Jim Hopper || Do you ever feel cursed?

«Sometimes, I feel like I'm... like I'm just some kind of black hole or something.»
I wasn't expecting to finish the video this year but... here it is! I'm so happy I finally managed to edit Hopper, I was waiting for the perfect song but I honestly don't know if it exists.
One day all of the sudden I got the idea for this video, just focusing on the "curse" and "black hole" quotes, still one of my favorites from the show. That feeling Hopper has of destroying everything around him sobbing
Also, I don't know if everyone will get it, the "here" reference is so important to me, like everyone pointing torwards him as the source of their problems (cause that's how he feels)... I don't know I have so many feelings about him :')
It was hard to leave some of his scenes out of this, I hope I can make another video of Hopper in the future more badass and funny.
This is definitelly going to be my last video this year. Thank you so much for being here with me this whole year and for your endless support.
And thank you again Anja for all the help, all the previewing and for making the editing process so much more fun :D
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[@xLiesForALiar]

when you mentioned you were working on this vid, i was so excited because Hopper, and in particular, his relationship with Eleven, was one of my favorite aspects of the new season. and i have to say, it's an absolute pleasure to finally see this video come to fruition. it feels almost redundant to praise your technical skills at this point, as this is obviously executed with great finesse, from the sound editing to the parallels and chosen voice overs. there's an auteuristic quality to your editing that makes you so identifiable, and clearly indicates that you should be working in the industry. it's always a pleasure to watch your videos. but what is demonstrated here, beyond the technical prowess, is a great love for this character. and a clear vision for telling his story. this video, it could've easily been a mess, probably should've been, with how much you were able to pack into it. but it was singularly grounded by this idea that Hopper has - this "black hole" concept; in which he, himself, exists as this singular unit in which everything, or everyone, is pulled towards, but ultimately is destroyed by. i absolutely loved that you recontextualized certain scenes to support this idea, like the way you used the "here" parallels around 2:05, and the way you kept returning to the digging scene. i loved that you showed a lot of the smaller moments where Hopper tries to control situations in order to protect others (around 3:08 - 3:15) - moments that may be overlooked by a less attentive eye. all of this, of course, leading up to the collapsing of his efforts, the suffocation under that pressure of having to protect everyone around him and the ramifications that ensue as a result. the way you paralleled the fighting scenes with Hopper being /literally/ suffocated by the black hole is probably my favorite part of this entire video and it's such an insightful editing choice on your part. and i loved the way you ended it too - how you subvert this chaotic and consuming notion Hopper has of himself and show, instead, how he is ultimately an anchor for those around him, a source of stability. and of course, the suggestion that things will get better for all of them, including Hopper. as i comment on this video, there's a dozen others in my "to comment" playlist i've yet to, including your will/mike vid, but i couldn't help myself with this one. i'm just so impressed by what you've created here and the talent you've demonstrated - from both a technical and narrative standpoint. i have yet to see another Hopper vid, but i doubt there will be one that tops this, for me. i hope you're proud of what you've created here because it's truly an astounding artistic accomplishment.

[@Shainira]

You should know that for me you're like a legend when it comes to comments (&editing!). The day I got this comment I went to skype to tell Anja "it happened again, a super long comment from Bella" X_______X Seriously, I can't thank you enough for all of this :') THANK YOU SO MUCH! "there's an auteuristic quality to your editing that makes you so identifiable, and clearly indicates that you should be working in the industry." ....... I think that if you listen carefully you can still hear me screaming XD I love Hopper! And yeah this videos was meant to be a mess, there were times when I was afraid it would be. Even the editing was messy, I did the begining, then I put some quotes before the fast part, then the middle... a mess! BUt I'm really happy with the final result :D And you liked the "here" paralles!! YASS!! I was scared about those, it was the first idea I had for the video but I also thought about not using it cause maybe people wouldn't understand... At the end I decided to keep it cause that was the idea and I'm trying to stay true to my ideas no matter how crazy. "the way you paralleled the fighting scenes with Hopper being /literally/ suffocated by the black hole is probably my favorite part of this entire video" THANK YOU!!

