NIKI - Autumn (Official Lyric Video)

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Official lyric video for “Autumn” by NIKI
I carved my name into your ribcage
We talked of lands away from this cage
You said, don’t fret love, someday I’ll be my own man, I'll be free
Oh, but darling did you mean
Darling, did you mean free from me?
You promised home
The kind I'd never known, oh
But here we are, skin and flesh and beating hearts
and I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing wrong
You said, “Let's make ourselves our very own brigade, this love our shield, our blade”
Oh, but darling do you see the cuts from which I bleed?
It’s me you’ve slain
I didn’t obliterate these walls for you to come and raid my home
And here you are right next to me
Ironically, I've never felt more alone
I fell for you faster than I fell apart
And I guess I'm the one to blame for letting myself fall too hard
I ripped my heart out and put it in your hands in hopes that we’d put up a fight
How paradoxical, since now all I can think about is when will we stop trying
Ooh
Oooh, how do we stay afloat
When do I let go?
All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave
But when the night cuts into the day, it’s your love I crave
I must’ve thanked my lucky stars too much,
they left me sitting in too much dust
You know all my dreams
You were one, so it seemed
And I love you but with you
It's heartache I breathe
You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me
Oh, my love
Is this the end for us?
Maybe we’ve had enoughI carved my name into your ribcage
We talked of lands away from this cage
You said, “Don’t fret love, someday I’ll be my own man, I'll be free”
Oh, but darling did you mean
Darling, did you mean free from me?
You promised home
The kind I'd never known, oh
But here we are, skin and flesh and beating hearts
and I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing wrong
You said, “Let's make ourselves our very own brigade, this love our shield, our blade”
Oh, but darling do you see the cuts from which I bleed?
It’s me you’ve slain
I didn’t obliterate these walls for you to come and raid my home
And here you are right next to me
Ironically, I've never felt more alone
I fell for you faster than I fell apart
And I guess I'm the one to blame for letting myself fall too hard
I ripped my heart out and put it in your hands in hopes that we’d put up a fight
How paradoxical, since now all I can think about is when will we stop trying
Ooh
Oooh, how do we stay afloat?
When do I let go?
All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave
But when the night cuts into the day, it’s your love I crave
I must’ve thanked my lucky stars too much,
they left me sitting in too much dust
You know all my dreams
You were one, so it seemed
And I love you but with you
It's heartache I breathe
You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me
Oh, my love
Is this the end for us?
Maybe we’ve had enough
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[@minorchord]

also can we appreciate young nic not repeating a single line in this song and still making it so deep , relatable and catchy

[@watershan_11]

Oh but darling did you mean Darling did you mean...

[@habibisch]

@@angelatan290 it doesn't even have a chorus but i love it cz the bridge is 🤌🤌

[@jesh626]

I'm crying. "I fell for you faster than I fell apart" "I ripped my heart out and put in your hands in hopes that we'd put up a fight". wow. just WOW

[@brown_bear11]

VI PFP MENTIONED

[@paramitadaniswari5151]

"You know all my dreams, you were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you, It's heartache I breathe" omg hits me hard 😭

[@ultraredchannel]

so do i

[@jzaemiiine1293]

:(

[@ash-cq7tn]

I really love the entire song, especially the bridge. I was about to float when autumn's bridge kicks in. I have no words, just wow.

[@angelinebena9675]

Ikr the best song of the album!!!

[@spiicylemon]

no bc fr the bridge!!!! top tier

[@potatotenshi9792]

"how do we stay afloat? when do i let go?" the lyrics hits so hard omygod

[@aurowruh]

she's such an amazing writer it's crazy

[@charizarr.d]

this song is a masterpiece, along with the whole album lol :D

[@andyadinata4191]

The way she sang, more like copycat of someone

[@galindautara]

@@andyadinata4191 who?

[@khalidfatih7567]

​@@andyadinata4191😊

[@jejemarsh2091]

"You showed me your heart but you never let me have the key." became "You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me." same pain 🤧🤧🤧

[@itsmaxene]

the line "I ripped my heart out and put it in your hands in hopes that we'd put up a fight" really hits different, it's just insane how she could put up those words with much power in it.

