MY SRS STORY | BOTTOM SURGERY mtf | vaginoplasty

This is my SRS (bottom surgery) experience of how everything went, the process and so on. I'm transgender, male to female.
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[@user-nm7ju5ph6u]

This surgery takes some balls.

[@robertomorales1305]

Literally. I love this comment.

[@mclovinu69]

And throws them in the bin. Surgeon: "Kobe.."

[@Alex-gg6dg]

Two of them, actually.

[@Snake-cw6hg]

XD

[@lbear9742]

This comment is the best

[@angelicallydemoniacal]

i’m a cis girl but I find these videos interesting lol

[@sisspill3627]

Ikr

[@TrangPakbaby]

Same here! Lol

[@roxrox7853]

Me too!

[@luvsdecor5973]

same

[@pombefemale]

me too!!!

[@lilyeichelis8346]

Imagine have free healthcare... this makes me want to move

[@v.a.l.i.a]

We have too

[@fensterlips]

Make it so. We only have one life, right?

[@bradtruscott1510]

@@FredMas-gt2uh so? I would pay that much tax in order to have the health care they do! (And this is coming from a Canadian) There's a reason they are one of the happiest people in the world

[@KaylaSale]

@@bradtruscott1510 that and what he said isn't even true 🤣

[@sisspill3627]

In uk too

[@xXbyebyegirl01Xx]

Imagine living in a first world country where healthcare is free.

[@d-meth]

And the taxes are 50%...

[@texastech1993]

Imagine never having freedom to move up and do better in life . Move to Cuba

[@superwoman7579]

You are lucky. The most ironic thing about the USA is that everyone wants to be here for our money yet they don't realize that our country has ZERO appreciation for human rights. It thinks health care is a luxury. Well, that's why we are so effed up right now. We are the laughing stock of the world because of that bigot we have in the White House Agent Orange🤬🤬🤬

[@texastech1993]

@@d-meth imagine dying of covid at a higher rate like other "free HC" please move to Cuba

[@d-meth]

@@texastech1993 why Cuba? 😮 It's messed up enough in the US

[@zubenel444]

I was so happy to hear that your mother was supportive of you, Mathilda. I shudder to think how horrible it must be for anyone to go through the surgery and after effects that you describe, WITHOUT that support. My heart goes out to anyone who has to do that.

[@rachelmaurer888]

Wow what a story you are strong and brave Mathilda, good thing your mother was there for you.❤ looks like what I will have to go through when I get my SRS. done.

[@rrosa2004]

I love germany for this. I also transitioned completely for free with our healthcare system

[@misspiggy6667]

please enter a name I wish I lived there

[@rrosa2004]

Miss piggy 666 I rather wish that other countries would organise a good healthcare system like that:/

[@DieLegendelebt-hz7jq]

Deutschland👍👍

[@rrosa2004]

@Lyn Ghost I didn't choose to be trans. If germany has so much empathy for us then of course I'll be accepting this offer. If it wasn't for the healthcare I would have definitely paid it by myself! 👍🏻

[@stuff1784]

I wish I could get basic medical care like a dental exam here in the U.S. 😢

[@BrianneAB]

Thank you for sharing. Nice to hear someone actually experiencing it and what to expect. 🤗

[@eddiejacobsson3895]

I don't know why but I love watching mtf stories (I'm ftm)

[@theotauriainen1193]

Me too although i watch both ftm and mtf stories pretty often

[@eddiejacobsson3895]

@@theotauriainen1193 yeah same

[@oliviawutam]

Why are you FTM ? have a nice day

[@eddiejacobsson3895]

Olivia Trans why am I FtM? Because I were meant to be a boy but I'm in the wrong body, I guess Thank you, you too

[@PrincessLilyPaddles]

I am mtf and I love watching both too. I don't think it really matters what gender you're transitioning to we are all one community and the support is great from everyone who understands the struggles we have.

