Nirvana (post-show footage) - December 13th, 1993, Pier 48 (MTV Live and Loud), Seattle, WA

[@Tomnedreb]

Kind of wish I could travel back in time when I see this.

[@bigfakerotarygangster]

I was here, i was 24 years old 3 rows from the front. Wish i could go back and see it again. Had the time of my life and i was so close to Kurt i could smell him. This just makes me sad.

[@cloud_monkey422]

Carl Winslow (Big Guy) if i could travel back in time I’d kick my own ass too especially for all the hot chicks that was out of my league that I had and broke up with lol

[@44b4be]

maynard this might be a weird question but what did he smell like?

[@craigharrison1274]

I'd rather be at a house show. Huge crowds of people suck.

[@pizzaparker5436]

I was there

[@TheContingencyPlan]

A multimillionaire mega rock star wearing a jacket with the entire back ripped out. He was one of a kind.

[@philnoble8014]

The Contingency Plan he ripped during the show I think? I noticed that, Kurt was still charity shopping even with all his cash! He was certainly one of a kind? The last of the GREAT bands.

[@tonymctony4551]

Yeah, big names nowadays would be crying and pouting at their personal assistants .

[@kitcobain444]

Actually that jacket is the typical type used for wake viewing, I could be wrong, but I've seen that type of garb before...🧐

[@f.r.1998]

Courtney tore it chasing after him like a weirdo.

[@wyleetolson9182]

If u love her pathetic talentless junkie ass so much

[@alanlogan1369]

He walks off stage and turns into a regular guy. That's who he was. No entourage, no Instagram selfies. Just like anyone else leaving work.

[@umcaraqualquer3640]

Because, all in all, it's all we are. No matter how much you idolize someone, you have to remeber everyone is basically just a guy.

[@mohammedshafiqulislam7334]

Intagram didn’t exist tho

[@jonasrmb01]

@@mohammedshafiqulislam7334 kurt would've hated social media and how fake it all is

[@jmichael91]

@@jonasrmb01 kurt wouldve this, kurt wouldve that, lowkey wouldve told u to shut the fuck up n stop speaking for a man whos literally gone

[@ronee2479]

@@ok9908 yeah no shit hes dead

[@philnoble8014]

I still got my VHS of Live & Loud with DO NOT TAPE OVER!!! written on it. From when it first aired. Had tix to see Nirvana in UK in 94 but course they never got that far! Kept my ticket framed from that sad day. Love this footage!!!!! Thank you.

[@DC5dotty]

Me too !

[@philnoble8014]

So so Gutted I was. I was only 14/15 in 1994 but friggin LOVED Nirvana!!! Iv always loved them too? They the only band I can say Iv consistently listened to (with gaps in times) from the 90’s. The older Iv got the more I can understand how fuckin intense that whole situation must’ve been for Kurt!!?

[@RichardDickGrayson]

@Phil I still have the tape too. I was a little kid in elementary school, and I still remember the night it aired. I remember Kennedy and Ed Lover at Times Square, while the credits rolled. Theres even commercials of the "new" videos on MTV, from the night it aired one of them I remember was "Seether" by Veruca Salt, and the other being "Estranged" from Guns N Roses.

[@doctorratinho]

I have a ticket for their concert at the RDS in Dublin which was due to take place on 8th April 1994

[@featheryfemme]

@@doctorratinho Damn. The same day he was found.

[@8odycount]

The noises in the end of this show are so awesome. Simply love it. That show was awesome. Was watching it on TV when I was 11.

[@kbtechandmedia]

The ol 60-cycle hum.

[@enriquepastor3626]

The way they played with the feedback, so chaotic... In this video it sounds like a tsunami, a monster coming at you, and it's simply amazing. I don't know, it's just amazing how the assistants cut off the power and you hear all those people roar while kurt just walks out like ''another work day finished''.. Kinda symbolic

[@chongkhenleong4853]

It's cool that the noise from the amplifier still sounding when Kurt left the stage, it feels like it is his departure song.

[@imissthecomfortinbeingsad5204]

Call me a nerd but this was fucking fascinating, thanks for sharing!

[@diamond-vm5sl]

iMissTheComfort InBeingSad I’m a big nerd when it comes to this stuff too....

[@johndeaux3703]

NERD!

[@Tanner-Kline]

Right? The aura of this video is unlike any other video I have seen of Kurt.

[@shinebox9858]

2:23 b-real from cypress hill! This is crazy rare footage thanks man!

[@Tipi83]

I just saw this clip yesterday for the first time, I was like, "Wait a minute, B-Real..??" :) I didn't know that they were also performing there at the same day. :)

[@betterhadit1144]

oh wow it is him!! I didn't notice at first. thanks!

[@azaz...]

is that him? were they on the bill?

[@Tipi83]

It is, Cypress Hill performed 3 songs if I remember right.

