Merlin & Morgana | I loved and I lost you

"I loved and I loved and I lost you, and it hurts like hell."
And my mergana depression hits again. I will forever be bitter over these two and how it could have been different if...certain things...hadn't happened. This song is completely heartbreaking and so is this couple lbr so I thought it to be a perfect match.
I hope you guys enjoy it.
Song inspiration credits go to this incredible video: • » anakin & padme | and...
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Fandom: Merlin
Pairing: Morgana & Merlin (Mergana)
Coloring: yawwnpanda
Song: • Fleurie - Hurts Like H...

[@mareb324]

Honestly if Morgause had never come into the picture Morgana would most likely be good and probably with Merlin...

[@beyondme9369]

Yeah..but Merlin did some pretty awful things too..Morgana came to believe she had no other way than to take things in her hand..and thus her downfall..

[@crazygamer_1082]

beyondme True, Merlin has had some whole dumb moments. But I think where Morgana strayed is when she was manipulated by powerful people who were using her for selfish reasons. Morguese was a problem because not only was she this but also her sister so she had more of a hold on her. It’s so sad. Morgana, Merlin, and Mordred are SUCH a power family. TBH

[@neverendingplaylists913]

Yes...

[@anacarolina-rq1zx]

@@crazygamer_1082 yess, I would love to see that family happening!! Merlin amd Morgana taking care of young mordred was so good!!😍

[@autoparts5890]

U mean mordred

[@dariamvs]

I will never stop loving this pairing. Never.

[@foreveryoung_-oc2ck]

darylarry ur icon yesssss

[@rossalinedits]

Then you should read the s6 script for merlin. If you haven’t. It’s marvelous.

[@acsahkulasingham8017]

@@rossalinedits I know! I love it💕

[@alexislaine6545]

Layla M where can we find it?

[@maya6061]

@@alexislaine6545 just search merlin:Kingdom come on Google, you'll find the script to all thirteen episodes

[@rodrigofigueira9654]

Morgana's heart was the most lovely and peacefull and beautifull heart of all the characters, but when merlin refused to help her, when her father uther brake her heart and when that disgusting king tortured her for 2 years and the only thing that gave her the true love that she deserve Aithusa(the white dragon), when everybody forgot her, she turned that sweet and full of love heart into the most dark of all. A heart full of love can be a heart full of hate on the same proportion. Morgana was who suffered the most because of her sweet heart. Those who love and care a lot are the ones who suffer the most in this world.

[@ianjunge7187]

Merlín loved to Morgana, no only Aithusa. Merlín was her best friend. Morgana loves Merlín. Merlín did not betray her, he always cared and loved her and Morgana loved him. But yes, Morgana was very good person, loving, fun. But she became full of hatred for the treason. PD: I speak spanish, I use traductor.

[@nacha7967]

Yes you are so right she was so nice that touched by her she was broken by all her friends she died touched by her she had feelings but she hid them...

[@liadanetain7582]

@@ianjunge7187 He always loved her yes but that doesn't change the fact that he betrayed her

[@kween5600]

Gwen pissed me off so much in the last seasons. Morgana was literally willing to sacrifice everything to save her father and she didn’t even try to help her.

[@isidoraurosevic8148]

it would be such a irony if writers made them a thing because in mythology the are always an enemies but here they would be such power couple

[@rachel933]

The writers were actually going to but they thought that it would overshadow Arthur and Gwen's relationship so they scrapped it. Which I think is ridiculous.

[@hailsatan5025]

In a way they could have used the original Nimue storyline. Where Merlin falls in love with her and he teaches her everything, until she turns on him.

[@nandinitivakaran1891]

@@hailsatan5025 I love that idea even though it would break our hearts

[@intergalacticalcommiteeofp9807]

@@hailsatan5025 Wasn't Merlin in that storyline an old creep who wouldn't leave her alone so instead of saying no for the millionth time she learned from him and then used what she learned to turn on him?

[@isaac3197]

@@hailsatan5025 its similiar to how they did it in once upon a time merlin loved nimue and showed her the source of his powers and it corrupted her and she used it to turn on him..

[@bloomforever8958]

I believe that they both loved each other deep down, whether it be brotherly and sisterly love or something more. I believe if situations had been different, Morgana might not have gone down the path she did and that relationship could have been explored.

