My Cozy Nighttime Routine | simple self care

[@gracehillen7883]

“That’s just me ranting” *casually drops the most beautiful and poetic words that have ever graced my soul*

[@HitomiMochizuki222]

Hahah ❤️🫶🏼💌

[@kipriannalutu]

Every time 🥲😂

[@twoleggedhijabi]

Thank you for existing and shown women that change is possible and beautiful and not scary at all I love you so much Hitomi

[@Nitengohain]

Cannot describe in words how much calm and gentle this video is. Being here is just like a paradise to me. Tons of love and hugs to you Gorgeous 🦭

[@ladeziumhall4032]

facts its so chill and peaceful

[@tiffanybrittin]

The ending chat feels so sacred. I feel like your vulnerability is what sets you apart from other creators. I dont know, i just keep hearing the phrase “someones gotta do it” and im glad you chose to be that one. Thanks for opening your heart

[@user-je4eh9ht1k]

"I wonder why time has to run out when I have found the right words to say". Gosh, that hit me like a train. Your poetry is so profound and I completely hear what you're saying. It's bittersweet when we finally become these loving, understanding adults that have the skills to heal past traumas but those that we want to heal with can't heal with us.

[@RubyClementi]

Typewriting outside in the rain is as romantic as it gets. This whole video is such a vibe and helped me stay calm on a rough day. Thank you Hitomi❤️

[@jennasykes8664]

My anxiety has been crippling the past couple days & this helped me catch my breath. Thank you 🖤

[@francielly1111amor]

wishing love and peace to you and your heart, friend you're not alone.♡

[@ginanotafan1039]

Same boat💜

[@amyc2390]

You're not being "extra" at all!! You describe the human experience so beautifully, in a way that I relate so closely to, and I admire your ability to put it into words. Men have 3+ hour podcasts on their half baked/adapted philosphies - you don't have to preface your musings on the world. Your voice is vital to the community and you are entitled to share your art with them! XXX Big love from Naarm (Melbourne)

[@NYKIRA]

Really enjoying the reflection at 19:05 Hitomi, just being able to witness yourself in whatever may come up and allowing it to pass, tapping into that inner knowing that you'll be okay, this is truly so wise and beautiful to see 💖

[@oase248]

mother wounds are so difficult to talk about... but u create an open and safe space for all of us to open up about it. thank u for being so brave and loving

[@elenavillegas7462]

The way you write and create stories through journaling is so beautiful and poetic❤️

[@aabarrientos888]

21:07 “I wonder why time has to run out right when I have found the right words to say” this line brought me to tears. I empathize with this sm having lost my dad so early on and not being able to talk to him about all the trauma tht was caused. It’s such a heartbreaking thing to feel this and mastering the art of surrender isnt an easy journey. Thank you sm for sharing your beautiful words and letting us be a witness to your soul ✨ I wish you more healing. ♥️

[@myfunstuff6058]

I love how you show up. Keep romanticizing life, I am here for it. And now you can do it from a place of healing verses when you were doing it for survival. I enjoy doing it as well and love the beauty of the simple things that we can romanticize.

[@evamilthers1391]

Wow, you really have a writing talent! That text you wrote and read aloud in the end was incredibly touching and beautiful. I hope you collect your poems and written thoughts in a book some day

[@dreambeeyoga4186]

When its raining in the evening and your work day is done and all you want to do is breathe it in! Thank you for welcoming us into your safe space Hitomi! ☺️🌧️

[@Francielly444]

❤❤i love you so much, i hope the best for everyone reading this comment and living it, i love you all, thank you hitomi for being that inspiration to make something safe on this earth.

[@maddsn]

I love you too ❤️❤️

[@francielly1111amor]

Ily, i care about you. You are enough.

[@francielly1111amor]

♡♡♡

[@francielly1111amor]

Ily

[@francielly1111amor]

Te amo

[@fireflythinking1290]

Your text at the end was really beautiful. Seeing you doing good things for yourself, breaking the trauma chain is really encouraging us to pay more attention to ourselves :)

[@lorellamarie9211]

Womb wisdom would be a great title for a book of your beautiful poetry, just feels like it’s already in fruition❤

[@lovelifementoring5399]

The same happened with my mum, she forgot everything and became so extra sweet and had an appreciation for me. I was told that despite this I should speak my truth to her, so both she and I can clear it ready for her to move on. I never did, so I have been releasing this since. ❤ I would love to get a typewriter. Thank you for all your reminders x

[@Waheedalabloomer]

Hitomi, I've been watching your videos for a few months but today is the moment when I feel "she feels like a long lost soulmate!". it also happened today is one day after I decided to let in romantic love for the first time. AHHHHHHH I'm tearing up overcame with reverence and gratitude at the same time. Thankful for your authenticity 🥰

