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Toxic Tears

Toxic Tears

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I can't believe I'm finally making this video!
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P.S I spent the whole time editing this wondering why my makeup looks so terrible and then realised I forgot to put on mascara RIP me
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@emilybooboo
@emilybooboo 2 жыл бұрын
So glad the news is out! You deserve that safe space, its all onwards and upwards from here 😍😍
@TheLadyDyantha
@TheLadyDyantha 2 жыл бұрын
Eek, one of my favourite KZbinrs commenting in one of my other favourite KZbinrs hehe. 😍
@queenoflosthills8569
@queenoflosthills8569 2 жыл бұрын
@@TheLadyDyantha I believe they recently hung out too! I love them both a I hope we can get future content 😍
@ToxicTears
@ToxicTears 2 жыл бұрын
Hahaha yeeees I was so happy I got to tell you early!😂🖤
@saxyzna2490
@saxyzna2490 2 жыл бұрын
I really hope you two make a video or two together! It would be so fun to watch! 🤗🫶
@gabrielladuca1709
@gabrielladuca1709 2 жыл бұрын
🖤
@RolyWestYT
@RolyWestYT 2 жыл бұрын
Well done love!!! Really happy for you!!
@sarahwalters4428
@sarahwalters4428 2 жыл бұрын
Oh Roly. You're one of the purest of souls. Thank you for loving her. I absolutely love your face!! 😍
@rowantreesandmountains
@rowantreesandmountains 2 жыл бұрын
"It's mine and no one can ruin it." This both broke my heart and made me happy all at once. Good on you. And congrats to you and Sebastian!
@Nexibis
@Nexibis 2 жыл бұрын
Having been through a similar experience, that statement was like a gut punch.I remember that feeling.
@Maverick4267
@Maverick4267 2 жыл бұрын
Oh my god I know. :(
@emilysusanvanvalkenberg5978
@emilysusanvanvalkenberg5978 2 жыл бұрын
Agreed, pretty shitty feeling when the people you love and trust the most hurt you the worst! ESPECIALLY when it's like a damn light switch...after YEARS!! There is nothing worse in my opinion then being thrown out of your own home after years together building something with someone to be erased and 'replaced' immediately. I remember that feeling still years later and how cold and callus it all felt. Obviously anyone is better off out of a situation with a selfish, narcissistic sociopath but it always sucks when it takes just a little while to realize that. Here is to getting her life, happiness, comfort, independence and power back! I don't wish that level of stress and hurt on anyway I'm glad it's over!!
@RollingDutchmann
@RollingDutchmann 2 жыл бұрын
@@emilysusanvanvalkenberg5978 replaced how?
@emilysusanvanvalkenberg5978
@emilysusanvanvalkenberg5978 2 жыл бұрын
@@RollingDutchmann maybe 'replaced' was a poor choice of wording..more so just understanding how painful it can be to find out someone you've shared a life with for years was being unfaithful. Obviously she just isn't 'replaceable'
@melaniemurphyofficial
@melaniemurphyofficial 2 жыл бұрын
Forest witch vibes YES!!! 😍 Ah Kaya, stupidly happy for you and dyinggg to visit! 💚
@katleiahveridian6564
@katleiahveridian6564 2 жыл бұрын
As a person who has survived toxic relationships, and been homeless- literally sleeping in doorways on cardboard after a breakup I can appreciate how miraculous it feels to finally get a safe place that's ALL YOURS that nobody can take from you. I am so happy for you, and excited to see what wonderful things the future brings to you. Sending much love and positive vibes your way 💜
@douglasgriffiths3534
@douglasgriffiths3534 2 жыл бұрын
I had a very toxic relationship with a narcissistic arsehole when I was younger. I kicked HIM out, and he was homeless for maybe a week before he had to go home to his parents' house. It was MY apartment, (his name not on the lease), he cheated on me, I caught him, and threw all his stuff outside. It wasn't going to be me who suffered. I had the landlord change the locks too, and he still tried to break in when I was at work (he didn't have a job). Police were called by a neighbor, and he was arrested. His parents wanted me to drop the charges, but I stood firm, and he did 5 years in prison. I know Kaya will be fine now, and have much happier times ahead. (Jan Griffiths).
