official diagnosis, medication I’m on and a gud update x

[@zoetunison_2767]

Marie if you ever feel like your struggling with something again such as binge eating, maybe go back and watch your video on it or whatever it is your struggling with because it helps us so maybe sometimes you just need to hear your advice :) ilysm! i am glad your doing so well

[@nathalielestrange500]

I wish she did that last summer 🤍🕊️

[@heidivann9619]

I personally am struggling with bulimia, so binge eating is a big part of my struggles, and I have been advised to use distractions to help prevent a binge. I think those who deal with the same problem all know that that’s shit 😂 but I’ve genuinely been trying my absolute hardest to distract and I’ve been writing stuff down. That passes time and I don’t have so much of an urge. Also exercise too helps me! I’ve recently been planning my meals and that’s helped me not loose control. Also whenever I do binge I just try to shake it off and carry on with my day or night because I know that I’ll restrict super hard afterwards which only leads to more binges. I’m learning to accept a binge and even though I feel the guilt, I should accept it and know that feeling shameful WILL soon fade after a while. And if you’re getting help and are talking about it then the guilt of dealing with an eating disorder isn’t as intense. I’m not sure whether this has helped but I hope you’re okay. I completely understand that even the tiniest amount of food feels like a binge. But it’s learning to accept it and think “oh well fuck it” earnings a natural part of life and you look perfect to me! Keep going girl you’re bloody beautiful and wishing you all the best. Bloody lav your channel I do xoxoxoxo

[@marieroseeee]

Heidi vann well I bloody love you for this, Thankyou so much ❤️❤️❤️

[@mizrockstarr]

I got the notification and I clicked so fast! I’m watching while I’m waiting for my therapy appt 😂

[@chloewhite7105]

I watched your self harm video a few weeks ago, it was possibly the hardest thing to watch and it felt like you knew me / my situation and were talking directly to me.it gave me one hell of a reality check. I’m 3 weeks clean today. I’m gonna try and stay clean until my 18 th birthday (5 months) I didn’t see a point in stopping but now I’m at least trying. THANK YOU 💓

[@marieroseeee]

chloe white I love you! I’m so proud ❤️ you can do this!!!

[@cj94615]

I work at Tesco and they're absolutely incredible! Especially when I was in hospital and came back to work earlier this year. Like reduced hours, can leave early if I need to, can take extra breaks etc - I even have a work care plan! My department manager came and visited me in hospital like as a friend and I'm just so grateful. Like my store manager even messaged me when I was in hospital saying don't pan about coming back to work before you're ready, you've still got a job, proper on it with sick pay, and even let me carry my holidays over to next year? Just been made redundant though n I'm devastated bc they've been amazing with my MH and worried I won't get as much support from future employers urgh... So stay at Tesco as long as possible, bc I've never had this kind of support from any other employers! So glad you're doing so well gal, especially compared with how you were a couple of months ago xoxo

[@marieroseeee]

I’ve had exactly the same experience with them - they’re amazing. Sorry to hear you’ve been made redundant, a lot of people in my store have too. I’ll definitely stay with Tesco as long as I can! Sending my love x

[@Hd93129]

“Headband girl” 😂 ffs! Imagine that was your nickname hahaha! that tickled me. Here she is... headband girl

[@xfreyawatson]

marie i know you don't agree with the whole 'eating thing' but if you are struggling with eating then PLEASE get help before it spirals or gets worse

[@iamjcbable]

I was also part of the Early Intervention Team because of psychosis because of visual hallucinations/paranoia but now I am starting DBT with recovery team South 😊

[@bethck4549]

marie!! it's so amazing to see you back in a clearer headspace. i got diagnosed with a psychotic disorder in 2016 and i know how it just takes over your whole self and your life. i hope things continue going well, and if you struggle the early intervention team can help. i would LOVE to see a coping with anger video. i struggle with that a lot. not because i'm really outwardly angry and aggressive but i always feel guilty for being angry and that makes me angry at myself. all the anger i feel goes inwards and yeah... no-good. that does correlate with guilt as well. i'm trying to work through this in therapy, but i would love to hear your experience and advice. i've watched your videos for years and i always relate to you about your symptoms and thoughts ( even the irrational ones lol) so i think that video could help me a lot. keep taking care of yourself and give Alb a snuggle for me. he's such a cutie Xxx

