Mom Shares Birth Story of Daughter, Born Still at 36 Weeks | She Was PERFECT!

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Still A Part of Us

Still A Part of Us

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@christinecervantes3722
@christinecervantes3722 3 жыл бұрын
My daughter was still born on August 5, 1968. Back then, when you gave birth to a stillborn child, they treated you as if you hadn't had a baby at all. I was underage, so my parents got to make the decisions regarding her. Both of my parents are gone now and I have absolutely no idea what happened to my baby girl's body. and maybe it's better that I don't know. But every time August 5th rolls around, it's is just the worst thing ever. 53 years ago and I will never ever forget my baby girl. I saw her once and I have one photo of her.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your daughters story. We are so sorry for your pain.
@jujucrystal52
@jujucrystal52 3 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss of your baby girl. Things were very different back then.
@tracey8698
@tracey8698 2 жыл бұрын
So sorry
@PastorIhaza
@PastorIhaza 2 жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss... 💝 I'm praying for you to allow yourself to grieve for your Baby Girl, so that future anniversaries aren't the "worst", maybe still hard but not the worst. My Mom had a Stillborn, they didn't allow her to even name her baby... They just did different back then.... 1980. August 5th is our Wedding Anniversary.... I will think of you and your baby girl.... I pray you know that God is the one who gives life and sustain it. We are still believing for children. I have names already. Even with miscarriages, the loss is enormous. What helped me is knowing God is in control.... whether we are young or old.... tragedy can strike. May all those seeking motherhood find it... whether it's natural, adoption, fostering, etc. 🕊
@Sylviajohnson88
@Sylviajohnson88 2 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry. What a heavy burden for your heart. Id like to think we will be all knowing some day soon. Hugs i cant imagine.
@barbaracook6532
@barbaracook6532 3 жыл бұрын
I know the pain .I am 79,and still cry for my babies that died .God bless..
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
We are so sorry.
@juliesmailes4551
@juliesmailes4551 3 жыл бұрын
Have faith in the resurrection
@tygerlily1700
@tygerlily1700 2 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@renarhea697
@renarhea697 2 жыл бұрын
I am so very sorry 🥺❤️❤️🪶🪶❤️❤️
@lisajeter9511
@lisajeter9511 9 ай бұрын
This picture of Mom holding her baby looking down at her while laying on the bed is absolutely PRICELESS!
@jackiehaas
@jackiehaas 3 жыл бұрын
I hope that her current pregnancy and future birth goes well, God knows she deserves it. The story of Hazel was beautiful. God Bless.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@TAYLORrene07
@TAYLORrene07 3 жыл бұрын
Hi! My pregnancy after loss was so difficult, but we made it! Our daughter is 5 months old now and Hazel would be 1.5 years old.
@2particlesinapodcast442
@2particlesinapodcast442 2 жыл бұрын
@@TAYLORrene07 congratulations on this baby! and sorry for ur first one loss .. and pray for ur family to stay strong and stay in Love always. God bless.
@servicedogangelthunder135
@servicedogangelthunder135 2 жыл бұрын
@@TAYLORrene07 I'm so sorry for your loss. Happy your 5 month old baby girl made it and is striving in this world. May hazel rest in peace and may good things happen to you and your family, God bless you.
@carolynsullinsdonner6104
@carolynsullinsdonner6104 2 жыл бұрын
@@TAYLORrene07 Thank you so much for sharing Hazels story and birth with us. And thank you for updating on your new baby! I cried watching your story and just want you to know that many of us moms appreciate your bravery in sharing.
@juliethompson9196
@juliethompson9196 Жыл бұрын
I had a live birth at 16 years old , then 15 miscarriages and a stillbirth , then a hydatiform mole pregnancy. I had no hope left but then fell pregnant with my son at 40 years of age and then my miracle last born son when I was 45 years old . My message is never give up hope
@pinkjinx8925
@pinkjinx8925 3 жыл бұрын
I’m currently 36 weeks pregnant I can’t even imagine going through this my heart absolutely breaks for you guys! I’m so sorry for your loss!!
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much. We pray for you and your delivery
@dstull2876
@dstull2876 2 жыл бұрын
It happens but you do get over it and live a happy life
@caterinascarcella
@caterinascarcella 2 жыл бұрын
Yeah it’s exceptionally sad for us to hear this heartbreak story. My daughter is currently expecting after a birth and 2 losses. She knows full Well this can happen but I wouldn’t want her to watch this. My sister lost a live birth shortly after giving birth to her daughter. So very sad
@ellykara1
@ellykara1 3 жыл бұрын
I had a baby son who died of SIDS at 8 weeks 34 years ago. You always feel the loss and I never stop wondering how life would be if he lived.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
We are so sorry for your loss. The pain never leave us, but the love is always there.
