THE 48HR TREATMENT BREAK

INSTA-EMILYHAYWARD.PT
TWITTER-EMILYHAYWARDPT

[@ursulaoleary3873]

I rewatch these vlogs as it puts my life into perspective - what an inspiration

[@lindamastropietro4429]

I do too. I miss them.

[@maryyung1994]

Very true.

[@moldovandorin6187]

very factitious

[@boytes55]

Me too. What a woman Emily was x

[@moldovandorin6187]

@@boytes55 although i admire her courage i still cannot help seeing in her just an imoral capitalist enjoying shopping, travel, eating from plastic bowls. No consideration whatsoever to anything other than her pleasures

[@sm5288]

Emily' wasn't dying of terminal cancer. She was living with terminal cancer. Your worries are over now, angel face. RIEP🌷🌹

[@johnbyde7105]

I wish everyone in the world could know about this wonderful girl

[@cancerian137]

@@moldovandorin6187 what judgemental BS

[@elizabethyoung166]

Moldovan your comment made no sense...you sound like a bitter gal....were you high?

[@mkhan8155]

@@moldovandorin6187 Wow I literally hope that your life is unpleasant and awful. That's the only reason why you would say this you poor miserable person. Awful!

[@debbiesunlight7047]

@@cancerian137are you mad ?

[@scottmerritt3532]

I re-watch these videos every morning to help me focus on my own life. I am so thankful for these videos. They are a gift from Emily that will keep on giving.

[@Emilyk1317]

Agree entirely

[@paiiininthebuttt2477]

I do the same. Thank you Emily. RIP

[@aaronreinhart7017]

She was just gorgeous even with all her hair gone for sure one of the absolute most beautiful women I've ever seen in my entire life no joke her eyes her smile just stunning

[@YoureLate4Tea]

‘I was so so fatigued and exhausted and I don’t know why’. Watching Emily’s videos again after all of this time is bittersweet. Ive been watching (and crying) to these videos for hours because I’m having a horrible day and need some of that positivity. She’s still inspirational. All of this time without her and she still will forever have a place in my heart. I miss you Em. And I miss Aisha too.

[@jennifermills5015]

I no longer believe it's amazing you're alive, I think it's deserved. Your attitude is nothing short of incredible. I salute you again today Em, love to the both of you, x

[@kimbo500]

Jennifer Mills, NICE! :)

[@guroyoutube9377]

I’m not saying she doesn’t deserve to still be alive, because - let’s be honest - most people do. But what you’re saying is that if you’re not as positive and physically active as Emily, you don’t deserve to live as long? Not. OK.

[@byronmurphy1977]

Guro KZbin I think it was just a compliment, not a philosophical statement.

[@jennifermills5015]

Haha, thank you pal! It was a compliment.. obviously! I don't understand why people add such a bad tone when reading comments!

[@byronmurphy1977]

Jennifer Mills no problem, if you like cooking, check out Veggie Rose, she does some nice recipes.

[@MissD1973]

Watching this girl that got terminal cancer and it makes life worth living, she never give up until the end 🥺😢 she gives people inspiration to fight and not give up because life’s to short to be sad, 🥺❤️

[@janetandchanel12]

I still can't understand how you were able to be so upbeat! As a terminal stage 4 cancer patient..you description of fatigue was right on! I don't know where you got the energy! I hope I will meet you in our "other life" ! I pray for you everyday! You were an inspiration to me! Love you you lots! Meet you on the other side!🤗💕💖💕💖💔

[@purpledragonfly4]

I hope you're doing well. Much love.

[@sarahmilner8483]

i found Emilys vlogs a few weeks ago , I would love to have been a support for her when she was alive. what a girl

[@jocannon8190]

Emily, you are my inspiration. Nothing to do with the cancer. Just because you are such an *awesome* human being xx

[@kathyhepp2962]

I agree with you so much. She's so wise and it's like she is a old soul. She's the best!! if I could take however much time I have left on earth and split it with her I would. sorry I'm rambling it's just she is really important to me she makes my sad depressing days when I just lay in bed like a cry baby get up and just walk my dog even when i just want to disappear.

[@violetmartha916]

No make up and a bald head and yet you truly look beautiful - your eyes...your smile! Love to you and Aisha! 💜💜💜

[@Graanvlok]

She really is stunning.

