long awaited mental health update and grwm x

[@mentalhealth2908]

Marie I'm so proud of you!! You have been through so much!!! And you have also went through similar thing's to me I self harm quite badly I'm only 17 and I got sectioned when I was 15 on a section 3 !! I'm so happy that you have found the bright side of the tunnel and you will make progress everyday , Everyday won't be the same you will have good days and bad days but hopefully more good times than bad! Just think of how far you have came and spend some quality time with your family and friends I can't tell you how proud I am of you!!! I know you will do good in life I see a very bright future in you and I know that you will succeed on to bigger things in life even though you might not think that during your bad times!!! Ignore the haters who comment on your selfharm they're just horrible and have no consideration for others and must have problems their self to judge you and say horrible things about you , they must have problems their self , people don't get mental illness if they haven't been through it themselves !!!! Believe in yourself lovely!! 💜

[@marieroseeee]

this comment means so so much to me. it's not easy having mental health problems as I'm so sure you know, I just want to say thankyou for this - it is difficult but I see a bright future for yourself too, just because we're struggling now it doesn't mean that we will forever. I hope that you understand how special and how beautiful your soul is for taking your time to write this even though I might not have even seen it. all I can say is thankyou. you have radiated positivity and i hope others see your comment too and relate it to themselves xxxx

[@mentalhealth2908]

@@marieroseeee omg just made me cry have you got àn email address so we can keep in touch??? Xxxx

[@mentalhealth2908]

@@marieroseeee please reply back when you have the time x

[@emilyadeline1046]

Hope you’re ok... you help me so much and that’s not supposed to sound like a pressure on you, I just wanted to say thank you! X

[@marieroseeee]

oh Emily thank YOU, your support is the reason I keep going - honestly thankyou for your comment it means so much xxx

[@Battlepantiies]

I've also been struggling with derealization and deperonalisation - and I also feel shit when I'm not productive, but when you don't feel real it's so hard to concentrate and do things and understand things

[@peppipohjola6232]

Can you do a video about dissociative disorders?💗

[@Akanchwua]

Yes!!! Please talk more about the dissociation/depersonalisation, I recently went through something very similar and I'd love to hear your experience

[@marieroseeee]

yes i would love to do one, firstly id have to understand them abit more - i have my own experience but yes, hopefully in the future i will! xxxx

[@beckygreen9693]

marieroseeee I have dissociate before when I was having a break down from anxiety or whatever is wrong with me, I was in front of my mirror and I felt like I was looking at someone else or watching myself it’s confusing xx

[@emmeliekefouche6920]

Such an inspiration❤Your heart is gold!!Stay strong and keep being the beautiful woman you are...Love you

[@marieroseeee]

oh natalie, this commment made me emosh! thankyou. that means so much to me x

[@Dochas-ww3gc]

You are so compelling, relatable and just overall lovely. I stumbled across your channel by happy accident a few months ago. On the surface, there are more differences than similarities between us (I am wayyy older than you, American, not a big KZbin user, etc). I watched the majority of your videos over a few days and find your content a delightful mixture of funny, honest, upbeat, realistic without oversharing and a million other things that bring me back to them. The sweet things you write to your younger and more vulnerable viewers while you are struggling yourself really shows the best parts of human nature and social media.

[@MissJJJCG]

You've been such an inspiration to me ever since I discovered your channel. Sending lots of love

[@marieroseeee]

oh kat thankyou so so much, sending so much love your way too xxxx

[@katesh6766]

Your videos are honestly the best. I had been struggling with eating and I’m proud to now say I’m a bit over two months clean of restricting👍🏻thank you!

[@ainedolley5438]

I hope this year brings you nothing but happiness cus you're so sweet and beautiful and kind. I love you always darling xxx

[@marieroseeee]

i love you aine. thankyou. i love you xxxx

[@imogenmcpherson4865]

Marie, I can't explain how much watching your videos has helped me. I'm a fair bit younger but I've gone through similar things & I love to watch you grow & overcome challenges, even if their difficult. You inspire me so much and I am forever grateful for you & your beautiful personality. I'm sorry that your going through a tough time right now, I believe you are strong & will be able to conquer this & come out like a boss. (; Lots of love 💞

[@kellytsesmelis4897]

I understand where you are coming from. I have BPD and while I can function for the most part I also get triggered randomly where I don’t want to know anyone or I’m overly anxious about things. It can be really hard to deal with sometimes but I think it’s great that we can all support each other and know we aren’t alone. I feel inspired just watching you right now ❤️🖤❤️