@Luxeria
@Luxeria 2 жыл бұрын
Congratulations Kaya!! You’re going to thrive here! 🖤🖤
@Lydisquidie
@Lydisquidie 2 жыл бұрын
Hopeful for a collab in the future with you and Kaya 🤩 And looking forward to your apartment reveal too Lux!!!
@KyokoKalon
@KyokoKalon 2 жыл бұрын
I just can’t fathom someone being with someone for years & then just kicking them to the curb & saying “well I’m paying for the studio I guess you could stay there” with no basic necessities. I’m so glad you found your own place! I can’t even begin to imagine what has happened but I’m sure it’s 10x worse then what we are thinking. Keep going! 🖤🦇
@Mx.Rainbow_Goth
@Mx.Rainbow_Goth 2 жыл бұрын
yeah i also dont like that he said in a video that he knew this was going to happen, but he let her take time off from youtube. seemed like he did it on purpose. i could be wrong, but i have been with people like that it and felt intentional. i am so happy she is free and safe now.
@KemoneArmstrong
@KemoneArmstrong 2 жыл бұрын
@@Mx.Rainbow_Goth I agree. His video gave off the vibe that he knew he was planning on dumping her when he went on tour.
@missworld9937
@missworld9937 2 жыл бұрын
well its possible if you're a piece of shit like him
@loum9380
@loum9380 2 жыл бұрын
He said in a recent video something like 'oh I can relate to a loving relationship now because I have a loving partner'. Hmm wtf?
@RitinhaGE
@RitinhaGE 2 жыл бұрын
And the worst part is that he controlled their finances they had a joint account that all her money went to and he used that card to pay for everything
@nicohobson5251
@nicohobson5251 2 жыл бұрын
After watching you struggle in a freezing attic for years, to finally get a home, being placed in a studio (What even) I have been rooting for you so hard! This is incredible and well deserved news
@Tiffaniann
@Tiffaniann 2 жыл бұрын
I unfollowed the “other” in question, and completely do not support the other person whatsoever, they did you so dirty and you deserve so much better. You are the absolute sweetest person alive I’m pretty sure about that. I love you and your videos! ♥️♥️♥️
@chaythomas6569
@chaythomas6569 2 жыл бұрын
100% so glad someone agrees I unfollowed the ass too
@meanjeanmcqueen6171
@meanjeanmcqueen6171 2 жыл бұрын
I did the same thing the minute I heard! In no way will I support such a p.o.s..
@JessicaN555
@JessicaN555 2 жыл бұрын
I did too. I simply can't enjoy the other person's content anymore. I'm just so happy for her now!!! 💓
@mistressthorns242
@mistressthorns242 2 жыл бұрын
:33< Same, I unfollowed IMMEDIATELY, Kaya deserves better and I'm glad she's in a good space
@autumncuevas852
@autumncuevas852 2 жыл бұрын
Girl, same. I've been in that kind of position before, and it is really the worst feeling in the world. Kaya, you are so sweet and deserve to be happy. The "other" person can go kick rocks in flip flops.
@legendaryfails7529
@legendaryfails7529 2 жыл бұрын
Kaya! You got out of a toxic relationship, supported yourself, and now have managed to get your own place! Congratulations. It can only get better for you.
@jacquelinetrevizo399
@jacquelinetrevizo399 2 жыл бұрын
Girl, we don’t have to know the whole story to know you’ve been put through ALOT… Im so glad that you finally have a place of your own! it honestly baffles me that before you were struggling to even stay warm, the fact that you weren’t even given the opportunity to get back on your feet is very telling. As cliche as it sounds there’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. Happy for you ❤️
@cougarrain
@cougarrain 2 жыл бұрын
*🎃Whenever you said there's a little bird in my garden it made me tear up! I'M SO VERY HAPPY FOR YOU🎃* 🎃🎃WOOHOOO 🎃🎃🎃CONGRATULATIONS BEAUTIFUL 🎃🎃🎃 BIG TEXAS HUGS🎃
@zunisilverwolf
@zunisilverwolf 2 жыл бұрын
'There's a bird in my garden... In MY garden'. OMG! I'm screaming! I'm SO, SO HAPPY for you! Sending so much love and light to you and Sebastian! ✌️❤️👑
@cara9467
@cara9467 2 жыл бұрын
The expression on your face when you exclaimed "MY GARDEN!" Uch!!! Kaya, I know I am not alone in feeling so proud of you and so happy for you, you are so bloody strong and have so much class. The new place is amazing, cant wait to see you make it your own! Onwards and upwards, babes.
