I love how she was like “I think this is the fastest song I’ve ever done” I do agree the middle part was fast, but she did say she sped it up. However imo her cover “death should not have taken thee” had some CRAZY fast parts.
@rineva2942 жыл бұрын
RIGHT AND IT WAS REALLY GOOD!! SO GOO THAT I MEMORIZED IT WORD FOR WORD AND I CAN SING FAST NOW
@rieeri85302 жыл бұрын
Oo
@maryj4ne9 ай бұрын
that was also like a long time ago, perhaps she's forgotten...
@brbrhello5 ай бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/nF7Te4WKh62XrpY&ab_channel=UsagiChan501 her six trillion too
@LyndsayChan2 жыл бұрын
Welcome back to: Songs that I’ve discovered as an uncultured Vocaloid fan because of Juby and her amazing voice!
@the_phantom_cat79122 жыл бұрын
Same, also nice pfp
@daisukesloverr2 жыл бұрын
she sounds like she'd fake disorders and think shes trendy tbh
@faenene2 жыл бұрын
Me too haha
@Starjellybear2 жыл бұрын
💀
@TheMisterDarknight Жыл бұрын
@Sad Loli E-chan oh no you have no idea what you've unleashed
@classyjericho92992 жыл бұрын
As someone suffering with severe Anthropophobia, I'm happy this disorder is being acknowledged by one of my favorite music cover artists.. it makes me so happy, almost to tears
@themusicdude2 жыл бұрын
I agree!!
@MatthewFessenden-q1s Жыл бұрын
same
@NanaIhc Жыл бұрын
Same
@robertmcalister4934 Жыл бұрын
I fully agree
@Kagamine_Len___ Жыл бұрын
I struggle with anthropophobia as well but luckily it isn't severe. I completely agree with you
@raineberryy2 жыл бұрын
The "know they'd rather you dead" line hits really hard, because when I was a child, my aunt did something at my grandfather's funeral, that made me think she didn't want me to be born and would be happy if I died. And if you're reading this Juby I want to say that your songs helped me to get through a really sad time in my life. I hope that you are happy and always will be
@yumestar192 жыл бұрын
I really love the way you do your covers and the way you sing and you are an inspiration for me for more than six years now, Juby! 🥰😍
@Nourtheratqueen2 жыл бұрын
You are such a genius you took the words out of my mouth 😭😭💖💖💖
@starbiko2 жыл бұрын
don't forget the incredible editing, idk if she does it herself or not but whoever does it is amazing!
@Tippex_Official2 жыл бұрын
@@starbiko I think the editing of the actual video is from whoever made the animation in the music video for whatever song is being covered, but English subtitles and any English credits for voice or subtitles are done by either juby or someone working for her.
@yumestar192 жыл бұрын
I love every part of her videos, they brought me through my youth and now I'm twenty and I still love listening to her covers ;D
@boombya25562 жыл бұрын
This song helped me validate this situation I face with everyday. It makes me feel more human and more loved. Because it makes me think like all of this is indeed in my head. Which comforts me! 💗
@kolealwa Жыл бұрын
Hello, yes I understand that you deprive yourself of social interaction so I just thought that I would hit my fingers on a keyboard for a while in order to deliver dopamine to you. WONDER WHY
@aprilingram5414 Жыл бұрын
As someone who has always struggled with something that might be anthropophobia but is unable to get it diagnosed because of my parents this hit hard the line “maybe I’m not like the others surrounding me” was just perfect its also a wicked song
@blushbunni35 ай бұрын
Anthropophobia isn't something that can be diagnosed anyways It's not recognized in the DSM If you are diagnosed with panic disorder tho, it is more common to have anthropophobia
@NEMelodies2 жыл бұрын
I was having a pretty depressing day. So thanks for giving a random upload! Edit: yup I totally love this song now. Sometimes I feel like it’s so hard to describe the feeling of being unable to form friendship or connections as easily as others can. Things such as trauma / mental health conditions can make your first thought be like this: like the line “they’d rather see you dead.” Even though most people you see don’t immediately have that though, your first thought is always of the worst of yourself. Anyway there’s my psychoanalysis of myself. Have a great day
@phanternalz2 жыл бұрын
I hope you feel better!