[@waltloggins8578]

Good eye. I never would've caught that

[@EdwardRichardsJ]

That's me, standing by the door. Yellow jacket, arms folded.

[@User-jk8wq]

Edward Richards I see you! Must’ve been pretty cool getting paid to be at a Nirvana show!

[@LilChay]

F**king lucky

[@mirata7748]

Edward Richards Well I assume that’s not you but since I know nothing about you and if you were him.. I think that’s you :)

[@kieron8113]

1:35 That's me, walking toward the camera. Black jacket, blonde hair.

[@mirata7748]

1:35 That’s Me walking towards the camera, black jacket blonde hair

[@mauricioribeiro3547]

I've watched this video several times since I found it. Kurt already looks very tired and it seems that Courtney couldn't understand that. It's very sad see everyone around him being happy and enjoying that moment but him. RIP Kurt.

[@Cairo98_]

And she wanted him to do Lollapalooza lol man was running on fumes in 94.

[@oidlee]

I think, there is a lot of reasons to walk alone. We just can make assumptions only.

[@ronimydear98]

The fact she gave him a cigarette

[@runef7471]

She did kill him. And took it all. hate her. Wish her mother had Penny royal tea

[@theroyaltreatments]

Everyone who's played a stage as big as that knows you better leave the frontman alone for at least 20 minutes. Not Courtney - she had something "absolutely" important to tell him :/

[@rickjames6569]

Man I love the sounds Kurt created so frickin awesome!! This show was amazing

[@williamjeffbuckleyjr.2648]

Thank you for uploading this. This is really a great treat to see Kurt behind the scenes.

[@davegsux]

1:37 that's the closest i'll ever get of Kurt noticing me

[@vinyldiary6664]

LOLOL

[@BrendaxJacobo]

😂

[@НейтральныйМаппер-з2м]

Tf u talkin bout, he's dead

[@sguez1]

@@НейтральныйМаппер-з2м its a joke you fuckin imbecile go back to drinking your vodka

[@Lejss]

@@sguez1 chill

[@ZachAttackO0]

This is rare thank you Mike love seeing new videos of Nirvana.

[@bryankingry]

He was so gorgeous!

[@surrendersaeth]

the way he WALKED was so cool

[@zimonslot]

Yeah man, and the he BREATHED... Just... -awe-, wow!! Amazing.

[@nb6340]

He's wearing dad pants instead of bootcut jeans like in most of his live videos.

[@ANIMLFIRE]

He had back problems

[@krisfrederick5001]

@@zimonslot You saw that too huh?

[@charmainestephens]

so true, I rewinded his walk alone like 4 times lol

[@punkgod94]

This is really cool footage. Thanks for sharing, Mike!

[@Emilee52395]

Thank you for sharing all of this wonderful, unseen footage. The fans are absolutely thrilled to see all of this and I'm sure Kurt's friends and family feel like they have a bit of him back seeing this.

[@spacealienjesus709]

4 months later this beautiful human would not be with us anymore. 😔

[@louisbatsford8908]

That beautiful human is still here , she's fine and dandy and loving life.

[@abd_cheese7353]

@@louisbatsford8908 we arent talking about the murdering hag

[@HypnoseNoirRose]

Thanks to lot of "Love"

[@spacealienjesus709]

@@HypnoseNoirRose exactly

[@CloutNord]

2 months actually

[@RebelThoughts82]

The 90's were the best!

[@philnoble8014]

RebelThoughts82 .... They most DEFINITELY were man!!!

[@krejslayer]

It's been downhill ever since...

[@diamond-vm5sl]

RebelThoughts82 Yep...

[@Rll440]

RebelThoughts82 yep you too. happy to see ya here again. Nirvana forever.

[@lowjamz828]

Watching this made me wish I had a time machine! Such an amaing time!

[@dianarchy23]

So awesome to see what was going on behind the scenes. I saw the show & interviews afterwards when it first aired in '93, so this is extra cool. Thanks for this!

[@AndrewC0cain]

Wow rare goods right here. I hope there is still a lot left to uncover in 2018 id hate the day when it finally runs out.

[@doctorratinho]

I don’t think there is, I’m afraid. You used to be able to find most of what was recorded if you knew where to look. I had the soundboard audio of their 1991 paramount show at least 10 years before it was officially released as well as countless other shows

[@thewedge8823]

Mike you are a genius. this is why your channel is the best.

[@cop70s]

it's pretty clear at this point he was done with her and the rock stardom thing

[@dyr234]

that destruction of the stage will for ever will be one of my favorites, every time I end my jam sessions playing guitar I always finish it with a ear blasting end.

[@Stevefolmz]

Courtney trying to keep everyone away from him and he's trying to get as far away as possible from her lol.

[@philnoble8014]

Steve Folmz ... TRUE!!! It’s VERY apparent here too!!!

