Meth and Sex (Chem Sex): A Dangerous Combination

Terry L Gatewood, LCSW CSAT, CEO and Clinical Director of Blue Tiger Recovery, appears on the Kgay1065 Morning Show to discuss Meth and Sex Addiction - also known as Chem Sex - with Morning Show Hosts Ben Patrick Johnson and Laura Anne Rowell.
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[@hashwriter710]

200 years later, they're still telling us drugs release dopamine and make you feel good. Thanks for the mindblowing insights.

[@waltersabin8099]

Excellent point. I remembered only about endorphins, and had forgotten about dopamine.

[@JohnSwarm-zh3gl]

Good

[@doc6740]

Meth sex has been the catalyst for my relapses in the past.

[@mikekoenig6467]

Same dud. Hope you're alright. Watching this while nursing a heavy comedown with fetty pills... There's hope for us remember that!

[@michaelj1552]

Swear!

[@mikekoenig6467]

@@michaelj1552 21 days sober today! Thanks to God and AA/CMA no more jerkin off for 3 days straight next to my partner!!! 😂😂 Hope you guys are alright 💞

[@jmudikun]

What he says about people no longer talking about STDs or STIs because of Prep is so spot on. Also what he says about stigma and shame

[@jimschender4497]

Grateful to be clean 15 years now. Regret ever using in the first place.

[@IanMcKinney83]

Congratulations. What steps did you take to quit?

[@morenamontalvo8199]

I'm proud of you 😊✌️

[@malikrizwan5635]

S5vRJIQD@Fbp!hf

[@malikrizwan5635]

S5vRJIQD@Fbp!hf

[@johnbarry3555]

A three day meth bender once a year is good for the soul

[@mind-numbingtasks1575]

Meth makes you incredibly hyper-sexual, that is one of the main things I regretted most about my addiction. I feel deeply ashamed about all that stuff I did under the influence and it's not who I am. It's one thing to lose your teeth or develop a psychosis, but the sex stuff is damaging to your soul and you're bringing down other people with you.

[@jamiemay8546]

So embarrassing. Supposed to be At band practice And what do you think I was doing

[@terryblaze1839]

​@@jamiemay8546jerkin off probably....😅

[@b1swoll273]

It's definitely who you are but it's the uninhibited version of yourself

[@mind-numbingtasks1575]

I agree@@b1swoll273

[@lovelealnarvaez5616]

Thanks, that was a deep feeling of a thought 🤔 well stated.

[@samusvikerness661]

I've never heard someone speak on how isolating meth can be. As someone that struggles with social anxiety and is just a plain introvert, meth initially gave me those super social super powers I craved more than anything. It wasn't long before I was slipping into a darkness I had never heard of, calling out of work because I got too high and couldn't sleep and watching porn all fucking night long.

[@jorgefelix9648]

I hear you i know i llove sex very much with meth included its sometimes a night mare tryng to get my my self off the porn and be more productive its inevitable maybe the word is perv fuck it it is what it is and theres no ending this suicide is not an alternative for me i aint no pussy

[@sf9ers925]

Beating ur meat

[@ORLYNN]

Read, meth = sorcery !

[@1rko542]

I’ve done that sober. Porn is a drug and hormones are real. I wish I could blame a drug.

[@arkvark1]

​@@1rko542watching porn on meth is a whole new level , nothing comes close it will take your soul and so isolate you

[@Arizona_lilly]

This months 8 years clean off opiates ❤🎉🎉

[@Strafuzz]

👍🏾

[@mikekoenig6467]

Congrats!!! Addicted to ALL of it currently. We will be alright!

[@Aurabay]

I lost the girl i wanted to marry and high school sweet heart to a drug dealer that made her more happy with meth then what my love could ever do. We were engaged when i found out and i still have a horrible time letting people into my life

[@Aurabay]

I just pray she gets off that crap because i really loved her i just want her to be happy and healthy

[@alistair158]

@@Aurabay Exact same thing happened to me bro I feel your pain

[@jacoblay96]

You ain't gone want her back when you find out what she's been doing to that man..meth makes you do some nasty shit during sex

[@themetalprincess]

same thing with me only it was my wife of 10 yrs. She was my sweetheart and an angel, then one day when I was down sick she took the dog for a walk and met and made friends with a girl who gave her "free" meth. The girl turned out to a huge drug dealer whos boyfriend was affiliated with the mexican cartel. She was supporting herself while he was in prison by dealing meth and giving out free samples to get people hooked. Within 2 months everything in my life was gone. She hid her drug use but couldnt hide the effects it completely stole her away. She wiped out our life savings, took our vehicle and ran off with someone she met on social media while high who was also an addict. I was left for dead in the desert with no money, no transportation, about 5 days worth of food in the house and $0.83 in the bank in an account that just days before had close to $5k in it. My life was completely destroyed forever by the spell that meth cast upon her. Meth is without a doubt the epitome of evil. 5 years later I still have not recovered, I no longer trust people and I think about suicide every single day. The world should know that all drugs are bad, but cocaine and meth are truly next level evil. Meth doesnt just change a person it steals their soul.

[@MrKrushgutz]

They like bad boys. You need to have an edge about you

[@the_mechanic90]

I first tried it at age 14, did it maybe 6 times through high school. Didn't pick it up again until I was 21. I'm now going on 33 and it's harder to quit now than it ever was before

[@willm3742]

I’m right there bro .. Just 10 years older. It’s definitely a heavy load these days

[@charleswilson566]

​@@willm3742why do you want to

[@VeronicaVillalobos-eq4qu]

You have the same story as mine ..I'm on the ride your in right now.