@lisagoetsch
@lisagoetsch 2 жыл бұрын
Saw the title on my notifications and I wanted to scream my excitement for you. I can’t wait to watch you decorate. Congratulations!!
@blackfeather3959
@blackfeather3959 2 жыл бұрын
I was thinking the same thing! I'm so excited! 🤗
@sophielou2138
@sophielou2138 2 жыл бұрын
omg I legit shouted YASSSS SHE HAS FOUND A PLACE!! 😭♥️
@skyetrapp5511
@skyetrapp5511 2 жыл бұрын
@@sophielou2138 literally I yelled that exact same thing so freaking loud!
@EvieLupine
@EvieLupine 2 жыл бұрын
so so so happy for you!
@AWindy94
@AWindy94 2 жыл бұрын
Seeing your face light up at 4:50 when you mention YOUR garden 🥰 that smile is priceless. I'm so very happy for you!!
@rachel-louisemcghee3994
@rachel-louisemcghee3994 2 жыл бұрын
WHEN I SAW THIS ON THE APP I LITERALLY CRIED AND SHOWED MY BF TwT "She finally has a home! oh god im so happy for her ahhhhh"
@Urbanmantraart
@Urbanmantraart 2 жыл бұрын
same!!!!
@ItsMisfit
@ItsMisfit 2 жыл бұрын
i also showed my husband! he reeaallyyy hates her... past person and he's been following her with me and i was like KAYA FINALLY GOT A HOUSE! And he was like good, now she can start her new life fresh and she seems so much happier!
@MerryMoss
@MerryMoss 2 жыл бұрын
Same here!
@elizabetha3936
@elizabetha3936 2 жыл бұрын
Let us all rejoice. For Kaya has a home and no one can ruin it. Her baby Sebastian will be warm, happy, and with her. 😽
@undeadmagicalghoul
@undeadmagicalghoul 2 жыл бұрын
The way I gasped and yelled "YAY!!" as soon as i saw that title 😭 Congratulations, I'm so happy for you!! I'm glad that you're in a much better and safer place 🖤🖤🖤
@TabithaStabitha
@TabithaStabitha 2 жыл бұрын
Also: we've known this for ages and all but it bears repeating - YOU ARE SO ADORABLE WHEN YOU ARE HAPPY AND EXCITED!!
@djungelskog2230
@djungelskog2230 2 жыл бұрын
YES IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU LOVELY 🖤🖤 you deserve this!!! Edit: “which I’m well familiar with…” we love a shady kaya 🤭✨💅🏻 period
@Saman_tics
@Saman_tics 2 жыл бұрын
I noticed that too
@shannonrj78
@shannonrj78 2 жыл бұрын
YASS!!! LOL Beauty and Happiness with just a touch of SHADE!! 😂
@djungelskog2230
@djungelskog2230 2 жыл бұрын
@@shannonrj78 yesss ✨😁 love to see it. As she damn well should
@stephaniejunca1641
@stephaniejunca1641 2 жыл бұрын
I have to admit I stopped following you a couple years ago because I just got this bad vibe. And now I can see that it was the situation you were in. Good for you for coming into your own and finding your own space to thrive in! Living alone is seriously the best time for yourself. Wishing you only the best!! 💜 P.S. I resubscribed too ☺️
@abitofpaprika
@abitofpaprika 2 жыл бұрын
"Its mine and no one can ruin it" Those words sing to me. I just had a break up and i'm staying with family but I had run my own household for the past 2 years. It's all feels soo weird right now. And getting my own place is going to be a hell of a battle but I know it will be worth it. But I can't wait for the day I can say those words.
@glitterfartsss
@glitterfartsss 2 жыл бұрын
"I finally have somewhere that's just mine and no one can take it away from me" is such a heartbreaking statement but so powerful at the same time. I'm so happy for you and Sebastian! It's such a beautiful home 😍😍 I wish my home was half as cute as yours lol. I'm so happy for you and I can't wait for what's to come. You finally are able to rest 🖤🤍🖤🤍 *edit* AND TAPING OFF WHERE FURNITURE COULD GO IS SO GENIUS! I am so dumb! I don't have to move stuff around to see if it'll fit or I'll like it when I get the random I need to change my house up at 3 am lol. Also some of my family have gun cabinets they use just for storage of gun, guns an other items, or some own no guns and use it as a fire safe.
