Interesting and thank you. I have Saturn in Aries opposed with Mars. You are correct about the dominant parent. My mother in this case. This is where the problems come from in my self-expression and self-image. She was very critical and controlling. Yes. I feel that I have to constantly develop strength and have a problem with authority figures.
@Michael-gs8og4 жыл бұрын
Dad was the same way. I have been very demeaning and condescending towards him, now that I am an adult. Treat me nice, then I will do the same. If not, then I will go out of my way to destroy someone's life. My anger and temper, no one would want to see me angry. Don't be afraid to put abusive authority figures in their place and don't take nonsense from anyone.
@Michael-gs8og4 жыл бұрын
Also, push yourself to work on your self-esteem. Hard work is the key. Always remember that!
@sherrensteal26353 жыл бұрын
I learned that learning self-respect and acknowledging your power will help you build good relationships and respect from authoritative figures. Always remember that the insecure are the ones that will feel threatened by your power and they will try to "thwart" it but don't fret, as this has nothing to do with you but them. Fck uberly insecure people.
@angelinemarsland3 жыл бұрын
Me too I also have Saturn in Aries! Mars in libra. It’s all backwards lol
@sherrensteal26352 жыл бұрын
@@manlyunicorns1999 how this placement work depends on the person and how their charts are playing around it. At the end of the day, it all boils down to how evolved the person is. People having this placements can either be wallowed by the "negativity" of this placement or learn from it and grow. How I see this placement is that it teaches you to own your power and learn to stand up for yourself when needed be. It is also a character builder. As someone who grew up with this placement, I have been thwarted to speak up my truth a couple of times and my younger and insecure self would refuse to defend myself and seether in anger silently. But as I grew older, I decided to own my personal power and learned to protect and defend myself when needed be and also I have learned to establish boundaries and respect it from others as well, meaning, I do not force my will unto others, understanding that other people have a mind and will of their own. So your comment on my statement is pretty subjective. :) But my statement in this comment thread still stands because it's just facts. Insecure people seek to control and destroy others because it's the only way they can feel powerful. They rob others of their will because they can't exude it from themselves. I remember when I wrote that comment. I was in the verge of transformation, I literally just had epiphanies in my life and it's pretty normal to feel angst on things that's been bothering me for so long. Glad I calmed down now. If I were in my old state, I would have reacted to your comment differently. :)
@monasofia99445 жыл бұрын
I do not have this aspect but it is so useful to learn just to understand people more deeply. I love your videos.
@adik43095 жыл бұрын
Yhh having this in opposition position makes the trauma and lack of power and control during childhood a real problem in intimate and public relations, life is one big power struggle with everyone, but the positive of this aspect I’m driven and understanding at same time
@redefinedliving59744 жыл бұрын
omg the power struggle yesssss :( i always feel like others are threatening my whole being XD
@sherrensteal26353 жыл бұрын
@@redefinedliving5974 I have this aspect but it seems people are threatened by me. They thwart whenever I make a move. But as I grew older, I realized those that are insecure are the only ones who feels threatened by my being.
@redefinedliving59743 жыл бұрын
@@sherrensteal2635 I made this comment 10 months ago and I experienced the most growth ever in my life as I realized I was surrounded with and was raised by narcissists :( And yes this made me attract insecure people, accept their shitty treatment and thought I'm the one needed fixing here. Ehhh I have this aspect square Pluto lol I was actually quite powerful bc I see through people's BS and motherfuckers made me believe I was the weak one 😅
@redefinedliving59743 жыл бұрын
@@sherrensteal2635 I made this comment 10 months ago and I experienced the most growth ever in my life as I realized I was surrounded with and was raised by narcissists :( And yes this made me attract insecure people, accept their shitty treatment and thought I'm the one needed fixing here. Ehhh I have this aspect square Pluto lol I was actually quite powerful bc I see through people's BS and motherfuckers made me believe I was the weak one 😅
@sherrensteal26353 жыл бұрын
@@redefinedliving5974 hahahaha exactly! these idiots thinks we didn't know any better. They thought we blind lol until we explode! hahahaha
@carolelawmac79214 жыл бұрын
Wow. Just wow. Mars Libra (and rising), Saturn Aries. My whole life I’m either ASSERTIVE or completely placating. I went into law enforcement at 24, and it was so detrimental to my soul being in that career. Letter of the law all the way, because I had something to “prove.” I was the boss. I was over compensating because of the lack of power I felt as a child. Fortunately my Cancer Jupiter/MC kept my kindness intact, but my whole life has been repression. I’m innately angry, and although it has soften as I’ve evolved, I know it’s still there. So many aha moments in this video. THANK YOU! I feel like I just had the best therapy session of my life. Will be listening again and again. ❤️
@pixiedust85453 жыл бұрын
Same placements. How did you get over it?
