“I DONT NEED THERAPY I NEED MURDER” My favourite lines in this song
@random_animatronics245511 ай бұрын
Where is this?
@Avylin11 ай бұрын
@@random_animatronics2455 1:54 There it is
@Perilous_perils_forrest11 ай бұрын
That line is so relatable tho-
@eyesreverywhere7 ай бұрын
Fr
@сцена-ристСтарший5 ай бұрын
Bro, you need terapy, believe me, I now What am I talking about
@owenw.164311 ай бұрын
the fact that the comment section is 90% people saying "im also a victim of csa/sa" is so sad. these experiences are so common and yet so little talked about.
@luluyam_music11 ай бұрын
That's exactly why I wrote this song. I used to feel very alone in the aftermath of what happened to me until I realized just how big of an issue this is. It's all too common. It's saddens me to see how many people relate to the song, too. But at the same time, I'm glad I could help people cope a little better, too.
@TabbycatLilly6 ай бұрын
@@luluyam_musicI’m not joking your the nicest person I met
@chasethemaster34405 ай бұрын
@@luluyam_music*hug*
@SolarianRW18 күн бұрын
@@luluyam_music You are the nicest person I’ve ever met. The most kind person I know. And the OP is right. Victims of csa/sa are not talked about much. We need to talk about it more.
@luluyam_music Жыл бұрын
I hope it meets all of your expectations. Pls be kind. I ain't the most seasoned producer 😅. EDIT: Btw, this song and video does have a very significant message that I hope you can pick up on. There will also be clues in a lot of my work from here on out (starting with Cemetery Blues) that tells a story...have fun.
@GoreHeart Жыл бұрын
It definitely will!! I can already tell!!
@mushroomtheelf2124 Жыл бұрын
i already like part of the song that u teased on tiktok and your voice is amazing it def will go PASS it!
@galaxy_fox1124 Жыл бұрын
Your so talented ^^
@difficult_echidna Жыл бұрын
Ooooooh! So excited!!!
@xxaz_poofxx874 Жыл бұрын
This is gonna be my new obsession! Great song, well done.
@corndoggoddess2334 Жыл бұрын
OK BUT AS AN SA VICTIM THIS ABSOLUTELY SLAPS SO HARD‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️ can we PLEASE have more songs from victims expressing our anger for what we were forced to go through? the idea that sa/csa/grooming victims need to behave a certain way about what they went through is just making things worse. This is genuinely SO therapeutic, thanks for making this 😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ Edit: to all my fellow victims who vibe with the song CONGRATS FOR BEING CORRECT‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
@stanleyfrancis2502 Жыл бұрын
Sorry for what you went through but I concur, THIS SONG ABSOLUTELY FUCKING SLAPS!!
@veritykinamon529210 ай бұрын
IKR I was a victim too and this song pumps me up so much 🔥
@Bun0ie_HI10 ай бұрын
victim of online grooming here! and this song slaps!!
@zesty_zaney8110 ай бұрын
We deserve the anger !! We’ve earned it tbh !!!
@CrescentSxns9 ай бұрын
Ok as an victim as well this shit slaps hard. What the other victims went through was tough along with mine and yours I'm so sorry for what happened. but on god this song slaps hard
@breemarkov4841 Жыл бұрын
Not my abuser also being named Richard 💀
@Puppetwithaheart-n3y6 ай бұрын
Mine too
@cyeil52226 ай бұрын
Me three,
@LetjustgowithG4 ай бұрын
Dang are ya good?
@Scrittlescrattle4 ай бұрын
Hey mine too what the hell is up w that
@JacksunLarsen4 ай бұрын
I think the name might be cursed so that it's more likely to cause S**ual abusers to form.. somehow.