[@shivanibee273]

Honestly to me Morgana was hurt the most throughout this series and it really hurts to see an intelligent, incredible, kind woman be disregarded and betrayed so much even if it was in a time much earlier than my generation. I don't think Morgana ever deserved what happened to her. She was just scared and confused about what was happening to her, who she was, why she was getting these powers and what she was going to turn into and I believe if someone anyone just turned to her and were they for her she wouldn't have become evil.

[@lalbiakthansangichhangte1030]

yeah, and how can she have magic , did her parents have magic

[@myrddinemrys1332]

@@lalbiakthansangichhangte1030 Magic is more taught than something you are born with if you have a talent. Merlin and Morgana are odd in that way, Merlin was born with it, being magic made manifest, and Morgana initially being able to tap into it without being taught.

[@wutwashy2174]

“What happened to you Morgana? As a child you were so kind, so compassionate.” “I grew up” “What happened to the young boy who came into my chambers just a few years ago?” “He grew up”

[@bellascoles191]

That parellel gets me dude

[@waffles658]

Imma go cry now girl

[@cgm530]

Oh my god. The part when you merge Morgana screaming 'Emrys!' and 'I want him dead!'... beautiful. just. just beautiful.

[@reasemcgill2829]

IKR that part just came over me and made me feel so sad that Morgana once had such a kind heart but now well...😂

[@ajithwijegunarathna2783]

"You can trust me morgana, you know you can" "i trust merlin"

[@xinsanebeast]

NO NO NO NO I REFUSE TO CRY NO AHHH IT'S IMPOSSIBLE NOOOO

[@MissToxicc]

You captured Merlin and Morgana's lost love for each other perfectly. You always make amazing fan videos.

[@ithildins]

these two had all the makings of a slow-burn, forbidden, doomed relationship and we never got shit for them - bless you for this, even though the pain is so real it makes me want to scream!

[@WinterKestrel]

ithildins agreed. But Merlin had his "Destiny" and was torn between both that and his desire to help her. They played it so well in the show! He then sacrifices his feelings and desires to help fulfil Arthur's legacy. And she was left out in the cold with no idea why. Such a great show.

[@zeyzey9078]

I always love and ship merlin and morgana

[@bel410la]

I always loved Morgana as a character, when she started her descent to darkness I felt bad because she went through some horrible stuff and I've always shipped Merlin and Her so to see them turn against one another to be literally mortal enemies hurts so much. Even tho this day after everything they've all gone through I still imagine what might have happened if she hadn't gone evil. I think They would have ended up together.

[@CelesteGhelfi]

AGHH!!! WHY????!!! WHY MUST YOU OPEN ALL THESE OLD WOUNDS AND POUR SALT ALL OVER THEM??!!!! Goodness, this is absolute perfection in every sense of the word, the coloring, the song choice, the editing, the text, EVERYTHING IS GORGEOUS AND EVERYTHING HURTS!!! *cries*

[@optimistellie145]

Dang no comments on this after 7yrs?

[@Estaaaas]

My Merlin heart bleeds. It has been 3 years since it all ended and I am still also very emotional about that. This is awesome :) Song is perfect for them and I love it!:)

[@EstelaMoralaevolo]

Estaaaas QUESTION: Is there a set couple at the end of it

[@adalinegrace9568]

Estaaaas I don't think there's a set couple that s u r v i v e s.

[@skylarrosehandy6884]

Me too except it's been 5 years now

[@Lcharizma]

Hi I'm a fan of Merlin too and it's been like 6 years yet I'm still hung up over it and I've seen multiple vids about there shipping and I'M STILL OBSESSED OVER IT I FEEL LIKE I DRANK A LOBE POTION FOR THIS AHHHHHHHHHH. I cry tears everyday it breaks my heart 😭😭😭

[@bel410la]

It's been 8 years now and It still doesn't get any less hard.

[@rainestoehr431]

What I really appreciate about this video is how true to the story it is. It shows all the good things about them, when they were happy, when they were friends, when they had the same goal and the same heart and the same view of the world. But it also embraces all of the horrible things of their relationship. The betrayal, the hurt and heartache, the way it could have all gone so differently. You can see Merlin’s pain when he poisoned her, the hurt in his eyes when she refuses to come back to them, when she forsakes their friends. But you can also see the same in her every time she looks at Merlin, hears his name, his voice. Their story is tragic and full of so much emotion. And it’s sad when you think about how it all could have gone so differently. I love these two, through the good and the bad. Even when they break my heart, I will never stop loving them.