[@JamieRoberts77]

Graanvlok indeed, she’s quite lovely. What an exquisite soul.

[@missmash6493]

I discovered this lovely angel's channel last night and binge watched most videos.RIP dearest u so full of life and positivity

[@maureenshea4268]

I can’t believe it was over a month ago that we were all hoping you’d get the wedding all planned and finished just as you wanted. And you did. Now it’s your month anniversary. Well done. And look what you’ve done since then. So inspirational. Hope your next regimen of chemo doesn’t have these dreadful side effects.

[@laurashipp447]

Emily is still impacting people's lives, and will continue to do so through memories and as long as these videos are still available. God bless her, her family, friends and supporters. Thank you Emily for showing us what true strength and courage really is.

[@deeptisharma6524]

I love you Emily. You were so strong , brave and loving so do your wife is. Rest peacefully Emily. You are such an inspiration.

[@chloemckenna9290]

I don’t know why I keep finding myself back here. Maybe because I thought for the longest time that I’d never find my “one” but I finally did. Maybe because I constantly worry about medical issues that are probably tiny but just might not be. Who knows? Point being; Emily was and is and always will be an absolute inspiration. It doesn’t matter how many years pass by. I’ll never forget that short time I followed her journey. To whoever may be reading this - inspirations are here for a reason. Whether they’re with you for a short time or for life - ***listen***

[@TheBorderRyker]

Happy Anniversary you two. You’re such a lovely couple. Namaste 🙏🏻

[@lollilovesmaddy]

Happy Anniversary!! You always end with Thank you for watching.. NO THANK YOU for sharing your journey, for being so open and honest, for introducing us to your beautiful wife, and for putting out such positive vibes! You're in my daily prayers 💕

[@emiliesfineartstudio304]

Congrats on your one month anniversary ladies! Crazy how it has been a month already! And congrats as well on the 40,000 subscribers! The lot is growing quickly! :D xxx

[@brigit2470]

You are a great inspiration for all of us out there in this big world Emily!!!

[@nuhachowdhury4311]

My nan finished her radio over 6 weeks ago and still feeling the fatigue. Ive seen it first-hand and it can be so debilitating. I get extreme fatigue due to other reasons but my gosh it's an arsehole! Sending infinite love. You're such an inspiration 💞

[@joanngasper5961]

I think the fact that you haven't given up and are still pushing to get to the gym is a big part of why you are still here. I wish you well. From America, Jo Ann

[@loridunn5873]

Love watching your upbeat look at life. Battling my own cancer and I pray we live as long as our bodies can takes us. Thanks for helping kick cancers ass for you and for all us sisters out there. Truly you have made a difference in my life. Thank you both Emily and Aisha. ❤️ 🤗

[@kathygrins9458]

Cheers to month number two coming up! Remember LIFE is a terminal condition for us all. One of my relatives lived 7yrs with terminal lung cancer. Refused any treatments. Not one of us is promised a tomorrow. Had a friend taken this yr by the flu....healthy as a horse.....it is all a crap shoot my dear...so you two live it up!!!!!!

[@blackvelvet1350]

You are such a fighter, a true inspiration. Thank you for sharing, even though you are shy....My journey with cancer is almost over, but I honestly feel it has opened up a new chapter, I couldn't have imagined for myself....you and peeweetoms have been so inspiring hugs and loves from Missouri USA

[@Narlee2226]

It's so hard to believe a year has gone you will never be forgotten Em and your Amazing legacy will forever live catch a heavenly Hug thanks Emily I love you 💛❤💙💚💜🌻

[@msmeow8913]

You are such a lovely couple Emily & Aisha - and I’m so proud of you both. Your courage is amazing you young ladies. I hope you feel better Emily for having had a 48 hour treatment break. You & Aisha are a gift to us all. XXXX

[@theresacarmody702]

What a beautiful person .Full of fun And life .She was a real fighter a true inspiration to others fighting this horrible disease . She is a real loss to her wonderful wife Aisha who was her rock until the end

[@heatherstergos1512]

Happy Anniversary Emily and Aisha!! Emily, the most endearing thing about you is how much you obviously love that woman of yours. The second most endearing thing about you is that you really and truly have no idea of just how amazing you actually are and the enormous impact you have on the people whose lives you touch. You did it...one month with your wife. Now let's head towards two.