[@allyhouser1495]

OMG! I got lost in a giant amusement park for awhile when I was young and I totally freaked out. I can't imagine how you felt thinking you were lost in a hospital after having GRS. Great topic for this video. Definitely do more of this kind of video. Hopefully I will be having GRS one day and can use all of the information I can get. Where better to get it than from the women who have experienced it personally. 🌱🌷🌹♀️

[@plundermonkey9559]

This is amazing! I'm literally at the start of my mtf transition and your videos have been really helpful. For once in my 40 years of life, I'm looking forward to the journey ahead of me.

[@mbailey7271]

I usually don’t comment on videos because I’m super shy but your content it amazing. Love you girl 💗

[@sinner2499]

wtf u talkin, why would you be shy in the comments like its real life, you got some problems..

[@ericktorres4055]

@@sinner2499 say it louder for the people at the back can hear you

[@JumpingJimmyJet]

I'm so sorry you had so many bad moments. But, what a wonderful feeling when it's all over... Your now a woman and live your wonderful life as a woman. I'm so happy for you... I can hardly wait to have mine done... love and hugs,

[@beccacertifiedpersonaltrai3636]

Mathilda I did watch your video. No, you are not a crybaby at all. You are a beautiful woman with real emotions. One reason why I believe transitioning is right for me is that I already have women emotions too. I also cried as you shared your story. Part of why I cried is the pain you went thru. Another reason is you made it. You are now the beautiful woman you are meant to be. Yet another reason why I cried over this is the people who hate those of us who have become the woman we desire to be, and those like me have not started medical HRT. I am terrified to tell my family & certain friends. I am in faith asking God, Energy Source Universe to open the doors & provide people who will support me. Much love Becca

[@jeanettewest]

I love the opening! You should have seen the look on my supervisors face when I told him, "in about 12 months, if everything goes well, I'm going to trade in the hot-dog for a taco". He sat there for ~2 seconds then just broke out laughing hard! Those zucchini to taco pictures always remind me of that. :)

[@danyelPitmon]

That is so funny now you gave me an image to think about before I get my bottom surgery

[@mayafay5761]

Thank you so much for sharing your story and experiences, it helped me a lot. Could I ask who your surgeon was?

[@rihanakhan8964]

Mathilda tell us about your life after the surgery. I mean bout the change. Because its a big change. And did it work like a normal girl for you or was it different in your case?. I hope to see that in your next video.

[@bobbilarson150]

Someone I love is approaching all of this in her life. Thank you for sharing all of this, because it calms the fear in my heart.

[@CharlotteAliceClaret]

Were you numb down below for the first few weeks? When do you start getting sensation back?

[@deanman96321]

Would you be able to give any more info about what the second surgery was? That's not common in my country and I am curious!

[@Totalchaos0228]

alla förtjänar att vara glada. jag tycker att du ser fantastisk ut !

[@snipedsilentkill]

thanks for making all your videos you always give me so much strength especially since i just started estro. the other week and been on blockers for a month and a half

[@randomuser23493]

Mathilda, wasn't that shot in your spine painful when the doctors needed to temporarily paralyze your legs? It's not fun but I mean there are different needles used. What did that feel like because I myself want to proceed with SRS and I am doing A lot of research on bottom surgery. I have similar struggles to what you said you had and all that.

[@rflegal12]

So, is it after your bottom surgery you can change your govt documents from male (m) to female (f)?

[@StephenSzolosi]

Already left a comment but I think YOU ABSOLUTELY ROCK GIRL (!!!) and I would like to support you.

Thank you so incredibly much! This means a lot truly. I hope you’re having a wonderful day, sending love!! 💗💗

[@johannagustafsson8212]

Tack för att du delar dig med dig så frikostigt! Jag blev riktigt berörd. Skulle du kunna tänka dig att berätta vem din läkare var? Kan inte vara fel med någon som fått sååå goda rekommendationer...

[@witchimurloc]

Hej! Jag är också trans kvinna och ska så småningom gå igenom operationen. Vad hette din kirurg? Tack för att du är så öppen!