@illuminate65743 жыл бұрын
Same placements but Mars is in retrogade
@COLBYWILDR Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much. This has been a wound that has run through my life in all ways, and I have been uncovering it bit by bit. My mars is in Libra on the descendant, opposite my saturn in Aries conjunct my AC. I have never felt so called out as I have in this video. So much clarity presented itself to me. I had not mastered this nearly as well as I thought I had. I was crying by the end. Thank you again.
@geenadavis49934 жыл бұрын
I was moved and inspired by this video of yours. So much soul felt which connected me to mine. I have this aspect. It shows up in every area of my life in one form or another. I have a youthful, fairy like appearance and disposition mixed with my calm, collected, grounded Taurus moon and so people do not assume that there are some very deeply disturbed caverns within me. That factor alone seems like one of crosses to bear in this lifetime. When I express my authentic feelings and boundaries to other people, even if gently, I either get a retaliation or I get abandoned, or the person doubles down, or becomes physically violent. I have been working on this inside of me since I finally left my husband 3 years ago and I feel like I don’t know what else to do on my own to really manage this and start to really own my own life, process repressed anger and even identify that it actually *is* anger. I don’t even know what anger actually truly feels like enough to identify it. It all just stays inside of me and it results in Illnesses, liver damage despite never being a drinker or drug user etc... it’s time for me to get help. I’m ready to integrate this force inside of me screaming to be loved, acknowledged, accepted and invited in healthfully to allow it to finally work on me and allow me to thrive in my own life. This is a lonely aspect. I’m not alone but I feel trapped inside of myself often and it’s very hard to explain. I want to really work on this. I don’t think I can manage the consequences of this aspect in my life anymore. I’m ready to turn crisis’ into inconveniences and start to feel *truly* proud of myself instead of waiting for someone else to do it.
@fx4147 Жыл бұрын
Kudos to everyone sharing this aspect 🙏🏻
@asdff7279 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story and I hope you’ve progressed since❤ By any chance are you neurodivergent? 😊
@Irene.Era. Жыл бұрын
Love, light and peace to you❤ thanks for sharing in so much openness and sincerity.
@cosmicbodyguards4285 Жыл бұрын
@@asdff7279hi thanks for your comment. I only recently learned what that word was. I have been told by a few different people that I am what you said. When I was 4 in 1995 my doctor urged my mom to have me start testing for ADD & Asperger’s. My mom was in denial that I needed medical intervention or extra help & at that time in society I think she felt offended & embarrassed so she casted out that idea and decided she’d change my diet, believing that would change my behavior & development. I wasn’t a bad baby/toddler. I was just distant. And my elder sister by 3 years was, in comparison, a firecracker. Very unruly, devious, and sought out attention & stimulation. Of course I probably seemed socially reserved & emotionally, verbally & developmentally lacking compared to her which is what they did our entire upbringing - compare us. Also just after my birth my mom, sister & I were moved from California to Germany for the first couple years of my life since my dad was stationed there & was at war in Saudi Arabia during those critical developmental years. My mom was highly unfit. Could not keep the home clean, partied & left me with strangers, having affairs etc.. she was only 23 & dad was 33 so I see the issue there. She was just so emotionally volatile & inconsistent. I was very attached to her though & then she got arrested in front of me & sister when I was 5 & I did not see her again until I was 11 years old because she went to prison. All of this really cemented in the developmental issues I believe. I don’t think I have ASD but I know I have undiagnosed ADHD that seems to get worse, not better. I don’t typically & often share all this extra personal info but I just felt like today was a good day to share.
@sonofhibbs4425Ай бұрын
I really appreciated your comment. Very helpful and insightful about the aspect. I can relate !
@estersromova3 жыл бұрын
I have this opposition. On the one hand, I'm glad because if I hadn't fought as a child, I wouldn't be here now. It helped me a lot when I started deeply working on myself and started studying psychology. I am a psychologist now and helping people build stability and confidence in themselves as I helped myself. Everything that has happened to us can move and strengthen us if we want to learn and develop respect and love for ourselves, for other people, and for nature. 💗 Thank you, Jewel, for the amazing videos. You are the master.
@karenmcpaul15005 жыл бұрын
I have Mars in Libra 5th house opposite Saturn in Aries 11th. Always saw this as never speaking up 4 myself Even though Gemini Asc. Saturn holds me back from showing my true self & Mars always makes me give in to others ways. Abused by Mother who’s a Cap & could never say no to bosses. Giving my all just to please them yet always hurting on inside cos I didn’t speak up. High anxiety levels constantly in fight or flight mode led to my epilepsy. Am 50 now & only recognising this.
