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Tara Herbert, born in Lake Charles, Louisiana, and adopted at age two by white Mormon parents from Utah, recounts her complex upbringing in a predominantly white and Mormon environment. Raised with four biological siblings, she navigates her identity as a black girl in Utah, where she initially struggles to recognize her racial difference. Despite feeling out of place, she engages with Mormonism deeply, experiencing conflicting emotions about her faith and cultural identity. Tara's journey evolves through high school, where she grapples with societal perceptions of blackness, sexuality, and Mormon teachings on race and gender roles. Her mission to Atlanta, Georgia, exposes her to systemic racism within the Mormon Church and the broader community, challenging her beliefs and sense of self. Despite enduring trauma and grappling with guilt and shame, Tara finds solace in her eventual marriage and motherhood, yet continues to confront the complexities of her Mormon upbringing and racial identity.
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Chapters:
00:00:00 Intro
00:02:05 She was born in Lake Charles, Louisiana, adopted at age two
00:07:40 Siblings in the home when she was adopted
00:09:30 Growing up in Utah
00:12:50 Her experiences with Genesis
00:14:50 Family rules in their Mormon home
00:19:00 Questions about her adoption as a child
00:23:35 She was adopted through LDS family services, it was closed
00:25:25 She loved her family, loved her upbringing
00:26:40 Growing up in Utah as a black girl
00:34:50 Sexuality in High School
00:40:00 Attending parties as a teenager - drugs, alcohol and sex are still present
00:49:44 In Mormonism women are not allowed any type of sexuality, just the men
00:53:56 She never confessed to her Mormon bishop, she hated bishops interviews
00:54:35 She confessed to a Catholic Priest instead
01:12:50 Mormon racist teachings
01:16:00 She carried an invisible weight for not knowing
01:17:35 Her virtue was placed above all else
01:24:14 She didn’t see people on the stand that were people of color
01:30:15 Her mission experience
01:34:50 She was called to Atlanta, Georgia
01:40:14 People in the streets tried to grab her and save her from Mormonism
01:41:10 Being exposed to racist teachings on her mission
01:52:37 Asking “Do we have the curse of Cain?”
02:02:40 She grew to hate the temple
02:08:05 How did she survive those days?
02:08:40 Segregation still existed in Georgia, except in the Mormon Church
02:13:09 Getting sick and having to go home for surgery; she didn't want to return
02:14:10 One of the returned missionaries committed suicide (until 21:50)
02:26:17 How her mission ended
02:33:10 Experiencing complex PTSD
02:43:45 Background of her husband
02:50:50 They married a year after dating, not a temple marriage
02:51:25 The Mormon Shame Parade
03:03:20 They got sealed with their baby in the temple
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