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[@wilk4093]

My dad has multiple myeloma stage three. He was diagnosed in 2009 and given months to live as it was too advanced to treat. His bones were very porous and he lost the use of his right arm as the cancer ate his shoulder joint. He defied the odds and gained the use of his arm out of the blue one day, he continued to improve despite his prognosis. He kept fighting without treatment until he was well enough for a stem cell replacement. The procedure was a complete success and We'll be marking ten years cancer free next January and we can't wait!! Keep your head up because miracles certainly do happen!! **I hope Emily or Aisha sees this comment.

[@violetmartha916]

Sologhra T - WoW that's AMAZING! Sooo happy for you and your family 😀

[@wilk4093]

@Karin Froch thank you for the lovely comment. I usually don't share personal info on platforms like this but I wanted to give Emily and others in these situations a bit of inspiration and a positive thought 😊

[@wilk4093]

Thank you Ensuring Seamlessness. The people in the comments are so lovely and supportive, no wonder Emily and Aisha are so positive :)

[@suzanneobrien1060]

That's so heartening to hear 💜 And ' Ensuring Seamlessness'...are you a fellow John McLean fan by any chance ☺

[@sevadaj]

That's great Sologra T!!!

[@laralongstaff4386]

Ah Emily.. I really can’t thank you enough. I’ve been off work for 1 1/2 years with anxiety and severe panic attacks and since watching your videos, I’ve gone back. Every day I just think to myself “Emily gets up and goes to the gym every day and she has cancer... I have one little made up thing in my head, not even my body, and I “can’t” do things”. You’re an inspiration in every way 💗 ps u eat the skin on those kiwis girl 😂

[@paiiininthebutt7209]

Lara Longstaff That’s amazing! Go you

[@sgtmian]

wow, that's amazing, congratulations! i don't have debilitating panic attacks, just general anxiety, and that's what i tell myself when it gets hard too. "emily can do it, i can do it".

[@msmeow8913]

You’ve done so well Lara! XX

[@phoebebrunt5971]

Congratulations Lara! Though please don’t belittle your fight, everyone has their own struggles and has different types of achievements ❤️

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

PREACH PHOEBE! This has always been my philosophy, even through my toughest struggles.

[@esainty666]

i dont think you quite understand how incredible and inspiring you are, youve honestly changed my view on life

[@rhondawhatley1591]

She has changed mine as well. She suffered so much. No matter what she went through she fought even harder to come through. Love them both so much

[@amyong4677]

Go Emily. You have more energy than most of us.

[@polishlass5067]

She should stay with us.... What a woman. Total inspiration.

[@snickerdoodlebug]

"I'm just at the front of the ride." That, my friend, is a powerful statement. Congratulations on the improvement of your hand. Your excitement is felt worldwide I believe. Much love from someone across the ocean in a little town of the US.

[@sarahfrommars1]

How amazing is this girl? Honestly, I've had a really bad night with anxiety. Im up at 1am watching your videos. Watching you be so grateful to have sense back in your hand.. so happy over something 99% of the population take for granted, is so humbling. You make me grateful for everything in my life. Emily, you are helping people and you're not gracing this planet anymore. You left a legacy. What an amazing, strong and beautiful soul

[@catfeatherss]

I don't think I have ever felt this kind of love and adoration for a stranger before but my heart is right there across the pond with you and Aisha. If anyone deserves miracles it is newlyweds with such positive, energetic and dedicated attitudes. I am cheering for you both and sending so many hugs your way, my beautiful stranger-friends. Cheers from Canada!

[@josephbader1243]

Emily never complained, she lived every day happy. I miss that England beautify . Every one should have a Emily in there life.