[@stonecat676]

thanks to this video, I realized that Hopper digging the hole by himself was an allegory to his trauma, hence "a hole I couldn't get out of", really beautiful stuff, hats off to the Duffer brothers, but first, hats off to @Shainira for these amazingly edited videos!~~

[@unairam4154]

Couldn’t have said it any better, just wow! I’m in love and immediately subscribed

[@manny_i_think3507]

The fact you not only break this down but almost make it more clear than the original creator had it is astonishing

[@neekzy7700]

So true

[@officialslk4683]

That scene where Mike is screaming at Hopper and just punching him and punching him until the punches slowly stop and he just starts crying and actually goes to hug Hopper makes me cry everytime. It's clear that Mike is upset that Hopper hid Eleven from him but also so grateful that he kept her safe and alive.

[@NyneAnnahHaff]

SLK im so glad someone is talking about that scene. ridiculously powerful

[@lukeyacono3277]

Or just because he’s sad and needs a hug

[@officialslk4683]

@@lukeyacono3277 probably because he hasn't seen the girl he loves in a year lol

[@rsk4lyf357]

Kinda cliché tbh

[@nicholasw7279]

Ludicrous Desperado nah

[@isabellawella]

this edit just makes me feel so much worse after season three, even though i’m in denial.

[@dxrknight.mp4]

r.i.p

[@brahseph2066]

He isn’t dead don’t worry they never showed a body and teased him as “the American” in the Russian jail so that is code for *Hopper will return in Stranger Things 4*

[@featherz669]

Devinbroseph I don’t believe he’s dead either but it could be Dr Brenner

[@isabellawella]

Devinbroseph yeah i don’t believe he’s dead either, but it’s still so depressing

[@connor4435]

Featherz I doubt it, I don’t think he’s important enough for an end credit stinger right after Hopper’s “death”

[@rohan6546]

After season 4 that "Do you ever feel cursed?" hits different

[@katelynschad2621]

Just about to comment this

[@Danny-ze6fs]

He was my favorite from season one. Before I realized the Russians having him theory I was in tears.

[@learf6613]

Same, i was like instantly hopping on google searching "is hopper really dead?", i was so devastated

[@Danny-ze6fs]

@@learf6613It was like, I still haven't got over Endgame, not Hopper too!!!

[@AvDexterGaming]

That American the Russian guards were talking about, it could be Brenner (AKA Papa).

[@learf6613]

@@AvDexterGaming I highly doubt that, it would make no sense but its an option

[@Danny-ze6fs]

@@AvDexterGaming oh shoot, you're right. That would be an interesting plot twist but I feel like the idea that hopper is the kidnapped one would lead to a rescue mission plot in season 4.

[@sirkyle5220]

5 stages of grief for hopper’s death 1.Denial 2.Denial 3.Denial 4.Denial 5.Denial

[@JuanSolo9]

Currently on the Denial stage.

[@nao3667]

Im currently on stage 'Praying that The Russians have secretly got hold of him'

[@oldscratch6861]

Exactly.

[@nebula8503]

If he's "the American" I swear I'm going to Russia and say thanks for not killing my old man that just wanted his 3 inches

[@juliam9111]

HE'S ALIVE!!!! I SAW A POST ON INSTA SAYING THAT THEY WILL RESCUE HOPPER FROM THE UPSIDE DOWN!!!!!!

[@leahanna7336]

This is a piece of art.

[@Shainira]

THANK YOU!

[@Leiluisa]

I actually thought u were gonna say shit

[@rosedorada]

Just knowing what Hopper went through, finally finding happiness then being pulled away from it so quickly. Edit: I’m crying so much right now

[@SlurmiWurm]

Haha what a baby

[@SlurmiWurm]

Nvm I cried too

[@dominichansen596]

@@SlurmiWurm LMAO

[@lookherekook1258]

omg this is crazy after the “i am the curse” in s4

[@yourasiantechnician]

I dont get it, how does this only have 260K views? I thought it'd have at least a million by now, 4 years later, its epik :/

[@DragonRand100]

This video hits you in the feels all the more after Season 4. “I am the curse”

[@rt20089]

😢 hearing his whole life story made me love him even more

[@ashlaliberte2770]

OMG I'M WATCHING AFTER SEASON 3 AND IT'S SO MUCH MORE PAINFUL NOW

[@fredfts5416]

So much hate thrown towards Jim, and this shows just how much he has been through. Thank you

[@dreamtree1510]

I really hope he's not dead. When everyone else in the show is at a loss, it's always Hopper who pushes through.

