Joyner Lucas - Forever (508)-507-2209

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[@Dahliaaa01]

A man who admits this and regrets every word he said. Is a man.

[@TheInfantry98]

Brownie Bitez What the fuck? Your backwards

[@Miintys]

@@TheInfantry98 how

[@15klisa58]

Brownie Bitez no a man won’t say nothing like that now that’s a man

[@samjones7196]

Yq Lisa Songs it’s better to rise after a fall then never to have fallen

[@yeeterknektikus4613]

Or a man is just a man -_-

[@brispy1890]

His music is too deep to reach the charts

[@NandoMusicSC]

My music is deep to! click on my picture to go to my channel, listen to my last song called ''Kevin'' I promise you won't regret listening! and subscribe!!

[@NandoMusicSC]

just give my music a chance all it takes is 20 seconds and you'll find a new artist you can support from the bottom!

[@michaelwhite6337]

1

[@antoniosau5189]

Agreed.

[@ryanrene66]

it wont because its boring

[@ReverendWilliamHenry]

When both your parents tell you they hated the day you were born, then you grow up and raise a healthy and happy son who knows nothing of abuse, you won... I...WIN!

[@minoibwoi14]

That's right, you won. Never forget that. You were greater than those who came before you. Thank you for that because in a way, you're a part of how I was raised.

[@themothershyp7788]

This made me cry. I can't imagine that pain, but I sense the power in your words. You have a message of overcoming and hope. Please share that with others. Your life will save others.

[@mariapav97]

🙏🤗

[@ReverendWilliamHenry]

@@themothershyp7788 I have shared a bit of me here Friday, A Moment in Time www.amazon.com/dp/B08LNLBYS5/ref=cm_sw_r_cp_api_fabc_olKPFb8NMXG6Y

[@monamonae7732]

Speak that truth champ! Godspeed! ✔💜

[@silentdawn21]

For those who have kids. This song hits deep.

[@315Uzin]

Joyner top 4

[@buddhagreene9010]

I started with "I'm Not Racist" and I've just grown to fucking love all his shit. Bless him

[@ISAACThBro]

me to man!!!

[@PeazBoss]

Same here

[@ivanh5043]

Daniel Greene same

[@Kendrell5668]

same

[@whorainzone1595]

same

[@cartersantiago421]

People say Joyner is the second tupac nah hes the first joyner

[@chriswarren5540]

You can't compare one man's originality and unique style to another it just takes away from one or the other Joyner Lucas is on some real life issues what rap is supposed to be thankyou Joyner Lucas

[@smul8771]

But on a real, i see why Eminem sees a little of himself in Joyner.

[@argiestoke980]

Exactly

[@HeyGuy-yo2uc]

Damn

[@angelsayshi8061]

;)

[@MusicInMe754]

Crying. Can't remember the last time a rapper had me do that. I needed to hear this, today.

[@jasoncatlin6512]

Check out the new one falling slowly

[@jayhmz]

Check out happy birthday mate

[@unsolve9162]

Same man

[@pablodavila7565]

Much love homie 👑

[@michaelcowhig2220]

@@jayhmz just listened to it….wowww😳😳

[@thompsonpeter1742]

My girlfriend gave birth today. I always listened to this album a lot while she was pregnant. Holding our baby girl today, I could hear this song playing in my head. I Felt like thrash. We tried getting rid of her twice but she wasnt going nowhere. Looking at her today I just couldn’t hold my tears back, they thought it was joy, but I was heart broken I tried to get rid of her. Daddy love you AUDREY Thanks guys. She’s doing great, we celebrated her one year birthday last month. This past year has been amazing.

[@meezemusic]

Congratulations to both of y'all!

[@sevaversh]

Big hugs bro. Congratulations and may life always smile for you, Audrey and all those who are yours. Peace and light.

[@micfranco697]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/j6DcZaF9j6ecg5Y MY KIDS SAVED ME ❤️

[@ProHater1]

Twice? Damn. I’m sure nothing I could say would make you feel worse and that’s not my intention, so Ima just drop that Congrats to you for raising a fighter. You should come back and give regular updates on how babygirls doing. The amount of likes is the amount of people that wanna know.

[@talshul7321]

Don't feel bad man, human is human and she is here after all and you do love her. That means everything

[@itzbeatdown601]

To all the dads out there doing right to their children. Time to give the good dads out there some appreciation. Send this to the top

[@airezxy_7225]

My dad sure as hell isn’t getting this

[@PrincessYonna1]

@@airezxy_7225 facts lol

[@PrincessYonna1]

@@adam.b6676 aw that's sweet . I had a step dad like that until him and my mom broke up . He did come back and surprised me on my birthday when I was little he caught me outside playing with my friends and I almost had a heart attack , that's the last time I seen him 😭❤️

[@PrincessYonna1]

@@adam.b6676 aw your welcome ❤️

[@Blessd-savingrace]

Amen, i often tell other Mom's they should be GRATEFUL Dad is in picture bc my kids dad NEVER TRIED!!! Be GRATEFUL for whatever HELP You Get Bc it could be NOTHING AT ALL

[@marshey1579]

Where does he get these professional ass baby actors at 😮

[@gauravkarkhanis4912]

thats his actual son fam

[@lennynperez3353]

That's his real son

[@lax398]

Gaurav Karkhanis wait if that's his real son then does that mean that the shit in "Happy Birthday" actually happened to him? That's pretty fucked

[@DontezMorristez]

Idk why but this comment funny asf

[@conradsussman4499]

No from everything ive read "Happy Birthday" is a hypothetical story

[@tonygg7691]

This song makes me want to protect the child I don’t even have yet... I’m 16

[@tonygg7691]

fahad ullah that’s what I call yo mama lil boy, sit down😂

[@Hypie582]

You're pregnant?

[@iiiallies6165]

MC PRO what-

[@iiiallies6165]

HypieTV read it he dosent have one yet hes 16

[@Hypie582]

@@iiiallies6165 oh ok lol

[@anthonyzullo]

I've watched so many of his videos and realize that none have ads on them. He literally PAYS to have you watch his music. What a G.

[@cyrahcourts9250]

Stop comparing this man to X , Tupac , Drake , Eminem , etc . This man is his own artist .

