My entire life has changed

[@Area52Investigations]

Come and see what all the fuss is about...

[@buddinghero]

This was the greatest pivot in content I've ever enjoyed. I've watched you for a while solving puzzles and now your investigating something truly mysterious and it's so cool! Really appreciate your content and love hearing about your journey and spreading your wisdom, Thank YOU!

[@kampfirekreative]

Glad you are keeping your head on Chris. I just figured out what I'm doing with my youtube channel myself and it's already hard not to burn out... but I'm just getting started! 😤

[@andrewstickel1350]

Thanks for sharing. I'm excited to witness your new life.

[@brandy.double.u]

Thank you for sharing your growth and journey with us. I value creators that don't make content just for the clicks/likes. I'll stay subscribed to your channels as long as you stay true to you.

[@myjesusisall3192]

Hi Chris, I hope you don't mind me offering an opinion and it's offered in love... I think we all need a hope outside of this world that is firm and stable. We are made to know God and love Him and be loved by Him eternally. Nothing else can fulfill for very long and an intelligent man feels this pointlessness and emptiness deeply. Call out to Jesus Christ and ask Him to make Himself known to you with an honest and humble heart. Why Jesus? Why not? Seems like a pretty good place to start, plus He is real and answers those who genuinely seek Him. Your life does have an eternal purpose and it's wonderful. John.

[@DanielFernandez]

The inner peace resonates through the screen, it's awesome to see Chris. Keep enjoying the barefooted-ness, along with everything else.

[@DreGon_242]

When will you be making a return to KZbin?

[@Carefaceeeee]

Oh he dosent feel good ,he is still lost

[@thekoretech]

@@DanielFernandez Also really pleased and grateful Chris, you’ve found mindfulness and spirituality and beyond.. fantastic 🌟 ❤️

[@morgadoapi4431]

​@@Carefaceeeee he emanates peace and from peace your true self can shine.

[@Carefaceeeee]

@@morgadoapi4431 He ooze of low self esteem and a tired old body and he is much younger than me. You know nothing about anything,you are a clone and a drone created by this fucked up world. When gods like me speak ,you listen.

[@beanpie7191]

First and foremost, Getting rid of alcohol is awesome! Proud of you. I am 15 years sober. Used to drink like a mad man. Drinking never had a positive outcome. Since stopping I see things much clearer now. I was also in a dark hole, thought I'd never find my way out. Every one of us has things we have to deal with. Thank you very much for the video. It takes courage to let strangers hear your thoughts. Looking out for others through life is a great feeling. At the end of the day you gotta do you. If you're not happy with yourself, how are you going to make others happy. Stay strong my friend, we're with you!

[@karenbrooks1666]

Hi Chris. You kept me sane with your cardistry and puzzle videos, thank you. Loving Area52 as I loved the X-Files so these videos are up my alley. Stay safe and be happy Xxx

[@Frntrgrpblake]

Hey man, I’ve been following you for years. You taught me some of the basic sleight of hand and card tricks/cardistry that I have kept an interest in and have been able to show my daughter who’s fascinated by it. You’ve made a positive impact, and you continue to.

[@Pteromartyl]

I think I might be one of those people that needed to hear this. Thanks for putting yourself out there and sharing ✌️

[@GregGelf24]

Thanks for sharing Chris. Paying salaries is a big toll, and brings in a lot of stress. Stress destroys creativity for me. Your authenticity is rare and very brave. Do whatever makes you happy!

[@Njwanta]

Life is laundry and taxes. Getting to the next thing is laundry and taxes. The joy is finding people at the laundromat that dance to the same music. Enjoy the journey and the moments standing in line. Have an awesome day, stranger on the internet!

[@brolohalflemming7042]

Stranger things can sometimes be the most rewarding. Chris's story of the shopping line reminded me of a time that happened to me. Woman in front kept getting card declined, was getting stressed and tearful so I just asked the cashier to try mine. Line started moving again, I turned tears and frowns into smiles and did my own little bit of magic that day.

