no thoughts. just existence. // a playlist

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⚠️I do not own any of the songs or the picture in this platlist, credit to owners⚠️
Please, if ur feeling something that u want to talk or vent about or just if u want someone to lisen, please, ur absolutely 100% free to say stuff in the comments. Something - anything, if Its good, if it’s bad, if its anything, litteraly even just the word ‘hi’ there’s people listening and here for you. It’s a safe space.
i love you, i love you, i love you

[@tarifying8972]

0:00 - Rises the moon by Liana Flores 2:38 - Please never fall in love again by Ollie MN 5:10 - Your sister was right by Wilbur Soot 7:34 - I love you so by The Walters 10:07 - Lights are on by Tom Rosenthal 13:38 - Jubilee line by Wilbur Soot 16:35 - Juliet by Cavetown 21:10 - Dark red by Steve Lacy 24:41 - Playlist loops

[@ss-ki1jo]

ty

[@lunxr4redr3ams67]

Thank you berry🍓 much!

[@timetoleaf9055]

I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IT SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[@lumine0129]

And do you know the name of the song that starts playing at 35:13 ??

[@Echo126_]

@@lumine0129 Fallen Down

[@SmixStrange]

I feel like I've always been distracting myself with video games and social media. Without those distractions I don't know who I am. I guess we all just want an escape from reality but it never lasts.

[@joey6217]

That's simply humanity in this era. It is truly a depressing thought that is what I know for sure. Humanity needs to live without hundreds of things going on in an almost single moment stimulating the brain all at once. Simplicity is what we all need.

[@spooklms]

I never last💀

[@bruhbrehii]

@@spooklms *that's what she said*

[@bruhbrehii]

ngl same

[@ikerrad2804]

Sameeee I feel like I'm not anyone without series or videogames, I need fictional worlds to give meaning to my life

[@thelavenderangel4325]

We all know that staring at the ceiling and a good playlist will make you feel safer than "home" ever could. We will win our internal battles. And if we lose...that's a question I cannot answer. Good luck my friends

[@dkntevenknow5466]

Thanks good luck to you too

[@notahumanithink4774]

man fr needs to get into philosophy fr

[@blueduck_quak2102]

When you lose it will make you better and stronger than before, so losing is almost better than winning

[@jamesedwards5877]

It's ok of you do that it only don't last bc you don't want it to

[@x_heart.chii_x]

If you lose, that isn't the end, end is where you feel happiness and win.

[@hazley5404]

“Deep breaths and peace my dear that is what we need”

[@verdheltx]

Hey there. What are you doing here so late? Can't sleep? Ah. Coming to cry in the middle of the night. I get that. It feels nice to do that, so I understand. Take all the time you need. You know, I just happened to find you stumble upon the video where I'm taking a break. Wanna sit down for a while? Tell me about what's bothering you? Oh, don't worry about me. I don't find you annoying. I wanna be here for you. I'll try to help as best as I can. I won't judge you. Everyone has their own story. Ah, that sucks. I can't begin to imagine how you must feel. You're so tough for getting through all of that. I'm so proud of you for not giving up. Of course I understand. One broken soul to another. I just want to remind you. No matter how hard it gets, please stay strong. Take care of yourself. You can't go into a battle already wounded. You can't wave the white flag without trying your hardest. This will all be over soon. And hey. If you ever need to take another break, I'm always here. Helping people is my specialty. They always find their way, one way or another. You can come sit down with me any time. I'll try to lend some advice, or just an ear to listen. And if this is your last time visiting me, I'm proud of you. My job is done. Go take on life with all your energy, and remember that you have one soul always cheering you on. You'll always have my support. I can't wait to see the great things you'll achieve. Before you go... I love you.

[@sungodra999]

I love you too as well as everyone who stumbles across this and beyond 🧘🏾‍♂️ Live a long life and make sure you genuinely laugh lots!☀️

[@bagelbread7081]

Thanks kind strange I need this

[@bagel8765]

thanks.

[@kinny_cake]

man you got me tearin up.

[@l6ui3]

my girl became chrisitian and idk what will happen. idk what she thinks why she did that and what it makes more than she already had. im so lost. we talk but im still so worried. i keep walking as they say, hoping things will be okay...

[@hypocrisyatitsfinest.6326]

Let me ask you all collectively, honestly and from the bottom of my existence and heart. Why can't we get along? When differences genuinely doesn't matter, the belief of yours doesn't matter... Your gender, sexuality and all that doesn't matter honestly it doesn't. We're all equally tiny and insignificant so why can't we make this short stay on earth more bearable? More... better? Next time you see someone, tell them that they look great or something... It doesn't hurt to do so, i genuinely wish to spread the word of mine ! Because in the end nothing and I mean absolutely nothing matters! So why can't we be better for each other ? We're human's you are and i am one. It doesn't matter how i look or what you believe in, what matters that we're both humans so why can't we get along? Why can't i extend my helping hand to you? Why has there to be a border between countries between humans when in the end we're both just human...

