My Transition from Male to Female (with pictures)

[@31truckster53]

I am a 55 year old heterosexual man and just wanted to let you know that I thought you were a handsome man but you are now a very beautiful woman. Don't let the haters ever get you down because you've done something for yourself that 98% of them wouldn't and that is to be fearless and brave and to live your life on your own terms.

[@liesaluiseart9483]

Just to correct you: (I am sorry but for some people these details are really important because they can upset them) the "now" is wrong because even in a male body she tecnically was a female already. Have a nice day!

[@juancarlosgzrz]

fuck off Liesa

[@gmon78]

Liesa Luise - In a male body, he was male. He still is male. He might be missing a part of two now and take a bunch of hormones to make his voice sound weird, but he is still a male. Sex is not a choice. It is a fact of biology.

[@joseruiz7779]

You must be another closet wierdo, get some help!

[@damienholland8103]

Agreed. And I'm not sure why people are being picky or nasty about your statement it's a positive one for the good of humanity.

[@intergalacticvampire8886]

You look great in both bodies. As a male you looked a bit like Ashton Kutcher, and now as a female you remind me of Avril Lavigne

[@Kataynagirl]

Yes! I am just happy, that she is happy in her current body. 😉

[@Kataynagirl]

+Intergalactic Vampire too bad!

[@mariaflorenciafalcone6169]

male she was like Cristian Castro and female she is amazing!

[@hectoritoj97]

More like Amy Lee from Evanescence! 😍

[@Diamond12345697]

Omg, please people tell me that y'all are just joking. Amy Lee? Cmon

[@hermetickitten]

I have watched this video many times and I keep seeing the same beautiful being you were and are. You are so much more than a woman. We are much more than boys or girls. Something shines from deep within you and the more you progress, the more glowing you get. You have my most sincere friendship, dear Autumn. Thank you for being so special.

[@memeextravaganzadan]

+Hermetic Kitten you are just everywhere! love you~

[@Galiant2010]

I love seeing one part of my life show up in another part! lol.

[@paytonfavel3159]

Hermetic Kitten here is a transgender who agrees they aren't women kzbin.info/www/bejne/npO3qKKCls1ljLs

[@Michaela7071]

so shes a gothic trangender male to female straight to lesbian hybrid with 5 multiple personalities that 1 is bisexual aswell and 1 is optimistic yet others are pessimistic , you are a very interesting person!

[@someoneinthecrowd4313]

Very fucked up person*

[@izzieasmr98]

Someone In The Crowd Everyone is fucked up. The important thing is that we learn to love each other despite "flaws"

[@Warlordcubs]

Or a liar..

[@EMBVRMusic]

You should go brown again, you looked so pretty with that colour! Not that you don't look pretty now, but brown really suits you. :)

[@megsustaita6292]

Eye

[@kandii88]

+EternalAngel I agree, she looks cool as goth (especially the purple hair!) but I thought she was very radiant in those photos from 2012, absolutely stunning :)

[@balls_be_smashing]

I thought you were pretty with all those light colors and brown hair , but you look pretty with dark hair too . I did have question of why did you get rid of your real eyebrows? Not hating just curios.

[@ecclunareccalyptus6560]

@@balls_be_smashing Hi, goth person here. Some people shave their eyebrows off like me for an artistic expression. If that makes sense. I shave off my eyebrows and put cooler ones on because I find my eyebrows to be typical and boring looking. I like to express myself. many people like me do this for these reasons and maybe some other reasons. You see more people withdrawn on eyebrows in the goth/punk/alternative communities more than people who are not part of these communities unless they do makeup too.

[@ronnieacerra1382]

Black on Black gives me a heart attack! Non more black! Once you go black..., Black as night. The goth look is the coolest look out there. Who wants to look like Joe Schmoe.? You look and sound 💯 cool chick!

[@millitrix01]

Honestly, if you never told us you were transgender, I would have never guessed you were once a male! xD Haha.

[@anijanssondurham8704]

I was super shocked when I found out! I wouldn't have thought of it at all!