[@zainabzey7108]

When he called El his daughter. I just felt so happy that he found his happiness again.

[@tosaniquinn359]

If anyone is wondering the song is “Remembrance” by Balmorhea

[@bronwyncox3111]

I think that Hopper's pain is overlooked too, i mean he lost his own daughter, that shit really effected him, and i love that he has his own little family now with joyce and his very own new daughter eleven

[@wisnuyogapraditya6108]

Jim's alive. Melisandre brought him back in season four

[@Epsa_]

wisnu yogapraditya lmao

[@falafelbil455]

Because the night is dark and full of terrors

[@jacksongoins5509]

*reads title* how cutee *watches 10 seconds and almost cries* NAH

[@armin1712]

season 4 spoilers "i wasn't cursed. *i am the curse* "

[@ctrlsii7386]

Know matter what he’s going through he’s always there for everyone. And that’s one of the many reasons I love hopper 🥺

[@alysha478]

I still cry the most over Hopper's life. It's the most traumatic and least happy. Very, very well made video

[@Shainira]

Thank you so much! I hope we can see him having more happy moments next season :)

[@vinceversinceAU]

@@Shainira Here from the future, season 4 he didn't do too well. Didn't want to spoil anything in case so that's all I'm going to say.

[@connor4435]

Hopper went through so much in season 2 I really feel bad for him he deserves to be happy eventually

[@eoinwysey]

Jesus coming back to this after season 3 just kills me so much it's so heart breaking he deserves nothing but happiness and it's always ripped from him and he doesn't deserve all the shit he's been through

[@aKolkaa]

Goosebumps are real. I loved every second of it! Thank you for this masterpiece, Shainira.

[@Shainira]

awww :') thank you so much!

[@bazookaart]

this edit is a masterpiece. its so incredibly put together and tells so much about one character. Jim is so underrated, hes also my favorite character

[@Shainira]

thank you soo much :)

[@heidisy5298]

i came here after THE scene

[@_becky_ym3583]

This hurts even more seeing after season 4

[@kuura37]

coming back to this now, after season 4 has been out for some time, and god this is still so good. hopper has been my favorite character since s1 and i was in pain watching what he had to go through in s4. i really hope he and joyce and eleven all have a happy ending because they fucking deserve it

[@luvkendra]

This. This is why Hopper will always be my favorite character on Stranger Things.

[@Mtthw.]

This broke my heart, hopper is such a sweetheart

[@edits180]

i cant even explain how beautiful this is. wow.

[@Shainira]

thanks :)

[@CourtneyLachiver]

This was so beautifully made and executed. I cried, not gonna lie. Jim deserves happiness again, he's been through so much.

[@Shainira]

thank you so much!

[@mblaqminoz]

Full respect for the one sheriff.. wow Sara, so much beauty in this video. I don't even know how to start? You make me feel the emotions, and understand this underrated, beautiful character a bit lot more. Everything bit just fits and i'm blown away. You can give me a 10 min, a 30 mins of a video and I'll love every single bit of it. That's just how special and powerful your editing is! really beautiful work. ;_;

[@Shainira]

fihdaifhdiofgdhgo THANK YOU SO MUCH!! I could watch a 30 minutes video about Hopper too XD

[@me-fk3xy]

I have watched this video a million times. You truly have a beautiful mind to make something this spectacular. This is just beautiful.

[@mariawelcome5672]

The last minute and a half had me in absolute chills, I want to cry

[@Shainira]

thank you :')

[@martina6060]

i’ve never cried so much over an edit in my life. especially after season 3 this made me SOB.

[@anzieizna9345]

3:23 hit aaaand the water works started! The way you edited this, in time with the music hitting its climax, was absolutely stunning. This video really makes you appreciate everything Hopper went through

[@Shainira]

thank you so much!

[@SleepingHearts67]

it's me again. seven years in and this is still the best jim hopper video. nothing compares. i hope you have a wonderful day!

