MUSICIAN / ENGINEER 1st REACTION to Ren Blind Eyed & Diazepam

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MUSICIAN / ENGINEER 1st REACTION to Ren Blind Eyed & Diazepam
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[@LeeannG]

I want to make a special request for the angry car park attendant version of Blind Eyed! They keep singing through being removed from an area, a broken guitar string, it’s wild haha

[@BlackPegasusRaps]

I will have to look for that hahah

[@sami3984]

Yes yes please do the angry car park one! Especially if you’re having a little bit of an off day! It’ll cheer you up for sure, so fun.

[@karahgarrison3218]

Yesss I love the angry car park attendant version it makes me laugh everytime 🤣

[@Scr33chGaming]

Totally agree the vocal sounds are so real and natural as well and the echo from the car park and stairwells just adds to the sound, clearly the best version! :D the little skkkut from sam makes me laugh every time XD

[@jenniferedwards9005]

And I love that they're just out having fun.

[@Questionmarkymark]

Ren said that since being in Canada he has stopped smoking cigarettes. They made him as part of his treatment

[@sally8704]

Does Andiroo know how Sam & Ren met? Ren was walking by Sam busking & thought his voice was really good. He knew if he had speaker that he would draw more attention so Ren loaned him his speaker. That’s something that I noticed about Ren. He surrounds himself around talented people & he always wants his friends to shine. Have you noticed how many times he sits down or walks off to the side when he thinks it’s their time to be in the spotlight. He’s not greedy for the attention. He seams like such a humble person. At least that’s how I see it.

[@DwarfsRBest]

When I first saw "Hi Ren," I was like, oh this is a masterpiece. Then I sat back and really thought about. I looked up the history of that word, and learned how it didn't just mean something really good, but rather the pinnacle of work from a master who had spent years perfecting their craft. You can see all the different ways in which Ren has put in the work into so many different disciplines, and has really mastered all of them. Then he took all of those years of effort and mastery of different ingredients and mixed them in the pot and came up with the magical brew that is "Hi Ren" and I realized that, yeah, it is LITERALLY a masterpiece. I think pieces like this are just little bits of genius that he was brewing up all that time to add into that pot; and I drank the potion and got high on dude's music and message and so have many others. Peace

[@jeffreyallen-uw9uh]

I checked the etymology also -it seems REN was appropriately named. You say masterpiece??? AGREED:) I know this an old post, but your the first person I've seen mention name meaning... and I have a buzz, so I ha d type some ish:) TC

[@tyghe_bright]

The thing about diazepam (aka valium) is that it's intensely addictive. It works very well, but as it wears off has a nightmare of a hangover, which can even cause anxiety to spike worse than before. So this song is about that pattern... and the kind of floaty feeling of the song is how the drug makes you feel.

[@michaelrichardson2418]

And Diazepan is a brand name of Valium, BUT you HAVE to put Andi in front of the tales for sure.❤

[@LeeannG]

Yes! Totally want to see what he says about the musical continuity, I want to know if there are any musical motifs that are reused? Or are they mostly stand alone in their composition? No reactors have addressed this that I’ve seen

[@mandyharvey684]

Agreed agreed agreed

[@dudeatx]

Valium is the Brand name, diazepam is it's actual generic name.

[@TrianglesAndCircles]

Is it the other way - Valium is brand for generic diazepam? Just checking my memory. Pronounced - Die As A Pam

[@zachhenderson7982]

Valium is the brand name, diazepam is the generic chemical name. (Benzodiazapine family of drugs) similar to Xanax. Anti anxiety med.

[@beardy212]

As a big Ren and Sam fan, i was a little confused about the genius comment, considering where they where then , on the streets, bearing their souls to strangers , which isn't easy when a whole lot of people, not musically minded won't get, to where they are now. That's hard work and dedication. With a touch of GENIUS. ❤️

[@stambo1983]

Black Pegasus: I have very strong opinions on something I've never experienced and have no idea about.

[@kdavidreeves]

MC sessions for Blind Eyed is best produced version, with car park attendent funniest. Love this song.

[@PeteFindsObscureStuff]

Agreed!

