Life Update // Why I Haven't been posting

I wanted to come on here and be 100% transparent with you guys. This is the start of me posting on KZbin again. This isn't much but if you guys every need me my DMs are open. I Love you all and thank you for the endless amount of support! Draco Dez will be back sooner then you think haha :)

[@sophiadominique9463]

Sis take a break and take care of yourself. We'll still be here whenever you're ready ❤️

[@shamoura7737]

SOCIAL MEDIA CAN WAIT, TAKE THE TIME U NEED , WE'LL ALWAYS BE HERE ,WE NOT GOING NOWHERE , WE LOVE UU DRACO.

[@lifeasskii2450]

Yes ma’am

[@evaawevvaa]

Yesss!

[@xoxx.harmela7551]

this should've been pinned but YAAAAAAAAS

[@taneshasheppeard9798]

PERIOD

[@tiannapitts5619]

period

[@alejaguerrer8815]

hi, It's ok if you feel unmotivated, don't feel pressured, take your time, just know everything's gonna be ok, I'm so sorry for what your going through, I understand how u feel too.

[@natalie-xw9xe]

omg i was watching your TikTok’s and u looked so happy and this breaks my heart💔💔 ill pray for you🙏

[@xxbatmanb3y0ndxx56]

I'm glad ur alive, I mean I wasn't too worried but to see you at least alive is great, and don't cry your so strong. I love you and take it all at your own pace. Everything is here. You don't have to rush or feel bad. Get better 💕

[@icymoongirl]

We won't be upset, personnally i understand, take a break it's okay, take care of you, don't force yourself to post anything, and it's okay to feel down, love you Dez

[@prettykellie7100]

We love you draco take time to heal!! It’s ok we understand!!.. praying for you!!❤️❤️

[@ndjamoo]

I'll be praying for you JESUS is always there for YOU.

[@cutiecatto6755]

💞💞

[@africantribes3492]

Amennnnn

[@izzOin_01572]

Amen

[@nia-dn8yx]

Amen!!

[@camilypolo2598]

Amen!!

[@eimanibrahim5010]

No it’s okay you don’t have to make yourself tired and make videos 🥺🌸✨🌺 I really hope you get better Will definitely pray for you ❤️✌🏼 Get better soon🌈

[@gracie8922]

Plsss don’t feel like you HAVE to post! 😭 we will always be here! We aren’t going to leave if you are gone another month or longer, we didn’t leave a month ago and we won’t leave now! Take the time you need. Health is more important that social media❤️✨ take the time you neeeeed🙏🙏❤️🦋

[@gracie8922]

What does that even mean??

[@kebebush5368]

Please dont feel pressured to post, you are going through it and you need a break. We all understand, and are here for you.💕

[@mayabrown1803]

Aw i love how you express your feelings

[@kaylameadows4064]

Dez pls dont feel pressured to post especially if you are not feeling ur best. Whenevrt you are ready we will still be here, the real ones will wait until u are ready. Ik excatly how you feel. Pls take your time and don't let uploading feel like its something you have to do. I still want you to enjoy uploading. LOVE YOU THE MOST

[@tiyana___]

You don't have to apologise to us You just need to be strong for yourself right now and take as much time as you need🥺 We love you Sis❤‼️

[@zanokuhlemorule2671]

It's ok there's no rush..take all the time you need to heal and get through this 💜We are not going anywhere we are still here and We support every decision you make....we don't want to pressure you if we have were sorry but I hope you get better and back to your pls self soon😗we love you Mama dragon...we are here 💜💜

[@princesszara3033]

As soon as the notification sent I left TikTok to watch this I love you and you are awesome 😎

[@enjolisworld7732]

omg i hope your ok. your content is what keeps me up because of how funny you are. u don’t need to be crying ur to beautiful. all love. ✨slickest slick back of the century✨ love you girl ❤️🥰✨✨

[@gabrealematthews5889]

I'm confused can someone fill me in plz?