[@ByeByeBelly]

I didn't realise either until I saw these kinds of videos

[@SapphireToemoe]

Millitrix I figured but thats because I tend to gravitate towards transgendered people. I've had a lot of trans friends and I was like, she used to be a guy, yup.

[@ByeByeBelly]

***** I saw her videos about mental illness first and I didn't think anything of her voice. There is a pretty wide range of female voice types, some women have deeper voices than her

[@upwindramble]

Eris I was under the impression they didn't like the term "transgendered" she even mentions that in another video.

[@Albus1300]

I just wanted to tell you that I fucking love your voice.

[@velocivixen]

+Jeikobu Feirodowaka i agree!! autumn has a very even, very soothing voice - delicate yet musical to me. i enjoy these videos immensely.

[@agustinamagpie]

Holy fuck! There was no way in hell I could have guessed you are trans, this transition is amazingly perfect, I could never have guessed you were born in the wrong body, I would have sworn you were born with a female body. So amazing!

[@ginah8995]

+Evan Gragg this isn't an okay comment to make. Just so you're aware.

[@thewrighttime1]

+Gina Hallums you have the absolute audacity to attempt PC with this psycho mumbo jumbo. this country is lost with all the young, idiot freeks that think anything someone says is due validity. go pierce & tattoo your weird little, as in small, minds out.

[@agustinamagpie]

tom wright Calm down, pops. I won't insult you or start an argument, as I can simply delete your comment in my post. I just hope and wish you're happy, that you have a family that loves you, that you have a healthy, long life. I'd also wish with all my heart that you see all your blessings and understand other people should be as happy and lucky as you, whichever way they privately choose. Live and let live, pops, I really hope you can find the empathy to accept people finding their own happiness, even if you don't agree with it. There's already too much hate in this world to go about spreading more. Find your empathy, be the better man, let people get their peace. Again, I hope you're loved, so you can spread more of that love around.

[@paultremblay4836]

The teeth and the mouth shape, genetic women got more aligned and symetrical tooth. That's how you can detect them even when they are more feminine than female born.

[@paultremblay4836]

+Alberto Humova also Adam apple

[@Cata995]

my ocd is so fullfiled with those perfectly symetrical eyebrows

[@ailinos]

Omg saaaame

[@ijustrealllylikecats]

Ohhhh I knooooow.... I have essentially NO natural eyebrows, so I HAVE to draw mine. It's taken me years to get it looking right, haha..

[@youthecat]

Cata Lina: I have to ask and PLEASE don't take offense, but *my* OCD is tweaking over your lack of capitalization and punctuation. Please understand I'm not being judgmental (THIS time - lol), just super curious over why those things aren't important to someone else who suffers from OCD. Thanks in advance!

[@Cata995]

haha, well I guess there are different types of ocd :D now that you mention it, i'm questioning myself too

[@valerienightlinger3466]

Sandi K, I have the same problem with my OCD! 😂 I have watched a dreadfully steady decline in the English language over the last decade and I find it alarming. It seems that the internet culture has caused a breakdown of grammar, or most schools have dropped the Language Arts/English curriculum. It's a recipe for disaster considering how much of our communication is performed via the written word. My OCD goes into overdrive when I traverse the dangerous terrain of (insert ominous music) The Comments Section! 😱

[@mariaivanna9768]

The way she looked in that picture with the yellow hat took my breath away. She's so beautiful

[@baladar1353]

Y'know both your sentences were messed up, right?

[@yolandadunbar3884]

OnSCh

[@elenipapadopoulou2365]

I think you are really beautifull both as female and male. I also really like your make up and suits you well cause you have big beautiful eyes. Im really happy to hear someone did something for theirself whatever that is and now they are finally happy for who they are and feel good in their own skin. So happy for you! would tap both versions ahhahahah

[@musiCiSeVerythingG]

Couldn't have said it better myself. Thats what i was thinking the whole time ( Including the last part of your paragraph too ;p)

[@elenipapadopoulou2365]

hahahah

[@SuperMasters2009]

Γεια σου ρε Ελενη. Μαζι σου.

