also can we appreciate young nic not repeating a single line in this song and still making it so deep , relatable and catchy
@watershan_11 Жыл бұрын
Oh but darling did you mean Darling did you mean...
@habibisch7 ай бұрын
@@angelatan290 it doesn't even have a chorus but i love it cz the bridge is 🤌🤌
@jesh6262 жыл бұрын
I'm crying. "I fell for you faster than I fell apart" "I ripped my heart out and put in your hands in hopes that we'd put up a fight". wow. just WOW
@brown_bear1110 күн бұрын
VI PFP MENTIONED
@paramitadaniswari51512 жыл бұрын
"You know all my dreams, you were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you, It's heartache I breathe" omg hits me hard 😭
@ultraredchannel Жыл бұрын
so do i
@jzaemiiine12933 ай бұрын
:(
@aurowruh2 жыл бұрын
she's such an amazing writer it's crazy
@charizarr.d2 жыл бұрын
this song is a masterpiece, along with the whole album lol :D
@andyadinata4191 Жыл бұрын
The way she sang, more like copycat of someone
@galindautara7 ай бұрын
@@andyadinata4191 who?
@khalidfatih7567Ай бұрын
@@andyadinata4191😊
@jejemarsh20912 жыл бұрын
"You showed me your heart but you never let me have the key." became "You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me." same pain 🤧🤧🤧
@potatotenshi97922 жыл бұрын
"how do we stay afloat? when do i let go?" the lyrics hits so hard omygod
@itsmaxene2 жыл бұрын
the line "I ripped my heart out and put it in your hands in hopes that we'd put up a fight" really hits different, it's just insane how she could put up those words with much power in it.
@dablackpanda1348 Жыл бұрын
Hi, I was wondering what this line means? I don't understand what it means in a breakup 😅
@corazon4258 Жыл бұрын
it means she's giving her all, making herself vulnerable and not leaving anything for herself, to fix things with the guy and make him stay@@dablackpanda1348
@oreory0411 ай бұрын
@@dablackpanda1348the line means that she gave her heart to him, she trusted him, she love him hoping that he will also fight for their love
@ash-cq7tn2 жыл бұрын
I really love the entire song, especially the bridge. I was about to float when autumn's bridge kicks in. I have no words, just wow.
@angelinebena96752 жыл бұрын
Ikr the best song of the album!!!
@spiicylemon Жыл бұрын
no bc fr the bridge!!!! top tier
@jennaaaxoxo2 жыл бұрын
Niki's music is so well made, she never fails to impress me with it.
@angelinebena96752 жыл бұрын
Agree!!!
@Reylandson2 жыл бұрын
This encapsulates the autumn love so well. To me, it's about falling in love and trying to protect it with all you've got, but forgetting that being too defensive also leads to barriers, miscommunication and anxiety.
@luthfiyanaifaputri92942 жыл бұрын
"you know all my dreams. you were one, so it seemed. and i love you, but with you its heartache I breathe" hurts baaaddly
@simranghotra46762 жыл бұрын
"But when the night cuts into the day, it’s your love I crave" im sobbing 😭😭
@lalandrien2 жыл бұрын
The old version of Autumn will be missed 4 ever, I'll treasure u in my heart 😭
@arianasution43042 жыл бұрын
The old one kzbin.info/www/bejne/rZPQqYV9eJWLo9U
@cleotells2 жыл бұрын
True 😭😭😭😭
@sshmk2 жыл бұрын
YASSSS
@sshmk2 жыл бұрын
And also little souls :'>
@MichaelSpearsJr2 жыл бұрын
NIKI inspired me to go all in with my music because she was once just like me, an artist without many listeners. And now she's on top. I believe it will happen for me one day, I’m not stopping when it does!
@emmanmayor99242 жыл бұрын
undoubtedly, the best track on the album
@gedejanavirananda67162 жыл бұрын
I want to agree but Backburner exists too 😭
@Supernova568464 ай бұрын
Backburner is a banger but autumn is THAT song, it's a feeling of feelings
@hyuginisaac99942 жыл бұрын
Suddenly my mind just teleported to a certain time and memory where I expected too much from them
@cafe3742 жыл бұрын
just when u start trusting someone, they go and betray u. break their promises. and the cycle of fear to get into relationships starts back again.