[@34jacymn]

STOP HURTING ME IN THIS WAY I DIDN'T NEED THESE MEMORIES BROUGHT BACK

[@milanrainford7643]

"I know her. She has a good heart" That...shit....HURTED

[@gtsjkbxdxj6942]

Milan Rainford Series name?

[@milanrainford7643]

@@gtsjkbxdxj6942 Merlin

[@gtsjkbxdxj6942]

Milan Rainford thank you

[@saraomanovic1722]

I have never watched this TV show and yet you made my heart broke for them. And for that I applaud you.

[@leilanyx]

Two years late, but you should. It's so good, honestly. Unfortunately, Mergana was never canon, and i personally don't ship it myself but I totally get why people do oof

[@bel410la]

So after 3 years since you watched this Video, have you seen Merlin yet? If you have, what did you think of it? What did you think of the ending and what do you wish had ended differently? If you haven't, Why not? :)

[@saraomanovic1722]

@@bel410la I watched it like a year ago. And I really liked the show. I may have kinda liked Morgana more than I expected. And yeah....There were things that could have been done better but overall, or was a pretty good show. I enjoyed it.

[@lucianmerganafreak]

These two will never not hurt me.

[@MsSweetSerialKiller]

this is beyond cruel my heart is actually bleeding WHAT HAVE YOU DONE. I'm so emo ugh ANA WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. 1:11 has me trading my soul to get it back and I can't believe you ended with Morgana dying I wanna cry.

[@meichan3124]

Merlin is a Hero, ready to sacrifice the one he loves for the sake of everyone. Morgana is a Villain, ready to take down the world when they've wronged someone they love.

[@monstrousorchids]

I just finished the show and this gets recommended to me to hurt my soul in the best way possible sksksks ❤︎ I didn't want Arthur dead, I didn't want Morgana dead, I didn't want Gwaine dead, I didn't want Gwen to lose her King, I wanted Gaius and Merlin to see each other one more time after Arthur's death so they can hug each other and have a father/son moment and I didn't want Merlin to walk around like a depressed hobo for the next thousands of years hhhhh!1!1 I FEEL ATTACKED!

[@kierar4905]

This show was ..😍🥺❤️💔 2020 and I still love it

[@henriw7700]

If Morgana knew about Merlin's magic, she wouldn't have become who she is. But still they are so different, yet so similar.

[@jisookomblackpinkkru256]

i will forever hate merlin for what he did to morgana! i don't care if he had to protect arthur and morgana was always destined to turn evil anyway, she was supposed to be his friend too and he loved and cared about her just like arthur! why did arthur had to be more important huh? just because he had to be king?! well, fuck that morgana deserved to be as important and worthy just as much as arthur! and destiny is destiny yes, and you can not escape it no matter what you do but even if it's like that, merlin should've let things turn out their own way then and let morgana make the wrong choice on her own and let the darkness in *by herself.* the day he poisoned her, he *helped* make her that way. *he* pushed her to become evil. and don't tell me she had a choice!!! merlin had a choice too, and he chose to turn his back on her! he even says that himself, *'i can never forgive morgana for betraying you, but i can't forgive myself either for betraying her first'*

[@mai4717]

Wdym? Merlin had no other choice when he poison Morgana. Its not just Arthur's life he tried to save, but the whole Camelot. They were already so weakened at that time and almost pass out. You can see how much it pains him to do that. And she's already made plans with morgause at that time For me the Only mistake merlin had done to Morgana is not telling her, he also have magic, so that she would not feel so alone and confused. Other than that, he have reasons for what he did.

[@engincpt]

you just explained how ı feel

[@engincpt]

jisoo.... ı am talking about you btw

[@growingstrong1009]

Nothing is more painful than watching a friend twist into someone you dont recognise.

[@theladymorgana8657]

I will go down with this ship!!!!!!!! My number 1 OTP once and forever!!!!!! Amazing job, I have no words!!!!!! #mergana_for_a_lifetime

[@ofdurinsfolk]

ALL THE MERGANA FEELS. FOREVER BITTER ABOUT THEM

[@reasemcgill2829]

I like how in the first part before the music got loud was showing Morgana in her pure form and then when it got loud it showed her evil side and her journey to becoming that way

[@Kaiirel]

THESE TWO ARE KILLING ME AND SO ARE YOUR VIDEOS. (especially about them ahdahdkjahdad)

[@freedpig]

It's been years but I'm still OBSESSED and for years Merlin has been my favourite series because it was a milestone for me...