@Taybegobyebye2 жыл бұрын
I skipped school for a mental break and seen juby posted. I'm completely fine now. Edit: I'm now cleaning my entire house.
@AStrangeTrap2 жыл бұрын
How'd the cleaning go?
@Taybegobyebye2 жыл бұрын
@@AStrangeTrap Not bad, my mom gave me $20 for it.
@Crystal2forever2 жыл бұрын
Oh! Your mom is kind then Rain!
@grenindraw69472 жыл бұрын
Oooh, once again another really good cover! If you read this juby I hope you know I listen to your music lately to calm me down from panic attacks and depressive episodes, your voice is just really nice to listen to and it helps me focus on something good rather than all the bad in the world. I hope you have an amazing day because you deserve it more than anyone
@JubyPhonic2 жыл бұрын
Hearing that I can help in troubled times is such a motivation to keep going, thank you for commenting so much. Vocaloid has always been my way to cope with all the bad in the world and to hear I can return that in some way is enough to make me cry. You deserve a wonderful day much more.
@grenindraw69472 жыл бұрын
@@JubyPhonic well of course!, I've listened to your stuff all the way back to mindbrand when I was in *highschool*. Now I'm 19 and out of school lol, your covers have helped me a lot and gave me some good memories :D Anyways, ill try my best to have a good day lol, but knowing I'll get to listen to Itte and sincereality and Tokyo ghetto will make it all the more better
@yamihatarou78502 жыл бұрын
@@grenindraw6947 This was so wholesome to read omg
@eld8682 жыл бұрын
@@JubyPhonic ok
@Nourtheratqueen2 жыл бұрын
Lovely People you are i swear
@sleepy-emerald2 жыл бұрын
-Speaking from experience, this is actually how anthropophobia feels.- Great cover as always!!
@prettyyuji Жыл бұрын
Yeah, when I found this song I realized on how much I related so I actually found out I had this.
@okitasoujialter2 жыл бұрын
Lyrics (in case you're on mobile and you can't picture in picture, since the lyrics are in a pastebin in the video description): I can’t find any words why? they run away from me Choking a barely heard “why can’t I breathe?” Piercing with gazes, “please don’t look” I cry, How many times Do I need to hear rejections and goodbyes? I’ll hide away, a hide and seek Still recycling A heart kept under lock and key, another wall too tall for me I’ll never reach your goals, too high Back to starting line Please leave me be Listen to me just this time I’m scared, I know, but I worry what they’ll think of me as tears will flow See me trembling, a tragedy, I see! Maybe I’m not like the others surrounding me, I finally see! Run away, I’ll flee from all the kindness, burn it in the flames I’ll cast it all away in pain, But why? Did it have to all end up still destroyed by time? I wanna cry “Slip and fall, all I do is make mistakes” “People laugh but I deserve the laughing and the hate” And again in fear, I’m waiting for the sun to rise If it didn’t though, I guess I really wouldn’t mind Always uncertain and looking out for enemies Believing deeply that someone didn’t like me A demon whispering and laughing deep inside my head “How does it feel to know they’d rather you dead?” (lol) Fear and loathing, it’ll loop into a lone breath Hurting terribly, annoying kind of nonsense? Smug snobbery, emotionally thoughtless- Always gonna be the same and sigh, it’s complex Is it this at all? Maybe even that? Doesn’t matter in the end We’ll lie once again But tell me, who can we blame? We’re really all the same Forget me please, you may as well, if I continue breaking things I’ll break until I’m pieces that can fade Why couldn’t I just get that Very normal right to live my life? The hands that reached, I let go of them far too many times I think I count them, every single one, Aah Why do all of these words hemorrhage out of me every time? Tell me why? “Since the beginning, I had just one option to take” “But I never found the answer or way to be saved” All the obligations, crushing me, a cruel fate Yeah I wish I’d never been born in the first place The pain inside, the agony and misery I can’t deny Is keeping me from ever moving on So I again in my deep anxiety, scream and scream A fake, a lie, I’m always watching painfully, a fatal cry I’m begging that my feet will move, Aah But no, you see I don’t really wanna end my life today Don’t wanna die today “This life is all about finding the right things” “Every sign is saying listen To your heart that sings” Break of dawn again, I whisper something unafraid Then I realized I wanna see another day
@thesatelliteslickers9072 жыл бұрын
thou ar't a saint
@chaosgremlinjam2 жыл бұрын
Omg thank you so much I can hear the lyrics right now!