[@johanneskepler7503]

hey thanks

[@sarakajira]

This is great Chris. I started meditating when I was 17, had a massive awakening experience that changed my life, and continued practicing ever since. Many, many small and large breakthroughs occurred since then over the years. I was miserable as a teenager and young adult. And I am so happy now. I have so much peace in my life. I'm so happy you started meditating and looking at your mind. It's such an incredibly freeing process. So many people live in fear of the intensity of their own minds, but when we take a good look at them, we see that the "intensity" is all that it is. That there's really nothing behind it that can hurt us, and if anything, we gain insights (sometimes profound insights) that change our perspective about ourselves and the whole world, and bring lasting peace. Good for you and I'm so happy for the life change and the barefootedness, and the baremindedness!

[@randomdan85]

Glad to hear you found your self Chris. Mental health is very important. I've been praying for you. God bless you brother. 🙏

[@mrpropilot007]

Your catch phase of "LET'S GO!" always energizes me!! I use it often! I have watched you videos for a couple years now and this video hits at an interesting time for me as I just got diagnosed with possible heart issues. Keep up the great content!

[@Woodburyhockey13]

Former alcoholic here, resonates on every level. Not a subscriber of AA, but big on mindfulness and being self aware. Thich Nhat Hanh has some good reads showing that there is more. Sitting with emotions is living in gray space, it is so hard because its much easier to see the world in black and white. Good stuff man, when you mentally level up like this is an unbeatable feeling.

[@randomdan85]

💯❤️🙏

[@JenSell1626]

@@Woodburyhockey13 Thay ❤️

[@crazycarlos4jc]

Recovered alcoholic here as well. AA is what worked for me. The present is all we ever have.

[@dankings5326]

Thích Nhất Hạnh is awesome (rest his soul) There are some great podcasts he's recorded too. Love listening to his lectures. Such deep learning but also super simple & very accessible.

[@KristenMcAtee]

So well said 💫shadow work isn't easy - proud of you Chris 💛

[@tjlovelady]

I got so emotional when you were talking about living in the moment and enjoying “the thing”. I often overwhelm myself with the ideas I have in my head about where I should be. I try to be successful in my career, my business, and through my social media channels… is it enough? My parents passed away a few months ago and sometimes I feel that I don’t have anyone to make proud. I’m doing all these things but, what for. That moment you described in the store is the moment I’m craving in my life.

[@illuminatingjoy]

Love that you’re sharing this with your audience. I feel honored to have met you at that retreat and witnessed your experience of all of this first hand. Thank you for all the magic.✨ And for being you.✨💖✨

[@themagicianscreed]

Needed this today, simple message be Happy! Thanks Chris

[@reneeevaline6311]

Thank you for posting this. On my own journey and learning a lot about myself. Meditation has changed my life. Learning how to keep buzzing at the highest frequency possible. Facing fears. Loving life. Really enjoy Area52. Keep following your passions. ✌❤🇨🇦

[@troybianco246]

It's amazing that when you put thought to "being in the moment", it stops you in your tracks when you realize that moment is present & always has been. Have to love the POWER OF INTENTION !!! It's mind blowing when its realized !!! Many, many blessings on Your journey ... stay in that positive intention of a free mind , body & soul !!! Many thanks for your contributions , you so willingly share with the World ... enjoy your true self & life overall !!! Blessings

[@TheGuitarBreakdown]

This sharing is needed and much appreciated. Thank you for sharing and inspiring. Stay healthy and continue to find every days moments of happiness ... there are often many throughout each day ... we often miss most of them by not slowing down and recognizing them. You are good people Chris ... and for years have brought much happiness, smiles, laughs and inspiration to us ... the ones you don't know ... but hopefully know are here loving everything you offer! Keep being the best you you can be and we'll keep tuning in!

[@SoftSpokenStrongLove]

Thank you for sharing, Chris. The reminder is well-appreciated, and I look forward to continuing along the journey with you. ✌️❤️

[@barrymcnamee507]

Your asking the right question's, keep going and keep having more lightbulb moments. I think that is where clarity and peace comes from. Life is a constant journey and those who are idle are unhappy and disconnected. I think what you said about paying your bill made a huge amount of sense.