[@annettegenovesi4012]

They're both so normal and emotionally balanced. That alone is amazing.

[@pba1219a]

Congratulations on several things...the one month anniversary, the 40,000 plus, and on hitting that gym like you do!! So very inspiring!! =0)

[@LaurenWoz421]

Hi Emily! From experience, lowering the steroid dose or discontinuing it will make you really drowsy for quite some time. I went through that and slept SO much at night, naps during the day when I could.. long naps which isn’t like me at all. I’m sure it’s a combination of things for you, but just wanted you know that when I was taken off steroids I was exhausted for a good month or so. I Depended on coffee, water and vitamin B to try to get me through but not much really helped. It will get better though! Helps to keep moving but also remember to give your body the rest it needs to build its own cortisol back up. (Steroids provide lots of cortisol (energy) so your body stops producing it on its own and needs to learn to produce it again). Love you both so much! Stay strong 💪

[@kimbo500]

Lauren W, Great input! Good reminder for others as well.

[@penelope-oe2vr]

Lauren W steroid recovery is brutal. Doing it now after 3 years on. I'm dead af most of the time. Thank goodness for my husband

[@LaurenWoz421]

penelope 2232 I’m so sorry! I know how you feel, I was on and off for 3 years. I would try to take them only every other month so I wouldn’t get too dependent but last year I wound up on them pretty much non stop. I got the puffy/ rounder cheeks, lots of energy, hunger increase (which I enjoyed-I don’t have much of an appetite naturally!) I gained about 25lbs.. and when I stopped them (by choice but my doctor supported it) even with a taper plan, I felt dead to the world. Just drained of all energy, no appetite, and it lasted a while. It’s different for everyone, but I’d say it was a month before I started not requiring a daily nap or 2. I am a single mom who has to do the school runs and work full time. Thank goodness half of my work is done at home so I could nap on my lunch hour and then continue work from my couch. Usually nodding off here and there until I had to get my daughter from school. I pushed through with coffee, vitamin B, fruit and loads of water. It helped, but didn’t “fix” me. I feel for you and ANYONE who has to go through this. I wonder if Emily should stay on them. So she doesn’t feel so exhausted, discouraged and think it’s solely her illness / treatments causing it. But that’s between her and her doctor. There are side effects either way. Hope you feel better and more like yourself soon! 💖💖💖

[@heatherh264]

A month!! Unbelievable!! Where did that go! .. Stay strong stay positive.. you are doing brill.. much love to you both xx

[@andrewhowe7950]

I can’t believe she kept training through it, I get a cold and I don’t train. What an animal, such a shame. Just goes to show, it can happen to anyone.

[@sharon2764]

It’s so right to see you living in the ‘now’. That is all any of us has. You are uplifting today! 🤜🏻🤛🏼

[@dennik535]

I'm rooting for you so hard! I absolutely believe that positive thoughts can make a real difference. Congratulations on your one month anniversary! You and Aisha are beautiful together!

[@ellie-maeaxton6165]

I love watching your videos, so does my partner and my mum! You're such an inspiration, helping us to have a better outlook on life! We love you and Aisha so much ❤❤ SOOO much respect for you xxx

[@kimbo500]

Ellie-Mae Axton, Lovely words! So true.

[@lisakehoe2444]

Happy anniversary my beautiful ladies. I love ye soo much. You’re defeating the odds em and you’re our warrior. You’ve made such an impact on my life and way if thinking. X

[@mommabingz8455]

You are one incredible young lady. I swear I want to be you when I grow up. You totally put life back into perspective for me. I complain about the dumbest shit. Thank you for showing me that the things that I thought mattered really don’t at all. It truly is only about the ones we love. I am truly in awe of you. You have touched people’s lives on a whole level that I’m not even sure you are aware of. I’m sending you lots of love from across the pond. And wishing you and your wife years of Happy Anniversaries.

[@KatyDOporto]

Woohoo, 4k subscribers!!! Congratulations for all, a month married, a bunch of followers and the show goes on, luv you!!!

