A Few Things I Have To Say - addressing trolls, my childhood, coming out, and Tracey

In this video I want to get some things off my chest. It's time to open up about some of the more personal things about my life. This was a difficult thing for me to film - I am not used to opening up in front of you, but I think it is the right time.
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[@cookingartguy2170]

Nicolas, the only thing I don't like about you is that you are more mature and advanced and well-adjusted at 30 than I am at 66. LOL. You're a dear young man. Your parents must be very proud of you.

[@Twinklez63]

He's an exceptional human being 💗

[@rwatts2155]

Frank, he IS a wonderful young man, isn't he?! I'm 66, too, and he is an inspiration for me. I wish I'd had parents like his, but then I wouldn't be who I am, would I? I'm sure his parents ARE very proud of him. They SHOULD be !!!

[@cookingartguy2170]

@@rwatts2155 I actually teared up a little listening to his story, not only because I was very happy for him, but mine was very different. I had a very dysfunctional and abusive upbringing with no love whatsoever. Grammar school and high school were a nightmare. I was beaten with baseball bats and called vile names and the abuse lasted for years. It took me many years to get over the scars, and that is not self pity it's just reality. I had no support system whatsoever. I'm so glad Nicolas didn't have too bad of a time of it in school and had a loving and supportive family. I especially liked his message to young people to hang in there, that everything will be "okay."

[@rwatts2155]

@@cookingartguy2170 I know what you mean. Same here. I was kicked out of my parents' home when I was 13. Very abusive alcoholic father and the text book definition of a facilitator for a mother. Actually, being kicked out of their house was the best thing that could have happened to me. I became a survivor. After 15 years of intensive therapy and double that to put the therapy to work for me and having kissed a lot of princes who turned into frogs...I found my partner in life and we have been together for 27 years so far...and counting. He's my family. I am so happy Nicholas had a much different experience. Sure, he had difficulties but he has handled them well and he has a beautiful life ahead of him! I want the young gay people today to understand that they have infinitely better lives than we had in the 60's and 70's. And that we sacrificed so much and fought like HELL so they...our young gay men and women.. can have better lives and easier, happier lives than we had. They stand on our shoulders just as we stood on the shoulders of the gay men and women of the 40's and 50's and the shoulders of STONEWALL. And I pray that the gays of today develop shoulders for the gays who follow in their footsteps. People like Nicholas and his parents give me hope for the gay children of tomorrow. He and the many gay people like him are making the world a better place!

[@cookingartguy2170]

@@rwatts2155 I'm glad things turned around for you eventually. Some don't make it, I've known many unfortunately. My only regret is that it took me so many years to overcome the damage, not that I had a real choice in the process. I don't know how I didn't become an addict, but it just wasn't in me, I always wanted to improve myself, it just took so long as I said. I always felt dumb and worthless, but I've discovered late in life that I have writing and artistic talent, and I guess my regret is that I wish I had discovered it earlier, though I truly believe it's never too late. Glad you found happiness, at least as much we can hope to have in this world.

[@dkmfwtx]

I'm an old straight Texan and I enjoy your channel and always figured you were gay and never cared.

[@rwatts2155]

That's the way it should be.

[@Chahlie]

I think many of us 'oldies' just appreciate young people who are living their best life. I actually get a kick out of the rainbow haired young people in my local shop. As long as they are happy and healthy!

[@anireseegam6128]

Well said mate!

[@seeletsanenthobatsang4550]

Lovely 🙌

[@NicolasFairford]

Thank you!

[@ron4501]

I grew up in a small apartment with my parents. we were far from wealthy. I have been successful in life and feel a sense of pride that nothing was handed to me. I applaud you for making your own life and enjoying the better things in life.

[@ProfessorThascales]

I'm gobsmacked that you actually have trolls! No matter, people with little to do and little minds.

[@mrchasetopher88]

I’m a proud, married, gay man from California who has absolutely loved your videos from the very beginning. Cheers to you and continued success!

[@kaiak3520]

As the mother of a fifteen year old lesbian, I love hearing about other parents who are so accepting. All parents who accept their children regardless are amazing 💜

[@aj32384]

Kudos for being a great Mom!

[@not-even-german4892]

Jeezzzzzz 😂😂😂😂😂

[@gwendolyn7462]

Get your daughter to a psychologist--there is still hope for her at age 15: DO IT NOW! before it is too late

[@jat6547]

If u love your daughter, you'd point out in the bible that that lifestyle is an abomination in God's eye's..... Save her soul ! It's not ok !!!!! Now I'm not being mean, so settle down !!!!! This is not my opinion,,,,, this is biblical..

