Still Broken - Blue October

[@josephcaringella3649]

I just wanted to thank blue October. Giving people a way to look into what mental illness can really be like. And helping those of us who have it, out along the way. I hope they understand how many lives they have saved.

[@Leslie-xt4wt]

I'll always be broken. I'm having one of those days I look up blue October, play every song and cry.

[@mariaialhosani5745]

I've been there for a few weeks now, God bless!

[@darkflamer23]

You are not alone even though you feel so lonely. Seems from the comments there are a lot of broken people in this world, forever destined to be alone because of our own loneliness.

[@AshbringerRellston]

matt black people like you are the worst :)

[@mikegreenberg6409]

+Leslie Caudill Take heart and know that there are a lot of us out there. But find something you can hold on to, drag yourself up out of the crap and tell the bastards they are not going to win. Find victory that you struggle every day but you make it, and consider it a win. Everyday you rack up more wins. You have to take it one day at a time. Eventually the hurt isn't so bad and you can move on. I know it's tough but you can do it. You have the strength. You just have to find it within you.

[@guardiangarasu]

I'm doing that at the moment.

[@rckthisgrl311]

Still a freakin incredible tune after all these years... 👌💔

[@bernettaepperson4122]

🤟🎼🎼

[@CamCrev]

Blue October has helped me with my break up so much, i cried at some of there songs im a guy i dont usually cry, they make me feel like life is the reason to live, if that makes since, have a nice day everyone(:

[@harryg7678]

Cam, I do hope you have figured it out mate.

[@bernettaepperson4122]

Just recently discovered Blue October ,awesome band 🤟🎼🎼

[@ellieyates5697]

Been listening to Justin since I was born. My mother is a huge fan and Blue was actually my first concert at 15. I'll forever be grateful for the memories Justin has created for me and my mom.

[@kmaybe123]

I LOVE this song ... Too bad Last Wish never produced an album ... I cannot get enough of Justin's lyrics, his voice, and the way emotion just pours out of him when he sings. Can't wait to see him in Denver for the Pick Up The Phone Tour on April 24!

[@evallyntc3164]

this comment 12 years old but i hope the concert was good and you have a nice holiday season :)

[@kamaree6024]

I love Blue October, and this song is just amazing!

[@SylviaJean]

I will be at their show in Chicago too! They are unbeleivably amazing live! I've never heard them play this (or much of their older stuff) live though.

[@purplemanga247]

this band is like.. i love you... i'm so glad i discovered this

[@ChaseMineCraft]

Still Broken and Not Broken Anymore

[@nimilblack]

only time will tell. treat her well but live your lives. you are young and things change over time. goals change over time. my first highschool love DID end up being the one for me, but we had to break up and come back to each other 17 years later before we found that out.

[@rickgarcia7306]

at true person lives with sought , fears , and pain. a true musician describes and understands!

[@comeINcloser79]

I am going to see them next month in Chicago. It would be amazing if the played this live!! The water works would definitely be flowing.

[@ebef427]

This has to be my most absolute favorite blue october song! I love them!

[@Wawasawhe]

Pure insanity, I love this music.

[@_spinch]

I Totally Agree! A Person's Favorite Song Really Depends On What Is Happening In His/Her Life At The Moment. And I Always End Up Listening To Blue October No Matter What Too! They Seem To Have Songs Fitting For Every Moment! And Thanks For Posting Lilugo77!!

[@vintagetoast3038]

This is actually a band Justin was in before Blue October called The Last Wish that was released in 1995.

[@astrum_nauta]

1993 wasn't it?

[@KyrenDinh]

This is a demo recorded with blue october. The Last Wish recording of this song has violins in it

[@ITMeCE]

This is the Blue October version though.

[@WUTALAnna]

just sitting here! just listenig! just dreamin! just blown away! beautiful song!

[@Twilightsuchtii94]

Hear that song for the first time and I'm loving it!!

