Losing the Battle

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We've had a lot of ups and downs over the years, but today is, without question, the saddest day in the history of the Theorist community. We've lost a friend and team member, Ronnie "Oni" Edwards. For those who don't know, Ronnie has worked on this channel longer than anyone, hosting his own show as well as editing a HUGE number of the videos you've watched. In six years of working together, he contributed so much to what The Game Theorists is today. His loss is one that comes after years of him bravely working to move beyond the trauma of his past, fighting an internal battle every day, a battle that eventually became too much for him. This video is to honor his memory and remind everyone out there who also struggles with anxiety, depression, and suicidal thoughts to reach out and keep talking because YOU ARE NOT ALONE...even when it feels like you are.
We'll miss you, Ronnie.
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[@SilksideVR]

5 years later, Matpat is retiring and Ronnie isn’t forgotten

[@MrRPHangoutz]

@@officerdariusuttpshut up

[@ArestheAlmighty615]

@@officerdariusuttp oh Ur a uttp nvrmind

[@julian-en2fi]

@@officerdariusuttpnobody likes you, get a life

[@EpicGamers223Official]

@@officerdariusuttpno I don’t think

[@LeviAva]

@@officerdariusuttpdude, what

[@Trashley]

"He won for a lot of days....but it only takes one loss" That line really hit me

[@richardallen7846]

Yeah, that really hits hard: that, no matter if you feel as though you're ahead of this demon, all it takes is one small misjudgement or mistake, and it could all come crashing down.

[@Eleazar7]

Tocksique I was literally scrolling past your comment when he said it; it hit me harder.

[@kylesul6433]

@Eos Zelich wow man that was fucked up

[@noteiktinetu]

i can relate to that line so much and i throught of my family members who died of ilness . My dad only had 15% of survival after his second surgery . Doctors said he wouldn't survive if he didn't have the will to live . He died in 2017 Sorry i had to get this off my chest it really hit me hard

[@Mila873]

@@kylesul6433 the sad part is the dude is speaking facts

[@MrMcMedium]

Listening to this after "Goodbye Internet" was released. I hope even after Mat isn't involved anymore that his and Ronnie's contributions aren't forgotten by the Internet.

[@shakespearishot71]

@@Somnius_9.11 whats wrong with you

[@ofc_Iam_not_hitler]

​@@shakespearishot71 bro is mentally ill

[@Choccymilkaddict]

​@@Somnius_9.11Your a mistake

[@MrpizzaDrip]

Same

[@MrpizzaDrip]

​@@Somnius_9.11I hope you have the same fate

[@Thebigpiigg]

Who’s here from Game theorist final. Rip Ronnie. You were a light in the world and we were happy having you

[@abhakumari5539]

Me..

[@Tyorne13]

yep :/

[@Sephiroth144]

Checking in

[@jacobhamilton2413]

Here

[@loganoniedwards2400]

Ronnie is gonnie 😂

[@Tartarsauce.]

People out here are really saying he’s fake crying for attention as he talks about one of his closest friends suicide... people these days have no chill.

[@nathanrafferty6770]

Ik right its so disrespectful he died two years ago but it still makes you cry and hurt because thats a experince you cant forget😥

[@fnafgamercz]

@Ya Tink whats funny ? you said lol

[@fnafgamercz]

@Ya Tink hes dead

[@skylovermc2146]

@Ya Tink Get off this video. You disrespectful person.

[@mariavillarin5478]

@Ya Tink I think what's true here is you spamming boneless disrespectful comments to get attention.

[@salty5861]

"sometimes one can save millions. But sometimes, millions cant save one." Rest in peace, my friend.

[@salty5861]

@@rwncrower1049 boi im just trying to be nice

[@hello-bp2id]

Well spoken

[@drkfyres3745]

RWN Crower 10 dude he’s not gonna just change his name for the sake of the video. It’s useless. Let it be.

[@salty5861]

@@drkfyres3745 thanks for standing up for me my dude

[@rwncrower1049]

@GTGaming I know ok just chill

[@Johanna-tp1bv]

It's been 5 years Ronnie, matpat and seph are retiring, and we all miss you

[@MiqdadJR]

@@3200HuntStreet-Richmond-BCnot cool dude

[@Luxuh]

blud trynna be edgy @@3200HuntStreet-Richmond-BC

[@yoshifan33]

It's been a few years, but we haven't forgotten. We miss you, Ronnie. Rest in peace.

[@juggernautthedarkultima6758]

​@@donkeyscarab207A man who Is dead is not truly dead until their forgotten, You never forget a person you should just keep moving on and living your life but never forgot the one's you lose.

[@-karma-2426]

​@@donkeyscarab207what?

[@amartyabiswas4972]

​@@donkeyscarab207he doesn't, but you sure do.

[@KitAsocstorypage]

@@donkeyscarab207huh ?!

[@RadMadLad_]

I think what Donkey is saying is, he's gone. We don't need to keep crying over it. We need to get over his death and forget about it so we can move on.

[@vintageskies9996]

“When a man cries, it’s not because he is weak. But he has been strong for too long.”

[@jonathanlala4294]

😔Be careful he's a hero

[@penguincubes3729]

r/im14andthisisdeep

[@choppa6305]

Nah

[@ikaika-fg5zd]

@@choppa6305 whAt

[@mp4filebryan]

Penguin Brawls Exactly my thoughts lmao

[@waterisok4853]

You could hear the tears in his voice

[@typastoor8484]

True

[@zdt997]

True

[@breadnon]

True

[@waterisok4853]

This is sad guys I hate seeing our little fnaf theorist cry

[@jogugaga7121]

@Katylyn Williams huh?