[@Me-dq9mb]

How did it feel to pee after the surgery did it hurt???

[@ashleighcroft5514]

Hi Mathilda!!! You inspire me so deeply and have spoken so much truth into my life. I feel what you've gone through and am slowing down to give about all this properly. Would you please give me the name of your Surgeon? Thank you for being real! I love you Sis! Keep up the great work!!! 🥰😚❣🙏

[@ZstackZip]

Was the shot to the spine painful?

[@miniryou6904]

Trodde att bröst operationen skulle göra ont men jämfört med hysterectomy (?) (ftm) var mkt värre. Var shook men antar man verkligen är ganska känslig när man opererar vid magen/ mellan benen. Tror fortfarande aldrig jag skulle våg göra srs(?) men är tacksam över hur det var för dig också att det var här i Sverige! Verkligen kul att höra allt gick bra osv :')

[@DemonMaluMintus]

I am just at the very stop and itnis quite confusing and dark honestly it warmed my heart when you said that your mother had been so supportive....sadly...healthcare doesnt support neither would my family..and bad economy too...so..rip. on the positive side I found someone who accepts me for who I am.

[@tomiwa8899]

Hi Mathilda! Do you need to be a citizen to get these services for free?

[@RC1000]

where did you get yours done?

[@christianberglund7100]

Du är grym 👊🏻❤️

[@theotauriainen1193]

Random thing I want to say; I'm ftm and when I have my period I tell my mum that my baby making machine is mad at me and then she goes out to buy the female protection stuff for me.

[@blairl2702]

Cutie Pie leave him alone

[@jaedanstarz5314]

Cutie Pie... the dysphoria is implied in the fact that he couldn’t bring himself to go to the market and purchase these hygiene products himself! Typed words give you NO insight on someone’s thoughts or emotions so don’t ASSume to know or that you even NEED to know where the dysphoria plays in!!

[@michelleariel9712]

@@cutiepie6790 he can have gender dysphoria, and still be in reality.. lol. He has dysphoria but its unhealthy to ignore your body's natural functions and pretend it isnt there. Just shows how strong this person is. Also, his mom is such an angel to go out and get it for him. Im sure getting menstrul products is triggering for ftm when out in public. Hope you can find better ways to express yourself instead of shitting on people.

[@raymorris3930]

Theo _ I love this, you and ya mum rock 💕

[@catmantra7980]

Flow with life current. Make the best.

[@StephenSzolosi]

I don't think you have the first clue how your rawness and genuine (ess) and realism and just how incredibly open and honest you are in this video has been super helpful to me in understanding the gravity of what will be involved if I actually want to go down the "Mathilda route" and transform from Stephen into Stephanie...🤪

[@StephenSzolosi]

Just to reply to my own comment that the emoji could be implied to mean I am teasing you but I assure you I am NOT!!! I mean it as it is just absolutely crazy to me that I of all people might be a member of the LGBTQ community...

[@870annie]

Dont do surgery ​@@StephenSzolosi

[@moonshine3657]

where you getting the money from? what type of work you do?

[@Avatar1617]

thank you for this video! im three months on hrt, looking forward to srs in a year or two =^) at the end of the video you said "9 months later you went to get your 2nd surgery". Im just confused... was the second surgery also a bottom surgery, or something different??

[@missindie9204]

She said it was more of a cosmetic procedure. To make things look better.

[@danyelPitmon]

It’s called revision surgery

[@TiaHelzinha]

What's the purpose of the second surgery?

[@TheGrandGanon]

What surgeon did you go with?

[@PrincessLilyPaddles]

You are an inspiration.

[@jamiestaines]

I'm actually like you I really don't like to see what I have down there. I'm hoping to get SRS soon 😞😞

[@MyNilsson]

All of u are Beautiful and u don't deserve any hate same with Mathilda, and i understand it can be hard but i aceept u from who u are! Ur really brave and im super proud of u too!😇❤

[@StellaAlda]

Thank you for this video! My daughter wants SRS as soon as possible, so I'm really interested in knowing how it's like living with this after everything has healed up? I get a lot of different ansvers from well meaning people who hasen't been through this themselves. Stuff like it's super hard to maintain the cavity, if you don't "use" it or streach it out, and so on.