@Mandy31413 жыл бұрын
I'm sorry to hear you had to go through this.
@sherrensteal26353 жыл бұрын
Karen, I am proud of you. I am happy you finally recognized it and hope you will claim your power back. :)
@niiwin6595 Жыл бұрын
I have This opposition and also epilepsy ..Mars in Cancer Satrun Capricorn so weird its a 10 degree orb yet it's so strongly felt ... very helpful Jewel ..really makes me rethink orbs
@diona79055 жыл бұрын
My ex has this is opposition and his father was a violent drunk. His father would get drunk and beat the crap out of them. With that being said literally everything you said is spot on. God help anyone who gets in his way .
@rahulranjan90133 жыл бұрын
Here's something more interesting. David Goggins (Google him , it'll blow your mind) has this aspect too & he's was very fat in his early years but he trained hard to become a Navy Seal & his father would beat the crap out of him too.
@Heksensang2 жыл бұрын
@@rahulranjan9013 I watched a video on that a while back. I guess Michael Jackson had it too. It rings true I suppose, both had harsh fathers, as did I, luckily he didn’t beat me but the emotional/mental blockages I acquired from those experiences are definitely points of difficulty for me. I guess Michael Jackson & David Goggins prove that you can overcome the adversity this aspect provides us (un)fortunate few with. David Goggins story especially gives me hope. As I grow older I like to think I grow wiser. I still have some anger & self acceptance issues but they’re nowhere near as bad as they were when I was younger. I also feel I don’t feel the inclination to prove myself to others as intensely as I did back then either. But if I’m being honest my Mars placement is one of the most afflicted planets in my chart & it’s not the easiest finding a balance between overexerting my will or getting stuck in ruts of complacency. Some other aspects for example; Mars square a Pluto/Jupiter conjunction. There’s actually a T-square between Mars, Saturn & Jupiter & Im still trying to figure how to use that energy dynamic as productively as possible.
@doublevenusastro Жыл бұрын
@@Heksensang Michael Jackson actually had the inconjunction which is arguably worse. Another famous MJ however - Michael Jordan - has the opposition and it is one of the most prevailing, overwhelming features in his life and personality. You hear it come through in his language so clearly when he speaks and his entire basketball career lives out this arc.
@amandakenneally84758 ай бұрын
@@doublevenusastroI don’t know anything about Michael Jordan, I’d love to hear anything you had to say about what your perception is regarding: his Mars/Saturn opposition?
@drdispekful7475 жыл бұрын
I have the opposition with Saturn in the 4th and yes, my mother who’s Aquarius moon conjuncts my Saturn was tyrannical and cruel towards me so I learned to fall into the victim role. Being ignored by her or any other people who “mimick” her role is very invalidating but I’m working on relying on myself for validation vs through my work. It’s difficult to get out of the pattern of the very strict rules and standards I’ve set for myself as a result but I’m determined to do it.
@kippio4 жыл бұрын
I have been trying to work with this opposition in my natal chart for years. Your psychological Rx to this opposition is a game-changer. Thank you.
@fooshpoof5 жыл бұрын
I have this aspect and I hate it when I start to get the feeling that I have to prove something. Lately I started to realize it and I am trying to reprogram myself to not feel like that because I absolutely don't have to. And then I also have venus square saturn and mercury and same with mars...but this opposition I really think I dislike most in my chart
@jentran18764 жыл бұрын
I get chu, funny I’ve always been prone to get entangled with tensions in relationships with ppl whom I am close to, despite being thought of as cool and friendly by most 🤥 fired from my mortgage job cuz ‘your personality does not suit this line of work’ though I’ve done a lot of extra tasks passed onto me by senior co-workers that doesn’t make me extra💰 I’ve learned that I don’t need to overexert myself to be a decent human being and man how much things have changed 🤯
@sherrensteal26353 жыл бұрын
@@jentran1876 " I dont need to overexert myself to be a decent human being" I love this!
@laura0735 жыл бұрын
Thank you, thank you, thank you! Love your super cool videos !
@heyoooooo5 жыл бұрын
nice to see you again..i always enjoy your videos..good energy 💜.. the timing of this aspect couldnt be anymore perfect 😊🌊🌊🌊
@JoshuaCEllison3 ай бұрын
I resonate so much with your energy and how you convey/express information. It’s like you’re a tame flame ✨🔥🏵️💚✨ Thanks for sharing this great in depth video!