@furra53542 жыл бұрын
'you gave it your all, just with everything you took from me' my jaw literally dropped. i'd kill to listen to this song again for the first time. nicole, your songwriting skills have me in absolute pieces right now, its both a blessing and a beautiful curse
@ampomariakristined Жыл бұрын
3:14 one of my favorite part, still remember her and now all I could think is this line...
@elizuh Жыл бұрын
always always blown away with niki's vocals on "oh, my love is this the end for us?" part. best track.
@devylaphinelivo84852 жыл бұрын
Okay but this song literally hurts like ive experienced it first hand!!?
@prueclemente2 жыл бұрын
"i ripped my heart out and put it in your hands in hopes that we'd put up a fight" gosh that line is insane, niki's songwriting is unmatched and "nicole" has brought me to tears as expected. thank you for this album niki 🤍
@joshualaroza73854 ай бұрын
coming back here, thinking that personally, this song had one of the best lyrics ever written by NIKI, if not the best.
@minorchord2 жыл бұрын
And here you are right next to me. Ironically, I've never felt more alone - so relatable :(
@abigailtria2 жыл бұрын
I need a 10min version of this
@MichaelSpearsJr2 жыл бұрын
NIKI inspired me to go all in with my music because she was once just like me, an artist without many listeners. And now she's on top. I believe it will happen for me one day, I’m not stopping when it does!
@deadinthehead82582 жыл бұрын
" You promised home The kind I'd never known" Reminds me of "Kinda wish I knew what I meant when I'd say, "I miss home""
@myplanet_pluto132 жыл бұрын
NIKI's music is something for me! It's touching and chilling 🥰
@afrinaalexander1362 жыл бұрын
Aaaah my fave, and I have hope that NIKI will release the acoustic version of Autumn soon
@bindfireandcrouch8192 жыл бұрын
WHAT AN ABSOLUTE BANGER
@mrmightycalves10 ай бұрын
I can listen to any niki song on repeat and never be bored
@earth72682 жыл бұрын
We know this is going to end up on loop in a cafe.. ❤️
@laraseunice13 Жыл бұрын
niki, i told him this song and he listened to this song. but here we are now he made me felt like every lyrics you said in this song. how can i let him go? he knows all my dreams niki.
@xxc2796 Жыл бұрын
I carved my name into your ribcage We talked of lands away from this cage You said, "Don't fret love, someday I'll be my own man, I'll be free" Oh, but darlin' did you mean, darlin', did you mean free from me? You promised home The kind I'd never known, oh But here we are, skin and flesh and beating hearts And I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing wrong You said, "Let's make ourselves our very own brigade This love our shield, our blade" Oh, but darlin', do you see the cuts from which I bleed? It's me you've slain I didn't obliterate these walls for you To come and raid my home And here you are right next to me Ironically, I've never felt more alone I fell for you faster than I fell apart And I guess I'm the one to blame For letting myself fall too hard I ripped my heart out and put it in your hands In hopes that we'd put up a fight How paradoxical Since now all I can think about Is when will we stop trying Oh Oh-oh-oh How do we stay afloat? When do I let go? All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave But when the night cuts into the day, it's your love I crave I must've thanked my lucky stars too much They left me sitting in too much dust, mmm, oh You know all my dreams You were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you It's heartache I breathe You gave it your all Just with everything you took from me Oh, my love Is this the end for us? Maybe we've had enough
@Sky-uy6iw2 жыл бұрын
I WANNA CRY I LOVE AUTUMN SO BAD
@MuhammadIlyas-jo8ke8 ай бұрын
All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave But when the night cuts into the day, it's your love I crave I must've thanked my lucky stars too much They left me sitting in too much dust, mmm, oh You know all my dreams You were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you It's heartache I breathe You gave it your all Just with everything you took from me Oh, my love
@liaaismee Жыл бұрын