[@meayelancaster192]

I’ve never seen you so down your always so energetic. It makes me so sad to see you down. Hope you get better!❤️💜❤️💜

[@danielmullens2116]

Aww she so pretty I hate to see her 😔 sad

[@danielmullens2116]

@KAMYIA MOYE well that was clearly not tears of happiness

[@diamond1732]

Its okay to be sad or hurt cause GOD always got you so just pray and everything will be okay. Love you Draco😘

[@nnimra]

Girl,it's YOUR choice,pls dont feel pressured by what ppl say,if you need a break,take one,mental health is key,especially now with all this covid going around,we're here for u! x

[@amourkiraaa]

it's ok to feel like this! unmotivation comes in so many forms and it's difficult at times. take all the time you need and don't rush. all love over here 🖤

[@sophia-vj7xu]

it's okay if you don't feel motivated or want to post, take your time on you and your mental health, don't feel pressured. ily

[@ItsMaliaJ]

This is making me feel sad inside, but I can understand feeling uncomfortable on this kind of stuff. I am the same way. 🥺

[@ray-fz8lr]

Awww :( it makes me so sad seeing you cry. Take as much time as you need to help with your mental heath, your heath is much more important then KZbin. You should not need to feel pressured to post for us we understand and its ok :) we support you all the way and again we are not upset! I want you to take your time and take the breaks that you need for yourself. We are here for you and we love you and i will pray for you 💞

[@melaniesefa9271]

It's fine your health is more important

[@destinysmalls734]

It’s okay to feel this way just know that everything is going to be okay. I know how you feel. Take all the time you need. ❤️

[@imogen134]

It’s ok take a break until you feel better you need it focus on yourself more and until you feel good don’t post you need to do what’s best for u and your mental health xx

[@cutiecatto6755]

Sending love and hugs bby I've felt like my mental health is spiraling too so I can relate. Take a longg break we are fine and know how stressful life gets. Its so depressing and I always feel anxious. I promise it will get better I'm sorry you don't feel well😭

[@lillifontana2983]

It’s okay bby, take your time.♥️. Your mental health is way more important then KZbin! And you can try these things to help your mental health: drinking water, going for a walk outside, sing, write anything, even if it doesn’t make sense. You got this angel, your so strong. I know it’s hard, I know, but you can get through this! I love you. Keep going girl.♥️

[@evawood5999]

Dont cry girl! Take all the time you need. During this time mental heath is SOOO important. Take all the time you need. We all have been here and it sucks. We are here for you

[@klglenn5109]

Everyone is going through this the world is not great right now during quarantine and especially since its Thanksgiving .Not being able to be with family is super hard but there is no reason to apologize. You are such a sunny girl don’t ever forget or loose that we love you.❤️

[@journeewoodard7546]

Im here for you sis❤️ I’m praying for you🙏🏾🥺 I hope you get better soon, but until then take time for yourself. It’s ok to be sad to be tired, but don’t let that sadness keep you in that state. Your stronger then your mental health, you will get through this. I’m manifesting it🙏🏾

[@aaliyahgrider190]

Thank you for even feeling comfortable enough to speak out. I very much understand where you are coming from. For I am basically going through the same thing. With the tiredness, sadness, and lack of motivation. Even with such a situation, I believe you can make it through. It’s alright to take step away bustling life, whether it being actively hanging with friends or being on social media. Everything can wait, you are your top priority and that’s what matter most. I hope that you have some time to figure out what’s going with you yourself emotionally or at least have someone who can guide you through to see what’s happening and figure out what steps to take from there on. It’s gonna take some time but with just tiny steps in the right direction, I believe you will get better. Sending much love!!♥️♥️

[@kbhawk13]

You are so brave! Thank you for talking about what you are going through, we need to normalize mental health discussions and supporting one another through whatever it is. You never know the impact you have on others, so thank you! Do want makes you happy right now, your supporters will be here!

[@vanessacloutier2571]

take the time you need, beautiful! we understand🥺

[@shantivdb50]

You’re very brave to talk about this. I have depression. And I understand how hard it can be. I hope you feel better soon. I understand the overwhelming exhaustion. The sleepless nights. The times you just can’t cry, but need to. Being numb. No appetite. Feeling worthless.... It will get better i hope it will for me too🦋

[@cutiecatto6755]

Sending love me too I just have overwhelming spells of dread 😭 hugs to you all 💞

[@shantivdb50]

@@cutiecatto6755 💜🥺🦋

[@cutiecatto6755]

@@shantivdb50 💖💖

[@jaeharris1702]

Take all the time you need don’t forget that mental health is the top priority 🥰

[@prettygirllee1919]

I went straight to the comments and everyone is praying for her and saying I sorry for you and stuff and I’m like what’s going on but ik ,I’m so sorry that you are going through this and I hope you find your confidence and motivation I love you so much To , Draco I LOVE UOU SO MUCH don’t be sorry and do you!❤️❤️