@Pedro_Hermoso4 жыл бұрын
Got this aspect, it feels exactly as you're describing it, you're a genius. Thanks for helping me and others who also have this how to deal with ourselves, you're an angel
@satrixremix71115 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this video, you hit the nail so hard it brought tears to my eyes
@carolelawmac79214 жыл бұрын
Satrix Remix agreed.
@c.guinevere4 жыл бұрын
Incredible video. Your insights are exactly what I have been shown I need to work on. Bringing my Saturn in Pisces 7h, Mars in Virgo 12h opp to zero point creates true power. Thank you deeply.
@k.e.l.58894 жыл бұрын
Thank you for discussing something so important. You are so eloquent. I'm sending you love.
@satines60455 жыл бұрын
I love the way you explain things, its very clean.
@peterluisvenero3 жыл бұрын
You’re amazing the way you artfully articulate the emotions. Thank you!
@RachelYleigh3 жыл бұрын
Wow thank you so much for this illuminating insight on how to turn such a challenging aspect into a strength. 🙏🏼
@venusian.academy2 жыл бұрын
Wow! I sobbed throughout this whole video. I can now see how this pattern is working out in my own life. 🙏🏼 thank you!
@SBeeLove5 жыл бұрын
Jewel !! I thank you tremendously for your work, especially this video. This resonated with me so deeply with me right now, at a pivotal moment in my life. I am so thankful that I came across this video at a point to fully receive it
@LeaguesBeneathUs4 жыл бұрын
I have this aspect, it's a five degree orb with Mars in libra and saturn in pisces, and I've watched this video probably four times now to try to juice every drop of wisdom from it. I didn't think I still had this problem until my last job. I've had a total of 13 different jobs in 7 years. It doesn't help that I have a star of David in my chart. Self control has always been the biggest struggle for me. I am slowly learning to overcome it.
@TheBlaxkWolf5 жыл бұрын
I have the opposition and I do happen to be a bisexual woman, and I don’t like it when men try to dominate or control me.
@odivineosiris63155 жыл бұрын
I have this as well 🔥 and I agree 🤔
@PSMassage4 жыл бұрын
You are an excellent speaker and communicator :-)
@Tesse104 жыл бұрын
I have to thank you so much for this video it really helped me understand and put into perspective a lot of things I’ve always struggled with including specifically with issues I’ve been talking with my therapist about. I noticed the issues but was having trouble understanding the root of it all and how it was displayed through my own behavior externally and internally.
@chogan21283 жыл бұрын
My abusive step father has this in a grand square with Pluto opposite venus filling the cross opposition of the square. Your description of this ‘slice’ of his personality was spot on! Thank you for taking the time to make this video... it helped me see him more clearly and accept that I am not crazy for feeling abused.
@anamaria-db7pq3 жыл бұрын
Hello Jewel, I hope you will read this or other women with this aspect. I have an ever existing feeling of being less valuable than everyone else. A sense of shame of myself accompanies me for a long time, which gets triggered in some situations more than in others. I have a problem with men. I am hetero sexual but there is an underlying fear of men in me, a fear of masculine aggression and sexuality. When it is shown to me bluntly I freeze, I am in fear. I have the feeling that my boundaries are invaded and I am losing a connection to myself. I become complete slave to the "master" but I don't want it. I hate being submissive. Some men even asked me if I was abused or why I am so tense when I should actually enjoy the sexual tensions building up and attraction being shown towards me. I wasn't abused but I know that feeling still somehow... I lose control over myself but not in a good way, in a paralyzing way. This mechanism plays off repeatedly and I wonder if this has something to do with this aspect that I have in tight orb. (I also have Mars square Pluto in a wider orb). Maybe some other women can relate to this feeling, too and would like to share.. I do martial arts btw since I am a child. I love the feeling of defending myself with a weapon and attacking my oponent in an intelligent way, I feel powerful then.
@illona25373 жыл бұрын
Everything you said was very accurate and I appreciate all the advice you gave with the explanation, I feel like I know how to begin bettering myself in regards to this placement. I've also always idolized bruce Lee and hoped to gain an ounce of his self discipline through martial arts so I was happy to know that he also had this aspect as well.
@GeorgeXCIX Жыл бұрын
Scorpio Mars, Saturn Taurus, 1st and 7th. "If you yield only to a conqueror then prepare to be conquered." Never fold.
@BvdB16 ай бұрын
You touched me so deeply... I feel so understood, it makes me weep. A deep wound seen and I'm willing to become the master, through flowing with the currents.
@user-lc2lk5em8v5 жыл бұрын
Wow Thank You. I believe this video came in a great part of my life. While Chiron is hitting my Aries moon. Aries sun, Libra rising but Mars in Scorpio in 1H.. Learning and healing on lessons of trust . Aries moons always had to do everything for themselves & we don’t know how to trust sometimes. Thank you 💗it gets exhausting constantly fighting sometimes we just have to let life and not respond to everything.