@MmiMixer272 жыл бұрын
Thank you!! I hate when lyrics are on another page 😢
@joycemarlin70 Жыл бұрын
i can see the lyrics, but it goes so quickly! Tysm!!
@IndigoDraws2 жыл бұрын
Despite never being diagnosed with anything (maybe because I never reached out to a professional, but I'm not gonna try and self-diagnose myself), I relate to this song so much I cried the first time i listened to it. I'd love to sit here and just try and describe everything this made me feel and reflect on, but I don't think i could if I tried. Just... incredible. Almost every line of this is like having my problems and insecurities shouted out for me. Thank you. Thank you so much for wording my pain in ways I couldn't myself.
@lavenderiris9744 Жыл бұрын
hey, I just wanna say, don’t push away your worries and problems by saying that “I’m not diagnosed yet, so what if I don’t have it? I am probably just overreacting.” Don’t say that. It is perfectly fine to self-diagnose if you feel like it makes you feel better. It’s way to validate your feelings. It’s what I’ve done too. And it’s perfectly okay.
@IndigoDraws Жыл бұрын
@@lavenderiris9744 Thank you. There's such a social stigma against self-diagnosing - so many people see it as attention whoring, overdramatizing, self-pity etc when that's just not true in so many cases. I think it rubbed off on me without me even realising it. I needed that. Hope you have a great day/night/whatever mate, because you sure made mine better :D
@lavenderiris9744 Жыл бұрын
@@IndigoDraws it’s…truly amazing how emotions work. I was having a pretty mediocre-dare I say shit day, but that little comment on the end made me smile. Thank you. :„)
@IndigoDraws Жыл бұрын
@@lavenderiris9744 I'm very happy to have helped - after all, "an eye for an eye" is a concept I only find true when it comes to helping other people out! When it's talking about causing harm, it's much more fitting when you end it with "makes the whole world blind."
@lll_Death_lll Жыл бұрын
I can't find any words, why? They run away from me Choking a barely heard "Why can't I breathe?" Piercing with gazes "please don't look" I cry How many times do I need to hear Rejections and goodbyes I'll hide away, a hide and seek Still recycling A heart kept under lock and key Another wall too tall for me I'll never reach your goals, too high Back to starting line Please leave me be Listen to me just this time I'm scared I know But I worry what they'll think of me as Tears will flow See me trembling a tragedy I SEE! Maybe I'm not like the others surrouding me I finally see Run away I'll flee from all the kindness Burn it in the flames I'll cast it all away in pain BUT WHY? Did it all have to end up still DESTROYED BY TIME I WANNA CRY "Slip and fall, all I do is make mistakes" "People laugh, but I deserve the laughing and the hate" And again in fear I'm waiting for The sun to rise If it didn't though I guess I really wouldn't mind Always uncertain and looking out for enemies Believieng deeply that someone didn't like me A demon whispering and laughing deep inside my head How does it feel to Know they'd rather you dead Fear and loathing It'll loop into a lone breath Hurting terribly Annoying kind of nonsense? Smug snobbery Emotionally thoughtless Always gonna be the same and sigh It's complex Is it this at all? Maybe even that? Doesn't matter in the end we'll lie once again But tell me, who can we blame? We're really all the same Forget me please You may as well if i continue Breaking things I'll break until I'm pieces that Can fade Why couldn't I just get that very normal right To live my life My hands that reach I let go of them far too many Times I think I kept them every single one AAH Why do all these words hemorrhage out of me Every time? Tell me why "Since the beginning, I had just one option to take" "But I never found the answer or way to be saved" All the obligations Crushing me a cruel fate Yeah I wish I'd never been Born in the first place The pain inside The agony and misery I can't deny Is keeping me from ever moving on So I again in my deep anxiety Scream and scream A fake A lie I'm always watching painfully A fatal cry I'm begging that my feet will move AHH But no you see I don't really want end my life today Don't wanna die today "This life is all about finding the right things" "Every sign is saying listen to your heart that sings" Break of dawn again I whisper something Unafraid Then I realize I wanna see another day
@Rei-VC Жыл бұрын
The comment I was looking for lol
@ASA9981_official Жыл бұрын
hi, i thing there's a mistake. in this line: "Why do all these hemorrhage out of me" you skipped "words", like: "Why do all these words hemorrhage out of me".