[@Shainira]

thank you! :')

[@sofiakainz1476]

3:43 always makes me cry 😭

[@arctroopergrasshopper452nd6]

Hopper's pain.. It's too much to handle for even a strong man.

[@gostroulr]

Literally M A S T E R P I E C E

[@Shainira]

thanks! :D

[@heartplays]

Great now I'm crying my eyes out again 😭😭 You're like a magician at editing

[@Shainira]

thank you :D

[@girak_bit9502]

The song itself breaks my heart every time I listen to it. I'm in tears. Thank you!

[@user-vk4po9ks5s]

Haven’t seen the series yet but i got chills watching this

[@cecilyerker]

Hopper is filled with love and tenderness but the world beat most of it out of him

[@vintageproductions6149]

The second I heard and recognized the music, I knew this was gonna hurt.

[@emelieinapickle]

Wow 4 minutes and 43 seconds and a hell of an emotional roller coaster! So beautiful and well constructed!

[@Shainira]

thnak you so much!!

[@Grinch92]

god i love this !! hopper is my favourite character ever !!! this is amazing great work !!! and the bit with mike screaming at hopper was heartbreaking :(

[@Shainira]

thank you soo much!

[@Boobearbubba]

Having only just finished season 2, this really hit me in the feels. Hopper is definitely one of my top 3 favourite characters from this show and you did him such justice here. Thank you.

[@Shainira]

thank you so much for your words :')

[@brionyx509]

This is so so beautiful and poignant. I love how powerful your editing and storytelling is - especially for a character like Hopper who we often see as comedic, there is a real pain and vulnerability underneath and you brought this to light so beautifully and delicately here. You are so talented.

[@Shainira]

THANK YOU SO MUCH!! I feel like Hoope is one of the most sensiive and caring characters in ST, he really deserves some happines and I hope he'll get some in season 3 with Eleven :') And thanks again! You're words means a lot. I'm so happy you liked it

[@dylsrose]

Welp I am crying and am extremely impressed by your talent to convey meaning and tell a story. Very inspiring.

[@Shainira]

thank you so much! it means a lot :')

[@honeystarr7557]

This was absolutely incredible. Those 3 dislikes accidentally pressed the wrong button

[@Shainira]

hahaha thank you! :D

[@irem7410]

They're from upside down😉

[@roramax9249]

JUST- wake me up when it's over... Because this is too good to be real...

[@Shainira]

awww thank you so much :')

[@xenchantedqueen]

oh i'm crying, hopper is such a great character and you portrayed him so well. this is amazing

[@Shainira]

Thank you so much lady!! :'D

[@reesebowers5055]

I’m in tears! I love this so freaking much! Hopper’s character has to be one of my favorites. He shows a great personality. ;0;

[@Shainira]

thank you so much!!

[@ThornyRose13]

It's soooo powerful. I'm crying! Brilliant video, so much emotions! I love Hopper! this character deserves a lot of attention. Thank you for this masterpiece!

[@Shainira]

Thank you so much!! I agree with you, he deserves it :D

[@alexiacyr7203]

The way he looks at Joyce is so adorable 🥰

[@anapereira162]

Great video ! Hopper is my favourite character in the show and you managed to capture him like you always do !

[@Shainira]

awww

[@xstrangerpilotx]

OMG GOD FUCKIN BLESS this is so powerful and i love it. the scene choice is absolutely on point and as usual the editing is gorgeous. also 4 minutes???? im so blessed

[@Shainira]

hahahaha Thank you so much!!!

[@theoc.554]

you have to be one of the best st editors on youtube all your edits invoke so much emotion all of them have made me sob

[@Shainira]

fksfhhgñkgdjñl thank you so much!! It means a lot :') **hugs**

[@coeursrebelles]

Wow wow wow I'm speechless, I'm so emotional now

[@Shainira]

Thank you so much

[@Sara-vy4hm]

this is insane. i love hopper from the bottom of my heart, jesus he deserves nothing but happiness. you have so good editing skills, i appreciate.