[@stephenkane2464]

he's running!

[@travistravinyle4207]

Steve Folmz this clip speaks volumes to her effect on his mood from night to night. He is clearly miserable

[@90sArchive]

@@travistravinyle4207 He clearly wanted to be away from everyone, not just her. She was trying to comfort him, he didn't want to be comforted.

[@younghemingway8285]

Chicken Nugget exactly, dude looks like he just wants to disappear ASAP

[@davidmadruga2]

This is very rare, thank you Mike!

[@vingaxoc6543]

The way Courtney fails to keep up with him is just so symbolic.

[@RealVincent1989]

For real macho nirvana nerds will absolutely everything up against CL

[@wantutosigh1117]

​honestly. It seems like Kurt is just trying to keep his distance from Courtney. Doesn't want to deal with her at the moment.

[@anastaciap]

Courtney was like a fuckin demon following him, I know she was his wife but her presence was slowly killing him until it did :/

[@nealdamkjer192]

He gets offstage, cant even light a smoke before the complaints and bitching start.I think *Courtney Love(s) Kurt's money* killed him, Kristen, and El Duce...maybe not her own paw, but plenty of money and supplies.

[@ItsALLCAP]

@@nealdamkjer192 Notice she made fun of his ex-girlfriend's for being chunky, then put on weight herself. Good on her for getting clean though, really seemed like Kurt was sent to heal Courtney. Wish the healing could have been reciprocated.

[@treshisland333]

Thanks RARE

[@carossilva4702]

Thankyou!

[@christianaguayo587]

I will never forget when MTV had just aired MTV unplugged Christmas 93... all apologies would air often and heartshapedbox. Then Kurt almost died according to kurt loder... he survived and we where all glad and a month later, the same footage but this time it was the worst news ANY nirvana fan could hear:-( I was 16... it was easter break... I cried

[@christianaguayo587]

faridtjabbah gut 40 years

[@maulcs]

So insane, for CNN even to report his death about the Rome incident, then everyone is relieved... then just a month later it actually happens, and for a reason you totally wouldn't expect. It still seems hard to accept after all these years

[@Cairo98_]

In the sun I feel as one... Married, Buried... All alone is all we all are... Sad song when you read the lyrics.

[@Cairo98_]

Two of my favourites.

[@micaela7159]

Cairo whats the song about?

[@renapeppers20]

love the dude with the Soundgarden jacket at the beginning

[@_Only_Zuul]

i sooo want that fucking jacket lol it looks like some serious high quality merch. i have the matching soundgarden cap.

[@DreamgirlBlue]

Lmao yes!!! Thought I saw Badmotorfinger in there 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻

[@russellcarstens7124]

It's sad how Kurt looks so dead inside and unfulfilled here, especially after such a stellar performance. The guy truly needed help and was too stubborn to seek it out.

[@user-pl5pw5iy5s]

You’re a fucking creep. Read the voluminous books detailing exactly how he was murdered before spewing your bullshit

[@russellcarstens7124]

@@user-pl5pw5iy5s "I wish I was like you, easily amused..."

[@wantutosigh1117]

​I think he didn't want to deal with his wife at the moment.

[@ohwellwhateverr]

He needed a goddamn divorce. And was in the process of getting one when the bitch took him out.

[@lfmr180]

He ended The show with a sarcastic clapping and got of the stage with an unhappy face. One of the greatests nirvana live performances, and he looks dead inside.

[@suzilindblad5207]

How it possible that was 25 YEARS AGO!!!

[@radiostationlaptops3452]

Published on May 18, 2007

[@miart6955]

And almost 29 years now...

[@Crow5537]

Coming on 31 years now

[@mrs.kurtcobain1965]

I would love to know what she was saying to him...she is so possessive of him, notice @ 1:45 when he says hi to that girl Courtney then runs up to him and grabs his shoulders but he just keeps walking to get away from her and she backs away and twists her hair, that says ALOT if you're reading body language!

[@grose2272]

Shes a succubus 😂

[@1ranjeeves21]

I thought I'd seen every single frame of Nirvana footage. Thanks man!

[@travistravinyle4207]

He played in that "detached angry" mode a lot of the In Utero tour (which was still brilliant) from video we have he only played a handful of shows on this tour where he appeared playful happy etc.. Tallahassee is an example to me

[@dummytree]

Modena too :) The last cheerful show...

[@travistravinyle4207]

dummytree we should try and expand on the list. I know the 10/31/93 show was a fun one with the Barney costume etc. I think Salem Oregon is really good

[@dummytree]

I don't think Salem is as intense as the Live and Loud show. They apparently partied after the show and the pressure was now off after the MTV thing I guess. Miami is also fun, as is Fitchburg (lots of banter).

[@firstnamelastname4427]

He was happy and cheerful when Cuntney wasn't around.