@lll_Death_lll Жыл бұрын
@@ASA9981_official Thanks. Fixed
@HarukoSan2 жыл бұрын
The way this chorus sounds almost uplifting is really scary. I love the character design in this mv sm like they really ateded it up. But your cover killed as expected and you absolutely crushed the fast parts 🕊️ I'll nevah stop streaming
@Trickle_Official2 жыл бұрын
I can't believe I've never heard of this song before, WOW, I'm so glad you covered this absolute banger 😭 Thank you so much for your work, Juby!!! P.S. i may or may not have gotten whiplash in my ears from how fast Verse 2 was 😳 The composition of this song's instrumental feels so much like a MafuMafu song and that makes me so beyond happy XD
@MilkshakeLaughter2 жыл бұрын
You talk about whiplash from a single verse yet you covered non breath oblige das crazy
@NonOblige10 ай бұрын
@@MilkshakeLaughterlmao
@isabellagraces51652 жыл бұрын
I love that this song ends on a positive note- definitely a new favorite. Reminds me of when the mood congruent delusions act up for me.
@theotakufangirl2 жыл бұрын
It's always an amazing day to see a Juby song upload, another great job done here!
@unknownfox3796 Жыл бұрын
really, the song is amazing Juby bravo but damn these subtitles are AWESOME, congrats to you too Yaco
@Mikotou2 жыл бұрын
すごくかっこいい...!
@UmutHP Жыл бұрын
It's the 4th video i've seen with a master piece subtitles, i wish that there were more videos with subtitles like this List of videos with subtitles like this: 1 Aishite Aishite Aishite (original song) 2 Copycat (original song) 3 Deal with the devil (original song) 4 Anthropophobia (English cover) (this video)
@minaashido83142 жыл бұрын
I just wanna say (as a person that suffers from anthropophobia) this is relatable, I finally found a song that relates to me, even if I just found out I had it since my mom told me that last Sunday. She literally said that it was becoming a bit more sever as I grow up (yeah she already knew I had it without me knowing)
@kolealwa Жыл бұрын
"since my mom told me"
@MafuMorales2 жыл бұрын
It’s always a good day when juby uploads
@chefdstar59192 жыл бұрын
As someone with a form of anthropophobia, this song resonates well with me. Very relatable. Thank you for this wonderful cover you've created. Your music is lovely 💙
@kolealwa Жыл бұрын
don't worry I'm not a person I'm a Koala, now if you don't mind could you explain just like the basics of the basics of string theory to me?
@bonsairyan4 ай бұрын
This song really encapsulates the journey I've been on in my anxiety and depression- from feeling wrong and different, to fully hating myself, to recovering and wanting to keep going. "I realized I wanna see another day" speaks volumes. As always, thanks Juby, for sharing your beautiful voice, giving voice to so many feelings that so many people can connect to. And thanks to rhythmy for creating such a masterpiece in the first place!
@SamGaming-RobloxGaming10 ай бұрын
JubyPhonic, you have been my favroite music creator ever since I discovered miss wanna die, as most people don’t know what I’m going through, thanks for relaxing my suicidal thoughts.
@killuatheking19802 жыл бұрын
Everyone : talking about the song and how it relates Me : The character is so beautiful, I wish I was like her
@elsintripas Жыл бұрын
SAME
@chickenrice24842 жыл бұрын
WTFI WAS JUST SINGING ONE OF UR COVERS AND WONDERED " I WONDER WHAT JUBY'S UP TOO" AND GET JUMPSCARED BY THIS ABSOLUTE BANGER
@kaedeharakazuha22402 жыл бұрын
I've been watching Juby for about five years now and her voice is always so soothing and addicting. Absolutely wonderful cover, Juby. Thank you for making this.