[@mushroom._.forest]

.... This has touched my heart to the bottom. I get you man. Have a blessed day/night.

[@x_heart.chii_x]

I felt this. The truth is, not all people are the same, even if they are human. They all have their own thoughts, perspectives, intentions and personality, but even if it's like that, still, like you said, compliment them or something to a person, it may not change the world, but it may change the person's world.

[@byshu0]

I want to print this and post it in places all around the world.

[@finnmakesmusic]

i like nighttime over daytime because it's so peaceful. quiet. time where i can let down that horrible mask and be myself. where i don't have to do anything and i can just relax and reflect. and hey, maybe it's not a bad thing that i stay up so late. but maybe it is? who would know. i hope whoever's reading this had the best day/night. you deserve it kiddo. im so incredibly proud of you. keep going bud, you're almost there. take care of yourself. drink water, eat food, go outside, take your meds. sleep now my love, the day is finally over. i love you. farewell now. - someone who cares :)

[@_brxga]

Thank you for caring ♥️

[@Hjimmy-lk3su]

WHAT THE FLIP! why isn’t the whole internet like this, no toxicity, anger, politics, threats. Just people with people, being how people should be

[@charlespryor]

Ugh. That mask. I don't even know exactly who I am anymore

[@sadecho7915]

I love how the entire playlist is just extremely depressing, meanwhile the girls shirt says "eMoTiOnaL sHaWty"

[@hiikiityy]

It’s supposed to be the No.1 reason it helps clear your mind. lmao

[@hetecks1385]

So anyways, Shawty like a melody in my head that I can't get out-

[@January1983_1]

why is that even there tho lol

[@sadecho7915]

@@disfunctioncat People can interpret things differently. Sometimes they perceive something then perceive the same thing differently the next day. How you see things is always based off your current mood or experiences. While it’s calming for you, others may find it upsetting or have other emotional connections to it. Hope that helps.

[@disfunctioncat]

@@sadecho7915 feelings have nothing to do with facts.Jazz was popular because it was so calming while taday people call it depressing for some reason.A cow will always be a cow no matter if you're sad or happy.

[@infamous_death8377]

Everything will once disappear What’s the point of life? I don’t know Why do you want a purpose? Can’t you just be someone free You live a life without a purpose but why does that matter? Live a life you’re proud of where everyone is the purpose of your life. Live, it doesn’t matter if it ends don’t cry because he had ended smile it had happened

[@aloesilk142]

am i the only one hearing fallen down on a piano at 10:45?- but this is an amazing playlist, i love it and its really nice to just have all one genre instead of loud drums and screaming out of nowhere thank you for this

[@Coderatt81]

It isn’t just you, I think it’s a mistake of some sort…? It doesn’t sound that good if it was intentional

[@Chaotic_vibes_all_day]

I can hear it to

[@aminabazin5097]

i heard fallen down and i listened to it earlier an i was like w h a t?

[@missspeltsoil]

WOA I CAN HEAR IT SO CLEARLY

[@ninjaastronaut3230]

Yah that’s fallen down for sure

[@themerpking8445]

I would love nothing more than to lay down and watch the sky with someone who listens to this playlist... and listen to this with them

[@cece6803]

Why

[@themerpking8445]

Because its calming, and Im ever so slightly lonely

[@user-ws8fx5oh4z]

same

[@mushroom._.forest]

​@@themerpking8445 me too. I feel as lonely as the last leaf on a tree in fall. I want real friends who just get 𝙢𝙚. Not the fake smile I put on my face, not the happy girl I fake. 𝙈𝙚.

[@yoyaidk6953]

I’m surprised how much I needed this playlist

[@a_handful_of_laziness1114]

Same, have a nice day/night, friend!

[@pleep1887]