@spiderqueen4986
@spiderqueen4986 2 жыл бұрын
I have never been more happy for someone in my life! I have literally lost sleep over worry for you! you were the first youtuber i ever watched must have been about 10 years ago! and I am just so happy that you have pulled through a really rough time and come out on top. I love the house it looks adorable and it must feel so good to finally have your own place! no we don't know the full story but I think we can all pretty much guess some of it. Even the comment you made about the punching holes in the walls just makes me so sad you had to put up with that behaviour. Intimidation is a form of emotional abuse so we can add that to his list of wrong doings. Keep smiling Life will only get better for you!
@Thefarunlitunknown
@Thefarunlitunknown 2 жыл бұрын
The comment about punching holes in the drywall made me so sad. JM is such a narcissistic twat. Even with all this amazing woman has been through, being free of him and his ego (and emotional abuse) has got to feel like a blessing now that she’s able to rest her head safely.
@makeupbykaylenejacobs
@makeupbykaylenejacobs 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy for you and sebastian. Im sure kitty missed being around you. Hope you enjoy the new place 🖤🌸
@arisokit9866
@arisokit9866 2 жыл бұрын
I am really happy for you, Toxic Tears.❤️ It would be really cool if Aurelio Voltaire did a Gothic Homemaking episode with you as you guys could decorate your home into a lovely gothic lair. I hope you continue to do well and good luck on your journey with the goth/alternative community!!
@sassafrakatz8357
@sassafrakatz8357 2 жыл бұрын
Your whole demeanor has changed, you seem soooo happier. We all wish you a big congratulations and just wanna say I'm so jealous of your new lamp. The new place is lovely and I can't wait to see how you make it suit you decoration wise. This is such a happy vibe. I know you have been through absolute s##t for a long time. May karma work her magic now.
@NosferotikaBr
@NosferotikaBr 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy for you! Living alone it's hard but it's the best time and I wish everyone did that ❤️ I wish you the best always ❤️
@claudiavaldez6648
@claudiavaldez6648 2 жыл бұрын
YAYYYYYYYY!!!!! IM SO HAPPY AND EXCITED FOR YOU!! "✨My garden!✨" Absolutely melted my heart lol, I know that must feel so wonderful and amazing to finally have your own place and means a lot I can feel your happiness through the screen XD You really deserve everything good coming your way💙 I can't wait to see you thrive! :D
@Zizaran
@Zizaran 2 жыл бұрын
Happy for you Kaya
@laceking9973
@laceking9973 2 жыл бұрын
This could've been a 4 hour video and it still wouldn't have taken up enough of my time!! I'm so happy for you and its such a cute house 💖💖 Can't wait to see it all come together and see the little gentleman finally come home 🥺
@kellytrah
@kellytrah 2 жыл бұрын
For the bathroom door windows, use window cling film! Kinda what you used on that one window in your studio that casted rainbows into your room. Amazon has some that are not as transparent so it can provide privacy into the bathroom :) Then you don't have to battle with blinds/curtains
@jesykah
@jesykah 2 жыл бұрын
Even if you did a 24 hour vid, it wouldn’t be “enough of my time”. You’re an amazing person and positively radiant with energy. Its never nice to go through hardship but it’s comforting to know you aren’t the only one and if they can turn it around, there is still hope. And that’s what you give. Hope. Much love and positive vibes your way! 💜💜💜
@corsetedwasteland2630
@corsetedwasteland2630 2 жыл бұрын
I AM SO BEYOND STOKED FOR YOU!!! YAY!!! Edit: For the bathroom door window here's an 💡 idea paint the window with black washable paint. It's already frosted so it will look really cool, provide privacy and be completely removable if needed!