[@whit_the_lauren]

I’m newer to your channel, but I gotta say, THIS right here, the more raw and heart and present video, one of my favs. Thanks for creating it and putting it out there. I’m excited to see where your Area 52 excitement goes! ❤

[@fikanera838]

I watched the latest Area 52 video a few days ago, &, while I've really struggled with meditation for years, somehow I'm closer to equilibrium with that now. Looking forward to more content there. I also want to thankyou for all the amazing puzzle & magic videos I've seen here over the years. Your joy exploring them, & the great production values have been a pleasure to watch. Best wishes from Czechia.

[@MyDelight100]

Can’t wait for more Area 52!! Absolutely love that series

[@xocomaox]

Your story about the grocery checkout reminded me of a beautiful verse in an Alanis Morissette song called Incomplete: I have been running so sweaty my whole life. Urgent for a finish line. And I have been missing the rapture this whole time of being forever incomplete.

[@jccatv901]

I’m happy you don’t create for views or even money but they seem like passion projects. I will always be here for them ❤

[@dazedandconfusedkid]

Of all your videos, this is my favorite. It came to me at the right time and the right place. I appreciate all you’ve done, what you’re doing and support your new journey. Wishing you the best

[@seriliaykilel]

Thank you for your candor in sharing your experiences! We're here for the ride and excited for where this new phase takes you (and definitely checking out Area 52!)

[@JamesSchay]

Watched this video last night and it made me change my whole perspective on a situation very similar to yours (in terms of having to let go of employees in a creative field). Thanks for putting this video out there, Chris. I literally needed to hear every word.

[@Rough_cut613]

Shit man. Chris I really like your content and you seem like a good dude. This kind of swinging from one extreme to the other reminds me of my days in rehab. You get onto something like meditation and minimalism and it seems like THE thing. Nothing is THE thing. You're right, life is now, life is today, life is living life. I hope you can see that when in a month, 6 months, a year from now life is still just in the living. Good luck friend.

[@thelupishow]

Glad to see you are in a better place. Just remember your audience now, for the most part is not the Area 52 crowd. They may someday get there. But they fell in love with the puzzle guy or the magic guy...they want those videos...don't be discouraged if this new venture goes slowly at first. If you can continue to be happy in whatever you do this will never be an issue. That is easier said than done. I wish you all the best and look forward to the future.

[@babicrazze2k9]

Your channel helps me with chronic illness I love just watching you solve a puzzle it’s brought so much peace, do what’s great to you and the the people will be with you

[@eds14rb]

Chris...,, I am very happy for you and support your journey no matter where it leads. My hat goes off to you and I hope to follow your footsteps in some way. Area52 rocks!!!

[@salex4108]

Life is a struggle. Hard to find your place. Waking up doing the same thing everyday, work,eat,sleep and recycle. Raising a family,being broke,grinding always grinding. But the one thing that gets me through is my family. Knowing that when im gone that everything I worked for,everything I bought, all the time I put into the stupid little things. They dont matter. The memories you make with your friends,with your family, with your loved ones. Thats what will be left behind,thats what will be remembered. So take a step back, stop stressing. Everything will somehow,someway, it will work out.

[@Requinix17]

Being remembered doesn't really last very long either though, unless you're some kind of influential historical figure. How often do you think about your ancestors who died in the 1800s?

[@salex4108]

@@Requinix17 being remembered at all is the point...one maybe two generations and your forgotten. Most of us won't be famous. Most of us won't be remembered by anyone other then our loved ones. So making those memories so that you aren't immediately forgotten. Why stress your entire life for wealth and possessions or move so fast through life that when it comes for you to leave. It was all for nothing. Generational wealth again will be appreciated only by the immediate family member. After that 2nd generation they will just know you as the person who made them rich. Bottom line...enjoy your life,slow down,stop stressing.

[@Requinix17]

@salex4108 I don't see much of a difference between being immediately forgotten vs. being forgotten a few dozen years later. I just want to enjoy life and explore what it has to offer, while hopefully making life better for others who happen to be on the same journey

[@salex4108]

@@Requinix17 nothing wrong with that my friend

[@DG69GOD]

Chris, I had a realization like that in the grocery store line too 🤣 I stopped drinking alcohol last year and started down a similar path of mindfulness and reconnecting with myself; we've come to learn a lot of the same core principles. The future (anxiety) and the past (depression/regret) only exist in our thoughts. It's up to us to let the past live in the past and the future live in the future, while we strive to live life to it's fullest in the present moment. Thanks for making this vid.