@Devious914 жыл бұрын
I have this opposition in my natal chart and really thought about your description in regards to a lesbian women...As a gay sensitive guy with a lot of water energy, I sometimes switch between almost feeling like a woman in regards to seeking an alpha male to cope with my lack of authoritarianism, to suddenly wanting to replace that said authoritarian myself time to time.. I am more passive aggressive since my Mars is in cancer, but this makes me emotionally shut down and more internally explode rather than venting out my aggression externally...This disposition is very difficult to work with in harmony especially in regards to career. Also I get very irritated with aspects of humiliation as you rightly said, and i find it an enormous challenge to accept or be ok with humiliation!. I like it when I'm in control, even if I don't even think of myself of "strong" or question my own authoritativeness Very complex ! But thank you, I've made a lot of remedial notes. Hope fully can calmly put it into action Thank you for your very well analyzed and intuited explanation!
@Jen_nifer994 жыл бұрын
I have Mars opposite Saturn.. Saturn in Taurus 5H and Mars in Scorpio 11H. Actually my mom is the most dominant parent and caused me the most pain in my childhood
@A123-i3b3 жыл бұрын
I have the same position, both signs and house
@demicynthiaeaston21304 жыл бұрын
This has helped me so much thank you, I'm struggling with the intensity of such placements
@Porkchopapii5 жыл бұрын
I love your videos can you talk more Sun square Saturn.
@r011ing_thunder64 жыл бұрын
I have it in the trine
@lalaland81335 жыл бұрын
Hello glad you're back i very much enjoy your videos. I have this in my chart it a t-sq with my moon and this is my experience i definitely was a victim of abuse from my brothers and my mother was emotionally abusive and explosive while my father wasnt really available he no longer talks to my brothers so its played out very literally for me . For a long time i felt i had to prove myself to the world, and now i accept all things. I don't tolerate toxic shit but i don't feel the anger that comes with the having no control over how others behave when its in my opinion abusive. I just refocus on me and change my thoughts to what makes me feel good. Not so much clashes with authority though??
@michaeltownsendjr.87805 жыл бұрын
Jewel, I find it interesting how you said “men identify with Mars and women don’t”. I could be wrong but I personally find that hard Mars contacts in men can show up with more aggression than with women because of the way that they and society identifies them so strongly with Mars and martian things. Especially the egotistical side of Mars.
@fx4147 Жыл бұрын
Very interesting. Thank you for this video. i never knew Bruce Lee had this!!! Its so relatable! Like always the battle is ON ⚔️
@geneoluminology Жыл бұрын
Woww...that was deeeeep🙌🏼🏆👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼👏🏼 You re the best .. I ve searched for long for some guidance for this aspect....th stiffest in my chart... Yess..exactly so.. ... Looking back to my younger years....😂😂😂😂...bosses and orders? I thought it was my mission to kill them... Luckily, l learned some humbleness..or team work.. It was a full time job ..game...making enemies for no reason..with mars in cap in 5th house.. Luckily time is a great teacher
@audreymcdalpe5 жыл бұрын
Thanks very much! Mos def waited a long time for this aspect video 😊
@kinhotas5 жыл бұрын
I have Ascendant/Saturn oposing Mars/Descendant/Chiron. in Pisces/Virgo. My father was very violent in all levels. I am constantly ignored in public, and was humilliated a lot in the past. I don't respect weakness in others or myself. Everything you said was point on.... Ok. Now.. I have made this conscious and can work on it. Thanks a lot.. and yes I can be dangerous but my Cancer sun and Libra moon make me a nice person overall :b
@nicoleo50173 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for such a beautiful insight on this aspect and also to provide advise to work with it.
@kingachrobot44784 жыл бұрын
My boyfriend has this aspect. His father is an alboholic and when he was in primary school his mother went to college and he would stay at the house with the father, who not only didn't provide him with food and emotional support, he would get drunk and pass out or get abusive. My boyfriend would find him passed out on the kitchen floor, he would call his mom crying saying he had nothing to eat and he was hungry, but there was no one there that would help him. His mother would just say she can't be there, because it's a 2 hour drive. He would sometimes have to lock himiself in his room to stop the angry father from entering it. He would get beaten up, aggresively thrown around and so forth. Now he's an adult, who's driven to have a more successful career and income than his father. He definitely gets combative with him, both literally and in terms of success and life achievements. His sun and moon are conjunct in sagittarius and they orbit the midheaven (moon is in 9th and sun in 10th house) He's very insecure and unable to recognize that his behavior is just a display of the insecurity, not a demonstration of strength. He thinks his worth is measured only by his possessions and that everyone who's ever wronged him is below him, because he's achieved so much (when in reality he's too young to even have achieved anything and all his possessions come from his parents, to his dismay) He's nearing a 12th house transit by pluto, so like, pray for him.