[@tdd206]

This is synonymous with alcoholism, opiate addiction, and all the other substances that trap you in a cycle of endorphin seeking. You will feel so much better, hotter, and ready to roll just 3 months (or less) after you quit. Get a short run of benzo's from your doctor to tone down the (temporary) withdrawal pain.

[@kcrayne1140]

I used since I was 15 yrs old.. 40 now. Have a job, raised kids who are all in college and doing great, and have been a functioning addict for 25 years now.... Don't even know how to begin to start a recovery process

[@si6ris]

If being a "project tweaker" is gna make me start remodeling the bathroom, and or other DIY projects around the house, that are always work in progress and never finished, my wife might spike my coffee with meth for life. She doesn't care if it never finishes cuz shes always changing her mind on colors and styles every season, we would never finish anything together . She's naturally this way, I think it's natural. Oh crap.. now I get it

[@Thesaurcery4U2C]

As long as you know "good and well" what you are doing before trying, and understand how to fix a "little" issue when it arises; you go get your lady girl to share, and get-er-done son. Don't start fkn. No more work will ever get done.

[@cliftonbrown4051]

Truths

[@2okaycola]

No good

[@ChooseLoveToday316]

Don't ever touch hard drugs.

[@GreeneChakra]

Unless it’s your own Prescription?

[@GreeneChakra]

Then what?

[@ChooseLoveToday316]

@@GreeneChakra i'm not sure what you are advocating here i'm talking about m, h, c, x and others. Antidepressants, adhd meds and many other scripts can be vital to a fulfilling life. I'm talking about substances people throw their life away over and I have to include alcohol in that group.

[@bpcbaker]

wwwwwh$

[@mikekoenig6467]

​@@GreeneChakragrasping at straws. I get it...I've been there in the past.

[@hardknoxtalkspodcast]

I'm 7 years clean, my wife is 6 years clean. I've been held hostage, lost my son to the ministry, lost the cars, the house, the money, the business, my wife left to a life on the street where she spent 18 months escaping extreme domestic and gang violence. She ended up pregnant and clawed her way out, she had to escape for two now. we spent 5 years apart healing in recovery. we've been back together for 2 years now and after losing all, today, we closed on a home. I run this podcast full time thanks to a bunch of great organizations in my community. I have a life I never saw coming. its possible. It's an epic adventure. We can recover.

[@josephvalencia9716]

Love to pass the message on.thank you for putting your stuff out there.thats very interesting and helpful for all.just call i never knew that either.god bless an keep up the amazing work.

[@godmadethedonkeytalkjuliem8404]

My husband got on drugs 5 yrs ago and left me for a younger woman who also did it. He did me the biggest favor by leaving. He's homeless now all because he can't give this stuff up.

[@GD-xc4wg]

Thank God you are free from him and his terrible daily lies and attitudes

[@VonRix]

That was liberation you know that

[@michaelj1552]

So sorry.

[@godmadethedonkeytalkjuliem8404]

@@michaelj1552 Thank you, I'm in a much better place. Mentally and Spiritually 🙏❤️

[@mikekoenig6467]

​@@godmadethedonkeytalkjuliem8404yaaaaay! 😊

[@CarlaJohnsonPerry-oj8gh]

Meth made me have more confidence than I've ever had. It also made me more open to sex too.

[@robertlandfair1513]

I agree

[@ChristyElliott-qm3hm]

WOW! It's not only around my area. It's everywhere.

[@thiccbaby2967]

Damn this is the number one reason my brother really thinks meth is the best drug ever.

[@charlesvlachos4693]

Has some of the worst people involved with it, paranoid and annoying af never do it

[@allfordogs4421]

My wife loves the extra horny I have with a binge

[@kaisawhatever4443]

Even adderall amazes me

[@riotousProgress]

"I've been sober from meth sex"you know it's about to get serious after he says that 💯 but I agree it's a very serious addiction 😮😮😅

[@ddcmr9]

Let me tell you something I started doing meth with my first wife and we had kids and we were both addicted to the sex on meth and when we quit the math we didn't know how to have sex without it, we eventually split because of that!! I could tell you stories for hours

[@ORLYNN]

Same, same, same. It won’t be the same. Been married nearly 20 years we have 3 years clean and sober. Things are not the same 😮

[@duvalj1353]

​@@ORLYNNDo meth users lose interest in sex after recovery?

[@yodaddy6586]

Lets go smoke?

[@ddcmr9]

Hi I don't think you lose interest in sex you just don't know how to go about it without that boost for that drive that pure adrenaline running through your body, you have to retrain your mind and your body.

[@ddcmr9]

@@yodaddy6586 if your name was not at your daddy I might think about it 😭😭

[@jamiemay8546]

I have a meth and masturbation addiction from hell... And I can't figure out why I am compelled to keep on doing this. I literally haven't had a real girlfriend in the last 15 years. As soon as that s*** hits me it's straight to p*** and I can't stop and I'm practically impotent now. I cannot believe this s*** happened I know somebody can relate

[@elishaolawale]

Jamie, good morning. You can be helped and be freed from these things you are going through. The only way out is to accept Jesus Christ as the Lord of your life. Honestly, if you will give your very precious life to Jesus Christ, He will give a brand new life. Shall we pray ! Say Lord Jesus Christ I confess all my sins to your I am sorry for my sins Have mercy on me Forgive me Cleanse me with your blood Write my name in your Holy book in heaven. Thank you for saving me. In Jesus Christ name I pray. •after this, kindly find a Bible believing churh around you, Be committed to the programmes in the Church. I will also be praying for you. God bless you.