@inuzukasis1942
@inuzukasis1942 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy for you, things are looking up Kaya congratulations
@spitsatan
@spitsatan 2 жыл бұрын
I AM SO HAPPY
@draculoser2280
@draculoser2280 2 жыл бұрын
Holy shit Kaya, CONGRATULATIONS. I've been rooting for you from a distance this entire time. I just moved into my new place 3 days ago, & before that I was staying in a place with no heat, no shower, & no stove. I was shocked you were experiencing something so miserable at the same time as me. I was totally stuck like that for 8 months, & I'm just so so glad you're not stuck anymore. I've been enjoying looking into your lovely little life for 8 years now, & watching you start another new chapter is so so exciting. BEST OF LUCK FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY BLACK HEART 🦇🖤🦇
@DystopianOverture
@DystopianOverture Жыл бұрын
A place free from anger, and fear. You and Seb are gunna so happy
@thalestral
@thalestral 2 жыл бұрын
When you've been beaten down and held back and cast aside, the absolute best feeling in the world is thriving in your freedom and embracing happiness - you've shed such a massive source of negativity and come out all the stronger! The one who thought they had the power and control? They just wither and shrivel behind you, consumed by their own anger. You don't even need to look back, not once :) I'm so happy for you and Sebastian, and it's so lovely to see you surrounded by friends who love you. Really looking forward to seeing moving in and decorating vlogs - even ones on your phone are fine! You don't have to have the perfect set up or the perfect camera. Home made and spontaneous can be even more watchable. Congratulations!! 💕
@forest_goblinn
@forest_goblinn 2 жыл бұрын
Oh my goodness Kaya, I'm so happy for you!!!
@spooky-woof
@spooky-woof 2 жыл бұрын
YAAAAAYYYY OMG FINALLY!! "MY GARDEN!" Hahaha yess I felt that excitement to even be able to say that, so happy for you 🖤
@WolfmanJonesMurdermeat
@WolfmanJonesMurdermeat 2 жыл бұрын
Legit started crying when I saw the thumbnail. My immediate first thought was 'Omg, she's finally safe!!' Congrats and I cannot wait to see you and Sebastian thrive 💚💚💚
@Shiralkian
@Shiralkian 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy for you! Having your own house (all to yourself and no one else) is the best. You can invite friends over whenever you want without worrying about annoying anyone, you can eat cake in the bathtub, you can enjoy your alone time, you leave things in a spot and they'll stay there until you move them (unless your cat knocks it over), you can dance the silliest dances without anyone judging you... it's awesome. Enjoy!
@darkangelholz
@darkangelholz 2 жыл бұрын
never clicked so quick and from the first 4 seconds in guessing you've got a place! so happy for you lovely xxxx
@lucmuc0
@lucmuc0 2 жыл бұрын
I AM SOO SOOO HAPPY FOR YOU GIRL!!!
@ToxxicBats
@ToxxicBats 2 жыл бұрын
I’m grinning like crazy watching this, I’m so excited for you! The genuine happiness in your tone and your expression is such a relief to see. I can’t wait for things to get even better from here. Congrats!
@dianarose2683
@dianarose2683 2 жыл бұрын
Idea for the bathroom door! What if you got some faux stain glass window clings? I bet you could find some you can’t see through and it’d fit your witchy-vampy vibe! Also, the vanilla lavender cake sounds perfect! My wedding cake is lavender earl gray with lemon-honey frosting so I totally get the vibe lol
@bugbear89
@bugbear89 2 жыл бұрын
This is so exciting! Even after being in my little one bedroom apartment for a year now I'll still look around and get emotional about it being my own space and that I'm safe. It took 4 years for me to finally snag something. Getting a little house feels like a daydream but you give me some hope that eventually that could happen for me in the future. Enjoy decorating!
@MisstressMourtisha
@MisstressMourtisha 2 жыл бұрын
I believe in you 💕
@mlynn6498
@mlynn6498 2 жыл бұрын
This is random but my middle name is also lynn! Lmao
@mizzrufus3718
@mizzrufus3718 2 жыл бұрын
That is incredible! So wonderfully happy for you! ... And Sebastian will absolutely love it when he gets there!!
@waasnoode986
@waasnoode986 2 жыл бұрын
I’ve been in abusive situations before where I’ve lost my home as a result. I ended up in women’s shelters and had to build my life from scratch. I am so afraid to move in with guys now, if I ever do I’m putting the place in my name only. I’m glad you’re in a better place, I know that feeling of freedom and I’m so happy you are not attached to the other person anymore. I never liked the way he spoke to you. It could be played off like this is our banter type thing but there was major alarms for me. You deserve to be spoken to and treated so much better than that and I know you’re going to have an amazing time building your life on your own 🖤🖤
@mickeyburns1549
@mickeyburns1549 2 жыл бұрын
IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!!!