[@jamesbramlett5407]

Breathing Saved My Life -it really has. 667 days sober and I owe a lot of that to meditation/breathing. 4 noble truths, 8 fold path. ☸

[@Braincho]

Happy you are ok now!!! There is a book with same concept you've been talking about - the happiness to be NOW and enjoy the surrounding and stuff you have. Eckhart Tolle - The power of now.

[@italian724]

Here's what I'm gleaning from this: The passion was there in the beginning. The joy, the excitmenet, the adventure, all that was there in the beginning. You were doing something you enjoy and started to make a living out of it and it was great! ...until it wasn't...not anymore at least. It became a beast of burden on your heart, your mind, your body, and even your spirit in the end. I think purpose is the "thing". Purpose started being the "thing" you have been searching for and asking about. I think purpose is what you've been lacking internally and stopped seeing on your current path in life. Not to say your current path in life is wrong in anyway; you still create wonderful content that I've been watching for years! But man, if you're not happy with the path, then it's time to travel a new one. It shows how generous and compassionate you are as a human being that you've managed to white knuckle this path you've been on soley because of your concern for others on your team man; and I want to make sure you know that - you have a good heart and the world is better for it. And I'm so sorry you had to say goodbye to your staff; that must have been one of the hardest decisions you've ever had to make given how kindhearted you are. But man let me encourage you for a moment: You are so blessed right now for 2 reasons: 1) you are blessed that you were able to notice and recognize how unhappy you are - honestly, not a lot of people can pinpoint the source of their unhappiness, and you have! You've taken a hard look at your path, and realized it's time to step off and search for a new one. Which leads to 2) You are BRAVE. You are realizing that if you continue on this path, you will continue to be a person you don't want to be, and you're taking action! That takes real courage Chris; a lot of people wouldn't be able to fathom taking something they've built, something successful might I add, and lay it down to search inward on a new path into the unknown - somwhere they haven't had to go to in years. And you're doing that! I know we don't know eachother, but I'm seriosuly very proud of you man. This is inspriational, what you're doing right now. Your people will be fine, your finances will be fine, everything will be fine, as long as you continue to follow your heart. The path might look differently and not something you expected, but what you'll receive because of it is the very thing that you had in the beginning of this channel; happiness, and from that excitement, and from that adventure, and from that, purpose, and from that peace in your heart - knowing you're right where you need to be in life. And id I'm way off on this assesment, than I'm sorry you wasted your time reading this lol. But if there was a chance I was even remotely hitting the mark, I wanted to take the time to encourage you anyway. You've been there for all of us over the years and made our lives better for it, and I guess this is my way of giving back to you. Thank you for your vulnerability and honesty, and I sincerely look forward to your future, because it looks pretty bright to me.

[@Bladee2323]

Thank you for sharing. We love you brother. Thank you again for all of your time. Thank you for giving me time to chill and relax. Thank you Chris.

[@mismag822]

Accept my apology and be my friend

[@MyDelight100]

Mismag822!! So good to see you! You were the one who taught me magic! Thank you so much

[@z-tune]

@@MyDelight100 same!! so cool and random

[@codycast]

Huh?

[@thedangerisreal]

So relatable. Thanks for sharing!

[@cluelessgod97]

Looking forward to pt2. Its such an intriguing topic and journey to follow.

[@MelihKiraz]

This was such a motivating speech, just reminded me how worthless the "stuff" is and how important this "moment" is. Thank you!

[@Fat40YearOldGolfer82]

Love ya Chris. Helped me a lot in the pandemic. Do what’s best for you.

[@3DPROPS]

Hi Chris, I love your story, you have no idea how much I can relate to it. Just hit 50 and went almost to the same transformation as you did. From "it's all about things, other people, views, likes and making it to the next thing!". I was damn close to my third burnout when my mom got sick and made my world crumble. I mentally hit the floor and saw what life is all about, "The things that really matter, here in the present!", I started to look inside of me and see the big picture. Consciousness was/is the red line. Happiness is in the small things, things you take for granted until it isn't. It taught me to be grateful and stay in the present. See things for what they are. If you write down 10 things that you can't miss in life that keep you going, then cross five things from that list off. What's left are the things you should truly focus your energy on. From that happiness will thrive. Somehow you kinda did that already, you became conscious, you see now what matters. Having that is what to you? Thanks for sharing!

