life as a youtuber and student in japan

[@youtubeyoutubeyoutube9961]

What you could do differently than what designers are doing in Japan, is making your hoodies and t-shirts more size inclusive. I know Japanese sizes run a lot smaller than the states so something for the smalls and the plus size girlies would be so nice! & Japanese youth tend to like loose fit, baggier sizing anyways.

[@lillianmvargaso4960]

❤❤❤Great idea❤❤❤ I agree 100%

[@adora808]

I agree aswell

[@nguday2003]

Welcome back Ryan!!!!!!!!! Don’t sleep on YT. We are 1000% supporters! Also, do a survey show both examples and ask people to choose and create based on the biggest interest. Also, choose a place where you don’t have to pay upfront but it’s based on sales and then they give you a portion of sales. Good luck!

[@davidgodfrey1815]

I was hoping you would post this weekend. For branding, think about what your mission in life is, exploring, learning, fashion, style, certainly something related to your time living in Japan and the world. Something that would symbolize or encourage others to break out of their shell, take the risks - as you have - and make the most of our time in the world. I am old enough to be your grandfather, and still find myself wondering about the future, don't let that get you down, go forth and be bold. You will never be the same as those who never left home to find their place in the world. Brand yourself as you are.

[@diegojimenez8757]

this is a gorgeous thing to read. thank you. it’s always about looking forward and never not being curious. “What’s gonna happen, TOMORROW ?!”

[@bittersweetpeaches]

what about something with your cat on a hoodie?? not exactly his pic probably, but cute drawing and quote you dedicated ??? WE LOVE DOTE

[@vile607]

OMG YES Dote in a japanese graphic design or sm like that

[@bittersweetpeaches]

@@vile607 you feel my vision (of course only if its okay for ryan to share worldwide popularity with a cat🙏🏼)

[@brooke-xw1yx]

YES like a cute lil dote on a plane or bike or traveling!!!

[@olivia-kw5nk]

One thing older people have said is in their 20's they felt like they were running out of time. I feel that too right now. It causes so much worry and it's mostly unnecessary. But knowing people who were our age got over it rushing towards an invisible deadline for certain goals. We gonna be alright.

[@einnorw]

the second outfit you decided to go with looked way cooler than the first even if it took a couple hours, unlocking a new fit with stuff u already have is the best feeling lol

[@OwainDavies98]

the ‘convenience’ store interlude made me cackle

[@theoisbae]

HELP SAME😭

[@Lisakaylindsay256]

I think it’s very good you talk about your anxiety, for your own mental health but definitely to share with others so they don’t feel alone and that they know someone else who feels that way.

[@olitagatz7030]

I think a traditional Japanese painting style design of Dote on a hoodie would be really cool and a good representation of what your channel is about!

[@lyllaby]

ur japanese is hella gooood, i mean we knew but also first time hearing it for so long

[@rec1233]

ive been a fan or urs for a while so i understand that youve been wanting to create a fashion label for a while and im happy to see u progressing with that! my take specifically as a fashion design major and as a fan- is this brand is rlly abt u so make it true to u. of course listen to the insight of fans when it comes to sizing, quality, etc. but we all gathered here bc we like u and ur content so to create a label that is true to u and ur life which would be great imo especially since its also the type of influencer u r. to elaborate basically look over ur own style and translate it to ur brand; textures, silhouettes, motifs and even ur life/lifestyle. its fine if u never see this but i hope it helps!

[@discofairy]

idk why but seeing you get feedback from the professor made me feel like a happy mother LOL. I relate to you so much when it comes to the future, I've been in and out of college for 5 years now and honestly I hate it and I struggle so much, realistically I want to be a content creator but its not an easy path and just given it's really luck I feel like but trust me Ryan when I tell you I know you'll be fine! you have accomplished so much and you have business ideas, you're on a great path and I really look up to you. love youuuu

[@cassiedakota]

yessss i'm going through the same motions right now re: visas, purpose, where to live etc so it's nice hearing somebody else talk about it too

[@commentbot9510]

I can't believe you went to Japan knowing no Japanese. You have come so far since then!