[@dablackpanda1348]

Hi, I was wondering what this line means? I don't understand what it means in a breakup 😅

[@corazon4258]

it means she's giving her all, making herself vulnerable and not leaving anything for herself, to fix things with the guy and make him stay@@dablackpanda1348

[@oreory04]

​@@dablackpanda1348the line means that she gave her heart to him, she trusted him, she love him hoping that he will also fight for their love

[@lalandrien]

The old version of Autumn will be missed 4 ever, I'll treasure u in my heart 😭

[@arianasution4304]

The old one kzbin.info/www/bejne/rZPQqYV9eJWLo9U

[@cleotells]

True 😭😭😭😭

[@sshmk]

YASSSS

[@sshmk]

And also little souls :'>

[@MichaelSpearsJr]

NIKI inspired me to go all in with my music because she was once just like me, an artist without many listeners. And now she's on top. I believe it will happen for me one day, I’m not stopping when it does!

[@Reylandson]

This encapsulates the autumn love so well. To me, it's about falling in love and trying to protect it with all you've got, but forgetting that being too defensive also leads to barriers, miscommunication and anxiety.

[@jennaaaxoxo]

Niki's music is so well made, she never fails to impress me with it.

[@angelinebena9675]

Agree!!!

[@simranghotra4676]

"But when the night cuts into the day, it’s your love I crave" im sobbing 😭😭

[@luthfiyanaifaputri9294]

"you know all my dreams. you were one, so it seemed. and i love you, but with you its heartache I breathe" hurts baaaddly

[@furra5354]

'you gave it your all, just with everything you took from me' my jaw literally dropped. i'd kill to listen to this song again for the first time. nicole, your songwriting skills have me in absolute pieces right now, its both a blessing and a beautiful curse

[@elizuh]

always always blown away with niki's vocals on "oh, my love is this the end for us?" part. best track.

[@emmanmayor9924]

undoubtedly, the best track on the album

[@gedejanavirananda6716]

I want to agree but Backburner exists too 😭

[@Supernova56846]

Backburner is a banger but autumn is THAT song, it's a feeling of feelings

[@hyuginisaac9994]

Suddenly my mind just teleported to a certain time and memory where I expected too much from them

[@MichaelSpearsJr]

NIKI inspired me to go all in with my music because she was once just like me, an artist without many listeners. And now she's on top. I believe it will happen for me one day, I’m not stopping when it does!

[@cafe374]

just when u start trusting someone, they go and betray u. break their promises. and the cycle of fear to get into relationships starts back again.

[@ampomariakristined]

3:14 one of my favorite part, still remember her and now all I could think is this line...

[@devylaphinelivo8485]

Okay but this song literally hurts like ive experienced it first hand!!?

[@laraseunice13]

niki, i told him this song and he listened to this song. but here we are now he made me felt like every lyrics you said in this song. how can i let him go? he knows all my dreams niki.

[@prueclemente]

"i ripped my heart out and put it in your hands in hopes that we'd put up a fight" gosh that line is insane, niki's songwriting is unmatched and "nicole" has brought me to tears as expected. thank you for this album niki 🤍

[@myplanet_pluto13]

NIKI's music is something for me!​ It's touching and chilling 🥰

[@minorchord]

And here you are right next to me. Ironically, I've never felt more alone - so relatable :(

[@deadinthehead8258]

" You promised home The kind I'd never known" Reminds me of "Kinda wish I knew what I meant when I'd say, "I miss home""

[@afrinaalexander136]

Aaaah my fave, and I have hope that NIKI will release the acoustic version of Autumn soon

[@joshualaroza7385]

coming back here, thinking that personally, this song had one of the best lyrics ever written by NIKI, if not the best.

[@abigailtria]

I need a 10min version of this

[@earth7268]

We know this is going to end up on loop in a cafe.. ❤️

[@mrmightycalves]

I can listen to any niki song on repeat and never be bored

[@PROD5VE]

NIKI is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for her one day.

[@angelinebena9675]

We will all wait for that to happen!!! It sounds amazing

[@PROD5VE]

@@angelinebena9675 thank you 🙏🏼 drop a sub and be apart of the journey!