[@Shainira]

thank you soo much! I really hope we can see some happy moments with hopper next season **fingers crossed**

[@whoamiand8297]

He needs to do a remake of hopper. That letter was too much

[@bittersilence1]

There's something I've been wanting to talk to you both about - and I know this is a difficult conversation. But I care about you both very much. And I know you care about each other very much and that's why it's important that we set these boundaries moving forward so we can build an environment, where we ALL feel comfortable, trusted and open to sharing our feelings." Feelings. Jesus. The truth is, for so long, I'd forgotten what those even were. I've been stuck in one place - in a cave, you might say. A deep dark cave. And then, I left some Eggos out in the woods and you came into my life and... for the first time in a long time, I started to feel things again. I started to feel happy. But lately, I guess I've been feeling... distant from you. Like you're pulling away from me or something. I miss playing board games every night, making triple-decker Eggo extravaganzas at sunrise, watching westerns together before we doze off. But I know you're getting older, growing, changing. And I guess... if i'm being really honest, that's what scares me. I don't want things to change. So I think maybe that's why I came here, to try to maybe... stop that change. To turn back the clock. To make things go back to how they were. But I know that's naive. It's just... not how life works. It's moving. Always moving whether you like it or not. And yeah, sometimes it's painful. Sometimes it's sad and sometimes it's surprising. Happy. So you know what? Keep on growing up, kid. Don't let me stop you. Make mistakes, learn from 'em, and when life hurts you - because it will - remember the hurt. The hurt is good. It means you're out of that cave. But, please, if you don't mind, for the sake of your poor old dad, keep the door open three inches."

[@lauraoliveira5539]

Hopper is one of the best characters in the series!!😍😍

[@Squidaffy]

I'm supposed to be having a great happy time in a cabin with my family but I can't stop crying.

[@Shainira]

OMG! XD sorry for the crying **hugs**

[@lunareclipse6559]

masterpiece the only thing i can say.... i only cried ONCE on 'JazziBalkan what about angles?' video.... until this day... tears were rolling down on my face.... hopper is just an increadable character, he's been through real human hell, he's been through things that noone should ever experince.. but it's more soul crushing to no that things like that happen to real people

[@Shainira]

awww **hugs** THANK YOU!

[@Hanneybean7]

this is it! the greatest stranger things video yet!

[@Shainira]

WOW! thank you :DD

[@milarose3283]

Just a Hopper aesthetic! My respect🙏

[@loneshadow3624]

After watching season 3, even to this day, I’m still messed up inside seeing him and this video. I’ll be missing the man that has done wrong and so much right in the end. RIP Hopper. 😭

[@idontgetjokes4614]

He ain’t dead dude he’s either in the upside down or with the Russians

[@CalvinJames]

This video makes me cry. Love it, thank you for this. My go to Hopper video.

[@Shainira]

thank you :')

[@LovelyxImperfect]

There is just so much beauty in your editing I almost feel like I have to rewatch it several times just take it all in (which I do anyways because your videos are breathtaking!) I love how you use every piece of dialog, gesture, facial expression builds up the feel from the song and all the emotions from the characters. Your attentional to detail leaves me completely breathless! Hopper is incredible and I love how every season we get more and more sides to his character. Such a fantastic vid

[@Shainira]

fsghsfogihdhoi OMG!! THANK YOU!! I don't know what to say. It trully means a lot :') I so glad you like those things about my editing, my style is simple and I guess the special thing realys on how I tell the "story"... anyway, thank you so much!

[@nathanisaksson]

Great editing. Powerful montage! Condenses all Hopper’s struggles. Love it.

[@spandellakissexley9261]

I didn't think I could lover Hopper any more than I already did, but then I watched this video. He's such a rich, good character. Thanks for making this!

[@Shainira]

There's never enough love for Hopper :')

[@wemlix]

You... YOU GENIUS OF BEAUTY. This couldn't be more beautiful. You captured everything about this character and made my heart burn with feels. I can't thank you enough for this piece of brilliance. I died when I saw you had uploaded this and now I'm alive again, because your editing is THAT epic, hahaha

[@Shainira]

shfsidoghsfñghfghsdf WOW!! thank you so much!! It means a lot :')

[@AvDexterGaming]

This clip had me tearing up. Good job on editing it.

[@Shainira]

thanks!