[@fairyonice9504]

Hey, I think you might have ADHD. I can’t say for sure, but I have it too, and while I’m young so I’m not doing hard drugs, I eat too much and my academic life has absolutely tanked because I don’t want to be in reality. Or you could be depressed. It’s not talked about alot, but unhealthily seeking pleasure is a sign of depression (as well as ADHD). I know that there are alot of misconceptions about both adhd and depression, and mental health help might not be available to you, but knowing is half the battle. Plus there are alot of online resources for people with these disorders (How to ADHD is a channel on KZbin run by someone with adhd who talks about their struggles, if you want a launching off point). “Of Herbs and Alters” is another channel, and they’ve talked about their experience with drug use and ADHD + Autism, which may be more in line with your experience. Obviously, I can’t tell for sure if you do have it, or maybe you already know about it, but I just want to let you know about the possibility just in case.

[@MiguelJimenez-vz3vy]

Ahhh those endless hours of watching Porn on Meth 😌😌😌

[@jamiemay8546]

@Janedoesyolo10 this is just really cool the fact that somebody can relate. Because this is getting really lonely. I thought I would have had this kicked back in my early thirties and I had a really good attitude about it too. Then once I got into my forties I was like uh oh... So far I've got a month clean. Everything's going pretty good now. I just can't believe we're my life went down the rabbit hole. Out of all the rabbit holes.

[@shawnryan2197]

If you don't mind me asking. How do you take the meth, smoke, IV. etc?

[@cyborgpsychotron8678]

Ive been smoking meth for like about 20 yrs and i quit when i suffer from liver problem..i cant even smoke it even just for one shot ...i almost died lots of health problem occurs when you smoke meth..trust me !

[@monicabaldonado5026]

I've been diagnosed with chronic kidney disease stage3 .. 3 yrs ago. because of the extreme high blood pressure it gave me. The thought of facing the withdrawal symptoms is why I still do it..long time user also

[@justdale5651]

23years for me

[@ryangroth]

25 here. And tired of it. Doesn't even do anything anymore, yet feel like have to have it

[@simoncook1325]

Sex on meth is incredible.Its why I keep relapsing

[@user-dx2od6iw7i]

Me too

[@DREAMP4RK3R]

Seriously.... nothin like it

[@blaznluke1]

Lmao...yall got little dicks ,and haven't met the right person also.

[@PaulCandler-bc7zy]

@@DREAMP4RK3RI love decorating on meth. It had to be the very best. I give my very best and it is fantastic. Let’s hook up and can show you the best sec you have ever had I guarantee it

[@DontTapeBananas]

Sex is good enough sober.

[@jenniferbarnes4647]

Just learning about this now. Thank you.

[@MrSwaga1]

That explains what happened to me when I was prescribed Adderall at very young age... Yikes thank god I stopped taking it as I got older.

[@asterix1545]

Gawd! The music scared the 💩💩💩 out of me!!😂

[@SmallblockChevrolet]

I've done a lot of meth and told myself if I slept with any woman sex will never be the same so thankful I haven't done it yet it's still a thought but still haven't done it

[@tmackjr8652]

DON'T...

[@mikekoenig6467]

Ya it'll kinda set expectations that are unattainable in any other way.

[@kimsherlock8969]

Thankyou for sharing your information with us 🎉🎉🎉

[@barrybrake6325]

Hey i just wanted to say i wouldn't be here if it wasn't for God he saved my life and he can do the same for you ❤❤❤ so please reach out to the lord ❤❤O heavenly father i would like to plead the blood of christ over everyone in this thread O lord bless there days evermore ❤❤

[@frogkingtreehouse6093]

My Angel left me tonight. Went for a junkie. I couldn't free her from it. I hate it so much.

[@jasonhickman252]

I almost 💩 myself when the music came on! 🤣

[@The-downfall]

Hey you should talk to me about this subject, I did meth for almost 30 years off and on, but when I was on a bender I was truly insane and obsessed with sex and pornography, you need to talk to me cuz I used to be the craziest person on the planet, it’s a miracle that I’m even alive, every day is a blessing from god, but meth is a sex drug for me, that’s why I was so addicted,

[@mikekoenig6467]

Dude hope you're still doing alright...10 years into this getting clean and relapsing. Nursing a comedown as I write this...idk I'll check back every hour or so ..

[@mikekoenig6467]

Hey man just wanted to let you know I'm 21 days sober!!!

[@martingaribay2619]

You gotta fix the volume of your voice vs the music.

[@alycatgf]

You're not kidding! Wish I would have seen your comment before I turned the volume way up, just to get the shit scared out of me literally two seconds later.

[@ummmummm563]

​@@alycatgf fucking ditto

[@longjonjohnson9063]

omg yes even in movies its like that music loud asf and the voices are extremely low asf and the music overpowers everything smh

[@rifraf7126]

That got me too, I had full volume on...

[@christopherrobin8691]

For real my nigga. Jesus fucking christ! I can't stand it! It's making me feel very stressed out. I'm already stressed out as it is. I don't need this! People don't have positive intentions anymore. They used to in the 60s and 80s, but not anymore. I blame chem sex. It's an epidemic.

[@808BJJ_Black_Belt]

Sex with weed or any drugs makes it x 100 more intense that’s why it’s super addicting. Don’t do it in the end it’s not worth it

[@Themachine615]

My brother is addicted to meth. I miss who he was before that.

