My Life Imploded | All the Tea on What Happened to Me

hello! this is a video in which I explain where I have been and what's taken me so long to come back. I did forget a lot of minor things but for the most part this is it. I hope to see you guys again soon!

[@Sugar735]

I forgot a lot of stuff but these are the bigger things going on right now. Hopefully ill see yall again real soon. Sorry it took so long, life got in the way. But i just really wanted to come back to KZbin. I think about it every single day. This has been my home for like 16 years or something. Even if no one ever watches me again, even if my monetization never comes back, I just want to BE here. So hi. What's up?

[@coloringjenn1975]

Well.... all that sounds terrible, idk what else to say! You look fabulous, so hang in there ❤

[@StellarTee]

Yay, you're back. Also, holy shit. Glad to see your face on this platform. Seems like you're in as good of spirits as you can be considering. 35, didya say?! Woot! Love ya, lady!

[@lindseypilz9667]

We are here! I never went anywhere. So amazing to see you back. Your smiling ☺️ and that's half the battle.

[@lauren1359]

Have missed you! Please let us know if there's is anything we can do to help you and Matthew (like amazon wish list funds etc). Your content has always been such a comfort to me and I'm happy to see you. Also I'm almost 38 living at home because of disabilities circumstance and hurricane florence and astronomical rent and housing prices and lack of availability for affordable ones. It can happen to any of us and you're def not alone! With you 🫂

[@Sugar735]

​@@lauren1359all I need from y'all is community 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷 thank you

[@shabbynative9522]

You were the very first person I followed and started my creative journey! I live the sound of you digging thru all your stuff, purse and see you pretty hands. You look good girl!! I pray for you dad and your husband health! I always think of your thrift store video with your mom!! So glad your back!!

[@indigogypsy4265]

My husband and I are going through something very similar right now. It may sound super crazy town but hearing "it's not that bad" and "it could be worse" really made me feel better on the day I finally broke down and cried from all the chaos. It's so good to see you back! Sending love and well wishes to you and the whole family!

[@Sugar735]

Thank you! And yes, it truly could be worse. I'm here to post about it, so it's not that bad!

[@auntiemame7076]

Liz, glad to see you. I started watching your junk journal videos years ago. You have had ups and downs over the last several years, but the last months sound absolutely beyond stressful. I am so sorry for what you and your family are going through. Sending you wishes for strength and good things to come.

[@samanthaowens65]

Good to see you! Welcome back. Life really sucks at times, I hate that all this is going on. Sending prayers for you all and big hugs. ❤

[@naturesoundsasmr2624]

I’m so glad you’re back! It’s so good to see you! ❤ you’re in my prayers🙏🏼

[@Paperlover123]

Goodness, Liz!!!!! I'm so sorry for all of this really crappy crap happening to you. Praying for you, and hubby and your Dad to have the best outcomes EVER! GOD BLESS YALL. I have missed you. I feel you were the pioneer of junk journaling, and without your earlier planner and JJ videos, my life would not be what it is today! I'm so grateful for you!❤

[@susanpearl6878]

Hi Liz! You have been missed! So happy to see you. I pray things turn around for you. I learned junk journaling from you and it still brings me joy! Lynn at a bit of birdsong mentioned you also a while back. Look forward to more content from you. Love and light!

[@marilyn.healey]

When life gets that hard and you’re angry, it’s horrible. I’m sorry. I’m glad you made this update. I thought maybe you had just moved on from junk journals, as happens in life. But I did miss it. So happy you’ll be back with more of that content . I’ve been watching since 2017. All my best ❤

[@christinethemommy6094]