[@td_hexical8351]

@@k1khrolik94 he said he shouldn't be. Your still trying to compare him, but Lucas is himself, never tried to mimic anyone. He makes music that touches your heart, but it's 2018-2019 rap, but not many can do that. And most his music is necessary to be seen or heard, but Eminem and them are optional. Joyner Lucas could never be compared

[@k1khrolik94]

JustPlaying / That'sagame I never said he should be compared to them, I just said that’s what the list meant to be, calm down.

[@brittneymartinez6311]

Yeah

[@brittneymartinez6311]

K1 BarcaBoy Yeah x just dose mumble rap

[@platnrg5903]

pinkhucii they’re comparing their lyrical ability and ability to speak the truth of the world we know now

[@MagicalAces24]

Joyner doesn't make music, he makes art.

[@warriorsanjay]

lol

[@pablokamurasi723]

Yip you said it

[@siraeonjay]

...

[@siraeonjay]

🤦🤦

[@AmandaMoore-ov7xq]

Hell yeah he the truth

[@edwardseverinsen5598]

3:13 "I can't believe I tried to hurt you, I hope you forgive me." I love that. That is *deeply* personal and that's the type of emotional depth and vulnerability music is missing nowadays. Artists make "emotional" music all the time but they don't bare their soul. This man made his guilt and anguish over almost aborting his son into a song for millions to listen to. That takes balls. Asking for forgiveness. That takes balls and is very vulnerable. I respect that.

[@andyadams7806]

Elite story teller fr!!! Definitely one of the ONLY REAL ones left!

[@James-mc7ws]

This is like the reverse of happy birthday. Edit: 2.4 Thousand Likes!!! That's insane

[@kaligoldsworthy7508]

I’ve been searching for a comment like this!

[@Adam-nr3tb]

For real

[@jamespettyjohn4330]

You watch that video, he falls in love with that kid in the video man. You gotta watch the video.

[@MIXMASTER6991]

@@jamespettyjohn4330 the do not connect. That wasnt his kid in that one and this is his kid in this one. He even prayed for a kid in happy birthday and didn't want one in this

[@jamespettyjohn4330]

@@MIXMASTER6991 what are you saying, if you meant they don't connect I would argue your wrong.

[@therealenriqueparra]

"I can't believe I tried to hurt you. I hope you forgive me", that part is so emotional and deep.

[@c.0.m.m.0.n.3.r]

Mhm ;-;

[@jamal-ni7ne]

Where is it?

[@edsheeranfan972thousand6]

Frqm 3:14

[@isaak7982]

420 likes is awesome

[@Chaviasmusic]

Yeah that part made me think about my son and how I couldn't imagine trying to hurt him. Made me teary eyed.

[@johnnyh908]

It’s because of my dead beat dad that I am today. He didn’t want me, but I know what not to do with my son.

[@user-ej6sr3cl6v]

I have never nor my ex husband ever said he hated our sons those were our biggest blessings

[@belt2381]

Why is he so underrated?

[@GhostGaming-bi3vu]

No one understands the shit he makes it ain't 'real' people don't realize real rap these days

[@AntivistDragz]

Zeta Heta Phi if you think he's underrated, check out K.A.A.N.

[@kylewojo9571]

Zeta Heta Phi it's a shame

[@timwilliams9025]

gnarly sniff K.A.A.N. is fuckin great

[@blasta1218]

Zeta Heta Phi labels won't allow him to

[@lightninggaming6775]

Why don’t any other rapper talk about topics this deep

[@noelpatriciaberendt4170]

Gremlin raps about deep issues.

[@tdub6542]

Cuz it doesnt make money

[@lightninggaming6775]

T DUB that’s the exact problem with today’s society

[@Codyb-kd7ux]

Theu cant excute this subjectivly wjere ppl wont hate them joyner is a fucking monster top 3 in the world rn fr

[@bradleyspinson1639]

J cole does 🤷‍♂️

[@briannanicole4805]

Im adopted and i can relate to this song because of my birth dad but not my birth mom. Im in a really good home, i have been in a really good home for awhile.

[@theyaddorehonesty601]

"When you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me"🥺😔those words hit home

[@stepedgardomflol9051]

i wonder if thats how our dads feel he left me wanted to abort mw but my mom said no

[@akbcomicyv2219]

Same bro

[@toon1376]

Frrrrr this song gets to me😔🥺

[@patrickhall2091]

People dislike it because its not about hoes, drugs and money. Badass cars, big houses and jewelry. This man speaks about real life events and speaks about his feelings and shit. Joyner keep doing what your doing bro some of us actually listen and we hear you!

[@kiidpoh4579]

Patrick Hall thank you

[@roofa7035]

I'm usually not a rap fan because of those mentioned topics..............Thought that was what it was all about. I was terribly mistaken @_@ From Metalhead to I am exploring a lot of music now. lol Still love my metal tho

[@avanewman3545]

This guy is truly a gem

[@fr0st361]

you forgot about the people that only listen to music for the beat that hate this type of rap because of it not having a beat so loud you cant hear the words

[@coreymiller7317]

Well, Eminem featured him and now he's got the recognition he deserves. I'm not sure how many views this had 2 months ago, but it's near 10 million now.

[@marcoalonso7209]

As a metal head, I gotta say this guy is one badass artist

[@kermitsalterego2734]

Same

[@c.j.macleod9855]

Marco Alonso same here man, same here

[@itscupidk]

Agree

[@chriswarren5540]

Same here dude is real deal

[@EvanOrNBZ]

welcome to the good side of rap

[@mesulimakaveli4796]

Happy father’s day Joyner.❤

[@galenellis9111]

This shit out me in tears he said what I could think

[@Matt-uh4wd]

This shit hits hard for me. I said the same bs. My son is my everything now. Much love and respect. Keep your head up young dads it's worth it.

[@817texas7]

hell yeah bro my son is now 3 man he is my world made me realize i when he was first born that i couldn't let him grow up without a dad like i did

[@corysavage8352]

They say fatherhood doesn't hit till you hold your babe. I hope we all strive to be better father's always

[@817texas7]

@@corysavage8352 you are right man

[@mickey_mess8747]

At least you guys stuck around. My dad just abandoned me

[@817texas7]

@@mickey_mess8747 i know how that is been there myself but i wasn't going to let that make me walk away from my son like he did on me thats what makes me a better man than him.