@ori-jn9oz Жыл бұрын
前から聞いてたけどいまだにカッコいいなって感じる…カバーありがとうございます
@raeuou76062 жыл бұрын
Her voice is amazing!!! 😌
@robertmcalister4934 Жыл бұрын
Juby’s vid os are so unique and beautiful in their own depressing way
@booperdooper97622 жыл бұрын
I was going to say this song captures extreme anxiety very well, but it's way more than extreme anxiety.
@mini_endergirl7393 Жыл бұрын
it's extreme social anxiety
@UnlikelyLynnii2 жыл бұрын
I may be late to comment, but you’ve been a huge singing inspiration to me. Thank you for your 6+ years of covers! I hope you keep singing for years to come for more people
@Tayla-ChanProd62452 жыл бұрын
Well, let's just say that I want Hatsune Miku Sold will sing this cover with harmonies and distorted chopped vocal recordings and so much more... I'm so sure that she ate. I love Juby's intense rapping.
@dragonvideos56672 жыл бұрын
Good to hear your music again. I feel like this song represents people with anxiety and other mental issues that affect social settings.
@coznow2 жыл бұрын
THE QUEEN HAS DROPPED ANOTHER BANGER
@banananananananananananana.2 жыл бұрын
Definitely my favorite cover you've ever done! Also thanks for introducing me to this song!
@cyber37422 жыл бұрын
If ya ever run out of songs to cover, I've got a suggestion! Abnormality dancin' girl has barely any English covers, but its an amazing song, and it deserves way more hype imo! I think you'd really like it, and your voice would pair amazing with the lyrics
@lee880892 жыл бұрын
Agreed!
@peep99062 жыл бұрын
Yep
@Donut_Off_022 жыл бұрын
"Up"As they say in Brazil ÙwÚ
@novaedoesmusicxx5575 Жыл бұрын
Boosting this cos i wanna see it too !!!
@randompersonontheinternet93362 жыл бұрын
YAYYY The lyrics- AHHHAJAHSJAJAK 😭 this hits hard So good
@withlove_eva2 жыл бұрын
Omg this sounds so amazing and for some reason these lyrics in general relate to me, and you really bring out the emotions thank you for giving me something amazing to listen to!
@CrimsonF00l2 жыл бұрын
The longer you listen to the song the better it gets in my opinion, so if I listen to it more than once I’m afraid I might only listen to this for the next week…
@Nachiku012 жыл бұрын
Excelente cover como siempre
@zanzan26102 жыл бұрын
Oohhh this song has big older (2011-2015) vocaloid vibes!!
@Frite223211 ай бұрын
Truely you're best vocals so far, BEAUTIFUL! You have the power to make any sad songs into masterpieces no one else can do! Thanks for this amazing song, Juby^^
@mini_endergirl7393 Жыл бұрын
THIS IS SO UNDERRATED OMGGGGGGGGGG✨✨ (also i can also relate to these lyrics ..)
@JackieLoypeishot2 жыл бұрын
We KNOW she is trying her best if we can hear her taking breaths, Its amazing how much effort she puts into these music videos!
@kianamarie.232 жыл бұрын
I may be late, but I have a suggestion for a cover - Kimi wa dekinai ko (You're a Useless Child) by Kikuo. I would love to hear you cover it, it was the first Vocaloid song I've ever known and it stillbrings back memories! Btw I love all of your covers!!
@animekid_14398 ай бұрын
IVE COME BACK TO THIS SONG AFTER YEARS, AND YET ITS STILL CRIMINALLY UNDERRATED! 😔😡
@1ternity22 Жыл бұрын
Every time i watch the music video at 1:07 it looks like it should be a season 1 part 1 SAO dungeon
@uak92 жыл бұрын
海外人気出ててすげぇ!声めっちゃ綺麗でいいし最高!
@cometsuisei1792 жыл бұрын
“oh wow another song I strangely relate to a lot covered by juby gonna be amazing as always yup what else was I expecting now it’s time to cry because this song makes me sad”
@cookiescookies7503 Жыл бұрын
Ever since you posted this I related to this song and I still do
@Parsasuha2 жыл бұрын
Wow this is amazing. The video, the music, your singing are sooo in sync. Its just perfect.!!!! Thanks for posting the songs motivates me to keep going on with life.