[@behindyou3689]

I’m addicted to meth it is fucking my life How is your brother doing now? Any better

[@WindTurbineSyndrome]

A man in a hospital bed just posted videos on tubeu that he did meth in a 3some and had chemsex and the other two literally broke his back during the act and he is now paralyzed.

[@CumfortMe]

Stupid

[@armandoreyna6649]

When i did it the first time i was at work. Contruction worker here. That day at work i felt heavy tired dragging ass. Then the devil goes here try this. Wow just like that i felt lile i had transformed into megatron. My performance was up the roof. I had to learn how to not look behind me. I didnt feel paranoid but i do care what others think about me. Then i no longer cared. I just felt like i needed to keep working. Production, production, production. Years later all my hard work and still nothing to show for. I only spend like 20 bucks a week on meth. When loved ones ask for help "money" i dont know how to say no. But where is everybody when i need to be cared for. They come around only when they need something. Obviously i have a big problem. No freaking excuse it is meth. Even 20 bucks a week. Meth is bad ok. Educate yourself be your own boss.

[@crimsonandcloveroverandover1]

Aww😢

[@AP-nx6xo]

Practice saying no to people. It will be hard and awkward at first but you will get use to it Be good to yourself !

[@The-downfall]

I’m a very unique story, meth had a different effect on me which forced me into an alternative lifestyle, and my fantasies became really really wild and intense, and I was on a mission to live out my wild fantasies but instead of having an amazing experience it was always a bad time cuz of the people I was hanging around and then losing my mind, but when I went crazy I couldn’t stop using and it was the worst time of my life, I want to write a book but I definitely don’t want my family to read it cuz it’s very crazy, I would never want my wife to know all these stories

[@blincx1]

Are you male or female? For male it is not a shame, but female... I know it is not fair, but this is world we live in... Write a book with pseudonym, so it is not connected with you. All the best ;) !

[@blincx1]

But i must say, when i was single (now married, happily ;) ), a year or two before i married my girl, i slept with, let say one new girl every week on average (some week 3 new girls, some weeks no girl for 2 weeks)... So, with that lifestyle, i was feeling like a male whore, at times... I remember that in those moments i say to myself "aha that is exactly how prostitutes feel"...It is such a empty place, no one want to be there believe me.... I started to think what man i am if every girl that is a pretty or attractive can have me.... As my girl said it "You put "him" in the every hole you see... Even when "he" don't want inside, you drink Viagra to cheat "him" that it is ok"... Then i learned to listen my friend Dick ;) , because my male ego (who needed constant feeding) drag me down, so instead of a brain i needed to listen my "friend" ;) ... Also LISTEN GIRLS how we, as males have a fucked up thinking brains.... When i met my today's spouse, i already wanted to exit that life, to be with one girl, to love her and her to love me... And i met her, she was everything i wish for. Pretty, attractive, humble, and full of respect... I will propose her that night but i needed to know if she is a whore like 99% of girls are (at least at that period of my life, but when i think now, no matter of period, most girls are like that). So i start to "mount" her, to use all my knowledge and skills to drag her to bed (and pray to God that she doesn't agree). So she said NO one time (which really isn't a strong NO, so i kept digging), then second time (i was happy as pig in shit), then when i used all my skills i asked her the third time to go at my place, and she finally said it NO a third time, i momentarily knew that she is the one. Second date i also hit on her she also said NO (HAPPPPYYYYY :D ), the third date, the same story, i didn't ask her anymore past that. We go to that so far that, when we slept she asked ME :D :D :D .... So everything else is history... But i wanted to tell girls, what every man want from you isn't always what he ask for... Like my case... But remember if you want he to respect you and look at you as a wife material, you MUST: 1. NOT sleep with him first date! 2. NOT sleep with him until at least 10 days/2 weeks (more if he doesn't bitch about it non-stop). 3. Be humble. So he doesn't think you are with him for money or something else, but for him. 4. Three rules that every man want from his WIFE (---the most important rules---): *WHORE in bed (a little dirty, classy-dirty just for him)/*Housewife in kitchen/*A MOTHER to his children. That's all girls. Make him a dinner, don't give him too soon, and you are almost there {let him see how you threat little kids} ;) :*

[@engleharddinglefester4285]

use a pen name and don't talk about it with anybody you know even after it's done. Unfortunately you won't have local bragging rights but if it needs to be written then you should write it.

[@jefolson6989]

It's the same for everyone to varying degrees. The original OTC drug was called "PERVATIN". Maybe cuz it turned people into PER vert. Once I stopped I had zero interest in sex for a long time.

[@melissahemenway8427]

Write it Anonymous

[@w.urlitzer1869]

BP Johnson seems to be an afficionado

[@donaldtrumpenstein9722]

The meth being made nowadays sucks so it is not worth doing

[@jan-is9fb]

True

[@jasonbrown372]

howwouldyouknowwereyoudoingthatstuffthatlongagothatyoucantellordidyouneverstopdoingitandyoujustgotusedtoitandkeepyourvitaminlevelsupnotjustbypillsbutyouchangeyourdiettomostlyfruitsbutnovegetablesmeatofcourseisunnecessarynotonlydoesitnottastegoodanymorewithoutaddingsugartoeverythingit'sasboringasflavorlesskoolaidkoolaidkoolaid

[@IanMcKinney83]

Aint that the truth.

[@jeremyjohnson6573]

P2P ruined it all folks.

[@FalsePleasure]

This shit these days is crap. I always wondered if I was just a burnt-out bitch or if the shit just sucked. The shit sucks.

[@jefolson6989]

Guess I was a project tweeker. Well, actually I couldnt work without it. But when I had it I spent half the day in the bathroom- chem sex.