[@williamfrench9973]

I see many comments saying that “you don’t need to explain yourself.” And quite right - you owe no one an explanation as there is absolutely nothing wrong with you. But I feel what their point fails to account for is perhaps your ability to hold your head up high and tell your own story - removing the ability of others to tell and perhaps alter that story for their own devices. Well done sir!

[@susannah1948]

Well said

[@c.m.7734]

I read once, "It is better to create something that others criticize, then to create nothing and be critical". Has always stayed with me. Keep shining bright. The other jealous ones will hopefully find their own way out of their bitterness.xo from Canada

[@larrygraysmith8411]

That's from Ricky Gervais.

[@NicolasFairford]

I love that! Thanks for sharing!

[@c.m.7734]

@@larrygraysmith8411 YES , I think that's right. I couldn't remember. Thank you!

[@larrygraysmith8411]

@@c.m.7734 You're welcome

[@sarsol19]

Agree! Found this channel a few months back and I'm in love. Thank you, Nicolas, for your sharing your style --definitely my aesthetic! Love from the Philippines. :)

[@tatygonzalez8664]

You are lovely, naturally talented and such a gentleman. Such a beautiful soul. Thank you for giving so much of YOU to the world. 🙏💙🌺🌹🌈

[@coriwatson3380]

You are a breath of fresh air. I admire you totally.

[@808OnMyMind]

Nicolas, as a mother of four sons and three grandsons, I would be honored to be your mom. You are a treasure I am sure, to your parents. Although this may have been a difficult video for you, this video was thought-full, caring and very well done. Sending wishes of kindness your way. 💜

[@Carorawoodlands]

As a mother of a 1year old i just cried at your beautiful coming out story. I want to be just like your parents no matter who my daughter and future kids are. I’m so glad i found you on here and cant wait to watch you grow. You’re so handsome and talented xxx

[@not-even-german4892]

😅😅😅😅😅

[@heatherstephenson5710]

Nicholas please don’t feel you have to explain yourself to anyone. There is so much love out there for you. I have never once watched you and thought you are trying to be someone your not, you have said from the start that you came from humble beginnings. This world would be such a better place if everyone had a heart like yours. Xx

[@a.phillips6892]

I’ve been in the dance world from a young age, and been around gay people all that time. It never crossed my mind to delve into your past Nicholas. I consider that your personal business. I follow you because I really enjoy the content of your videos, and wish you happiness in your life. Please continue to make them!💓💓💓

[@NicolasFairford]

Thank you so much x

[@Leafygreen123]

Exactly!

[@martinphillips3432]

I’d echo many of the loving comments below. I grew up in a three bedroom council house in Swansea. I was the middle of five sons, one of whom was my fraternal twin. I feel like I have not just made my own family since going to University in London, but even more so here in New York, where I moved when I was 27. I always knew I was gay, and it gave me the benefit of rejecting norms and expectations and deciding what was right for me. Like you, no one would really guess at my upbringing - not because I wanted to be “better” than my roots, not because I was ashamed of anything or ever thought that I was less than I should or could be, but just because I wanted to be self-sufficient and not be beholden to anyone later in life (even though I have been a corporate slave for many years here in NY). I thought this video was lovely, and like you, got through my early years pretty unscathed, and enjoyed loving parents even though my mother was frankly a petty-minded, bigoted Tory at heart. It didn’t stop her from loving me. Those of us who didn’t suffer in striving to be our authentic selves, should always provide as much of a helping hand to those that haven’t had the harmony we have enjoyed and to those who are suffering on their journey to being their best selves.

[@doreennelson4636]

Elizabeth’s Country Shabby and Vintage Dreams

[@pinkpyrex4962]

" A happy childhood" wow what a blessing!

[@oliviacasino8888]

Nicolas, I’ve been a subscriber from early on and my immediate assessment of your character…honest, sincere, bold and delightful, has if anything only increased and confirmed my ‘snap’ judgment. You would make any grandmama (I’m 80 now) very proud and extremely fortunate to have you about in her life. Thank you for this sharing, not only because truth is down right intoxicating but also, because your calmness while speaking so truthfully will help those other’s who might be in more precarious situations deal with their own emancipation. Bravo!