[@gabrielperez5193]

I totally relate with you on being anxious for the future. Though for me, I'm currently 23 and I still yet to finish my associate degree in a community college I've been attending for the past 5 years. I feel a great sense of shame about that because I feel like I'm so behind in life and all that and I do recognize that I kind am the one to blame. I also really struggled with decaying mental health this past year and it only made things worse, but those are all beside the point. I relate to you when you talked about not being comfortable with the idea of living a 9-5 basically. I kind of got tired of being in school, but I still went even though I wasn't doing that well. I kind of felt stuck for a while because I didn't really know what I wanted to do as my "Day Job" besides writing because I really just want to be a writer, but I also want something to fall back on etc. Life is hard and we don't really know the outcomes of it at all which makes it even scarier. We all just want to be happy without really recognizing that we are if you know what I mean. I'm really proud of you and I hope you have even more success in life with all of your personal endeavors etc. ( I know you will lol.) As for me. You might just see my name on a book or a movie on the bestselling, Nobel prize winning, Acadamy award winning tier list or something lol. Anyways, I hope you have a good day Ryan and whoever is reading this and so on ❣

[@arizz8457]

ryan videos two weeks in a row i feel so blessed

[@mysticwishes13]

I know it’s really scary not knowing what the future holds, but as someone who graduated from University and is now working full time (in a different country!), it’s okay to not know! Embrace life as it comes - you really don’t know what’s around the corner, and it seems like there’s so many opportunities for you in Japan! Stay focused on the positives and things will hopefully work out x

[@soyamilk__]

ryan!! I can't express enough how much i feel like i'm not alone when I watch your videos! the anxieties you described around the future, work/stability, school, all hit so close to home. i'm still in high school, but the thought about my future and not making it to where I want to get to is one of my biggest fears. i have so many goals, dreams and passions, but the weight of everything in my life makes it feel like the things i want might never happen, or like im losing too much time. I feel like when you speak about these things with the camera i'm having a chat to a close friend who really understands me, and it's super comforting. to know that things are tough for you, but you still manage to do so much genuinely gives me hope!! oh and, suuuper excited for your clothing brand!! :)

[@martahildebrand8883]

You remind me of myself when I was your age. You mentioned therapy. It was in therapy that I was diagnosed with ADHD and the meds helped amazingly with anxiety, etc. You’re going to be just fine-we love you and will always support you ❤

[@sydluvsicedtea]

The little talk made me feel sooo much better, the anxieties about the future are so scary

[@eliarocca]

to help with finding good outfits that you are comfortable with, I 100% recommend finding solid outfits that you like and feel comfortable and rewear them and repeat them, you don’t have to find something new to wear everyday as long as you have a couple fits that are solid and comfortable that’s all that matters, one day just mess around and have fun with your closet, if there’s a shirt and pant that you like to pare together make that an outfit and wear it when you don’t know what to wear, one you know you definitely like it and two you know you feel comfortable in it, i hope this helps🤍

[@lened2782]

Cats on the hoodie would be so cute

[@bea_elle]

You are literally iconic and say the best one-liners. I think you could put a lot of these on sweatshirts ex: “snacks at home”. They could be like inside jokes with your viewers. Also, I have a feeling you will go far on social media. Try not to worry about your future- you have something special!

[@CrystalWi]

Ryan, if you ever chose to move somewhere. Do not move to LA. I'm finally moving out of here and am SO happy. LA is just good for business and people that idk like living here and can afford it. I would rather you live in a better state if you chose to live in America. But, Japan seems awesome for you. Maybe your going through personal strugglings about where else to live and travel. Also, the outfit rant SAME. Your amazing Ryan Crouse, we all support and love you for you!! I hope you can breathe and not let stress get to you. Not only that but therapy and getting help in America is like either you got good insurance or money, you will die with no help or proper support unless you branch out or kind wealthy folk help you. Other than that, I and others will support you Ryan!! I am 23, unemployed been looking for work over a year and come from a poor family. I wanna be able to do social media and other branches of income to support me and my mom. You are an inspiration Ryan. Love yuh and keep being you!!

[@compsci_soph]

Your clothing brand should just be you! A fusion of Western and Japanese fashion with a mix of your signature, statement pieces I think would be soo cute! Love the vids

[@bernardhits]

im literally watching this while drunk. Ryan ur vlog hit diffff when drunk guuuuuurrrrll just came ou t the cluuuuub

[@winteryouareneveralone9608]

GIRLLL AHHAHAHA

[@dxllskataedits7734]

personally i think design wise, a hoodie with a big hood is super cute and there arent too many out there and a simple doodle design could be rly cute too!

[@dxllskataedits7734]

so excited for them to be released tho bc i love your personal style

[@kongbijijjigae7116]

Ryan thank you for sharing your position to us. There’s nothing much that I can give you advice or solutions but I just really hope you feel better and satisfied soon. Thank u for filming and being with us always

[@mia7]

its a good day when u post!!