[@joshsickels]

​@@ThatChick90X2you are hilarious, I used to nod out in the middle of msgs all the time. Get up read my text and b like, yup send it anyways cuz a text nod is priceless.

[@JFEnterprize]

@@ThatChick90X2so what about it keeps people up?

[@ThatChick90X2]

@JonathanFirgelewski-zg3cr wym, exactly? Like as in what IN IT, does? Orrr

[@IanMcKinney83]

I stopped listening at 2:04; I’m going to put this on my watch later list and come back and watch at a later date or when I’m in a different mood.

[@user-hs6bc4sj8e]

Too fukkin' high...or what? It's like fifteen minutes...

[@IanMcKinney83]

LMAO! Absolutely. 😁

[@jamesjohnston5092]

It’s in the heterosexual community. I have a female friend who is a meth addict and uses sex to support her addiction.

[@joeldecoster8816]

What is never discussed is the financial cost, the reality of being away and not providing for dependants , its like a prison sentence, you could come out to being homeless, unemployed, this is never adressed, its a cycle, where everyone is sick of supporting you, and you are worse off.So theyy go home to their elcerly parents and its not aa good situation, DAMN

[@erinhira7178]

❤❤❤❤❤❤ bro straight up nailed it

[@stevesmith7839]

Thank you! I have been talking about this for decades. Sex is addictive. Drugs are addictive. People quitting drugs associated with sex are probably going to have a harder time quitting drugs, because sex without the drug will cause more craving.

[@sharjjahnaziz4122]

The radio commentator use to live here in West Hollywood, CA and he used to model back in the early 2000s. I met him when I was 19 years old back in the day.

[@anthonycoca2202]

Congratulations …

[@BVonBuescher]

Wow crazy…. I’ve lived in WeHo back in the day…. Lots of sex and drugs

[@Burnt-ve8bv]

Gay'n it up

[@AlexisKuberski]

Right, and how many people are prescribed Adderall?

[@skystevenson24]

If you think that's bad look up Desoxyn

[@stayreal120]

Great information 👍 thank you

[@agnichatian]

I don't understand the project-tweaker + chocolate-chip cookie references; what is that ?

[@Sarah-dl7ri]

Lol some users wanna have sex, some are more Into cleaning or cooking or taking things apart. 😂 it's a different vibe if you're looking for sex and all they wanna do is fix that vcr from 15 years ago

[@shyamlynn243]

People become hyper focused when high start all kinds of projects and never fully finish them, some go on a cleaning frenzy, some make cookies or whatever at inappropriate times

[@High2reaction]

I've been smoking meth for 3 years now. I started cause I had a heart attack cause I was 450 lbs. I now weigh 245 lbs.. I only use it moderately and I still am an active person and have a full time job.

[@Burnt-ve8bv]

I like your style. A vivid relationship with the universal law of ever present irony. More irony embodied with a thing=more intense existence of that thing.

[@sonofthunder-fb3cm]

I never knew it had a name lol chem sex. It's a dark disturbing nightmare. Clean since 2015.

[@MidSizedSusquatch]

Didn't know it had a special name. Chem Sex. Dealing with the aftereffects now. There's a light at the end of the tunnel now 👍🏻

[@truthluver6616]

Fix the sound- holy cow- I got my ears blasted in the beginning!

[@teeyaquintana]

Our men are turning up and turning out on meth. I believe this drug is turning our men into crossdresseres and gay. I was in a ten year relationship with a dude who started wearing my clothes for men. I had no clue he was doing meth and dressing up in my clothes until it was to late for him. Now hes struggles with his identity. Its really sad.

[@Coffeendonuts]

Meth makes you insanely horny. I’m not sure if it makes people gay but if they have repressed homosexual desires meth will shed their inhibitions. If you are hanging out with other meth users there is a strong likelihood that they have had gay Chen sex. I know people who seemed totally straight but got into meth and started having gay group chem sex. Taking multiple guys unprotected and taking loads up their ass. Gay chem sex is almost exclusively unprotected. I was straight until I got into meth. I was with a group of guys smoking. Next thing I knew we were all naked and I was on my knees surrounded by 5 guys with raging hard ons sucking them off. Then I was passed around by then an used as fuck toy and cum receptacle by them. It was intensely beautiful to have men mounting me and hearing their intense moans and growls as they ejaculated inside of me

[@JimJones-gd2jy]

Yep, that was me. Turned me into a bitch wearing women’s clothes. It happened fast after the first few times. I stopped, it really scared me. I was feeling myself getting lost 😞

[@t_MattMan]

Well women suck and you obviously weren't fulfilling some innate desire or void he has that led him to turn elsewhere. Maybe you should look in the mirror.

[@stud28gr]

You're dead wrong!

[@JFEnterprize]

Makes some sense. “Rebecca” from soft white underbelly channel. Is that about right?

[@briantemplin8120]

Sex on meth is unbelievable 😳 wish it was always like that couldnt imagine if would have had more back then ,def glad i didnt after seeing the looks of some ppl , if you could just do it like once in awhile 😅

[@bendmc88]

Good convo but I gotta say this camera work is bothersome.

[@kimsherlock8969]

" Isn't there anyone you can call 😂" Hello 😂

[@stovepipe1015]

📞Hello...Kim?..it's Stovepipe..you busy?☎😁

[@sharonblac]

Narcotics anonymous has online meetings and phone numbers , meetings you can go to

[@Tony-cs4hx]

Yes addict hot line in ur aera or ur doctor tell.m or her they are there to help amen

[@freecheese4143]

Hell no. I don't ever mix sex with drugs.