My mom has RA. I’ll tell you about her experience starting with the bad news first. Viruses can trigger autoimmune diseases in genetically predisposed people. It would make sense that ur husband got sick and RA followed. My mom’s came out after a tick bite. She was really sick for a while and her body hurt. Eventually her bones started turning. Her fingers and toes are completely messed up. It started around 40yo, and a few years later she had to have her toe bones removed. They use to put people with RA in long term hospital type living back in the day before treatments became available. It’s that bad. Now the good news! Y’all caught it early! My mom had permanent damage long before her doctor figured out what was going on. They thought it was all from lyme, but the lyme was just the catalyst. There are injections ur husband can take at home where he can go on to live normally the rest of his life. The injections stopped further damage for my mom. Unfortunately, 20yrs later I caught Covid, which acted as a catalyst for psoriasis, which led into psoriatic arthritis. Again, autoimmune disease can be hereditary and I kinda seen it coming after going through a hellish Covid battle and knowing that viruses are windows for autoimmune diseases. Anyway, I hope all the good comes ur way. You deserve it. This video broke my heart. You kept me company after I’d put my baby to sleep and now that baby is going into 5th grade. You don’t know me, but ur basically an old friend in my head at this point lol Take care ❤ Ps: You look great. Ur story sounds so stressful, but it’s definitely not showing. You look refreshed and glowing.

[@auntiemame7076]

Sending healing wishes to you and your family.

[@Theemilyboom]

Good to see your face, Liz ❤️ Sounds like life has been really intense for you guys. I hope things get better! You look amazing btw.

[@Sugar735]

Thank you! It can only go up from here!

[@paperlemons]

I’m so happy to see you back! I’m sorry you’re going through these obstacles…you will persevere! You are one of the first channels I started following about 7 years ago, and, one of the reasons I started my channel a couple years ago. I love using composition books for junk journals too. Looking forward to your videos. (Have you been told that you resemble Mariah Carey!!) Take care, Loraine

[@Sugar735]

Thank you so much! And definitely haven't gotten that one yet haha 🤣

[@paperlemons]

@@Sugar735 oh I’m sure you will!!! Have a great day!!

[@catelamb7667]

I am so proud of you. You are holding up so well. I have been following you for a long time. You’ve been there and back so many times. I pray that your father gets through this. Methotrexate is a rough medicine! My daughter got diagnosed with RA when she was 18. She ended up doing some research and switched to a vegan diet. She was able to go off the med. But, I truly hope Matt gets some relief soon. Actually, I you both do!

[@Sugar735]

Thank you so much!! I'll pass that on to Matt!

[@mandyjane1234]

So good to hear from you, sorry about the crap you are going through, though. I have watched you for years and I personally loved the junk journal stuff, I know you got a bit fed up with it . I'm still making them and selling them and enjoying it. Looking forward to some more stuff from you , whatever it is !!

[@nickyslifejourney192]

Oooooh my goodness sweetheart its amaaazing to have you back. Im sooo very sorry for all you have been and are going through. Plse know that Im keeping you near to my heart and in my prayers. May God bless you and hubby with a speedy new and better life. Plse dont stay away so long again. You were the very first youtuber I ever watched and will always be my fav. Lotsa love always. Nicky from south africa xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[@tonidibernardo171]

Many prayers for you, your husband and your father. Life right is crazy for a lot of us. When you least expect something good will happen for you. Happy to see you back!❤️❤️

[@Sugar735]

So true! Like I said it truly isn't that bad. It could always be worse. It's crazy times out there!

[@tonidibernardo171]

@@Sugar735 Absolutely the truth...it always can be worse.

[@ideelite62]

I am sooo happy to see you again!!! :) You look great!

[@susannefyfe3003]

It is so great to see a video from you! I'm sorry about everything that you're going through. You do not deserve this. No one does. It's awful! Sending you lots of prayers and purrs. I would love to see a planner video! I hope that when you're back, you have some nice happy news to share. All the love and purrs!

[@shabbynative9522]

Omg, i ant believe your back! Miss you girl so much!

[@theliopleurodon]

My word! I cant imagine going through all of that. So so sorry to hear it! Glad yo see you back though! I often came back to your channel to see if there was any videos back - i used to be addictaed to them as a kid and watched them non stop which sparked a huge love for journalling which i still hold today (im 20 now).