@ThatDog15197 ай бұрын
The absolute LACK of sympathy in this song truly makes it so special. The anger in the messages and in the voice cry for vengeance while showing just how badly it can hurt
@Undead_Astronaut115 Жыл бұрын
I'm a victim of grooming. And this song is SO FVCUKING THERAPEUTIC to me! It explains all the negative emotions I feel towards the shit my groomer fvcking did to me, my friend, and others. I love this song SO SO much! I will now be adding this song to my coping playlist, thank you for this song
@elizabethslinker6175 Жыл бұрын
Same it just helps me a lot too
@Shy_bats Жыл бұрын
AS A SA VICTIM THIS GAVE ME THE BOOST TO ABSOLUTELY GO BALLISTIC ON MY DAD AND FINALLY PUSHED ME TO REALIZE THAT I ACTUALLY DESERVE BETTER AND IT WASN'T MY FAULT THANK YOU LULU WE LOVE YOU!!
@thebrokenones8394 Жыл бұрын
this song speaks to me. i may not be a SA victim but the anger and revenge in the lyrics speaks wonders as a abuse victim as well. this song is vary lovely to play on repeat and sing along to let off some anger. vary well done
@ag3ntm0thman11 ай бұрын
yes. [idk what else to say other than I agree with you lol
@Loony_the_therian_cat8 ай бұрын
Frfr, I listen to this when my parents abuse me again, I know it’s abuse but I can’t do anything about it. I can’t call CPS because I don’t want to be taken away from my friends😢
@Sparkle82056 ай бұрын
aye, same here OP
@chasethemaster34405 ай бұрын
@@Loony_the_therian_cat*hug*
@Loony_the_therian_cat5 ай бұрын
@@chasethemaster3440 *hugs back* thank you
@arandomcatheehee Жыл бұрын
This song honestly makes me feel so seen. I know neither of my groomers will ever suffer the consequences of what they did to me, and they definitely don't feel guilt over it. But listening to this song makes me feel stronger, as weird as it sounds. Like i'm not so alone.
@nanaSenpai-of3rd9 ай бұрын
"you think about it? None, i think bout it all the time" ngl but that line just resonates with me SO MUCH
@jesters_court24 Жыл бұрын
I was a SA Victim and this song just puts all my thoughts into words, thank you for making this
@laminectomy8 ай бұрын
The police line saying STOP is such a neat detail
@squisshhiieeee Жыл бұрын
As an SA and grooming victim, this is AMAZING‼‼‼ YOUR MUSIC IS AMAING!!1!1!1!1!1!!
@All.in.th3.family Жыл бұрын
"You think about it none? Well i think about it all the time." OML I HAVE NEVER RELATED TO SOMETHING MORE THAN THAT
@EvieProbably Жыл бұрын
Oh my god this is such an amazing and powerful song. I'm sorry about what you went through, and I hope making this helped you a lot! Phenomenal work as always!
@TrashBunBun Жыл бұрын
Hearing this was therapeutic for me, a musical manifestation of my feelings to the monsters that ruined me when I was under 13, all family members or in-laws. It always hurts to hear others went through similar, or worse, pain on this subject, but I'm glad you took what happened and made something so incredible with it. You're awesome!
@littlebitbatty3562 Жыл бұрын
This song has been on repeat for me since it came out, I swear I can actually sing along after listening three times. As a SA survivor, this song has worked better than my therapy sessions.
@DinoGeekLOL Жыл бұрын
Even though I’ve never experienced it myself (some of my friends have) this song is FIRE. In all seriousness Im sorry that happened to you, and even though I might not understand it, I hope you’ve recovered from this! Stay strong!
@skykeenan9757 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for writing this song, I was groomed when i was 11 and she was 16. Everyone tried warning be back in school but i just didn’t listen, i know it isn’t my fault but my mom is still talking to her now and is making excuses for her. So thank you for writing this
@the_worlds_dumbest_bi10 ай бұрын
I feel you, my parents are still defending the person who groomed and SAed. I just want you to know that you aren't alone and you don't deserve a mother like that, your mother should have protected you like a good parent should.