[@NicolasFairford]

Thanks for being there from the start! x x

[@anahood1898]

Let me start by saying how I so enjoy your channel! You’re an admirable young man and so transparent. I have a son about your age who is also gay and a very similar story of how he came out! Keep being true to yourself and ignore the trolls, they don’t deserve your kindness!

[@micahpocket]

You have a lot to be proud of! You’re so sweet and humble !

[@Hessebes863]

Im 16 years old and i’m very alternative yet i find so much peace in your videos Nicholas! You are amazing I love you!

[@doro8856]

Nicolas: I really like that if someone wants to date you, they have to get along with your ex. Good for you. Don't let anyone break the lovely relationship you've had with him all this time. The best to both of you.

[@Jendromeda]

what a great video !! i watched your videos a few years ago and then lost my favorites list, i am back and watching videos from the past year or two. You are very wise and together for a 32 year old. YOU are incredible !!!

[@miavos3610]

When I discovered your channel quite a while ago I told you that you were a wonderfully unique person. I think this video will make people love you even more than before. You are truly a very special person.

[@Tunneldreamer]

Nicolas, you are a joy to watch and listen to. So glad that your coming out was a happy one. You obviously have a wonderful, supportive family and I am so happy for you. I look forward to many more videos. Best wishes, Martin.

[@williambane2712]

Thank you for being so open and honest. This is the kind of thing that builds real camaraderie between you, the host, and we the guests who enjoy following you and the things you bring to the table. It is refreshing when people are authentic about their lives and enjoy who they are. This is an inspiration in so many ways for so many people. Thank you.

[@henrywidjaya3644]

Authentic is a pretty word to expressing honest personality and humble attitude. We proud of you, Nic !!!

[@RishayanPorMexico]

Very good video. I feel happy for you. With so much negativity in the world today, it is always nice to hear an uplifting positive story like yours. Good Luck!

[@lupitabutler6890]

Bravo...it was very true and sincere you are lucky with your parents and friends and do not worry who else writes negative things ..they're jealous! Enjoy your life !

[@NicolasFairford]

I'm glad you found my story uplifting - we have to carry on and move on up! X

[@pavlaustinov600]

Awesome video! You’re beautifully eloquent. I commend and respecte you for being authentic and true to yourself. Bravo.

[@gypsyrosallina]

You are a radiant and pure soul. Your grace emanates from you in such a warm and comforting way. I would love to sit and enjoy afternoon with you- with quiet reflection and joyful contemplation of elegant and needful things

[@sharronneedles6721]

As I scroll through this comment section, I come to realize what a wonderful and kind community you have cultivated with your channel. Usually there would allways be those 1 or 2 who want to say something not so nice, but I cannot even find one in this entire comment section. Im so proud of you for being able to so confidently tell your story, but please don't feel pressure to tell people about your life because of trolls. As a gay man, I'm so happy to see such a wonderful community, and a wonderful channel that represents my interests so perfectly. Thank you so much for such a lovely video, and for such a great job at cultivating such a lovely community!

[@dona62851]

What a sweet person you are. Thank you for sharing your story with us all.

[@sondradickens1770]

Nicolas, I enjoy your videos I’m 55 yr. old African-American women who appreciate old Genteel way of doing things. 💜

[@lynnelyons2330]

You are a beautiful soul, Nicolas...please always be you. Never change xxx

[@TanikaNYCLIFESTYLE]

You're a beautiful soul and I'm so happy that you found something you love to do. PERIOD! People can be awful to wonderful humans but shine on. You're so pretty.

[@Grannynan]

LOVED this video! Especially the photos at the end! You are truly blessed to have such a loving family. I am a straight woman who had many gay friends over the years, and some of them faced real difficulties. Maybe the attitudes are improving... I certainly hope so! Thanks for being an inspiration and bringing us back to appreciation for beauty.

[@victoriajordan4058]

You are a beautiful soul! Keep up the great work! Love all of your videos. I am a 54 yr old whiten woman who loves your attitude, and elegance. Wishing you the very best!

[@colleenm9188]

Nicolas, you have super cool parents. I'm so happy that your coming out experience was a good one. How wonderful that your former long term relationship is still in your life and supportive. That says a lot about both of you. Thank you for sharing and being authentic! 💜🙏🏻

[@mariansmith7694]

I have 3 children, both of my daughter's best friends are wonderful gay men. We should all be who we are. You are an exceptional person... strong & balanced.