[@StonedChiliDAWG]

Came back after “A Little Theorizing” showing Ronnie. I love that they’re still honoring him 5 years later. Still hits like a freight train

[@JudeWasHere17]

me too

[@StonedChiliDAWG]

@@abdulkarimsanchezspectra8186 bro you gotta find a new rage baiting spot. It’s clear from the last 3 comments on here this ain’t working like you wanted 😂😂😂

[@thebowlingguyatgoogle2517]

when i saw his picture i came back here too

[@-karma-2426]

​@@abdulkarimsanchezspectra8186you're a sad person, arent you?

[@PrincessSunnyoftheSandWings]

😭😭😭😭😭!!!!! He’ll always be missed 😭😭😭😭😭😭!!!!!

[@femboymoth19]

My brother commited suicide earlier this year, I am with you. Rest in peace Ronnie.

[@NobleTitty]

My cousin did and she is quite mid now for doing so

[@pearlyra]

​@@NobleTitty you try next

[@thehatman69420]

@@NobleTitty go outside and touch grass

[@DariusPatterson-os7rw]

Womp womp

[@thehatman69420]

@@DariusPatterson-os7rw you go touch grass too.

[@TyphonicHB]

"The saddest thing in life is when someone or something that gave you so many memories, becomes a memory."

[@mehheh3974]

So true

[@goldenlantern7938]

How true, so many things, so many...

[@danielbenedict8803]

Such wise words..

[@TyphonicHB]

ZAX55 KING what?

[@local6652]

I Agee myself losing half my family at a young age it really changes you

[@susano.cosico3261]

See how he didn't put any ads here, he didn't want to make money off this, he just wanted to honor his bestfriend who passed, and spread awareness of suicide.

[@electro_volt]

Finally someone not complaining aboit the dislikes.

[@christopher4227]

This is just etika over again

[@crypt5129]

You do realize he had ads here and removed them when people complained about it, right?

[@mharbaugh78]

Dude. That was his choice. Not the fan complain ing

[@lucasvincent3021]

Chillin With Elijah MatPat isn’t one of those greedy youtubers that uses a serious topic like suicide for views or money. MatPat uses his platform to spread awareness to help others rather than himself

[@itz_lilac7989]

5 years later. Gone but never forgotten Once a theroist, always a theorist. Rest in peace.

[@ofc_Iam_not_hitler]

​@@Somnius_9.11can you tell him I said hy when you go there

[@Spring_bonbon]

@Somnius_9.11I hope you feel bad now.

[@IAmBob.]

@@Spring_bonbonDont give them attention, these bots are begging for it.

[@elicradic5487]

@Somnius_9.11 Nice trolling, you piece of filth.

[@_Gooday]

@Somnius_9.11keep yourself safe

[@tiredhooman9166]

I don't understand how anyone could come here to make fun and joke about a death of someone, anyone. If your parents, siblings, anyone you cared deeply about, would you still be joking and trolling about their death? RIP Ronnie Edwards, we still miss you

[@tiredhooman9166]

@@jameshuberty5008 have you no morals? If your mother took her own life just how that man did, and you watched it through a Livestream, would you say the same thing? You're despicable

[@NobleTitty]

You didn't even finish your sentence lol

[@tiredhooman9166]

@@NobleTitty I did. What, did you just wanna ignore everything I said and focus on the fact I didn't end my sentence with a period?

[@-karma-2426]

​@@abdulkarimsanchezspectra8186that accusation makes no sense hwre

[@hominhkhoi4016]

Well you don't understand how anyone could come here to make jokes about a death of someone, it's obvious. BECAUSE THEY AREN'T EVEN HUMAN. These ragebait bots have been quite active these days.

[@Mack-wg7ss]

Can people stop saying “Whoever disliked”, it’s incredibly overdone. Just let Ronnie rest.

[@s00ssy71]

It really is unfortunate. You could literally cure cancer and put a video about it on KZbin and you get like a thousand dislikes.

[@Mack-wg7ss]

Jacob O'Hare I know, but the over saturation undermines the entire point of it.

[@irenaveksler1935]

Jacob O'Hare almost every video has about over 1k likes so bruh

[@theblandcharlie822]

@@Hadron11112 some people think that they shouldn't "like" seeing someone die, so they dislike instead. It's more of a different logic thing

[@Hadron11112]

TheBlandCharlie maybe I still think u should have respect tho

[@Tobuscus]

I am so sorry for your loss. Rest in peace, Ronnie,

[@Dwayne2013]

Tobuscus 😭

[@mathewalbuquerque9587]

Tobuscus rip

[@adambruins]

Bruh your channel is dead

[@christianrodriguez3717]

AdamBruins your comment is irrelevant

[@invenomious]

Tobuscus !!!!!

[@awesomemario64_yt]

5 years ago, we lose Ronnie. 5 years later, Mat is retiring. We will miss them both, the theories they both contributed over the years. They won't be forgotten 🕊️

[@Hello_haveaniceday]

I can’t even comprehend how horrifying it would be to check in on a friend only to find out they had passed. I’m so sorry. Five years later and Ronnie is not forgotten, nor will he ever be. Rip Ronnie 🕊

[@UTTPOfficerBennie]

Shut it you Digital Circus fan

[@playthestereo]

@@UTTPOfficerBennie That’s really rude to comment on a video about someone’s death.

[@playthestereo]

Just saying…

[@thatonellamawhoissoobsesse8138]

​@@playthestereoSadly they're a common troll spammer Just report them for spam and eventually KZbin will send a cease and desist to their household

[@SubaLolo]

@@playthestereo????