[@Livelovelifeeleni]

Hihih fellow elenI♡♡✌❤stay beautiful

[@kuwata-qe3yr]

Χαίρομαι πραγματικά που βλέπω και Έλληνες να υποστηρίζουν σε τέτοια θέματα

[@AbigailCams1]

I can honestly say that I think you were a handsome man (sorry if I'm upsetting you) and you ARE a beautiful female. I'm straight, but I honestly think that you are attractive, both male OR female.

[@carrots087]

Im late, and this is an awesomely supportive comment, but just so you know, you CAN acknowledge the beauty of another girl without being gay. Humans are attractive, don't lie to yourself or others :)

[@nana-berry]

The way she talks is wonderful, there are some trans who talk in the dumb valley girl accent, and that is so annoying :x

[@bheeshammalhotra0794]

This give me goosebumps :-)

[@RABAandASH]

*cough* gigigorgeous *cough*

[@gbreeze99]

RABAandASH Omg yes. When she transitioned, she immediately assumed that being a woman means acting like LA bougie trash. She's so fake and has a nasty attitude.

[@amriadms671]

I'm a psychologist, and I have to say that I am obsessed with your videos (in a good way) you're very interesting person.. I think your mental issues makes you stronger and that part of you makes you bright hard, I don't really know how much difficult was for you to be through these wave of horrible things, but I can imagine it. I think you're beautiful and really smart, Autumn. Thanks for sharing your life with us. A big hug for you. PD. Sorry about my bad English.

[@Softlol]

Did not think you were transsexual, you are fucking beautiful.

[@wheresthebloodywifi6459]

same

[@aliyaguzman7723]

I know right I had no clue

[@MusicSpaztastic]

being trans and being beautiful aren't mutually exclusive

[@Softlol]

Hannah I know

[@kervincalderon3663]

makes it even hotter

[@MichaelSolly97]

as long as you are happy and content do wtf you want

[@19Fenja89]

I understand that you don't identify with your 20-year-old you when you looked like a boy, but nobody can deny how hot this guy in the picture (5:13) looks. With that being said I really hope this is not offensive or hurtful for you, I don't mean to upset you. I'm sure you know that you are beautiful.

[@emklepper1506]

Eyebrows fleeked Everything fleeked😁👌

[@Broziff13]

Your skin is flawless...and I admire your honesty!

[@fischerpilne]

It's Saturday, late afternoon, about -4 degrees outside, and I've spent most of the day with you watching your videos. You are a complete delight, funny, and very cool; and, actually, for some reason, I can't stop smiling, Glad to meet you, Autumn! . Oh and P.S.,Great drawings; those little sketches have their own personalities; hilarious, deeply sad, and very much alive.

[@nataliaesperanza6903]

I feel the same way. I love you Autumn!

[@michielbrand4127]

same, she is really amicable

[@olivia.l6627]

Omg! Ur cheekbones are so beautiful!!!

[@TheFiown]

My mother said that I was her child, not her son. My sister said that she always knew but was just waiting for me to tell her. She wrote me to say that she would help and be there for me and support me. Unfortunately she was killed jsut after so I had to do it alone. You are lovely, god bless.

[@jasonvorhees375]

It broke my heart reading this hope your ok and sorry for your lossxx

[@bebopanda4622]

you're so pretty, natural eyebrows all the way though

[@pinkeysherbet7249]

You look beautiful with and without makeup. You've helped me with a lot of things at different points for the past few years and I'm so happy I found your channel, it's fate. Now I want to send this to my MTF friend who is struggling right now. Thank you for sharing this.

[@awhispertoascreamcryptidsp4810]

I have to give you mad props for the courage that it must have taken to undergo such a drastic change. A very close friend of mine, some one whom I am honored to call extended family is currently going through the transition. I find him to be one of, if not THE bravest, kind hearted, most gentle soul that I have ever met. Keep your head held high and do not EVER fall prey to the negativity that you may encounter. 🤗

[@hamburgrhelpless]

eh to be honest, as a straight male, at first glance, I'd totally date you. after learning your transition, I'd probably still do it lol aside from the fact you don't like men

[@someoneinthecrowd4313]

Where would you put it? Ass or mouth? That makes you gay. Gay is ay ok!