[@ayemanda6174]

This reiterates the importance of how much more I should focus on my night routine and properly winding down and doing what makes me feel most grounded and happy. Thank you

[@Olitoia]

how boring life would be if we didn't romanticise every moment to the fullest. it doesn't make you out of touch with reality, quite the opposite!! you endlessly inspire me to find joy and sacredness and ease in the simplest of pleasures

[@missy7713]

I love you sm❤ I was feeling very stagnant in my spiritual journey and recently you just popped into my recommended, I’ve been binge watching u and you make me feel like I can do this even if it’s hard. ☺️

[@josiesjournals]

I just love taking time to reflect and hold gratitude for my life each day, and I love how you do the same:) inserting nature, creativity, and conscious consumption. your smile and energy is so full of light. thank you💛

[@cyberruds]

when you were speaking your made-up poetry at the moment ,I am very proud of you for finally speaking your own truth and conscious thoughts that You can say what you mean and mean what you say,you can say what you feel and feel what you say ,you can sense what you see and see what you sense Thank you for shining, and I love that you're caring for us in our daily posture like an appointment doctor with " do this until I see you next time" I feel cared for in your words,thank you for showing up and empowering everyone as you can❤

[@sophiamorales6290]

your strength and outer and inner beauty will forever inspire me! im in such awe of ur character and ur maturity and constant growth in ur soul and spirit to heal and become a better person for not only the world but ur urself

[@mechiac]

I'm glad I clicked into this video, it's been a long time since I haven't seen a video of you. I admire your beautiful soul, thank u for your calmness and for sharing your wisdom with us❤

[@angelacorkill5283]

Thank you so much for being an example of how to exist independently of judgement of others and especially of those that seek to tear us down for their own gain.

[@MalikaInbetween]

You’re such a beautiful person, and always say exactly what I need to hear. Thank you for showing up consistently with such an open heart, Hitomi ❤

[@Letters2indigo]

Malika, I just watched your KZbin video and I cannot believe you exist, I am trying not to script this text. Thank you for existing, you feel impossibly familiar to my soul, human, hart I spelled it that way on purpose Stars

[@rachellwithlove]

I love how soft your energy is

[@haifasayyed1240]

You have no idea how much your videos help to get back to optimism, it makes me feel , yes life can b dealt with happiness, and its okay the way life happens// thank u❤

[@janellepaige]

"there was love that could have happened that never happened" ! wow. that grief processing is extremely relatable

[@samridhichhabra8385]

FIRST COMMENT SO EXCITED. I was just thinking how badly i want hitomi to upload today cause i was having a bad day and here it is!!!!

[@lillyb.2739]

this video made me feel a way I haven't felt in a while. human. thank you for grounding me ❤

[@xmv99]

What you wrote about your mother and that reflection about anger and hurt made me tear up. I've been holding in so much anger and resentment towards a family member, it's a different situation from yours but I've been thinking so much about it too. Deep within me I know the anger that I often find the most uncomfortable is usually felt towards people I love or care about, this is just a reaction to being hurt by them or their actions. I've been grieving a friendship that I used to have with that said family member for more than a year now but specially last few months. And it makes me anxious and deeply sad when I give myself space to think about it. It's hard to forgive someone that you know may not be looking for that forgiveness or that wants to be forgiven but not change their actions. It's hard to be hurt by someone that doesn't know it's hurting you. I have such a difficult time dealing with anger because it is such a destructive emotion. I would love to hear more of your thoughts about how you feel and deal with those emotions, it made me feel a bit more liberated hearing you at the end. Thank you Hitomi.

[@not-a-ghost2206]

i love your thoughts on sadness and anger

[@meowda2943]

your videos have comforted me for years. i always leave inspired, liberated, and balanced. thank you hitomi, you’re an angel

[@catiesmith645]

Thank you Hitomi for helping me find my own peace 🙏🏻 I couldn’t be more grateful

[@liabxlaoro]

i carry the same burden as what you said in your rant. but listening to you vocalizing it so calmly, i felt clarity and comfort. thank you, hitomi.

[@ambershear]

Your courage to reveal yourself touches my soul.

[@glidingthroughwaters]

I am so grateful for all of the love your share through your videos. Each clip I watch fills me with contentment and peace, inspiring me to move forward and grow into a woman of love. I’ve been following along with your journey and I feel my heart experiences such similar raw feelings and moments to you Hitomi 💗 thank you for being a portal of love and inspiration for my life. I honour you deeply.

[@saratominez]

Thank you, I feel so safe right now watching and listening to you❤️

[@emiliablaze]

you gotta let us know what amazing moisturizer you’re using! Your skin is glowing!