[@kyracoleman3052]

You are a amazing girl who never gives up A smart, beautiful, outstanding person I have ever met you always make my day and I enjoy talking to you put a smile on my face and you shine with courage and laughter even though may think you are different , you can't be judged dont let anyone let you down or put you in a bad mood your are the best friend anyone could ever ask for I want you and dont forget your special in any kind of way We hope you get better and we all are here for you 💕🦋💛💗💞⭐

[@akilahemma2600]

It's okay take you're time 💗 I'm so sorry to see u like this I hope u get better

[@oooodi2060]

it's okay, take all the time you need !! you're well-being is the most important thing above all else and we are all here for anything you need. please don't feel like you have to apologize for not posting, we understand. take some time for yourself, we all love you and hope to see you feeling better. thank you for all the content you've given us so far and the smiles too

[@mariannerussell3054]

I just watched reacting to curly hair tik toks and it was great! Take as long as break as you need! And no need for an apology :) It’s really hard sometimes, but you got this! I really hope you feel better :)

[@maminakabulo1391]

I am literally gonna pray for u honey get well soon🙏🙏🥺

[@trinityisaac7015]

You have our support all the way don't rush yourself🥺🤍

[@shortdummy7808]

bby take your time ,, dont rush into thingss ,, have all the time you need ,, we love you ❤❤ ,, its gonna be okay 🥺 .

[@thatonevscogirlhydroflask1173]

IF YOU NEED TIME PLEASE DO TAKE YOUR TIME YOUR HEALTH AND MENTAL HEALTH IS MUCH MORE IMPORTANT THAN A VIDEO 💛✨

[@shyshi2075]

Hi Draco plz don't study social media and take time for yourself I hope you feel better and I will always watch this channel forever your the the best Draco

[@adwoa9906]

I hadn't watched until now. i'm so sorry to hear that, i am also going through something similar but slowly getting better. take as much time as you need to get better. and don't forget that you are not alone. we lysm!!!

[@zulfa.404]

It’s fine bbg take as much time as you need I can literally rewatch your vids 5,000,000 times WE LOVE YOU!!

[@leesedii1926]

We love you Dez❤

[@321._kiana.desire]

it can always wait what matters is your mental health and how you are feeling if you don’t feel okay, or feel motivated it is okayyyy. but make sure you are at a better state and don’t try to fake a smile for us it is okay not to be okay , you can’t always be okay and it’s okay if you aren’t and if you cry it’s 100% fine. we are all here for you 💓.

[@itsvictoriaa2]

I'm so sorry you feel like that. You don't need to apologize for ANYTHING. Take all the time you need and I will be here whenever you're ready. I'm so so so so so so sorry Draco Dez. I will pray for you. We love you so so much ❤️

[@kyky_o3]

Aww dez. I feel you. I’ve been feeling the same way. I’m here if you need anything. I hope you’re better soon 💙

[@debbiecunha3383]

Aww dez, im so sorry, we love you ❤️❤️❤️ take your time, i will be praying for your mental health! Please know that you are loved and we’ll be with you every step of the way. You are not alone, Im really sorry you are going through this. ❤️❤️❤️

[@sherimasherian5308]

Sis it’s okay 💕🌸🥰✨ social media could wait! You come first before everything or anyone!! You do you princess, everything will be okay🦋💕🌸✨🥰

[@michaelarobinson2110]

You don’t need to post anything. I get it, I haven’t done schoolwork or really anything productive in a few weeks. My motivation has just plummeted. You do what you need to do. Take as much time as you need. Don’t feel rushed. You can always vent to KZbin if you need to, if you don’t feel like talking to anyone else. Much love and support to you and everyone else out there feeling like this. 💙

[@imani7832]

Its OKKKKKK IF YOU NEED TIME FOR YOURSELF, WE UNDERSTAND😄💕 Please don't cry. We love you Dez and if you need a break, then take one. You mental health is more important ☺️ Hope you get better❤️❤️❤️

[@anchekamfer7990]

Hi Draco.I just wanna say I love you so much❤🙁Im sorry ur going through what ur going through.Its okay if you dont wanna talk about it.Mental illness is an issue for a lot of us and im sorry that you feel like this.Im proud of you for opening up.And its ok to not be happy all the time.Hope you feel better soon.Take all the time you need.