@lornarandall1725
@lornarandall1725 2 жыл бұрын
Hi I also had a baby girl Daniela Louise she died of Sid’s she was 4 months the loss was so prefound and there’s not a day goes by that I wonder what she look when she got married and what her children and my grandchildren would look like I do miss her so so much 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
@ruthutter1968
@ruthutter1968 2 жыл бұрын
🙏🏻😞🙏🏻
@truthteller0465
@truthteller0465 2 жыл бұрын
@@StillAPartofUs hello…I just stumbled across your channel in the wee hours of the morning and I'm listening to Hazels story now... Her mom said she just wishes the pictures the now I lay me down to sleep photographer had taken were in color instead of black and white? Idk if you're able to contact her, but if you can, can you please let her know that there are apps that can change the pictures? Colorize is an app on the Apple store and for Android there are two I see.. Colorize Images and Photoshop Elements... I hope that helps... RIP Hazel.. Fly beautiful angel fly 👼🏼👼🏼💔💔🙏🙏🙏 yt
@india1422
@india1422 2 жыл бұрын
Best wishes
@shelley6746
@shelley6746 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing such a bittersweet story of your precious baby girl Hazel Rae….tears are flowing….She was a beautiful baby…I’m so very sorry for your losses…..My prayers 🙏🏻 for healing…I’ve had 4 miscarriages & zero live births. After my last one, I stopped…I never got pregnant again 💔💔💔💔 was enough, mentally I couldn’t go through that again. I’m praying 🙏🏻 for a live & healthy birth this time around.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much. And we are so sorry for your losses. The heartbreak and mental strain is so real and so hard. We hope that you are doing well.
@stepht7508
@stepht7508 3 жыл бұрын
Don't give up! It took me 15 yrs to have mine🤗
@lorrainedrake6462
@lorrainedrake6462 2 жыл бұрын
My heart goes out to them ,to deliver a perfect beautiful girl and then not being able to discover what caused her premature death must be heart breaking 💔 I suffered 4 miscarriages but finally had a girl and then a boy so there is always hope and a happy ending 🥰
@suzannaj3834
@suzannaj3834 2 жыл бұрын
I had a tubal pregnancy and was told I could never have kids and I didn’t. I was only pregnant the one time. I didn’t know I was pregnant until I almost died. My eggs were multiplying in my tube and tried to implant instead of traveling to the womb. I would have had more than one or at least three. The pain never goes away. RIP Hazel Rae 👼💐
@jillemburey3214
@jillemburey3214 2 жыл бұрын
@@suzannaj3834 that must have been devastating news for you and you have my sincerest sympathies.😞💔😢
@beyedoc
@beyedoc 2 жыл бұрын
She truly is an absolutely beautiful baby. Bless this family for all they have been through. 💕
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@ecuadorexpat8558
@ecuadorexpat8558 3 жыл бұрын
What a precious perfect little angel so sorry for your loss Sending Love and Prayers
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@wishingyoupeace
@wishingyoupeace 2 ай бұрын
You are so well-spoken Taylor and honored your precious baby so beautifully. I’m so sorry for your loss. Heart felt and heart wrenching. She’s absolutely so adorable & precious.
@gailburns8069
@gailburns8069 3 жыл бұрын
She’s beautiful u should be proud of her she is ur angels looking down on her family she loves you also much
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@jessisblessed6689
@jessisblessed6689 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost 3 babies during pregnancy and had 6 children. The pain never goes away, but you will get through it. I pray you have a successful pregnancy and another beautiful baby someday. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family and sweet Hazel. 💓🙏
@MsCNail-fe1sj
@MsCNail-fe1sj 2 жыл бұрын
What a perfect special little girl. I am so sorry for your loss.
@jeancampbell6641
@jeancampbell6641 Жыл бұрын
Your daughter was perfect and beautiful.
@wishingyoupeace
@wishingyoupeace 2 ай бұрын
Hazel is so beautiful. So sorry for your loss.