[@TheRealGioVega]

I wish more people could sit and take in those small “insignificant” moments like yours in the store , some of the most beautiful moments come in the most unexpected places and ways. ❤️

[@rootz420]

Was in grocery store and I glance at stack of pre cut pineapple and one starts shaking on its own as if someone pushed it and set it down. It happen before my very eyes and this blew my mind.

[@pjef1956]

Yes ! Life IS the total of those "insignificant" moments .... As I got older, I took the opportunity to show kindness to others during these moments. To make these moments positive. To be supportive and helpful and understanding in difficult circumstances; someone who felt the whole world was against them, all of a sudden, felt they had a friend and got through a rough moment.

[@jonjonesmagic]

You rock. been following for a long time so Thankyou for bringing us with you and sharing all that you have. Really happy for you dude and I wish you health, happiness, and peace for all of your years. Kind regards Jon x

[@FunkyMac]

don’t think you desqueezed the anamorphic footage enough! lol

[@ChrisRamsay52]

100% Great eye hahaa went to .7 instead of .635

[@Nomiscane]

Was looking for this comment 😂

[@itsrobbymartian]

@@ChrisRamsay52 I like the vibe

[@yodogyz]

that grocery store story. man. I felt that. Its easy to get lost in the motions but when you take a step back and just take everything in. its almost overwhelming how stimulating life is. We are just so used to filtering everything into mundaneness. if you take that filter off tho you can really make a positive impact in your life.

[@tylermyers5062]

This is what terrifies me about helping someone with the small business thing. Bro meditated and fired everyone. That sucks

[@TheLfamily24]

It’s not that he had to fire everyone anyway he meditated to keep his mind right. You have to scale small business as large as you can forecast then sell at a high to investors. He didn’t and should have now he’s paying the price

[@shannavincent4041]

What a wonderful post! That sense of peace in your soul is priceless!

[@jccatv901]

Haven’t watched yet but I love you Chris it’s real. There is more to consciousness and this world, and we understand. I have done DMT, astral projection, and had an NDE. All the same brother. More real than real life if that makes sense.

[@EvolvingFetus]

DMT is just dreaming while awake

[@Therodrigoshow]

This is great brother I been two years in this journey and man life is beautiful

[@adambruton4104]

Love your puzzle videos. Watched every one. Many multiple times. Thanks for the work that goes in

[@abh3047]

I don’t really comment on anything but thank you Chris for sharing your experiences and progressions your truly an incredible person, it’s hard to find people like you that are always genuine and in touch with there community, I’m super happy to be apart of this amazing positive community. Keep doing what makes you happy because that’s what you always do whether it’s magic, puzzles or directing and I hope your father gets better soon.

[@TaterSalad-lr3pf]

Damn. Last time i was this early my wife was disappointed

[@KellyKatz]

I don't watch your channel much anymore but I started watching you back in 2012 when I was really into magic in high school. I loved the peacefulness of your puzzle videos during the pandemic. I hope you stay happy and healthy and do the things that bring you fulfillment.

[@DPNAILZIT]

Yess... self meditation (taking things slow...time management... happiness...inner peace...) is more important than anything else. I haven't posted in 2 months due to self-care. I will post soon but that's not as important as my inner being. Now I feel wonderful AND had new visions of a new path blessed before me. SELF CARE AND MENTAL ILLNESS IS ALWAYS SOMETHING TO PUT FIRST BEFORE ANYTHING ELSE. ❤️ NO APOLOGIES NEEDED NOR DESIRED. 💯

[@andresalvarez1567]

The amount of peace you have brought to me during years of depression and chaos is difficult to calculate. Certainly I am not the only person who has found tranquility in your words. Thank you for sharing your fight and struggles. And thank you for bringing calmness and hope to many.