[@srsasot]

"Stuff like it's super hard to maintain the cavity, if you don't "use" it or streach it out, and so on." Hi! I'm 3 years post-op and I can say that this is only true at a certain point. For the first six months, I was rigorous in dilating, doing it twice a day. Then after six months I did it once a day. During the second year, I was doing it about three times a week. Now in my third year, I do it about once a week or even once month. I still have the same length. It's like ear piercing. You have to let the body get used to the cavity when it's still fresh.

[@StellaAlda]

@@srsasot thank you so much! Hearing this from someone who's living it is just extremely helpful!

[@danyelPitmon]

To add to this comment from what I understand and have been told I haven’t gotten my bottom surgery yet but to start out the first few weeks or at least the first six weeks after surgery you dilate at least four times a day and reduce down to exactly what he is saying or she is saying and I am hopefully going to be getting mine very soon I’ve waited way too long thanks to my mental health

[@homer4851]

You have an endearing lisp as well. :)

[@taylortuuny]

This was so painful to listen to, that took a lot of courage & strength.

[@junjuncamacho8998]

You are amazing !

[@luminoj1884]

First surgery was vaginopelasti but what was the second?

[@hehehello3251]

We are meant to have full free healthcare in Australia but they don’t cover it as it isn’t seen as necessary so we have to pay around 30k for it and many people aren’t offered it

[@MrHubbmuscle]

You’re so awesome!

[@kyliechen5263]

You are amazing. Thanks for sharing your journey.

[@accia76]

Hej Matilda ville bara säga att jag är jätteglad för din del ❤️

[@EddieEnvy12]

Can i ask why you had the 2nd surgery? I know sometimes you need a follow up but just curious if it was your choice or the drs said you had to go back?

It was my choice. Small surgery just to make it look “better”. :)

[@pinkyhaider5192]

hi what’s was second surgery ? it was facial surgery also it was free ? can you pls explain

[@amymurray111]

I'm in the UK on the waiting list for my free SRS ♥️

[@lilmisspettiieee]

Amen 🙏🏼 i feel the exact same way i dony wonna fux with anyone intimately or even wonna deal with men 🙄😤

[@kupillas-1638]

Omg ur so pretty!

[@juligrlee556]

who did your surgery

[@SalStylesBlogDotCom]

Can someone tell me where this girl got her surgery? AT GRS Montreal this type of shit never happens. I think she is in another country.

[@jesydesc9714]

Hii mathildaa im a new subscriber, can you do a video next about srs if it can feel sensitivity and pleasure, or sex after post op, or your experience on your first sexual intercourse. Thank you for this wonderful video by the way, really educational and its nice to know new things, thank youu, love lots xo

[@DarkSeeker777]

Thanks for making this video!

[@artemiozamora8799]

Eres una chica muy simpatica y divertida y creo que a pesar por todo lo que pasaste te vez muy feliz y creo que ahora eres una mujer plena como querias ser.Cuidate y que Dios te bendiga.Saludos desde Mexico.

[@user-rt3ss2mn2t]

My problem is when i think of it its already for me physical pain if you know what i mean

[@DanaTS]

When I had SRS, I had almost virtually no pain. Seriously, I've had much worse headaches.

[@kid_ryu]

thnx for talkin about it and for sharing your experience

[@antoniocunha1278]

great video !

[@MountainMoo]

Just hope one day I could get it done!!

[@febrisalfie1649]

Permanen or temporary ...can backmale again after surgery

[@superwoman7579]

I hope my insurance company treats me well when I decide to go for my surgery.

[@christinabutterfield1801]

Good luck

[@lamprocketbroadcast]

god bless u. so happy u r ur truest self! GOAT!