[@riawallace7560]

I will smile the rest of the day just on your news alone Emily-kiwi-skin- eater…lots of prayers going your way 😀😀✌😀😀

[@violetmartha916]

Ria Wallace - ha ha ha. I had a little nibble of my kiwi skin last night but had to spit it out 😂

[@uzairaaliyah]

Haha and me I tried the kiwi skin it was not nice lol Emily makes it look so nice

[@ingridmeucci6410]

Yep didn t like the texture. Lol mind you they are a pain to peel

[@lydiakies9053]

People think I'm nuts because I eat kiwis whole. I was *so confused* the first time someone tried to give me a spoon. Like... what do I need that for?

[@sarahbucket8037]

Kiwi skin eater lol 😂😄😄

[@kindnesssodafloat330]

RIP Emily you are still inspiring people in 2019 amazing woman😍

[@lauranorwar]

And in 2020...

[@charl366]

And in 2021

[@kristimartinez7528]

And in 2022

[@ashleybrindley6353]

@@kristimartinez7528 im so greatful I came across her channel, so gutted I was a few years too late 😔 she was such an amazing person and she will always inspire people until the end of time, her life was full of positivity in a situation that most would crumble. Watching her journey truly makes me want to be a better person and do more with my life, life is so precious and she was and always will be the true meaning to living life to the full! What an inspiring girl❤❤❤❤

[@teainortakoy]

And in 2023!

[@joannasmith5155]

I love love love watching you. Do you have any idea what an absolute joy you are. Humble i am Keep on being you cos there is no better. God bless xx

[@PeachyOutlook]

Joanna Smith totally agree, they are both a joy to watch, always make me smile

[@joannasmith5155]

Makes me look at life and things in a different way. Not to think negative at small trivialities. She is a powerful women doubled in strength by her amazing wife x

[@PeachyOutlook]

Joanna Smith couldn't of put it better myself. To see a new video pop up of there's makes me so happy x

[@sarahbucket8037]

Joanna Smith such a sweet comment 😊💕❤

[@RachelDex]

Aisha, the toast queen 🍞👑😆💛

[@carolineperkins777]

Sending love from Crete x x

[@Diana-tf5xq]

Oh!!! That’s great 😁 long may it last pet!!! You cope sooo very well you put rest of us to shame. Your miracle will happen, do you know how many thousands of folk are praying for your recovery on a daily basis? Your inspirational. We love you loads xxx

[@antonettediamantis5716]

Diana Murray I

[@ella-bt8hp]

Something you and aisha said really affected me that it's not the years I up u live that counts but the quality of the life you have. Someone could live miserably to the age of 102 and had a horrible life or live to 30 but of filled life with the best experiences and loved the most amazing people and been loved by them in return and the quality of the years is really what matters emily it really is. You've made me realise that and that cancer and any other illness or an accident even can happen to anyone at any time in our lives so we need live our lives to the best every day and every minute, I'm a mum and it's made me value my life and my children so much more thinking like that, I want everyday with my family and friends to be a happy day and the people I love to know that I love them from the bottom of my heart so thank you so much for touching so many people by sharing your precious beautiful life with us emily. For sure you and aisha have touched other people in the same way you've affected me :) xxx

[@elastronaute1198]

Very well said.

[@theresacarmody702]

If only you beautiful courageous young lady could have stayed like that .Life can be so cruel .At least she lived life to the full .Hope Aisha is keeping well .

[@RT-uz5oh]

The only thing I look forward to right now in my life is an Emily update! - I get a boost seeing her so well and just nailing life like a boss and then I dance round my kitchen and I look at the world differently and I feel what it's like to dig deep and find empowerment after a long time self isolating due to depression - I'm not gonna be eating kiwi skins though ;D xx

[@leslievanduzee9282]

I was so happy for how happy Emily was in this video, and glad she was not aware she would be gone in less than two months. I miss seeing her sunshiney, beautiful face.