[@kristiannem6786]

Hello from California. Thank you for your lovely channel. I enjoy your content so much and looking forward to buying your book when it comes out!

[@issimma]

You are such a beautiful person inside and out Nicolas, and so wise beyond your years too. Thank you for a very open and candid video, your sincerity and genuineness shines through. Have a lovely weekend x

[@almasparks888]

This made me cry so much, Nicolas. How wonderful it is to be able to be who you truly are and those who love you most accept you no matter what. I loved when you called yourself “Nick”. Never heard that from you before. I wish you all the best; keep being beautiful 🤗

[@oliverhernandez5806]

You cried so much? Huh?

[@almasparks888]

@@oliverhernandez5806 yes, it made me emotional. It was a very powerful and lovely video.

[@sp-bl1sl]

Never be anyone but who you are. And never be ashamed of it.

[@lindareynolds2547]

Enjoyed this so much. Your parents sound like wonderful people. You nave the world when you have loving parents, family and friends.

[@NicolasFairford]

Totally! So glad you enjoyed it!

[@spsk9025]

1- other people opinion is their business, my opinion about them is my business 2- No complain, No explain 3- No shame and guilt in improving your lifestyle, because it comes to number 1, my life my business.. It would be a wonderful world if everyone could get that, but it comes to number 1 again. My mind, My world, my business, I am the only one that need to get what I want them to get.

[@angelakilroe3271]

Thank you Nicholas I’m sure this video will have helped a lot of young men. As for the trolls….just very sad people who need to get a life. Have a good weekend.

[@rebeccazahn5299]

I love, “so if you want to date me, you have to be friends with him too.” 😂💗

[@trinity2601]

The real you is an amazing, sweet person who looks at the world in such a lovely way! Glad I found your channel and thank you for sharing! I am loving your videos so far! Want my daughter to learn traditional etiquette and I think you do a beautiful way of showing some of those aspects! 💕❤️💕

[@Ali-xm1vp]

Good evening Nicolas , your style is timeless and sophisticated. I believe you are creating a great brand. Fabulous content ✨

[@LeilaSoleil]

You are just the sweetest person, Nicolas. So incredibly kind and generous of you to share SO MUCH with all of us. We love it of course, because you feel like one of us, just one of our tribe. Much love, Nic. Oh and your family is just beautiful!

[@pandamonium4661]

Love how honest and open you are, like a breath of fresh air.

[@birdexplorers6337]

I just wandered across your videos when looking for tea sandwich ideas. Your style intrigued me, so I found your channel and watched this and a few other videos. As a successful, international wildlife photographer, who also came from a nice but ordinary background, I relate a lot to trying to break out into the big world and do your own thing, even when it's completely outside your initial reality. So kudos on breaking out and proudly being the person you want to be. You seem like a very nice and decent young man whose family must be very proud of you. And while it's very kind and generous of you to explain things, as you have done in this video; remember you don't owe anyone explanations for who you are or want to be, least of all a bunch of envious, bored trolls with too much time on their hands, who will never break out of their basements, much less into the beauty of the world. Never let them get you down, you have the whole world as your oyster, as they say, and beauty to guide you along. Anyway, although I don't do much KZbin, I have subscribed and look forward to seeing more of your very nice videos. Ps: love the puppies!!

[@aurorarose2836]

Beautiful and harmonious channel...thank you for being you...lovely.

[@GOINGCRAZYINTHEKITCHEN]

It is obvious that you are a very nice person. I enjoyed this video. Thank you! Your parents - well all of you - but your parents look absolutely adorable. There are such a kind aura around them.

[@inthetearoom]

I saw that silly thread and thought immediately how bizarre it was and assuredly narrow-minded and likely insecure the individual must have been...i find your channel to be lovely and a breath of fresh air

[@tammyadkins3537]

I feel you have always been open and honest

[@carlaeglinton8456]

You're such a awesome young man! Very honest and very true to yourself. Continue what you're doing. We love you just being you. Thank for sharing your lovely life.

[@andresinsurriaga876]

Mr. Fairford: I've enjoyed all of your presentations. These personal issues are really no one's business. You will always be welcome in Texas as far as I'm concerned. But wherever you go, the world has hateful people.