[@23bramble]

Was on my bucket list before but can't get it in the UK

[@duvalj1353]

Idiot

[@allonifrah3465]

What else is on your bucket list? Heroin? Crack? Bathsalts?

[@Tony-cs4hx]

U can get it anywhere even in uk .

[@23bramble]

@Tony-cs4hx only if you know someone who knows someone I suppose.

[@Burnt-ve8bv]

Really? Like 'bucket' as in puke bucket?

[@ugustrnar]

Good stuff...on point..npuni!😮

[@luciens3588]

Sex is the best gift from mother earth. You must be able to say no from time to time and dont use it that often. Then relapse isnt needed ❤❤❤

[@oldskool1977]

Been clean for 20 years this year from meth. Regret ever stopping as my life has been boring ever since I quit!!

[@JenDoe1]

Try to remember that these days, you literally have no idea what you’re really getting unless you made it yourself. I’ve seen some people think they were taking something and it ended up being something awful, and they’ve never been the same since. That being said, if you take X, you can have loads of fun and it’s not addictive like M is! Just need to arm yourself with 5-HTP the next day (it worked for me, I can’t speak for anyone else). Talk about an oxytocin mind dump, phew!

[@MM-ig1iv]

It probably killed off all your natural dopamine's.. just keep trying to enjoy what life you got. Enjoy not being trapped by it or in prison or skinny to the bones! LoL

[@barrybrake6325]

Dude 😂 you would probably be dead 😂 if you didn't stop reach out to God believe me it's what you need

[@oldskool1977]

@@barrybrake6325 already did 20 years ago. Just stating that meth makes life sooooo much better in nearly every single way, especially the sensitivity of sex and masturbation!

[@monicalarkin4616]

@@oldskool1977ok satan. Whatever you say

[@Toyamcclendon]

I kinda find this not true. Because I experienced meth I am what you call the nympho, I guess, so I can't say if meth made me more addicted to sex at all at all. Cause I was already in them in the first place, so I don't know. I've used meth for more then 22yr

[@charleswilson566]

Keep the struggle alive

[@robertlandfair1513]

Mmmm nice I like that

[@kellyorourke1471]

Am so glad to be 3 yrs clean ❤

[@richardmayfair-mattingly7633]

The worst side efffect I suffered from my addiction is the horrible obsession sex thoughts on meth. Utter hell

[@bonniegeesey4508]

Oh I've never used meth in my life

[@bradrogers4281]

meth makes me hyper whatever I feel like focusing on.

[@Nick-qk3fv]

It's so powerful

[@Mendozamosca]

A hug from Grand ma as a source of dopamine?????

[@joniseehusen6098]

😂

[@joniseehusen6098]

I thought the same thing!

[@ashlysinfoandmusic8209]

This is NOT new! It has been going on since the early 1980s.

[@oktoberwolfe2726]

just relapsed after 6 years. it was given to me free. I held onto it for weeks and just dabbed into it. hands down its the orgasm that is so intense I cant put it into words. I bought another small amount , just do very little because I dont want to go off the deep end. still show up to work and do my workouts/run. I wont be an "addict" and im not fiending for it. Just the pst few weeks its been a weekend warrior type deal. I just stayed up for 3 days stuck on porn . volcanic orgasms. and have had the saddest come down . Miserable ..completley miserable . I won be using much longer . also, doing the web cam thing. completely addicting. Good thing im not who I was years ago. I know , I can walk away from it this time. though thats very dangerous behavior and how awful meth is for you.

[@willm3742]

When you say web cam what do you mean bro

[@AdrianH-vl3ux]

You can’t walk away whenever you want. Wake up bro. You know how this works from your experience in recovery.

[@willm3742]

@@AdrianH-vl3ux mahn I feel that I been trying to run away from it for years now

[@johng2779]

My dude. Stop using that shit and spend the money at a strip club. Talking about volcanic organism come on man. It's a waste. It just seems that way ain't nothing else changed.

[@Thesaurcery4U2C]

Ya man, that's a tricky one. I've quit twice for a few years after a few years. I Did fuck up a job once. And I could just quit, and it's not that it's easy? It's that I won't fck around trying until I WANT TO. a situation is just that? so it wouldn't influence me. Once I choose, it's like a light switch, with a 3 day napping chord attached. I Just flick it off. Twice in ? 20ish years. Yup Yup. annie and red foss were here.

[@candacec2230]

Never heard of this i just wanted to to keep partying and drinking for days .

[@Archangel-Michael369]

VIBRATE HIGHER... Activate your 3rd Eye! 🙏🏼

[@Hyacinth_Rose]

I had to leave my ex husband we're not even friends. He was addicted to meth and went to mental hospital several times until I couldn't take it anymore and I doorslam him.

[@crimsonandcloveroverandover1]

geez ... yeah shit gets old...

[@BrandonEph]

DAMN that volume is a trap you almost blew my speakers man wtf

[@ericwhelch753]

Meth is the trap pal

[@jamedlock83]

agreed! I thought we was having an earthquake

[@IanMcKinney83]

Lol

[@bamabelle7847]

😂😂😂

[@brianmccloud618]

petty observation but why is Blue Tiger logo a faceted crystal pattern with a blue color like the best meth known

[@wenmcbrainvansandt3030]

we wanna learn about this addiction not the damn loud music at the beginning. You have no idea what kind of impact it has people who are already suffering from the addiction and that music at the beginning will just throw everyone off

[@LawrenceGoodspeed]

This is really nothing new back in the '70s it was sex,drugs, n rock n roll. I think has a lot more to do about the culture at the time than an epidemic.