[@tangledfish]

Busking teaches great stagecraft. It's entirely different from studiocraft. You have to be flexible, you have to be able to keep going when you make a mistake rather than stop for a retake. You have to learn how to deal with bad audiences, indifferent audiences and unexpected interruptions. When I was in Uni one of my teachers told us if we wanted to improve our live performance skills we should go stand on a corner in the city and busk once a week. It was some of the hardest performing I ever did but you learn so much from the experience it's unreal. Also I really hope we get to see Andiroo react to Violet's tale (well the whole trilogy really) for the sick arpeggios and the plucking technique that I have never seen before.

[@MissMeKate]

Great to have Andiroo back. I love his insights into the musicality. I hadn't thought of the way Ren's composition has movements but he is so right! Ren said in his Justin Hawkins interview that he had 2 guitar lessons. The rest was KZbin and just messing about until the sounds he made fit the shape he wanted the music to be in his head.

[@LeeannG]

I thought that was so interesting! “This note looks like England, it has two little feet sticking out” he’s adorable

[@nurselorie2271]

The MC version is the best version !

[@dianeemanuel8541]

I think it can be genius to know which moments less is more. I feel like he is always recognizable-always surprises me but never disappoints. When I find myself resisting something of his during a first listen - I usually just have listen a time or two again to realize it was me tensing in the face of the unfamiliar. I am not a musician though but his work just hits on a emotional level - lyrics and tole frisson. His work just resonates with me

[@MrNocolon21]

One more thing... I think Andiroo would really like "Love Music 1, 2 & 3" 3 songs about how much Ren loves music, which Aniroo mentioned previously how obvious it is that Ren just loves it. Good stuff.

[@mollyfitch8036]

I think its the difference between genius and a masterpiece. Ren is a genius and Hi Ren is a masterpiece.

[@MrNocolon21]

I watched an interview with Ren, and he said he has NO TRAINING, other than watching videos on KZbin of people playing and figured out his own way to do things.. Crazy

[@TheChristafershawn]

🎶Justin Hawkins Rides Again........Aaaaaa-gain.🎶

[@dougoneill7266]

Except the bit where he studied Music Performance at University of Bath.

[@portiadavenport9866]

@@dougoneill7266 and had to leave part way through due to illness :)

[@Danielle....]

Another vote here for Love Music parts 1,2 and 3! I think Andiroo would appreciate these and BP would love some of the flows, especially parts 2 and 3

[@dazzman555]

Andiroo’s reactions are 🔥 He is so insightful and is so honest with his commentary. Keep up the good work boys.

[@chefstar72]

There was a time when people aspired to this level of talent, then auto tune came along and deceived us with mediocrity at every turn. There's something to be said about really practicing your craft.

[@greenmonster4918]

💯

[@colinwhite6904]

Yes👍

[@elsvaughn7959]

I practiced for 8 hours a day everyday- the violin mainly and then I practiced the piano for about 2 hours After that.. I know all about it.😂

[@MrSmartassss]

Great Reaction Boys ! 🔥Ren - Heretic - Hold On - Everybody Drops 🔥

[@elenaorujev3494]

Dominoes, Crucify Your Culture, Hold On, Ready for You, and Love Music parts 1-3 are all so good!

[@sammyd8860]

This is one of my favourite Ren tracks. I always think of it as a "sister" to Chalk Outlines in that it deals with the "numbness" that anti-depressants can often leave you with (plus the potential addictive qualities of them). Ren doesn't preach, he just shares his truth from his own experience, and he doesn't sugar coat it. (I guess he may have blown his chance to appear on Diazepam commercials !)

[@Profound_Perception]

Thanks for this I love your Ren Reactions I recommend Ren Jessica, the video has a insight into him making his own beats etc. Love the Ren content

[@billiejospacek3934]

Love that song and people skip it. He made this hit in his bedroom.

[@annelix]

Also Blind Eyed came out after his stem cell transplantation. He felt like leaving the gutter and this song blew up directly. The version is not good enough for the story behind this...

[@LeeannG]

Love Jessica! orleans voice is so textured and interesting

[@jaanajohansson4094]

You have to do the Angry car park attendant version of Blind Eyed, the rapping part is partly acapella and absolutely fire!!