@andreeax180011 ай бұрын
The sum of my battles in this life time. Please do a moon opposite mercury natal, as i have that too, mixing in w/ this mars opp saturn in a grand cross. Deep inside I feel that this challenging aspects are seeds for, in the end, something great that you can impart to others for a greater good. Currently I am going after a psychology degree in hope I can help others towards self-realization. Thank you for your amazing work 🙏
@Changingszns3 жыл бұрын
I have this opposition. But I guess I have healed my wounds cause I tend to be dominant in other aspects that my husband doesn’t mind me to. In our early marriage we tend to be at war with each other because we love to dominate. But learning to communicate and Compromise is the key. I let him take charge in aspects that I let him to. We respect each other. I think that’s important
@l.jamillah48333 жыл бұрын
May I ask what's your enneagram and mbti type? If you already are familiar.
@Changingszns3 жыл бұрын
@@l.jamillah4833 I am INFJ 😊 hbu
@littletalkslove91212 жыл бұрын
This really saved my life. Thank you. Saturn conjunct south node and Mars conjunct north node
@littletalkslove91215 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!!! I really liked the star wars analogies. Spot on! And very soothing
@coletaylor98472 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for creating this video!!
@CelineLight5 жыл бұрын
Thank you for this video! Would love to hear you talk about natal Jupiter opposite Saturn.
@mariakloppenborg576714 күн бұрын
Thanks great insight! I've got mars in leo, oppositie saturn in the 3th: bulliying , demeaning brother, fights with man:see the aspect back in de doughters chart and granddaughter: we are all quite fierce, but surely defensive Thank you.
@moond23894 ай бұрын
Mars in 1st house, Sun in 5th house, Saturn in 8th house. sexual abuse and theft in my house(I was 15 years old), I had no reaction, I have lost l memory. Recently my ex husband abused me and so did his mother, he said I was worthless, he also hit me. He hated my voice, that I didn't bow my head but how can I. All my life it's been like this. Sometimes I feel like I'm always surviving, I feel like I can't trust. When I do it, it hurts so much. I also have Pluto/Venus in the 4th house opposing the Moon. It is so difficult. I feel stupid, I just want to live. I don't want to survive the pain anymore. I am very afraid but I have fought so hard to get out of my depression and trauma. My mind broke when I was 15 years old. Sometimes I feel my fight will be eternal. How I am not able to fight, I spoke with power, I cannot control the damage. My son brought out strength in me that I didn't know I could have. I want to protect my son, I want to take care of him and be strong to take care of us. Because I don't trust the world.
@Mandy31415 жыл бұрын
Hi Jewel, can you make a video on Mars opposite Pluto? 💜 Love you
@Lyomama225 жыл бұрын
😭😭 plz upload more I miss u
@HeyItsMe-sh2cw5 жыл бұрын
I have mars and Saturn not conjuct in 10th seems similar. Popular but clash with authority. Uranus near the acendant and aquarius so maybe magnified. Just learning martial arts philosophy be like water . Wrote this before i heard it. Very cool. Thank you lots. Really enjoy your videos
@vildu4 жыл бұрын
THANK YOU !!!!! fix grand cross with mars opposite saturn .... Today I order TAI CHI training !!!!
@hybrasilirish40815 жыл бұрын
Thank you sooo much life changing info
@erikjon84325 жыл бұрын
Great video. My natal mars at 17 degrees in cap in 1st house Trines my natal Saturn in the 5th in Taurus. Very helpful video. Thank you :)
@johnconstantinemarinakiski81283 жыл бұрын
I have this aspect (MARS in PISCES opposition to SATURN in VIRGO) - North Node also in Virgo. It's true that I never want to make anybody else feel uncomfortable. As a Pisces I am already naturally sensitive towards others but with this opposition. It's also true that in order for me to enjoy a day at the beach, I HAVE TO have exercises and eaten healthy before so that I can be WORTHY of being at the beach with no shirt on. Otherwise I don't feel deserving and uncomfortable.
@jduhluv2 жыл бұрын
Just beautifully articulated, thank you🤍
@ILOVETOLOVEYA5 жыл бұрын
Really good video, Jewel. Thank you for this.
