somebody from all the way across the world. And have a conversation. No wires, no nothing just a cell phone, cell crevice and what not of course, but that’s besides the point. WiFi, think about how incredible video games are especially with how far they’ve come today. Let’s get even simpler. Literature. You can read a book and understand the words. You can speak and comprehend language. Communicate. If you train hard enough you could do hand stand push ups. That is the truth. If you try hard enough, if you’re smart about it, do everything you need to do to reach that goal you can do it. Sure it might take a while but it’s possible. The air plane. We’ve gotten to the point where seeing an air plane flying through the air is nothing. There’s no awe or any of that it’s just another thing that we take advantage of in our daily lives. But think about that for a second. We can fly. Not only that but we can safely fly across the world in just a few hours. That is insane. Years ago people thought that air planes were a joke. Years ago I dreamed about playing a video game where I could fly through space and explore planets and now games like no man’s sky and star citizen exist. But the crazy part about it is that someone made that. Things may have been made more simple but every thing has a stepping stone. New phones are coming out new consoles, new shoes, new clothes, new movies. We have modern medicine. Surgeons of many different varieties including brain surgeons. Don’t be glitter. If you’re happy with what you’ve got, you’re gold. I’m not saying suck it up and live life. I’m just trying to say that you shouldn’t let your pain control you. Not any emotion really, but if you look at the value in what you have. And if you don’t have much fight for what you want to have go and reach for those things. You’ll most likely be better off for it. And please don’t die too soon. Sure it may be easy to think of cutting life short. But don’t sell yourself short. You may not be a great doctor, you may not change anyones life for the better or whatever it may be that you dream of doing. But what you can do are the little things. The only way you can’t do that on your own is if you lose every limb, your eyes, your ears, and your lips are sown shut at that point you’re just a potato as far as that goes. However even as a potato, you’ll still make an impact on the world. People who see you suffer, will try and make meaning out of it, many people will empathize with you. People will probably grow in some way because of it? Why? Well that’s up to them. Personally I would look at it like this. You may be a potato but at least you’re still here. Because of that fact alone, good can come out of that. What good could come out of a potato person? Honestly it’s a tough statement. It would be pretty screwed up to laugh at a potato person unless you are young and ignorant, say a toddler who has yet to understand the gravity of your situation. But someone could also say hey, I may be going through this but at least I’m not a potato. It may mean a lot to somebody, maybe not much to somebody else. Of course this is a pretty extreme example and an unlikely scenario. But that’s besides the point. Fact is, you matter. Because you legitimately have nigh limitless potential. All you have to do is work hard. You won’t always find success but you’ll be better off if you don’t give up. Especially when you do find success you will feel great. And always be sure to look back at what you’ve done in your life. It’s easy to glance over things and lose sight of who you are and what you’ve become. You aren’t worthless. And if you look back at your accomplishments you can appreciate them. Even if there aren’t many. You’ve done something, if anything at all. And that means something to you. And that’s what really matters. Now to those who are very young. Understand that pain is temporary unless you let it stick. Do not give up. I’m saying this as another person on the other side of the world or wherever I am relative to your location I don’t even care but we’ll this is to anybody out there really. Just keep growing, keep moving forward, never settle, never quit. I probably could have started with this but this is an important message. Or at least I think so, I hope you have a great day. Enjoy the new year. And that you change for the better or help someone else change for the better, or learn and grow, or take something positive out of this message. Or from any one of the thousands of comments on this video. Or from wherever else you hear something you need to. This is a long read so thank you to anyone who’s actually read all of it. I don’t necessarily care either way, I’m probably going to forget about this in a few years any way. I just hope this or some other comment helps somebody who really needs it. You’re not alone, crazy as it sounds. We’re all people, we go through relatively similar things. You’ve just got to reach out and even if things are different we can all empathize with one another. That’s something we need a lot more of. People who care about others solely because it’s the right thing to do. As for me, i’m trying to do what I can. Too many people only care about them and their own. I hope that someone out there can be the exception.

[@Wolfsta]

Man that took 10 min to read. 😂 but it was the best 10 min of my life 🙏🙏

[@seanwoods424]

You’re welcome, I’m glad it inspired you!