[@freedpig]

Been one year since I have commented and 5 years since I watched still the same🖤

[@dariamvs]

This video honestly is so amazing. The song (sadly) fits them perfectly and the scenes were so well chosen. I love the way you built tension until that one point were it all just exploded. It's so beautiful.

[@jakecain-roser7736]

This could have all been avoided if Merlin had just told her he had magic 😭😭😭.

[@juritudi57yearsago59]

Not only Merlin to blame but if that dragon didn’t demonize her from the very beginning and if gaius just treated morgana like a daughter like how he treated Merlin then maybe morgana wouldn’t have become evil.. such terrible ending for a show that seemed to promise us a good ending

[@kween5600]

@@juritudi57yearsago59 all of them wronged her actually, she helped them continuously and not once did they think of helping her when she lost everything. Gwen, Arthur, everyone. Even the people, she did her best to provide them with food in that unicorn episode, and then they refused to give in to her and wanted Uther who did nothing but ruin everyone’s lives.

[@Storytellerx-vy4xg]

Oh, wooow - this is seriously amazing. I knew this song before but never realised it fitted Morgana and Merlin so well. I hated her so much in the last seasons that I always tend to forget she was good once. Thank you for helping me remember in such an awesome way!

[@MrRawfan1]

Storyteller1995x3 see you hated her but she never had the support today Merlin had and ended up with tree wrong person. Now Merlin I can hate for that.

[@rebsthetipsyelf]

I just tortured my heart watching this! I love Morgana and honestly when you think about it its not a shocker why she became so hateful. She went through a lot of shit and i fear if i were in her shoes id probably do the same things. But i mean who know? ya know😂

[@user-nc4oy5rf9l]

please tell me im not the only one watching this on 2021....

[@kathimcconnell255]

2022 and still loving it.

[@markkedzie3717]

One of my favorite TV shows of all time actually My second favorite TV show of all time and I always saw them as a couple

[@merlinbbcs4rox]

Aw these two, conjuring some bitter 2012 feelings... (If oNLY) The song choice is amazing, it fits so well! (and it hurts like hell...) Your editing is so perfect (like always)

[@EllieCroft]

i love this so much and 2:56 is my favourite part of morgana screaming it gives my chills, great video :)

[@drivingfruity]

I will never stop shipping them 😅😍❤️

[@ellenandrews9803]

BB LJ I always ships Merlín and Gwen

[@ilgn9851]

This is obviously the best emotional edit I`ve ever seen. 💗💗💗 Who else watching in 2019

[@kathimcconnell255]

2022

[@isilheryer]

OMG that was great ! I love you Katie McGrath annnddd Coliiiiinnnn . I love you both

[@allysa189]

I seriously keep swearing in my mother tongue because of this video. I've been watching this for three days straight and it never fails to give me goosebumps. I wasn't even that much of a Merlin & Morgana shipper but damn... this is converting me.

[@efbless]

This video is so moving. A lot of shipping edits rely on scenes where the characters in question were actually talking or reacting to other people. (A creative repurposing that I completely support, to be clear.) This one is so powerful because it consists almost entirely of scenes as they took place between Merlin and Morgana. It distills how their relationship really evolved. Even moments like in 3:31 and 3:37 - Merlin is grappling with the consequences of his actions towards Morgana. Really beautiful work.

[@Samxdannytxr]

This is hands down my fave Merlin vid I've seen in a long while. I love how you addressed both their ups and downs (and obliterated my heart all over again).

[@Blade_-iw7oi]

2:38 hit me badly 😭

[@SzaSzischannel]

Never have I ever felt such pain thinking about ANY other characters in tv shows than them. It really does hurt like hell watching this amazing video perfectly collecting everything their relationship and ultimate tragedy was about... especially Morgana's. So thank you for ripping my heart into shreds, it's the price I'm willing to pay anyway for these to and no one else.

[@ted3572]

Love the video and the way the narrative runs throughout it, living their destiny through each other.

[@anam8136]

this is so unbelievably perfect! I can't deal with how much I miss this show!!!

[@xxxspotlight800]

I just can't stand those videos, in a bad way. I hate this feeling when I watched them and just... feeling so bitter. On the other hand, I just love watching them over and over until I stop sobbing and crying. Those videos are a masterpiece. I wish you'd consider making more ' Merlin' videos besides the Megrana ship. even a happy one. Thank you so much for every single video of this fandom. I love it. Your editing just ripped my heart out. And again, Thank you.