[@emmajudge1]

I appreciate you sharing your sweet words. This has been a special reminder that there is so much beauty in the duality of our nature and space to hold it all when we are willing.

[@enlightenedbranch4994]

“Feeling is self care “🙏🏼🌕 yes! thank you for this, as my whole life Ive been told to stop feeling things so hard. But i have to feel in order to process and move past ❤

[@Minimalrevolt-m83]

Wow, Hitomi! That poetry you have made is purely amazing. Hope you’re feeling, doing and thinking fine, girl.❤️ All those childhood traumas and deep sensitivity may shall past, and optimistically heal with more love, forever nourishingly, passing to the next generation of ours🙏🏻🙏🏻

[@elexuss1]

you are such a light, i deeply enjoy watching your videos, its refreshing knowing reflections as you exist, thank you for sharing your heart

[@sldiedrick]

You always fill me with so much inspiration and your videos uplift me, no matter what mood I am in that day. Thanks for moving me

[@MadelynElizaNeilson]

I love you so much Hitomi, you've been a special mentor to me and so many people on this spiritual journey, thankyou so much for your guidance and what you share! your videos feels like the sweetest heart to heart sleepover, a warm friend holding our hands, thankyou, thankyou, i would love to see a prayer video, whether that would be interactive or just opening that safe space you create so naturally. I pray that god fills you with love and peace, that you will continue to be comforted by gods presence and that he reveals himself to you more and more. Beautiful soul, you are so tuned into lifes realness and the raw feelings of love, you are so loved xo

[@zzz.natasha]

You’re so beautiful, love how you romanticize life - we must strive on doing this more, and work towards normalizing it. Reality doesn’t always have to look like “struggling and sadness” this can be a reality. It’s just a matter of choice. So please don’t stop romanticizing life, keep doing you. You bring Joy ✨

[@helly8849]

The last part of the video with your poem…i cried, it was so beautiful and needed , it really resonated hitomi thank you 🤍

[@the_cosplay_mom]

I’m so happy to hear that even when you get a negative comment you appreciate their view point and try to connect with that individual ❤ you are such a beautiful soul - I appreciate you so much. Even though you are a stranger, I feel like you are so open and when I watch your content I feel as though I’m actually connecting to you and becoming friends. Like a sister I never had!

[@sierrabouchard3147]

Wow! Your example of hyper-realism was so beautiful and eloquently put together on the spot. And I really enjoyed your perspective on romanticizing life.

[@jazcashv]

Hitomi, thank you for always spilling your heart out with us & creating a space for vulnerability always. I love you so much! x

[@moonmedicineyoga]

Ahhhh my weekly dose of peace 🙏🏽

[@gabasanfer8794]

Hitomi, i felt so much what you said at the final part of your video that i found myself with tears. But at the same time i feel better because in my circle of people no one dares to say this deep thoughts so sometimes i feel im left alone. So...thank you. Also i loved the part when you sing to yourself i want that too as a woman learning to love herself i was awed with that. Do you have other videos or could you recommend vids with positive chants? ❤❤❤

[@littlelizzzard]

Thank you for being such a healing presence 💚

[@caperplip]

Ahhhh everytime you upload I feel so much joy bc I know I’m going to gain some sort of wisdom no matter how small that will help me move through life💜💜thank you so much

[@inez7983]

I would buy these poets in a bundle. They’re so healing ❤

[@Loritrolli]

I feel so much closer to you through out every new video you film. I love you so much and thank you for opening up to us. Means a lot, xoxo

[@angelahall6461]

You are so wise. Thank you for sharing your life and love and wisdom. You change lives💗💗💗

[@maja_blaetterdach]

Gosh girl, youre so amazing. Often you start talking in your speakers voice while reading and its so fluently! So inspiring! I get to flow with it in complete focus. You loveable human being, so confident to show yourself from the core of your beeing.

[@lovelightshining4444]

Very powerful relatable truth spoken at 22:00 minutes of this amazing video! Tytytytytytytytyty 🌬️💨💖

[@sarah7948vis]

The endings are the best!

[@reni6771]

Sending all of the abundance and prayers to you Hitomi ! 🙏

[@7nochannel]

It took me a while to acknowledge that the reason why I sometimes had violent or agressive thoughts would be because I felt angry all the time. I used to feel angry because of the suffering I had endured and the feeling of unfairness. But today I mostly consider myself lucky because I have a depth of experience and an outlook on life that not everybody has.

[@althealaprey3499]

Hitomi, thank you. I've always been a writer, since i was young. ive lost it so deeply. but your words are so inspiring. I want to create with my words again.