[@Flo-cy4xc]

I'm definetly into a coping with guilt video !! I have to say I first started to watch your channel for your mental health videos, but as time went on, even tho mh vids are still my favorites, I actyally watch all your videos and I love them... Keep going marie :)

[@mimifieradok3003]

omg I heard "cooking with anxiety" and was so excited, you should totally do that!!! (the coping with videos sounds like a good idea too)

[@marieroseeee]

Mimifierad OK omg you might have just got something here

[@celinestgeorge]

'COPING WITH' SERIES WOULD BE AMAZING!!!! so many topics you could cover! supporting you forever marie!! best youtuber ever ugh so relatable and funny. ilu xxx

[@ebbamartin-lof7437]

love your videos, for me i find that if i´m binging it helps when i do something that makes me have to wait (toasting a bread etc) and while i´m waiting i usually realise i don´t need more food and can make myself stop. hope it wasn´t to unclear and you find what works för you

[@aubreyisaverage]

Would LOVE to see the videos on anger and/or guilt! Those are two emotions that I really struggle with quite badly xxxx

[@louisebohm5243]

I know you have scars, but I think you are beautiful! I have them too on my arms, legs and chest... love you girl! and I am proud of you that you're still fighting! Love al the way from Sweden! //Louise

[@Unicorns]

I don't know if it's a good idea to watch videos about mental health (pos or neg) because I start to dwell on my pain more after watching. My mind is opened up to all sorts of thinking about all of us sufferers of MH and what we are going through and why us? I don't even think I am making any sense

[@09leas]

Yess! please do astrology, I love it and I'm still learning so to hear your take on it would be so cool x

[@lailashakira4253]

Drumroll please ..... headband girl!!! Hahah that cracked me up I adore you Marie!! Soooo down for the astrology series!

[@tereenaseianna6271]

Coping with anger would be helpful for me.. and maybe neglection/rejection if you can? P. S. I'm so glad ur feeling better xx

[@olivianicoloff2998]

Clicked on this so fast!!! Love you angel, u are the wisdom i wish i had at your age and every time i hear u speak to all ur growth i jump for joy bc i want u to take over the world lol

[@LucyGem98]

I'm glad you've finally got your diagnosis and you've come to terms with it. I'm so happy you're feeling well again💕 go get that bread. Also, yes to the coping with series

[@indigo.98]

Coping with guilt would be amazing. Also you’re beautiful. Love your videos 💓

[@anfaellis3717]

I would love to see videos about bpd, maybe a video on the parts you especially struggle with ? Love you 💗

[@meredithweir]

This is very random, but you have a great hairline! It’s so even :O Also I’m so glad you are doing alright!

[@kacy-mariesutton4994]

hey marie!! any videos from you brighten up my day. but in particular, i'd really like to see a video on coping with anger, i think it could be super useful! additionally, any videos on family to do with mental health, ie misunderstanding, "how can i heal in the same place that broke me", ect, that'd honestly be really cool:)

[@annareidy6301]

yesss i’m so up for an astrology series!!💗💗

[@annareidy6301]

and the coping series!! yes please

[@moodyxmoon]

Yassss

[@lauraogden1658]

So glad you're doing well at the moment. I really like the idea of a video of coping w anger and the one of Dylan picking out your clothes for Amsterdam.