[@michaelripley4528]

When in standing in Line, i study people.. How they act and interact in any perspective. Been a thing for decades for me.. So if something F up, just gives me more study time. Actually its here its most interesting to Read behavior… Sometimes you see someone doing same… Just Looking arround Reading people… And catch their eyes😅 Like hey! One of us!🤙🏻 Another thing that Can give perspective, is people starring at someone (ex Very Thick or handicapped) Step out of your own mind and Watch the people starring… ! They Will not notice you, and you Can Read their mind, thru facial expression.. Very few actually show signs of empathy. Happy you are getting there Chris 💯!! Standing in Line Can actually be very funny😅 And Sometimes we get extra time to be wondering over our species!!

[@jesusthehipster6936]

Thanks for sharing brother. I am definitely that one person who you helped by sharing this. Not a lot of people have the ability to share their thoughts to a large crowd and to admit life lows and mistakes. I'm going through a much needed change and your words have encouraged me to take a healthier outlook on daily tasks. Being present is everything

[@DjVanillaGuerilla]

I can smell the incense burning through the video. Soon he will be taking ayahuasca trips and "finding" himself in the rainforest and going to Coachella 🤣

[@johnmorrison4754]

Thank you, Chris, for bringing awareness to Mental Health issues! Thank you for sharing your journey with us!

[@metern]

Does this mean that there will be fewer and fewer puzzle videos, and this channel is getting closer too it's end?

[@FullMetalAtheist]

If this is your main thoughts after watching this, that's a bit sad.

[@metern]

@@FullMetalAtheist No, it's not my main thoughts from this video. I just wondered if the puzzle part is slowly going away? I'm actually happy he found a passion for his creative storytelling.

[@NewNormac]

Great PSA and social reminders, thanks Chris and always much love and joy.

[@kenmastersmaster]

Must be nice to be a millionaire hipster having an existential crisis while the rest of us are just trying to scrape money for food together with crippling inflation and health problems from stress

[@tom-l-91]

Must be nice thinking you’re a great guy going round making self righteous comments like this, when actually youre a complete tosspot. Hope your cardboard box is cold this winter.

[@markgoldthorp5849]

I’ve been following you for years Chris. Thank you for the hat & necktie. This video totally speaks to me. I’ve just written a song called ‘Looking for the next thing’ so your video hit the spot. All the love. Take care. Mark. (England)

[@TheJoshuaLavenderShow]

This is the most pretentious thing I’ve ever seen on KZbin . Brags about laying off %90 of his employees, witnesses a struggling woman to pay for her groceries but won’t even step in to cover the minuscule amount of groceries . But claims of having a spiritual awakening. Doesn’t set an example for spirituality what so ever .

[@DG69GOD]

Hey buddy, you're in the stage he described where you're mad at everything

[@arulyamdagni3963]

This is the Chris I love. It’s amazing to see your journey and the things you are learning as part of this wild ride we call life. Be happy, work hard, keep it up!

[@robertd4236]

Love the Area 52 stuff. Also some of my favorite content is your friend contests. I really enjoyed your trip to Spain showcasing these other people and places.

[@ThreeDeeMonkEy]

Such a pleasure watching your work, and hearing your perspective of those whole process. I grew up in a traveling family show, and the burnout gets reaaaaal, really quick...feels yah! Love yah bud

[@marktwained]

This is genuine and relatable. I’ve been a fan of you. It doesn’t matter what you do, I’ll continue to be a fan. This video was entertaining, and deepened my appreciation of your content. Thank you

[@benjaminssachs]

This resonates so much Chris...burnout is such an important issue for people. Thank you for sharing this, I feel like the whole culture (and the algorithm!) needs to hear it

[@tashathehobbit3998]

This is your true happiness not the happiness that society tells you that you need to be "truly happy". Im truly loving Area 52 and they feel as we are getting to know you more. Thank you for showing us another side of you ❤ So happy for you!!

[@NOBODYATALL1111]

Your awakening my brother, and it’s beautiful!

[@ashleydcx]

The positive energy is coming off of you in waves. Love to see it 🌊

[@mr.nickels7535]

I really appreciate your transparency that life is a journey with ups and downs and twisty roads. But your perseverance is encouraging to others! Do what you love to do and your passion shows through and draws us in to watch you. Stay strong brother.