Lyrics: ~ Rises The Moon ~ Days seem sometimes as if they'll never end Sun digs its heels to taunt you But after sunlit days, one thing stays the same Rises the moon Days fade into a watercolour blur Memories swim and haunt you But look into the lake, shimmering like smoke Rises the moon Oh-oh, close your weary eyes I promise you that soon the autumn comes To darken fading summer skies Breathe, breathe, breathe Days pull you down just like a sinking ship Floating is getting harder But tread the water, child, and know that meanwhile Rises the moon Days pull you up just like a daffodil Uprooted from its garden They'll tell you what you owe, but know even so Rises the moon You'll be visited by sleep I promise you that soon the autumn comes To steal away each dream you keep Breathe, breathe, breathe ~ Please Never Fall In Love Again ~ Could've been one lonely night Just like the others But you lit up my life This is what it's like to be lovers You and me need never be Lonely again Spin with me endlessly Or at least until the end Please never fall in love again Oh, please never fall in love again And if some other guy Catches your eye Please just text me your goodbye You know I don't look pretty when I cry And I don't want that to be Your final glimpse of me baby But if you could please Return my Shrek DVDs maybe Please never fall in love again Oh, please never fall in love again Please ~ Your Sister Was Right ~ I thought I couldn't love anymore Turns out I can't, but not for the same reasons as before I use everyone I ever meet I can't find the perfect match Abuse those I love While I ostracize the ones who love me Back On the path of least resistance, I find myself salting the Earth Every time that I miss you I feel the way you hurt And I don't deserve you You deserve the world Though it feels like we were built From the same dirt I hate to say it But your sister was right Don't trust English boys With far too much free time And I hate to say it But your sister was right I'm nothing but a problem Leave you crying overnight And I hate to say it But your sister was right I can't focus on the future only my short sight I hate to say it But your sister was right I'm a wanker Complete wanker A fucking waste of time ~ I Love You So ~ I just need someone in my life to give it structure To handle all the selfish ways I'd spend my time without her You're everything I want, but I can't deal with all your lovers You're saying I'm the one, but it's your actions that speak louder Giving me love when you are down and need another I've gotta get away and let you go, I've gotta get over But I love you so (ooh-ooh) I love you so (ooh-ooh) I love you so (ooh-ooh) I love you so (ooh-ooh) I'm gonna pack my things and leave you behind This feeling's old and I know that I've made up my mind I hope you feel what I felt when you shattered my soul 'Cause you were cruel and I'm a fool So, please let me go But I love you so (please let me go) I love you so (please let me go) I love you so (please let me go) I love you so ~ Lights Are On ~ God stood me up And I don't know why Lights are on But nobody's home There ain't no love like our love There ain't no love like our love Like our love, love, love, love, love Let the last worms go And roll in tonight Don't wake us up We got nothing for you There ain't no love like our love There ain't no love like our love Like our love, love, love, love, love Build us a door And rest here with me Lights are on But nobody's home There ain't no love like our love There ain't no love like our love ~ Jubilee Line ~ (Announcer voice) Services This train terminates at Stanmore (Wilbur) Wasting your time You're wasting mine I hate to see you leaving A fate worse than dying Your city gave me asthma So that's why I'm fucking leaving And your water gave me cancer And the pavement hurt my feelings Shout at the wall 'Cause the walls don't fucking love you Shout at the wall 'Cause the walls don't fucking love you There's a reason That London puts barriers on the tube line There's a reason That London puts barriers on the rails There's a reason That London puts barriers on the tube line There's a reason London puts barriers on the rails There's a reason That London puts barriers on the tube line There's a reason They fail ~ Juliet ~ I need to cry, but I can't Get anything out of my eyes or my head Did I die? I need to run, but I can't Get out of bed for anyone Not for you, ooh My sour boy is a pain I wanna shoot him in the brain But I'd miss him in the morning It really hurts When I need to so bad, but I can't see her My Juliet, my special girl But I need to understand When I can power through And when I need some help from you When I should stand my ground And when I need to just sit down Sometimes I act like I know But I'm really just a kid With two corks in his eyes And a bully in his head I wanna make A colour that no one else has seen before I wanna be so much more I hope that she Looks at me and thinks, "Shit, he is so pretty" Something I can't believe But I need to understand When I can power through And when I need some help from you When I should stand my ground And when I need to just sit down Sometimes I act like I know But I'm really just a kid With two corks in his eyes And a bully in his head Sometimes I act like I know but I'm really just a kid With two corks in his eyes and a bully in his head Sometimes I act like I know but I'm really just a kid With two corks in his eyes and a bully in his head ~ Dark Red ~ Something bad is 'bout to happen to me I don't know it, but I feel it coming Might be so sad, might leave my nose running I just hope she don't wanna leave me Don't you give me up, please don't give up Honey, I belong with you, and only you, baby Only you, my girl, only you, babe (you) Only you, darling, only you, babe (you) Only you, my girl, only you, babe (you) Only you, darling, only you Something bad is 'bout to happen to me Why I feel this way, I don't know, baby I think of her so much, it drives me crazy I just don't want her to leave me Don't you give me up, please don't give up Honey, I belong with you and only you, baby Only you, my girl, only you, babe (you) Only you, darling, only you, babe (you) Only you, my girl, only you, babe (you) Only you, darling, only you What if she's fine? It's my mind that's wrong And I just let bad thoughts Linger for far too long What if (if) she's fine? (Fine) It's my mind that's wrong And I just (just) let bad thoughts (thoughts) Linger for far too long Don't you give me up, please don't give up Honey, I belong, with you, only you, baby Only you, my girl, only you, babe (you) Only you, darling, only you, babe (you) Only you, my girl, only you, babe (you) Only you, darling, only you Thanks.