[@scrumptious5110]

I feel obliged not to click off the video, no matter how sad it makes me.

[@IDLT38]

me to

[@breadondread8380]

Same

[@themonstermunch4775]

Me too mate me too

[@MrPineapple045]

The first time I watched it I was with my little brother. I clicked off because I didn't want to watch it with him. But now I never click off it

[@time1906]

Me also

[@xoxsaimaxox9117]

I may be 2 years late, but Mat I am so sorry for your loss.

[@mryes6770]

Me too

[@DatOneAPXGuy]

Even years late is better than never

[@horizontrophy6472]

Me too.

[@CharlieTheCatto]

Same

[@nisham8512]

Same

[@MrDoorknobREAL]

You know that feeling when you get too far into one of these videos and it would be rude to click away? I started and I already feel heartbroken, fly high Ronnie. Gone, but never forgotten.

[@ScreenRant]

So sorry for your loss, Mat. Wishing you all the best from the SR team.

[@niccon.7276]

Screen Rant amen my dood

[@syawndarren4284]

Amen

[@EmeraldHero]

Screen rant! Aw yeah! Amen Btw I like your channel

[@tmtjames8867]

Screen Rant hey

[@blainefent3263]

Screen rant is ded but seeme nice

[@imgaybut6886]

You can hear his voice shaking the whole video... I’m so sorry for your loss. Rest In Peace Ronnie. We’ll miss you.

[@jewelfoxgaming873]

well all miss you im still crying God bless you all

[@RowanOakley]

I just don’t know what to do, like recently he just getting some hate for not linking a game or something. He lost a friend this year had a baby this year, in his own words “the lowest of lows and the highest of highs.” And the internets mind is so closed that they only see this and feel this for a week and then move on. I just wish I could give him a hug.

[@Funtime-wy9ep]

I know

[@Tristawwn]

Eos Zelich wtf

[@ldnation6673]

Eos Zelich WTF? That’s messed up man.

[@ari638]

Here after the final theory video. Surprised and frankly horrified to see the number of tasteless comments. I lost a close friend a little over a year ago to suicide, I know how much it hurts, how much those "whys" and "what ifs" plague you. I also know you won't read this, but 5 years on I hope you're doing okay. Enjoy your channel retirement, and take care of yourself

[@loganoniedwards2400]

That's so corny bro.

[@ari638]

@@loganoniedwards2400 thanks I try my best

[@eggoboi9653]

@@ari638❤

[@anoopkashyap401]

RIP Ronnie❤ I truly don't know what it's like

[@astro_mapping1]

​@@loganoniedwards2400get over yourself.

[@burt2hehe]

Seeing this man cry is heart-breaking :( We still remember you Ronnie.

[@VanguardFoodist]

Crying isn’t attractive to women

[@Potterhead443]

I even started crying a little bit. It just breaks my heart when MatPat cries :(

[@shadowjack1218]

People say "don't cry over me when I'm dead or the memories we had" It's not the memories that make us cry, it's the fact that we'll never experience them anymore with that Person

[@Acidrain-gu3kv]

I agree 100%

[@unknownusername74]

Nope I cry because I reminisce on how that person changed me

[@shamrockgamer401]

It pained me to read the rest of that comment

[@Ridge.yt.]

True

[@PansyPops]

Too true. Don’t cry because it’s gone, smile because it happened.

[@InkyDave1928]

R.I.P Ronnie. He was the dang best editor for these videos I've ever seen

[@nexus8720]

Hoi I’m tem

[@nninjafury8491]

I was the 420th like lol

[@wxke5730]

TRUTH

[@Straw_berri3]

But they could be super sad and disliked because it was really depressing so that be a reason

[@collinquirk]

800th like :)

[@TheMostXxx-kl6jm]

When I heard the tremble in poor matpats voice, my heart shattered as I realized what had happened and tears were rolling down my face. My heart goes out to Ronnie, no matter how long it’s been. He will always be remembered an honored. My heart goes out to MatPat and the team too. You guys must have went through a lot on that tragic day, I can’t even imagine how awful it would have been. He was an incredible person and we will forever keep him in our hearts.

[@Christina_Tydaughter]

who cares?

[@CalebJones2008]

All 20 million of Matt's subscribers do.​@@Christina_Tydaughter

[@sophiblake1275]

5 years later and matthew has done his final video and is retired. he just did a wired interview and still gives credit to ronnie. absolutely the most incredible friend, ronnie is so proud of you matthew, he's still a part of your team

[@adamchmielewski6162]

Even though this was 3 years ago, Ronnie is still a theorist. He will live on.

[@abrielrotzler6009]

He will live on. He is still loved, and he will always be missed.

[@glitchchungus8318]

@@ellejmarie882 bruth just look at his channels name!!! do you think he’s good person???

[@thesillies123]

@Blue Lives Don't Matter Don’t take this dude too seriously when replying to them, they are just a troll.

[@imperialg.s6453]

he was the pillar of the theory community we know today

[@idkpls18]

@@ellejmarie882 ay can you report his comment so maybe youtube deletes his comment

[@justarandomactivist9593]

the fact that you can hear the pain and sadness in his voice is truly heartbreaking, rip Ronnie you won't be forgotten..

[@pingunootson2291]

But that's thing saddest truth, we move on, we put it into the back of our mind then we forget, if we don't forget, we will die regardless and nobody will remember.