[@layanaxd2221]

A HOODIE IDEA! I think your style is really cool and also daring in a good way. So if you design a statement piece hoodie with like a cool design and wild colors, it would be really true to yourself and quite original. I hope this helps 😊 lovee uuu❤❤❤❤

[@maluasunita]

I just love your videos, especially these ones where you take us through your daily life in Japan, and just sits down to speak about what’s on your mind. You’re such a comfort KZbinr.❤

[@michellepanichi4248]

7:24 me when I buy all the snacks but I end up eating everything at once

[@ClaireHiggins-yl5wu]

Ryan you are an amazing inspiring young man. You have the drive to have the life you deserve. Keep being yourself. Love watching you xoxo

[@Fabsiehh]

i don't really watch any "influencers" on youtube, but your personality has me hooked every single week! keep them vids coming 💕

[@juliamaria103]

omg i cannot believe im writing another comment. but i kept watching the video and your story about how are you worried about your future made me think: in a different way than i anticipated. you said that youre finally with a job you love doing, that you dreamed of doing your whole life, that most people want to do, and youre worried about not being able to do it at some point in your life. but what if you will start liking doing other things? first of all, everything becomes boring at some point. travels, content creating, all these fun stuff you love now - if in excess, will become a tiresome, or at least boring. as they say, if you travel a lot, you suddenly dream of home. its the same as with take out food - once you eat it often for a few years, you suddenly start to want a home-cooked meal. and i thought about it, because i find myself - at the age of 27 - suddenly shocked to see how in a span of a year, my interest/goals have changed. yeah, i still love travelling and cafe-hopping, but suddenly im into bird watching (lord....), small businesses, snail-mail, niche stuff instead of the latest trends; i began cooking at home, and to my horror, i began asking my grandma about the kind of trees she has in her garden. i fucking hated plants all my life. so, yeah. maybe dont worry about losing something at some point, because at that point in time, you may not even want it anymore? :> just a thought, of course! please take care and your videos help me destress a lot. big hugs

[@yenskexu2472]

i really enjoy listening to u talk. It feels so comfortable

[@arianebhs3678]

Omg I can relate too. I do stress a lot about my future and knowing that someone else feel the same help me sometimes to ease my worries a bit

[@ebifried]

ahh love that you talk about your situation so candidly, i feel the same as well rn knowing my japan visa is running out and not quite wanting to work corporate so i totallyyyy understand 😭 hope you can get yours sorted and stay in tokyo!!

[@ruthlessbunny]

I want a hoodie with Kimono sleeves and an Obi. My waist will be snatched!!!

[@angelhasspoken]

even in my career which isn't exactly super normal either (im a professional dancer) theres ups and downs and ebs and flows that cause me a lot of anxiety for the future as well. it seems, im not going to say normal for everyone, but it seems common to question that and thus have some sort of anxiety with it. we just commit to it and try to keep going

[@Squirel]

Anxiety is a crippling thing but I think you are doing one of the most successful things to combat it - talking about the issues out loud. It doesn't matter if you talk out loud to a friend, to us or to an empty room. So often the solutions become so much more obvious when you actually hear the problem rather than just think about it.

[@stacelololol]

WE LOVE U RYAN!!!!

[@daeqhwi6108]

i really appreciate you talking about your thoughts and struggles because i resonate with you and i'm sure alot of other people do too. it's definitely something not alot of influencers do. love u ryan

[@ryancrouse]

[@AJ-nw6cv]

I had the same anxiety about my future, some days I couldn’t sleep at night but i love how humble and well spoken you are about it! Everything will always end up how it’s supposed to!

[@kaydkaydkayd]

all the stuff u said about being afraid of the future was super relatable lol in my case its bc i was highkey developing agoraphobia in 2022 / into early 2023 n had horrible anxiety all the time until something clicked in the summer of last year n i just stopped gaf n decided to chill when it comes to school ☠ believe it or not n that has actually helped my grades that being said i do hope that i can eventually find something big that i wanna do bc hearing u talk abt this brand being something that matters sm to u is lowkey inspiring fr

[@annerussell]

Sounds like you have a bit of decision paralysis going on. When you aim for perfection, it can make it hard to choose. Here's what I suggest: focus on your ultimate goal (to have a clothing line) and remind yourself that it's alright if you don't choose the absolute best option for your first piece right now. Sometimes it's more important to keep moving forward. No matter what choice you make, it might not be perfect, but moving forward will aid in your growth and boost your confidence, helping you achieve your dreams. You've got this!