[@Jade-ei7zw]

Feel complete once I've had my Emily and Aisha dose. Your such A Warrior. Soooo pleased about the hand! Yaaaay xx

[@utoobcandy]

I eat kiwi skin too....the skin can be a little sour if not fully ripe but not terrible. Kiwi skin eaters unite! 🥝🥝🥝🥝🥝🥝🥝🥝🥝🥝🥝🥝🥝🥝

[@comet7179]

I don’t mean to keep the spirits down but I heard when people are about to die they have a burst of energy and happiness, but what a beautiful soul

[@RileysFilms]

That's pretty handy.

[@applejellypucci]

Rhalez Davis I see what you did there

[@Sam-cy9tm]

😂😂😂

[@mosaicgirl4002]

Ho ho ho!

[@xoalishaxo7600]

Not bad not bad lol

[@jenniferainslie3108]

Emily in all my life I’ve never commented on a KZbin video but I felt compelled to now. People use the word ‘inspirational’ a lot these days but you truly are an inspiration. You take on each day with such strength and positivity, I think of you often during my day and I don’t even know you! You. are. a. WARRIOR!

[@cathyvanbuskirk4837]

So happy for you Emily! Every day you might not feel the best, but the fact you still have function and feeling in your hand should be celebrated! Your positivity is making miracles.

[@puffgrammy2007]

You ROCK Emily!! You inspire this 70 yr. Old Gramz from Winnipeg, Canada to do better and be better. I wake up with gratitude for all of the beautiful big and small things in my life. Love you and ROCK ON! ❤❤❤

[@berylenglish500]

I am so pleased your hand is back!.. That literally just made my day!.. I think of you morning, noon and night. You have so many people rooting for you I'm sure all the positive vibes being sent your way are helping your monumental strength to battle through this.. Keep on keeping on Emily 💕

[@madnatty]

Beryl Cheryl totally agree

[@InsignificantNick]

Her hoodie here was FRESH.

[@robynholliday4794]

Bloody marvellous!!

[@ledzepgirlnmful]

So very happy for you, Emily! I have NO Doubt that your wonderful attitude has been tremendous in helping you with this massive cancer battle! Meds help a lot, but your attitude, mak s everything thing so much better! Xoxo ❤ 😙

[@Dovestone.]

So happy for you 😊💖 xx

[@ashleybrindley6353]

I wish you could see all the people you are still inspiring now em! You are such an inspiration and always will be! You lived life with the most important message 'don't take life for granted and to fill it with quality ' I hope you have been resting peacefully up there if heaven is real you for sure are there 💖 probably one of the most amazing and inspiring people I've ever come across! Im so gutted I was a few years too late, I wish I could have gotten the chance to be one of the thousands of people who told you just how amazing you are ❤ I really hope your amazing wife is doing okay, she is also such a strong woman! You too were and always will truly be made for eachother! Where ever you are lovely girl I hope you can feel the love we all feel for you from now until the end of time ❤ sleep tight em, you make me want to do better with my life. Tomorrow morning I will wake up and be so greatful for everything I have , I have a 1 year old son and im always now going to hug him that little bit tighter because of you ❤

[@lindagardellini6321]

So stoked for you!! You're smashing it, girl!! :)

[@carlalappin7170]

Yay feeling better 🙏 ... Best news ... 💜

[@lizmacleod4334]

So glad you're feeling good!

[@hk5288]

I’m so happy for you Emily. You are one of the rare and lucky few who defy the odds and you give hope and inspiration to us all.

[@goodvibrations2751]

Yay you beaut! Its back! So happy for you!

[@spiritualconnection6289]

EMILY YOU ARE A MIRACLE .

[@frickfrickfrickfrickfrickfrick]

love your new hoodie Emily!!