@knull1320
@knull1320 2 жыл бұрын
I've never watched your videos before, but this video is very nostalgic and adorable. I remember when I was homeless after a breakup in Chicago and a came back down to Florida. It was such a good feeling getting my own place. Having privacy, peace, quiet, freedom. I'm really happy for you! I remember just laying on my empty apartment floor and feeling relief. I wish you the best in life and I'm very happy for you. :)
@lawoora
@lawoora 2 жыл бұрын
I could've listened to you talking about the house and your plans endlessly, SOOOO glad and happy you finally have a safe space to be and live and that is just your own! All the best Kaya, please stay healthy and I can't wait to see what your future projects will be
@musicqueen05
@musicqueen05 2 жыл бұрын
So delighted that you've finally gotten a safe, warm and comfy space to call your home after all you've been through. Can't imagine how hopeless it must have all felt at times and you should be so proud of yourself for pushing forward and coming out the other end. So strong of you and anything else that comes along, you can absolutely tackle it, knowing you've battled way worse. Can't wait to see what's next for you and to follow you on your new journey 🖤🖤
@deltasaves
@deltasaves 2 жыл бұрын
The relief I know you feel... I get it and been there. Though this last year has been less than stellar, I feel this was coming your way and meant to be. Good things will happen from this and I cannot explain how happy I am to hear this news 🤗💜💜💜
@mariajosemurillo8617
@mariajosemurillo8617 2 жыл бұрын
How proud of yourself are you right now? I'm sooooo happy for you, glad you have a house to call home again. You look so happy and exited for whats to come. The best of luck and success in this new house. We will need a house tour soon!!
@lindasnow3960
@lindasnow3960 2 жыл бұрын
I shared this video with my daughter. A few years ago she turned me on to the Spooky Box videos. I was really glad to send her see this one!
@UpsilonPsycho
@UpsilonPsycho Жыл бұрын
"Looks like someone punched a hole in the wall, which I'm well familiar with " did we collectively just, missed that
@queenoflosthills8569
@queenoflosthills8569 2 жыл бұрын
You're very loved by family, friends, and followers. I'm so happy that you were finally able to get a house. Now time to build yourself up and do what you wanna do.
@purplexzombie3371
@purplexzombie3371 2 жыл бұрын
AAAAAAH!!!!! CONGRATULATIONS!!!! YAY!! so happy for you moonlight Tapestries and wall hangings (large curtains maybe) could help if they want you to hold off on painting qmand such.
@hailstormgirl
@hailstormgirl 2 жыл бұрын
CONGRATULATIONS! I'M SO HAPPY FOR YOU AND SEBASTIAN!! I HOPE ALL THE MOVING AND DECORATING GOES SMOOTHLY!
@hopedunkel2298
@hopedunkel2298 2 жыл бұрын
Nothing feels better than having your own space. The freedom, the independence.
@Kerosene.Dreams
@Kerosene.Dreams 2 жыл бұрын
We got your back, lady. May you only have the best of life. You deserve it. My fellow practitioners of witchcraft, you know what needs to be done. Let's protect her and do the opposite for those who have and would hurt her. I'm a gray practitioner, I have no qualms about it.
@Slappap
@Slappap 2 жыл бұрын
So happy for you things are finally going your way. You deserve it.
@mattymarjolet5685
@mattymarjolet5685 2 жыл бұрын
I’m so friggin happy for you!!! I’m just 1 minute in and I’m just happy you get to live in a place that has a shower and kitchen and you can finally sleep on an actual bed!!! 💜💜💜💜💜
@brandonortiz4942
@brandonortiz4942 2 жыл бұрын
YES, HONEY!!! I knew this would happen sooner than you thought it would. You've been working very hard & it's all finally come to a head. I can tell this is gonna be the start of a whole new chapter for you & your creative expression. Can't wait to see little Sebastian scooting around! lol
@Dom44Mason
@Dom44Mason 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy your SAFE and have a place of your OWN!! you deserve every bit of the glow on your face!! can't wait to see your content as you start making it your own 😊💜
@AlfredSoul
@AlfredSoul 2 жыл бұрын
This does not actually affect my life in any way, but I was super relieved, when I saw this pop up in my KZbin recommendations, lol.