[@JJSTN666]

Dont knock it till you try me an my girl went some days it was the best painful thing ever you will try some crazy things an also both of y'all will be raw an in some sort of pain😂 but if you dont do drugs dont do this

[@luciens3588]

If you have a high tolerance for mdma can you still feel the effect of crystal meth ?

[@Elevatorelate]

Yes absolutely. It's 2 completely different neurotransmitters your talking about. Mdma is strictly serotonin while meth is dopamine, norepinephrine and hardly any serotonin.

[@luciens3588]

​@@ElevatorelateWhere to buy this medicine ?

[@BlueeShii]

I met this 25 year old at a store when I was 15 and he offered me meth , I didn’t know what it was but was curious and went to his house with him and smoked it for the first time . I’ve seen him like twice after that . But have been doing it every since . I’ve been in and out of juvie for drug charges . Also I was out and still prostituting . I’ve been raped . And all kind of stuff out here . I’ll be 18 in 2 months . It’s been so long of all this man

[@angelacaudill453]

I’m asking you to go to an NA meeting and speak up!!! Say you’re scared you can’t stop!!!!!!! Do this once, for me…and, for you.

[@w.urlitzer1869]

take responsibility

[@gailspaw5521]

Prayers

[@anthonycoca2202]

@@w.urlitzer1869Wtf? Where in what he disclosed did he blame someone else? Why are you projecting?

[@tdd206]

Facts. Seen this firsthand a litterally heartbreaking number of times. Tweakers become human garbage.

[@CumfortMe]

Bullshit

[@timetraveler6949]

Truly, the meanest people I’ve met

[@user-hs6bc4sj8e]

That's an awfully bold and brazened blanket statment...I know tweakers who don't even ingest chemicals. Far from garbage folk. Not all users rank "junkie" status. You're in no position to judge anybody's value except your own, as with everybody. All humans possess inherent dignity from the moment of conception..this is a birth given right that can't be taken away, not even by a parent. One can only be thrown in the gutter by their own self will (or lack there of). Life is precious and each is priceless regardless of how worthless it may seem or you might deem. Not your call to be so uncalled for...

[@carlruppert7324]

​@@user-hs6bc4sj8e people like you are the reason why California has such a massive homeless epidemic. Yes, all humans possess inherent dignity from birth. The point we're trying to make is that addiction STRIPS YOU OF THAT DIGNITY, AND BASICALLY TURNS YOU INTO AN ANIMAL. I'm sorry, but when I see addicts living in literal filth and trash, smelling like death and looking even worse than death, "dignified" is the last description that comes to mind. These people need a MASSIVE wake-up call, and ensuring them that "you're still worthy as a person" usually doesn't cut it. But you know what does? Forcing the addict to take a good, hard and honest look at what they've become, and calling it out for what it is - DEPRAVITY, EVIL AND SPIRITUAL DOWNFALL. Recovery from addiction always begins with identifying the problem as clearly and directly as possible, and realizing that it is, in fact, a problem. A HUGE ONE. - From a former addict.

[@latentsea]

Second hand tweak is detrimental to your health . Stay 1000 feet away and no communications.

[@AdrianMunch]

I survived 8 years using meth. Called ourselves Weekend Warriors.

[@jojoseaya7103]

I was an addict and meth had me watching porn alone and with party girls and having lots of sex with different girls that where using in my city, everyone that used meth in my city knew each other but acted as if they didn’t lol there is a variety there’s the homeless tweaker, the working class tweaker, the car theft tweaker, the pimp & prostitute tweaker etc. they all had their own circles they ran in but they all knew each other maybe because every Wednesday night at 1am downtown they had tweaker bbq 😂 sounds crazy now but they would feed us. I did a lot of things I wouldn’t have done if I wasn’t doing meth, I’m a calm quiet dude naturally but on meth I changed to completely different person I didn’t exist anymore I was just 50% freak 50% thief Won’t keep it 💯 online 😂 I’ll just say I was uninhibited

[@johnbaker99]

Has anyone noticed how shittu life can be? The same routine day in and day out same turd just a different toilet. People just want to feel better in life.

[@allonifrah3465]

I totally understand what drives people to addiction. Monotony, emptiness, grief that cannot be digested, social anxiety, insecurity....etc People need to feel safe, joyful, alive, fullfilled..etc. Our societies do not cater to those needs enough and so people seek (destructive) alternatives.

[@johnbaker99]

@@allonifrah3465 there's many factors that drive people to addiction. I believe we are all addicts.... whether it's food, sex, work, just everything and anything that causes the brain to release dopamine. You do something that makes you happy and your brain rewards you with dopamine. Same thing with drugs.

[@cliffcurtistruth]

Wrong! An orgasm is best when the sex building up to it takes a long time. Meth can delay ejaculation for quite a long time making the orgasm stronger.

[@chrisratliff6697]

I am exactly what y'all are talking about...,. I don't even know why I'm responding to this because nobody never responds to me.....

[@SuperPoshposh]

Plz be natural 🎋

[@BillyCrystal-hc5jp]

The stuff you are doing is not speed. It’s racemic prope dope. Gone are the days of the feel good ephedrine based dope. It’s dismal

[@joniseehusen6098]

What racemic prope dope mean ?