@alphavasson53875 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story too 💛 makes us all feel a little less alone
@W1tchyWayzVrChat5 ай бұрын
I somehow have beef with your mom
@KristopherAyers-ur2ymАй бұрын
Damn fuck your mom for defending them and besides isn't your mom supposed to be there for you
@rosespringirl491423 күн бұрын
As a victim of not 1 but 3 different SA's before i turned 15 the anger I've always felt just makes this song help me feels so much better. The fact that this is so therapeutic is a relief.
@nikolemataite892422 күн бұрын
I am so sorry😢
@rosespringirl491421 күн бұрын
@@nikolemataite8924 It's not your fault but thank you tho
@minecraftguy77556 ай бұрын
I'm a guy who's been a victim of s.a. and the r word. I'm lucky that my experience wasn't as bad as other's, and to the others that have experienced it I'm sorry that someone made you go through that. I truly wish you all well in recovering from it and in life.
@hithere9114 ай бұрын
The fact it happened at all is horrible. Don't think for a second that there being worse cases out there somehow diminishes or invalidates what happened to you. Someone was awful enough to violate and try to dehumanize you. They are no better than the perpetrators of the cases you're probably comparing yours to. I wish you luck on your healing journey.
@Dra.L22 күн бұрын
I never thought. I'd ever find comfort in this type of music but thank you luluyam. I will now forever be loyal to you. And serve you like you're a goddess.
@Starfishfutch Жыл бұрын
AS A VICTIM OF SA AND GROOMING THIS SONG SO POWERFUL
@Thomasturbando12311 ай бұрын
I never imagined that someone would write a song about what I feel and think after being a SA victim of my aunt's ex-boyfriend, and still 6 days after that (If you stopped to think about what day I was abused by him...yes, it was the 25th. Exactly on Christmas). And I realized that I'm not the only one who thinks this when looking at the comments, thank you very much. This is my favorite song.
@mysteriousmimick5172 Жыл бұрын
As someone who has been through more than I will ever be comfortable sharing, this song makes me feel safe. "You think 'bout it none, I think 'bout it all the time" hits too close to home. The moments in which it happened are hazy, but what lead up to it keep going on repeat. Every instance where I wish now that I had run when I had the chance keep playing over and over.
@_spiralending_ Жыл бұрын
I can't even name one favorite bit of the song, the ENTIRE thing hits so hard, as hard as her rightfully anger filled swings. Songs like these aren't for everyone but I think everyone should at least give it a listen for so many reasons, great job making another great song topped with an entertaining visualizer, the emotions are so much more clear here compared to your last song Everything (I have yet to watch the cemetery blues visualizer) can't wait for another one, I love your work 🤍🩶🖤
@bluemew328 ай бұрын
As a CSA survivor thank you, it's been years since the event and it still creeps up on me. But God, I appreciate the support and your work expressing and empowering victims. You're fucking awesomee, we are strong and not gonna bow to our abusers. Tw//// It even means more since I was one of those victims that did, well retaliate in self defense against my predator, with a knife. And was called a monster and possessed for it and victim blamed. Thank you for the empowering song. I was not wrong to protect myself and you remind me of that.
@rushdieuoy Жыл бұрын
I am dedicating this song to three very sepeific men I have encountered in my life. The guy who tried to SA me when I was 5 and had premature puberty in some areas which also cost me a friend as he was the older brother. The boy who was much younger than me who wouldn't stop groping me even in front of his family but somehow I was still blamed and I lost another friend. Then finally, the guy who robbed my work and tried to kidnap me as the revenge portion in this song is exactly what I would do to him if I ever saw him. Or any of them for that matter
@KitsuneNotFound4 ай бұрын
Excuse me, FUCKING FIVE????? I think you need this lighter
@KristopherAyers-ur2ymАй бұрын
... Damn I hope you're doing better and the part about getting revenge can I join
@gamergirl48 Жыл бұрын
YO I SAW THIS ON TIKTOK AND I CAME SPEEDING OVER HERE! This is the first song I've ever heard done by you and I am IN LOVE! Everything about this song SLAPS!!!