[@Imageyenation]

Your openness and vulnerability in this video are truly commendable. Sharing your feelings with such honesty takes immense strength, and it's deeply appreciated. Your story resonates with many of us, and it's comforting to know we're not alone. Thank you for your courage and authenticity.

[@jasonhanshandojo9030]

I pulled away from magic and card tricks a long time ago. But that was the first memory I had when it came to socializing or making friends. I was a shy kid and magic was the only way for me to be looked as "not a freak" by the other kids. Growing up, I realized that school were filled with savage kids. No filter in anything they say or do. But I move passed those times and made friends along my journey of life. When I discovered your channel a few years ago. I loved your videos and they remind me of the times I learnt magic tricks just to show my friends or new people. Magic was never really my hobby or something I'm invested in but I do enjoy learning a few tricks here and there. And your videos are enjoyable and I always have a smile on my face. You've thought me tricks and those give me memories of the practice I had to overcome to present a simple card trick. Time flies and I learnt to live in the moment and that is what this video is about. And thank you for reminding me. No matter what life throws at you, just live your life to the fullest and don't hide anything. Don't do something that you'll look back at life and say you regret doing any of that. No matter what you choose to do now, I am so glad to have found your channel and I am grateful to have been subscribed for the past 5 years. You rock man and I'll stick around to see how you'll do from here on out. Much love

[@WAGESWORLD1]

Chris you are doing what you need to. Burn out is real and only those who have channels older then a few years can really sympathize the rest can empathize which is not the same. I experienced the same thing durring my journey and it's only fixed when you learn to "live in the moment". Not trying to sound like Yoda but it's a cliche for a reason. People need to realize rock bottom is right next to sky high. We love ya and you got this. Even if this is your last video you have touched and help all of us and shown us the road to success is individual. Stay strong and weak at the same time. Your awesome and look forward to your next adventure. God bless and you got this.

[@ashleysiegrist4199]

My son and I have been really Into your puzzle videos lately and this one just came up. And I think this is your best video. I am so happy for you to find this change in your life. I love the barefoot thing!! I recently learned human adult feet are more or less deformed from years of tight shoes. Our toes are meant to spread not come to rounded point. Wish you the best in the future. Thanks for sharing!

[@TadThornton]

Dude, that totally made my day and absolutely resonated with me. Been watching you for a long time and there were times where I could tell you were Carrie a pretty heavy load so it is so awesome to see you so transparent and content.

[@patmurkland4161]

Thank you for sharing! Keep following your own North Star!

[@nightwines]

Chris, 60+ year old man here. I was going to comment on the video you made a few years back about burnout as I KNEW EXACTLY where you were headed and now you have reached that exact point. You are going down the path that myself and many others have. "Nothing is forever". Everything you said here rings true. You talked about how you have "all this stuff collecting dust". Now well into by 60's I have found out on this path, when I was much younger, I was full of vim and vinegar, now at this age I have dumped almost all that "stuff" in my life and live in a much smaller house with just a sparse amount of things. I have absolutely no desire to deal with all the stuff, "less is more". The Lord is my Shepard and I shall not want. It doesn't surprise me in the least you are where you are at and that being the good man you are you took care of those around you. You have tremendous self reflection. I could see you as being a good teacher as you are here later in life. Perhaps here on YT and on a personal basis, as well as visiting children's hospitals and the such and cheering up others with your magic and wit. Take care my friend in magic the road ahead is as fun as you make it. Don't know if you are married or not but I was blessed enough to finally find "the one" in my late 50's. Changed my life.

[@George-ss9mb]

this is so genuine. thanks for sharing Chris, it struck a chord. I'll use your words to try to change my perspective .

[@jarradmeney6793]

Really like your mindset Chris. Had a thought that may be in line with your mindset. You should start an escape room with some of the puzzles and other things in your office space. Clears your office a bit and gives the items and your fans/potential customers value

[@themindlesschefofficial]

We Love YOU Chris 💙 Super Excited to see YOU in such a beautiful heads pace. It certainly shows through the lense.