@pinacoloda226
@pinacoloda226 3 жыл бұрын
What a perfect little Angel, my heart breaks for you,mom and dad💔😭😭 Please accept my deepest condolences. "Fly high,Hazel,'till we meet again,sweet girl"🌈🌈🌈
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@kittymaya4615
@kittymaya4615 9 ай бұрын
I love this Mom! She has a sense of humor and a sense of WTF about the loss of baby Hazel. I feel like when you process grief, one of the steps is saying, “This sucks.” And you do whatever you can to make it through each day. Eventually, you come to a point where you can look back and process the events and almost laugh in amazement about how horrific the situation was and wonder how you ever got through it. But she did and she’s a stronger person for it. I heard she now has a baby Earthside & that’s awesome. I wish Mom, Dad and their family lots of love, fun & memories for rest of rternity
@lindawalters4098
@lindawalters4098 3 жыл бұрын
Your baby was beautiful,so sorry.Sending positive vibes for the safe delivery of your baby💕
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@TAYLORrene07
@TAYLORrene07 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! The baby I was carrying when this was recorded was born healthy and is 5 months old now ❤️
@ashleygaerke3371
@ashleygaerke3371 2 жыл бұрын
Although I’ve left several comments for the mothers and fathers that have shared their beautiful stories since I have found this channel. I just wanted to take a moment to leave a comment for Winter and Lee you guys have just amazingly calming voices. You both have beautiful voices very much meant for podcasts, KZbin, TV etc. but you guys also just were meant to do this clearly God has taken your grief and pain and given you an amazing voice and platform to share that with others and allow other parents a place to share as well. And to allow listeners that might be going through this at home an outlet too. Words just cannot express what a beautiful job both of you do as I listen to you both you always just say the perfect thing you know when to be quiet and let the person talk and you know when to ask questions or when to comfort or when to say things it’s just really cool and I am kind of rambling (which I am known to do lol) but I just wanted to let you guys know that you really do an amazing job you have a great gift and are definitely a blessing I hope you continue this journey I feel like it’s a beautiful ministry and it’s awesome to make sure that the world knows that just because somebody has lost a baby either by stillborn or early infant death that they are still a part of their family and it should certainly be shared so thank you. Although this comment was supposed to be a joyous one complementing you both on the amazing work you’re doing I do want to send my condolences prayers and love on the loss of your son thank you for sharing your personal story as well. My heart truly aches for your family pray for continued healing for you both. 🙏🏻
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you. When we were talking about how we can help other parents who have lost children, we were hesitant to do this (we started the podcast first) and have parents talk about something so dear and special to them. Now that we have talked with so many parents and have read how these children have touched the lives of so many people, we have come to the realization these children and parents will continue on in life and bless everyone they have influence on. Thank you, and thank you for reaching out. SAPOU
@karentompkins7812
@karentompkins7812 3 жыл бұрын
Hazel is a beautiful little girl and tour pictures are so precious. I’m just so sorry. God bless your family. 💖
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@ecfog7120
@ecfog7120 3 жыл бұрын
I can't even begin to imagine the pain and trauma this family has been and continues to go through. There truly is nothing comparable to losing a child. My thoughts and prayers are with you all, and I wish you nothing but the best for your current pregnancy, and for your future. I'm sure Hazel will be right there with you watching over you and her sibling though. God bless ❤️
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for those sweet words.
@claudiarnebeker773
@claudiarnebeker773 Жыл бұрын
She’s absolutely beautiful, perfect angelic doll… I’m so sorry for your loss. May you be blessed with your current pregnancy with a beautiful baby. 😊
@bettysmith4527
@bettysmith4527 Жыл бұрын
This is so heartbreaking, I hope their rainbow baby is having a healthy beautiful life with them! 💔
@brilliantbutblue
@brilliantbutblue 3 жыл бұрын
Thankyou for sharing your pain Taylor, lm so glad that Tad got his new suit and walked his little Girl down the aisle. May God carry you through life🙏
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
They are such proud parents to their little Hazel. Thank you.
@amandacullen9241
@amandacullen9241 2 жыл бұрын
I lost twins and hemorrhaged nearly died am so sorry for the loss my heart goes out to you xxx
@annedm684
@annedm684 3 жыл бұрын
I was truely touched by your personal story and I am so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter Hazel Rae. I hope that the memories of the life she had within you for 36 weeks bring you joy and comfort and the precious days when you held her ease your heartache. God bless you all ❤️
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@lauralowery8223
@lauralowery8223 2 жыл бұрын
What a perfect, beautiful little girl she was. I'm so sorry for your loss♡♡
@loriparkerpiggott
@loriparkerpiggott 2 жыл бұрын
We are currently asking the same question, why us? My perfect granddaughter was born sleeping on July 30, 2022 at 38 weeks and 3 days due to an unexplained placental abruption. We are longing and grieving tremendously for our sweet Sadie.