[@LittleBargainNook]

So glad you’re back, I’ve missed all of your videos and chatty updates, love them! I’m so sorry to hear about everything. Your landlord is a jerk and they need to put your electricity back on. Craziness! I hope you find a new home soon. I’m keeping your dad and Matthew in my thoughts. My sister was diagnosed with RA and yes it’s brutal. Huge hugs and so nice to see you again! ❤

[@The_Real_DreamM]

I’m so sorry for all the challenges you and your family have faced. I hope that life gets easier for all of you very soon. 💕

[@JustSheilz]

Good to see an update. I have lupus so I know that pain and difficult recovery issue.

[@Sugar735]

Sorry to hear that! I had no idea how close it was to RA, or how truly disabling it can be.

[@MeezerGurlMakes]

SO HAPPY to see you in my feed!! So sorry for all the shite that has happened to you and Matthew and your family. You look amazing!!! ❤❤❤

[@CraftingVicky]

I hope all gets better soon. It's a lot to happen in a short time. We will be here when you get back!

[@corianderwolfgangrainbeaux]

Goodness, you’ve been through it. Hoping for the best for your dad and husband. And the electricity! It’s good to hear from you.

[@lindseypilz9667]

Im glad your back. I have tried to find you on KZbin... thinking maybe you just changed the chanel. Over this long period, I have hoped you were ok and well. Welcome back. Good to see your face 🙂 Also, I know you werent doing junk journals anymore, but you were the one who got me started. Thank you for that creative outlet! Hopefully 🤞 we will see more videos when your ready. Have a great day! Life happens to the best of us. You have been through alot! Wow! 😯

[@Miladyleela]

Liz it is so good to see you back Dear Girl. Oh my what you have been through, Life sucks sometimes but really there is a silver lining somewhere out there for you and Matthew to have. Stay Positive and try to see that there is light at the endof the tunnel. Sending Good Vibes. Take Care of yourself. Much Love, Dena

[@lukasronnqvist4839]

I am so happy to see you again!! Dammit! You just disappeared... all your vidoes gone. And that.. that was a huge deal for me because your videos is one of few things that can get me through the night when anxiety hits. I am sorry, I really am for all the stuff you are going through right now. I hope things improve and improve fast. A planner video sounds like heaven to me, but I get that you need to sort a few things out first. Anyway, so happy to see you and you are not getting rid of me that´s for sure. Big hugs from Sweden 🙂

[@SusiesCrafTeaCorner1]

Prayers always work if you have faith ❤ I'll keep you and your family in my prayers ❤

[@mugglewitch75]

I am so proud of you for seeing the positives in your current situation. Praying for you and your family.

[@Sugar735]

Thank you so much!

[@mzb10zar]

Hi Liz, I’m so glad you are back! Sorry about what’s going on in your life; sending you good vibes. I learned about junk journals through you. I love your vids all of them. I like your new look too. All the best to you and your family. Marce

[@danielerichard3619]

So happy to see you again. You're going through alot. You're a very courageous woman. Nobody deserves what you're going through. I wish you all the best. I'm sending you good vibes and I hope life will shine again for you. Stay strong. Big hugs xoxo

[@yvonneelizondo3267]

You were the first I followed for junk journal I loved your videos

[@belyndarecycleart9751]

Bonjour Liz 🙏 So nice to see you are doing ok with all that cahos around you and now I understand the big lost of weight you had , your moral is so strong , you are an insperation for us that complains for little thing in life ,seing you smile and still so pretty saying everything is ok and taking your time to come on youtube to tell your storys takes curage, I am very sad for Mathieu and your Dad ,but happy that you are hanging in there so strong for the 2 Mens in your heart , there is a reason wy you are still here after 30 and that is one of them , hang in there girl our prays are with you and your loved ones and bless you beautiful soul 🙏 Amem 🕊️

[@Sugar735]

Thank you so much for your kindness over the years 🥲

[@FairyGirlsLibrary]

Omg I am so sorry to hear about everything that is going on with you and your family. I hope things will get better for you.

[@JollyRose143]

Welcome back

[@pursegirly]

Your doing good Liz. 💖 I'm happy to see you again, miss your what's in my purse vids? and planner vids. Wishing you and Matt good vibes and light. 💖

[@Sugar735]

Thank you so much!

[@Sugar735]

Thank you so much!