[@featheryfemme]

30 and 31 December 93 seem like fun shows. Most of the earlier Feb 94 and before shows seem just as fun as any 89 show, honestly.

[@diamond-vm5sl]

Omg Kurt ❤️❤️❤️❤️ Thank you for this footage 😊

[@NiueanHoney]

I can watch this over and over again...

[@MattSyversonthePaperbackRocker]

I was at that show. It was amazing. We won tickets from KISW.

[@ivanzaranda5437]

WOW THANKS!!

[@caidema]

Kurt looks pissed at Courtney here and wants her to leave him alone.

[@muhammadmuflih5628]

No he's not

[@dyr234]

@steve henderson the one good thing kurt had going for him at this time was that amazing record and the songs and possibly a future of his own music, but of course that parasite of a woman had to be hanging on like a jingle bell around him.

[@dyr234]

@steve henderson I tell you, that woman was and still is nothing but trouble. It's like she made everything in her track possible and swim in that "nirvana royalty". She killed two artist with her personality. I bet you to that Kurt would have loved to see Frances grow up over the years as well, he cared more about her than that witch ever did. And what pisses me off the most is that she never continued as an artist, she just continued enough to stop and sit in richness, and she was always fucked up she even said it her self dozen of times. It's scum like her that make me sick to think they are still living on this earth and not artistic people like Kurt.

[@dyr234]

@steve henderson you are the kind of people I like talking to, the kind of people that can form a well put conversation about this matter. I'm a guitar player myself and I record songs and i've been fascinated with Kurt's guitar weirdness for years, especially that insane middle section he does in breed with that weird C note, I just love that stuff so much. One thing is for sure, he knew how to be different and deliver it, as much as i love all the electric stuff he did I would have also enjoyed acoustic work from him as well, he could play anything on acoustic and electric and it sounded fantastic. I could tell kurt and dave weren't to good, I watched the live and loud rehearsals and dave and kurt got into a little "Hissy fit" nothing major but by the way kurt spoke to dave I could just tell he did not have the patience anymore for it, but I bet he would have been quite proud of dave for forming the foo fighters. knowing he also did his own thing. I firmly believe that if nirvana ended foo fighters would have still happened while Kurt did his own thing and would have been ok with that as well.

[@dyr234]

@steve henderson yeah I do, I got one song I did two years ago. It was more "Stoner space rock" inspired but I know longer play that stuff anymore, but it was a good song none the less and I like that i did it. I kinda went back to a lot of good stuff I haven't heard in years and taking influences from that. Bands like skin yard, mudhoney, screaming trees, nomeansno, violent soho, nirvana, dinosaur jr, at the drive in, fugazi, pretty much alternative/noise rock type of stuff. I got 7 originals that I been working on and recording to put out soon. You can check out my soundcloud page in my song I have hear in my youtube, its named "Snake Oil".

[@rb3011]

He just looked SO fatigued. Emotionally, mentally, physically, just spent. It seems like he was tired of being tired. Maybe a lot of us have felt that way at one time or another. It’s an oppressive, heavy beast.

[@TheMarkCraig]

Great stuff Mike. Pat Smear is a music legend and plays guitar with such ease.

[@MarceloMoqueado]

Thank you!

[@Rll440]

Amazing. Nirvana and Cypress Hill together. what a show.

[@harrybrown4077]

Didn't the breeders play too ?

[@TheRubberStudiosASMR]

This is by far my favourite concert of theirs. So weird you upload it now as I am going through my annual Nirvana stage.

[@girlnoise6286]

TheRubberStudiosASMR Same

[@vegasvideopro]

This is amazing

[@emilymaybe5405]

i've never seen this footage before wowee. he's always felt very not of this world to me, in a beautiful way, maybe because he died two years before i was born? i feel this odd pull towards him like i could have learned so much from him, i can't get enough of him, like we were meant to be friends, and i miss him. i was unsurprised to find out he's a water sign and an infp, like me. watching the teen spirit video as a little kid and being told by my dad that he was an addict and took his own life.. he scared the shit out of me, but i couldn't forget about him, the image of him screaming was etched into my mind. when i was 16 i decided it was time to listen to more of his music and i've been in awe of him ever since. he inspired me more than anyone else to pick up the guitar and to be unapologetically myself. i'd give anything to be in his presence, just to know what that felt like.. maybe one day i'll find out. rip king kurt

[@pattonPwr]

pure gold.. need more.

[@Crow5537]

1:45 Kurt even acknowledged another women presence Courtney immediately runs at him to get his attention lol

[@Teekay617]

Super toxic my ex was like that her name was Courtney too 😂

[@GR1NDMOD22]

I just wanna know who she was talking to at 2:05? Like she was talking out loud to herself 😂

[@nigelbevan8449]

She definitely had insecurity issues.