[@pattihall9853]

Love, love all your videos. This is about your life...not about your cancer and and that battle. I love it all. Your life with your lovely wife, your gym workouts, the restaurants you go to, the town when you are walking down the street as it shown this American the town of Bromley. As you fight your battle, we pray for you.

[@asner1]

Beautifully written!

[@kittymervine6115]

My friend, has started the gym, because of you. He said "NO EXCUSES!" He's been doing it since BEFORE the wedding, so it's been over a month. He said he always feels better after the gym.

[@clareallsopp3959]

I want to say you are amazing..... But you are beyond amazing. The strength of you and your wife is just awesome. Your strength is going to encourage so many people out there x

[@bonnierogers4414]

Happy Anniversary ! My mother is in hospice for stage 4 but she is 89 and lived a full life. I love watching you two and love your happy spirit! Good health sent your way and vibes from me I’m in Parkcity Utah!

[@nikigarcia1766]

40K subscribers! Incredible but not surprising as you are so wonderful to watch!! Happy 1 month anniversary and good luck going back on treatment tonight / in the morning. Xxx

[@theresetucker6636]

That grey hat looks great on you. The colour complements your complexion. Keep up your positivity, your strength is amazing. Xxx

[@susancox7360]

Happy Anniversary to both of you. It's the endorphins that overcomes the pain during workouts. Got the results of my PET/CT today. (finally) Go in Tuesday for the port/cath and start the first 3 day chemotherapy treatment, then 21days off, 3 days on, 21 days off, etc for 6 cycles.They are also going to biopsy a spot from my lung; the last time we did it the lung collapsed so we're hoping for better luck this time. I had breast cancer in 2001, lung cancer in 2016, now it's neuroendocrine carcinoma. We want to see if the spot is metastatic breast or lung, neuroendocrine or a 4th cancer completely. I'll be watching to see how you're coming along. Stay strong, Emily.

[@valerieargabright7395]

Congrats on your one month!! It WILL NOT be your last anniversary!! Set some long term goals for you and Aisha because you're gonna be there to see them happen. God loves you. You are so so blessed and such a huge blessing to us all! I'm completely inspired by both of you and all your strengths. Lots of love to you!! And on a side note away from cancer....I want to know where you usually get your work out leggings from. I love so many of them I see you wearing. Especially the silver ones!!

[@jillianraby7890]

Love you Emily. Congratulations on making the 1 month of marital bliss. Aisha is an awesome angel. God Bless

[@megangovier6919]

We love you🌻Your such a strong Beautiful person!🌻

[@missdaisy5736]

A month of marriage already?? How dreamy ladies❣️💍 The news how workouts make pain go away is happy news Emily! You remain an inspiration and are a really really remarkable women💃🏻 What can I say? Except WE ALL LOVE YOU😍

[@florencevandermeer8435]

I'm glad you're feeling better dear. Every day I check for your new videos. You're a fascinating, brilliant, wonderful human. And so is Aisha! And I love her fashion sense! Always beautiful, both of you.

[@crog]

I can't believe it's been a month! Happy anniversary you lovely lot - you'll have many great ones to come! Rooting for you always

[@pamelaculp3917]

God bless you. Your an inspiration to many that just because you have cancer that doesn’t mean you can’t enjoy living.

[@elaineeast-byers2339]

Happy one month only a billion more to go!!! Wishing you a wonderful day filled with love happiness and a ton of energy!!!

[@zenderlee]

I remember my sister's fatigue from her brain radiotherapy. She had it Monday through Friday, and by Friday she could barely keep her eyes open. She'd start to feel better on Sunday, then do the whole thing again. The fatigue is real and extreme. Hopefully it'll get better for you since you're getting further out from when you had the radiation. I'm so glad you're beating the odds, Emily; every day you have makes me so happy for you and Aisha. Love and hugs from your fan in Seattle, Rozzella.