[@d-meth]

That "shot in your back" is the same thing people get when birthing babies, right? Epidural. Or did you get a spine block?

Yes it is the same thing, however we get a higher dosage since they really wanna paralyze the whole lower area because the pain level is that high. You don’t really need to use your legs after the surgery either.

[@maeveelizabeth9739]

Hey there! I just started my path toward getting surgery [had consultation with the surgeon and discussed hair removal and all that fun stuff], do you recall the time it took between getting that initial consultation and going in for surgery? Like in terms of how many months it took? also, anything not mentioned in this video I should be doing before I get surgery? Thank you sooooooooooo much!!!!

[@ASTRA1564]

I wonder how different things are in the U.S compared to Sweden.

[@danyelPitmon]

@@ASTRA1564 The surgery itself it’s over $40,000 in cost here in the US I’m not sure exactly the hospital bill cost would be yet but here in the US you have to pay for your own medication and that is not cheap either by the time a person who is transgender get done we have nearly spent every dime we have probably for years to come if we get a loan which usually does not happen but then also it depends on our insurance what is covered most of the time bottom surgery is an elective surgery but when fight right against the insurance company they will cover me personally I am hopefully going to be getting my bottom surgery soon I am on Medicare and Medicaid which I shouldn’t if at all have any out-of-pocket cost to pay for my surgery I also do get my hormone blockers and estrogen free through my prescription insurance and I am also considering getting a boob job the only problem is that is an elective surgery and I have to try and get my insurance to pay for it if I can if I can’t I have to try and save the money for that procedure myself that’s as much as I know and as much as I can tell you maybe there are others that can tell you more otherwise all I can suggest is do some research thank you for reading my comment

[@3rdeyeawakened410]

Your beautiful don’t let anyone tell you otherwise

[@DarDarBinks1986]

I can't wait to get my own bottom surgery after 2-6 years of hormones. I had an appointment with an endocrinologist scheduled this past Monday but that got interrupted by the coronavirus. So now that's been pushed back to July, which does NOTHING for me NOW.

[@nenala7684]

Update?

[@DarDarBinks1986]

@@nenala7684 I'm now three years into HRT. It's been a hell of a ride so far.

[@nenala7684]

@@DarDarBinks1986 ❤️

[@10hourvideos15]

You’re amazing!

[@mikaylafrancis4543]

Did you go to Dr. Meltzer in Arizona? That’s who I’m going to, my surgery is next February in 2021 ((: I’m so happy to finally feel COMPLETE.

[@watercressfabrique3333]

Yay! Congrats!

[@michaelharmon4630]

She said free health care so safe to say not USA

[@suzannecutler1099]

She’s so pretty 😍

[@JJ-pn5ut]

It’s funny how people think they can change Biology 🤷🏾‍♂️

[@dirtyweasel7485]

Bye Bye It’s funny how you think literally anyone cares about your opinion

[@JJ-pn5ut]

@Khalid Chihani no you can’t. You can not change someone’s sex. Science says xy chromosome is a male and xx chromosome is a woman. Have all the surgery you want but you will never be a real woman or man. The chromosomes you have speak the truth. Not your feelings or what you feel like.

[@JJ-pn5ut]

@Khalid Chihani God doesn’t make mistakes that’s why he’s called god. And most of the time you can actually tell.

[@JJ-pn5ut]

@Khalid Chihani I stand by science and you stand by your own feelings.

[@anthonyp1971]

What if you have already been diagnosed gender dysphoria in the USA and are on hrt and move to Sweden do I still need to start over with everything?

[@mikesosa8516]

Yes! I live here and you just need a letter from your hospital saying that you are under hrt otherwise you’ll have to wait +1 year to get hrt

[@monicafigueroa981]

That's great that you got what you wanted.

[@mohdecastro5567]

I hope my country is the same as yours. Sweden people is so lucky

[@dannyc.4188]

This is so helpful. I'm researching SRS because my girlfriend is trans and hoping to get bottom surgery in the near future. I want to know what to expect. Thank you for telling your story, Mathilda!