[@llamabmpl8510]

You didnt have to do this yet you did so thank you

[@K4D3N42]

Working yo ass off you need a raise

[@brownieess1384]

You're a really cool person😆

[@migazumi]

100 reasons to stay alive: 1. to make your parents proud 2. to conquer your fears 3. to see your family again 4. to see your favourite artist live 5. to listen to music again 6. to experience a new culture 7. to make new friends 8. to inspire 9. to have your own children 10. to adopt your own pet 11. to make yourself proud 12. to meet your idols 13. to laugh until you cry 14. to feel tears of happiness 15. to eat your favorite food 16. to see your siblings grow 17. to pass school 18. to get tattoo 19. to smile until your cheeks hurt 20. to meet your internet friends 21. to find someone who loves you like you deserve 22. to eat ice cream on a hot day 23. to drink hot chocolate on a cold day 24. to see untouched snow in the morning 25. to see a sunset that sets the sky on fire 26. to see stars light up the sky 27. to read a book that changes your life 28. to see the flowers in the spring 29. to see the leaves change from green to brown 30. to travel abroad 31. to learn a new language 32. to learn to draw 33. to tell others your story in the hopes of helping them 34. Puppy kisses. 35. Baby kisses (the open mouthed kind when they smack their lips on your cheek). 36. Swear words and the release you feel when you say them. 37. Trampolines. 38. Ice cream. 39. Stargazing. 40. Cloud watching. 41. Taking a shower and then sleeping in clean sheets. 42. Receiving thoughtful gifts. 43. “I saw this and thought of you." 44. The feeling you get when someone you love says, “I love you." 45. The relief you feel after crying. 46. Sunshine. 47. The feeling you get when someone is listening to you/giving you their full attention. 48. Your future wedding. 49. Your favorite candy bar. 50. New clothes. 51. Witty puns. 52. Really good bread. 53. Holding your child in your arms for the first time. 54. Completing a milestone (aka going to college, graduating college, getting married, getting your dream job.) 55. The kind of dreams where you wake up and can’t stop smiling. 56. The smell before and after it rains 57. The sound of rain against a rooftop. 58. The feeling you get when you’re dancing. 59. The person (or people) that mean the most to you. Stay alive for them. 60. Trying out new recipes. 61. The feeling you get when your favorite song comes on the radio. 62. The rush you get when you step onto a stage. 63. You have to share your voice and talents and knowledge with the world because they are so valuable. 64.Breakfast in bed. 65. Getting a middle seat in the movie theater. 66. Breakfast for dinner (because it’s so much better at night than in the morning). 67. Pray (if you are religious) 68. Forgiveness. 69. Water balloon fights. 70. New books by your favorite authors. 71. Fireflies. 72. Birthdays. 73. Realizing that someone loves you. 74. Spending the day with someone you 75. Opportunity to create meaningful and lasting relationships. 76. Potential to learn, grow, and evolve as a person. 77. Joy and happiness in the little things. 78. The power to inspire others. 79. The ability to create art, music, and other forms of self-expression. 80. To explore different cultures, traditions, and ways of life. 81. To make a positive impact on the environment and help protect the planet. 82. Experience the joys of parenthood and raise a family. 83. Learn new things and develop new skills. 84. Create a legacy that will outlive you. 85. Being wrapped up in a warm bed. 86. Cuddles 87. Holding hands. 88. The kind of hugs when you can feel a weight being lifted off your shoulders. The kind of hug where your breath syncs with the other person’s, and you feel like the only two people in the world. 89. Singing off key with your best friends. 90. Road trips. 91. Spontaneous adventures. 92. The feeling of sand beneath your toes. 93. The feeling when the first ocean wave rolls up and envelops your toes and ankles and knees. 94. Thunderstorms. 95. Your first (or hundredth) trip to Disneyland. 96. The taste of your favorite food. 97. The child-like feeling you get on Christmas morning. 98. The day when everything finally goes your way. 99. Compliments and praise. 100. to look on this moment in 10 years time and realize you did it. Ps : Never forget you are a beautiful person Life is so beautiful so live, live like no one else exist, live for yourself, don't care of bad people, you are strong, i love you ❤

[@therouchqween]

This is amazing

[@Yahwehsbelovedaughter]

Thank you for leaving this message,I'm currently crying and my heart is all over the place and it put a little smile on my face.i love you ❤

[@migazumi]

@@Yahwehsbelovedaughter i Love you too ❤️🫂

[@josemontes3242]

My life's purpose 1:my lizard 2:become a zoologist. that's about it.