[Verse 1] I carved my name into your ribcage We talked of lands away from this cage You said, "Don't fret love Someday I'll be my own man, I'll be free" Oh, but darling, did you mean Darling, did you mean free from me? [Verse 2] You promised home The kind I'd never known, oh-oh, oh-ooh-oh But here we are, skin and flesh and beating hearts, and I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing wrong You said, "Let's make ourselves our very own brigade This love, our shield, our blade" Oh, but darling, do you see the cuts from which I bleed? It's me you've slain [Pre-Chorus] I didn't obliteratе these walls for you to come and raid my homе And here you are, right next to me Ironically, I've never felt more alone [Verse 3] I fell for you, faster than I fell apart (Hmm) And I guess I'm the one to blame For letting myself fall too hard I ripped my heart out, and put it in your hands In hope that we'd put up a fight (Hmm) How paradoxical, since now All I can think about is when will we stop trying (Ooh, ooh, ooh) [Bridge] Ooh, ooh, ooh How do we stay afloat? When do I let go? All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave But when the night cuts into the day, it's your love I crave I must've thanked my lucky stars too much They left me sitting in too much dust (Hmm, oh-oh) You know all my dreams, you were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you, it's heartache I breathe You gave it your all, just with everything you took from me
@hjgranger152 жыл бұрын
“you gave it your all, just with everything you took from me” I AM IN PAIN 😭
@zznli_sy4 ай бұрын
2:53 - 3:12 this parts have something that makes my heart likeEee AaAaAaarGhh😭
@PROD5VE2 жыл бұрын
NIKI is a huge inspiration to me and I WILL produce a song for her one day.
@angelinebena96752 жыл бұрын
We will all wait for that to happen!!! It sounds amazing
@PROD5VE2 жыл бұрын
@@angelinebena9675 thank you 🙏🏼 drop a sub and be apart of the journey!
@sunnywildflowers59152 жыл бұрын
I can hear this is exactly what she envisioned for the original❤️
@anisyamay89635 ай бұрын
Niki udh punya lagu baru aku masih kejebak disini
@cheneepee3698 Жыл бұрын
One of the underrated artists…love her💜
@rifakhairunnisasulistiana30042 жыл бұрын
This is still soo gooddd even the lyrics 'you showed me your heart but you never let me have the key' is changed! Proud of you Niki 💚
@PrincessE-l7c4 күн бұрын
its new year.. and here i am, listening to this
@Milkysugarplumhoneybunch_1434 күн бұрын
happy new yearr!!
@coletroll40462 жыл бұрын
This is perfect 😭🥹 this song makes me cry sm
@jungwoo23932 жыл бұрын
was listening to the album in order and i really thought higschool in jakarta was my favourite song of the album until i heard this freakin song 😭😭😭
@tsweezie2 жыл бұрын
OMG NIKI is such an artist. she’s so freaking good at song writing & singing. her and taylor should collab 😭❤️
@aeutumnsea7 ай бұрын
semenjak jauh sama kamu, auntumn jadi lagu favoritku sekarang
@hassabibenda25055 ай бұрын
fav song's of nikii
@sucisgalery22269 ай бұрын
Wow ❤
@keenananiscal6145 Жыл бұрын
OHHHH MY LOVEEEEEEEEEEE
@SuperJisoo5 ай бұрын
I carved my name into your ribcage We talked of lands away from this cage You said, "Don't fret love, someday I'll be my own man, I'll be free" Oh, but darlin' did you mean, darlin', did you mean free from me? You promised home The kind I'd never known, oh But here we are, skin and flesh and beating hearts And I'm wondering what the hell I'm doing wrong You said, "Let's make ourselves our very own brigade This love our shield, our blade" Oh, but darlin', do you see the cuts from which I bleed? It's me you've slain I didn't obliterate these walls for you To come and raid my home And here you are right next to me Ironically, I've never felt more alone I fell for you faster than I fell apart And I guess I'm the one to blame For letting myself fall too hard I ripped my heart out and put it in your hands In hopes that we'd put up a fight How paradoxical Since now all I can think about Is when will we stop trying Oh Oh-oh-oh How do we stay afloat? When do I let go? All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave But when the night cuts into the day, it's your love I crave I must've thanked my lucky stars too much They left me sitting in too much dust, mmm, oh You know all my dreams You were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you It's heartache I breathe You gave it your all Just with everything you took from me Oh, my love Is this the end for us? Maybe we've had enough
@tanyo2 жыл бұрын
All too well vibes
@strewberrii5 ай бұрын
this song needs 1 hour ver
@teeramon Жыл бұрын
I was drifting in the story of this song during Nicole tour in Bangkok. So glad. Pls come back❤❤❤❤
@jessirrr7 ай бұрын
MY THERAPY
@anggaratampubolon88132 жыл бұрын
Proud she's from Indonesia 🇮🇩🙏
@max_9t2 жыл бұрын
the track number 9 always gets me on my deepest
@chrisgenovia687 Жыл бұрын
I demand an hour loop of this track.
