I'm starting to fear eating solid foods for the same reasons (nausea and pain). I keep on trying, though. I'm afraid if I switch to a liquid diet, I'll never be able to go back to eating solid food. I'm not ready for that, so I just keep eating the "safer" foods and try to get them in earlier in the day so that I have more time for my stomach to settle so that I won't be up all night in pain. My weight is still stable for now, but I don't know how long I can keep it up. I'm praying for you, sweet friend.