[@CopyOfMe]

Oh God, I've only listened to this once, but I love it so much! Now I'll listen again and again! :D

[@billsmith-jr5zv]

I often feel broken, but just like Justin is I am finally trying to get better and take care of myself. I know we all live our own lives and nothing is wrong with that. But for me even though I am terrified most day I am still doing my best to "not be broken anymore" which actually is another blue October song :not broken anymore" I think it is called. Anyway love and peace to all of you and I hope you live the happiest lives that you can.

[@Gotterdamerung]

Don't worry if she's the one. With 7 billion people on the planet the idea that there is just ONE other person out there for us is a little depressing. Finding them would be like winning the lottery and if you have congratulations. Focus more on the fact that you are happy. And you love them. Love them now, love them as much as you can, because who knows what the future holds? Just be happy. Relish what you have. Don't squander it. We should all be so lucky. We are not guaranteed tomorrow.

[@sacredjules]

I met and began dating my husband when I was 16, 10 years ago. It doesn't happen often, but sometimes you do meet that "one" at a young age.

[@lilugo77]

WAIT! Nevermind! I remember now. This was written by The Last Wish, the first band that Justin was in, and it was on their CD 'The First of February'. :]

[@lilugo77]

@blueoctoberfan100 Justin wrote it while in The Last Wish, but this version is remade by Blue October. The Last Wish version is on my channel.

[@alesiarae8038]

My best friend's brother met the love of his life in grade nine. That is when they started dating and now they are around age twenty and still very much in love. They have two beautiful children (they had both after they graduated high school) and are getting married in October. So, no, it doesn't happen often but it does happen. People fall in love everyday, regardless of age.

[@lilugo77]

This song was recorded with The Last Wish, but not this version. It was re-recorded as a demo song for one of Blue's albums.

[@edithlopez5428]

I'm so glad I found you once again!! Omgg I'm so happy lol

[@PunkCow333]

My feelings captured in a song. I wanna cry while listening to it but I can't. It just makes me feel understood. Into The Ocean I can sob to, it's my all time favorite song but this song is calming.

[@FoJoSho]

This is the Blue October that needs to come back

[@GrooveyVandal]

They come to Europe as well. I am seeing them in London on the 1st October, after which I can die happy :)

[@SoyLaJefa]

made me cry. after 14 years i stil love the same person..

[@mountaintruth1]

nice post, excellent tune and real communication

[@impossiblebutlovely]

♥. .."and all the words that you ever promised me, were never spoken..."

[@niccolenaifeh1526]

I love this band!oh my heart utterly get every lyric!

[@lilugo77]

No, this was originally a song from Justin's first band, The Last Wish. It was re-recorded as a demo for one of their CD's, but I forget which one.

[@mulbeo]

this song keeps playing on & on & on &...in my head these days

[@kataang222]

so so beautiful dang it made me cry so good wow... 5 stars and faved

[@annloraybartels6351]

If you had touched my heart you feel the pain I call hoping

[@kittylover659]

i love this song :) it tells me in and out right now. the best ever :D thenks for makin the vid ^.^

[@heavymetalftw2121]

I feel like I really needed to hear that. Thank you :)

[@kataang222]

omfg this song goes out to the frekain boy who broke my heart and never talked tome again. this song goes out to u cause u placed this doubt in my heart. Thx to u my heart wil never be the same again. love this song and this band thx u for this song

[@bobblehead7002]

Woah this is pretty good. I'm surprised I'm just now hearing it.

[@roxxanesanchez8450]

Bobble Head yeah me 2 this guy is great

[@LipsLikeSugar78]

I remember this from back when Justin was in The Last Wish... One of the best songs of the cd, The First of February. This version is missing the heavy strings in that old version.

[@Twizlenuts]

This band has a way with lyrics GOod song cant wait for the new cd to come out

[@bastestprincess]

i LOVE this song. it's amazing.

[@lilugo77]

This version IS Blue October. They did a remake of it. I uploaded the Last Wish version a few days ago.

[@lilugo77]

This song isn't on Approaching Normal. It's not even on a CD - It's from the Last Wish, Justin's first band. Blue October remade this as a demo for one of their albums, but it didn't make the cut.