[@WTFlux-lh2tf]

Chris, was just watching third eye drops and saw your name and photo get flashed towards the end of his latest drop. Dude, last time I was into you, and forgive me it's been 4 or 5 years and I thought I was subed, but I found you because of mine/your interest in card magic and deck collecting. So COOL that you've evolved. I'm so happy that you're finding the REAL value in and of life. Im the biggest UFO freak, now for like close to 50 years. It's amazing how similar those are, who find themselves attracted to the Fortean realm, and performance excellence in all manner of artistry. The Mental Illness aspect of this video really resonated with me as it's something that I've dealt with my entire life. You're right Chris, the path that just leads to the next thing is path-oh-logical. It's clearly what's driving our world that we all live in to utter insanity, which is sad. As your excellent drop here elucidates, we need above all things to BE THE PATH.

[@irenecaldwell]

When you said do what's right for you everyone else will be fine. I love that my son tells me I'm fine all the time no matter what. Thank you for your video's you rock.

[@standish250]

Thank you Chris. It's nice to see the human side. My source wasn't nearly the same scale but I've been going through a bit of a life renaissance myself these last few months. I feel more like myself again than I have in years. It's amazing how just being present, and trying to not worry about the next thing has really improved me. I have young kids so life is a bit chaotic, but now I try to just be. I know I will always worry, seems to be my nature, but this process has taught me how to deal with that, and plan for it more appropriately. For instance, I was gone for 2 hours today from work for a spontaneous hike...but I got to take my 9 year old up on a trail in the mountains for the first time (we just moved here). I knew it was going to be slow, it was not a very convenient time, but I wanted to do it; it just felt right. The thought of what I might have been missing at work popped into my head here and there, but I accepted that getting this 1:1 time with him was worth it, and to just be present with him. We had a beautiful time (we often butt heads) and I will remember the journey so much more than the fleeting thoughts I had along the way. I'm glad you've discovered what works for you and I hope you can continue on this path. It's difficult to not fall back into old habits but stay strong. Enlightenment and peace is something generations have seeked for millennia, there must be something transformative about it that causes us to pursue it so intensely.

[@GoblinQueen.]

Hey Chris. Just wanted to pop in and say, I feel this. I'm on a personal journey myself and everything you're saying here resonates with me. Thanks for posting this and sharing a more intimate moment with us. Keep to this path that you are on, even when its hard, because its obviously doing wonderful things for your soul. Peace and love💜 Also, walking barefoot is not stupid. Grounding yourself with this rock we are riding around in space is truly an amazing thing. Its helps with remaining present in the moment.

[@rockpaperscizors1030]

I think I needed this in my life, and I thank you for sharing it. Wishing you the best in this thing, as well as, the next.

[@paulalexander6592]

Absolutely nailed it Brother! Being, letting go and having people being free to move into that space is always the best way to inspire and have move on their on journey….

[@rKrryptonite]

I have been watching your content for about 5 years now, it helped me thru a long phase of my depression I was fighting to snap out of. I appreciate the fact that you have come on here and opened up about what you were going thru and what you are currently working towards, I just wanted to say I am extremely happy, excited and most of all proud of you for fighting back against whatever it may have been that had you feeling lost. Also I agree with the person a few comments down, we fell in love with the puzzle, card and magic guy and will continue to support and walk with you through you're journey. Much love and prayers to you and the family

[@petrie9222]

I lost my Dad 4 years ago in November to liver cancer. I lost myself a little before that. I’ve been watching your videos on and off for a bit now. But this one hit home when you talked about your dad. I think I might look into the meditation classes. Thanks for the videos

[@alexandarchie]

You’re insanely talented, take time and do what makes you happy. The area52 films are beautifully made and a joy to watch.

[@Emil-eb2od]

Love you dude. Thank you for making this video. Would love nothing more than to have a chat with you about health, and following our gut.

[@Casiasr7]

Do your Thang Chris! Thank you for letting me into your life! Best wishes in your endeavors! Get Some! 👍

[@josephsorber5920]

Brother this is what myself would call slowing down and living life. It does bring a joy to the soul more than words can describe. Good for you Chris.

[@J_Woodward98]

Thank you Chris! I definitely needed to hear this. We appreciate you!