@lunamoon1130 Жыл бұрын
TIKTOK GANGGGG
@GoreHeart Жыл бұрын
I CAME FROM THERE TWO!!!
@loreleiking5967 Жыл бұрын
Same!
@muffinmuffin8946 Жыл бұрын
Oh my god, the symbolism, the rage throughout and then the burnout at the end, the trauma of what it does to your soul, my god ive listened to this song too many times 😅
@fairygrotto009 ай бұрын
As a survivor, this is by far the most cathartic and comforting media I've come across. I feel so heard and seen about everything that happened. Thank you so much for writing this song
@_canineteeth_ Жыл бұрын
... so much catharsis. Yeah, this music is a hidden gem. I extend my sympathies to you as a fellow victim, you are so strong and determined and I hope you continue to gather strength. Your resilience is commendable. Even if it's the only choice we had. Sending you hugs and healing energy.
@wearytraveler2298 Жыл бұрын
Yep, this is going into the playlist I listen to when I'm having bad ptsd days. This is the type of stuff I need to turn the fear and guilt into rage to be able to keep going. Thank you so much for making this ❤
@MochiJelly48779 ай бұрын
Broo I was groomed when I was like 16 or so and how much this feels validating is like wow. How much anger I held towards that person for what they put me through and the years I had to take to unlearn everything they tried to teach me. I may have repressed most of my memories from my childhood in general but I do remember the anger I felt, and this song encapsulates that perfectly 🥰
@seijunhoshi Жыл бұрын
3:01-3:20 is my favorite part of the song! Mainly because that's where your voice shines most in the song, along with the vocalizing at the end of the song too!
@Thatchaoscreator Жыл бұрын
THIS IS SO GOOD It speaks to my PTSD in such a good way. I'm definitely gonna blast this.
@platinumherobrine8 ай бұрын
I was introduced to you by a really good friend of mine a few days ago and as a R*pe Victim, this song goes so fucking hard. It's actually so fucking therapeutic to me and I love it so god damn much, the lyrics are so so SO accurate to what I was thinking/feeling towards my Abuser. I've been looping this song non-stop since my friend showed me it and I will probably listen to this for the rest of my life now. Thank you so much for this song!!!
@Fog_Non2 ай бұрын
1:09 She looks so proud 👍👍
@Primadona_Doll Жыл бұрын
This song is such a banger and such a great representation of how this can feel. Edit: this is seriously such a perfect song to rage sing/scream whenever I think of my groomer fr. Thank you for making it
@SAYLAMASK Жыл бұрын
THIS SONG IS SUCH A VIBE!!!!!! DAMN! This makes me want to wear a tuxedo now!!! 😂 THANKS SO MUCH FOR THIS MASTERPIECE! THIS REALLY HITS CLOSE TO HOME AND MATCHES MY EXACT FEELINGS ABOUT THOSE WHO CAUSED MY TRAUMATIC PAST! THIS SONG IS A COMFORT!🥹 I ALSO LOVE THE ART STYLE! ❤
@stellar_parallax Жыл бұрын
LULUYAM THIS WAS A BLESSING. YOUR MUSIC NEVER CEASES TO AMAZE ME. ILYSM!!!
@YōkoDarling3 ай бұрын
As an SA and 🍇 victim I appreciate this song so much. Thank you for posting this!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻
@thesillychro Жыл бұрын
I was in the premiere chat, this was actually so awesome??!! Liikee, the music, the style, the art?? It was all rlly cool, srsly amazing job!!!!!!
@Frcr-zk7mi4 ай бұрын
i may not be a victim of being groomed or sa but i can feel the pain and anger behind this song. hell its intense enough to the point i cant listen to it without being extremely saddened and pissed at the same time. im so sorry that you had to go through this. im glad that you were able to be able to heal from it. (amazing song btw keep it up!)