[@elisabethxx4328]

I love you so much. Try to remember you are beautiful inside and out💗Your videos are a big help to me, but never feel afraid to take a break off KZbin if it’s too much pressure on you xxxxx

[@alexandrasandor1472]

I think the 2nd camera was a bit better. :) Have a Happy New Year!💞 Love you!❤

[@loveaims]

Marie, we all believe in you so much. i know you’re such an incredible beautiful fighter and i know right now it’s hard but hard times don’t always last. it will get better i promise. you have got this babe. just keep pushing through and keep being the beautiful amazing inspiring girl you are. we all believe in you are care about you and love you so so much💘💘

[@evecoates3261]

You’ve helped so many people so much, now it’s time to focus on yourself and that’s okay, you do you boo xoxo

[@marieroseeee]

EVE I LOVE YOU thankyou!

[@laurenamurray]

everything you said was so relatable to what i have gone through, hence why i find your channel just amazing. really hope you are getting better now, relapsing happens but it’s what comes next that is important x sending ALL the good vibes

[@nats967]

Always love love love watching your videos, it’s so nice to watch someone who’s just so real y’know??? You’re a fab person☺️☺️☺️

[@Mountaingoat4234]

Haha I'm not shocked you have a boyfriend, I'm just happy for you. I hope your mental health starts to get a bit better ❤️ Happy new year!

[@liamodonovan3437]

Your beautiful sorry your mental health is so negative hope you feel better soon your a brave person to talk so openly and honestly about your mental health love you your a very strong woman

[@marieroseeee]

i love you!! thankyou so so much this means the world to me, hope all is good with you too xxx

[@Lisa-iv4ll]

You absolutely can wear that headband , the first thing i thought when the video came on was holy ShiZit I love that headband she looks so good !

[@laurajayne6711]

I'm going through a bit of a blip rn and this video has summed up a lot of my feeling so. Thank you for being so open and honest. You help me so much! You are so strong and so amazing! Keep going!💛

[@kaitlinnburchett376]

1 that headband is SO pretty on you! 2 the second camera. 3 please do a "books you need to read" video! I love reading and need new suggestions. Ilysm 💛

[@cloud.observations]

don't mean to sound intrusive, but i have been struggling a lot with food recently and feel you may have too? sending all the love. i am totally going through a crisis rn too lol. totally sucksss xxxxxxxxxxx

[@milliephillips-marsh6190]

perfettamentee same x

[@Aicha-oq9xq]

You rock anything you wear Marie, including that headband!! x

[@mentalhealth2908]

For all of you suffering from mental health , you won't feel like this within time I'm sure it will get better , it just takes time ignore all of the negativity because you all are beautiful!!! Just look inside of your heart and you will see that you have a heart of gold and relate to other people going through the same things we are all different and unique in our own ways and we all can shine like a diamond and also succed anything in our lives , it may seem hard now but it's not worth the scars on your arms or the hunger pains we are all beautiful in our hearts and it's the personality that counts thank you!!!!!! 💜💜

[@taylorg2765]

I couldn't agree more with you about "your work self" and your "real" self. I feel the same way when I'm at work vs. When i have time off. Wishing you the best 🖤

[@beckyf4503]

Love you lots Marie !! You continue to inspire me every day and I’m so sorry life can be so tough :( keep going gal 💖🥰

[@marieroseeee]

i love yoU!! we will get through this and one day we wont feel dictated by our minds xxxx

[@layniedodds7993]

I love you so much honestly your such a legend so happy I discovered you channel so long ago and have been here ever since xx

[@kiarhianna1363]

I agree 100% about work! I got signed off work for a week just before Xmas due to the same issues. At work it’s good because I feel as though I can be a different person and feel good because I can do my job well but then the come down when I came home was just a lot and got too much! So I understand 100%. ❤️

[@tamarafromberg9996]

Marie. I just wanted to say that you helped me trough a lot. I really love you! You are absolutely gorgeous!❤️

[@miacatmull5244]

Your so brave and such an inspiration thankyou so much for fighting to be here and being here!! I love you so much you've helped me so much 💗

[@bethchristie6275]

You’re an amazing, inspirational person! I hope you start to feel better soon. Lots of love 🖤 ps. the headbands cute as hell

[@katrinasmyth6017]

I have only just found your videos a couple of weeks ago, just after I got out of IP so I didn’t realise you were struggling. I’m sorry to hear you aren’t doing too well, I hope you start to feel better soon. I have recently been diagnosed with BPD and I was wondering if you find DBT helpful? I’m going to be starting it soon and I was just wondering because you and I are very similar from what I’ve watched. I’ve spent long amounts of time in inpatient, with depression, anxiety and BPD. I usually go in feeling suicidal and then psychosis starts when my mood gets lower. So yeah, was just wondering if DBT has helped at all?