[@migazumi]

@@josemontes3242 yeah do Something you Love and makes you Happy Animals are great

[@Glass_Shad3]

This song hits different at night, I feel like I shouldn't relate to these this much. Btw anyone reading this comment your the best and no matter what your not a waste of time. Take this to heart Night, sleep well

[@donnalawrence3561]

I haven’t been feeling the best lately and this playlist just lets me relax after a hard week or day. It’s also a playlist I’m able to sleep to

[@florzapot922]

❤️

[@NoName-ns2vl]

Come back to this everytime you need to hear it! I'm proud of you for being here and fighting for so long I know it can be hard to do so, you're doing absolutely amazing you got this I believe in you take it one day at a time, give yourself time to heal work on yourself, you need no one to define who you are be yourself you are beautiful/handsome you are so important to so many people, you're so talented you are enough, you are worthy of everything you set your mind to, you want to ace that test you got it, you want to get that goal you got it, you want to get that job that car that new phone you can do it, I love you so so much just know that you're good enough you're so strong. Dont forget to get some water hydrate yourself and get something to eat even if it's a tiny thing I'm proud of you if you cant right now or dont feel like you should that is fine but get something to eat today.

[@diamondwolfgirl6711]

This means so much thank you so much :,)

[@jin8231]

Despite how shitty I feel right now, I'm feeling okay with this playlist. I hope I could make it to achieve true happiness once again.

[@Jessie_0844]

It's okay to feel sad

[@LeiaAndFriends_]

how are you feeling now?

[@jin8231]

​@@LeiaAndFriends_ Thanks for asking:) (you don't have to read all of this, i'm basically expressing my sad story LMAO scroll down to get to the point) These past few weeks, I've been doing better than ever. I'm way different than who I am now, I still feel several negative stuff sure but all I needed was a break from time to time. I've grown to overcome these problems overtime, and that's a good thing. A slap of reality could change everything, all you need is someone to help you with your problems. I felt really shitty back then because I was a people pleaser, (I'm trying to work on that still LMAO) and I just couldn't recognize who I was anymore. As a result, I didn't know who I was anymore. It kept going on for weeks, months, years, I kept bottling up my feelings:') until it was too overwhelming. I kept comparing myself to people whether if should I be like that, like this, be them, just negative thoughts in gen. But I knew I couldn't be like them, I still tried to push myself. Really bad feeling yk.. haha.. it's like a habit because you've gotten so used to comparing yourself to almost EVERYTHING. It numbed my thoughts, my feelings, my emotions. But anyways, straight to the point. I'm doing well and I'm improving on my negative habits. I'm just letting things flow how it is and I just let everything pass through me. :) I don't know how to explain it, but it gives me a sense of peace and freedom. Just me. Thank you for asking again!! I completely forgot about this

[@jemjem461]

To anyone who needs this, I hope you feel better soon! If you are going through a bad time please talk to someone, a lot of people care about you and will listen! Bad times always pass eventually, you are so strong and I know you can get through this! You are worth so much and you deserve happiness! Always prioritize your mental health, take breaks when you need them! You are not alone! There are always people out there who are in similar situations, you are understood. You are doing great, I'm so proud of you

[@sterbenvier2701]

This is a great playlist. Truly puts me in a peace of mind state. Now I'll just let my batteries charge for another day.

[@Lyca_Furs]

Gorgeous songs. Wow. I usually look at hyper pop playlists, and this one is such a good change.

[@philipjosephbanaag609]

Finally a song that makes me feel like an actual non existant background blank character that no one knows about

[@txbioq1437]

Listening to this, as the sunset is setting, calmly sitting in my car looking outside at the city buildings, trains passing by, buildings as tall as the clouds. The sunset reflecting off the windows of some of the buildings, lighting it's way through the slightly gray clouds as the car is faintly rocking, volume high with my earphones plugged, blocking out the sounds of the world peacefully with a blunt in one of my hands, staring at the sunset sky hits different.

[@njts6862]

A great playlist to laydown on the grass watching the night sky whilst the surroundings is lighty illuminated by the moonlight feeling the comforting coldness of the night weather

[@mushroom._.forest]

I'mma do that tonight. Thanks for the idea Internet stranger.❤

[@giovannagriffin4284]

@@mushroom._.forestI hope you got ticks in your scalp❤️

[@mushroom._.forest]

@@giovannagriffin4284 uh...ok. same to you ❤️

[@Darl8u]

I’ve been looking for a playlist like this forever just to stare in the dark blankly. Still I’m never not thinking there’s always a memory I don’t want to think about trying to resurface. It’s a scary feeling if you haven’t felt it. At least I get some time in between the memories some empty thoughts. Eat well and sleep well as well.☺️

[@audrey4620]

I felt that

[@Dr.Cr0w]

Yes

[@berryxzkarma8660]

I wanted to confess him on the last day on term but I didn’t got time.. he likes me back, I like him back. my friends thinks he’s not good looking but idc he’s funny and more

[@mae.bxtricx6712]

pov: you're just existing but not living.