[@cardiffgiant02]

So here's the thing, I can count on 1 hand the amount of times I've cried over a fanvideo, and this is one of them. Ugh. Hopper is so broken yet such a beautiful character, he makes my heart hurt. This video captured so much of him and I thank you for it. It's my new favourite

[@Shainira]

WOW!! Thank you so much! Hopper is such a complex character, is really hard to portray and I'm so happy you think I did :')

[@JurethProdz]

Wow this video made me so emotional. It is so well edited and wow the emotion!!! I really think Hopper is such a strong man and courageous. I really love him :)

[@Shainira]

Thank you so much! :')

[@Doctordier]

Out of all the ST edits, this is one of, if not the best one that I've come across.

[@Shainira]

thanks :')

[@bymin]

The feelsss this is so beautiful! He is my fav st character

[@Shainira]

THANK YOU!

[@ShiningART]

I am crying realy... Perfect video. I love every second of this! Hopper my favorite person in ST. Just perfect 10/10!!! 1:58-2:06 great parallels!

[@Shainira]

Thank you so much!! :')

[@roosprins9180]

It’s so beautiful and emotional omg I love every part of it!

[@Shainira]

thank you so much!

[@emse8420]

God, your editing is next level. All the match-cut, sound effects and the quality? unbelievable!!!

[@Shainira]

thank you so much!!

[@dani_dazed]

This is the best edit I have ever seen. I’m in awe!! You did Hopper right

[@Shainira]

thank you so much!

[@lovemedead2010]

I’m sad we don’t see a lot of edits specifically For Hopper. So, thank you for this. It’s what he deserves. Love that man.

[@Shainira]

thank you so much! He deserves a lot more of love. I'm really hoping to make more videos with him :)

[@lovemedead2010]

Shainira

[@Frank-cs6lo]

do you ever just start uncontrollably crying....and you cant stop after watching this edit

[@Shainira]

**sending virtual hug**

[@Frank-cs6lo]

@@Shainira thank u i am sending one in return

[@MidnightBliss]

This had me on the verge of tears. Well done!

[@Shainira]

aww thank you!

[@sxftlyn]

wow... this is so emotional and amazingly beautiful.

[@Shainira]

thank you!

[@VideosFromNicolee]

No.. I'm not crying.. you are.. 😭 This video is such a beautiful masterpiece. Thank you so much for making this. This is truly amazing. ❤❤

[@Shainira]

THANK YOU!! I'm so happy you like it :DD

[@moeve5777]

Stranger Things is a Masterpiece of a show, balancing action with horror and a little bit of comedy and romance. Plus a fantastic cast. It's just done so well leaving people wanting another episode... I think i can say that Stranger Things is one one of the best shows of this generation.

[@skylar8077]

this is so good oml. you should make it over with the last episode voice over of hopper.

[@Shainira]

thanks you! I hope to make another video of him with the new stuff :)

[@wakeeqq]

Not even half way into the video and I've already shed 2 tears... ;-; I haven't watched season 2 yet but this makes me want to. Edit: That end made Me die inside a bit.. ; - ; Magnificent video!

[@Shainira]

awww sdioghfoghsfiñghfghfogh **hugs** thank you so much!!

[@murmurgamy]

i never really had any feelings about hopper and at the beginning of the video i was like "oh nice editting" but by the four minute mark i was crying and sniffing like hopper was my own damn dad. very beautiful parallels and quotes. i love your work

[@Shainira]

hahahaha THANK YOU!

[@jackfitz3032]

Holy FUUUUUUUUUCK THAT WAS INCREDIBLE!!

[@Shainira]

THANK YOU SO MUCH! :D

[@sara-fc6vy]

downright brilliance this video is. i am in tears😭

[@Shainira]

thank you!

[@suvanaa]

Next to Steve, Hopper is the best thing in this show in my humble opinion! Amazing video!

[@Shainira]

thanks! :D

[@apexalex7240]

This is an absolute work of art 😭

[@Shainira]

thank you :')

[@F.e.v.e.r.]

Thank you for this masterpiece And the opportunity to fall again for this man It's amazing

[@Shainira]

thank you :')

[@xxbludger]

This video is honestly a masterclass

[@Shainira]

n'aaaaawwwww thank you so much :')

[@luciddepth6842]

it's just after everything he's been through, he's been a father to everyone of the kids.