[@MayorT0m]

i used to be in a relationship with a girl like courtney, always walking like she was the centre of attention, (she was really beautiful, so it wasn´t strange) but that narcisism that she built ultimately make her a nightmare to be with, always cheating, lying to my face, telling me that she loved me. she ripped my life apart, it all started like something that felt so kind and pure, something real like i've finally achieved relief. justo to end in lies with me feeling really stupid. i don´t know if Cobain was murdered, or suicide, but i think i could understand that this dude died even before being actually dead.

[@MayorT0m]

@@PIANOTEQUE yes, the drugs dont work, like the verve song.. but there are reasons for being addicted. what happened to him in his youth, the impact his parents divorce had on him. genetic predisposition to depression. though life.

[@GabrielleCenter2000]

I'm so sorry to hear that.

[@MayorT0m]

@@GabrielleCenter2000 maybe i exaggerated a bit, because its all in the past now and i feel greatful for living it, but thanks for your concern :)

[@Cairo98_]

Yeah.

[@bravenn4208]

PAT always seems to be smiling having a great time:)

[@stephenkane2464]

Fuck that

[@bravenn4208]

Okay

[@breakingawesome4888]

Nice! I love seeing new stuff!

[@83442handle]

Its amazing how to this day new footage pops up from time to time. Even though there isn't a lot going on in the video it's fascinating in a way

[@83442handle]

@Mookie Blaylock :)

[@ericallen789]

yeah,I'm wondering who is hoarding all these rare gems

[@music4scape746]

Music is nothing without nirvana. We need a new rock hero

[@RetroMan-]

Ufff that was gay

[@TabethaAurochs]

Kurt Cobain killed himself when he was 27, leaving his 2 yr old daughter and wife. I was 16. He was, and remains, a phenomenal songwriter, a once-in-a-generation voice. When he killed himself, he had withdrawn from his band, withdrawn from his family, left every drug treatment program he entered within hours, disappearing for days and scaring the shit out of everyone who cared for him. He was in constant pain, a long history of depression, attempted suicide only 2 mos prior -and nearly succeeded, and was at the mercy of a long-standing heroin addiction. I never understand what people think was so heroic about him. He didn't want to be anyone's hero, and he repeatedly underscored how shitty it made him feel that while all these kids looked up to him, he was unable to enjoy life, addicted to drugs, and felt he had to lie to media because what's he supposed to say, "Hey kids! My arm has a $1K/day habit and I'm completely out of hope!" He was a tragic figure, a young man who was loved by the world as he was by so many people who knew him well, with everything to live for, yet his pain and suffering ultimately were unbearable. It's sad and cautionary. Not heroic.

[@RetroMan-]

@TabethaAurochs lol that was even more gay. Congratulations

[@TabethaAurochs]

@@RetroMan- More gay like happy? Or gay like queer? I'm queer, so I do identify with your statement. I apologize if this is too forward, but I genuinely hope you're doing well, and your comments are being made to amuse yourself rather than the product of misdirected anger, hurt, fear, pain, etc. Idgaf what names you call me or anything else, like I'm all good with me, thanks. But I am concerned about whether you're all good? If all is copacetic? Great. I'm even gayer now! If it ain't? It's okay. I care, and other people do too. Even the gays would much prefer you reach out to them if you need anything than to not do so and suffer. I mean, I can't speak for all the gays, but in general, humans like to help other humans with human problems. Gay, depressed, high, queer, straight, or weird, it's just a thing we do. Anyone who says different is just an ice cream eating motherfucker.

[@BenMenzies-ft4jl]

All three of us let's be gay together, I love Elton John's panties

[@bk7878]

Ladies and gentlemen Kurt has left the building!!!!

[@stephenkane2464]

At the very end you can see Krist's hand , which he injured during the show

[@jimmyfabs78]

Stephen Kane I've seen you on a bunch of Nirvana/Kurt videos. If I'm not mistaken you believe Kurt was murdered don't you?

[@stephenkane2464]

It's not a matter of belief at this point Fabs.

[@jimmyfabs78]

No worries, I'm with you on that. I see you like to jam, I dig your voice. I can't sing for shit, I have all these songs and nobody to sing them 😔

[@stephenkane2464]

jimmy fabs that's what up man. Are you from Philly?

[@stephenkane2464]

jimmy fabs I'm glad you're a real person like me :)

[@jackattackcullivan1442]

I like how Kurt is literally running away from Courtney lol 😂

[@micaela7159]

he was running to shoot up more heroin

[@boofert.washington2499]

I'm not sure you know what "literally" means...

[@paulatreides6711]

@@micaela7159 typical dumbass who reduce kurt to cobain to heroin.