[@ThRashMydisAsTeR]

I became a father when I was 19 I was scared,mad and depressed but I don’t regret any of it I wouldn’t trade my son for anything I love him to death I sacrificed so much for him and I’d do it again over and over again

[@traveler7984]

ThRash Gaming Hope you and your son are doing good :)

[@ThRashMydisAsTeR]

traveler 7 thanks :) he just had his 1 year bday a couple days ago. Couldn’t be more happy.

[@ArturoGonzalez-tn2yd]

I had my daughter at 18 That shit was a struggle because my baby mama cheated on me and they tried taking my daughter away from me but I stood my ground and did everything possible to have my rights And now this year she will be turning 3 years old It’s hard but I love my daughter with everything I have They grow up fast Wish you the best with your son :)

[@shadowyfigure1014]

Keep that love alive, man

[@demonchild1018]

Your son will grow up to know that he has an amazing father. I respect you, now and days father's leave. You stood your ground

[@MrBodydriver]

I'm about to become a father and I can't stop listening to this song. It's so damn real and true. Huge respect to Joyner Lucas for making such a brilliant expression of love.

[@micfranco697]

kzbin.info/www/bejne/j6DcZaF9j6ecg5Y CONGRATS...MY KIDS SAVED ME ❤️

[@Valeria-mg4ty]

Congratulations 💛💛💛

[@avalanche95]

I became a father a year ago. And this kept getting played because of my mixed feelings. A year later and I take back everything I felt before. Fatherhood is amazing!

[@seinamador5474]

Me too😅

[@FBZ520]

Hope you n your child doing well

[@YaHKaB_WaRYaL_YaSHaRaL]

Man, this dude is the shit! I don't care to hear no black American rapper unless you're rapping what this young man is rapping about? REAL LIFE SHIT! Him & Tom MacDonald!

[@luxzo7259]

Shit hits home for me. I wanted the same thing when my ex told me she was pregnant. Glad she kept it bcuz now i have a daughter who is my everything. Hope she remembers who i am when she gets older.

[@juniorcruz469]

Solo same g she not letting me see her right now....funny shit is she left me. Smh. Stay up g . *update she finally stopped with the revenge bs, getting to see my lil girl now more! Stay up fellas and be smart and try not to b emotional, shit gets hard when it comes down to our seeds.

[@bigsnubb7]

Solo no matter what just do all you kan too b thare. Kuz in the end tht will b tha qwestion asked.. Im a father of two and am blessed too b thare for mine as they r for havin me as a father.

[@fudge5822]

Me too bro, my kid just turned two months and im 19

[@alexandermartin625]

Me to fam.... Just turned 8 months and I can't see him

[@jaydenjackson3576]

Solo damn

[@Geo-Fashion]

I'm a 37 years old man with kids and I'm just learned of Joyner Lucas after I saw "I'm not Racist" two days ago and I'm line this dude can't be real in these days and times of garbage music, he is different and make all the sense kn the world. Damn dude you are good.

[@sanefoxx4374]

Geo KLOUDE9INE Yeah Joyner needs more recognition

[@IzzyB516]

Geo KLOUDE9INE exactly how I found him and exactly how I feel about music and him 😍 him

[@keithsnaer9286]

Year*

[@danielpoche6447]

Geo KLOUDE9INE He puts so much emotion in his songs and raps about present issues which most other rappers don’t do

[@sneakerhead721]

welcome to the club guys

[@regularfather4708]

Being a dad is the best and most important job you'll ever have. Let it become your whole life. Let it consume you entirely. This is your life's purpose. Lean into it.

[@rizednb]

It truly is. I fucked up lots in my life. but being a dad is my second chance. I truly do love him more than I love myself. walking him to Kindergarten every morning is better than any night staying out late partying in my twenties.

[@regularfather4708]

@@rizednb heck yeah!

[@Orophile_303]

I wish he'd make one about parents going through parental alienation.

[@epictacozcm]

Tupac would be proud

[@sirswayzee1220]

EPIC TACO900 amen

[@poppalove6053]

EPIC TACO900 (want give them all my farther DIDN'T GIVE TOO ME) FEELING EMPTY!LOVE ME! LIFE TIME

[@aaliyaha.4803]

EPIC TACO900 i like you mane

[@joshuabalsavage4695]

Fuckin facts bro! This definitely has that deep feeling 2pac vibes!

[@andrewharper9848]

Exactly letter to my unborn child part 2

[@andrerolim7746]

Unlike most rappers now days, Joyner isn't in it for the fame, but for the message.

[@clarissatalks7799]

agreed.

[@JJbones88]

Agreed. Which is why it will take him longer to get the recognition he deserves

[@jessemarquez9363]

No really

[@psyxorowen6404]

Andre Rolim all of this dudes songs has a special message

[@harrybudgeiv349]

Andre Rolim bullshit, everyone wants fame in the rap game.

[@PokemonTenLV]

i miss this Joyner

[@azraelangel-999]

This song deserves 250m views

[@cgvtv453]

Joyner has a new type of music that actually makes u feel something

[@georgerivera8056]

that aint new.... mainstream just tryna get rid of it... but joyners talent is unprecedented for sure. glad hes bringing meaning back to bars, and especially glad hes from my city

[@oqcli8488]

CGV TV man listen to NF. His shit deep

[@blackdargon714]

RebugClxtches yea his shit deep but he doesn’t cuss and he comes off as real gospely to me. I stick to phora and Joyner. That’s just my opinion though.

[@TheSystemaSystem]

I'll have you know it's called "rap music," and is quite the hit amongst the "crooks" and the "nines."