[@cece6803]

Great influence bud

[@frogonaleaf4716]

Lately, i haven't been feeling like anything. I've simply been existing. I wake up, eat something, play games until i have to eat again. Then play games until it's time to eat dinner and go to bed. Then I watch youtube and listen to music until it's way too late. Then i go to bed and wake up late tomorrow. Then it all repeats. I don't wanna die or hurt myself or anything, i just kinda want to feel like I'm doing something with my life. Anyways, if you also feel like this, I'll tell you if i find a solution to our problem. I wish us both luck. :) I found a solution that makes me feel more like I'm living, I play games with my friends. I feel more alive when I play with them, or talk to them. I'm not sure if this will work for you, but I hope it does. :)

[@UnknownAstley]

The chilly air, filling my lungs, stabbing at my fingers, toes, and ears. I stand motionless as the songs race and dance through the street. Letting the air take awake my hot breath. The world comes to a halt, a complete stop, to join the mourning of a wounded soul. Every noise stops, every source of movent disappears, and every touch feels unreal. The soul wanders and dances, running free from the constraints that were put in place by the body. Hopping up and down with joy as it wished it could run free forever. Slowly the world started to move again, the music grew ever quieter, and noise began to flood back into the world. The pocket of reality, saved just for him, is gone. The world mournes it's losses, but it has to keep moving, producing sound, and letting us feel.

[@Jakewontfound]

Calming I just left George's chaotic stream he's not done but I'll come back later I need this right now.

[@H0m0_l1u]

Lucky- i missed George’s stream-

[@a_handful_of_laziness1114]

I love Georges chaotic streams, they’re soooo funny! have a good day/night, friend!

[@nevergonnagiveyouup2725]

Who?

[@tendoulover8064]

@@nevergonnagiveyouup2725 George not found I assume

[@nevergonnagiveyouup2725]

@@tendoulover8064 ah right, who’s that?

[@Park3rsW0rld]

I imagine that one day I'll lose it and let all of my resentment and aggravation out. But for the time being, I'll play these playlists and allow my emotions to wither away into the soundtrack.

[@saulbuenrostro4914]

"I will lock away all these emotions inside a little box in my head and someday they'll come back as... idk rage?"

[@frogy6853]

Hey :) just wanna thank you sm for your amazing work, I listened to most of your playlists and they're all so great ! Remember to take care of yourself pls, much love

[@fantasticmrfoxlover]

[@a_handful_of_laziness1114]

Same to you, make sure yoi take good care of yourself, friend!!! Have a AWESOME day/night!

[@frogy6853]

@@a_handful_of_laziness1114 oh thank you so much love, it defenetly did

[@zoe-zg2sf]

hey, thank so much for this:) take care and don't forget to drink water!! have a great day/night

[@Bootyyyyshaker9000_]

Thank you for making this it’s very comforting with what’s going on right now

[@arcto07]

sometimes all we need is a little music to forget about everything and enjoy our own company

[@newtmas120]

This playlist is really underrated

[@newtmas120]

@@chaosdweller ikr👀

[@bruce_gaming8729]

Despite my loud and aggressive music taste, this playlist is very great and I do like the calm and nice vibe it gives off. Sometimes, we all need to cry, and let out some emotion. It's okay, we are all here for you!

[@fck__life477]

This playlist helped me calm down { I was crying because of techno blade death... }

[@FroggySmolls]

:( hope you feel better soon

[@joeteao5034]

this is such a lovely song i appreciate it so much it makes me feel at peace without balling my eyes out i hope others can feel this to i love this feeling so much thank you for making this a playlist its so beautiful and the artistes have such lovely music thank you so much!

[@maddi.lovestodraw1255]

this is just what i needed when i was depressed 🙂

[@donniesbin]

"you'll be okay give it time it doesn't happen overnight" its been 2 years i'm getting worse

[@MizuSoop]

Every time when i listen to these playlist's at night im suddenly start to cry

[@soliwia3322]

Trying to do not cry after techno rest in peace my favorite streamer

[@kaygrendierre8060]

Same.. he will be missed rip

[@FroggySmolls]

Just remember he’s no longer in pain I hope you feel better

[@lefunnytomato-9223]

wow, such a good playlist. This is so perfect i don't even know anymore

[@Aiyden1902]

Optimism is the faith that leads to achievement. Nothing can be done without hope and confidence. Believe in yourself!

[@pleep1887]

I haven't been able to stop listening to this.

[@wingsoffirelover6991]

While I was listening to this I started picking at my hand without realizing it until I realize "oh well gosh darn diddely god dang my hand is now bleeding!" Great playlist tho

[@Desiree_3]

Tbh your playlist help me so much and thanks you for that

[@a_handful_of_laziness1114]

Have a good day/night friend!