[@nicolemccool6651]

Only just came across your channel but I’ve already watched so many of your videos. I am in awe of you. Your personality, your attitude and positivity is so amazing. I know it’s easy to just portray a certain character online but I truly believe you are just so lovely. You’ve got a new subscriber and I’ll be sending you so many positive vibes to get through this. Happy anniversary to you and your beautiful wife!! X

[@sunshinehappiness4476]

What a beautiful inspiration your wonderful woman thank you for sharing your life with us

[@katarinakrizova2969]

"let's not be shy together" I love you Emily💓

[@Narlee2226]

A year has passed Thank you so much Emily for what you have left a beautiful gift of living life no matter how bad things get your legacy will forever live Em ...I hope your mum and dad are helped in there grief with all your inspiring vlogs Catch a hug in heaven ❤💙💚💛💜💙🌻

[@myheartisinjapan3184]

Hang in Em! Always something to be thankful for, that the sweating isn’t from pressure on your hypothalamus. It’s just side effects of treatment. Stay strong, we love you💖🙏

[@kimbo500]

Lori Matlak, Yeah, the knowledge of that, may make it easier to tolerate. Sort of like a medication induced HOT FLASH!! :)

[@myheartisinjapan3184]

GVGIRL well, yeah, I mean, evidently she’s got to be on these treatments to keep her cancer in check, so, I’d definitely think it’d be somewhat of a comfort at least knowing it’s the meds causing the sweat, no hypothalamus pressure from a tumor. It may not even happen again after restarting treatment. But it’s good news that it’s not tumor burden causing it. No doubt that’s some relief.

[@rebekahbridges-tervydis5054]

Thank you Emily and Aisha. For sharing a little bit of your lives. Always informative and positive.

[@stephanierae9703]

Congrats! It's strange but I find myself coming home and first thing and wanting to watch these quietly in private. I find myself so invested in you two and and your journey. I have five adult boys and just love the difference in both of your personalities and how its a perfect match!! Lots of love from Auxvasse MO USA!

[@debramartinez8988]

Happy one month anniversary. You are both so inspiring . Thanks for sharing you're lives with us & showing us that cancer doesn't mean you're life is over. You're strength & determination to live each day is abundant. even through the difficult days. Your wife is such a caring, loving & just beautiful girl. Again Thanks for sharing you're story.

[@donnacoupe7359]

You amazing young woman! Inspirational, hope you know you are fighting the fight for so many who are taking inspiration from you in their own battles. Happy Anniversary too.xxx

[@angel.heart007]

Happy sweet 1 month Anniversary💖💖💖💖 I love you two! Thank you for sharing and being so candid. I pray for you always Emily...

[@Sharoni1]

I love watching your videos. You are so uplifting, kind, loving and just an all around positive person. I can learn a lot from you. Hugs from California.

[@carolehanrahan]

You didn't just make it to one month, you kicked butt!!! Happy anniversary to you and a ton of love.

[@4utob]

Great news that the treatment is causing the symptoms Emily. Thats a good sign. Hopefully your body adjusts to it and you have less sweating. You are looking strong and vibrant. Your positive attitude is affecting your body in a good way and that is inspiring.

[@janellbaca4617]

Im so sad i barely got to see your channel, you had such an amazing beautiful soul!!!! God bless your soul and god bless your wife and family!!!

[@sharoneverett6991]

Y'all are so very special! I love following your journey! I am a breast cancer survivor! Wishing you many more years of happiness!

[@Weeflowerofscotland]

I have been watching for a while never commented but you are one of the most inspirational young woman I have ever seen...seriously! I have lupus which is an auto immune disease and I understand the fatigue but you just get up and keep going! Also great to see you and your wife have such positivity for your future together. Sending you much love from Scotland. Keep kicking cancers arse! 😘

[@sarahspindler2914]

Your motivation to exercise and stay positive are both quite motivational! Happy Anniversary!

[@Graanvlok]

Happy Anniversary!!! xxx And happy 40K subscribers! Keep beating the odds, beating the odds, beating the hell out of those odds.

[@lisebedard7247]

You are amazing....upbeat,positive,cheerful...Happy Anniversary...

[@juliaputman]

You're doing great!! Your enthusiasm and energy is fantastic!!

[@kellyrobins1547]

Thank you for your videos. You let everyone see that you are not dying, you are Living!!

[@dianekobi622]

You are an amazing young woman. You are so positive and you will beat the odds! Thank you for sharing your story.