[@brendaguyton1442]

Fr fr his words are powerful

[@tylermurphy9551]

“I hope one day you don’t hold this shit against me” 😢

[@c.0.m.m.0.n.3.r]

😣😞😭

[@jamessantiago7455]

This s*** is real straight to the heart

[@martinrendell4305]

For the men out there not seeing there child stand strong never give up please

[@ItsWickked]

I grew up without a father , then was raised by another man. Both was flawed but I respect them for what they are . I look at my son now and realize I could never be nothing but a dedicated father . I take every breath now for my two sons . This song makes me feel something when I’m feeling low. I’m gonna be something for my children and they will one day know that I struggled for everything that I gave them . And I’m not ashamed . I remember rubbing two nickels together just to figure how to pay bills . Thank you Joyner for speaking the words of how I once felt . To all this fathers out there I hope god bless you man. I see you homies

[@STXRMxxx]

how can this man create hypothetical stories, to realistic life situation stories, to true stories, to true stories bout his damn self, and then make the video go even deeper than that....!?!?!?! Joyner is a fucking mastermind I swear

[@joeyp3422]

Ts deathcrank i just wanna see him and em in the same song then i can die happy

[@roxasstar7957]

his music can connect to everyone life

[@EquanoxMvz]

JKinG Music little boy in the vid is actually his kid too

[@honoredgaming3104]

JKinG Music true

[@dynamic2345]

JKinG Music that's what a poet does man. They paint a picture. Joyner makes that music where you can close your eyes and visualize it. He makes relatable music.

[@thelovershatexxx1620]

hes the birth of a new rap generation

[@somerandom6178]

daelen arrington hopefully a generation were lil pump and other trash rappers are irrelevant

[@daltoncrowe709]

yes!!!!

[@carsonvolk1617]

People similar to him (Blueprint, Dilated Peoples, Toki Wright, and many more) have been around for decades. This type of hip hop is nothing new, it's just finally making its way to the masses, thank goodness.

[@jk21chicago]

Joyner, Nino, few others are only new artists I've fucked with for a long time... I'm hoping they get back to the bars and storytelling... somehow it was lost

[@julianprzecioska7039]

daelen arrington reminds me of Tupac

[@cristodiaz6077]

Me and my wife did this shit got mad all the time things was bad I loved her still with her till this day this songs gets me off my feelings so bad I cry every lyrics and word you put on this song 😢I love you Joyner you been my favorite ever since 4 years ago keep putting music like this out pls

[@user-of8vd6ff6e]

Why am I crying-

[@slipshadey1803]

Being a father and understanding this song made me cry

[@jsampler16]

Me too man im 24 wit 4 kids

[@slipshadey1803]

@@jsampler16 yea them feels man

[@nathansalazar6778]

Me to g

[@martinbenitez4636]

Same. And im about father

[@theearlofdemise9883]

agree please do not judge me but I felt the same way like this song described but now I am a full-time single father and my daughter is 7 years old today. I can just imagine what abortion would have done to my life because of my daughter I am a changed man...

[@Hollowaymusic]

Give this man a Grammy

[@SnipeyGaming]

Darnel Holloway He needs his own award... The Lucas award legit this is so good!

[@louiegreenhill7713]

Darnel Holloway n

[@vonbrendt01]

Darnel Holloway I cannot agree more!!!!

[@raycasta10]

Is anyone paying attention to the video? The storyline hits the irony perfectly give him an oscar too

[@Hollowaymusic]

Aj Guerra that's what makes the song even better

[@brians7901]

Damn this shit made me fucking cry

[@s0ci3tysxcks68]

Just had my son and remembered this song...

[@joannaiuta5557]

I had my daughter at 16. Before her I had no motive in life and didn’t know what I wanted to be. I got Kicked out from home because I was pregnant so then I was homeless and pregnant but I pulled through found a place to stay, got a job and finished high school. No one was at my graduation but me and my daughter. I just finished a qualification and currently studying business to eventually start my own. My daughter is my motivation to live and keep doing what I have to do for US.

[@joannaiuta5557]

BypassingZ I’m 21 now lol

[@NinjaIntheMatrix188]

You're amazing! Wish you the best!

[@amisakihyuriko9034]

Please message me. I have same problem and now kicked out from home. Please advice me something

[@sumon747]

Jai xo 💪

[@EpicMinecraftFail]

Jai xo what kind of family kicks out their pregnant daughter

[@Zombifez]

"I really just think we crossed paths at the wrong time" i felt that

[@kayzoallenmma5723]

Random Things the first time I read one of those comments that wasn’t a joke

[@LWill-lk5tu]

Me 2

[@GetyourzGYE]

"And nothing ever made me cry as much as u i swear, your smile gives motivation and some new ideas" 🔥 🔥 🔥

[@granson5094]

Whoever is reading this, I hope you're having an amazing day. Take care of yourself and stay hydrated. If you're having a rought day, take a break and treat yourself to something nice.

[@drakephobe2768]

Joyner deserves xxl . He is not just a rapper . He's a lyricist. His music has to be some of the realist shit I've ever heard . B4 y'all knock me for my cover photo jus know I love real rap . Guys like joey , logic,Joyner , token, hopsin , tech,futuristic etc .

[@epiczeke7620]

Cool Show He WAS gonna be on 2016, but they didn't choose him. They didn't choose him...over Yachty, Desiigner, Vert, Kodack, and 21. They even got Paak (a singer) over him

[@fsmfsm9941]

What the fuck are you saying.. XXL freshmen list is for trash rappers.. thank fuck Joyner hasn't been on there.

[@Larren54]

He deserves more. Fucking love this guy!

[@fee9412]

FSM FSM i agree with you, but xxl is a way for him to get on the mainstream radio. Usually the industry puts out whatever artists are on the xxl freshmen list.

[@juvahnani8443]

Cool Show you forgot witt and Nf , sik world

[@Marr0wgar]

Idc what color you are. Joyner is for everyone. He came at the right time.

[@xviinaichi3793]

Rotcrawler that is what people don't get Rap isn't meant for black people or just 1 color only. It's just sharing stories with music.

[@AnthonyDiaz90]

I get choked up hearing this one ☝🏽

[@jeffjefferson5296]

Dad of the fuckin year, hands down.

[@Caps78]

Joyner is inspiring. Kids should look up to a rapper like him. Truth = Respect.

[@irxdie9153]

Nick I do I'm 11 and I love his music bc its so deep and I love it so much.