[@zylermcdeal6011]

Someone In The Crowd she got srs

[@theira6309]

oh boy xD im agree with you hahahah

[@zeddash.6695]

Someone In The Crowd Why does sex have to be apart of it?

[@zeddash.6695]

Mr. Wonderful Actually the term is gynandromorphophilic (might have spelled that slightly wrong).

[@21donuts]

You are so damn pretty and I love your smile! I'm serious you smile so much and it looks so nice :D

[@aestheticgarbage6671]

From male, to female, to goth. Lmao.

[@emmablowguns]

My exact thought looking at the thumbnail!

[@emiliagauna1124]

whats the point of your comment you moron

[@littlehonu]

lol

[@rubyrydinghood2600]

I think OP was just referring to the thumbnail - making a joke like "goth" is separate from male or female

[@tomaspazdera5556]

Rip Eyebrows xD

[@backwatersandbackroads]

You're one of the most honest people I've ever listened to. The work it must have taken to become this comfortable with yourself is astounding-especially from the distance and origins of an abusive childhood. The whole gender and transgender issue isn't my thing or the reason I got HERE (more the mental stuff and BPD/personality disorder related content) you seem to be a rare example that an individual and overcome a lot to find peace in this life and world. Thanks.

[@jeffreyokun2355]

It makes me so happy to hear that she feels now comfortable in her own skin and is able to love herself. All the best for her into the future.

[@SamanthaTkillerhair]

There's a comment here, right below me from three days ago by a "farrah simonlara" that youtube won't let me reply to. I can't believe I just read something like that. This HUMAN BEING with emotions and reaaall feelings that you seem to think are non-existent will never disgust you as much as your comment and thought process fucking disgusts me. "You did look like a man and you like girls there was nothing wrong with that" OBVIOUSLY there was something wrong with that, she didn't WANT TO LOOK like or be a man. I honestly can't say enough right here to express how I felt reading your comment. So I'll stop here before this turns into a novel.

[@AutumnAsphodel]

Yes, I noticed this too! She disabled replies but you can use the plus sign and then the name (Samantha T - turns into a link) to address any user like I did here with you to reply to anyone. But, it's probably just best to let it go since it's really not worth the effort to communicate with her. She even +1'd all her replies.

[@SamanthaTkillerhair]

***** Hahaha she +1'd her own replies.. just when I thought I couldn't dislike her any more. I think I said all I needed to say.. I was originally not going to say anything at all but I was so incredibly upset at what I saw.. I had to at least say something. But thanks for that tip, I didn't know you could make a link like that.

[@tamponsrock]

Yes, that is unfortunate someone was so rude, but hopefully in the future reconstructive surgeons can develop a procedure to correct/shape the cheek and jaw bones to be more feminine looking for trans MTF women.

[@plutoplatters]

stfu

[@GoldenGateNum9]

Dont mind her Farrah Salmonella is just experiencing what Freud called *'Penis Envy'* :)

[@I-AM-EL-ZOZO]

so fucking gorgeous I cant wait for my transition to start

[@shiteyanyo1111]

+gaz wolff WOO good luck!

[@I-AM-EL-ZOZO]

+A “Little” Witchy thank you omg

[@celebitto7869]

+gaz wolff you enjoy your new life dude (I don't mean that as you are a male but I just call revert one dude and or bro)

[@I-AM-EL-ZOZO]

+Moodybutt Shovelborn thank you, and no worries I understand c:

[@someoneinthecrowd4313]

lol you mental person

[@dragonflyfragment]

I know this video is from ages ago, but I just stumbled on it. This is amazing. Thank you for sharing your story!!