[@brvhtxxbxk]

I feel you about the future,when youre in your 20s,life feels like its on 2x its speed,I noticed that,whenever i look back at my past self(like 1 year before the present time)i feel like ive grown a lot. You have to think about the present time and do things that you normally wouldn't. Like u beginning to design your own brand is a huge move which could result into something way more big than u expect it to be,and if it doesnt,dont worry about it,before you know it,u found another thing to work on,do what YOU love,improve yourself at your own pace,no need to rush into things as it can result to burn outs. You are already growing at a steady pace. Getting therapy is another big factor that could help trough all of this,just the tiny bits can result into something big,every step matters when it comes to improving yourself. Pop off girl,u are doing great and we're here to support u

[@angipotterp8710]

ryan, I'm so glad I found your channel through youtube reccs and from my tiktok fyp! I always loved hearing your insights about school life and living on your own, in fact, I find it very inspiring for myself as I am entering my 20s! keep up the good work, ryan!!

[@FrancoRamirel]

RYAN omg one of the best videos and yes it’s good to know that there’s someone that feels the same as me. love uuu and don’t worry too much!

[@mysteriogaming478]

Watching him in japan is making me even more excited because I’m going to study in Japan next year In 2025 at the earliest and I cant wait

[@catherinemargaretwingate514]

thank you for saying this. I relate alot and this made me feel alot better. you are not alone!

[@sean3068]

With your fashion sense, and how well you can style things, i trust that wtv tf is on that hoodie it's gonna be perfect and imma get it!

[@embroidery_farms_creations]

you should def design your own japanese street style / trendy clothes!! once you drop your website i’ll be obsessed!!

[@samanthawallitsch2971]

I would love to see japanese street wear. I think the style suits you so well and you’re known for your Japan vlogs. Make the designs simple but elegant fs. 😍

[@winteryouareneveralone9608]

At the point of final chosen ideas sometimes it’s good to pitch the final ones to your audience imo!

[@iiluvsophie]

on the back of the hoodie you could do one of the concert things where they put the place and time and day like ex: 4/3 Tokyo, Japan. you could put japan over and over again, or all the places you’ve been within the past year

[@Masonthefrog]

OMG Ryan you are so relatable, I loved this video, and your new hair colour!

[@tyannaza]

Ryan I I have been living in korea for 3 years now and i have no real ties in the US besides family, all of my friends are either here or abroad that travel to korea. my future is not certain and the visa thing is scary. you're not alone! it was nice hearing that others struggle with this as well (in a comforting way like im not alone

[@jordigomez3333]

I'll make dinner tonight then he proceeds to buy food that barely needs the intervention of the stove

[@qlhrzs]

loving the new hairrrr

[@mjayy942]

Love your KZbin videos so much ! I watch them while doing my makeup or laying in bed being lazy ! Recently binge watched your past vids !! I’d be so excited for a clothing brand !! You should do like a set with gloves and a beanie w a picture of dote !! That would be super cute ! :)

[@vidadeisabella]

sunday did not feel right without your videos, im so happy you're back😭 & maybe for the merch you could create a cool looking logo and have it embroidered onto your clothes?

[@alexsshutterbug]

We love you ryan. Keeep up the amazing ❤

[@lauravaillancourt2518]

LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! You bring positivity to my bad days

[@mariacordello4994]

I’ve never seen u before but I subscribed within the first 30 seconds of this video. I like your vibe!

[@bluebloxbang6105]

The honesty in your videos are every.❤❤❤

[@Leeknows_tissues143]

OKAY SO. For the hoodie idea, i really think you should first design it as your style. I've seen many videos of you and your style is STUNNING. Also, you dont really have to put anything if you dont feel like it, but if you want to you can try and put some digital drawings of your cat or maybe just write something meaningful you think fits the vibe in bubbly or graffiti letters. I dont know if this helped, just know that WE LOVE YOU KING!💗💗

[@camilovesyou2]

im so glad that i can relate to you like i feel sm better. im still in highschool, but it feels like time is flying. i aspire to be like u though 🫶🏽

[@babyhoneyem]

you should make a graphic that is like extra large and takes up the whole sweatshirt!! i picture u doing like a grungy japanese inspired

[@missemmakoko]

Hoodie with a relatable/iconic/true to you quote ✨

[@KaylaHorn-ex3lp]

I’d definitely buy ur merch! You got this Ryan!!!!!!!

[@Manisonlychannel]

I feel you on that I’m currently a content creator with a semi-large platform (this is my watching channel that I use to watch people’s content and comment rather than revealing my identity) I plan on moving to Korea in August to start school since that’s kinda the easiest option for me to eventually stay in the country long term and I’m honestly so scared like leaving Florida and going to a complete different country to start a complete different life (content create and model) just blows my mind but hey follow your dreams, try new things because who knows what blessing is waiting for you on the other side of the door.

[@naailakhan]

loved this video so much ^_^ and for the hoodie u should do a design with dote on it in some form like definitely a cat for the design!