[@queenruthie1]

its ok if you dont wanna post we’ll understand sending prayers 🙏🏾🥺

[@mattiegrace7796]

Take your time. Your mental health is more important than content. We understand, and we are here for you. I really hope things get better soon, and I'm so sorry you're going through this. Posting is supposed to be enjoyable, and you can't enjoy it if you don't feel happy making it. You most definitely don't need to apologize. Sending love and prayers ❤️️

[@raynethecheeta7270]

Take all the time you need I can understand what your going to thru I truly. Mean it I hope you get better soon and I’ll always have my prayers for you

[@girlpower3540]

LISTEN If you feel unmotivated, pressured, or tired take your time. Dont rush your self to get back on social media or at least posting on here/youtube. All that will be is break you down so dont rush back and take your time we all understand this world is not the best right now but we will all get through it together I know it it might take awhile but we all have to be patient and wait. My point is dont rush in social media we understand and take your time and rest bvb your mind and your body for awhile it's not unfair you need time and I accept that we accept that! Take your time and rest and I hope and pray everything gets better for you and everyone that's going through this all over the world it will get better along with the world we're all in right now!!🥰🥰🥰❤❤❤

[@zkhariyonanshai]

Im watch this video & I just want to say we love you and you work so hard every day🥺💕. Most people come on KZbin you don’t give us a reason why they left and we really appreciate you for everything you have done💞.

[@krissy5463]

No bby! It breaks my heart to see you sad🥺 take the time you need until you feel comfortable posting again.

[@lillyk721]

Aww this really hurts me. Take all the time you need babes🥺❤️ it’s so common to have no motivation in life sometimes just focus on yourself love you😘

[@camryn4075]

hey don’t feel bad trust me i understand exactly how you feel i haven’t been my best self in a while get yourself right and take your time some days i don’t have a reason why i feel the way i feel either and some days i do 🥴

[@simbadoucoure8277]

Please take your time we love you do not feel alone you don't need to be sorry❤️❤️❤️❤️

[@alejandravasquez3454]

i understand bby it gets hard and its okay to get emotional or have no emotion just take time for yourself we will wait

[@iwantfoodyofood5758]

Plz take your time we will love youuu and will always will it’s gonna be ok you so much supporters I believe in you will make it through I promise you I love so much 💕💕💕❤️❤️❤️💖💖

[@alyna.perez1962]

social media can wait what's important to us right now is that you take all the time you need to get through this because this isn't a timed obstacle course we just want you to get better love you!

[@laurajimenezlopez2584]

Mental health is more important than social media and it's totally normal that you need to take a break. This literally breaks my heart. Everything is gonna be alright, these kind of things are more common than it seems and not everyone talks about this. Know you are understood and not alone. You will get out of this. I'm here for you if you need someone to talk to💕❤

[@444Phantom]

awwn Dez take as long as you need don’t push yourself too much if you need a brake take a break we’re here for you🥺💕

[@sanaipyt4616]

Take all the time you need to feel better!! As your supporters we care about your mental health more than your videos 🥺

[@saniya1492]

I'm so sorry for whatever ur going through take as much time as u need ur in my prayers and I hope u get back on ur grind and find the strength to make content there's no pressure take as much time as u need u got this ur strong and u gonna fight this🙏🙏🙏

[@tamariaguthrie2623]

i feel u sis.. i’m not sure what is wrong or what is causing this but all i know is that i’m not happy in the place i am rn i don’t know who or how to tell someone so i act like everything is fine bc i really don’t know what to do but i hope you get better and take all the time you need ❣️

[@tshegofatsotau1141]

Your not alone Dez we love you so much 😍 I was just the same about 2weeks ago. Everything is going to be ok

[@alyssahardy4410]

My girl pls don’t rush for us . Like you need to rest and get better , we can wait (WE ARE NOT GOING ANYWHERE) . I love you Draco 💕💕🥺

[@fookingavocados1084]

We can wait, take alll the time you need, you don't owe us videos, mental health is WAY more important I understand it's hard, but at the end of every tunnel there's always a light

[@kamogelomakhubo5516]

We are here for you and take as much time you need I hate seeing you like these it breaks my heart deeply😭😭...may God bless you

[@yasminekalumba2475]

Aww it’s okay draco I’m so sorry u feel this way I really hope I get better❤️❤️🙏🏾start posting again when u want we’ll still be here and I’ll wait no matter what luv u. I know u will get through what ever is challenging u because U are so strong queen 👑 ❤️💞💕 ✌🏾peace to the streets stay strong 💕❤️

[@adrid5958]

