My Suicide Story: Episode 2 - Phillip's Story

Philip describes how his mother's inability to accept his sexuality, being molested at a young age, homelessness, and depression led to his decision to attempt to end his life multiple times.
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[@Sisyphusquit]

How many other people here are listening because they are feeling lost and in a dark place?

[@justmadeit2]

I am. I’ve looked at lots of these and on the topic of depression. It’s terrifying to feel so bad

[@BEACHDUDE71]

I can relate

[@justmadeit2]

It’s pure hell to feel like that

[@nikhilsharma3563]

i hope philip is doing well, he went through a lot.

[@cricker3613]

Glad your still here

[@skyhigh5442]

This makes me cry cuz I understand what he's going through. Every night I have this feeling of just ending everything it's sad cuz honestly. I have no worries have everything any human will want love,family,friends. Sometimes ppl just cant handle this feeling he talking about it's sad but it sucks. Just today I woke up crying looking at my girl and my bby girl telling her everything in how I feel an how I just wanna end life . I fight almost every day just for my bby girl. :...(

[@danieldragan1125]

Hi Martin...please watch true TESTIMONIES at sawhell.com.....and please call upon Jesus...He will come and rescue you...He gave His life for you ...I honestly ask you...Call Him please...He is the SAVIOR...you will never regret..Jesus is Real...and He will help you live for Him and for His Glory.....5 Jan [e-mail]

[@MISNM0]

🫂

[@lesliecano4963]

I’m afraid next time I try I will fail again and be left disabled. So trapped.

[@Ghostface__x_]

Please stop,ik it is difficult but please dont you are loved and cared for even if you dont believe it,you will be ok im terribly sorry for feel this way,im in my 20s and i also had wished for death,attempted and hope assisted suicide was legal but you are strong please dont do anything,you are worth alot on this planet

[@oooops537]

Music ??? As if his testimony is not " intense" Enough. Really guys.

[@yvonneanyona4322]

Wow your story is so encouraging, you come out of this stronger

[@LinBouthillierCTRC]

Phillip, you are precious. You are worthy. You are completely and irrevocably lovable. You are enough. There is no part of you who is unacceptable. This is the truth. Sending you love, unconditionally.❤

[@ellexruth]

thank you for sharing. i feel like i can't go on too

[@Inventosjenny]

Since the day i met in central high ur joy for music ur dedication for dance ur constant laughter and happiness i never tho for a second u would went thruthis such a beautiful person thank you for sharing ur story i know it was extremely hard i hope this vid touch others like it touched my heart conscience

[@senecasweatt2973]

I can relate, thanks for sharing 🙏🏾

[@lesliecano4963]

We really should legalize assisted death for people over 40.

[@JillyBean1968]

I agree 💯

[@senecasweatt2973]

Thank you

[@martarentas6726]

Gracias Philips (Bebe) por ser valiente !!!! Te amo y eres muy importante en mi vida y en la de tu familias y amigos y lo sabes. Dios bendiga tu vida siempre! Espero que toques muchas personas para que tomen conciencia y no tomen una decisión equivocada. Siempre buscar ayuda como lo estas haciendo tu, y dejas a tu familia disfrutar de tu vida y que tu la disfrutes también, ya que la vida es un regalo de Dios. Triste vídeo pero es la realidad. Te felicito!!!!! Thank you Philips (Bebe) for being brave !!!! I love you and you are very important in my life and in that of your family and friends and you know it. God bless your life always! I hope that you touch many people so that they become aware and do not take a wrong decision. Always seek help as you are doing, and let your family enjoy your life and enjoy it as well, since life is a gift from God. Trizte video but it is reality. I congratulate you!!!!!

[@manie141]

I so wish that my partner had seen this before she took her life.

[@kellyhuffman5082]

Its going be ok Is GOD LOVES YOU your This story is not over Yet

[@Rodmic-hd9pn]

I don’t know you but I care about you

[@fakehorse2818]

❤️

[@BEACHDUDE71]

I am at point now