[@thanos99yearsago82]

@@pingunootson2291 Trueeee

[@freyapearlriley2425]

It's so sad tbh I cried because this is just so heartbreaking. 😭😔

[@aidan7120]

F for Ronnie I'm crying tbh

[@lukechello4611]

@@pingunootson2291 Then don't die, live as long as you possibly can and be as healthy as you possibly can. You can't live forever. Even I wouldn't want that but living a long life will be worth dying for

[@Sillypersonn_]

5 years, and he will never be forgotten. Rest in peace, Ronnie. I’m sorry you had to go through that.

[@loganoniedwards2400]

Forget Ronnie! He was a kid toucher!

[@Sillypersonn_]

@@loganoniedwards2400 can you shut up???????

[@Ilikekars]

@@loganoniedwards2400 im gonna touch you

[@ed_cmntonly]

​@@loganoniedwards2400 you are one

[@Johanna-tp1bv]

@@loganoniedwards2400 and where would you get that information from? I'm actually curious

[@artbrox]

Here after MatPat's final theory. May Ronnie Rest in Peace, you reached so far! 💚❤️💛💙

[@kyI3br0fl0vsk1]

I wish he was still here to see how far mat pats come☹️🕊️

[@artbrox]

​@@kyI3br0fl0vsk1same brother ❤️

[@foodistzen]

This video is clearly tampered by AI

[@ronaldm9585]

Ronnie is kaput.

[@loganoniedwards2400]

Ronnie is gonnie 😂

[@parkerdevos7980]

I just watched a 13-minute video about Matpat mourning the loss of his most influential editor, and somehow 26,000 people had the audacity to dislike the video. I really am sorry Matpat.

[@justacarbonbasedlifeform4990]

I hope they dislike cause they don't want to belive it

[@valverios]

they prolly dislike because they don like the death, like you dont like the vid of death cause it could mean 2 things

[@justacarbonbasedlifeform4990]

@Savetion II and your family

[@3SaturnNE]

@Savetion II you have some weird issues matpat is literally mourning in this video and you are making fun of a dead person. Not cool.

[@ballplayer2684]

Bots

[@mahmouda.khalifa1377]

KZbin recommended this to me after 2 years to break my heart

[@tahliakalahiki4354]

Me too, 'cept I was practically begging for it with all the DEH content I've been watching and listening to.

[@ChrisToroPwS]

same here, is quite rough just to listen

[@hitster2441]

True

[@RUHTlNAS]

this is the 3rd time for me

[@bread3648]

​ same I didn't even know

[@mr.regular589]

I think Ronnie would be proud of where you guys are now. He may have lost, but he's never forgotten, not by theorists even all these years later. Rest in peace Ronnie ❤

[@chrisyestan4812]

Had to comeback to this after seeing the finale

[@loganoniedwards2400]

Ronnie is gonnie 😂

[@Potterhead443]

Same 😢

[@andrewaparicio3728]

You can hear it in his voice, he’s telling the truth, and it pains me that I didn’t see this earlier and I am just now watching this in 2020 in April where one of my friends are fighting off depression

[@prometheusRDS]

Yeah.. This is hard to watch.. This is the third time I've watched it and I'm still sobbing. Because it's hard.. I've had depressing thoughts but Mat and other friends and KZbinrs brought me through that. And Ronnie.. didn't manage to hold on to the happy thoughts. I hope he made it to heaven or wherever he wanted to go. Make sure you tell your friend even if it has to be in quarantine that you are there for him, and how much you appreciate them. Because maybe they don't know they matter.

[@BeetleBug2003]

Same here dude

[@yumeteyus]

Same here. Its hard to watch and listen. I just saw this today

[@ceoleechman5768]

Same with me. It’s really hard to watch him smile through pain like that. It hurts my soul

[@slimey2460]

This is my first time watching this and I am so sad I am crying

[@WilliamAfton524]

People say that he faked it because he smiled No he was thinking of the good memories of Ronnie and knowing that he is in a better place now

[@heccinchonkercat]

I don’t know who said that but they need to find a heart and a soul

[@chillboard4904]

Heccin Chonker Cat agree.

[@Alonzi.]

Bodie Potter he was celebrating his life, not mourning his death

[@Flareles]

whoever said that is the worst person ever and should suffocate in sand >:(

[@Alonzi.]

Veroshi screw that, drown them in a lake then crucify and burn them!

[@Choccymilkaddict]

Thats the 2nd mat pat video ive cried while watching today. Let him never be forgotten

[@OR3O_xd]

My heart goes out to you all.

[@animationsbyjana5888]

OR3O Hi..Or3o...I wanna be happy that your here but I'm so emotional about this video....T~T

[@choosybiscuit684]

Bless you. Also not the time for this but nice voice :). Subscribed.

[@Aikiyoma]

Right now Im sad, Mat should take a long break for a long time. This is just too stressful 😢😭😭😭😢😢 R.I.P Ronnie :(

[@windowcleaner4724]

OR3O hi

[@carmenjames7906]

Your a theoist OR3O cool btw i love u

[@QaamansLand]

R.I.P Ronnie Edwards. He was a huge inspiration for how I changed my editing style. He will always be missed.

[@top10k.]

A good man have to go... and nice to see you in the comments

[@andrewsparkes8829]

+logan paul Arrrrgh, you're so edgy you don't even have any vertices! (Edit - for the record, a guy named Logan Paul made a highly insulting comment about suicide and mental health in general. He has since deleted his comment, but I feel the ephemeral nature of the internet is something that allows people to continue doing this, so am naming and shaming.)

[@dekuizuku3433]

Sup dude cool video's

[@gyarufatima]

Dab on soybois

[@emmamohd6511]

Isn’t he just a spec of the universe? I mean,everybody dies. You can’t live forever. You die, I die.

[@galladegamerletsplays]

5 years later and only now I'm learning that ronnie died. Rest in Peace, you will not be forgotten.