[@Sonichelix]

You are SOOOO PRETTY OMFG AND THOSE EYEBROWS ARE FANTASTIC

[@RobinLecter]

Your transition was so effective! I'm so happy for you! ❤❤

[@liesaluiseart9483]

I didn't knew you were born in the wrong body. I am really happy for you being able to do a transition and not having to worry about any dangerous things coming along with that

[@shepherdsvoice3245]

Liesa Luise There is no such thing as being born in the wrong body.

[@ayannamoore5437]

Your lucky ... you didn't have to get a menstrual cycle included in the SRS package deal.

[@someoneinthecrowd4313]

Nah, just a mutilated penis 😂😂😂😂 👍👍

[@dreamlove361]

You are very mean pall

[@tierramorales]

I am a little confused now. I have been watching your DID videos and came across this. How were you cleared for SRS if you have DID? I figured I'd ask since you have been open about everything else.

[@Lydianon]

Because there is no DID.

[@hy9947]

She’s lying because she doesn’t really know where she fits in.

[@marksalgado3901]

Shes extremely confused about herself. I think the "DID" plays in because she doesnt know who she truly is. As far as all the alters. I think someone of them are made up. I watched a couple of her vids and they seem exaggerated. But her explaining this transformations explains sooooo much.

[@johncopenhaver4477]

Some doctors don't care about that anymore which is very dangerous for their patient.

[@justhat1chick]

I'm so happy for you! and it's not the first yet but in case I forget I wanted to say 'Happy Coming out, coming true day!' you are so feminine and beautiful. I appreciate your honesty and protectors who share your wonderful story and life with those of us who are able to and can relate mentally, physically, emotionally, and through childhood traumas. That was a really long sentence. Anyways thank you.

[@Lzero7]

I Just wanna thank you. Truly. Your sexuality, in particular, is one that I have always pondered on whether it exists, how it works, and I always thought of it, to myself, as a theory. There was no one around me, or on the internet by simply googling, that could "feed" me information I always wanted to know. I never knew how to properly phrase questions so that people could understand what I'm actually asking/where I'm coming from. You answered all these in this 1 video. Thank you so much for that. xoxo

[@scotto330]

Life is a gift, it is a fleeting blink in time. It's a crazy ride, you only get one ticket.....but it's your ticket. Be happy and enjoy the ride.

[@annagonzalez7061]

Autumn, you're a handsome person. Yes, handsome man and female. Handsome is not a gendered term. :) I thought your first pictures post transition were GORGEOUS! I know you said you were being very feminine and didn't feel quite comfortable and were still experimenting in your style, and that's great. You look great as a "goth" tho too. What's most important is how you feel about yourself. I'm happy that you've learned to find the courage within yourself to display your true personality on the outside more. Keep it up! Best wishes!

[@astridmyst]

I just find it amazing that science has come so far that you can actually change your gender. Not saying its wrong or anything, but just remarkable that there is that option.

[@metalchik5]

I totally agree! Not long ago, people were forced to stay who they were born as and there was no help. Now, there is so much more that you can do to become who you truly want to be and live a happy life. Just the fact that now you can talk about it, where as years ago, it was never discussed. That alone is a huge improvement.

[@astridmyst]

Sofia Lindgren Very true. I personally will never change my gender, I like being a girl who's a tomboy, but I love that it gives other the option instead of being unhappy. I remember when I was little and it was still new there was this whole thing on a pregnant man which was really just a woman pregnant and changed to a man during it. Haha that was amazing to me.

[@Alumirust]

Same for me! I'm FTM, and I was raised in an extremely conservative household, so I didn't really know much about being transgender until I was 14. I always knew I wanted to be a guy, but I didn't think there was anything I could do about it. I've got 2 years before I turn 18 (they'll probably be two of the longest years of my life) but once I get out of here, hopefully I'll be able to start transitioning. I can relate to Autumn a lot, she's an inspiration.