@anhedona2 жыл бұрын
I looked up celebrities with this aspect and wow there are so many; Ariana Grande, Dan Howell, Nicole Kidman, George Clooney... It made me feel like it musnt be too bad to have it :D
@RM-ti8nf5 жыл бұрын
Great info Jewel, thanks!
@alexandra99444 жыл бұрын
I have this aspect. Saturn 7th house Aries & Moon 7th house Aries opposite Mars 1st house Libra. It's an interesting aspect - makes me need affection but also run away from it. Also a problem with being competitive in my relationships, needing to have the upper hand..
@sonofhibbs44254 жыл бұрын
Saturn in the 7th is bad enough!
@alexandra99444 жыл бұрын
@@sonofhibbs4425 LOL thanks for the encouragement 😂 it's not that bad, I actually quite like it. Forcing me to see what I want out of relationships.
@PSMassage4 жыл бұрын
This totally describes me. Wow! Mars in Virgo in the 11th house opposes Saturn In Pisces the 5th house. Its quite a challenge
@Love.Angeela4 жыл бұрын
oh wow my husband is mars in pisces 5th house and Saturn in virgo in 11th... this video really helps me understand him more. 💕💕💕
@kathycat123 жыл бұрын
The part about character assasination of others and just being so focused on others, criticising them, playing the victim and not being able to see yourself (totally blind) is so true. It reminds me of covert narcissistic traits.
@katzumihanzo54714 жыл бұрын
Well, I am not lesbian, but I identify myself with Mars, I have so much Mars in my chart, that I can say I AM Mars. I’m and Arie sun, with Mars and Mercury in Aries, and my moon is in Scorpio. So, you tell me if I identify with it or not, lol. I tend to clash with bosses a lot!! For everything else, you are pinpoint accurate 🙌🏼
@pamm9915 жыл бұрын
ive always been an alpha female, i just was always forced to be the opposite, and then shamed for it
@sherrensteal26353 жыл бұрын
me too. i was shamed for being "dominant" but didn't really care about it anymore as I grew older as I realized that their insecurities has nothing to do with me. Fellow alphas are going to respect you for who you are and will recognize you. claim it. since you're an alpha, you shouldn't be worried about the opinions of those sheeps.
@calgoulden82232 жыл бұрын
Thank you Jewel, this helped me realise things about myself and helped me make sense of my past. I have mars retrograde in sagittarius loosely opposite saturn (7 degrees) and I can relate to this video, but weirdly I think this energy used to be way stronger in me when I was young, and I don't feel like that as much now. I think having neptune trine saturn helps me a lot with having a more idealistic attitude to authority (and maybe venus loosely conjunct saturn helps too?? not sure if it works that way). Also will you ever do a saturn opposite pluto video? Id love to see it
@lacemitchell98955 жыл бұрын
Woohoo Jewel’s back!💃🏽 Please please please when you have time do composite moon square Pluto?
@lillianlilo74475 жыл бұрын
Ooooh yeah!! I hear the love in strong and intense for this aspect.
@lacemitchell98955 жыл бұрын
Virgin Mary Dude it’s crazy 😜 but I still need it explained to me lol
@sonofhibbs4425Ай бұрын
Self mastery! 👏🏻👍🏻 I’m a woman with this aspect and I think it along with Pluto in my 8th house aspecting both the mars and Saturn, make me feel like Rogue from x-men in relationships. Gotta be careful with it.
@woooohooooayo Жыл бұрын
I absolutely loved this.
@redefinedliving59744 жыл бұрын
thank you for this jewel. no wonder i always had the affinity for bruce lee. in fact he's one of my role models in high school but not knowing much about him except his sense of self mastery
@smokin17415 жыл бұрын
This aspect puts people in body bags if in aggressive signs.
@chogan21283 жыл бұрын
Yes, it does..
@drama94263 жыл бұрын
@@chogan2128 why
@PiNkSuGaRx2Alicia5 жыл бұрын
God bless you!!!!!
@tinalilith5 жыл бұрын
I really appreciate your reference to Bruce Lee... I have Mars/Saturn Inconjunct and have always looked up to him as a model.
@LJLydia Жыл бұрын
I love this woman, very insightful.
@mtrizzy75335 жыл бұрын
Can you do a video on sun square saturn natal?
@Colors-bj9xv5 жыл бұрын
Such a complete video, thanks for all the Effort you put into this :) If you happen to see this comment, would you be thinking into making a Mars in the houses in synastry? I have looked for something like that (like the others playlists you have) but it’s not as complete as your videos. I learn so much from you. Take care! Wish you the best :)
@andrewsthomas69945 жыл бұрын
excellent video. Please do Pluto conjunct Moon transit? Thank you
@evefairy77402 жыл бұрын
thank you for this amazing insight on Saturn Mars dynamics. I am trying to understand this opposition when Mars conjunct at the same time Venus and Jupiter in Leo. Person is very Leonine cause as well Sun Mercury Ascendant conjunction. Because Ascendant and Saturn are in air signs - it feels very detached persona and kinda like not strongly or directly coming ahead with need of admiration and affection, but in a very covert and subtile way.