[@-hannah-1731]

also the second camera seems to make colours seem more alive especially skin tones! so I think that one is good :)

[@HannahVlogsMH]

I relate to you a lot with the whole dissociation I find mines too bad to work at all, so for you to manage to hold down a job is amazing I wish I had that in me to fake being able to stay at a job, I’m just a reckless mess though! Proud of you anyway you’ve come so far anyway💞

[@EmilySimsySims]

You look like a 70s disco queen in the headband luv itttttt

[@hjc9114]

Love you and your hair band

[@emilyx1601]

Honestly I admire you so much ❤️x

[@marieroseeee]

thankyou so much emily! x

[@emilyx1601]

marieroseeee ❤️❤️

[@Becksy22]

I’ve been struggling with my mental health too & like you, I’ve been denying it, I’ve been choosing to ignore it. I hope things get better for you xxx

[@thelaileychannel]

Headband looks so gorgeous on you!!!!!

[@alanafig2574]

First couple of seconds in and you look so beautiful - hope you’re doing well x

[@marieroseeee]

alana, thankyou! im doing better, sending hugs xxxx

[@kelsey.shutup_7173]

I’m glad you opened up. I hope it helped you. We all love you and care about you. Good luck with anything and everything 😉 (P.S. you look so cute in that headband)

[@ellieoloughlin3419]

sending u alllllllllllllllll the love and hugs, luv ya♥️

[@oliviahegarty1959]

glad to hear things are improving for you 💘💘

[@myawatkins8149]

love you, hope 2019 is a good year, wishing you the best💘💘

[@marieroseeee]

AND TO YOU

[@emk-4142]

6:58 wow. This is spot on for meeee

[@katiedalrymple2661]

sending you all the love, we appreciate you so so much 💗

[@JasmineClarke]

your what inspired me to start a youtube channel! i love you so much

[@katesh6766]

Hello Marie! I have something to say So I actually haven’t gone through a proper self harm phase, thank goodness. I am only 13 (technically 13 in 13 days actually) so that’s probably not saying much. I suppose I’ve scratched myself before but because of the media and boredom not as a coping mechanism. Anyway, my friend went through a bad patch with self harm recently, and it was very horrible to see. Your videos helped me so much and it taught me so much that I feel more capable to help if it ever happens again. So basically, big thank you!! You also helped me so much when I was kind of struggling with eating a few months ago. So another big thank you from me.💗💕💞sending happy vibes, and I hope 2019 is an amazing year for you

[@ellafrancescawhite8654]

Sending lots of love and hugs! Happy New Year xxx

[@alanafig2574]

Ily Marie !!

[@serinat2181]

Bless your dad

[@milanafoulkes5310]

Marie babe what music do you put at the start of videos when you type stuff? It’s so calming😍😩

[@alliecary.]

I have so much respect for you. you tell it how it is, but don’t romanticize it. you say what needs to be heard, but you don’t over-share or trigger people. You primarily focus on mental health, but that doesn’t mean you’re afraid to step outside of the box and post a town vlog. Keep doing you Marie. You’re a light

[@alliecary.]

also.. it’s not just your mum lollll

[@aaliy0h]

hope you’re okay, love uu❤️

[@Battlepantiies]

Hey girl that headband looks cute asf, first thing I thought when I saw u !! 💚

[@rainyday8161]

Thanks for the update! Love gou soo much. And you are soo pretty. I kinda prefer the second camera to be honest. Keep getting better❤❤❤

[@ChristyGagga]

Ahh I see “am I normal yet?” in the background ahhh😍 such a good book😍😍

[@niamhbowden8507]

Happy new year

[@punpuniia]

marie we love you so much! happy new year, i hope 2019 will be a good year for you ❤️ x

[@alicephilippa8447]

happy new year love x

[@hannahdonaldson9674]

I am a New Zealander and when you were talking about New Zealanders saying "beautiful" I was cracking up ahahah p.s I love you xx

