Mental Health Vlog | Appointment Anxiety (and other things)

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[@kalicollins8711]

Same. I had Hodgkin’s lymphoma when I was 19-20. I relate!

[@BellaSophie]

i'm so sorry to hear that. mine was hodgkin's as well. i hope you're doing well now! xoxoxoxo

[@Lniy.]

You're so strong 🥺

[@BellaSophie]

i try to be, but it is difficult. hang in there, you are strong too!

[@Lniy.]

I have depression, agoraphobia, schizophrenia, ana (use to have mia) and BED sooo I know what your going through :/, but remember that you're not alone, and you're stronger than you think😊

[@BellaSophie]

that's a lot to handle every day. you are very resilient for keeping on. you are not alone either!

[@samanthagoldfarb326]

So glad for new stuff!! I hope the conclusion of the appointment was positive! Proud of you and thanks for being awesome!! Looking forward to more!!

[@BellaSophie]

Thank you so much, this comment genuinely lifted my spirits. Some more new stuff coming soon! xoxo

[@Claire-dg8bk]

thank you, this video was helpful!! I get a lot of anxiety around appointments too so its helpful to know I'm not the only one and to see what you do to cope. I really love your channel especially because I am recovering from an eating disorder (I have been the last few years) & I am also vegan which isn't too common to find in a positive manner in the ed community. thank you for encouraging & inspiring me & never failing to make me smile!

[@BellaSophie]

I'm so happy that you found this helpful. Appointment anxiety is tough and you're definitely not alone. I'm glad to hear you're in recovery and that you find our channel to be a positive and encouraging place. Keep kicking ass in recovery!!!! xoxoxoxo

[@heather6711]

My situation is very similar to yours as I am also 3 years post treatment for Hodgkin's lymphoma (March 31st marks 3 years since my last radiation treatment) I had my first appointment at the adult hospital since turning 18 and it was quite stressful to say the least. There's already the baseline stress that comes with hem/onc appointments because everyone worries about relapse, but on top of that there's stress that comes with the whole ed stigma. The fact that I really don't want to be seen as 'crazy' or for my new doctors to treat me differently because I have mh problems. 😞 (Also for even more similarities I'm also Canadian but live in Ottawa however I also go to shoppers for my prescriptions haha)

[@naoueshima]

It was a very good video, so no worries there! You have a charming personality, and I am looking forward to seeing more from you. :)

[@BellaSophie]

Thank you so much!! xo

[@tarynwalsh1628]

omg i'd love to see more vids like this one

[@BellaSophie]

i'm so glad it was helpful! i will absolutely do more of these :) xoxo

[@nondescriptbeing5944]

I just found your channel and omg you're so cute and your edits are funny ^-^

[@BellaSophie]

Thank you so much!! xoxo

[@dboyd6088]

Hi, just curious....was your an ED a reaction to having cancer? I'm asking because I used mine as a way to feel in control because I couldn't control my physical health illness. I also have feel alone in that reasoning.

[@BellaSophie]

hi :) that's an interesting question. i have had my ed since i was 11, so it was not initially caused by cancer. however, the psychological effects of having cancer definitely contributed to making my ed worse after i finished chemotherapy at 16. i felt exactly the same way as you. i felt like my body betrayed me and i wanted to take back some kind of control over it. i also wanted something other than cancer to consume my thoughts. you are absolutely not alone in that. dm us if you ever want to chat. xo

[@cboyd226]

VegucatED wow, thank you so much! That makes sense and thank you for actually reaching out. Also I promise I can spell and use correct grammar. I don’t know what was going on. Lol

[@AdrienneZazulak]

Are you in GTA? I had no idea til I saw your sweater. I work for a local college. Thank you so much for sharing your life and educating people. You are have such a positive impact on so many people #Canadastrong

[@BellaSophie]

i will neither confirm nor deny, but i will tell you that i am in canada! reading comments like that make me so happy; that's all i want to do, help people, so thank you so much for that. xo

[@AdrienneZazulak]

@@BellaSophie I tried to keep it general as possible haha. Have a great week!