@lalithakrishnamurthy9663 Жыл бұрын
Childhood humiliation and as a result being aggressive in the Oder age with every authority figure i opposed them
@Pinkstars16055 жыл бұрын
i have this aspect, but also have chiron and mars conjunct opposing saturn, how would that manifest in a persons personal opinions of themselves?
@evapapa11784 жыл бұрын
Same too
@LegendaryMel2 жыл бұрын
same here
@katzumihanzo54714 жыл бұрын
Btw, My Mars opposing Saturn felt attacked and humiliated by this video😂😂😂
@Ad_Astra_3215 жыл бұрын
True! I have the Conjunction & though I do assume authority, the lessons have been with regard to humility. Having the placement in Pisces, perhaps it has been easier than in another Sign? Never-the-less, it's a fine line & best you don't over step it. You run the risk of becoming a pompous, insufferable ass!! Own it, or it will be put upon you & as with all Saturn Aspects, age & experience help to balance things out immensely ;) Thanks, Jewel =)
@aerial615 жыл бұрын
jewel, thank you
@Porkchopapii4 жыл бұрын
My mom and older brothers has this aspect my other older brother has Mars contra parallel Saturn I have Mars semi square Saturn and my little brother Mars semi sextile(Inconjunct)Saturn. So we're a very steamy family.
@LincolnBorges115 жыл бұрын
do mars opposite pluto next please
@stephdreams42124 жыл бұрын
Saturn in Aries 6H opposite Mars in Libra 12H. Definitely like to be my own boss. I noticed (now that I’m older) that I have a habit of not following directions 🤣 Ofc it’s within reason but I do like to make my own rules and work alone.
@Michael-gs8og4 жыл бұрын
What is your profession? I have this aspect Saturn in Aries 8th house and Mars in Libra in 2nd house. The remedy with this place is to be detached, cold, strict, and critical. That will offset the negative energies of this placement.
@alexisvcc33544 жыл бұрын
@@Michael-gs8og I know a guy with that Mars and Saturn, I would like to know how they handle it
@stephdreams42123 жыл бұрын
@@Michael-gs8og I am a Behavior therapist. My profession is to teach kids with ASD or ADHD how to perform at their highest potential, and work to reduce maladaptive behavior using ABA therapy
@Michael-gs8og3 жыл бұрын
@@stephdreams4212 Nice.
@Michael-gs8og2 жыл бұрын
@@manlyunicorns1999 No, I didn't..
@crassytheprodigy3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for helping to set me free
@JG_11145 жыл бұрын
Thank God my mars trine to my natal Saturn
@pamm9915 жыл бұрын
will the involvement of other planets change things?
@middaysun35535 жыл бұрын
My daughter has Mars Pluto conjunct opposite Saturn. I know I can't impose her anything. I had to develop a way to adjust as much as possible to her. I decided to grant her a lot of freedom, but when I ask her something very important I expect her to comply with my request. Does it work? More or less. She needs to win she can use so much strength that is impossible for me to match it. I just try to contain the river inside the banks! P.S. When I give her freedom I always underline it to her, so that she knows two things, I'm the authority and she owes me 😘
@pamm9915 жыл бұрын
i have the same
@SasukeUchiha-rb1rs5 жыл бұрын
I have this too
@middaysun35535 жыл бұрын
@@SasukeUchiha-rb1rs lots of difficult people around!!!!😀
@SasukeUchiha-rb1rs5 жыл бұрын
Bron y Aur hahaha sorry we can’t help it
@buenavidaestates-livingthe63335 жыл бұрын
My siblings have this same also with Uranus conjunct the Mars and Pluto & opposite Saturn. Ugh. just Ugh. I grew up with the Mars saturn sextile with Mars in my 8th & Saturn in my 10th. Smoother.
@pedrofelipepamplona19445 жыл бұрын
Did anyone ever told you look just like Nicole Kidman ? 😍
@sherrensteal26353 жыл бұрын
ikr haha
@aminahlouise12035 жыл бұрын
I love this thank you for sharing! I don't know if its on here but do you have a video for Venus square Saturn at all?
@Blueflameintegration5 жыл бұрын
I'm an Aries sun with moon in Cap.. with my natal Saturn being in the n.node of Cancer... I'm freaking out!!