[@smiths6311]

Thank you for all the beauty you bring us. Thanks for your courage, your grace and serenity. You are a great inspiration. XXXX 😊😊😊😊💙💙💙💙

[@pollyannaprinciple5860]

Such a beautiful serene voice. First time viewing your channel. Plan to view more.

[@cindygarrison6338]

I enjoyed learning about you, and appreciate knowing your story. But I wish people could behave with more respect for others. Keyboard courage is an ugly thing. I love your blogs for many reasons, not least of which is the peaceful tenor of the subject matter and presenter! Add one more word to your description of yourself dear Nicholas.... mature!❤

[@arela1030]

Hello dear,you’re such a gem,to live is to enjoy,life is short.May god bless and peace grace you always.

[@zerjiozerjio]

Gorgeous family (unsurprisingly)! You’re a lovely man, and I enjoy your videos, and, as the youths (might still) say: “I stan!” You’re a style inspiration - and a role model with your kind, sweet attitude.

[@Tim_OSK]

And it is a joy and a pleasure to watch your videos, Nic! This is just the second I’ve seen so far but your honesty and meaning well are priceless. Hope your channel thrives and you keep making more new videos!

[@barbaradobbert790]

I love your channel and I’ve learned some things I didn’t know. Can’t understand why some people just can’t move on if a channel isn’t for them. 🤷‍♀️Oh well, you handled it perfectly! 🫶

[@christina2803]

Beautiful family pictures… your doing a excellent job on your channel…😊

[@oraclehealerandrewdeappolonia]

I admire your courage nick .. thank you for sharing . Your a beautiful soul ❤️

[@CarolinaCowgirl951]

Thank you for sharing your story. I appreciate your perspective and find you very refreshing and talented. Ready to enjoy your style and zest for life! You are inspiring!

[@NicolasFairford]

Thank you so much! X

[@nilsarivera261]

Thanks to share your life story, you help to understand that people have to respect others persons lives and live their own life story. You are such a darling person, I wish you the best. Blessings. Greetings from Puerto Rico.

[@licadmonsab2012]

I'm so happy have found your youtube channel, I enjoy so much watching your videos, I've recommended it to my friends. Thanks so much for all great content you upload. Love.

[@gemstonesparkle7915]

I've grown up on 2000's. Everything you told I can relate, except the parents kindness.

[@camjamcam1]

I wish you healing in respect to your parental relationship. Best, from Canada.

[@Tonimaroni2BeKindToAnimals]

You’re an amazing human Nicolas!

[@Kcruse1950]

Thank you for sharing this video. It required a lot of composure and bravery. I was 45 years old before I ultimately came out. Although , many people already knew it for years and were good about not forcing me to come out before I was ready for it. I’m 73 now and have learned that life with authenticity is important. I hurt no one and I try not to place myself in a position to allow others to hurt me. I’m happy for you in getting all this figured out at a young age and not wasting precious time by not accepting realities. Keep it up your man!

[@dartlanddunbar5842]

I always thought a troll was a little, old, bitter man living under a bridge. He needs to stay there.

[@NicolasFairford]

Kinda the same thing!

[@sandylanham7717]

I’ve only watched your channel a few times so far, but I totally love it! We have the same taste in decorating,skin care and food.. You motivate me to stay on top of the things I love. I think you are awesome! I am in my seventies and I strive every day to be my best…Staying happy is a choice and a gift..You are in control..😊

[@rosemarybaranowsky6746]

Dear Nicolas, You are such a lovely boy, you could be my grandson! I am a senior but I really love your channel. Your soft gentle presentations are so soothing and I learn a lot! I would love to be surrounded by beautiful things like you are so I am slowly gathering ideas and adding things as I can. I especially enjoy your entertaining suggestions! Thank you and God Bless! BTW, Loved the family pictures at end of this video!

[@page1news]

Thank you, Nicolas, for this lovely video. It is a blessing and an honour to be one of your subscribers.

[@maribelogando3407]

No to long a ago find your channel . Instantly find in love with you. You don’t have to explain your private matters to no body . You are doing awesome!! God bless you!!

[@richardackley1823]

Thank you for your information. I just discovered your channel a few weeks ago. I've enjoyed them all so your explanations were interesting. I enjoy your tea and sandwich presentations and got some inspiration from them too. Thanks! (Seattle, WA)

[@Kathleen5429]

You are a wonderful person and I'm sorry that you have to have a video of explanation to people that feel they have nothing better to do with their lives. Have a wonderful life... you deserve it!