[@somedeadmeme2413]

Nick yeah, they should look up to him not all these "lil'" so called "rappers" who are "inspiring"

[@jatziri5428]

Yeah but the thing I don't like is rap

[@savannhasalzameda8243]

@@jatziri5428 then why you here?!?!?!?!?!

[@relaxationmeditation499]

Big Perm too many people want to bullshit and be fake. I'll be broke and by myself before I start pretending. It is what it is. #tellthetruth.

[@architectsxiii5379]

A lot of women here posting experiences of being pregnant with a kid or not ready etc but no guys, so I guess I'll go first. This song is one of the deepest songs from Joyner for ME. I'm sure others have deeper. You see, my real dad found his band more important than me and my mother & I grew up fighting physically & mentally with my step father. I didn't start seeing my real dad till older & it was shitty bouncing back and forth. When my dad was hospitalized and found near death the first time, I remember sitting there looking at him in the hospital bed and wanting so badly to feel sad or cry but I couldn't. I felt like a piece of shit. Anyways skip to the future, I was with a girl and our relationship began to fall apart & we were taking a break/prob gonna break up but then she called one day telling me she was pregnant. My heart sunk, I got depressed AF, my life felt like it was over. I kind of low key always wanted to be a dad one day, but I wasn't ready, and for damn sure not with a relationship that's falling apart because I know he/she would end up growing up the same way I did. Sharing parents. I didn't want that. I told her something I always felt like I could never say.. I asked if she would get an abortion. A discussion happened which turned into a deserved argument toward me and she hung up. Later on after clearing my head I called her back and we talked a lot. I told her the reason why I considered it, I know it's selfish etc. So we came to an agreement that we can try to make our relationship work for the kid. There was ups and downs, but the baby was bringing us together. My anxiety turned into.. anxious/excitement? Knowing I was gonna be a dad & have a family of my own. The worst news followed a few months later though.. When she got pregnant she had an IUD. Even though she got it removed, there is still a chance of a miscarriage if you get pregnant with one. And that's what happened.. It fucking hurt, and I'm sure it hurt her even harder. The relationship went to shit and we split up for good. And the most fucked up part that I feel bad about.. Is that I'm relived that the miscarriage happened. And I know it's so wrong to think that, but I can't help it. This song always makes me feel bad remembering when I wanting my unborn child to die, when I actually started looking forward to keeping them and thinking about how my life would be with them here now. Ultimately the song makes me feel like a piece of shit but it also makes me feel other ways. Idk, I can go on and on, but rant over. Thanks for listening.

[@dioncondones]

🤧

[@LoneStoneMaalik]

Architects XIII Bad decisions doesn’t mean you’re a bad person. Learn from your mistakes, & make better choices for yourself & the people around you. I hope you’re doing well, man.........I wish nothing but the best for you.

[@user-jp7de3kc6p]

Men dont get pregnant

[@jhavier8039]

Damn, all this work for only 25 likes?

[@jakobik4841]

@@jhavier8039 frfr😂⛧

[@lmvmillz]

Joyner is the best under rated rapper EVERR!!¡!!!!

[@sights3255kamobrin]

it's clear I'm never going to be able tew listen tew or look at Mr.Lucas music without bawling my eyes out😭😢🤧❤

[@vaibhavdabwalv1]

I can imagine Eminem listening to this song and say to Dre. "I gotta work with him" Dre : "why" Because I see something in him. Same way that you did

[@ExoTheEmo]

Damn thats pretty smart

[@alejandracardenas5004]

And now they got an album coming out together 🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@callum5208]

Think Eminem did say he's got to work with him cuz he sees abit of him in Joyner that he likes thinks he's creative

[@newttonium]

That probably happened

[@BatBoyPlayz]

@Haversa same

[@roberto3243]

You know what, it's weird hearing a rapper who is just saying one phrase and calling it a song and then adding some beat. It's nice to hear someone who out puts there thoughts and feeling into a song and gives it there all, and for that, I very much respect you for that!

[@JK-yn1dz]

Guchi gang Guchi gang Guchi can Guchi gang Guchi gang

[@lurxr-8392]

Dizzy Dreams I

[@drewzeegrows]

Miya Simms yeah right that shit is garbage stay in yo lane

[@realsugar69]

their*

[@ericm3493]

You need some kendrick Lamar

[@PineappAlSauce]

Joyner is the best artist out right now.

[@livingghosthunterplays9033]

To joyner's son if you see this your father loves you and he would do anything to protect you

[@LaurenJewel]

his stuff is always so powerful. i cant put it into words💗💫✨

[@theodoresanders3496]

Lauren Jewel he understands what it's like to have empathy

[@thegreathog4611]

theodore sanders Nobody shows empathy not even john wick

[@arturosolis7759]

Lauren Jewel you right

[@snipinmonsta]

It’s because it’s real no sugar coat just straight facts

[@ethantowers5645]

He somehow manages to it always gets me

[@zyking9058]