@deeda1779 Жыл бұрын
Your work is very under rated. Seriously, keep it up. You have talent 👏 👏 👏
@OREOZUSE7 ай бұрын
as a csa victim I can't stop listening to this song because I found it helps channel my anger -- not stop it, but instead of inflicting hurt onto myself I can just listen to this song and imagine myself beating my grandfather, my ex, and all of the others who've assaulted me half to death ❤
@PsiKnight5 ай бұрын
Thank you for this. Like many others, I'm a victim that never fully processed everything till MUCH later in life, and now that I'm starting to get into my thirties, I'm glad I can be able to come to some terms with everything, after working MANY years on this pain in my head. Revenge songs have helped me vent so much, and I really would want to send this to her, but like said in this song, she probably hasn't even thought about it at all since I got away.
@Novalvirri Жыл бұрын
Gave this a chance after the first few times this showed up in my recommended. HOLY. SHIT. THIS SLAPS SO HARD. Now, I don't happen to be a victim of grooming or SA, but I have friends who were before, and I still feel second hand rage thinking about the monsters that did it to them. To everybody who's a victim of this, you deserve better. You deserve to heal, you're appreciated and loved. If you don't think anyone cares right now, I may be a stranger, but I want you to know that *I* care. I want you to receive justice and feel better. As I'm certain everyone else in the comment section here does. However, the lyrics still hit a chord with me. A very personal one.. If you feel like hearing a story even though it doesn't involve grooming or SA, then keep reading, just thought I'd share my own toxic/abusive relationship experience: So, I have a particular ex-boyfriend.. It was in high school, and I was naive as hell. As embarrassing as it is to admit, I'd cling to anyone who gave me affection in any capacity because my home life was absolute hell and school wasn't much better for me. I was a sophomore in high school, we weren't together that long, less than a month, but in that time, I was going through med changes for depression. The breakup.. hit me hard. REALLY hard, for obvious reasons. I tried to be mutual about it, but I was torn to shreds. He tempted me with the idea that maybe later we could "try again", only to block me later when I predictably got clingy and desperate. Didn't even want to be reasonable. HE KNEW ABOUT THIS AND STILL DITCHED ME. HE KNEW ABOUT MY SELF HARM AND STILL LEFT. He was really all I had in terms of comfort, so you can imagine how reality shattering it was to just suddenly be blocked without even being allowed to calm down and talk normally, and then when I physically tried to reconcile at school, he victim blamed me claiming I "broke his trust" and "always made crap about me", when all I ever did was do what I could to be there for him ESPECIALLY emotionally. Manipulated me so hard. He used me for his own selfish validation. Ditched me when I "became too much" for him. He drove me to both self harm and I attempted my life three separate times after the breakup, mainly during the summer between school years. He felt no guilt. NONE. He was even pissed off that I started dating one of his friends who actually gave a shit about me and did everything he could to make sure I was okay (who I'm still with btw, 5 years so far, we plan on getting hitched, I'm doing much much better, don't worry.) The rage this song conveys, is exactly how I feel about this specific ex. The violent, visceral rage is precisely how much I loathe him. Excuses, shifting blame, ditching me for friends.. I want him to physically feel every bit of pain he made me go through emotionally. I still do. Seeing any picture of him, hearing his name, anything that has to do with him ignites a blaze of fury unlike anything I've ever felt in my life. If there's anybody I could hear ended up dying, and I would be 1000% apathetic, it'd be that sack of shit. I just wish I could be the one to put him in the ground and that the last person he ends up seeing before he goes is mine. Just so he knows exactly how bad he fucked up. I want that waste of flesh castrated so he can't raise any kids to be like him. So he can't feel any of the intimate pleasures of life. He doesn't deserve to have any of it. Oh yeah by the way, he "bragged" openly to my own best friends about "what I was into", without consulting me if I was okay with it being shared. Said I was into "DDLG" which is disgustingly f*cking wrong. I'm glad my friends didn't believe him. I don't care how many people tell me "it's not normal" to be this angry towards someone. They don't understand what it's like to hit such a loving euphoria only to crash to being suicidal and being victim blamed for it (even by your own parents after a certain point). To come to the realization you almost ended your life over a narcissist who never loved you to begin with. Along with that, the countless others he probably did this to as well.. My ex deserves to f*cking BURN. I don't feel guilt, and I will not begin to. I may end up doing a vent pmv/amv only if that's okay with the creator, I'll 100% give full credit for the song under the circumstances that I'm allowed to. This song gives me an outsourced emotional validation that only my current boyfriend gives me, it makes me feel SO good.