[@Desiree_3]

@@a_handful_of_laziness1114 you to :)

[@spedupsongs7011]

I had camp and I was so happy and I was only staying for a week but it felt so comforting everyone was so nice I would sing the song "rises the moon" when we went on a boat in this beautiful lake until I had to come back home I cry about it everyday I miss it so much....

[@sunnyniki2528]

Thanks for this playlist. Appreciate your work :333

[@loglic7844]

Life is better when I go about each day without focusing on it. I can't bring myself to enjoy anything anymore, I feel most satisfied avoiding, people, my responsibilities, my own thoughts, reality. I try my hardest constantly in university, I hardly feel like I make any progress. I'm never who I want myself to be. My friends, I feel like never enjoy my presence, I can't remember the last time one of them were sober and just wanted to chill. I make the effort to hangout with people yet it's never reciprocated. My best friend skipped my birthday party to sleep, my grandmother died that same night. I didn't treat her how I wanted to, she loved me yet I hardly feel like I let her know how much I cared about her. With school taking up all my focus I could hardly see her in the hospital, now it just feels like she'll come home with her things sitting out still. Two weeks later I have a seizure fall down the stairs. Next week a coworker I'm close to dies. School starts back up and now I'm busy everyday dreading each hour that passes by knowing I hardly have the strength to carry on. I don't want to continue, I don't want to move forward, I just want to breathe, lay in a dark room, unbothered.

[@austinghains5048]

this playlist has gotten me through some hard times i will listen to this and cry at night

[@nevergonnagiveyouup2725]

Thank you! I’ll be sure to use this when I’m working ^^

[@mercifulbakugou4457]

Wilbur and his songs please me his streams his videos his jokes his voice his hair his kindness his personality, Wilbur went through a lot and he's so sweet he deserved better but either way I still love his music.

[@SleepyxFish]

OOOHHH CHILLS AS SOON AS RISES THE MOON PLAYS

[@Mainoxe]

This hits hard when you can feel the songs.

[@harmonthesimp]

Thank you I needed this❤❤❤

[@kozuminq]

rises the moon by Liana Flores will always hold a special place in my heart, for its the favorite song of my friend who, lets just say, almost died. i always tear up when i listen to this song and i really can’t stop it most of the time 😅

[@Spideyacey]

Bro this playlist hits hard

[@hicksfamily1775]

You want to know the worst thing about living? Its the fact that complete strangers care more about your mental health or just about you entirely then love ones like family or friends.😕 Now that's just stupid (Btw I love this playlist, its just beautiful ❤) I hope whoever reads this has a amazing day!!

[@yvngfox325]

i just play rocket league so i don t feel lonely anymore but sometimes it doesn't work and i just listen to this type of songs hope yall are great

[@the.seagull.35]

Honestly that's not too bad, there are a lot worse things you could do to fill that loneliness. Rocket League is really fun.

[@AestheticWY]

How good it is to draw listening to this playlist 🎶

[@conniehankosky5750]

To anyone out there who needs to hear this: you are worthy of existence. Yes, In technicality, nothing matters, and you will eventually be forgotten. Reality is cruel like this, but WE are worse. Each and every human is a wholly unique entity of creation. We ALL were brought here with the potential to do great things. Things nothing and no one else could do. That’s why we’re here. If there’s something as terrible as reality, there has to a balance to it. That’s us. That’s YOU. There is literally nothing like you. Our mistake was thinking that meaning ever could be an agent of reality. That there was ever a set in stone purpose to all this. There’s not. WE’RE what brings meaning to reality. That’s why we’re here. That’s why you’re here. You make the universe beautiful.

[@coldramen9592]

Amazing please keep up the good work totally subbed v proud ofu ^^

[@kirabrock4175]

This actually helped with mental pain thanks a friend

[@BLAHHH.69420]

DUDE I LOVE THIS GOOD JOB !! :D IM HAPPY THAT YOU ADDED WILBUR SOOT INTO IT !! :))

[@kaygrendierre8060]

Just so you know its with two o's "soot" :)

[@BLAHHH.69420]

@@kaygrendierre8060 OML 😭 I didn’t notice Ty-

[@kaygrendierre8060]

@@BLAHHH.69420Lmao yw

[@hiikiityy]

WILBUR MAKES EVERYTHING BETTER!

[@afriend8]

@@hiikiityy YAAA

[@toben7981]

I'm not crying, I'm tired of not being able to.

[@nicolesandels2434]

Very calming I like this playlist :)

[@michellesandels]

that is very much agreed

[@afriend8]

♥

[@Sally_face262]

I have fallen asleep to this so many times

[@katelynn1866]

This playlist really is what the name suggests

[@user-yz1jw5uy5y]

I'm so stressed out, this helps :).