[@Krishna-fn9pu]

I love your videos Marie I just found your channel again after years of stopping (I never checked my subscriptions and literally forgot)! So glad you’re doing well and do the astrology and coping with series xxx

[@daynajadex4993]

Astrology video,coping with series and when the time is right videos with Dylan🙌🏼love ya💕

[@debblovesyou]

I don’t think it’s the clonazepam causing the binge eating, I was on bupropion a while back at night and it made me want to binge eat all the time. What I would do was just drink lots and lot of water and chew ice haha. But I’m so so glad the meds are working for you! I’m glad you finally got a real diagnosis. You inspire me so much and you give me strength. love you marie keep holding on♥️

[@caitbrady7276]

its amazing hearing you saying your doing so well!! love you so much💕💕

[@aje4298]

So happy to be see you doing well! You’re very lucky to have the mental health services in your area. I seen in your psychiatric ward videos and you had your own room? In Scotland you are in a room of 6 people. We also don’t have intervention or crisis teams. Also DBT is barely available only in big cities if you’re lucky but i only live 20 mins away from Edinburgh and it isn’t available to me :( would love to see Scotland have a change in these. Congrats on how well you are doing!! Keep it up. Thanks for the great content always x

[@marieroseeee]

That’s awful that services aren’t available to you 🥺 especially in this day and age it should be available to everyone!!! I’m so sorry for that. Thankyou for your lovely comment xxx

[@elizabethr5]

i watched pips video when it was on like 50 views and i didn’t know it had done that well?? woah !! great video as always marie :)

[@hayleytyler3575]

I love your channel so much from someone who has suffered for years with mental health issues it’s great to see someone being so open about it! 💗

[@maddysontiffani7700]

No my notification only just came through it's been happening a lot ugh. But anyway love you Hun and those headbands are looking great on you x

[@hxpnxs]

Yess! ✌🏼💕 I always get so excited when u upload. I would like to see more true crime vids/astrology/chit chats/maybe a storytimes about some things? Could be silly stuff haha.

[@imiu30]

Thanks so much for opening up Marie!! Can u maybe do a storytime about ur psychosis??? Xx

[@user-bj9ci3uy9s]

also would love more 'coping with' vids and vids w dylan ! 💕

[@savannahmills7763]

Also coping with bpd would be very helpful!❣️

[@Itsdarkmoons]

That part where your mum came in was really cute...she sounds so caring, checking up on you. Loved your quote at the begining. I always watch your videos and always rooting for you to do well in your recovery. I have mental health problems and I just hate it and how it makes me feel. Great video Marie x

[@rudolphmalape2978]

Yes, you should do the star sign stuff. Also the "coping strategies" video was absolutely useful. The cooling the face technique actually works, surprisingly.

[@kamryncain3644]

I would love for you to expand on the 'coping with' series!!

[@isobelpayne9886]

I hope you’re doing better Marie, I think you’re amazing and an inspiration to many people ❤️ I know you probably don’t want to talk about it but I also used to struggle with an ‘eating thing’ and due to that, more prone to binge eating. I know it’s hard but maybe try to slowly increase how much you eat and that will reduce the amount you binge. I know it’s not as easy as that but I have faith in you and know you will accomplish great things!❤️

[@myagriffiths9282]

I told my mum that I’ve been self harming today! I was so scared but she was really supportive. Could you do a video on telling the right people and what to expect when talking about mental health/ self harm. Sending love❤️zx

[@frankiebaxter2590]

Mya Griffiths well done for doing that honey!! you should be proud for taking that step 💜

[@alexandrasandor1472]

Can you please do the 'how to cope with series' ? I would love to see them! :) It's sooo good to hear that you're doing well!

[@curtisbemis6640]

Your awesome Marie. Glad your doing better you deserve the best in life girl. Ma god be with you always .

[@justmai2476]

How do you feel about your diagnosis? (: and maybe you'd relate to quiet BPD better, you could look it up x As for bingeing brought on by antidepressants, I feel you. I am a recovering anorexic so it is very painful to deal with, cause I have put on a lot of weight. A lot played into that, not just the meds. So don't get scared (: I now try to take my meds right before dinner, this really helps. Otherwise, I take them at what I seem to be the "appropriate" amount of time before going to sleep without having to binge for 8 hours. For me it's an hour and a halfish. I also prepare a salad or fruits and snacks that aren't too fatty to survive the extreme appetite. Yes for the coping with series! Good luck xxx

[@WollarforADollar]

Omg yes, please bring back the coping with x series. Could one be on inconsistency please. I really struggle to remain stable and it makes it very hard to get help

[@jessicahewit7681]

coping with series, please!