@MBiz.7 ай бұрын
I havent experienced what this song is about (well, almost but didnt happen.) Sorry to people who have, and id like to say that this song is very catchy and very good at being a bop and conveying the message (i guess? Im sorry, im bad at putting thoughts into words) I would also like to add, i love your art. I hope anybody who has gone through anything bad gets the support they deserve. Thank you for reading my comment, have good days.
@kyleighdraws1095 Жыл бұрын
Glad this song was recommended to me! It's really good and now I have to check out more of your music. Great job, and keep up the good work!
@itsjesswheee Жыл бұрын
LULU!!! I've been with ya on TikTok since the beginning, and I'm genuinely so proud of how far you've come!
@teo_303 Жыл бұрын
AS A SA VICTIM, THIS EXPRESSES MY AND OTHERS ANGER SO WELL. I LOVE THE SONG AND YOU COULD JUST FEEL THE FRUSTRATION AND ANGER IN THEIR VOICE. btw BEAUTIFUL VOICE! AND THE ART STYLE?! GODDAMN, ABSOLUTE LOVELY 😢❤
@tiny_bunny_go_brr11 ай бұрын
This made me feel so validated, I've been harboring so many violent tendencies due to my sa. I've been told that I shouldn't act like this in response to- literal violence against me, so seeing something with the same violent response as I have been dealing with. Makes me feel not alone anymore I've been listening to this song on repeat
@iiMicrophone Жыл бұрын
I LOVE THIS!!!!!!! As someone whose been targeted by a certain p word by 3 different people this song is honestly so in powering, hope you're doing well now!! :)
@hauntfae731 Жыл бұрын
I didn't know I needed this song until I found it. As a C on C CSA/grooming victim I still suffer from things that were trained into me, I really resonate with "you think about it none, I think bout it all the time. Ive seen him since, in a happy relationship, my life is good too but seeing him is crippling. Thank you for making a song I can cling to as a way to regulate back to not feeling helpless
@fightingonisiononsight8185 Жыл бұрын
YES THIS IS WHAT I NEEDED THANK YOU FOR MAKING THIS
@ThaDemonUnderUrBedd4 ай бұрын
The lyrics "you think about it none, I think about it all the time" hit so hard
@brokencho2.039 Жыл бұрын
As a victim of SA and Rape this helps me a lot when I start having those episodes of freaking out and I feel instantly better with this on loop
@sayrosgabby98928 ай бұрын
I'm on my knees, the best thing I've heard
@glkittyz2004 Жыл бұрын
Found on recommended. Beautiful song, great rhythm. I love your voice. I’m so sorry you had to go through the things that made you write this, though. Hope you’re doing better these days 🩷
@Breadloaf_da_catАй бұрын
I love this song because of the reason you wrote it 😭 I'm a victim of SA and this song makes me feel so comforted ;)
@SindySleepy Жыл бұрын
as someone who was SA'd by someone named Richarde this has a special place in my heart
@BlackCatCoalition Жыл бұрын
Seriously, your visualizers are so nostalgic from when I used to watch GHOST and Pals
@Somethingwithfivenames Жыл бұрын
SOMEONE WHO ALSO THINK OF GHOST AND PALS CAUSE OF THIS ART STYLE????