[@yvonneelizondo3267]

Thing will be better love to see you again

[@juliek2196]

It is just not fair when bad things happen to good people! Sending lots of prayers and positive energy to you, your husband and family. Is there anything your KZbin friends can do? ❤🙏

[@Sugar735]

Thank you so much! And just you guys hanging out with me is all I could ever need from y'all! 🩷 Or if you know someone with like $20k 🤣🤣

[@maemae5108]

OMG HELLO LOVE!!!!!!!!!

[@geslinam9703]

Aww, I’ve looked for you on here a few times, was wondering what happened to you. Sorry to hear about all these challenges, hope you dad and husband pull through. I had a landlord boot us out with one month notice after 7 years, it was a beach house and he just decided he wanted to live there. It was beginning of summer so there were no affordable rentals available, we had to move to a f***ing campground until we found a place. Tent. Leaky air mattress. Cooking over a fire. Mosquitos the size of seagulls. The worst part was getting dressed for work at my high end sales job in a hot humid camp ground bathroom. I can laugh about it now…but it was NOT funny then. Still, not as bad as what you are dealing with. Good luck with everything.

[@Maduesky83]

I follow you on Instagram but it's good to see you back on KZbin! ❤

[@crossankleart2821]

I'm glad you are back.

[@TheMjj164TibBitsFromTheAttic]

I have RA. It’s an auto immune disorder. I’ve been on methotrexate since 2010.one injection weekly .6 and Kineret injections daily. Prednisone since 2010 . I’ve been on several other meds and I do take other meds not mentioned. If you ever wish to chat let me know.

[@LadyCyr]

1 girl it is that bad and you have rights call an attorney and sew your landlord you should not be living like that. Also it can only get better from here healing energies to your family and im very glad you are still among the living. I thought when you took everything down it was bc you had unalived yourself so I am very glad that didn't happen bc we still love you and tge world is better with you in it

[@Sugar735]

Unfortunately my current landlord is my MIL. I tried to keep it vague in this video but I'm literally so tired of protecting her. I didn't know any one person could owe so much to the electric company. Finally talked her into putting a for sale sign on one of her abandoned properties she has to maybe get enough to get lights on. At this point tho we are working on moving to my parents, either an addition or most likely first and RV and then a new trailer for both families. Minus my MIL. I could care less where she's living right now. Anyway, sorry for the trauma dump lmao your support is so appreciated 🩷

[@LadyCyr]

@@Sugar735 I can understand it's never fun w family. My recommendation get a place away from family in never ends well. Even if it's small it's yours

[@i94yeh2p]

I thought you looked familiar. I was like, who is this chick with a blank channel that I'm subscribed to? 😄

[@christinethemommy6094]

My mom has RA. I’ll tell you about her experience starting with the bad news first. Viruses can trigger autoimmune diseases in genetically predisposed people. It would make sense that ur husband got sick and RA followed. My mom’s came out after a tick bite. She was really sick for a while and her body hurt. Eventually her bones started turning. Her fingers and toes are completely messed up. It started around 40yo, and a few years later she had to have her toe bones removed. They use to put people with RA in long term hospital type living back in the day before treatments became available. It’s that bad. Now the good news! Y’all caught it early! My mom had permanent damage long before her doctor figured out what was going on. They thought it was all from lyme, but the lyme was just the catalyst and there was much more going on. There are injections ur husband can take at home where he can go on to live normally the rest of his life. The injections stopped further damage for my mom. Unfortunately, 20yrs later I caught Covid, which acted as a catalyst for psoriasis, which led into psoriatic arthritis. Again, autoimmune disease can be hereditary and I kinda seen it coming after going through a hellish Covid battle and knowing that viruses are windows for autoimmune diseases. My nephew suffered and was hospitalized his way through Guillain barre syndrome after Covid. He lost his ability to walk for two months. He is only 23yo! Crazy what a virus can do. Anyway, I hope all the good comes ur way. You deserve it. This video broke my heart. You kept me company after I’d put my baby to sleep and now that baby is going into 5th grade. You don’t know me, but ur basically an old friend in my head at this point lol Take care ❤