@evilmikuplushie46032 жыл бұрын
i keep coming back to this cover. i just identify so deeply with these lyrics.
@yourdaddysaid2 жыл бұрын
Same here. Something about that just feels off.
@ajarofworms72 жыл бұрын
why is this such a banger??? im sad that i didnt find this sooner bc omg it's amazing
@ale_skzx2 жыл бұрын
i can relate like 60% to this song but really, U SLAYED IT QUEENNNNNN !!! LOVED IT 💗
@flxphlx31192 жыл бұрын
OH MY GOD I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR A LONG TIME
@galaxyfrostrose29252 жыл бұрын
Juby is back!
@djquickslash48802 жыл бұрын
1:20 OH MY GOD That is amazing
@Nelo390 Жыл бұрын
Your song is really fantastic, thanks so much for the subtitles!! Press C ;)
@SinPandoaa2 жыл бұрын
OMG WHY DO WE LOVE YOUR VOICE?! YOU ANGEL!
@HornedLark2 жыл бұрын
This is heavenly as always, this song is incredibly relatable! I love your voice aaaa
@_-daphne-_2 жыл бұрын
I've been watching and listening to your videos for such a long time, I forget when I even started! I love your covers, they're perfect to imagine music videos of my characters to! Tl;dr, great work Juby!
@booperdooper97622 жыл бұрын
You're already on the next verse before I've comprehended the verse you just sang 😂. I had to listen to this multiple times to understand the lyrics of multiple sections.
@TherapyDerg2 жыл бұрын
Damn that song hits hard.... I never get tired of your covers, there always on point. This one is particularly relatable... but it could be worse, while I barely have friends, at least I have my partners to keep me afloat, and that keeps me hanging on, if by a string.
@TEKittyCola2 жыл бұрын
Finally a English cover to my favorite song
@hogger1652 жыл бұрын
Juby/10! Love it
@Neo-ed5wh2 жыл бұрын
I’ve been listening to since I was 5-6? I don’t know but you’ve improved so much! Keep up the good work
@booperdooper97622 жыл бұрын
"I realized I want to see another day", I have a future I'm looking forward to. So, in a way, I relate and hopefully I'm stronger than what brings me down.
@Nourtheratqueen2 жыл бұрын
I WAS IN THE SHOWER AND I COME BACK TO THIS LOVELYYY ADMITTEDLY ADDED TO MY JUBJUB PLAYLIST
@novinovi-2 жыл бұрын
OMG like same-
@delilahdahlia2472 жыл бұрын
Ooh, I've never heard this song before, but this is such an awesome cover!!
@けみぶれ2 жыл бұрын
選曲も歌い方も早口もすごく好きです! I really like song selection, singing, and fast mouth!
@slainderr2 жыл бұрын
Love the new cover!
@chronred8190 Жыл бұрын
i don't even have Anthropophobia yet despite this this song is almost exactly word for word how i used to be in the past during moments of sadness or guilt- with some remnants of that still trying to slip in even now with the end of the song being more like how i think now. it's a bit eerie in a sense-
@Nikolai_kinnie2 жыл бұрын
Oh my gosh this is soo going in my playlist THANK YOU!
@Nourtheratqueen2 жыл бұрын
I live how beautiful and gorgeous your voice is it keeps me alive😭😭😭💃💃
@falulu222 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy to see you cover my fav producer's song after what happened to him T T
@falulu222 жыл бұрын
and if I'm not mistaken the translation from the original vid was made by the ryhthmy-san himself as he can speak english too.
@KMP012311 ай бұрын
Best Song Ive ever heard. Voiced by my favorite too Animation is so good i could watch it for hours
@trey77252 жыл бұрын
wow, this might be one of my new favorites from you! extremely well done!
@ivylaa2 жыл бұрын
PERFECT AS ALWAYS
@leovonlion2 жыл бұрын
JUBY!! YES! Another jam :) Edit: Ah, the lyrics to this one are beautiful, too
@linuch8871 Жыл бұрын
Hey Juby.... A reminder... Thanks for saving my life & showing me the struggle I was in by this song.... I got rid of Anthropophobia thanks you this song....🥰🥰💖💖
@ThisThing3332 жыл бұрын
Legit banger, your voice is just so pretty and underrated😩❤️
@BlahBlah-hw2vq2 жыл бұрын
So powerful right away! Found my new favorite song to keep on repeat
@V163-y2b2 жыл бұрын
Welp! Time to listen to this religiously for the next month like always. Pennywise better watch out cause you're killing It.