[@sunnydae8521]

SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!🤗

[@TA-yf8wg]

Keep it up, Emily! So happy about your hand!!!! 😀

[@gajnor2]

loving your videos! You are such an inspirational, encouraging and beautiful person!! sending love xxx

[@kittenschoice]

You are a ... i don't even know. a wizard or something. You are so amazingly strong and positive. I'm sure you have your moments of weakness, but your ability to still stay strong is so inspiring. Every time I'm feeling at my worst, or feeling like I shouldn't be alive I always watch your videos to humble me, smack me with a sense of reality. All with out trying to devalue or deemphasize the fact that mental illness is still a condition of it's own that needs to be conquered. I was raised with the idea if "you are not dying of cancer then suck it up" but as an adult (I'm almost 27 now) BPD, PTSD, Anxiety and depression seem to have taken over my life in a way I never knew was possible. It feels ridiculous trying to talk to friends or others about it now that it's gotten this bad, when I just don't feel like I can relate to anyone anymore. And it makes me feel stupid whenever I have dissociation periods or .. just whatever. Sometimes it makes me feel like this crazy person that just .. idk. I feel like one of those people you seein documentaries because of how unreal it all seems. I never knew it was possible for a person to experience this much anguish without some sort of obvious physical impairment. Sometimes I just feel so ashamed of myself for feeling this way. i don't know where i'm going with this. I just want to thank you for being so positive and making these videos. It always humbles me so much and helps me "snap" back into this sense of reality that these "problems" i experience can be fixed, and are only going to effect me as much as I am not willing to fight back. Even thought fighting back feels like it takes everything out of me. The last few days have been particularly rough. But your videos really help me get through any episodes I might be having. It feels stupid to complain about something so small that's basically only in my head. All i want so badly is to just be able to shower, sleep, eat, and live like a normal human being. Sometimes I just feel so ashamed that I "cant" do these simple things. I find that you help inspire me to push myself. Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us, it has definitely created a positive impact on my life I cant even fully express.

[@Mellybeans0919]

Such great news!! Happy for you!

[@joanmilano5302]

I believe in miracles. :-)

[@judysorenson7922]

So glad your feeling better! Yay!!

[@audreydempsey7269]

So happy for uEmily😇😇😇

[@hjc9114]

Welcome back hand! You're epic Emily :) smashing it

[@ANNtique]

Great news to start the new month!

[@ajtwinmama2410]

So happy for you!!!!💗💗💗💗

[@nymom5751]

Emily you are truly amazing! 👍🏻

[@clblackburn1111]

I love how you say "weather" ! ❤❤

[@aims808]

So happy for you!!!

[@charliemae8083]

I’ve only just discovered your channel and I’ve binged watched all your videos the past week😂I honestly couldn’t love you more !! Your amazing you really are ❤️

[@rollingthunder6945]

Love you back! You rock!

[@julieann5381]

😚❤ Love you! So glad your hand and movement is better. The power of positivity 💪👊👊👊

[@lagoskids8011]

It's backkkk!! So happy for you 🙌🏽👏🏽

[@kitkatgawrys7852]

Happy May first to you!! Love you Emily!!!!! You go girl!!! 💕💕💕🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

[@abbbs3796]

Amazing, rooting for you girl!

[@kimbergin4392]

I’m so pleased all is looking good xx

[@myralawson4543]

Do you realize just how AMAZING you are doing??? There is a higher power which I call God, using you for some reason. Maybe it is for you to give hope to another Cancer patient. I look for your videos every morning, on my iPad just to see you and Aisha!! Y’all are 2 very special ppl and you just make me want to get up off my ass and live life again. I lost my son last Sept. to drugs and I have been just in a dark hole but when I watch you and Aisha, your love and outlook on life truly makes me feel so much better Emily. Thank You!! 🙏🏻. Oh, you have got to stop saying God D-man!!! Just a little mum coming out in me right there 😉. No seriously, He is working through you so I say PRAISE GOD!!! I love you both and I’m so happy for you. Keep it up and blow this crap out of your body!! Healing hugs and love coming your way from across the pond, Xxxx❤️❤️🙏🏻🙏🏻 Myra from South Carolina 🤗🌷🌼🌸🌺

[@hannahbestmusic]

Wooo! So glad you're feeling good Emily! ❤

[@maryann1412]

so happy for you!