@Beanman-fh5xb Жыл бұрын
Saw the thumbnail yesterday, was waiting to find this back in my fyp, this music is on of the best few songs I’ve heard in the last two weeks, I known I just found your channel but thank you, this goblin enjoys and vibes, may many trinkets and breads be upon you.
@Tikibunss Жыл бұрын
This really resonates with me. A few other commenters said it's powerful, and that's the best word I think. It's also a banger! I love your style. 🧡
@TWISTED_EYES4 ай бұрын
the song SLAPS HARD!! and i love the small demon backup singers there so cute!!!
@redsmokeinc11338 ай бұрын
your vocal skills are incredible❤️🔥 truly in your own league. if you had a workshop for singing classes itd be the only one id sign up for
@UrSaltyDevil Жыл бұрын
This song really makes me feel empowered as someone who has been SA'd and groomed. I really wanna make an animatic with this song using my sona!
@duckityduckkk Жыл бұрын
ABSOLUTELY STUNNING THIS IS SUCH A COOL SONG AND THE ART IS GORGEOUS YOU ARE SO TALENTED AFGHH
@rotcityriot7 ай бұрын
This song healed something in my soul
@poppy69196 ай бұрын
I was 13, my older cousin swore me to secrecy. Finally a song that lets out my inner thoughts. ❤
@Wh0s_Aa1iАй бұрын
I remember listening to this song when it first came out ❤
@masterendrancevr Жыл бұрын
I've been singing this nonstop. Thank you for such a powerful song, LuLu.
@_-steampunkwolf-_23 күн бұрын
As someone who experienced cocsa in the past and only realized sometime last year, this song is incredibly comforting and helps me with letting go of the guilt and sympathy I had for someone who doesn’t deserve it. It’s still a struggle to acknowledge that what happened to me wasn’t my doing and that I cannot undo what she did to me. Thank you for making this incredible song, it’s now on my ultimate favorites music playlist. Much love ❤❤❤❤
@raven4713511 ай бұрын
i feel this i wasnt SA'd but i was groomed online and its not as bad as things others have gone through but none the less it was still bad and left some scars, and this song just hits. anyone who prays on people younger or weaker than themselves no longer has the right to be called a human
@Nova-bv5qb16 күн бұрын
same, i hope you're feeling a lot better now
@raven4713515 күн бұрын
@@Nova-bv5qb I am thank you, I wish you the best
@SolarianRW18 күн бұрын
As a victim of sa. I can confirm, this is how I feel about my dad… And a guy named Boris. Also being honest. Boris is rotting in hell. The lyrics bomb though! I love your music!
@littlewolf287011 ай бұрын
I CANT THIS REMINDS ME OF ICP'S SONG OF THE SAME THEME 1:48 through 2:25 GOES HARD I CAN'T AND IT REMINDS ME OF THE SONG ITS SO GOOD GOD YOUR VOICE IS AWESOME
@GoatCatto_ Жыл бұрын
OGDD YES IVE BEEN WAITING I LOVE THIS
@eeveechan5537 Жыл бұрын
How am I just now finding you this is absolutely perfect
@Xiyaa.v1dzz Жыл бұрын
Bro the art is amazing. THE SONG IS AMAZING (I was listening to this while trick or treating-)
@Wh0s_Aa1i Жыл бұрын
Same
@bunbunshark5 ай бұрын
Based
@bing_crystal4831Ай бұрын
As messed up as these lyrics are, this is awesome. I feel like everyone can have a bit of power fantasy from time to time, lol. Also, 1:40 - 2:25, am I the only one that thinks sounds kind of like an “insane clown posse” song? Edit: I kind of want to hear a male cover of this song now. 1. Well because it would sound cool, but also 2. It would show both sides of the situation in a way. I feel male s/a isn’t talked about that much.
@phoenixlynnva Жыл бұрын
This definitely like- struck a chord! I’m honestly in love. As a survivor myself I adore the absolute raw emotion behind this
@GoldieGhostie Жыл бұрын
I love when KZbin recommends me stuff like this, this is amazing!