@Imjustkiko5 ай бұрын
I can’t find any words, why? They ran away from me. Choking a barely heard “why can’t I breathe?”. Piercing with gazes “please don’t look I’ll cry”. How many times do I need to hear rejections and goodbyes? I’ll hide away, a hide and seek still recycling. A heart kept under lock and key another wall to tall for me. I’ll never reach my goals, too high back to the starting line. Please leave. Me. Be. Listen to me just this time.. I’m scared I know but I’m worried what they’ll think of me as tears will flow! See me trembling, a tragedy. I see, maybe I’m not like the others surrounding me, I finally see! Run away I’ll flee from all the kindness burn it into flames I’ll cast it all away in pain but why? Did it all have to end up still destroyed by time? I WANNA CRY! Slip and fall, all I do is make mistakes. People laugh but I deserve all the laughing and the hate, and again in fear I’m waiting for the sun to rise if it didn’t though I guess I really wouldn’t mind.. Always certain and looking out for enemies believing deeply that someone didn’t like me. A demon whispering and laughing deep inside my head. HOW DOES IT FEEL TO KNOW THEY ALL WANT YOU DEAD?! Fear and loathing, I’ll loop into a lone breath. Hurting terribly, Annoying kind of nonsense? Smug snobbery, emotionally thoughtless always gonna be the same and sigh it’s a complex. Is it this at all, maybe even that? Doesn’t matter in the end we’ll lie once again but tell me, who can we blame? Were really all the same.. Forget me please! You may as well if I continue breaking things. I’ll break until I’m pieces that can fade. Why couldn’t I just get that very normal right to live my life?! My hands that reach, I let go of them far too many times I think. I kept them every single one ahh. Why do all these haemorrhage out of me every time? TELL ME WHY! Since the beginning, I had just one option to take but I never found the answer or way to be saved. All the obligations crushing me a cruel fate yea, i wish I’d never been born in the first place… The pain inside, the agony and misery I can’t deny is keeping me from ever moving on. So I again in my deep anxiety scream, and scream… A fake, a lie! I’m always watching painful. A fatal cry, I’m begging that my feet will move ahh but no, you see I don’t really wanna end my life today, don’t wanna die today! This life is all about finding the right things. Every single is saying listen to your heart that sings! Break of dawn again I whisper something unafraid then I realised I wanna see another day…
@Neo-ed5wh2 жыл бұрын
I LOVW YOU JUBY THIS IS GREAT
@zadiczane76182 жыл бұрын
FINALLY ANOTHER COVER!!!! I LIVE FOR THESE!!!!!!!!
@kiyoko96352 жыл бұрын
I absolutely love your voice and the song you are the best 💙
@That1Personn2 жыл бұрын
Truly amazing once again
@bigR_pro Жыл бұрын
I'm planning to make my own anime some day, and this song matches one of the characters so well.
@xxkai_lostxx25922 жыл бұрын
( can also sorta relate to the lyrics ) i dont like being around many people or talking, and i usually just end up doing my own thing and make strange noises, its just- a bit hard for me- i wasent tryna vent in the comments, i was just trying to say i sorta relate to you, your music is awsome and to enyone who enjoys this song i'd reccomend Juby's Compared Child english cover
@dedrickettwick82022 жыл бұрын
Another great song juby
@ديديماكادم2 жыл бұрын
your covers always master piece
@AuroraNights082 Жыл бұрын
1:12 you can’t just call me out like that what the hell-
@yuu_layyyy28832 жыл бұрын
Slayed once again😻‼️
@zemphrush2 жыл бұрын
THIS IS SO GOOD OMG
@theofficalsilentraven2 жыл бұрын
❤️❤️❤️ Always look forward to your videos!!
@AetherStan12 Жыл бұрын
THIS IS AMAZING. THOUGH I DO WISH THERE WAS ALSO AN OFF VOCAL VERSION.