[@-hannah-1731]

im so glad that your doing so well!!🥰 id love to see some more "dealing/coping with..." videos, especially the ones you mention, guilt and anger

[@sugapie4567]

Hearing you speak so openly about your mental health is so inspiring. I’ve just filmed a video about my anorexia and I hope I can have the confidence to upload it and not care what people say- sending you lots of love and I’m glad you’re doing well!💖

[@yourlocaltransboy7051]

You can do it! But only do it if you’re comfortable! I support you x

[@yourlocaltransboy7051]

Abbie Charlotte just subbed too! Xx

[@abi5158]

this makes my heart happy to see you well and happy, so proud of u💓💕💗💞💘

[@beckyf4503]

So proud of you love you lots ❤️ also I just started my depot aripiprazole too! Feeling positive it’ll help now

[@mollywilson6045]

I’m so glad to see you doing better, you have your sparkle back. Also, yes, law of attraction and astrology video please, I’m obsessed xx

[@natalieurban2214]

Don’t know if you’ve done this before, but what about a room tour video? You’re room looks so cute! Or even a make up tour cuz ur face always looks bomb❤️ I’d love to see those xo

[@tiramaisu]

Yeah the “coping with” series is a Yes from me!! Also, I’m really interested in seeing more “music playlist” type of video from you, honestly I love music and you have TASTE😩😩😩 So glad you’re doing great, keep slaying girl you’re such s big inspiration for me in this aspect💖💖love u 😘❤️

[@rubyhastwell5022]

The ‘coping with’ series is a good idea!! I love you and your videos so much, they make me feel happy every time I watch them ❤️

[@marieroseeee]

That makes me so happy to hear 🥰

[@SistaSista179]

It could be your depot making you want to binge eat, some of the “old” anti-psychotics are known for making people gain weight (speaking from someone who works in a mental health ward so have seen this happen)

[@juliaarteaga2107]

i would love u to start w/ the coping series again, but could u make it into a grwm while u explain the topic to cope w/?

[@lucieluisa6572]

Shoulder length hair would look sooo good on you

[@stephanieramires7750]

Hi Marie! Always love seeing your videos. You make me smile and your voice is soothing.

[@zoetunison_2767]

and a video I would love to see is a room tour :D

[@evies-jones4046]

I loved this so much, glad to hear you’re doing a little better - so proud of you💝

[@robynm7277]

do a vid on coping with anger if it’s something you can manage. I feel it’s one of the emotions people don’t like to show or get very embarrassed by. also Amsterdam vlog sounds good :)

[@elliebrown2778]

You bloody crack me up so much girl. Jesus😂 x

[@melissamenzies9217]

so proud of you and how far you've come!! yes yes yes to all the video ideas love you lots

[@Blue_cloudes]

I have been diagnosed with border line I was the same thing I don’t have it I don’t want it I’ve learned to accept it and try to work with it your confidence is reassuring makes me feel good

[@angel_png2178]

I'd definitely like more of the coping with series. It would also be nice to hear more about juggling work and mental health - I understand that your work is pretty supportive, but I imagine nevertheless it's probably still overwhelming from time to time. Not that it has to be a whole video if there's not a lot to say about it, but maybe just to talk about Glad you're doing well!!

[@jmilligan3050]

I'm so happy that you are happy you beautiful human being ❤️❤️❤️❤️I hope that you continue on this good path with your health. Look after you and do what makes you happy 🌈🌈🌈🌈Please do the coping series 😍😍😍😍😍😍love youuuu

[@rebeccaerikstamklauninger3885]

Omg I was basically the same when I went inpatient... "I need to go to woooork" 🤔❤️ take care

[@camuisnotcool]

is great that you’re doing so well marie! and yes, i would like you continue with the “coping with” series bc i liked the anxiety one, pleaseeee

[@Beaverbaddy]

i’m really looking forward to all your future videos! i just thoroughly enjoy every video you upload so i’m pumped!