[@NicolasFairford]

Thank you so much! X

[@CherylsCreativeWorld33]

What a lovely video. I’m so glad you have cool parents! I’ve only just discovered you, I watched this to find out a bit more about you:) you’re very eloquent and calm, I am going to enjoy this channel! Thank you for an excellent video. I want to shout out to others trying to come out - you’re loved, important and beautiful! Please remember this!

[@patrickmagrady3563]

Thank you for your honesty!!! I very much enjoy your videos.

[@sariajosephb]

I have slid my way down through your videos and just got here and I am going to just out and say it: I love you. I am watching and SMILING. Your level of comfort with yourself inspires me and the way you perceive your surroundings with no judgement and such understanding 😣 you are LOVELY, Nicolas, just just lovely!!!!

[@ellewalters2777]

Love you, Nic!

[@rogersfuller4797]

Such grace and class. He handles such unnecessary questions, accusations, etc. with a level of professionalism that many do not possess. Sad that this has to be brought up again and again and again. Why not just enjoy and appreciate what he offers.

[@Tmanaz480]

I like your video and audio quality. Your lighting is very natural and balanced. The way you mix the tungsten and daylight works very well.

[@Brythepilgrim]

Thank you for sharing this!! I’m fairly new to your channel but I’m already a huge fan. You’re such a gorgeous human; keep being amazing ❤

[@davidduncan8802]

Great video Nicholas. I loved hearing your story and enjoy all of your videos - especially the ones about Afternoon Tea! You are fantastic.

[@brucecampbell7851]

Thanks for sharing Nicholas 👏

[@yuliiortiz324]

“Nothing happened to Tracy, she's alive" I'm so sorry but that made me laugh 😂😂😂

[@michaelmorrison4221]

Another words…“I just want to clear that up….Tracy’s not buried in the backyard” 🤣 I got a chuckle from “she’s alive” too. I love Nicolas’ vlog so much. This was such an important video too. I think it will help a lot of people who are still struggling with acceptance. God knows what I went through 🥺 but things are better now.

[@NicolasFairford]

Haha! X

[@alisonfraser3305]

I don’t even know Tracey but I was so relieved to hear that.

[@michaelmorrison4221]

@@alisonfraser3305 😂🤣

[@valerielebreton9856]

You are a fantastic person.Very brillant. Light Personality. Thank you.

[@JamesBrown-ij1px]

Nicolas, you are so very loved. The only reason people would spend 3 hours on google trying to find dirt on you is because they are jealous of you for being authentically yourself. Although I know you don’t feel compelled to defend yourself to these people, I so respect that you do it for those who feel discouraged about their own authentic self. I believe this is yet another facet of ‘making life more beautiful’ from the perspective of the internal as well as the external. I love you, Nicolas, and I look forward to you having a positive place in my heart every week for many years to come. 💝 Jim in Orlando, Florida … P.S. My favorite things about this video were the photos of your family at the end.

[@sandragoss48]

I find you so refreshing and humble. I appreciate all you do on your channel because I have learned a lot from you. Thank you.

[@sebastianfisher957]

I can relate to your story on SO many levels. Thank you for sharing and knowing that you have probably helped someone from this particular episode. Thanks for been open and BRAVE! Love your channel. Stumbled across your channel by accident. Brilliant!

[@dianadonahue9354]

Don’t worry about the trolls..they are riding the bitter bus, most of us won’t be climbing up those steps.

[@mayradell3953]

Thank you beautiful friend for sharing this aspect of your life. We love you all the way. There is so much more of you that what we see and these anecdotes enrich our experience so much more. Lots of love and hugs to you.

[@nightowl4121]

You have the best parents in the entirely world.

[@NicolasFairford]

I think so too! x

[@tcsargea]

Good for you , I have enjoyed your series , you have great ideas , all the best to you from 🇨🇦

[@brober]

You are a dear boy and any bloke would be lucky to have you. Best of luck Nicholas.

[@cindyhalpern3187]

I am so glad you can be you now! I like you the way you are!

[@basiaszendrei1603]

Hello from Edinburgh too, how nice of YT algorithm to suggest your channel to me. Xx

[@Jesuslovesyouferever]

Hello Nicolas 👋 Very proud of you, living your truth. You have influenced me greatly a 60 year mum & British Granny, I deeply thankyou, for everything you do. You Nicolas, are like a fresh summer wind! God bless you + bountiful blessings, hugs xxx