[@gretakick7865]

this show and especially the relationship between these two has damaged me

[@renaissavnce]

aahhhhhh. all the feels

[@juanlam7898]

My emotional state throughout the video could be best described as: perpetual internal screams of despair as I shed tears of fire. 10/10 would ship again

[@Ulynxhi]

This is perfect. Thank you for making such an amazing Mergana video. It does hurt like hell....this ship had so many possibilities.😂😭😭

[@nezface1091]

I’m so glad more people are watching this i watched it like a year after it came out and i looked it up and nobody knew about it but now a lot of people have watched it

[@LOSTie1TREKie2]

OK, this is one of the best things I have EVER seen. Thank you for this! Inspired me once more.

[@GreenePearl]

Absolutely too gorgeous for words!!! Stunning job, what a heartbreaking video ❤️😔

[@Jay.Bnll86]

Your video was so good. Coming back to this video after so long, it brings back all the emotions.

[@shipperthrash9740]

My sweet OTP... I can't even believe I haven't seen this before

[@TheVolterra13]

This is so beautiful that it literally makes my heart hurts... This two... I just can't...

[@cloveelderbury2156]

THIS IS SO BEAUTIFULLY CRUEL I AM ACTUALLY CRYING This song fits them so well it's almost terrifying. Usually this song (fandom/editing wise) is used for a dead loved one that was still in a healthy relationship when he/she/other died, but with Mergana, it shows that they truly lost each other and a lot of what they had long before Morgana died. They had so much potential too. :(

[@amelieparker676]

THIS IS PERFECTION OH MY GOD

[@MiaWinchester794]

UGH THE FEELS THIS IS A MASTERPIECE

[@karleeglover]

This broke my heart. Morgana's story breaks my heart.... It could have been so different...

[@antara_edits9785]

Oh god i love this edit 🤩

[@Heartsonfireee]

Brilliant editing. I love your videos of them!

[@neverendingplaylists913]

I want to cry...!😢💔 Nice edit!😍

[@l.a.rowling723]

This video is just perfect really I am obsessed

[@judithjane2057]

This is so incredibly perfect ♥

[@Danyellatr22]

perfect! so heartbreaking but amazingly done

[@racheljarck9012]

It makes me so sad the amount pain and suffering she went through to become so full of hatred 😭

[@DAFGALD96]

WOW. This video is sooooo good, you did an amazing job! These two will forever break my heart

[@littlemissantisocial]

Holy shit. This is beautiful, I seriously have no words O.o

[@fenerrari]

they got wasted like all their potential. i will never forget & forgive :(

[@Kaiirel]

(also what a beautiful song,, thank you for introducing me to good music through your videos)

[@filmmakerdreamstudios]

WHY IS THIS SO PERFECT?

[@Feuwise6]

My heart ! T___T I wish things would have ended differently. Amazing vidéo

[@user-tx1ck2ne7r]

Woow , Fascinating ...all in this video perfect

[@sophiefreeman1146]

THE TALENT🤩😭

[@xenchantedqueen]

cryyinng this is so beautiful

[@miray5140]

I still watching it AMAZING

[@giandravideoedits]

God they are amazing and this was great

[@jessiefish34]

b e a u t i f u l! what an edit

[@renatamarino9664]

THIS IS SO GOOD

[@alexandra5608]

2:58 I always hear: "I won't did that" instead "I want him dead" 😂😅

[@AloraMoriarty]

I am never going to get over this video.

[@trupxz]

NOOO THIS BROUGHT memories !

[@missau324]

pure perfection !!!

[@00shelly77]

wow, this is so beautiful ♥

[@PerfectChemistryx]

I just love your Mergana videos so much, wifey! Seriously - you capture them beyond perfectly! Ohmigosh, your editing in this viddie is beyond flawless! So beautiful hun, :')

[@maes9856]

I DIDN'T EVEN SHIP THIS UNTIL I CLICKED ON THIS ON ACCIDENT SO THANKS FOR THAT NOW MY HEART SHATTERS ONCE AGAIN TO THE SEASON FINALE ALThough good job dude this was awesome

[@HarleyQuinnsEx]

this is amazing

[@ilikebands6666]

WHAT THE HELL IS THIS PERFECTION

[@lifeincolor926]

Wow! Just, AMAZING!

[@shanthijayathilake1246]

I won't ever stop loving this story or this pair or authur or Gwen or all the others I just love this😫 and this video made me feel so sad! I almost wish that this pair really happened in someway 😫

[@reneheinicke3891]

This is epic.

[@Nayuki9111]

You never stop surprising me.

[@anais5217]

it's so beautiful