[@Shiroar]

Nice! Bring Andy or someone back for Ren’s Crutch feat. Bibi please ❤

[@Freak_D1ddy]

I got MEGA beef with andy. Its cos hes such a...a...a...a...a An INCREDIBLE reactor

[@mysteriousfigure3808]

Hey BP, the fact that you are a dad with a daughter, I bet you would really relate a lot to Ren's song Dominoes. An awesome song with a great message.

[@blackberrystag]

If you can't make your own, store-bought is fine! Sometimes, you have to decide what sucks less.

[@kaynesheldon4905]

Keep this guy coming back🖤 the rabbit hole of ren is amazing

[@dancerbird76]

Thanks for another great reaction BP and Andiroo. That’s the great thing about Ren - his work gets people to open up and discuss things that many find it difficult to address - songs like Diazepam and Blind Eyed are both beautiful songs but their subject matter is one that affects so many people. Think you should definitely get Andiroo back again to cover the Jenny & Screech trilogy. Other songs I think would be cool to over - Heretic, Everybody Drops. An early one called Jessica - great thing about the video to that track is it gives a small insight into Ren at work. Maybe get Andiroo to cover Animal Flow? Think it would also be cool to see Andi and Ren geek out over production when you interview Ren. So pleased that there will be a BP and Ren interview soon 🔥🔥

[@amandacollins2854]

Yes please angry car park attendant. The best fun , loved this, thanks. ❤❤❤

[@nrsvlda70]

May already be somewhere in the comments, but the story of how Ren met Sam is amazing… Sam was alone, busking, but without a mic or speaker.. Ren walked by, stopped and liked what he heard. He set up his equipment and let Sam use it.. their friendship started from there. FYI.. diazepam is the generic name for Valium which is not used too much anymore bc there are newer versions that are somewhat?? Less addictive (but they’re all bad). That said.. for some people who have severe, crippling anxiety - it works and helps them be able to function/get some sleep. It’s fairly tightly regulated.. but theoretically so is fentanyl.. and we know what that’s doing to WAY too many people these days!

[@amymbeauty8765]

That's a really sweet side story. I always wondered their friendship started as. And yeah Diazepam can be horrible stuff if used improperly. Funnily enough, I had to take it a few hours ago at the dentist because I absolutely hate the dentist and get major anxiety from it. It's the only time I would even ever consider taking it. Although oddly, even with the dose they gave me, it barely affected me lol.

[@wayneclark2899]

Hey-Yo! It's Andiroo!! Another 🔥 reaction from the two of you!

[@nurselorie2271]

I hope he does the Music crowns version !

[@DHunt19x]

the suicide silence sweatshirt, love it

[@jamescurrie7678]

I love Andy’s insight into music it is so balanced and compounded with clear knowledge

[@elanorfairbairn]

I would love BP to make a playlist with the reactions with Andiroo

[@Av3rageD4D]

🔥🔥🔥 another great reaction! Thanks BP & Andiroo! Can’t wait to see which y’all do next! Dominoes is a good one, and Love Music pt.1 pt.2 pt.3. Have a great one and stay safe!

[@AyJayAreDii]

All 3 Love Music so g would be Great

[@lukewalton8745]

The love music trilogy would be immense I think Andys head would explode 😂😂😂

[@inuchan74]

Ren's dad pops up in comments on the reaction videos sometimes, and he said that sometimes he has his patients, who have eating disorders, listen to Dominos.

[@stephaniewragg5727]

Yes massive vote for love music 1,2,3 🌟🙌

[@Lynnie_14]

Yes - Love Music Part 1, 2 and 3. They're great! ❤❤❤

[@kevbruce9191]

I honestly believe that Ren is a once in a Generation musician. He has smashed everything I have heard in a hugely creative way Genius!!!!!

[@dianeemanuel8541]

BP - I really enjoy when you bring music industry folks in and introduce them to new artists. ❤

[@palsgraph]

MOREEE from HIMMMMM ; professional no doubt. I love your work around Ren, INTERVIEW HIM, Oh, called valuium aka "mothers little helper"

[@jimjamdetecting1176]

Another great reaction. Would love to see you and Andi react to Love Music Pts 1, 2 and 3..