[Intro] Yo I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually You will eventually Some day One day [Refrain] I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me I hope you understand I love you more than life itself And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty [Verse 1] And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside I fought so many tears so that you would never see the outcry I never wanted kids until I lived and went through hard times And became a man that fell in love with someone that my heart finds But you know how that shit go Young and reckless, different women part time And I wasn't ready for that life yet, I was in my dark prime Me and your moms ain't get along and she gave me a hard time I really think that we just crossed paths at the wrong time I wasn't happy when she said she was pregnant Probably the worst news of my life, that shit was so depressing I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it I'm sorry that I said that shit, yo I was trippin' [Refrain] I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me I'm sorry, yo [Verse 2] And I never wanted a broken home to raise you from a distance Yeah I'll admit it, I was scared of that type of commitment Even hopes of a miscarriage, anything bad that could happen That'd get me out of that situation, I was livid I felt like shit about my thoughts, that wasn't me, I'm different Plus I was dealing with some demons that I couldn't live with I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it [Refrain] I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me Hope you don't hate me, I was selfish, I hope you forgive me Hope you forgive me [Verse 3] And I still remember your baby shower like it was yesterday And to your mom it was special, me, just another day I wish that you could see the pictures, all the fake phony smilin' Had to pretend that I was happy, deep down I was cryin' Ma asked if I was okay, I turned around and looked away I was dryin' all my tears, look back to say yeah I was lyin', goddamn, how the hell I get here? This is it, this supposed to be my life This ain't how I pictured it I never felt so damn alone, but it was more than often One of the worst days of my life, and I ain't even lyin' We argued when we came home, I blame myself for all this I think that I was holding a grudge 'cause she ain't get an abortion I'm sorry Damn [Refrain] And I know you can't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me I can't believe I tried to hurt you, I hope you forgive me Please, please [Verse 4] And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside I fight so many tears so that you would never see the outcry I sacrifice my life so you could live it Peace, want to give you things my father couldn't give to, me I think I was raised wrong, and that's just what it is to me And if you ask him then his ass gon' probably disagree But whatever, whatever And nothing's ever made me cry as much as you, I swear Your smile gives me motivation and some new ideas My worst fear is always you not knowing who I am 'Cause I been on the road dreamchasing for you out here I was the first thing that you opened your eyes to And the last one that you said goodnight to I went home and cried to And I bawled my eyes out, and then watched you Glad I got you, that's a blatant fact And every negative thing I said I swear I take it back [Refrain] I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me I hope you understand I love you more than I love myself And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty [Outro] I was feelin' empty I been feelin' empty I put my emotions in this music when I'm feelin' empty I hope you forgive me Please, please

[@marquisesmith8320]

Zy King thx

[@zyking9058]

Your welcome bro

[@Hygo_]

[Chorus] I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older, I hope you don't hold this shit against me I hope you understand I love you more than life itself And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty [Verse 1] And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside I fought so many tears so that you would never see the outcry I never wanted kids until I lived and went through hard times And became a man that fell in love with someone that my heart finds But you know how that shit go, young and reckless, different women part time And I wasn't ready for that life yet, I was in my dark prime Me and your moms ain't get along and she gave me a hard time I really think that we just crossed paths at the wrong time I wasn't happy when she said she was pregnant Probably the worst news of my life, that shit was so depressing I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it I'm sorry that I said that shit, yo I was trippin' [Chorus] I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older, I hope you don't hold this shit against me I'm sorry, yo [Verse 2] And I never wanted a broken home to raise you from a distance Yeah I'll admit it, I was scared of that type of commitment Even hopes of a miscarriage, anything bad that could happen That'd get me out of that situation, I was livid I felt like shit about my thoughts, that wasn't me, I'm different Plus I was dealing with some demons that I couldn't live with I told her she should get an abortion and I really meant it, damn [Chorus] I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older I hope you don't hold this shit against me Hope you don't hate me, I was selfish, I hope you forgive me I hope you forgive me (please forgive me) [Verse 3] And I still remember your baby shower like, it was yesterday And to your mom it was special, me, just another day I wish that you could see the pictures, all the fake phony smilin' Had to pretend that I was happy, deep down I was cryin' Ma asked if I was okay, I turned around and looked away I was dryin' all my tears, look back to say "Yeah" I was lyin', goddamn, how the hell I get here? This is it, this supposed to be my life, this ain't how I pictured it I never felt so damn alone, but it was more than often One of the worst days of my life, and I ain't even lyin' We argued when we came home, I blame myself for all this I think that I was holding a grudge cause she ain't get an abortion I'm sorry (fuck) damn [Chorus] And I know you can't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older, I hope you don't hold this shit against me I can't believe I tried to hurt you, I hope you forgive me Please, please [Verse 4] And everything ain't always what it seems like on the outside I fight so many tears so that you would never see the outcry I sacrificed my life so you could live it, peace Want to give you things my father couldn't give to, me I think I was raised wrong and that's just what it is to me And if you ask him then his ass gon' probably disagree But whatever, whatever... And nothing's ever made me cry as much as you, I swear Your smile gives me motivation and some new ideas My worst fear is always you not knowing who I am Cause I been on the road dreamchasing for you out here I was the first thing that you opened your eyes to And the last one that you said goodnight to I went home and cried to And I bawled my eyes out and then watched you Glad I got you, that's a blatant fact And every negative thing I said I swear I take it back [Chorus] I know you don't understand my words but you will eventually And when you get older, I hope you don't hold this shit against me I hope you understand I love you more than I love myself And this is nothin' but your daddy's thoughts when he was feelin' empty I was feelin' empty, I been feelin' empty I put my emotions in this music when I'm feelin' empty I hope you forgive me Please, please [Voicemail] Yo wassup, this is Joyner I'm unable to take your call right now Leave me a brief message and I'll get back to you, peace [Brief Message] Ayo nigga, this is like the twelfth time I've call you, dawg I'm sick of getting this fucking voicemail, my nigga I need my money today, nigga! Not tomorrow, not next week, nigga, I want it now, bro! Don't have me pull up and, and stunt! You know how the fuck I do, my nigga! That's the last thing you want, so get that paper right, bro I'm not fucking around!

[@ndnicktchaos6657]

Yo props to you for writing all the lyrics you should definitely get more likes

[@Hygo_]

ND nicktchaos tbh I just copied and past from genius ahah

[@Valeria-mg4ty]

Thank you!

[@FoKuZ365]

Damm dawg, thank you!

[@realruntz2608]

This song hit different when you’re expecting a child. My first so will be born in 20 weeks and I couldn’t be more scared.

[@prikdesigns]

It's a damn shame that Joyner Lucas is making music in this day and age where his talent will go unnoticed. if he was making these in the 90s he would be topping all charts and be considered one of the greats and a household name. fucking shame.

[@jamarperry8251]

PRIK Designs It'll be appreciated by the right people.

[@BayStateFishing]

FACTS

[@travis675]

PRIK Designs facts

[@AntivistDragz]

PRIK Designs what about K.A.A.N.?