@jacquelinejacobson6789
@jacquelinejacobson6789 Жыл бұрын
Be assured she is alive in heaven. And you all will meet her after your physical deaths.
@trudyramgren8817
@trudyramgren8817 2 жыл бұрын
She is a beautiful angel for sure!!! My heart breaks for you and your family. I pray that your now pregnancy goes smoothly and you will have the sweet little one you so much deserve. Baby Hazel has her wings and is in paradise with the other little angels. My prayers for you!! ❤️🙏
@lindajung9642
@lindajung9642 3 жыл бұрын
Such a heartbreaking story!! Sending prayers and love!! I pray that this pregnancy gives you a precious rainbow baby!!!🙏❤
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@TAYLORrene07
@TAYLORrene07 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you! We did have our rainbow baby and she is 5 months old now!
@mariafalcone3610
@mariafalcone3610 3 жыл бұрын
This story brought tear to my eyes😢God bless the family I hope everyone is excellent
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@KatieJoMikell
@KatieJoMikell Жыл бұрын
I completely understand what Hazel‘s mom meant about please get this dead baby out of me when I was told there was no heartbeat and that I needed to go home and let things just happen I just had the willies about having a dead baby in me I thought this is creepy but it’s a natural thought for something that is unnatural. I’m so very sorry for your loss Hazel was so beautiful! ♥️💔♥️
@SL-wk6dp
@SL-wk6dp 3 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss of Hazel and I grieve for you and your family.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@SL-wk6dp
@SL-wk6dp 3 жыл бұрын
@@StillAPartofUs you’re welcome.
@kathholbrook8588
@kathholbrook8588 3 жыл бұрын
Hazel Rae is such a beautiful perfect little baby girl. I so feel your pain. Sending you love and hope for your future, stay strong ❤️xx
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@roselee6745
@roselee6745 Жыл бұрын
Oh my, so sorry for your loss. Thank you for sharing your story. I cannot fathom the shock and being unprepared for the unthinkable. I’m currently 19 weeks pregnant with a trisomy 13 son who is deemed incompatible with life. Even though mine will result in a loss shortly after birth, at least I have some time to accept and process. I hope you found some peace. The photo of mom holding Hazel in her hands with the bow is so beautiful. She’s beautiful🕊
@Plummele97
@Plummele97 Жыл бұрын
Oh hun so so sorry I just lost my little boy to stillbirth 2 months ago I hope your doing ok although I’m glad you are able to prepare there is still nothing to help with the loss of any child I hope our hearts will heal in time.
@helenmcloughlin9065
@helenmcloughlin9065 3 жыл бұрын
I felt so emotional listening to this.i send all my condolences to Hazel rae,s parents and the rest of her family.xx.may god rest Hazel rae,s soul in peace.xx.i send all my love to the family.xxx
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@maryellenblount6376
@maryellenblount6376 7 ай бұрын
So so sorry for your loss. Hazel was a beauty and my heart breaks for you and your husband. May you find peace in the future 🙏🏼
@stephanieann8115
@stephanieann8115 3 жыл бұрын
Oh sweet Taylor, I wish there was something I could do to help ease your pain. Hazel is such a cutie pie. I can definately see why you are so proud of her. God Bless You and your family. May Angel Hazel Mae rest peacefully in the arms of Jesus 🙏🏼💖
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@jillemburey3214
@jillemburey3214 2 жыл бұрын
Hazel 'Rae' as she had her uncle's middle name. Sorry to point it out but I think it's important for little Hazel to be named properly for her parents' sake too.....
@mrskearney6045
@mrskearney6045 3 жыл бұрын
So sorry mommy and praying for a healthy 🙏 baby! My youngest daughter and son-in-law lost their baby girl, Lynnlee Kyra to a rare neural tube defect in April 2021. We are now eagerly waiting and trusting God for a healthy baby boy, Ryker this April. 🙏 💙 I'll pray for your sweet baby on the way. 😇😇
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
We are so sorry for the loss in your family. We are praying for you and your children.
@alphonserobichaud1278
@alphonserobichaud1278 3 жыл бұрын
Your baby was beautiful, you will see her again
@anitaortiz3704
@anitaortiz3704 3 жыл бұрын
She's a beautiful!! So sorry for your loss.🙏💖🙏
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@Burnholm
@Burnholm 2 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss. This deeply touched my heart ❤️. Rest in peace, pretty little Hazel ❤️.