[@talktalkparasocialmoribund5989]

5:11 Keep calm. It's not good for surgery if you're not calm. My Reaction Be Like: *!P A N I A C!*

[@polystictus]

"Going to the bathroom" ... isn't the physiology so different with that sphincter (valve) that allows you to stop and start to prevent accidents?

[@madelinemitchell104]

No.

[@ravenengland9232]

Soooo, lot's of calming medszz~ I mean meditation right?

[@GalactixFX]

I'm literal ftm I like your vids

[@ajlewis723]

This isn’t about ur surgery but how did you tell your parents?

[@daniellajumaah3661]

Hi. How much cost the surgery SRS in Sweden

Iit’s free in Sweden, we have free healthcare. I said that in the video :)

[@daniellajumaah3661]

Hi

[@daniellajumaah3661]

I would like to do it in Private how much is gonna cost. In U K is very difficult. I’ve been taking hormone two years until now they don’t say anything about the surgery

[@LauraDelvecchio]

So... the numbing in your back thing... a spinal tap? Please tell me, honestly, how bad that hurt. Thanks for sharing all this btw, I love your videos :) You seem really fun to hangout with haha but anyway, yeah, the spinal tap numbing thing scares me more than the actual surgery....

[@missindie9204]

It’s an epidural. Ask most women who’ve given birth, they very likely had an epidural.

[@Alpharisus]

I mean dose getting surgery make things better it seems that the suiside rate doesn’t change much compared to pre op and post op just a general question and I have no problem the trans people

[@femalegoku5745]

Im a trans girl im 14 will it hurt war with the procedures

[@jordanmitchel2900]

Tbh.. I'm really scared but I need it at the same time :(

[@RoseTorn411]

Who's the Doctor?

[@adezza6993]

My guess it was gunnar kratz 😊

[@izgiizgi-ef7fd]

Who was your surgeon?

[@shagwellington]

Don't you have nurse call buttons by the bed in Sweden? Was it difficult or easy to pee at first? How long did it take for them to take out the catheter?

Yes we do, but it was broken, as I said in the video :)

[@kittty2005]

Here in U.S. it costs about 50,000 dollars for grs,12 months off work, first 2 months after, you dilate 3 times a day 20 minutes each time,next 6 months 2 times a day for 20 minutes,then after that one time for 20 minutes every day for the rest of your life or you can substitute sex act,not covered by insurance and I can't take that much time from work and still have my job.

[@sharonannen8859]

Roberta Williamson * Most every SRS surgeon throughout North America accept health insurance. Many accept both MediCare and MedicAid. Or you can travel to Asia. Dr. Chettawut is ranked among the world’s Top 5 SRS surgeons. A trip to Asia costs less than $15.000 - medical services, round trip airfare, recovery residence, food, sightseeing. Post-op recovery is usually about one month, depending upon your healing. Sitting might be sensitive for that first few weeks to months. SRS surgeons issue a doughnut pillow to sit on. Dilation schedule is frequent during your first six months to one year post-op. Beyond that, you dilate at your own decision. *

[@abbynady]

u done srs?

[@HossinFW]

You are such a beautiful young lady, I wish you the best.

[@EllieRose1997]

I want to get it I am 22 and have been on estrogen for almost a year... I don't know if insurance will pay for it.. I can't afford it...

[@msprecious3498]

Depends where you live . Ontario is free

[@victorpuschkin5543]

From Aubergine to Taco, that triggered me :D Even though the topic is serious,I found that funny :)

[@richardcasey7521]

Being a girl is the only way I could ever imagine you. You are very pretty.

[@Qtopian]

Are you happy with how it looks? How long did the scars last if it went away and do you think it looks exactly like a cis girls vagina or not completely. Also how much depth and how ur bf feels with it and you feel. Just curious because i just got mine done and would like to compare

[@ashleycrow8867]

"I've got one of those things that you can press on"... you mean a button?