[@adrianna3035]

Micaela fuck u

[@oidlee]

Well, who knows. That guy just want to walk alone. Possibly, tired. Huh? It looks a lil foolish, when the fans of nirvana strongly protecting Kurt. Micaela user possibly just kidding. P/s not guns n roses fan ;))

[@starla9735]

I loved this night! Was a great show and to be backstage with Pat! I am here seen walking with him... We smoked a lot of cigs that night. This was the first time I met courtney. She frowned and forbid Kurt from ever hanging out with me, out of jealousy. He and I had a plan to go out to carnation to do peyote and ecstasy to try to meet God! I had a sweet moment in my life hanging with Pat Smear❤ I miss those days and am grateful for the memory here. I was wondering if this video would ever surface , I remember the cameras.

[@jasonnewman3613]

Wow, cool.

[@ameliejones9874]

why would she forbid him from hanging out with you? just curious

[@Cloud007.]

Lies.

[@starla9735]

Aww cloud u just not livin up to that 007 name! I got receipts and I was Kurt and Pat's friend. Was just sharin a happy moment to see this vid surface. What, now u jelly too? Lol

[@starla9735]

@@ameliejones9874 she was jealous of all women in her vicinity. Not just me. She was very insecure and rude about it. And we could not say certain triggering words like 'fat' lol. She was entering her starlett phase, where she surgically and otherwise changed a lot of her appearance to fit the traditional beauty standards that she mocked in the beginning.. she could afford it after marrying kurt

[@floydlay9189]

thank you

[@ioradio]

Thanks for posting this. I enjoyed watching it.

[@tunesfromthebeardedman]

Just finished the show and she already is nagging in his ear...give the Guy a break.

[@siouxsiel3779]

@@stephendoran2690 they were best friends. Why the fuck wouldn't she go to him. you dont even know what they were talking about anyway. you just want to hate her because SHES NOT SUBMISSIVE

[@thomaspurcell6442]

Well said, I was hoping someone would shut haters up. People who really generally, or virtually have no idea about anything involving them, aside from what they read or hear or what they want to believe. Thankyou.

[@danielkubik2501]

@@siouxsiel3779 both were addicted on heroine… very hard

[@TheSoulBlossom]

@@siouxsiel3779 she was extremely annoying. That's what they're trying to say.

[@caidema]

@@siouxsiel3779 you're a moron

[@hankmoody940]

Awesome upload!

[@Daxman360]

That electrical buzz is awesome. Sounds freaky too tho lol

[@seramarie76]

Thank you soooo for sharing this. A treasure-

[@twpranataadventure1693]

This is GOLD !!

[@williambeckham7703]

Kurt went to fix then he did that awesome interview afterwards.

[@sucioyruidoso]

Thanks so much! Es genial ver al vocalista de Cypress Hill dandole el paso a Pat y ver esas escenas de Kurt y Courtney, junto a Amy Finerty la programadora de videos en MTV, también se puede ver cuando están atendiendo a Krist Novoselic ya que se corto la mano luego de golpear su bajo, ya lo habíamos visto en fotos pero jamas en video, esto es totalmente nuevo y realmente algo que tod@ fan valora :) muchas gracias!!

[@trankos2367]

creo que se corto la mano cuando rompe una botella

[@themassterful]

Lo del bajo fue en mtv, no em este evento.

[@lucasfrancab]

Thanks. So cool. Good times...

[@Andr-x8r]

I think for all the sensitive people in this world, it's so obvious to feel the person Kurt was. The most sensitive people suffer most internally, for this world is cruelty and unfair, good people die in poverty while the rich and selfish dominate and enslave those who do not have materialistic greed. I'm just saying this to open the subject, because people with a closed head who "infiltrate" the world of sensitive people usually end up understanding everything wrong and confuse sensitivity with mental problems. Kurt was sensitive, that is very clear in his form of expression, thoughts, attitudes. While Courtney is just the opposite, a selfish, mental illness, materialistic self with a world-sized ego who engages any "rock star" at the top just to hitchhike. As soon as Kurt hit the top, Courtney dropped Billy Corgan and tied Kurt. I feel sorry for Kurt getting involved with a human being as low as Courtney. Kurt bought a house in Carnation, WA, in the woods, near nature, in peace. Courtney wanted a mansion in downtown Seattle to boast. She pushed Kurt's friends away and tied the man up in a spider's web from where he could not get out, for the love of his daughter. When he finally got tired and decided to part with this spider, he simply appears dead. The mere detail, in the testament he had written, Courtney was out, for he had recently learned that she cheated him. But he had not signed the Will, yet. Then he appears dead. Courtney HOLE's album is released just a few days after Kurt's death. Courtney herself said that "thinking selfishly, Kurt's death would make her sell more records," she said. Read what KIM GORDON has said about the case recently. It is impossible to leave this story as it is, for it is evident that something very rotten is about to surface.

[@Andr-x8r]

Kurt was a feminist dumbass... said the random profile with no name and a photo of a fox on youtube. It looks like we have a real winner citizen here.