[@LCcubero]

Yes@@officerdariusuttp

[@thestardustian]

No death is ever easy, no death is forgotten no matter how long ago it may have happened. Rest in heaven, Ronnie, you are safe now. We will remember you, forever.

[@Mafia_3000]

It’s only necessary to come back here to pay respects especially on the 10th anniversary

[@KainSlanders]

yes sir

[@mrtophats4580]

Indeed

[@raidshiftyt]

Same.

[@killianpowers6633]

yes is it is

[@cmeek8365]

Anniversary of what?

[@trilloy951]

“You are never alone... never, even if it feels like you have no one to talk to” -MatPat

[@ymanning2347]

Yousef7598 obviously uve never been homeless

[@trilloy951]

Y Manning have you? Didn’t think so

[@ymanning2347]

Yousef7598 yes yes I have

[@ymanning2347]

Yousef7598 and the world isn’t gonna pander to you humans are at their best when they are self reliant

[@trilloy951]

Y Manning did i ever say it would?

[@Chloe_Olivia_Aley]

When the camera zoomed in and Mat stared straight in the camera and said, “you are no alone” as he cried was the point where the tears started rushing faster. I often wonder, have had COUNTLESS thoughts of who would miss me, cry over me, because I don’t feel valued outside my close knit high school community (the teachers and I, not really the students) and my family. As of late, a friend I had been talking to stopped responding to my messages. It’s been 11 days since he said goodnight to me. Another friend I have JUST reconnected with has fallen off the face of the earth and has not answered my calls or texts on both Snapchat (which I got for him, not because I actually wanted it. I hate social media.) and iMessage. It’s hard to believe I’m not alone. I just try to imagine what would happen if I went too soon, and go on with my life.

[@TheMinionzGuy123]

Trust me, you're not alone

[@Light90u]

Your not alone

[@Chloe_Olivia_Aley]

@@Light90u then why am I alone?

[@Light90u]

@Chloe_Olivia_Aley Try to live life well don't waste it pray because that's all we have I'm here for you and the community here for you this is coming from an agnostic or someone who still struggles with the concept of God even though I was on off with and read the whole Bible my parents were responsible parents but they were always picking on making me feel bad for small stuff it's hard to remember all the bad stuff because I try not to remember them but it's best to pray and move forward little by little my parents did aim physical at me as much as my mind

[@-StarrLink]

6 years later, and his death isn't forgotten. Rest easy, Ronnie.

[@mormota3677]

"A man doesn't die, when his heart stops, He dies, when he becomes forgotten."

[@CommyPlayz]

i think some people forgot so uh for them he is dead

[@leothewizard5979]

didnt I hear this qoute in a vsauce video?

[@antoninot.6260]

Isn't a one piece reference?

[@astro7366]

Not like Ronnie's gonna be forgotten any time soon...

[@aaaa-bt4de]

Toomany commas to be deep

[@eula8567]

“They found him dead...” That hits

[@reapermaster1233]

It's hard not to cry watching this todoroki isn't it

[@eula8567]

Reapermaster 123 it is. It's really hard to imagine someone that you love watching, is sad. Then you feel sad because their sad.

[@mharbaugh78]

Ye

[@Destroyer-uz3qb]

That hit me in the heart

[@eula8567]

Nicholas Alegria 🤨

[@erstweilington]

Ronnie in the new music video was such a bittersweet touch. Oni, you were a path of light in our darkness, I'm sorry that we never recognized you had demons of your own. May you rest in tranquility. You are loved still. You may be gone, but your impact and legacy remains. ♥

[@FatTrap]

The absolute disrespect from some of these comments are insane, no one in a healthy happy mind would say these things. may you all get better

[@Christina_Tydaughter]

Do what Michael Jackson did and beat it!

[@shxxxdy2821]

25K dislikes??? Who is so awful as to dislike and disrespect this sad and emotional video?

[@wowzabubby4872]

they probably disliked it because they didn't like the news :(

[@cad291]

Hey I said the same thing I was just like JEEZE IF YOU DISLIKE THE VID ONE MORE TIME

[@ishmiru9587]

Ppl thought in was fake

[@cad291]

FOR REAL

[@cruzerbso]

Children of the devil. That's who

[@inate1237]

I hate to see such kind, caring people have such a toxic community full of trolls. Rest in piece Ronnie.

[@ktheone6000]

@@arcticgodzilla4492 but if you live it well enough life will give you too (Not rude to ronnie, RIP ronnie)

[@gachasenemyjk2965]

Yep..

[@amandamooney3993]

@Logan Roof wtf is wrong with you?!

[@e.m.rivera8948]

@Logan Roof wth??

[@e.m.rivera8948]

those ppl that laugh at this just have no life thats why they do this bc theyre worthless.

[@SPenjoyer]

why does this just come up, after you retire, im sorry mathew. reast in peace, ronnie🕊

[@thebeaver.]

Ill miss you matpat from 2024 youll never be forgotten

[@user-qy5fi9uf7j]

Wow, it’s been a year, A year since he passed. That’s insane.... Everyone still misses you R.I.P Ronnie

[@itsevanonyt]

Idek who he is

[@Miguel-yh7le]

Kleaver Matpats editor.

[@insertnamehere4653]

Kleaver shut up.

[@user-fi3or2ee7k]

W4vE Clan - Gaming he wasn’t being rude. He just has no context

[@user-fi3or2ee7k]

Kleaver he was one of MatPat’s editors who committed suicide. We’re here to respect the dead

[@aubreyterry9453]

2 years later and this still makes me cry. Rest In Peace Ronnie, you will be missed.