[@seanwoods424]

I’m glad you enjoyed it! 😂

[@sammy.5starr]

I js need to vent a little btw. So I’m a teenager and I feel like everything is hitting me all at once. Like all the drama and all my friends having their own relationships and their own situations and I don’t wanna mess them up but I always find a way to it. Ik js such a mess and I can’t fix it. I’m useless, I don’t know how to comfort people, I don’t know how to do nothing. And all that responsibility of the work and the stress and anxiety and insecurities. I hate myself, I hate my face I hate what I look like when I laugh and smile or when I cry or when I’m mad or sad I js hate my face so much. it’s so sad seeing everybody else happy and looking forward to their future and it’s js so hard to when I can’t imagine a future with me in it alive, I really should js not be here anymore, it would be a stress lifted of my families shoulders, less money spent on clothes, less things to worry about, it would be a big relief if I js weren’t here. And idk why I feel like this, it all js started out of nowhere, I feel like I can’t trust anybody anymore and I can’t js talk about it to anybody, I never tell anybody about this but I js needed to rn. I prefer to die and be in heaven then this horrible place. I have an amazing family and a stable home but I js don’t want to be here anymore. I want to be with God and Jesus. I’m such a horrible person I feel like I even failed god Isis so much that I’m probably just a big failure in everybodies eyes.

[@adavez]

kiedy tego slucham czuje sie, jakbym byla w pewnym ciemnym zakatku swiata. wszystko jest otoczone mgla, jest dzien ale slonce jest niewidoczne. szare niebo. las, drzewa trawa i jakies domy na uboczu. czuje klocie serca. rozszywajacy bol rozprowadza sie po calym moim ciele. czekam tam na szczescie. nie rozumiem siebie i tego, czemu akurat ja jestem tym wygnancem. czlowiek stara sie jak tylko moze, ale i tak wszystko sprowadza sie do tego ciemnego pomieszczenia, zle emocje i mysli nie chca mnie opuscic. atakuja co chwila wymeczajac mnie. pragna mojego konca. niewyjasniony bol egzystencjalny. czy w koncu znajde wlacznik i swiatlo ogarnie przestrzen, w ktorej sie znajduje? czy dane mi jest byc szczesliwym?

[@materialgirl4859]

:,(

[@nazemchoudhury2352]

This is me. Some people call me weird, but I know that I am not the only version of myself. If my past lives see this, I know who you are. Also, I see static in my vision. Not only that, but I can sense that this world isn't what it seems. These songs are like a stimulus that help me contemplate the universe and the fabric of space. Just who am I? I'm not crazy.

[@Makiokar]

I just wanna not be alone, I want someone to hear and understand what i have to say, I want someone to tell me they love me, every night, and every day. I want someone to comfort me if i'm Crying. I want Them to be right there when i'm dying. i want someone to help me through tough times, but in these times, it feels like there's no one in the world that can save you from this pit of abyss.

[@HaeriTheFly]

"when you have kids" bold of you to assume i would pass my 18's.

[@shreyasunilnair8685]

I've been procrastinating a lot and taking a step back and looking at how theres always fire around me helped, listening to this while doing my long over due assignments makes me so full filled, I'm working on my life changing and fixing one step at a time and this is just the beginning

[@sakuandpabloormarsandjupiter]

All the things I have, anxiety, mental depression, insecurities, I don't feel like they exist anymore when I listen to this playlist, it makes me feel, comfy, comforted, finally able to get a moment to myself.. Thank you, and for everyone out there, God bless you ❤

[@КнязьРоман-м5н]

we've all been through some shit. But we are all strong and unique, everybody will sometime find their happiness. I believe in u all, and I would be happy if u'll believe in me

[@ARelentlessP]

Learn to love yourself first, then your internal world will be reflected out into your external reality. We alone as humans have one distinguishing factor different from anything else on this world and its free will. So use your free will to become someone you can admire and create that positive impact so others can follow and know whats possible when everything seems impossible. I will demonstrate to the world the power we all hold within ourselves. Keep pushing, Don’t give in.