[@bindfireandcrouch819]

WHAT AN ABSOLUTE BANGER

[@hjgranger15]

“you gave it your all, just with everything you took from me” I AM IN PAIN 😭

[@cheneepee3698]

One of the underrated artists…love her💜

[@rifakhairunnisasulistiana3004]

This is still soo gooddd even the lyrics 'you showed me your heart but you never let me have the key' is changed! Proud of you Niki 💚

[@tsweezie]

OMG NIKI is such an artist. she’s so freaking good at song writing & singing. her and taylor should collab 😭❤️

[@jungwoo2393]

was listening to the album in order and i really thought higschool in jakarta was my favourite song of the album until i heard this freakin song 😭😭😭

[@sunnywildflowers5915]

I can hear this is exactly what she envisioned for the original❤️

[@Sky-uy6iw]

I WANNA CRY I LOVE AUTUMN SO BAD

[@anisyamay8963]

Niki udh punya lagu baru aku masih kejebak disini

[@liaaismee]

[Verse 1] I carved my name into your ribcage We talked of lands away from this cage You said, "Don't fret love Someday I'll be my own man, I'll be free" Oh, but darling, did you mean Darling, did you mean free from me? [Verse 2] You promised home The kind I'd never known, oh-oh, oh-ooh-oh But here we are, skin and flesh and beating hearts, and I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing wrong You said, "Let's make ourselves our very own brigade This love, our shield, our blade" Oh, but darling, do you see the cuts from which I bleed? It's me you've slain [Pre-Chorus] I didn't obliteratе these walls for you to come and raid my homе And here you are, right next to me Ironically, I've never felt more alone [Verse 3] I fell for you, faster than I fell apart (Hmm) And I guess I'm the one to blame For letting myself fall too hard I ripped my heart out, and put it in your hands In hope that we'd put up a fight (Hmm) How paradoxical, since now All I can think about is when will we stop trying (Ooh, ooh, ooh) [Bridge] Ooh, ooh, ooh How do we stay afloat? When do I let go? All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave But when the night cuts into the day, it's your love I crave I must've thanked my lucky stars too much They left me sitting in too much dust (Hmm, oh-oh) You know all my dreams, you were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you, it's heartache I breathe You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me

[@teeramon]

I was drifting in the story of this song during Nicole tour in Bangkok. So glad. Pls come back❤❤❤❤

[@cindytd9292]

My crush sent me this song and said it was for me after I confessed my love to him. This song is really good and beautiful just like him.😊

[@hassabibenda2505]

fav song's of nikii

[@tsweezie]

I freaking love this song and Backburner.

[@diaz3986]

i miss the old versionn of Autumn plzzzzz, ini kece tapi yg lama nadanya candu😥

[@airaccoonairaccoon]

Hyperfixating on this for days. NIKI what have you done to my numb heart

[@coletroll4046]

This is perfect 😭🥹 this song makes me cry sm

[@MuhammadIlyas-jo8ke]

All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave But when the night cuts into the day, it's your love I crave I must've thanked my lucky stars too much They left me sitting in too much dust, mmm, oh You know all my dreams You were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you It's heartache I breathe You gave it your all Just with everything you took from me Oh, my love

[@jepunesimanullang8817]

U know,,, listening this with headset,omg i can listen all the detail part of this song... Amazing,,, bleesed💓

[@aeutumnsea]

semenjak jauh sama kamu, auntumn jadi lagu favoritku sekarang

[@chrisgenovia687]

I demand an hour loop of this track.

[@ellelia6380]

listening to this song made me think about my girlfriend. I've been too busy that i haven't got the time to bond with her and i hope she doesn't feel or experience this with me... I am trying too

[@zznli_sy]

2:53 - 3:12 this parts have something that makes my heart likeEee AaAaAaarGhh😭

[@marsenna]

This is so different from the original but it’s also really good?? It’s like two different songs that’s both great.

[@avaccdoes]

My fave song from the album! sucha mood

[@SafirAksel]

Her pen game is so crazy good

[@keenananiscal6145]

OHHHH MY LOVEEEEEEEEEEE

[@xxdenvergirlxx]

Ran into this song while searching for one on snapchat and WOW. WOWWWW!!! I had to come check out the whole song and you did not disappoint! This will be on repeat ALL DAY!!