[@po_xy]

Omg finally Diazepam!! It's one of my top 3 Ren songs together with Genesis and Losing it. ❤ And andiroo is back! 🎉

[@davedlaw81]

“Blocks out emotion “ goes into a muted guitar solo

[@henrycervantezzz5566]

Love your channel brother! Glad to see you highlighting Ren. He's absolutely brilliant.

[@IronRaspberry]

“Blind Eyed” (M.C Sessions) is the best version IMO.

[@JensRandolff]

As always, great reaction and discussion. I truly enjoy Andiroo's insights and comments. Also, I wish this wasn't YT because I really would love to hear more of your thoughts and various subjects without the worry of being censored. Looking forward to more content. God bless.

[@lisawhitfield9251]

Lol, daddy P, Ren has kicked the smokes 👌

[@aprylvanryn5898]

Thanks for another fire reaction. Glad to see Andy out again. ❤

[@mattrix78]

You should check out the other video of blind eyed too. The one in the parking garage is pretty cool

[@xdaniedx]

For me the best part of "Diazepam" is the last line in the verse right before Ren starts his guitar solo because it's so sick if you understand how both parts, the lyrics and the sound of the guitar solo go together. So the last line of that verse goes, "And my face it feels swollen Anaesthetic I block that emotion" We all know anesthesia makes you numb so you won't feel anything. Diazepam, Valium, Xanax all benzos make your feelings and emotions muted. You're numb to it all. You don't get happy and excited and you don't get down and depressed. You're a muted, toneless zombie that's hanging out right in the middle. Ren purposely made his guitar tone more flat and muted on that solo. He didn't want a tone that was bright and airy, or too low and depressing. It's right there in the middle, flat, muted and emotionless. Just like how we are when we chemically alter our emotions.

[@Thomas.Saunders]

I discovered you from your Ren reaction videos, new subscriber. Thanks for all of those. I love the insights into the music industry and music itself from you and your friends/guests. From what you've said, I guess I live pretty close to where you're at, and I wasn't aware that there was much of a local music scene here. But to be fair, I'm an old fart and grew up long before hip hop and rap, (but we did have Motown and gospel music). I'm planning to watch your other reviews and yes, your own stuff, but I'm going to stay on the Ren Rollercoaster a bit more first. I can't help with the donations, living on social security. Please keep doing what you do, it's important - I mean if you reached me, I'm sure you're reaching others. You're changing hearts and minds, sir, and keeping us entertained.

[@matthewhawkins1472]

I spent several years working in nursing home environments. When someone is at end of life and fading in and out of consciousness they receive diazepam and morphine to help them pass easily and without pain and anxiety… it’s truly a blessing

[@annejones6249]

I beg to differ. My dad was on end of life care and my mother did not allow the nursing staff to give my dad any meds,all he received was moisture on the lips. His body died from the feet up and lasted for 6 days. I severed my relationship from her from that day until she passed. No forgiveness or regrets at all for a human being that can be so evil.

[@matthewhawkins1472]

@@annejones6249 I’m not sure what you mean by I beg to differ…. It sounds like you are in agreement with what I said.

[@mblasterful]

@@annejones6249 So @matthewhawkins1472 said diazepam and morphine are good because it makes passing easier, and you begged to differ with a story about how diazepam and morphine would have made your father's passing easier?

[@nondetection8882]

You mentioned being a dad a couple of times, may I suggest Dominoes (the song by Ren, not pizza :) )

[@CosmicGoatt]

Speaking of Genesis check out the Genesis live acoustic to really get the feel of the sounds that he makes for that one

[@didierblasco8116]

Thank you for doing it again ! Thank you for your art Andiroo !

[@dianeemanuel8541]

Andiroo. Your analysis is really interesting! Thanks for having him back Black Pegasus- great reaction.

[@vmo4136]

I feel like I learn something new every time you bring him back. I think it'd be really cool if he was part of your interview with Ren!

[@JuliaBumstead]

this!

[@hrk76]

Ren - Love music pt 1, 2 & 3 are very cool, and a bit of fun 😊

[@roncav8]

Love your reactions, especially with Andy. Ren videos and messages are next next level.

[@robertlenzo3303]

Think I heard in a recent interview that Blind Eye was the first song Ren did after years of being sick and thinking his opportunity passed him by....Then this went viral and he was back at it after that.