[@sonayoo2393]

gnarly sniff facts bro

[@steffigaleon2255]

My dad also told my mom to abort me but my mom refused. This song made me forgive my dad

[@sebenty6844]

Gg

[@robertruiz6930]

Fogiveness is the key to be peacefull

[@vontailor7396]

steffi! steffi! My mom was gonna abort me, but it was too late. To think a whole cigarette made her realize that i was in there

[@jj66123]

Having a kid can ruin your life (incredibly expensive, stressful, exhausting etc). It can also be the best thing that ever happens to you. It's not like it's a personal thought against you, as in who you are now

[@stillsearchin3457]

Same here, I'm adopted I've never met my birth parents. My adopted parents which are my real parents ask me do I want to meet my birth mother. I'm not ready yet. I'm 26 but she has mental issues and I just don't want to be hurt or anything I guess. At the same time I don't want her to die and I never at least saw her face. Life's crazy....

[@sweets-savinghaxnhustles3909]

This song hit real deep for me. Went thru a similar phase in my life. When i was pregnant with my secind daughter my baby daddy was in and out if jail, running the streets, difderent night with a different girl while im at home faithful and worrying doing it all on my own. One day he came home and brought the girl for that week home and kicked me out. I had nowhere to go, no one who would take me in or help me. I remember crying and telling myself that i couldnt bring my baby into such a cruel unforgiving world with absolutely nothing. At the time i wasnt thinking straight and thought it be best if she never was born and had to go thru all of lifes bs. I was 8 months due in 3 weeks. I tried taking my life and my babys and swallowed a whole bottle of blood pressure pills as i left his house. Went down to my friends house and her dad found me in the bathroom almost passed out, almost gone and took me to the ER. The doctor told me when i came to that if i had gotten there 2 minutes later than when i arrived i wouldve been gone for good. I thank God daily that i didnt succeed and she came out with nothing wrong with her. And just like this gentlemans words say, i hope she can forgive me one day.

[@robertgearhart8030]

2 Pac would be proud of you Joyner, you make shit from the heart like he had. Reguardless you are one of the greats already, next to J Cole, Wale, and Kendrick.

[@__-ali-__1889]

Robert Gearhart also Logic, he is been doing this for years now

[@itmetoaster]

Joyner is better then logic lyrically

[@Benesato]

To quote Busta Rhymes, "You on the level of Nas"

[@succboi568]

Ali I love Logic and why I feel he has a better audience appeal, Joyner is more real. I don’t care who’s better cus they’re both great

[@mokaakashiya598]

Let's not compare joyner to wale bc joiner is good lyrically wale is garbage

[@seramari]

How are lil yachty and lil uzi more famous than this man😪

[@xtheslump]

Ser Kokayi because they sold there souls

[@seramari]

Daveion Andrews LMAOOO

[@kyle8575]

Daveion Andrews their *

[@bootygladkious8080]

Lmfao lil uzi sold his soul, and lil ya hey just played around and when people featured him he got famous lmfao

[@anthonyg2889]

Ser Kokayi simple kids run hip hop now not us

[@blakewelsh7026]

I literally beat yrs of all diff types of addiction,the system in n out,. Damn my kids are 7 5 and 3,I pulled outta the gutter carrying her mom on my shoulder, from the shelters while detoxing no psych meds I need/needed,now I moved us all 2 houses n 4 apartments now outta Chicago with land.im broke but REAL MEN MAKE IT HAPPEN IN THE CLUTCH 💪💥💯!!!!

[@VoltLuke1]

i listen to this 5 years ago when my life was in a manageable position recently my life has been pretty horrible and it got worst that my mom who believes she is the holiest person alive said to my face that she wished she never had me and as i left the house planning on listening to my intrusive thoughts i just started humming this song in my head and it calmed me down so i thank you joyner because i was this close to ending my self this day but your art stopped me

[@OceanSideO]

I hope you're doing okay dawg, I've had my hardships with both parents but everything's overall okay. Its the ebbs and flows man I went from a good position in life to sleeping with demons and I would never want to go back. Whatever you do keep your head and look towards the future, it doesn't have to be perfect but sunny and calms days always come back around.💙🌌

[@laynalotus3224]

Just discovered him and I automatically fell in love. I love that his music has a message to it. Can’t wait to see this man grow

[@TheHappyHummy]

and it's cold outside!!

[@Nisha-zj3gr]

Saammmee

[@evanvargas3170]

Kay and Lay listen to "Ross Capichioni" (Idk if i spelled that right) that was the first song I heard by him that was a couple years ago I've been a fan ever since.

[@evanvargas3170]

His story telling and lyricism is probably top 5 in the rapgame right now.

[@Slimeay]

I started listening after Ross Capichioni as well, i'm beyond happy to see Joyner finally exploding. 600k YT subs in Dec alone

[@carlosestrada7650]

MAN!!! IM ABOUT TO BE A DAD AND THIS SHIT HAS ME TEARING BIG TIME!!!!

[@PonderThatGaming]

Carlos Estrada me too bro, me too

[@kaylazeweirdo3942]

Carlos Estrada congratulations

[@denzelowens2222]

Carlos Estrada keep striving bro these kids need us fathers matters i cried cuz i feel the pain im a father of two now

[@williamrichardsoniii3879]

Carlos Estrada best feeling in the world being a dad

[@carlosestrada7650]

the hell you talking about ???

[@jaseallgood2434]

This generation should recognize and appreciate the talent this man has. He is one of if not the best story teller hip hop has ever witnessed. I’m sure blessed to have witnessed a the abilities of this man. It’s like witnessing an Ali fight. I’m an 80’s baby so I don’t have any recollection of the hype which surrounded Mohammad Ali. But I did get to witness Michael Jordan , Michael Jackson, Mike Tyson,the start of the internet, and this man joyner lucas.

[@ah-yoNG168]

Thanks Joyner for bringing back ‘Forever’, I couldn’t find it months ago.

[@adrianadevine42]

I found out I was pregnant with my daughter at 18. I thought about abortion but didn't go through with it. Now that she's here with me I'm so happy that I had her because I have a best friend that will never leave my side. I love you so much Olivia.

[@dillonquade9677]

Adriana Devine facts.

[@dillonquade9677]

Adriana Devine this song is the best way to bring the way I felt into context. I was beyond stressed and overwhelmed, my son saved me from myself.

[@heart_shaped_teenspirit800]

Respect. i had friends who had sex a young ages and did drugs at young ages

[@Tj-lc8is]

Hi olivia

[@AngelicaanaANA]

Adriana Devine how old is she know

[@ald_in]

Very touchy. We need more music like this instead of mumble rap. Thanks Joyner!!