I’m so sorry for what you are going through. You need to take the time away from social media to get yourself back up again. just know we will be here when you are better. Everyone goes through things for a reason. I’m praying for you and Ilysm 🥺🥺❤️💗

[@Despicable.m3]

You are great, beautiful, amazing, blessed etc. Never give up, know you are loved ❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚 ( I’m catching up on your vids I missed cause I’ve been away but I send my support) ❤️💚❤️

[@abbyanderson9067]

I’m so sorry I have to go through this...I started crying with u...its okay to cry we will always be here so take as long as u need WE WILL WAIT FOR U..keep ur head up princess🥺💕stay strong💕💕💕💕

[@hannahgrace3860]

Girl ☹️ take your time. You don’t need to answer to anyone but yourself. It sounds like depression is hurting your world right now and I wanna remind you that so many other people feel this and you’re not alone in it. Your vulnerability is inspiring. Thank you

[@itssyanni03014]

Girl you have nothing to apologize you did nothing wrong I applaud you for being so brave I hope you get better and if you ever need someone to talk to I’m here for you❤️

[@gracejohn8302]

I'm praying that you get better. Even if you may feel alone, just know that God is with you 💛💛💛

[@rosemichaels4420]

Watching this video made me feel emotional and I'll keep praying for you and I hope you get well were ever you are😘

[@ameiabrooks8562]

I know it’s hard, just know it will be ok and just take your time. Know you are loved and when you are ready to start making videos again we will be ready to watch them and support you. You don’t have to be sorry it’s not your fault❤️

[@joymechell277]

I hope your okay . I saw your stories about getting tested for COVID 🙏🏾 glad it came back negative

[@jazlynelopez3631]

Hey it’s really ok to feel unmotivated just know we will always be here no matter what!! 🥰 Take time to heal for yourself and your mental health beautiful 🤍🥺 Don’t force yourself to post anything on your socials if you feel unmotivated. It’s gonna be ok I promise you it’s gonna take time but trust the process!🤍🤍 Stay Strong beautiful I know exactly what your going through.🥺🥺🤍

[@destynimcc]

Girl it's okay take your time when you feel ready to come back you can, no pressure luv🥺💓

[@PepermintButterflies]

Take your time baby girl, you don't owe us anything and when your ready to make content you make it, but take your time and care for yourself. Mental health is so hard to understand, but you are doing the best you can and that is enough❤

[@_JoyfulBlessings_]

I'm sorry sweetheart, I understand were your coming from. It will get better, just remember the negative thoughts are just lies. Every time you feel down just remember you are loved, you are cared about, you are amazing and you shine. I hope this helps, I'll be praying for you.

[@achelya.thebaddie9598]

It’s ok I felt like that in one point in my life and I took a break and started fresh and I understand I’m praying for you ❤️✨

[@temia.7864]

Remember that we all love you and we all want you to be healthy and to feel like yourself again. So take as much time as you need we. wont leave promise!!!!

[@user-vb8wb6xe9p]

Hey, you could probably be feeling depression. I myself have went through this (still am) ... sadly I’m not that great at helping people, but you shouldn’t push yourself. Take your time, do things that will make you feel better. If nothing makes you feel better, try going outside a little bit. Take some fresh air. Clear your mind, if you want, talk to people you feel comfortable with. Watch funny videos or something. Make yourself laugh. Laughing is a wonderful thing. If you’re feeling tired then just wiggle. Wiggle yourself a lot, like a looootttttt. Think positive thoughts, and don’t blame and degrade yourself. Don’t dig yourself into a rabbit hole you can’t get out of. “I am beautiful, I am funny, I am smart, and I am amazing”. Tell these things to yourself everyday. All the time if you want. Even if you don’t feel like it it could possibly pull your self esteem up a bit. And high self esteem equals positive energy☺️ I’m sorry for giving you a paragraph to read, but I just want to help. Even though I don’t know you, I love you. Okay? Oh! Another thing, look in the mirror and say “I love you.” Everyday you wake up and before you go to sleep. Try to tell yourself these things. I hope I help a bit! Feel better and take your time💖 (good food can help too.. favorite food.. yeahhh)

[@mycrazylife_tashana8969]

This is heartbreaking your normally so bubbly how you get well soon take the time you need

[@kellie4880]

I am so sorry you are going through this, you are truly an amazing person I love you. 💔

[@naomiyoung301]

im so sorry you are going through this, I hope it get better. will pray!