[@khalidadak4418]

me too

[@uwu8664]

Me too :(

[@gizoid1124]

@Nathan Stuart omg your still doing this

[@gizoid1124]

Yeah

[@Aesyaan]

same here...

[@-charlo_]

If you think you’re burdening someone with costs, or emotional baggage… Just know…the greatest cost is you not being here. It’s been almost 6 years. I’m so, so sorry, Ronnie. I wish I could’ve been there for you.

[@RainbowJackals]

This hurts even more after the "Goodbye Internet" video.

[@loganoniedwards2400]

It's fake. He's lying.

[@HazelNuggetless]

@@loganoniedwards2400your mother is ashamed of you

[@DreamNappin]

​@@loganoniedwards2400wdym by that

[@vvuukk4]

​@@loganoniedwards2400??

[@deadtake2664]

Matpats voice is so comical when he’s happy, but when he’s serious like this it is genuinely moving. I know you’ll never see this but you have definitely made an impact, this video will have saved lives and that at least is something. Ronnie sounds like someone I would have liked and I’m broken by how people can just... die, I’m not very good at articulating my feelings through text but just know that me and all of the people who saw this feel this with you.

[@Ceru_lean]

if this weren't through a computer screen the way that we would all express our feelings is probably by crying. just crying our eyes out. Btw i meant that in the most serious way possible

[@user-ge5kh5rw6r]

@logan roof YOU ARE THE WORST STOP RANDOMLY REPLY STUFF AS "I did the Ouija board on Ronnie, and he said it is very hot where he is at." JUST STOP

[@Ceru_lean]

@Stonccs _Commercial #WeloveyouRonnie

[@dylancassel3739]

I am so sorry about ronnie. This is kinda like the bite of 83 where matpat is purple guy and Ronnie is the crying child

[@frozenfiredarknight3764]

sounds like Mark, Jack, Dawko, any everyone else that tries to make us smile unless they're serious about something.

[@yellow_hearts6496]

We all mis Ronnie dearly, and even though that he is gone, we will not forget him.

[@darcymansfield1801]

whats the cardinals 49ers score my dad bet my mums medical bills on that game but sad he dead i guss rip X my savir wubba lubba dubdub 8======()

[@yellow_hearts6496]

Darcy Mansfield Are you okay? Do you need help?

[@darcymansfield1801]

🤩

[@ANormal_Studios]

Darcy Mansfield tf

[@Pedro-nt2ro]

Guess Darcy had too much Netflix on that day.

[@standardhuman8675]

its been 5 years, and ronnies editing is still what comes to mind when i think of game theory visuals. rest in peace

[@foodistzen]

He deserves no sympathy for what he's done

[@annakeesen5630]

here after watching the last meals ep. ronnie is not forgotten 🫶

[@Monkeywithgun_]

Years later, and his death is still not forgotten Rest well Ronnie, we miss your

[@SamProcrastinates]

Thank you Ronnie for the millions of smiles you put on people’s faces over the years! You will be missed.

[@AAAAAA-hq9vl]

not just a theory anymore

[@justanotherlostsoul5769]

AAA AAA 😂😂😂😂

[@shshzh4019]

PhilSwiftTV® dude. Too soon

[@sonicmania6753]

Sam's Procrastination Station during expected to see you here

[@highirsk426]

Anjelly Anjelly omfg ligma was fake it was a big hoax

[@williamafton9877]

I don't know why I'm getting this in my recommendation 2 years later and I'm watching it again and now its actually making me emotional to see again

[@kiwi468]

Same

[@Pacific_Soda]

I hate you ( not actually )

[@Pacific_Soda]

Your name is just william afton

[@williamafton9877]

Pacific you’ve got no proof of that

[@Pacific_Soda]

William Afton KZbin channel name its joke

[@ponybrocurtis]

5 years ago, and you'll still never be forgotten ronnie, stay safe up there

[@Bluepikminproductions]

5 years later, this is still the saddest video on Game theory. There are 2 videos like this, but this is the sadder one.

[@apparentlyicantuse...9828]

And mat just announced that he's quitting

[@Bluepikminproductions]

I know. That's the other one

[@NoodlesBowlB312]

@@BluepikminproductionsWouldn’t Mat leaving be the saddest one

[@snoopboot]

Not in the slightest. Matpat is retiring to spend his happiest days with his family as he raises his kids. It's sad to see him go, but that sadness is a shadow of how tragic this heartfelt video about the loss of life is.@@NoodlesBowlB312

[@Bluepikminproductions]

Yea but mat isn't dead. Ronnie is

[@oliviabruh586]

It’s so upsetting that you can hear the sadness in his voice :,(

[@nutpeg6915]

I made a comment about that too, rip ronnie.

[@nutmeggoose316]

I know :(

[@youromnisexualfriend2236]

R.I.P Ronnie We Love You And Mat Was So Heartbroken It's To Much For Him😔 And It Looked Like He Was About To Cry Which Was Even More Sadder😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

[@That_Random_British_Dude]

You're a good person MatPat. I wish you and the team all the best.

[@Prince_Dracula]

Ryan Thompson I haven’t felt this way in a long time

[@Prince_Dracula]

He’s in a better place now

[@brokenhell3814]

he's up in a good place.I'll tell him.

[@jakesmuts6724]

Don’t worry about mat pat or the team worry about the family and remember the good things about him

[@Prince_Dracula]

@@jakesmuts6724 well said

[@b_rant_gaming8835]

We haven’t forgotten you Ronnie… May you have found the peace that eluded you in life.