[@astridmyst]

Alumirust Luck with it! :)

[@crg1292]

i love Autumn's vids, i feel like she always explains everything so clearly and that's great, specially if you're new to the whole trans thing. she makes sure her explanations are simple and understandable for everyone c::

[@kristaj6276]

You're so gorgeous and have amazing makeup! I'm so glad you were able to transition and finally be able to be who you are!

[@froootpunch2628]

Literally would have never known you were transgender. You're gorgeous!

[@roses.n.thorns3263]

you were never ugly. You were cute as a guy and your cute as a female. I can't believe that people would put you down like that. They should realize you had a female soul stuck in a dudes body and wanted to get out for 22 years. I compare myself to other people and it makes it very difficult to talk to people because I'm worried they would judge me and call me ugly or weird.and judge me because I'm quiet and shy. And not like all the other girls who instantly judge you as soon as they see you. I hate it. But watching your videos it helps me except that I'm bi and a gamer, slash girly girl. I'm a very mixed woman

[@pasion246]

Wow, ive never actually heard of a transgender who is attracted to the same gender. Im not saying its wrong for that to happen, but ive just never met or heard of anyone who is like that. You learn something new every day :) congratulations on your transition!

[@Alumirust]

It always makes me smile to see someone who's open-minded about transgender individuals being attracted to the same gender. :)

[@MizNightshade]

😭😍 so beautiful keep being amazing! it doesn't need to make sense, just do you 💖

[@ThrifterPickerShipper]

Autumn I just love your candor and honesty. It's refreshing.

[@mariahdoesthelaundry5636]

Okay, stupid question: Is that just a fancy computer-generated background, or is her wall painted that way? I honestly can't tell with the shading of the video. P.S. Sweet story. I first found this channel while looking up DID for psychology a year ago, and I just now found this video!

[@DemonaLlama]

It's a fancy computer-generated bg x

[@Zonore]

You could totally paint your wall to be like this, though.... I might have to do something like that once I have a home that isn't rented.

[@nira4688]

I actually think her wall is really painted like that because you can see her shadow moving on the wall.

[@amybill4289]

The blue part is her wall and the white part is her ceiling. It's slanted, which is why the ceiling is so low. Xx

[@hazellikesmustaches]

Mariah Doesthelaundry is a computer generated background... did you saw the first seconds of the video?

[@hamburgsperle324]

In that first female picture from March 2012 you look like a model!! So beautiful!!! And so happy :)

[@clairaboo9327]

I think she looks strange

[@clairaboo9327]

+Hamburgs Perle she still has the male jaw bone

[@kervincalderon3663]

+Pink Panda Ru RU lol cause the persons different or?

[@miraczarnawska8790]

It is great that you have found YOURSELF.

[@meytalyasser2445]

ha ha ha he lost himself you mien god created him as a man

[@someoneinthecrowd4313]

yeah he lost himself heh

[@sarahaubrey320]

You have helped me understand myself so much thank you Autumn and Iris for making videos. Please tell the host that she is worth it :) thank you all

[@TheAnchella]

I like your way of speaking. very calm, but not boring.

[@hawkmoth9255]

thanks for helping me to understand a topic that is confusing to me as a straight male

[@zendayaa1]

her brows are awesome

[@ijustrealllylikecats]

I think you're beautiful. I'd totally date you. ln a heatbeat.

[@ijustrealllylikecats]

I'm not TS. And I have no sexual preference. I'm not really anything specific, lol. It just often depends on their personality I guess. Looks like yours are a plus though. ;)

[@steviehottman6239]

1000%

[@marinavarro3801]

shes so beautiful... sometimes... i still feel this way, i have split personalities and she helps me to come through and that i can cross over and be confident. thank you so much... its so hard to live in a body where i hate myself everytime i look into the mirror.

[@katlara9161]

I like the way you talk, I'm learning English and it's actually very useful ! Thanks for the subtitles!

[@casualartistry4193]

WOAH OKAY WHEN I FIRST STARTED WATCHING YOUR CHANNEL I HAD ABSOLUTELY NO CLUE YOU ARE DEFINITELY A ROLEMODEL FOR ME AS A TRANSGENDER FTM WITH PERSONALITY DISORDERS

[@InaraShiraz]

SHE HAS A NICE SMILE IM SO IN LOVE

[@akelis5279]

wow she looks really beautiful without makeup.... ~lucky

[@lorenajacobson5887]

just one question, who is talking on this video? the host? I am curious because I got confused.