[@a_way7340]

I don't understand how people can be so judgemental about him. Most of them don't even made any effort to get to know the whole story or try to understand complexity of his personality. I don't know what really happened on the day of his death and I don't want to make any judgements, but you don't have to be Sherlock Holmes to know that something was very wrong there and in many ways didn't make sense. I can't believe people just believed a woman, who can basically lie and manipulate anytime she likes to (it has been proved and confirmed). It is sad but in a way like when you see injustice and it makes you angry because you cannot do anything about it.

[@Andr-x8r]

q_w yeah ... Its sad to see injustice in front of you and can do nothing. Its fair that the facts are brought to the table, that they may seek the truth. The police themselves admit that the case was conducted in the wrong way, that there are unresolved facts yet to be explained, and that it depends only on the current management of the Seattle police to reopen the case. We know that money buys almost everything in this world, buys mainly "justice," and there is no shortage of money for Courtney. Millions of dollars that would not be in her hand if Kurt were alive. In fact, it does not have to be Sherlock Holmes or Einstein to connect the dots.

[@a_way7340]

Andre, it is good that the case might be reopen, but after all these years, when the green house, the body and other evidence don't exist it will be very difficult. A lot is in hands people who might know something, their stories might be like dots to connect.

[@Andr-x8r]

q_w yea.. I think the case needs to be reopened, mainly to make it clear that there is no certainty that he committed suicide. This isolated fact would already be something. I very much doubt that the principals involved (guilty) say anything. Do you remember Cali deWitt? the "nanny" Courtney put in to live inside the house? He was in the house the day Cobain died. Where is Cali deWitt today? is living like a millionaire with his "art", even gold teeth this guy boasts. A guy who did not have a kid in his pocket, today lives like a millionaire ... And have you seen the "art" that Cali de Witt produces? he leaves messages and plays with the fact. El Duce, dead. kristen pfaff, dead. Did you ever see the "real nanny" talking about what the relationship between Kurt and Courtney was like? There's a video of her talking. Unfortunately, people know that there was something linking the facts, but there is no concrete evidence, the evidence needs to affirm the guilty, which I believe will not happen, because it would not be now that they would throw the millions out the window in exchange for guilt and imprisonment. So I think the main thing would be to open the case to make it clear that it is not possible to declare Cobain's death as a suicide.

[@Colonel100]

I like how we got some footage of pat too!

[@giorgiomastranangeli6068]

1:37 That Headturning.... so elegant

[@kimstain3857]

Thanks

[@matthewweir3786]

@2:02 I'm almost certain that conversation is about the damage Kurt had just inflicted on one of the In Utero stage manequins by knocking its head off with his guitar. Probably some geffen ghoul was griping in the background about the $$$.

[@Cairo98_]

😂

[@Fendervana]

Even that very building was tore down almost 9 years ago..

[@williamtipiani653]

Wow ... Unseen video... Well for me..

[@mychaelryan1740]

I love it, I wish we had more footage like this. Pat Smear.

[@andyristadelioncourt7545]

Kurt is so Charismatic

[@See_you_next_timee]

Wow that was really cool footage. Thanks for that 👍👌👍😊👍😊👍👍😊😊

[@NielsOleNorgaard1983]

2:44 Sounds like Krist is saying: "See they are all here, and they want this story. Leave that shit off, right? How would you feel?" Cameraman: "Oh, don't be so dull." Something like that :)

[@travistravinyle4207]

I wonder what that is about?

[@30MinToNewOrleans]

Niels Ole Nørgaard yeah it looks like Krist got a cut from the show and all these camera man were surrounding him he probably wasn't in the mood for it that night

[@xvaderxkiller5190]

@@30MinToNewOrleans I don’t think any of them were if you see the endless nameless performance which was right before this they looked pissed and annoyed and they kept putting cameras in their faces during the performance

[@rocknrollboise]

God, she is radiating toxic heat in every breath. He really was trying to lose her.

[@happywow1310]

I dont thing he was trying to get away from her cuz he was going to the parking lot the only thing we can see and took conclusion is that Courtney os always in top of him like he couldnt even breath and we can see She speaks to him something maybe more personal cuz She curves to his ears. On personal opinion a behaviour of a controlling person always trying to full off is brain

[@Straightfire566]

He did look back to see if she was following him

[@rumisfordrinkingnotburning]

I turned 3 this day i miss the 90's so much

[@Julia-zz1gq]

I'm also a 1990 human

[@angierucker5505]

He was tryin to ditch that bitch..... He just couldn't get away from her, but he finally did for good....... What a loss . RIP blue eyes,,💙

[@trinalaios734]

Couple things: (1) Pier 48 was demolished in 2010 to make way for new waterfront development, the site still doesn’t have any new construction yet in 2024 and was used as a place to store new construction equipment for other projects. (2) Pearl Jam was supposed to play this show but backed out the day before due to Eddie Vedder’s illness. (3) Towards the end of the band I noticed that the guitars he used in the stage destruction were ones he rarely used the rest of the concert, he would deliberately switch to one that he maybe wasn’t attached to, or that wasn’t a favorite, that he could wreck? What a showman and musician. (4) If you believe Charles Cross’ book (and many do including Courtney, reluctantly) this was the height of his heroin habit when he was high almost non stop and in a way that was frightening to everyone. It’s hard to watch this having read it.