[@hakushaku6351]

"You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me."😭❤️

[@nicholashardyy]

Can’t wait till she release the acoustic version

[@alsanto2124]

I love the beat and lyrics...❤️❤️❤️

[@nicole.ampp2]

Please sing this for tour 🙏🏻

[@PrincessE-l7c]

its new year.. and here i am, listening to this

[@Milkysugarplumhoneybunch_143]

happy new yearr!!

[@ericaaa777gummy]

He sounds like most of Nikki's song. Especially this one 😔

[@eine_v]

Listen to this in 0.75x speed and you'll feel the same vibe the old version had. It's perfect for crying at night and feeling very sentimental BELIEVE ME 🥺😭

[@elleynelegi7573]

You know all my dreams, you were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you, It's heartache I breathe

[@charizarr.d]

This album has helped me feel not totally alone. The feelings are ripped out of my heart, so cathartic bec the lyrics are so honest and raw. I have never felt so close to an artist before yeeeeah :')

[@nikahannahangel]

You've made it!! Congratulations NIKI!!♥️🥳

[@orphicmilya]

you were everything

[@criscelcatimbang962]

fav

[@tanyo]

All too well vibes

[@ambotsaemo186]

but when the night cuts into the day, its your love i crave :'(

[@joyouus_]

this song is perfect when driving

[@ler855]

i love how NIKI's songs are always telling stories

[@max_9t]

the track number 9 always gets me on my deepest

[@AsherSalkewicz]

I can understand this feeling that's why I got away from it before it could ever take hold after all it was a lie from the start: )

[@AsherSalkewicz]

I'm no ones doll

[@sucisgalery2226]

Wow ❤

[@anggaratampubolon8813]

Proud she's from Indonesia 🇮🇩🙏

[@strwbcaii]

"i fell 4u faster than i fell apart." Same nicole. Same.

[@rrxga7013]

but with u it's heartache❤😖

[@valerieparan3781]

😢😢😢😢😢 i love u nikii

[@glossiemochii2256]

niki ily so so much.

[@adarsonp]

Niki te amo

[@cinnamonroll229]

this was my top song on spotify wrapped

[@jessirrr]

MY THERAPY

[@Deeji-uq9hw]

can’t wait to hear your voice live, nicole zenfaya !! 💞💞

[@ryomenyuuji]

My favs

[@babyducklings6774]

bestt song on the album❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹

[@kennethtan5444]

OMG❤️❤️

[@strwbcaii]

The old ver will always b in my heart

[@JAPNZz]

crying and throwing up rn

[@xxc2796]

I carved my name into your ribcage We talked of lands away from this cage You said, "Don't fret love, someday I'll be my own man, I'll be free" Oh, but darlin' did you mean, darlin', did you mean free from me? You promised home The kind I'd never known, oh But here we are, skin and flesh and beating hearts And I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing wrong You said, "Let's make ourselves our very own brigade This love our shield, our blade" Oh, but darlin', do you see the cuts from which I bleed? It's me you've slain I didn't obliterate these walls for you To come and raid my home And here you are right next to me Ironically, I've never felt more alone I fell for you faster than I fell apart And I guess I'm the one to blame For letting myself fall too hard I ripped my heart out and put it in your hands In hopes that we'd put up a fight How paradoxical Since now all I can think about Is when will we stop trying Oh Oh-oh-oh How do we stay afloat? When do I let go? All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave But when the night cuts into the day, it's your love I crave I must've thanked my lucky stars too much They left me sitting in too much dust, mmm, oh You know all my dreams You were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you It's heartache I breathe You gave it your all Just with everything you took from me Oh, my love Is this the end for us? Maybe we've had enough

[@elleynelegi7573]

THIS IS SO UNDERRATED GODDDD THIS SONG ISSS SOOO GOOD I SWEAR

[@Deanandita10]

OUR QUEEN MADE THIS VERSION REALLY ANGSTY LIKE SCREAM THE LYRICS OUT LOUD!!!! 🔪🫀😩

[@phflorian1846]

this song deserves way more love

[@yowhat3013]

the bridge was sent from heaven

[@da.niel09]

ON REPEAT

[@alan_naive1322]

"and i guess I'm the one to blame for falling too hard" 😩😩😩 i feel attacked