[@tinaboksa3642]

Anything from Ren is good

[@ubtrippn6202]

My personal opinion REN is that next artist…..hope he continues to get recognition he DESERVES!!! ALWAYS 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@HughDjibouti]

Absolutely cannot wait for the Ren interview! 🔥🔥🔥🔥

[@marianneszijj]

I cannot get enough of this song… ❤ …and this is my favorite performance!

[@phlippbergamot5723]

Man if you want to hear some more musical versions of Ren, you have to listen to Crutch. I've been checking out a lot of his colabs, which Crutch is one of.

[@guitarmuscle6968]

Really Hoping the Blind Eye Version you Reacted too was, Ren and Sam Tompkins - Blind Eyed | M.C Sessions, that's the best version in my opinion, not to say the busking version isn't good just the other version is better. Hope you get to, Ren - Crucify you Culture, at some point.

[@donald1379]

great reaction guys....Ren and Sam are amazing as always...thanks

[@darrylcummings3334]

BRO!! I Love Your Channel!!! I am a 46 yr. old dude that like to see other people's views on the music I like. My first video was the one with Stevie. I think your model is great. I really like how you bring all the different pros in to break Ren's stuff down. I learn different things every time. Plus, your music is dope as well. I've been going down a rabbit hole of your music. Thanks for a great viewing experience. I drive 1.5 hrs. to work every day and before you know it I will have watched all your vids.😁😁

[@seagull01-cp8pb]

I am so glad you enjoyed Diazepam. One of my favourite Ren songs👍🦇

[@denalinde]

Ren had to go cold turkey on the nicotine sticks when he got to Canada. 😬 That’ll end up being 9 months clean by the time he leaves. It’ll be interesting to see if he picks it up again. Thanks for having AndiRoo on again & I’d like to put in another vote for the Sam/Ren collab with the up & coming Angry Car Park Attendant to see some *FUN*!

[@dianeemanuel8541]

Love this reaction Black Pegasus- I thought the same thing about the smokes when I first saw this. Man it is like they are toying with us. 😂😂😂

[@thesenseiofsensi]

Breh. You gotta go back you watched the wrong one. We were asking for blind eyed ft angry carpark attendant. This one isn't even comparable

[@greenmonster4918]

Standards of living, opportunities, social programs keep dropping, expectations & corporate profits keep flying. We are divided, over worked, exhausted, hiding in our shells in survival mode. We are powerless to change things that desperately need to change. We & our planet are living on borrowed time. Over farming in the name of profit has robbed our foods of nutrients, empty calories fill the shelves. Healthcare in the states is unaffordable & often ineffective. & that's all just tip of the iceberg why mental health issues are so high.

[@anticafo]

Of course, yes to more Andiroo!

[@SoullessGingersnaps]

Thank you for speaking on arthritis being autoimmune, alot of people think it isnt in the autoimmune group... I didnt learn until this year that diet\gut health would play such a massive role in combatting my form of arthritis. Loved this reaction💚🤗🍀

[@lizl2432]

Diazepam- Valium Clonazepam- Klonopinn Alprazolam- Xanax Lorazepam- Ativan Triazolam -Halcion All part of the Benzodiazepine family of anxiolytics, all highly addictive but highly effective too. You always have to proceed with caution. Love that song.

[@dianeemanuel8541]

Great Job guy ( nice to have you onboard Andiroo

[@augusttexan4657]

would love to see you and roo react to ren crutch ft. bibi. It released may 2016 and ren looks young in it. I believe ren has said it's his favorite and I believe the engineer will get a big kick out of the way it was done. Very heavy, vulnerable song. Also the The tale of jenny and screech full version.

[@sandiraymond1761]

The versions of Blind Eyed are so unique, they may as well be totally different songs. I like each for different reasons, too. It's funny to me. Ren's fans don't even bother arguing over what his best song is. Nope. We debate the best VERSION of each song. Lol❤

[@TXTrojan]

man you two work really well together. Really enjoy when Andy is on and the interaction the two of you have.

[@Simon...........]

Great reaction and channel Black P. On the way to 100k for sure. Great having this guy on the channel too and giving his insight into the finer things with production

[@dianeemanuel8541]

Andiroo - I really liked your note about him writing songs in movements- I’m not a musician and don’t always have the terminology for what like a- note or feel in music. Very helpful. Great job both of you.