[@sloanlee9321]

i have the same fitbit

[@1903chrisholden]

Hope you're well and that you have a fantastic 2019

[@ellisesanchez-garci7216]

Sending love xx

[@staceyvandermeer612]

omg I feel the exact same way if I don't have a productive day, you put it into words so well, like I haven't seen so many films because I feel like I'm wasting time??? I thought I was the only one ahaha

[@ashantibrown23]

U help me get through stuff and help me in situations like when people ask me about my arms❤️

[@Taylor-hl8vq]

I’ve been waiting for this video! I’m so proud!! And I thought I recognised your boyfriend haha! Look after yourself xxx

[@lornatw]

Love your intro, cute and creative 😊💚

[@ellejames4128]

hope you're okay❤️❤️

[@SammyGrimm]

love your videos babe

[@sarahjenkins6433]

Your hair colour looks gorgeous! Have you gone darker? X

[@emmalouise3880]

Ily Marie

[@sashathorpe]

what shade do you use your benefit eyebrow products in xx

[@-hannah-1731]

I hope this time passes for you my love! I couldn't help but notice you have the secret history by donna tart on your shelf, I was thinking of reading it my self, is it any good?❤︎

[@charlottewhysall7957]

I actually see you as an older sister, I look up to you so much❣️❣️❣️

[@evevelvet7820]

Stfu with that headband, I love you❣️

[@elizabethr5]

if you’re not too uncomfortable answering, has this relapse/blip changed your opinion on whether or not you do have bpd? since you said before you weren’t sure that was a correct diagnosis hope things start to improve for you either way x

[@marieroseeee]

Elizabeth R it’s STILLLLLL under consideration. Honestly they don’t really know what I have 🤷🏻‍♀️

[@isabellegulicher9167]

Where did you bought the fairy lights? Xx

[@amaralucille1997]

Since you’re 5’9 and pretty tall where all do you shop for jeans that fit all the way bc I’m 5’9 and have the worst time finding jeans

[@serinat2181]

Hi Marie, How are you? It's good to hear from you again x

[@beckycoyne7475]

So my brothers just told me today he’s depressed, he said to me the reason he drinks so much is to get rid of the pain, he also says he has voices in his head like demons? I literally have no idea on what to do. I never realised he felt like this.. and he says he gets depressed from his job. Any ideas on what I should do?

[@beckycoyne7475]

Rachel Eh? He’s told my mum already, he’s going to somewhere called ‘Alcohol Anonymous’ I just feel like he’s trying to avoid everything and he probably won’t turn up

[@miffyymoon]

Let him know you're there for him and maybe help him look in to getting professional help if he's willing. Often just knowing someones there to listen no matter what can really help

[@beckycoyne7475]

sad face Yeah I will do, thank you!! X

[@miffyymoon]

@@beckycoyne7475 I hope everything goes well 💕

[@emmalouise3880]

New Zealander’s are called kiwi’s

[@natford8271]

That hair band looks good on you.

[@charlottehooton6710]

I remember the vlog with u and ur boyfriend! It was when u went to a zoo!!! I’m an OG babe 😹x

[@viivipaananen8451]

Stfu with that headband!😂💖

[@paige0hadley925]

I think the 1st cam is a bit better

[@melissamenzies9217]

stfu with that headband loveeee the headband btw :) love love you and all your videos sending love

[@madelynrose2330]

stfu with that headband! love u Marie

[@olivia-rc3od]

Stfu with that headband 😂 love you ❤️

[@adroitberet317]

I suffer with derealization. I'd really like it if you could mabye do a video on it ?

[@rachlovesmj7517]

Stfu with that headband 😂❤️ ILYSM

[@serinat2181]

Please remember how fab you are x

[@emsrecovery6985]

15:00 "on leave" u been admitted again?

[@robinschweiger1854]

Stfu with that headband❤️

[@karawawer]

babe, you’re not the only one who has been struggling recently. i know it probably sounds weird, but i’m glad i’m not the only one who’s been feeling like this. i hope you get better soon! all the love 💕

[@zoeeee5387]

You’ve lost so much weight Marie :(

[@lottatila4298]

Hey Marie, could you do a video on dating while having mental health issues?

[@marieroseeee]

Yes definitely! Xxx

[@Following.moonshadow]

MY MOM DOES THAT AS WELL LMAO

[@elisatladixo]

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