[@lilugo77]

Actually, this is Blue October's cover of the Last Wish's song. The Last Wish is Justin's first band, and Justin is the lead singer of Blue October. I have the Last Wish version, you should go listen to it. (:

[@lunastattoostudio]

esas voces me encantan... a descargarla!

[@Kimbazza23]

this is an amazing song, i love it!

[@veesky8464]

beautiful, justin has a great voice

[@lilugo77]

@netretto It's not on an album, they did it as a demo for one of their albums but never released it officially.

[@CuteAsADuck]

I think that if you really believe that she is THE ONE. Then you will be together, as long as to her, you are THE ONE. But good luck, because if you listen to Blue October, I don't see why someone wouldn't like you :D.

[@LoggiWolf]

When i hear this song I slowly die inside, they are so damn good! The lyrics hunts me days after I've been listening to one of their song... [Bad eng, sorry]

[@Dunge0n]

Actually, while he did originally sing this in Last Wish, this is a touched-up version he sang after forming Blue.

[@jessicarose8829]

I want to buy this song! Why is it not on iTunes? That is making my heart more broken :(

[@jadastark850]

These are recordings Justin actually did under his solo name "5591" - I am an avid fan who has tried every possible way to get these on an album. Maybe he will release them someday.

[@jessicarose8829]

Thank you

[@aspenrider6280]

jada stark I really want him to put this in an album really bad! He really needs to but i will wait for how ever as long it takes!

[@televar2]

Well said and thank you for your info. my research was brief. even still, i think had hidinginplace pointed this out instead of spouting "moron" and "take it down" without anything to back it up he may have had more positive public reception. Im still a fan of the song and would buy it in a heartbeat :-) i dont feel too guilty listening to a cover a band did of their lead vocals old band on youtube, personally. im sure it will be taken down (or would have) if I need to feel bad :-D

[@MichaelArispe]

Beautiful 😢

[@richardmccoy9276]

One of my favorite blue songs....

[@0XxManicchicxX]

also, when you find songs by them you don't like it's because you haven't gotten to that stage of healing yet...

[@Dr_Twitch]

This song is gorgeous.

[@Love_Will_Tear_Us_Apart]

And if you looked into my dark unhappy eyes, you'd see the tears that i'm choking... And if you touched, if you touched my heart you'd feel the pain i call hoping... And don't you know don't you know i'd die for just a lie from you yeah a token... Aha... the right song at the right time...!

[@RandoWisLuL]

im still broken....for months now....its like the girl took my heart after a year and a half and tore it up......and that does not help with my depression.....thank you up loader this song is amazing. and im sorry i have to agree with jadenlikewow. you still in high school dont get twisted about anyone......good looks or not....your too young to be sad over it.

[@misselaina123]

omg wen i heard this song it made me cry. i love Blue October Elaina&Ryan 4ever!

[@spyshellyz]

i love this song, its amazing. its so true...

[@13RainD]

they have such beautiful songs :X

[@wiccan123witch]

I just ended something with someone and this song just sums it up in a nutshell....awesome song!!!! this is just how I feel right now!!

[@jadenlikewow]

if your under the age of 20 and say you found "the one but they are not with me" pleas don't be melodramatic you are still young and as you grow older you will change so like don't get all sad because the cute guy or pretty girl in high school that you think is perfect isn't with you eventually when you are in the real world you will probably meet some one that will be better for you

[@tabithamcglaughlin6157]

Where did this come from?? I thought I either owned or had heard all of Blue's songs??

[@GODZmightyHAND]

+Tabitha McGlaughlin didnt know this lol after reading your question i had the same in mind! come to find out the album is called the first of february and it was recorded in 1995. looks like the 2 of us have a new album to listen to sometime soon haha! hope this helped clear the air a little bit on where this track came from, i know i was baffled!

[@zoom-nazda]

its an amazing song ain't it?

[@kashire]

This is Last Wish, Justin's band prior to Blue.