[@kimbo500]

Emily and Aisha, I am so happy you were able to go for a special dinner on your Anniversary! Emily, I think you are pretty damn good at fighting the odds. You are AMAZING! I am now on 'Disability', and I sure notice a huge difference in my pain, when I work out. When I was on 2 chemo drugs, I swear....I was in the fetal position in bed, and so drained. I could barely function. The exhaustion is just horrendous. I am so glad you are able to get up, eat, and get to the gym. Simply unbelievable!! You're terrific, and I love you guys so much. You really are an inspiration to everyone. Not just those who are ill or disabled. Sending positive vibes your way, as you get back on your T&D. Hoping you are able to 'tolerate' the side effects. Love you both!! :)

[@sandraclark7771]

Happy Anniversary beauties!! Love and Light, Peace, Joy, HEALTH and ALL good things xxx

[@calamityjane7441]

Congratulations to you both on your 1 month anniversary. You are amazing Emily you are so strong keep kicking cancers ass.

[@emiliasophie4505]

Hey I just wanted to say what a blunting inspiration you are to me... I'm currently waiting to be seen urgently for suspicious looking mole... Made me feel so isolated and I'm scared stiff seeing how strong you are gives me so much encouragement xxx

[@iLOVEpalestineNlebanonFOREVER]

She's just such a likeable, beautiful, strong, smart and funny person. It's sad she's no longer here. The world really lost someone special. RIP❤️ also Aisha (sp?) is such a beautiful human being inside and out. She's a positive, selfless, funny, loving and just amazing human being overall. She is the last person that ever deserved to lose her wife, let alone such an amazing wife. I hope you're doing well Aisha (sp?), you two were an amazing couple. ❤️❤️

[@j.b.5621]

Congrats for your one month anniversary. Loving your attitude to everything, squeezing and absorbing the happiness out the good times and flowing with the bad. Wow .

[@Chopchop752]

Emily, you’re so proactive it’s amazing. You and Aisha crack me up. Hope you continue to have great days. Wishing the best for you!

[@susansanders3231]

I’m so glad the treatment break showed that it’s the effects of the D&T, not something else! And one month married!!! Congrats!! You girls are the best, love you both. Stay strong. ❤️💪🏻❤️

[@karenbutcher2259]

You are truely an inspiration to everybody and I mean everybody your positivity is rubbing off on me and the pair of you make my day everyday love and hugs Karen bipolar sufferer from UK happy 1st month anniversary

[@kimberkiefer6886]

damn...so inspiring.....Emily never gave up...such an inspiring journey...truly makes you want to live your life so differently....life changing journey to watch!

[@meganlovesdisneyandcrafts4780]

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY, MANY more to come!! 40,000 of us are fighting this with you, Hope the treatment is ok this time

[@barbaraevans6954]

Happy Anniversary!!! You really are a Bad Ass (that's a good thing). You are showing cancer who is in charge. So proud of you Girl!

[@sharonconway522]

Happy anniversary beautiful couple. Here's to many more, my fingers, toes and everything are crossed. Wonderful couple xx

[@yvonnerahmes9618]

Emily, I haven't known anyone that can do as much for yourself as you do to overcome this, every video I am in awe :) Aisha and you are so beautiful it is a feel good thing to see for sure, not surprised you are gaining subscribers. You inspire me to do better for myself! Love knowing your exercising takes away some of the bad stuff you deal with! Thank you for sharing your life with us.

[@joevlogs1279]

She is a beautiful angel!

[@jessej.m.e8430]

The gym is mega good for releasing chemicals and serotonin's and stuff... Love Ya Guys Happy Anniversary XxXxXxXxXxX

[@nataliejackson9638]

You will have many more anniversaries to come... you are strong and beautiful I love you both ❤️ praying for you always!

[@LSTAR06]

Emily, I just look so forward to watching your videos! You keep it so real and honest and it is soooo refreshing. Keep it up!!!!!!

[@kel06901]

Emily congratulations honey on making your 1 month anniversary. You are an incredible woman and inspiration to all. You are definitely kicking this cancers butt. Stay strong 💪 but make sure you rest as well. It’s very important not to over do it. Xx

[@debrapenney4281]

Happy Anniversary! Woo Hoo! & 40k - We love you right back Emily & Aisha!

[@SabrinaFlute]

Congratulations on your anniversary! Wishing you continued positivity and energy! I look forward to seeing you every day and am constantly amazed by your steadfast, happy spirit !