@sequoiaivywolf9780
@sequoiaivywolf9780 2 жыл бұрын
YYYYYAAAAYYYYYYY!!!! CONGRATULATIONS KAYA!!! I'M SO EXCITED FOR YOU!!! 😃😃😃😃🎊🎉✨🎇🎆🎈🎈🎈🎈 You don't need to say sorry for being happy and excited, silly! You deserve this joy!!😁❤❤❤❤
@vannessarangel153
@vannessarangel153 2 жыл бұрын
I am so excited and happy that you found your home.
@TheMiniMomoChan
@TheMiniMomoChan 2 жыл бұрын
I’m so happy for you Kaya! Sending you happy spooky vibes! 🖤
@silversuspension8938
@silversuspension8938 2 жыл бұрын
Yay!!! I know we don’t personally know each other but I’m so happy to see your lovely face smiling and secure! I’m celebrating for you! congrats! 🥳
@CaReBeAr73109
@CaReBeAr73109 2 жыл бұрын
Kaya- you are such a strong and resilient person and I am beyond excited to see you in your new, beautiful space! You have faced many, many challenges and, as you always do, you have weathered the storm and come out the other side still smiling and full of life! Inspiring! Love your content and am so happy to see everything looking up for you 💖💖💖💖
@wonderqueerTT
@wonderqueerTT 2 жыл бұрын
Honestly I am so pleased for you. I remember the feeling I had when I got a home after being left homeless for 6 months. It's a great thing for you and Sebastian
@scandisnowgirl3696
@scandisnowgirl3696 2 жыл бұрын
I'm SO HAPPY FOR YOU!! CONGRATULATIONS!!! To start off the home decorating vlogs, you should do a cool DIY stained glass window effect on the weird bathroom door windows! They make paints you can use to create them! And they're removable with a razor blade when you need to. That way you can have privacy that looks cooler than just a blind!
@Lynn-64
@Lynn-64 2 жыл бұрын
Ya its so cool. I used to do the stained glass look on the window at my house i used to live in when i was younger, Kaya, it is very cool looking. ❣
@dawnndusk7139
@dawnndusk7139 2 жыл бұрын
There's also like privacy film for windows that are pretty cool looking, like holo and what not.
@kelleycleveland4692
@kelleycleveland4692 2 жыл бұрын
Just commented same 😆👍
@keepingitreal318
@keepingitreal318 2 жыл бұрын
Soooo happy for you lass! You've been through so much the last few months... I think now you are sorted and have your own place you should speak your truth xxx
@kyrayates6026
@kyrayates6026 2 жыл бұрын
You give me black cat and golden retriever vibes 😭 you seem so sweet and deserving. Beautiful home!
@RavenLaing
@RavenLaing 2 жыл бұрын
Hearing you say “my house” was so good to hear/see!!! Yes! Onwards and upwards now! 🖤🖤🖤
@manicmisfit7124
@manicmisfit7124 2 жыл бұрын
OMG MY HEART IS SO FULL FOR YOU CONGRATULATIONS KAYA!!! Im so happy for you!!!
@cockroachteeth3820
@cockroachteeth3820 2 жыл бұрын
I can't put into words how happy I am to learn that you've finally got a house, only wishing you the best xx
@stuffie1977
@stuffie1977 2 жыл бұрын
Congratulations!! This is just the beginning of a beautiful new phase in your life.
@ItsCreepP
@ItsCreepP 2 жыл бұрын
YES YES YES YES YES YES YESSSSSSSSS
@blackharvest13
@blackharvest13 2 жыл бұрын
I went through a similar situation xpt my fiance up and left to another state the month my lease was to be re-signed and I was forced to get roomates or be homless.. the roomates I got were friends I've had for over 10 years but they quickly quit their jobs and were freeloading and squating in my apartment... till my lease ended again and I was left with no where to go.. and was officially homless.... I was lucky enough to find a really sweet lady who was renting her 1 bedroom home and she accepted my application and allowed me to start renting from her. It's so nice not having to live with people who do nothing but take advantage of you and verbally and mentally abuse you.. they destroyed my apartment and soaked up every penny I had in rent, bills and damages after taking tm entire security deposit. They owe me thousands of dollars for the rent I was forced to pay since I was the only responsible one saving and paying rent and bills... im still trying to financially recover from everything they put me threw. If it wasn't bad enough they were responsible for causing my dog who was my service animal to get hit by a car and die when I was at work... this last year has been possibly the worse year of my entire life wich is pretty hard to beat coming from an abusive household as a child.