[@tlwiez4307]

Where do I find this song?

[@sasuke1788]

I wasn't sure, First of February is the only cd I'm missing now that I found rooftop sessions.

[@4cat521]

i love blue october but i have never herd this song before and i think its one of their bests with my never close behind.

[@xhvymtlgrlx]

to " RAnDOOMNesss " Ive had the privilage to see them live in Baltimore at a small venue and i've been a fan since the first album, so this was my dream. After the show I was able to meet Jeremy, CB, Matt, and justin. (ryan was sick) and i'm telling you all of them are sweet hearts. I hugged justin and immediately cried because their music saved my life. Justin then hugged me again and said "Everything will be ok...just remember what i said," speechless to say the least....

[@heavenkept]

He's Not Broken Anymore. Congratulation's to them both "!!!"

[@xXuchiagirlXx]

@Necromattie666 actually it was called Last wish. they are still just as awesome as Blue october though :)

[@lilugo77]

Actually, it is Blue October. This isn't the original recording. Blue October re-recorded it as a demo for one of their albums (I forget which one).

[@twistedheart9597]

Will always be this way :(

[@richardmccoy9276]

this and come in closer my favorite Blue songs!! xoxxox

[@hippo6701]

Does anyone know if they have a CD out..? I have just stated following on KZbin and I'm in love(:

[@angelfuckk69]

Love this song:).says all things ive been holding in.

[@lilugo77]

Ohmygosh! Where did you find it? I would kill to get one of those CD's.

[@Zachwood96]

this song is my life i'm hurtin real bad but i guess i'm glad i'm not the only one who feels this way

[@billsmith-jr5zv]

I'm glad Justin got better, but this song will always be amazing to me.

[@Slygirl25]

why is this song not available like...anywhere?

[@BoroDawgFan]

My childhood love and started dating after 20 years for over 2 years and then she cheated and then walked away, Thanks and I'm Still Broken.....

[@geminimoon6221]

Similar situation... my first true love age 16, broke up age 19.. then after 30 years of him playing cat and mouse games we reunited only to learn he is a full blown narcissist. A maddening mind f¥ck to say the very least.

[@Nyhmgod]

Blue October is what I listen to when I get hurt by a girl.

[@BUCHTABABY823]

@jadenlikewow thank you for saying that, exactly my situation. it means a lot to just read things like that it makes me feel so much better because it gives me hope.

[@jorgepadilla68]

Great song.

[@timsadinski6142]

I remember when I was broken I couldn't sleep eat time lasted forever but now I'm not and as I regress I tell myself I remember people said just let the time go by it'll be alright I guess it was that same old song and dance you know the what when you love somebody more than they love you but tell you they love you the same... I guess I have a fault in helping but it's not really a fault I wouldn't change nothing that doesn't make me a fool maybe temporary insanity but it's all good now I know my life is good and I still help I don't know about her but she was bad luck anyways.. I miss her kids more than her..

[@andread6245]

This song makes me happy, even though it's about heartbreak!

[@xxxUofOxxx]

Great song... nuff' said

[@sasuke1788]

Nah, he left Last Wish and formed Blue October. Now I don't know if this was recorded with Last Wish or Blue, but I do know that Justin was the only member of Blue to play with Last Wish, aside form Ryan, who just played a few shows.

[@OGMizen]

Just soooo good

[@Dunge0n]

The reason why is that this isn't Blue October, It's from Justin's first band The Last Wish, off the Album The First of February.

[@sasuke1788]

It took me about three years to track down a copy. I know it was originally released on cassette and not many people converted it to a cd.

[@arghotie]

amazing song !

[@JJoolia]

I love this

[@octorocker37]

ok i might be wrong, i very well could be. but the title "Still Broken" is the name of one the songs off the new album coming up, right? it could be a different song with the same name. but if it's this one that would be fantastic!

[@idontlikemakingthis]

the other version of the CD has "Graceful Dancing" the Explicit version comes with "The End" and the censored version comes with "Graceful Dancing" quite appropriate i think