@juliesmailes4551
@juliesmailes4551 3 жыл бұрын
Such a perfect little gitl ..who will stay forever in your hearts🙏❤..
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@joefa1991
@joefa1991 2 жыл бұрын
Such a sweet beautiful baby. My heart goes out to you and Tad. God bless the 3 of you.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 2 жыл бұрын
You are so kind
@GDJ1957
@GDJ1957 8 ай бұрын
What a beautiful child she was.
@rhondasneed4683
@rhondasneed4683 3 жыл бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss of hazel she was a beautiful baby may she rest in peace
@angmoulton8528
@angmoulton8528 Жыл бұрын
She is absolutely beautiful ❤
@daignnb7
@daignnb7 3 жыл бұрын
She is absolutely the most beautiful baby!!!! I am so very sorry for your loss. I want to thank you for sharing her with me. You are so gracious, so brave and strong. I will keep you and your baby in my prayers. I feel like I want to know the rest of your story... like I need to know that you and your baby are well and happy. I would love to see you holding your new born, a healthy baby I would love to see the joy on your faces when you finally get to hold and take home your healthy baby!! May God bless you and keep you. Thank you so very much for sharing yours and Hazel's story. And Tad"s.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@kathleenlanglinais1072
@kathleenlanglinais1072 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your story with us. Praying for you and Tad and your family. 🛐⚓🛐
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@rosemarrypolack5708
@rosemarrypolack5708 3 жыл бұрын
Your baby is beautiful! Sorry for your loss of Hazel.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so very much.
@wanda4573
@wanda4573 3 жыл бұрын
Hazel really suits her name. So adorable looking!!! Big hugs. Truly heart breaking. My friend lacked a vitamin. I got the opportunity to adopt a bright 7 year old girl but sadley her mom died of cancer before she signed the papers and I missed out. She now lives with a cousin. The child now 14. Still feel a sense of loss.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@justelleslife507
@justelleslife507 3 жыл бұрын
I've never been pregnant, so I've never experienced anything like this, but I cry for you and your sweet, precious little girl, she was very beautiful too, when losses like this happen do parents ever get a reason why? I've asked my friend who's a PICU nurse, she thinks that something is not right somewhere within these little babies, then nature takes it's course, still, to me, this is an human being, she or he is still your child, always, please let us know how you're doing and hope for this pregnancy and future ones, your babies will be born alive, I struggle to say the right words for you and others who've also lost their babies.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you Justelle for asking these questions. Some parents are able to know what has caused the death of their child and these can range from a cord around the neck, to chromosomal defects, to and infection that transfers to the child. With our own son Brannan, the partial autopsy showed that there wasn't any one thing that could point to his death. He did have a single umbilical artery, which is a slight increase of chance of stillbirth. He did have a circumvallate placenta, which also has a slightly higher chance of stillbirth. The report listed about 15 thing that all cause a slightly higher chance of stillbirth, but there was no specific cause for us.
@TAYLORrene07
@TAYLORrene07 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your sympathy and kind words. I think for many who have had a stillborn, there are findings that stray from normal, but not one specific thing that they can pinpoint as cause of death. As for my pregnancy, we did have a healthy baby girl who is now 5 months old.
@jillemburey3214
@jillemburey3214 2 жыл бұрын
@@TAYLORrene07 Congratulations on finally getting your happy ending. Your baby in Heaven will be looking down on you, keeping you all safe, and especially her little sister.🙏🏻
@Plummele97
@Plummele97 Жыл бұрын
I know from reading different studies they think if their is no reason found it could be the placenta deteriorating too early. With my little boy it was a placenta abruption due to high blood pressure.
@lorettaatkinson5908
@lorettaatkinson5908 3 жыл бұрын
What a beautiful little girl 💕I’m praying for you both 🙏🏼
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@dijanaboskovska4929
@dijanaboskovska4929 3 жыл бұрын
This was so sad😔😪😪😪i cried so much. You deserve to be happy and may god bless you.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@ashleygaerke3371
@ashleygaerke3371 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your very personal story and sharing your sweet Hazel with us. I am so sorry for yours (and your hubby and families loss). Like you I am a nurse ( I am NICU nurse) and like you I have also had my own journey of loss on my road to having 3 children on earth and yet to spite of my personal and professional experience I never know what to say times feel like a broken record repeating that same exact phrase but I don’t know what to say and I’m never a big fan of all of the clichés that people say with great intentions but yet it’s personally never made me feel any better so I work really hard not to see them instead I just remind people that they are loved that it is OK to feel any emotions at any time make sure you take care of yourself and know that it is not your fault and I pray that God blesses you and your family and that you have peace and joy and I pray for healing hearts. We all know that the pain never goes away it is always a part of our story and a part of who we are going forward but I always pray that the Lord heals peoples hearts in a way that only He can do and then he will continue to put people in your life that you’ll be able to share Hazel’s story with and people that will encourage and uplift you. Again, I am so very sorry, lots of prayers, lots of hugs and love coming your way. 🙏🏻
@rosemarrypolack5708
@rosemarrypolack5708 3 жыл бұрын
My Aunt who has passed, had four still birth daughters. Single births. At the age of 35 she gave birth to my cousin, a boy at 7 months along. He made it and is healthy to this day. There is hope for you.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
We are so happy to hear this, thank you for sharing.