[@BitchChill]

What rappers mumble

[@colespencer6120]

Aldin Bajric Thanks Kanye! Very cool!

[@nortonmeikle2699]

For real

[@sandqm3334]

Bruh this shit ain’t mumble. He’s done a song with emeinem making fun of mumble rappers

[@MatthewHammy420]

Id like but its at 420 ill keep it that way

[@Nilluos]

I swear this music video vanishes and comes back and vanishes and comes back again😭

[@ms.ladywilliams5800]

His son is his mini i just cant😍😍

[@nykeiraalston2756]

I really dont understand why this man Joyner Lucas is so under rated 😩 this song touched me in a way that I really don't understand.. Literally his songs bring tears to my own eyes .. But Can somebody explain to me the deeper meaning of this song ? #comment ,, please ❤

[@josephboustany4852]

Nykeira Alston it's probably about how he wanted his girl to abort the baby she got pregnant with but then felt guilty after seeing his son grow up Also probably just about how one might feel due to an unexpected pregnancy I may be wrong but there this app called "rap genius" download it It explains the meaning of songs

[@detox2778]

Nykeira Alston i cry to most if his songs bro , and im a 30 year old man

[@cptchromosome2325]

Joseph Boustany I think it ties in with the "happy birthday" storyline

[@raizer5890]

the song talks about how in the beginning before he had the baby he was a dickhead to it he wish he was never born but then he realizes how Much he loves it and wishes he took back what he said but he can't so he is just asking for forgiveness when his son finds out what he said about em and what he thought about em

[@ronsondwyergaming]

Nykeira Alston hey can you subscribe to my channel i would be so grateful @ronson dwyer

[@itsjorge4793]

We need to get this guy more fame

[@tdub6542]

Its Jorge yesss

[@marshey1579]

You mean clout?

[@jodygordon6219]

Always able to hit the feels. you speak your heart Joyner and thats the trust brother

[@315Uzin]

Much love to Joyner and his son I hope they both live long prosperous lives

[@antwuntrademark]

*PLOT TWIST ASF* I thought the doctor was gonna be Joyner in the end.

[@jstobe8955]

Antwun Trademark that's Joyner's son (he said how he wanted his kid aborted and after his kid grew up he was a doctor doing abortions.)

[@antwuntrademark]

Bro, that's deep asf.

[@iloveanime9226]

plot twist he helps her and her child also becomes a doctor that does abortions.

[@OhhhJP]

John Last so what message does that send if his son is a doctor doing abortions? (real question)

[@markaibuffong-etienne150]

Nbs that was a mean plot twist

[@Lo-pm8cn]

This Is Rap...

[@AJ-CR]

BLT12 Rap = Rhythm and Poetry.

[@wolvesbane1748]

9,999 views woah.....I know I might be fucking dumb....but is that actually what it means???rap is an acronym???

[@isaactillman313]

Rhythm and poetry or rhythmic artistic poetry. Either way they mean the same and it is a good video like always with Joyner either way.

[@92Anks]

denharo francis not really, many people are confused about it. It was called like this because the definition of "rap" is sharp blow and it was what it looked like them when they were rapping over a beat. Over the years people thought it was an acronym

[@wisdompotato315]

Pierre sings yes. It tells a story. Its better than 90% of what's being produced today honestly. I'd put it up there with Logic and Tech N9ne

[@saint4741]

The delivery and motive of this whole track is the most heart felt twisted story, Joyner for the world

[@miyuki2206]

Heartwarming

[@calebterangi3745]

(Please read if you have the time) I rarely write comments in videos but I thought I had to. I can relate to this song so much right now, every word Joyner said is what I recently when through. I'm only 19 years old and close to having my first Child, I remember first hearing the news and thinking to myself like I'll never do this, I don't want this, I ain't ready. I even told me partner to have an abortion, "cause it's not like the things alive," I couldn't stand telling my parents. My initial though was that they would disown me, Time went on and I understood more on how much it meant to her, and how much it would mean to me. So we decided to have it. I was barely getting an income of money, but I was confident on everything I did. Tried my best to stay positive. We both went along with everything and I eventually told me parents and close friends. It was a rough road getting everything through my head, but I wouldn't change any of it. In I couple of weeks time I will be staring in the eyes of my first daughter. Wish me luck🌹 EDIT: (This truely is insane on how much support I have received here. I've read every comment on this post and have acknowledged every single one of you. It seriously means a lot hearing everyones love and support for me and my daughter. I would reply to every single one of you if I had the time, but I hope you people realise on how thankful I am. Thank you for the prayers and luck you guys have wished me. I know this sounds weird but its more support I've ever received. As for my darling. She is great, she is close to being 6 weeks old and its all going so far. If you guys would like to see her I have a few photos on my Instagram (Just type up my name and you should find me). And as for me, I'm fine, taking everything one day at a time. Still no job, but of course I'm applying for everything on the market. Once again, much love to all you guys!)

[@marquisesmith8320]

Caleb Te Rangi I wish you luck my brotha

[@calebterangi3745]

Crank Up thanks brother

[@marquisesmith8320]

Your welcome any time you just wanna get some shit off yo chest come to this comment my dude

[@calebterangi3745]

Crank Up thank you man, I'll let you know when she comes, any day now 👍🏾

[@calebterangi3745]

Crank Up thank you!

[@evertonmcleod5447]

Real Rapper dealing with real issues, read emotions. Much respect!!!

[@Co4chTennis_IsLife]

The best ever..so lyrical😍

[@rlovedakid1580]

God damn, I love this sample

[@jasoncoombs856]

This is EXACTLY what I went through 5 years ago. My son is 4 now and I cannot explain the love one can have for their child. This song made me tear up with how accurate it was. I ended up getting out of the Army the week before he was born and was homeless 6 months later because of his mom's greed. Yes, it has gotten better, and yes we still go though it...BUT, he is fully worth it. Just damn, thank you Joyner Lucas.

[@tdub6542]

How are you and your son doing now?

[@Wizonah]

thank you for your service idk how anyone could do that to someone especially if theyre doing something to help them in the future plus you guys loved each other