[@ninzabeans]

oh i totally relate. i graduated college a year ago and im moving to japan at the end of the month. still dont have a job but im moving to look for one. ive felt so stuck but im hoping this huge change will push me 🥲 i also dont wanna work a corporate job its a struggleeeee

[@ellieendres2555]

i have never been so early ugh i live for these vids🫶🫶

[@valerixn]

Good luck with your brand, Ryan! 🍀 Sometimes, when it comes to clothes, words [text] are not needed! I truly believe texture is the real answer, and it could be ideal to focus on patterns, folds, and/or pleats! Even just accessories can highly elevate a piece of clothing ✨️

[@mttmns7964]

make clothes based on your style and i’m sure every one that follows you would love it!! ((baggy with cool fit and design))

[@andrewdbeach]

Wohooo it’s always a good day when we get a video thank you Ryan

[@fvndz]

ryan so inspirational

[@michellepanichi4248]

4:30 my exact thoughts today and that's why I chose not to leave my doorm

[@oliroo]

i’m so here for the hair, new hair new ryan

[@asmr-pov]

You have a unique vlogging style. I liked!

[@kotomiatthismoment]

Your Japanese is so fluent and so natural! Love your outfit as well 💫 by 日本の視聴者🥰

[@Baby-lp2yq]

Why don't you upload podcasts anymore? I loved them

[@Casrion]

yes we have the muji lattes and teas in the US

[@cold_.w0rms453]

Hello Ryan!! I'm 15 almost 16 and love watching your videos they make me feel so motivated to continue with school. I also have those fears about the future, but for me its more of what am i going to do when I need to move out, and how do I even do that. My mom never can answer my questions because she didn't know what she was doing when she moved out either. And its super hard for me because I would love to leave America some day, and maybe move to Japan aswell, because I think the culture and language is beautiful!! I'm also learning Japanese but im not sure what the best way is, right now I'm mostly just watching anime in japanese and watching videos on yt. (SO if anyone has tips please share) Thank you for making videos ryan, and also can't wait for your clothing brand!!

[@fabiododginit8128]

we need to get more views for Ryan so he keeps blessing us with more videos

[@oliroo]

your voice is like the perfect youtube voice

[@paulifaundez]

i'm studying for something rlly rlly important for my career and i love to watch your videos while taking breaks! pls never stop making them

[@Channanabanana1]

omgg i graduate high school next year and i feel exactly how you feel about the future and wanting to live and study abroad in korea but my funds aren’t right and neither are my grades 😞

[@Nisaya_xxo]

No cause ryans cat being on his merch would slay

[@alexabelmont1869]

I feel you on worrying about the future. I’m 29 and still figuring shit out and just like…can’t see the future. “Where do you see yourself in five years” IDK I DONT EVEN SEE MYSELF :’) I wish I had done what I wanted to at your age and just left for Japan. I know that can still happen for me but it’s hard to grasp at how that’d even be possible. But watching your videos helps me a lot ❤

[@juliamaria103]

hi!! im only now watching your video, and i wanted to comment on the brand/hoodie thing. i am NO expert whatsoever, but i personally think you should create a piece you yourself would love to wear. there will be no perfect idea, never, because youre aiming for an unreachable - for your viewers to love it, and it's something you cannot plan, really. i would personally focus on your own ideas, your own style - your viewers watch your for your style and vibe after all! this way you're taking this preassure off your shoulders, and - also! - i think with every brand, the idea is to let it live on its own, potentially reach an audience that is not limited to your viewers. so, just do your own thing, and dont aim for perfect - 70% good is incredible already!! dont let perfectionism ruin the experience!!

[@Whowhatwhere351]

For the hoodies a dote hoodie with edgy anime Japanese style prints would be *chef kiss*

[@colourful.yawnzz]

For clothing ideas i think here on youtube you should put a poll with some ideas on it and the top 2 are ones you could look into trying to do?

[@LourdesMorais-hp8go]

You have an extraordinary eye for photography. You're very aesthetic. Maybe, your pics gave you some inspiration for you brand. Good luck. ❤️ 🇵🇹

[@CrashingWithUnknownSongs]

wow so proud of youuu

[@annajaeger1245]

I definitely would buy something designed by you. I love your style so I'm sure it's gonna turn out great!

[@blwssful]

regarding your future, social media can be a very temporary job and not a consistent source of income. it’s all about budgeting, setting money aside, savings, and having a plan in case something does happen. i think your fashion brand idea is good because you can use your social media as a platform for it and be able to make money off that as well.

[@GolfPrincessCL]

Love this vide! 🥰When I go to a new event, I google it to see the outfits from previous events so I get ideas 😁