@patriciakolke8297
@patriciakolke8297 Жыл бұрын
She’s beautiful!!❤
@paulabrown6840
@paulabrown6840 Жыл бұрын
I’m so very sorry for the loss of your precious Hazel 😔. My first daughter was stillborn at 39 weeks... she stopped moving and I went in and there was no heartbeat. My baby was born with what’s known as a three time nuchal wrap. I’m telling my story because this happened in the early 80’s and I felt utterly on my own with what happened. I had no way of talking to someone who had had this happen... no internet and no personal stories like this one. I hope you know that your sharing your story is helping countless women who have experienced a stillbirth. I found myself sobbing reliving my daughter Rebekah Grace’s birth. It still hurts after all these years. 🙏 Thank you so much. 😔💜
@1WVaMomma
@1WVaMomma Жыл бұрын
I lost my baby girls 2 days before her due date. I never got to see her and no photos.😢 so glad the times have changed for,the better.
@Lynda-sk5gl
@Lynda-sk5gl 5 ай бұрын
Such a beautiful little baby.
@Tanja060100
@Tanja060100 3 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for the loss of your children!
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@jenniferpritzlaff9656
@jenniferpritzlaff9656 3 жыл бұрын
Awww Hazel is beautiful 🤍 These stories break my heart, and I wish this type of stuff was around in 2003. I lost my son (I was 21 and first stillborn pt of my doctors)- I thought this was a 1 and 200million that this ever happens so i kept to myself. Fell deep into depression. Autopsies are frustrating- i didnt get an answer but from the report and a crazy ad on TV about short umbilical cords. I looked back at his exam and placentas- his was just under 30cm. Since it was 18yrs ago, statute of limitations is up. Not that any lawsuit would bring by baby boy back, but still. He was also 10lbs even and almost 42 weeks- Im struggling now yet. I don’t wish this on anyone. Thank you mama for sharing your story of Hazel. I hope you can give an update on your rainbow baby on its way 🌈
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
We are so sorry for your loss.
@TAYLORrene07
@TAYLORrene07 3 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry to hear of your loss. It is something I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. I definitely struggle with anxiety and PTSD now, but God and therapy help. This was actually recorded awhile back and our little rainbow was born healthy. She’s 5 months old now 💕
@aprilmapp3140
@aprilmapp3140 3 жыл бұрын
sorry for your loss she is angel baby god bless you.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@lauryann4075
@lauryann4075 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing. I went through the same thing last August (31 weeks). The pain is unbearable but God knows why. ❤️❤️❤️
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 2 жыл бұрын
We are so sorry for your loss.
@melanieelliott8146
@melanieelliott8146 3 жыл бұрын
Oh she's so beautifull so sorry for your loss bless her she's an angel looking down on you both xx
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@nightcoreavant3668
@nightcoreavant3668 3 жыл бұрын
I am soooo sorry. You will meet your Girl in a later Time in Heaven 😇❣
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@kaylachipman4083
@kaylachipman4083 3 жыл бұрын
O my she's so beautiful and perfect.❤️
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@sammi5942
@sammi5942 3 жыл бұрын
absolutely heartbreaking 💔 Hazel was beyond beautiful 💖 thank you for sharing your story. you're very brave and I hope the future brings joy to your hearts xx
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@rhondasneed4683
@rhondasneed4683 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing with us your baby girl Hazel
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so very much.
@margaretconnery7422
@margaretconnery7422 2 жыл бұрын
Hazel is perfectly beautiful so sorry for your sad loss xx 🙏💞
@renarhea697
@renarhea697 2 жыл бұрын
I'm so very sorry for the loss of your precious baby girl ❤️ Hugs and prayers 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌸🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺🌺
@whydoyoucare27
@whydoyoucare27 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story! Your baby was beautiful and I thought your hubby was sooo sweet when it came to the funeral. I am happy he got to walk her down the aisle and got to look nice for her. I am also so happy you all had a little family car ride!! Best wishes!