[@pigeonbaby-]

I love your videos so much; you really inspire me :)

[@rhondadean5455]

T y Hitomi, inspired me to order skin care products for better self care. Love peaceful evening routine. Finding time to take care of myself is difficult. We just need to do it. Sweet dreams.

[@omgg144]

I loved your rant at the end of this video ❤️ my mom also lost her memory when we were both pretty young and I feel so much of what you said because it also does not run in my family and is confusing at times… thank you for sharing your heart

[@niahowze70]

💗💗💗you inspire me to spend more time feeling deeply and getting to know myself. I feel so blessed to share this life with you:)

[@calebgaffoor554]

Love the amount of new content ❤. Honestly, it's so special ✨️

[@dontknow3572]

You're such a blessing hitomi, thank you💓

[@Suboptimalconditions]

Your videos are such a blessing in my life. I am so grateful.

[@theresamusatto7065]

Wow hitomi. Thank you so so much for being so raw and vulnerable. Gosh, your authentic pouring and rambling is so beautiful !! I love the unfiltered pouring. Makes me feeling really seen. Thank you 🙏🙏🙏💚💚🦋

[@ya_dominika]

thank you so much for a new precious video🙏🏻🤍

[@eleni777]

hitomi thank you so much for existing and sharing your life with us!you are truly a blessing💌

[@jasmineofearth]

I can't explain why but your mispronunciation of words throughout your videos is adorable. This videos word is gua sha. Please never change. My mom creates her own words or doesn't pronounces certain words right and it's just a strangely endearing quirk about her. Thank you for being you.

[@tayatarnava]

love your vlogs Hitomi❥ so calm and positive energy😍

[@lilamadhuri3681]

Your videos are incredible, thank you for being so brave and sharing your heart and soul! ❤

[@brittany.j.mcbride]

such a safe space for me! thank you! i love the honesty you bring to this platform and how present you make me feel

[@chloeroush8002]

the soliloquies at the end are my favorite part

[@gabrielaalves15]

checked the homepage bc i had a feeling you posted!!!

[@humanadelniebla444]

Sameeee

[@sydneylee492]

I really struggle with routine especially at night, as always you are an inspiration for building my own healthy habits and lifestyle

[@shailjatripathi3901]

vicariously living through Hitomi 😭🤚

[@monika2388]

I have never been this early. I absolutely love you Hitomi!

[@srishti005]

my guide 🫶🏽 thank you for being the light that you are

[@cristinaescalona6746]

Thank you for sharing your life with us ! You’re a beautiful soul 🫶🏼🧘🏼‍♂️ keep pushing

[@sabrinakroffges]

Thank you Hitomi for this beautiful video! I can relate with so many things you're talking about. Especially this romanticizing your life part. I always feel our life is a movie. Every moment is so precious. Thank you for sharing a part of your world.

[@raphaelavalenteyoga]

Hey Hitomi! Just wanted to send you a big virtual hug🤍 I am in a somehow similar situation with my mother, as she has no memory of the past today and sometimes I find myself hanging onto that same past (and anger, and sadness) and everything that I have gone through. At the same time I feel free and so wholesome today because I feel happier than ever and onto my healing path! Thanks for sharing all of that!

[@lovely_dragonfly]

it always brings joy to my heart when you upload:)

[@QueXLcior]

smooth, soft, supple, skin a sign of youth and vitality

[@fuckyeah7490]

I am from Estonia so pardon my self expression...but i am here wondering how you are receiving all the love energy that you share with people. Because I am really feeling the oneness of all beigns when sitting here in my bed and listening to you as you were my personal superhero crush. Thank you for just being who you are and giving me hope of humanity and myself.

[@jenniemedina1717]

woah love you hitomi

[@Cosmik_ink]

thank you for being so vulnerable and open.. i am an artist and whenever i feel my energy stagnating i always watch a video of yours, and it guides me and inspires me, Thank you

[@ria8894]

i love how natural the way you share everything in your videos is ~

[@adennilozkul4310]

Forever thankful for your sincerity ❤

[@andreadybvik]

I feel like romanticising life is a way to sense, to feel, to be present and you have really showed me another way of living life. My survival mode was to always distract myself from feeling and sensing, numbing myself to exhaustion, because it hurt too much to slow down and sense/feel and the present was too scary to witness. "Romanticising" life brought back the pleasure and joy of living the mundane moments of life for me, personally, and brought magic and vitality into my life again. Thank you for showing me another path! 🤍

[@wildlittlebird]

This helped my anxiety so much hehe thank you hitomi!! Love you ✨🌱

[@iiheart.jay3]

So inspiring. I'm starting my spiritual journey and your videos and positive vibes help me so much. You have such a calmness, one that I'm trying to get back to. Stay healthy, good vibes for everyone❤❤❤