[@adawn1111]

You definitely need to check out the music video for this... It features an angry parking lot attendant and actually makes the flow even better than if they just filmed it. They enter a stairwell at the perfect time.

[@char_lou]

Reacting to Ren (and his colabs) .. that is your calling right now, and you are acing it x

[@jamesbanfield9606]

That was sick. How into Diazepam BP was. Big props!

[@mattsamson6714]

Thank you both for a great reaction and discussion worthy of having, Ren is amazing talent, his rawness I think is what brings so many people in, people are tired of the same ole same ole corporate music that has taken over human ability in nature and people Like Ren and others are bring it back. I believe this trend will continue as the old system dies as it should in many ways, the Entertainment Industrial Complex is old and out dated, it's run it's course and now its time to get down to reality with honest music that comes from the soul not machines. we live in some exciting times, while many challenges lay ahead for humanity, I can feel and see the shift that will only grow from here and Ren and many like him are the path setters of this bot new era but reinvented perhaps..

[@jamesbaker704]

Congratulations on the interview man. Thats so cool. Looking forward to this reaction too 🎉🎉🎉

[@chrisseiler42]

Thank you-so much fun and learned so much.✨❤️

[@mikesnyder6358]

It really hit me when you spoke about your mom having and fighting Cancer for 15 years before it took her. My mother fought it for 10 years before she passed. I miss her. I want to give you a hug. Peace and respect.

[@rjams8953]

Love your reactions. Love Ren. Love music in general. Thought I would just let you know, in case you haven't seen/heard, that Sam Tompkins just released a new song called See Me. It's beautiful.

[@GGG_3]

and got so happy to see Andy back again

[@stephaniewragg5727]

I'm just gassed for this future interview. And Animal Flow of course 🦍🦁🐈

[@philsilverthorn]

Ren's genius is partly his creativity and his bravery not to be confined by conventional "rules" of music but also (like all great artists) in the choices he makes. You can have every weapon in your arsenal but you have to know how and when to use them. The greatest artists can make the simplest things have huge impact because they understand why they are putting that element there at that precise moment.

[@lillyvanpug]

Jipppiiiiieee Andiroo is back 🥳 You should get him to watch the tales or do the Love Music trilogy 🤯

[@illeagle8041]

I think genius is often when the idea sounds like it can never work, then not only does it work but it’s amazing.

[@elsvaughn7959]

There's so many different kinds of genius though,in so many different genres. You? Know what I mean?

[@lukaluka1214]

I could not agree more! "Ren keeps us talking - and that´s what true artists do". But as a cancer survivor myself - at least so far - who is dealing with some mental issues as result of deterriorating health etc. - I may add to this conversation that every cure comes with a cost - be it physically or mentally or both - because there is simply no medication or substance (even herbs etc.) that has no side effects. The task is to find ones INDIVIDUAL fine line where treatment is sufficent enough and the lasting "costs" (side effects) are still endurable. It may take month or even years to find this fine line for one self .... And i think that´s excactly what Ren is doing. He talks about his individual journey - what works for him and what doesn´t - That´s why his work is so tight and amazingly relatable - just GENIUS in my eyes! BUT despite beeing relatable I don´t think it is helpful to take his points LITERALLY as a sort of universal truth ... nothing what he says spares us from undertaking that painful and almost unbearable journey ourselfs ... but it is so EMPOWERING to see that he obviously overcame so many low points and did NOT give in/give up .... (pls excuse my insufficient knowledge of English - I hope you get the idea)

[@Steven90108Runs]

Great reaction! Loved seeing Andiroo again! The Music Crowns version of Blind Eyed is pretty cool as well 😁

[@stranger2Utube]

Great reaction guys. 🔥Andiroo is great. Has to come back.

[@VideosbyLisaLisa]

Thank you for continuing to react to Ren's work: both simply sharing it and breaking it down. Ren reminds me that I'm not the only one feeling this way - all mixed up. "Self-destructive healing". I LOVE that he wrote a song about diazapam (and that you didn't know what it was). I get it - or at least my version of it. Peace.

[@Dazkil]

Poor Andi Roo not able to watch all Ren's stuff but good for us 😂