[@TheCookieGamer523]

She usually uses I to refer to the host, there's only a few times when she uses `I´ to refer to the current personality

[@ManeGonzlar]

DatLangatang so the host use Autumn to say her story? the host, the real is women and likes mans ?, because is very confused to hear she was male and then made the transition and now is a female who likes girls...

[@katelynvance5486]

The sexual one is the only on that really likes men iris has no preference and autumn and host are lesbian the other idk never said but I'm pretty sure it's Autumn this one just seems more like her

[@lorenajacobson5887]

Thank you, everyone. I had just started watching her videos then i got really confused

[@annashadows2001]

Lorena Ledo-Jacobson This is Autumn, the protector

[@Beanpomade]

You've always been beautiful and you will continue to be inside and out

[@barakaobama9081]

HOLY SHIT I HAD NO IDEA YOU WERE MTF! congratulations on your transition!

[@franklinsukmynutz5062]

I appreciate the fact how real you are. much respect. take care :)

[@mynameismimicow]

Girl, you totally pass I didn't even think the tiniest bit u were teams and I saw the video and went WHHHAAAT??? Lol don't let haters get to you

[@xxragemw2xx882]

Es_Art-Heart He.

[@zurpple721]

XxRage Mw2xX she**

[@darwinlp9860]

Dear straight guys: Yes it is PERFECTLY OKAY to like trans women and still be considered straight. After all, trans women, the ones who have physically transitioned at least, have most likely been taking hormones, which affects tonnes of things. They get fat redistribution (feminine curves!), sparser body hair, etc. There is nothing wrong with being attracted to someone, regardless of their gender or what they were born as.

[@lavenbug]

+ItsyourboyLuca It actually *is* okay. +April Lamba Jay isn't promoting it. They're simply saying that it's okay.

[@darwinlp9860]

Cute Cat223 Thank you

[@hydra0229]

I just discovered your DID videos and when I saw the first one the first thing I though was “wow what a beautiful woman”. Along the middle of the video the voice was a little giveaway but I still saw just a pretty woman. So happy you are happy with your body!

[@MoonStone2626]

this was so good, so true, sincere, and sensitive, thank you for sharing Autumn

[@EuropeChannel]

woah, I had no idea you were transgendered, it's completely unrecognisable

[@ClandestineGirl16X]

i never would have guessed you were born male! seriously! anyway you are stunning and very very cute ;)

[@sidney2900]

you look so good without makeup oh my god..... just need to fix the brows a little bit in that photo and you look flawless!!!!!

[@karaokepandaluv]

I am happy you found your true path and that life is much easier and better for you. I think you are stunning and no matter what negative comments people have, you are still stronger than ever.

[@Galiant2010]

Just as you said you watched others on YT in the beginning, you are the one I am watching. So many of my little questions and curiosities answered. Thank you.

[@EliteCitrus]

your look is really mesmerizing...

[@fijibeach1992]

i think you look beautiful no matter what gender you are. :) feel free to be awesome :)

[@wallewaltz]

You look like Lady Gaga with soft makeup like in, 10:22

[@andreamendes8145]

she totally does, i was about to say the same thing

[@wallewaltz]

but when she's more like her Stefani one :D

[@andreamendes8145]

yah, or the born this way look too

[@wallewaltz]

Andrea Mendes yes! she is really beautiful!

[@KiriMorning]

OMG! You almost described my growing up word for word... but I waited till now, in my early 40s. You are one of the classiest trans ladies I have seem this far on youtube. Once again, thank you... your videos are giving me a lot of hope and self confidence. I too am attracted to women. I can't express how much you are helping me deal with my dysphoria. I started T-blockage almost a month ago. You are amazing.