[@sarahlouise5195]

You are such an inspiration I love how strong you are ♡

[@juliaputman]

Yay for you, Em! SO very glad you're feeling good!!

[@astrohaterade]

I’m so very happy for you girl!!! lots of love ❤️

[@Birdhouselady]

You always put a big smile on my face. Thank you

[@TheMeagandixon]

Love you Emily!! You’re an amazing person!!!

[@rosyhiscocks2738]

Sending all my love emily you inspire me to stay positive and to make vlogs 😘💖👌🌹 i love you so so much and i know what you mean with the first water of the day aha 💖💖

[@jennifercrowley2524]

You are AMAZING!!! I’m so happy that you are feeling so good.

[@dianebarron8362]

SO HAPPY FOR YOU, I BELIEVE IN PRAYERS MIRACLES DO HAPPEN

[@Sodomamdgo]

You are the miracle

[@Emzgoesmusic2]

so happy about your hand!!

[@HTE57]

I’m so happy for you. You are an incredible person and inspiration ❤️

[@alwaysbethebestversionofyo8673]

Absolutely amazing! Xx

[@smileplease_91]

I am so glad you got feeling back! You look amazing, and I'm loving your ever-positive vibes. Much love from Tennessee, USA. ❤❤❤

[@lisaclick48]

Awesome news! Kicking ass Emily! 💫💕

[@michaelkitching2978]

I suffer from anxiety and depression off work for a year. I look at your strength were people like me would become weak. Makes you realise how much people need to stop using the excuses in putting your life on hold for anything its a delicate thing that we all dont appreciate enough. My thoughts are with you and your on going fight i have full confidance in you . Your amazing and a blessing to the world. Not jus in a symbolic sence but the strength of an individual to overcome the biggest of tasks in life. All my love xxxx

[@TheAmyBruce]

This is amazing!!! So happy for you ❤️ fingers crossed these miracles keep increasing, you deserve them all xxxxx

[@eca2641]

LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽LOVE IT!

[@melisaharris8943]

highlight of my day!

[@kristimartinez7528]

This made my day..so happy for you girl! You got this!!!!

[@CookisLove]

I'm so happy from you!!

[@vickyrogers3690]

Emily!!! Your hand, you are amazing and prayers are working ❤️❤️❤️

[@yiulianarodriguez8007]

Praying your hand continues to improve :) love your determination!!

[@ginalouise2149]

Your strength!!!! You guys are amazing

[@UnionShen]

Congrats, you guys rock!

[@simplycootje1]

So happy for you! I hope there are more miracles coming xxx

[@tomdumbleton6470]

Keep smashing it Emily!

[@pita2672]

Im so excited for you! Its Back! You are awesome. Love yall from Georgetown SC US 💌🙌

[@mrsprincenelson5756]

I am so happy Emily, I am over the moon with your feeling coming back in your hand and arm xx

[@kimbokim927]

i miss Em so much

[@louidanielle9442]

My god yr such an inspiration xx my hat goes off to you x your amazing 😘

[@MichiganSpinnaker]

YOU are the miracle!

[@disneymom1080]

Thank you for sharing your journey! I’m praying for you! I wish you the absolute best!

[@richelle9193]

So happy about your hand 😃 you rock!

[@s.l6375]

You're the bee's knees, mate. Lots of love and positivity your way!

[@TheBritot]

You are Inspiration!!

[@xoalishaxo7600]

I’m so happy for you. The fact that you appreciate your life and every little thing in it is so inspiring it really is, your amazing xx

[@patrooney2283]

Your positively is just so inspiring!!!! Warrior Woman, you are amazing!!!!!🙏😘💕💕

[@debbie7771]

Yay!! So happy you’re feeling so well! Keep it up. You’re amazing. I’m sitting in the gym parking lot debating on just going home. Lol. I guess I have to go in now. Thank you!🌸

[@mjnspidey]

The smile today!!! 😍