[@CursedOcelot]

Been five years and Ronnie is still in all our memories. Thank you Ronnie for everything you gave us, we miss you.

[@sexpistolsrealism]

I've had negatives thoughts straight after my dad died,locking myself away and refusing to speak to family. Matpat you have helped so much and I respect you to the upmost for all you have done for us as a community.

[@meowdyllic]

you are loved dont give up

[@mrsnowman8193]

dumb man we Will all love you no matter what

[@mattgaleur4240]

You are never alone ❤️

[@harrydoyle728]

We're ALL with you❤🧡💛💚

[@alexisalidis9037]

We’re here for you, don’t give up

[@CasuallyShadow]

I don't think I've ever seen Mat Pat have to cut while he's speaking. Even after two years, I'm sorry for your loss. May he rest in peace.

[@dyltube6395]

@Savetion ♛ shut up

[@medianbakugan1065]

@@dyltube6395 YOU SHUT UP YOU HEARTLESS HUMAN

[@bookedinthehead]

We are still sorry for your loss.

[@SoulT7]

I noticed it to ver sad ☹️

[@dyltube6395]

@@SoulT7 I wasn’t being mean to Matthew

[@supranova1]

Found out about this after watching 'Goodbye Internet'. Ronnie won't be forgotten no matter what, and he and Mat's legacy will live on forever. Rest easy king

[@Twee.Morose]

5 years later still never forgotten RIP Ronnie fly high🕊🕊

[@logancracraftgaming7124]

He's flying so high he can crash into the Twin Towers.

[@abdulkarimsanchezspectra8186]

wrong

[@molly4919]

Why did 25k people dislike this? That’s so insanely insensitive- this man put his feelings out there and you hate on him? Yikes

[@kafuchino3435]

people are people, no one understands each other

[@molly4919]

Tyler Smash because it’s fucked up

[@alexwong8215]

@@molly4919 welcome to the Internet

[@Azeriiall]

It’s not hate, sometimes I struggle to know which to put as well. People view the dislike button as “Aww, I don’t like that Ronnie killed himself.” So they dislike the video as a way to show that they don’t like the fact that Ronnie died. And they obviously don’t like the fact that Ronnie died.

[@queenelizabethii437]

i would like to think the people disliked it because they couldent handle thinking about it but i know thats not the case...

[@picolosantiago4941]

When a man cries, thats when you know hes a man. When a man cries, he learns and gets stronger. Rest in heaven, Ronnie, and may God bless your soul, take away your suffering, and make you rest happy, knowing you made a difference.

[@Ywwnn]

Salute

[@forgotten4477]

Bruh... 👁️👄👁️ Ronnies' be dyin everywhere now 😭

[@kadejaroon1667]

@@forgotten4477 this

[@forgotten4477]

@@kadejaroon1667 💔

[@Phatomic_]

Amen

[@ElectricSpokes]

It’s difficult learning of news like this. Losing a friend, loved one, someone you care not only about, but care for. I’ve been through this twice. My little brother and my dad. It’s like when you find out, it literally feels like part of you is just ripped away without warning, one second you’re fine and the next, theirs this CRATER in your soul that actually feels like a part of you is physically gone. In the moments after learning of the news, one is left gasping for a respite from the indescribable pain. I was numb. There was this silence most likely in my own head. My body tingled with such a deep sorrow… I kept saying “he was just here, I just saw him”. I got emotional listening to you sharing your experience. How it feels for you. How much it hurts. The pain got less for me. But to this day, I get angry when I remember my brother was taken from me at only 8. It makes me angry. Not at anyone. At the loss I guess. I just get angry. My dad hurt just as much but it wasn’t as much of a surprise. I’m sorry for your tremendous loss. I’m a sub to your channels and love your creativity and story telling. You have a great heart and a bright soul. Thank you for sharing your experience, I can relate and I know many others can also relate.

[@i_have_your_soul]

:(

[@Senseiwu64]

A true theorist. Suicide is a terrible thing. He is a true, a very true theorist. I wish I could say more on this, butI can't.

[@FBI-dr4bk]

I honestly whole heartedly believe that you should take a break from KZbin for a while. We'll be waiting patiently. There's just too much going on in your life right now to be working. You are dealing with the death of a friend (rest in peace Ronnie) and you've got a child. Take some weeks off. I hope you fully recover from this horrible event in your life soon and move on to see the good things in life. With the loss of one life came a new one.

[@thecrazycrafterthethird1800]

Huskee 024 I agree, space may help, we’ll be here

[@dwaekki9580]

Huskee 024 I think ur right it not ok that ur gonna fake being happy when ur friend just died from suicied Rip Ronnie

[@GameBoiiiS]

Just think as ronnie came back as your baby

[@Evilofhumanity]

Huskee 024 i agree completely gt should take a break

[@shardshyper7]

I agree matpat take some time off and recover we will be waiting for you

[@CoreAGaming]

So sorry to hear this. Ronnie's style has definitely been an inspiration to me and countless others. May he rest in peace.

[@xddoni2061]

Core-A Gaming rip man💔💔😭

[@ifuckhiswife2532]

We love ya Ronnie.. 🙏

[@dunethegod6031]

:[

[@charlieemanuel809]

R.I.P Ronnie "Oni" Edwards

[@teatea6957]

Core-A Gaming agreed... agreed

[@im_th3trashman]

i always get recommended this video exactly when i need it

[@thenerdbyrd7026]

For anyone who thinks that he is still acting and pulling some kind of Logan Paul crap, he is an actor. No matter how he acts, it will always have that appealing factor. I'm am actor and I get it, this is genuine. He isn't fake in this video what so ever. So don't you dare call him fake.