@violetanxiety2729 Жыл бұрын
HOLY CRAP!! This is exquisite!! The story, the visuals, the pure emotion and feelings you’ve put into this!! Easily my favorite song now ^^
@isaaccmccoy4194 ай бұрын
As someone who until recently was forced to see my abuser daily at my olace if education, listening to this song is one of the few ways I've found to actually aleviate the feeling of panic and rage from just hearing his name
@jpgartist11011 ай бұрын
"You think about it none? I think bout it all the time" reminds me the people who hurt me probably dont even remember the shit they did to me, and i hatw that, but i love this song
@flutterjane17910 ай бұрын
perfection incarnate for a revenge song phenomenal work
@Just-Justyy10 ай бұрын
As a victim of grooming this is amazing. I like how her body is rotting with the worm (im assuming) coming out her eye ans i like how she states shes already been dead. "You think bout it known i think bout it all the time" hits so painfully hard. After going through something like this its really hard NOT to think about it every time i talk to someone now i immediately think of how they could use me and look for ways to avoid it. The depiction of being in constant decay was very well done >:] def listening to more songs under ur belt!
@SylphistiaSymptom Жыл бұрын
My hair looks like yours (I think) but the sidetails you have are longer. I’m going to grow mine as tribute, bc you literally tug my goddamn heartstrings every single song you make. Never stop, we love you Cockroach Mother
@millie_lily Жыл бұрын
I know you may never see this, and if you do I literally just found this song... These lyrics help me a lot, I always am told to just get over it or forgive and forget but like the scars always show. This song tells me there's nothing to be ashamed of and that EVERYONE feels this way about the perosn who SAed them, I love this song and it brings a lot of happiness and comfort to me, thank you so much, this song is helping me cope in a way... 💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖
@deadinside7570 Жыл бұрын
It's all so great! The visuals, the lyrics, the meaning, it's all so eye-catching and interesting! It's definitely worth the wait!
@sleepyarchimedes Жыл бұрын
Stumbled across this, and fuck does it hit a spot in my heart, I won't delve into it, but I also have to say, you're voice is so fitting for the atmosphere this song gives I wish all who understand this song, may you get revenge on those who wronged you
@SenaCyberfang Жыл бұрын
Everything about this is phenomenal. Your voice, the art, everything is just CHEFS KISS !! This is absolutely amazing. 💕💕
@eatinaburger5 ай бұрын
I am so glad I found this song, oh my god. I got stuck with THREE different people who took advantage of me, one in person and two online. I am still working my way through it but this song genuinely helps me feel less like a victim. Reclaim some of that power and all that. Thank you for making this >:D
@JessicaG-dm5dfАй бұрын
Needed this song for a while
@lifeisalie19999 ай бұрын
I LOVE YOUR MUSIC SO MUUUUCH
@TriannaCampos6 ай бұрын
As a S/A victim! this is helping my stress and helps me when I'm overthinking :]
@Kittkatkitti Жыл бұрын
700th LIKE!! THE GROWLS, THE EFFECTS, THE RHYTHM AND THE LYRICS?? ALL OF IT IS SO AMAZING. BEST ARTIST EVER!!❤
@IAmHere4U665 Жыл бұрын
I was a victim of gr00ming when I was 13 (im 14 btw) and this song HITS SO H A R D
@IAmHere4U665 Жыл бұрын
Idk if I should explain the story or not cause it might sound like a vent
@bunbunshark5 ай бұрын
Speak your experience if it helps you cope. But my gaud LAST YEAR?! SOME FUCKER MESSED YOU UP LAST YEAR?! FUCK!
@KristopherAyers-ur2ymАй бұрын
You can and I hope you feel better after that
@IAmHere4U665Ай бұрын
@@KristopherAyers-ur2ym tysm :)
@KristopherAyers-ur2ymАй бұрын
@@IAmHere4U665 your welcome boy or girl even though I don't know you you're still a homie