[@BillyCrystal-hc5jp]

@@joniseehusen6098 from Chem wiki N-isopropylbenzylamine is a compound that has appeared in chemical literature often playing an intermediary role in applications of experimental synthesis and novel organic transformations. Despite having limited documented uses, it is most well known for having previously come to the attention of the DEA due to being used by illicit methamphetamine manufacturers as a diluent of or substitute for methamphetamine, with many recorded sightings occurring in the years 2007-2008.As of 2018, researchers from the DEA associated with the Methamphetamine Profiling Program, which categorizes route-specific and other impurities in seized drug samples, has stated that isopropylbenzylamine appears only "occasionally".[5] This compound is a chain isomer of methamphetamine that exhibits the same chemical formula and molar mass giving their hydrochloride salts similar physical properties, such as relatively close melting points and comparable appearance. Consequently, it can be used as a substitute or diluent of methamphetamine without this being obvious to users, though the differing melting points and various attributes of its presentation such as softer or more easily broken crystals have been noted as a possible indication of its presence Last GCMS test the compound seized by the above 3 letter agency was 12% dextro MA. The rest was N-iso and the Levo isomer which is inactive

[@jeremyjohnson6573]

Ephedrine or even pseudoephedrine was a completely different beast that's for sure. Damn I miss red phos

[@jeremyjohnson6573]

Get you a bottle of heet and.... Nah lol that me is dead. ✌️

[@danielgriffith8911]

balance your damn volumes!! busting my speakers!!

[@user-pw5hl7tf8y]

Fighting with one foot still in and struggling to keep the other foot out. Started with Crack and on too Heroin and than fenthol. I O.D on the down and was resuscitated in hospital. The following day a doctor released me at 2 in the morning. I had no cigarettes and a old man was smoking so I asked him for one and he gave me two and lit it also. I took a drag and he said God resurrected you yesterday. I replied that I almost died yesterday. His eyes got real big his head went back and he walked off into the night. I do a very little bit of meth once in a blue moon. Nothing else. Just maybe God does exist.

[@Tony-cs4hx]

He dose an has a name Jehovah is gods name an he loves us all😃

[@PatrickDaniels-kx6cz]

Jesus Christ is REAL! Pray! Repent! Read the King James Bible!

[@immunesicness4950]

Sex on meth is was better than just sex idc it's just fact

[@Magicdice1]

Just stick with herbs :)

[@jamespatterson9446]

That shit probably had the same ingredient extasy has in it. Experiments were performed on different types and not all of it had the same effect.

[@frankoliver3108]

Did it back in 2002-2005...of all the other drugs i tried, meth was most potent on the feel good side however combined with a high sexual drive with higher doses.

[@gustavoguerra7161]

Its all in your head. Ive been smoking meth for. 23 years with my wife. We have all are teeth,we own our house, we have 3 good kids, we have great family and friends around us sll the time..i make sure i maintain my drug use so i can continue to use drugs. I never run out. I also smoke heroin and crack , every once in a while.. what i dont do is alcohol. Alcohol is bad bad bad.

[@FalsePleasure]

If what you say is true then congratulations. Seems not many people like that are out there. I have some dental issues that started in childhood, 15+ years of meth hasn't helped but people like us don't make the 6oclock news.

[@chelseaspringer5247]

Hi, I'm Chelsea and I'm a sex Addict. I don't wana go in person meetings bc its too intense to be around people with this issue. Anyone know of any online support groups?

[@anzacmick8559]

ill support you... ;)

[@chelseaspringer5247]

@ANZAC MICK thank you, how can I contact you?

[@AIYYMONONERSGV626]

You can be my addiction 😊

[@chelseaspringer5247]

@@AIYYMONONERSGV626 naw bull I'm poisonous.

[@anthonybianco1929]

U deleted my comment

[@lobsterbisque7567]

Wow! The music to the opening scared the living sh!te out me!! Please fix that

[@bradmckay7881]

👍 smashin clams on the gear 😂😂

[@Trogdawg]

I wrote a rap song years ago called the moista oista! Just sayin

[@jeffreypeters5578]

i knew i needed help after i spent 18 hrs trying to get off watching porn and had to stop because my junk looked like freddy kruger's face no cap/bs i was in pain.I literally called a rehab center the next day

[@JFEnterprize]

What you do rip the epidermis off all over it? 😮😢

[@jeffreypeters5578]

@@JFEnterprize Lol bro I'm almost ashamed to even ommit to it.Just chaffed real bad but I was addicted to the rush and the Blastoff man.Like a fountain that just went on and on.Its shameful really because how disgusted you feel afterwards and how it effects sex and intimacy with say ya loved one if in a relationship.Took me damn near a yr or more clean to feel normal because everything feels dull compared to meth or chem sex.Nothing is really fun because nothing causes your brain to get those endorphins.Hence why relapse is bad

[@Krystalmyth]

Its killing my ability to have or desire sex without it. :c its ruining my sensuality. And trying to quit doesn't give me any sign it will come back....

[@johnpadilla4661]

Hey it does come back. It won't be the explosion that you get from meth, but it's still feels great. It's not natural what you get from meth. I've been clean from meth since Christmas Eve 2012, where I abandoned my home and went to my father's. My world became completely unsustainable and I was days away from getting kicked in from the cops. I learned this in family court, where I lost both my children and KBI came to testify about their surveillance on me. That world is not worth returning to. It's not fun, the withdrawals are devastating and losing everything is devastating. Your natural emotions will come back, it just takes time.

[@kunwerhassanamir7201]

Facing the same situation ☹️

[@awg7068]

You have to work with a counselor who specializes in treating this. You absolutely can recover, it just takes a plan of treatment.

[@izdotcarter]

Hope you have some clean time. There is hope

[@Antoine-gx4yl]

It will come back you have to be patient, realy realy patient for weeks even months and it will cole back slow