@SafirAksel Жыл бұрын
Her pen game is so crazy good
@kennethtan54442 жыл бұрын
OMG❤️❤️
@charizarr.d2 жыл бұрын
This album has helped me feel not totally alone. The feelings are ripped out of my heart, so cathartic bec the lyrics are so honest and raw. I have never felt so close to an artist before yeeeeah :')
@AsherSalkewicz5 ай бұрын
I can understand this feeling that's why I got away from it before it could ever take hold after all it was a lie from the start: )
@AsherSalkewicz5 ай бұрын
I'm no ones doll
@ellelia6380 Жыл бұрын
listening to this song made me think about my girlfriend. I've been too busy that i haven't got the time to bond with her and i hope she doesn't feel or experience this with me... I am trying too
@avaccdoes2 жыл бұрын
My fave song from the album! sucha mood
@JAPNZz2 жыл бұрын
crying and throwing up rn
@nicholashardyy2 жыл бұрын
Can’t wait till she release the acoustic version
@elleynelegi7573 Жыл бұрын
You know all my dreams, you were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you, It's heartache I breathe
@alsanto21242 жыл бұрын
I love the beat and lyrics...❤️❤️❤️
@airaccoonairaccoon Жыл бұрын
Hyperfixating on this for days. NIKI what have you done to my numb heart
@grkysseАй бұрын
why this song hits hard 😞😞
@senumstan Жыл бұрын
The bridge>>>
@Mithey8 ай бұрын
All you do is blindside me, it's hard to be brave But when the night cuts into the day, it's your love I crave I must've thanked my lucky stars too much They left me sitting in too much dust, mmm, oh You know all my dreams You were one, so it seemed And I love you but with you It's heartache I breathe You gave it your all Just with everything you took from me Oh, my love Is this the end for us? Maybe we've had enough
@nicole.ampp2 Жыл бұрын
Please sing this for tour 🙏🏻
@tsweezie2 жыл бұрын
I freaking love this song and Backburner.
@cinnamonroll2292 жыл бұрын
this was my top song on spotify wrapped
@Myblue68 Жыл бұрын
니키노래 진짜 너무 좋다 나만알고싶은 가수..
@nsarkive2 жыл бұрын
obsessed :( so proud of u niki
@glossiemochii22562 жыл бұрын
niki ily so so much.
@diaz39862 жыл бұрын
i miss the old versionn of Autumn plzzzzz, ini kece tapi yg lama nadanya candu😥
@ericaaa777gummy6 ай бұрын
He sounds like most of Nikki's song. Especially this one 😔
@valerieparan378111 ай бұрын
😢😢😢😢😢 i love u nikii
@marsenna2 жыл бұрын
This is so different from the original but it’s also really good?? It’s like two different songs that’s both great.
@yowhat30132 жыл бұрын
the bridge was sent from heaven
@ambotsaemo1866 ай бұрын
but when the night cuts into the day, its your love i crave :'(