[@serinat2181]

Yes please to your coping with series

[@lisamueller1512]

Girl do you have a link to your spotify playlist? Love your vids and music taste 🌞

[@chloebird4935]

Yessss do a star sign video! I’m obsessed with them at the moment!😍😍

[@kaci8760]

So proud of you Marie you’ve come so far💗 you give me strength - and that’s one of the things that keep me going xx

[@biancapardo3520]

the diagnosis starts at 8:00

[@laurabromley1835]

Disney channel headband girl! Love it 💚💚💚

[@rebeccagriffin2515]

Glad you're doing good. I struggle with binging after meds at night too...mentioned it to my psych and he just said people do a lot worse 🙈 Yay to Dylan choosing an outfit 👍

[@bubbles1310]

I liked the unsolved video, I found them really good ! 😊 but I also love the vlogs !!!

[@ThisIsHannah]

I have trouble with binge eating and put on a lot of wait. What helps me is just to eat fruit instead of crisps or whatever you have. Bananas are great. Luckily for me I'm getting back to a healthier wait now

[@bettafish8096]

So glad you’re doing better!! 💞💞💞

[@gemmyadd]

i think the "binging" could be due to starvation for a lengthy time. your body is probably just saying "wtf Marie" 💛

[@florenceisabella9324]

personally, i struggle with anorexia nervosa which sort of causes my depression. At first i disagreed with me having anorexia beceause i was so deel in my illness that i thought it was normal. I honestly think that just trying to accept the diagnosis really helped me to accept the treatment and get myself better! Although i am currently am in a relapse, accepting the problem helps ME to use the treatment to my benefit and get better! Mental health is strong, but you are stronger!! x

[@creativelysound]

Yes please to anger coping video. I am stuck in hospital with no leave (been here for over 3 weeks) and I keep getting angry and agitated.

[@leashie]

I'm like 2 minutes in and it's already my fav well everyone of your videos are my fav !!!! I love you so much 💗💗💗💗💗

[@hjc9114]

Hi Marie, how do you find drinking with your meds? Does it make you feel different? Love you 😘

[@marieroseeee]

ヘザー tbh I find it completely fine! I don’t drink a lot but when I do I don’t see any side effects other than feeling abit low the next day but I just make sure i still take my meds the night I’m drinking💗

[@FleurDeCersier]

I struggle with binge eating as well, mainly in the evening and at night time. What I try to do is go to bed early so that I don't even have the possibility to binge at like 11 pm. What I don't succeed at bc I'm a depressed mess but what also helps me is to try and keep myself busy and keep any type of food out of sight. I also try to change my mentality. Because when I have the urge to binge I can't really think of anything else but what I try is to approach an with the knowledge that the urge will pass if I don't act on it. When I end binging I try to think that not everything is lost and that it's still good to binge less. I try to get away from the thought that now I've started I might as well eat all the food. But I also can imagine that your body is desperate for food since you are very thin and maybe it hasn't processed yet that you're not trying to restrict in the future. The most important thing is though to not feel guilty afterwardsvand toveat normally the next day which is something I struggle with

[@risatakei9697]

You deserve so many more subscribers!!

[@LeahMercer]

soooo happy to see you looking so much better!!!

[@heathers2016]

Brilliant vlog!! You seem so happy and your personality is great,, really funny!! You remind me of gracefituk!! Keep being happy!! 💓

[@leahbennett5962]

So so inspirational

[@essamherash5187]

When u. Get older u will be happy u did it cuz it makes u stronger as a person but plzzzzzzzz tell someone and they will help u

[@AliandKel]

Your eyebrows look banginggggg yes girl

[@tamekaraeann]

hahah the disney channel part in the beginning, I appreciated it

[@strawberrytam98]

Glad that you are feeling better at the minute :) Your videos always make me feel better when im down 💕

[@TheMusic2805]

I am SO here for an astrology series!!

[@moirabostic3709]

It's so amazing seeing u getting better I am proud of u woww.. stay strong babe❤

[@georgiabartram777]

You’re doing so well! Proud of you xx

[@karadeniz5137]

Beautiful and funny as always