@WiseWoman6
@WiseWoman6 3 жыл бұрын
Sweet Taylor & Tad, I am so so very sorry for the loss of your absolutely gorgeous baby girl Hazel Rae👼🏻 & your other two precious Angel 👼🏻👼🏻 babies as well. I pray nothing but great things for you & your husband from now on. I pray you have a safe & uneventful pregnancy with a healthy bundle of joy with your pregnancy now. You both deserve nothing but the very best this World has to offer. Love from another Mother who has lost her Angel 👼🏻
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much. And we are so sorry for your own loss.
@WiseWoman6
@WiseWoman6 3 жыл бұрын
@@StillAPartofUs Thank you so very much 🙏🏻❤️
@monicaalvin1258
@monicaalvin1258 3 жыл бұрын
I just want to send all my warmest wishes for you and your family ❤
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@susannevells208
@susannevells208 3 жыл бұрын
So sad 😞 😔So sorry you guys lose your beautiful baby girl. Those pictures is awesome to have and memories.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks so much, and it is so nice to have these photos.
@lisajeter9511
@lisajeter9511 9 ай бұрын
I’ve watched many of these videos but this video has truly broke me especially listening to what the Dad has had to say. I’m so use to the Moms having such heartfelt words to say but Dads seldom have so much to say.
@TheJuliefly
@TheJuliefly 2 жыл бұрын
I am grateful for this story. I've lost two babies in 12 and 8 weeks. I remember thinking it would be better to lose them later in the pregnancy so I would have something to remeber them by. I was ashamed of this thought because stillbirth is considered to be much more tragic than miscarriage. Well, I almost wished they were stillborn instead of just lost, with everone around me dismissing my pain, making claims they were not even real babies yet. When this mother said she feels blessed because she had this time with Hazel and didn't with the other babies it was like a stab in my heart. I somehow always felt unworthy to even compare my loses to someone who lost a baby that was 'ready' to be born. It gives me peace to have my grief acknowledged by this mother. I always wanted to tell everyone about my son and daughter Charlie and Suzie (we did genetic testing), even though their story is so short, but it's just uncomfortable even for my closest family. Thank you for giving those parents a safe space to share the stories of their children.
@joannedibben2352
@joannedibben2352 Жыл бұрын
I just want to say to you you were the mother of the two lost baby's and you always will be there mum.they may have been small but they were yours and they were real humans growing so they are just as important.when my son was born at 28 weeks he lived a week only people kept saying get over it and have another which I considered offensive.hope your ok my dear bless you❤
@heatherfresho1829
@heatherfresho1829 3 жыл бұрын
She flew to Jesus and lives❤️❤️!
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@roxy5943
@roxy5943 2 жыл бұрын
Hazel is a beautiful baby xxx a true angel
@Carolineisthebest
@Carolineisthebest 2 жыл бұрын
Fly high, sweet hazel. I hope you and tad have your rainbow baby one day! Sorry so she passed. She was absolutely beautiful
@lynetterossouw4817
@lynetterossouw4817 2 жыл бұрын
God will take care of you and this precious baby
@jeancampbell6641
@jeancampbell6641 Жыл бұрын
She was so beautiful ❤️
@helenmcloughlin9065
@helenmcloughlin9065 3 жыл бұрын
I am also sorry for your other losses.may they rest in peace.xx
@Mninoyb
@Mninoyb 3 жыл бұрын
You are so brave. And what a lovely name for a sweet little angel♥️💔
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
You are so kind, thank you.
@Mninoyb
@Mninoyb 3 жыл бұрын
@@StillAPartofUs Thank you...prayers and blessings from Germany♥️
@katkrause679
@katkrause679 Жыл бұрын
Your words ring so clearly .why her..why us. My daughter lost her first born son in 2009. It was the most awful, horrendous thing we have ever experienced as a family. I do not understand why you or her had this happen. I never will. It sickens me. I am so sorry for your loss.
@danaschrader8918
@danaschrader8918 2 жыл бұрын
She was definitely a beauty. So perfect ❤️
@susan5301
@susan5301 3 жыл бұрын
I am so sorry for there loss.... I can't even begin to know how they feel. Story told beautifully... God Bless ✝
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so very much.
@auntmissy638
@auntmissy638 2 жыл бұрын
My son and daughter-in- law have miscarried 4 times. I can't even imagine the heartbreak that they or you all feel. Thank you for telling your story!!!!!