[@klaradelobo6887]

this is such an inspiring video. thank you for being honest. and you look really beautiful!

[@stizzylita]

I learned in psychology that there actually I'd something that is different in the brain that causes this. I know it is not a mental illness but there are reasons. no disrespect

[@poizen2009]

Sweetie of course its the brain. It controls the body. Her penis isn't telling her to change. Her brain is telling her that things are not right.

[@leezaburdett4524]

If you are concerned with 'passing' (as you call it ) you actually look so much more feminine with less makeup and less goth !! Just saying!!

[@kpatino6197]

agreed. although i questions what my idea of 'femininity' is , it can be very passive and superficial ins some ways as mostly constructed by men. I think the goth is cool look, strong and creative, wish i had the guts.

[@PoisonTheOgres]

Haha literally the only thing on you that looked male to me was the extreme make-up! Which is kind of counter intuitive I guess It's just similar to a drag queen style ;)

[@erinkuchma41]

That's just how goth makeup works

[@MomeGnome]

No, Goth doesnt look like drag. Not even close.

[@candycrush7004]

You are more beautiful than many other women out there. Thank you for being open about your struggles, especially because it is not your host personality. It is very informative.

[@itsKJok]

Saw another video before this, and was totally confused by the content. You look so amazing, I would have never thought anything!

[@jahliongreen1386]

your face shines on when you say that you've change so much... so thats it! and you so beautifull what more u can ask for? a cute goth girl with strong personality(ties) whats more appealing?

[@elisag7084]

you really do look beautiful with and without makeup

[@nelliesthoughtsexactly4398]

Also I agree the goth draws more attention and brings the drag queen stigma. You looked great with the natural look, you could not tell whatsoever you were originally a man.

[@ricks7093]

I've watched several of your videos. You have a beautifully intelligent mind! And not to mention you are the picture of class and grace, absolutely stunning

[@link1207]

Wow!!!! I watched your Disorder videos first and then found this one and I am completely shocked!!!! I had no idea you went through his!! I would have never guess you were a male at some point!!! kudos to you for being able to go through that transition and be happy! I'm really happy to see you were able to do that. I honestly had not a clue...I'm happy for you :)

[@leeoone]

Isn't she the one that has split personalities

[@charlesgolden2061]

Leeoonpeep yes

[@xemriot]

grey Wolverine no, she.

[@avofina_uwu]

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[@xemriot]

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[@avofina_uwu]

HE.

[@NineLuzgar]

*sighs* I know that video is so old but all I see in the comment are cisgender people validating your transition and that sicken me. You're beautiful and being 60/40 female/male is possible and is called being bigender, it can happen with being agender/male or agender/female or other/agender and any other combinaison. Your identity changing, you're also genderfluid, and it's common, don't worry about that. ^^ Anyway, I'm glad you made it.

[@WindowsXPFrog]

You made a very handsome man and make a beautiful woman. You have good bone structure :) Honestly, if I didn't know I wouldn't question your birth gender.

[@thebitcoinbusker5455]

Its a great sign of uman progression that evenyour grandmother was able to guess. Thngs are changing for the good in society all in all . Great video. Keep them comin xxx

[@angierucker5505]

Awesome!! Glad you shared your story. I'm looking forward to watching your videos

[@ertz141]

Anyone else thinks she looks like elizabeth gillies?

[@Kimberly_in_Wonderland]

kind of

[@katiesteer636]

I think she looks like Alex Vause

[@marsamet128]

Hylian Hero Link I kinda thought that too

[@dd-sl4ev]

Hylian Hero Link Amy lee

[@nagihangot6133]

I feel so sorry for you.

[@JoshPadgett]

Your speech pattern kind of reminds me of Willow from Buffy the Vampire Slayer

[@GamingJojoWorld]

You don't look like male from any angle. You look prettiest. Its good that you decided what you really love to be. Proud of you :)

[@tobiasteske5465]

Then to now and how beautiful you look is amazing. You would never be able to tell. I hope that you weren't nervous about making this video because I think that people should embrace your way of life your story.