@AddiRockART
@AddiRockART 2 жыл бұрын
Im so happy for you! I cheer for you everyday. I have had several friends trying to purchase homes or flats in the UK since the pandemic started, and that process alone has been crazy enough. I can’t imagine compounding that with your other factors and circumstances. So glad things are going in the right direction for you 🖤
@harbinger6851
@harbinger6851 2 жыл бұрын
OH MY GOD, ITS GORGEOUS! I love it, it looks so cosy! The bathroom looks great, I cant wait for your makeover and decorations!!! So happy for you Kaya!
@rebeccac2257
@rebeccac2257 2 жыл бұрын
Yesssssss! Congrats on your place! You're going to have so much fun making it all cozy and all your own
@Anndelindevore
@Anndelindevore 2 жыл бұрын
There are easy options! You can do if they say it's okay peel and stick wallpaper, or as I've seen multiple friends do, use cloth and pin it to the corners. It's perfect if your actually doing strips. Though if you do get to paint my personal favorite is to paint the walls mat and designs with a gloss of the same color.
@jessicakelly1418
@jessicakelly1418 2 жыл бұрын
So very happy for you!!! Now this is usually when the old bad energy says "wow she has it all together and I made a mistake. I want to get back together ". Not just No but HELL NO got it!
@DawnYarnDoll
@DawnYarnDoll 2 жыл бұрын
YAY haven't watched all of it but after everything you've been through I AM SO PROUD AND HAPPY FOR YOU! Sending endless love and well wishes xo
@micaedwards9764
@micaedwards9764 2 жыл бұрын
So over the moon for you, you really deserve this house!! finally you can have your home where you and Sebastian can be safe 🖤
@RoseKindred
@RoseKindred 2 жыл бұрын
🖤 Congratulations. You worked hard and went through a lot, this is a new beginning! 🖤
@samuelbidne1481
@samuelbidne1481 2 жыл бұрын
The excitement with the bird was gold. Glad things are starting to look up.
@rachelanne2488
@rachelanne2488 2 жыл бұрын
you are stronger, and now you've got a house, you will be unstoppable, a powerful force, and that person that did those things to you or put you through crap is gonna regret it, because now you've been set free and are able to live a better life kaya, this is the best news
@mariclements
@mariclements 2 жыл бұрын
OMG OMG OMG!! YES GIRL!! CONGRATS! 💖 Edit: I am so damn excited for you Kaya! I can't wait to see your streams and how you decorate everything when you're able! :D Ahhhhhh I'm just so happy for you and so excited to see you so happy! 💖 Yeeessss cooking and baking videos! :D Ahhh haha yes you deserve to have the cutest happiest birthday, I'm so excited you'll be able to celebrate it in a house!!
@luxeciara3951
@luxeciara3951 2 жыл бұрын
I haven’t even finished watching yet but I have to say I’m so incredibly happy for you! I’ve been a subscriber for quite some time (usually a silent weirdo) but I just could not pass up the chance to say congrats and that you absolutely deserve the best! Can’t wait to see what you do with the place! Wishing you love and good prospects all the way from Maine in the US!
@phoenafox
@phoenafox 2 жыл бұрын
👆🏼 ditto👆🏼, from northwest US!💜💜💜
@ucitymetalhead
@ucitymetalhead 2 жыл бұрын
Hear hear.
@fallonpaige3562
@fallonpaige3562 2 жыл бұрын
Yes, same energy here. Congratulations and Much love from Texas !
@tanyapizzolattoshimmerngtarot
@tanyapizzolattoshimmerngtarot 2 жыл бұрын
Lots of love from Ohio🖤🦇🖤
@sugasswag7083
@sugasswag7083 2 жыл бұрын
OMGGG WE'RE ALL SO EXCITED FOR YOU BABE!!! CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU DECORATE IT!!!!
@imelectraheart3142
@imelectraheart3142 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy for you! As a follower who's been here for yeeaarrs and seeing what you've shared recently, you deserve this.
@missfoxylocksnz
@missfoxylocksnz Жыл бұрын
Could we maybe get an updated house tour pretty please? Would be wonderful to see how you've made this space your own ♥
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