[@questionblock8949]

So cool! I wish kurt never met courtney tho :(

[@Andr-x8r]

we wish :(

[@Andr-x8r]

Chad "thundercock" the only thing you get calling people retarded for having an opinion other than yours is a certificate of ignorant child.

[@stephenkane2464]

RIP Pfaff

[@VendPrekmurec]

I wish he never met a diller who gave him heroin

[@reality8605]

Hope Sandoval

[@Ziggy_stardust0]

I haven't ever seen pat without smile on his face😄💗

[@levimckight2]

That feed back though

[@randomthings3334]

I remember watching this show live. Cool to see what went on behind the curtain.

[@depressorfull]

It makes me sad that everyone just leaves and goes home with all that energy.

[@eve_ollie6494]

Introvert exactly like no one in the band even talked to each other they just walked off in different directions

[@davidmcbride8906]

It was close to the end

[@jonaflynn74]

They were touring, they were doing 4/5 shows a week

[@mikesgarage18]

@@eve_ollie6494 Once they became huge Kurt became way more reclusive and only hung with Courtney.

[@Cairo98_]

It was around this time they weren't all on speaking terms? Off and on anyway.

[@SirenTown0]

kurt: walks me: YES HONEY YES

[@natashae9813]

This is my opinion, and I am (in no way) a certified doctor/phycologists or a PHD degree student, but my thoughts on the part of the video where Kurt & Courtney are seen together, is that after the show, Kurt was (or maybe wasn’t) very tired, angry or just flat out done with the whole show and just wanted to go home after it. Courtney (may or may not have) known that he was upset or tired and that’s why she was trying to comfort him by keeping people away from him so he could be alone for a while with him. Feel free to disagree and/or argue with my statement (if u choose to reply or not) but it’s simply my opinion.

[@dcoop1422]

She is jealous sociopath. Kurt was too close to Kim and she hated it. She is trying to control him. he is happy when she isnt around. when shes around he wants to get away. he has a child with her and isnt sure how to get away. three months later he tells the label im done nirvana over then tells CL he wants divorce. A werk after both of those revelations he is found dead.

[@umcaraqualquer3640]

I sincerely think she was just genuinely concerned about him and what would they do afterwards. Just hear their last conversation on this video: Cobain: "What the fuck is it on about?" Love: "The damages?! I don't know!" Turns out that Kurt broke, like, the whole fucking stage for his Endless, Nameless gig, and the staff at MTV were already bitching about it, and Courtney was notifying Kurt about it. But, of course, Kurt was tired as shit, like any other person would after playing such a concert, and that's why he is so apphatetic here. I honestly see nothing as bizarre as people in the comments are saying. It's literally just a normal couple interaction in that type of situation.

[@popandroid]

I know they did Montage of Heck and all, but I'd love it if they'd just do a simple quasi-part 2 to Live Tonight: Sold Out, with all the leftover tour video wackiness.

[@InsaneCarville]

Believe it or not, I'm working on it, and this clip is used at the end ;p

[@popandroid]

Chris Carville #noiiice and then if you can convince Rhead & Grant Gee to expand Meeting People Is Easy, dat would dope too. (all the best 90’s sorely need the BluRay treatment anyway??)

[@stevenadler9174]

Kurt Cobain couldn't catch a break from being Kurt Cobain.

[@Cairo98_]

Except the drugs, probably helped for a few hours to get away from her.

[@jmillz713]

I tried to win tickets to this show. You had to win them or know someone as it was an MTV event. I didn't win but was lucky enough to see Nirvana about a month later on January 7th 1994 in Seattle.

[@hackchewspit1956]

0:46 Courtney: "If you do another encore, I could sorry we could make another 6 million Shekels"

[@Cairo98_]

Lol.

[@edwinslater1888]

This makes me sad in a way I can't describe at all

[@cloud_monkey422]

Walks so cool and smooth haha Kind of funny to see him and think at this time he was the biggest band in the world. He was one of the richest musicians

[@calryan6531]

The way his hair slid and juggled was so cute

[@sammyreynolds8873]

Cal Ryan gay man

[@Julia-zz1gq]

@@sammyreynolds8873 homophob?

[@lookoutsmithers2693]

She was actually saying in his ear “baby I’m going to blow you so good tonight, I love that cardigan also, when did you buy that? You want roast beef for dinner? Kurt “ I just farted like a shit, lets go”.