@juliebriz1703
@juliebriz1703 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing. So very sad but also beautifully and humbly told. How precious those photos must be to you both. I have four sons but miscarried twins at 12 weeks and was lucky enough to hold them..although very small. The Genetic Team ran tests on them but like yourselves...there was nothing obviously wrong. I also miscarried a single baby but had to have a little operation to remove him or her as I didn't miscarry spontaneously. We won't ever forget these babies that we lost but there is joy in the privilege of being pregnant with them and acknowledging them and telling our boys about them. Thank you again and God bless. Hazel looked so beautiful. Xx
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story.
@202triciae
@202triciae 3 жыл бұрын
I have no idea why I'm listening to this, so sorry for your early losses. I have 4 healthy babies, and last year March 25th 2020, my youngest at age 32 ended her life. Guess I should feel lucky I had her in my life for 32 years, it's just such a loss in my heart, her husbands and her 3 older siblings. But I don't feel lucky at all, her death should have been prevented if she had only reached out for help. 19 months later we still question her husband, and always learning more about her struggles, but her husband is not a therapist and they both are private , anyway, so sorry, I dont know what you are feeling , but can imagine.💔💔💔
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
We are so heartbroken to hear of your daughters passing. We hope that you are able to find comfort, even if it is a little bit at a time. We are so sorry.
@kathyhutchinson3058
@kathyhutchinson3058 2 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss Tricia
@jujucrystal52
@jujucrystal52 2 жыл бұрын
So sorry for the loss of your daughter. We had a suicide in our family.
@kaypowell407
@kaypowell407 3 жыл бұрын
She was beautiful
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@makaylaandhenry9160
@makaylaandhenry9160 3 жыл бұрын
At the end I lost it I can't stop crying 😢
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Though it is sad, we hope you can feel the love that loss parents have for their own children and celebrate with us.
@makaylaandhenry9160
@makaylaandhenry9160 3 жыл бұрын
I definitely do
@darlenelambert4103
@darlenelambert4103 3 жыл бұрын
I lost my baby girl, Jasmine, stillborn full term 36 weeks. Her heart stopped on her due date. Nov 27, 2005. My placenta stopped working 2 weeks before her due date. She was perfect, looked like she should just open her eyes and be OK.
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
We are so sorry.
@jillemburey3214
@jillemburey3214 2 жыл бұрын
How truly awful for you; the timing of this devastating event is just so..... unbelievably heartbreaking. I offer my sincerest sympathies to you and your family.😞
@andreasmedley3130
@andreasmedley3130 3 жыл бұрын
Did you have any bleeding when you knew you where having a stillbirth? I am so sorry that you had to deal with this ? My prayers are lifted up to you. 🙏🙏🌈
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much. During the interview she didn't disclose.
@TAYLORrene07
@TAYLORrene07 3 жыл бұрын
No, I didn’t have any bleeding at all during my pregnancy. Unfortunately there were no warning signs whatsoever except for the decrease in movement the day she passed.
@alisonmorgan7238
@alisonmorgan7238 3 жыл бұрын
My heart breaks for them. We don't know, won't know in this life why these things happen. Prayers for a full term healthy baby to be born
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
@debbietrammell6201
@debbietrammell6201 2 жыл бұрын
iam so sorry for yall and yall family. God bless and may she R.I.P. and may God bless yall with a baby to keep
@darktrevor9885
@darktrevor9885 2 жыл бұрын
I know the pain and heart break i lost my baby at 38wks still born in 2005 the pain never goes away i know he's looking down on me he's in my heart forever.
@suzanbriggs1471
@suzanbriggs1471 3 жыл бұрын
So sorry for your loss . My grandson is suppose to be born tomorrow and he will only be 34 weeks . My daughter in laws water broke the day after her shower at 32 weeks and has been in the hospital since . I have been praying so much for my grandson and son and daughter-in-law. This just popped up and mad me so sad . I have been so worried about him and then this comes up and he is only 34 weeks . My prayers for this family and my own .
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 2 жыл бұрын
And our prayers are with you and your family.
@kellyoyen3421
@kellyoyen3421 Жыл бұрын
SOOOOOOOO SORRY for your loss
@wendellmonster6179
@wendellmonster6179 3 жыл бұрын
I’m so sad to hear this story of your baby girl so beautiful 💕 I so wished they could’ve got her Breathing. 😪 I’m so sorry for your loss God Bless you and your new baby
@StillAPartofUs
@StillAPartofUs 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much.
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