[@ikaika-fg5zd]

Ur awesome man

[@Dfoskdty]

fake

[@ikaika-fg5zd]

@@Dfoskdty what makes you say that

[@Dfoskdty]

@@ikaika-fg5zd idk joke

[@autigers94]

Thank you so much for commenting this dude

[@Sluzyyyyyyy]

Bruh Why would dislike a man who’s putting out his grievances

[@Huddywuddy77]

What if they don’t like the situation

[@aceghostgaming6330]

MLH they can stop watching

[@Huddywuddy77]

That’s not the point the point is people of course wont want to like a video of mats freind dying unless its for support. People are cruel but not that cruel to not like the video for support or the situation. And no duh they dont have to wacth that’s obviously true

[@specklesthewolf4462]

Why would you dislike this? I have tears in my eyes

[@Huddywuddy77]

And I’m so sorry to hear that you were sad, but please understand I was to. Like it’s not that I’m disliking cuse I just want to. I’m doing cuse of the situation. What are you gonna like a video of mats freind dying. But if it makes you feel better I liked the video for support reasons, so again understand just cuse I don’t like what’s happening doesn’t mean I have to like it. I chose to do that, so of course I was sad and hated to see one of my favorite theriost die.and yeah I disliked the video then liked it cuse you guys have a problem with it and I want everyone to be comfortable. But just cuse I dislike the video that doesn’t mean I’m happy he’s dead, it just means I don’t like the situation.

[@theultimateLuckystudent2]

Oh my im so so sorry for your loss may his soul rest in peace, Ronnie I know losing someone is very hard

[@abystanderstandingby6769]

Rest in Peace Ronnie Edwards your name and your contributions, its impacts to the Theorists Channels, Theorist Communities and to the whole internet, will be remembered always.😢😢 That aside, I do wonder did Mat and Steph had a discussion on what would happen to their Channels if one or both of them had perished in an untimely manner?

[@yourlocalfemboy4470]

I’m utterly offended by people who disliked this video

[@magmamouse7270]

Why? People may wish he got a better tribute then this.

[@radioshadowgamesyt4295]

@@magmamouse7270 ye

[@yourlocalfemboy4470]

Because it’s clearly not fake

[@dylpickle06]

I mean, a lot of people who disliked this video didn’t think it was fake, they disliked it because of some other reason that they think is plausible.

[@yourlocalfemboy4470]

RadioactiveGames Good point.

[@AcidGlow]

*Sorry for your loss. Sometimes these signs are hard to see. We tend to conceal what we don't want to let out. 😕*

[@Aikiyoma]

AcidGlow Mat needs a long break. This is just too much 😕😢

[@aliensanonymous5063]

Ronnie was always so pessimistic and arguing with everyone, I really can't believe he did this. I feel horrible that no one had a chance to help him. He was like...1/3 of Game Theory. It wont be the same without him, RIP. I will pray for his family and friends.

[@louisrogers8271]

I believe we should live our lives without regret,taking your time with every person and always be companionate. If everyone could do that I think it could make the pain at least a little more bearable. I remember having thoughts like this when I was younger and I wouldn't have been able to go through it without my family and friends

[@musicvideos445]

i cringed at 'companionate'

[@Coolguy-mk7hg]

I see you in every video I go to

[@user-vg2gh2gd4i]

Rest in peace Ronnie Edwards. God bless. ✝🧡

[@earningzekrom4173]

RIP Ronnie, I'm so sorry for your loss, sending support to you all!

[@ddlcfan9911]

I don't know why but... I hugged my computer, like i could actually hug him...

[@fancyspaggy]

same, i just brought my ipad up and hugged him

[@TheSapeFR]

This is kinda normal for some people so dont be embarrassed

[@josueavila5210]

This youtuber is one of my favorite and seeing him almost or well literally cry its so heart striking

[@juliuseabe]

While I was watching this vid I was crying and I actually hugged my phone

[@arneshpal7702]

?

[@HanshiroParker]

"He Won For Alot Of Days.....But It Only Takes One Loss" This Line itself Impacted me.

[@Piney100]

Sam....e

[@Theholymeme06]

Ronnie's editing was a massive part of mat's youtube channel I'm glad his memory is still being refenced

[@iibeeboh1206]

some of these comments honestly disgust me. i may be almost 6 years late, but the comments saying "fake" or "crybait" really need to grow up because its disgusting. rest in peace, ronnie ❤️‍🩹🕊

[@Finnthescotopus]

Ikr. It's disgusting

[@richardc.mongler1029]

Blud's faking it

[@Johanna-tp1bv]

@@richardc.mongler1029 its been 6 years, an its honestly disgusting to hea you say that, especially from someone who knew him personally.

[@Pedro3dits]

@@richardc.mongler1029 you are probably 5 years old

[@richardc.mongler1029]

@@Pedro3dits You're like 5 days old pale!

[@HellsArchangel]

I remember watching and crying to this all those years ago. I hope he knows he was never forgotten, and he had such a positive impact on everyone that watched those videos. I think he would be proud

[@GiovyHobby]

This genuinely hit me hard, just by watching you and the way you were speaking I felt the pain, I am really sorry for your loss, I hope you feel better Matpat, also my condolences to his family as well.

[@bluetori9195]

Ali It's not the best time to make jokes

[@joshkeene7774]

To Ronnie :-(

[@cadekirkpatrick1008]

I had no clue how serious this was at first, pulls on you’re heartstrings.

[@yokappa6958]

BlueTori please forgive me I'm sorry I just didn't k ow how to react to this I didn't want to believe it

[@sarahsparks6573]

Same here. May he Rest In Peace.