[@mr.wong_fellow8989]

You were never in love you were in love with the concept of being in love

[@n0b0d1bg5]

Amazing playlist ✨

[@carlosvelazquezsalazar7771]

Perfect playlist ❤️

[@bryce9295]

I need this my mind is always running

[@yun-un6zm]

my love...my heart aches for you, yet you surprised me with how strong you are overcoming anything that crosses your path, you amaze me and it just makes me love you more although you don't acknowledge my love for you ill still fight to protect you from a distance.

[@BoTeal]

Gives me dystopianvibes

[@kanewien]

*you know its a good sleep playlist when rises the moon is the first one*

[@Zombiecakess]

thank you . . .

[@decent-disaster6]

Life is a existence of our imagination it doesn't last like the love of our close ones but even that doesn't last enjoy it while it still does last because nothing ever last forever not even love

[@purplecrewmate268]

i've been really distracted by phones, my online friends and fans are the one who makes me comfortable, games and computers distracted me too, that's why i am always really sad and depressed if i was grounded for using my phone or computer. i don't know myself, i don't even know who and what i want to be. I feel just like an Empty Space.

[@NoName-nw1hz]

My life is falling apart slowly. It began with me dating a boy, too being kicked out of our home, to living with my boyfriend, too breaking up with him cause his family found out, then finding out he was cheating the whole time, moving again, being treated horribly everyday and doing all the cleaning and work while everyone laughs and stares and judges you in the house telling you you'll never be enough for the Lord, and lastly your dad being kicked because no one feels safe around him when he didn't do anything. I don't wanna exist at this point but I'm staying strong. Please pray for my family..... I don't know how long I can do this for...

[@ronthenarrator3252]

This is the perfect playlist while playing stray

[@user-mo2hn1th4b]

На протяжении нескольких лет все мои приступы грусти в моём понимании не больше чем резкий эмоциональный скачок после которого жизнь останется прежней, и я просто переживаю это упиваясь собственной паникой и тоской по тому что будет впереди и тому что к сожалению не сделал. Так странно пытаться возвыситься над самим собой же, что хочет просто рыдать и бить себя по голове

[@FerenceXFranklin]

I actually love you

[@mute8419]

Honestly every night when I'm alone I'm just blank in the mind unsure if I'm just not thinking or blank like a hollow shell withought anything to do or feel

[@Edits.vs1]

Listening to this a painting just hits different

[@UnknownAstley]

This pocket of reality, the time we've spent together feels wasted. This chunk taken out of my life can never be taken back or filled. You lied, and you kept lying. This is the end, the song grows quiet, and I'm ready to turn to the last page.

[@heatherharvey3556]

Its been hard losing technoblade and the dsmp that was only excape and im glad this playlist was here. I also enjoy that there was a wilbur soot song in here thank you for the great playlist ❤ o7 king rip technoblade never dies...

[@afriend8]

o7

[@chii4r4_]

I had more than 100+ dollars for my birthday, and i wanted to buy robux or something, but i decided to do my hair, and i went to a person who did my hair once and she told me it was gonna be straight, i washed my hair 4 days later, like she told me, and its like before, very curly, and i waisted ALL my money for nothing.

[@cosmo_7549]

studying for an exam that's tomorrow. I'm scared. This playlist helps :D

[@Lyechi_]

how'd those exams go

[@JustEmilyIsHere]

It feels weird to...learn to relax, I've never did it, there was always something to trouble my mind and something to distract it. Right now, I'll learn to just listen to the quietness and my thoughts, to keep my head empty and to just stop trying to survive, specially since now I dont have anything to worry about surviving... I think I am slowly learning how to live instead of surviving, I'm a bit proud.

[@Dray4Short]

Thank you, i sleep now 🕺

[@FateX0]

no thoughts, head empty y e s

[@IGBLemao]

feels like i'm kinda just drifting through life, i got no clue what i wanna do or why i keep going. but i'll probably find it one day, so i'd rather keep dragging myself along than give up and sink. guess life just kinda feels pointless without a goal. don't wanna give up yet though, i'll probably find my purpose someday. but damn life feels monotonous and depressing right now.

[@x_cloudyheavens_x620]

I don’t even know who I am anymore. I change depending on the person or group of people I’m with but when I’m by myself I just feel… empty. I like being by myself but I don’t know who I am.

[@urmomsman7]

I feel so detached from reality, I don't know anything about myself or my life. I can't remember most of my life, and the things I do remember don't feel like my own memories. I wish I could just know who I am, but I feel like I've been away from myself for so long.

[@i_am_okay_4170]

I don’t want school to end I’m gonna lose the only people that accept me for me and I’m scared.

[@a_handful_of_laziness1114]

If you really want to keep in touch, i know you can. If you are all really friend then you should take every opportunity and be grateful for every moment with those wonderful people. Think about all of the friends you could have made, and you ended up with the best ones.

[@gachagames9035]

Dont be scared they will stick with you or maybe you will others that could be even more special. :) 💗💛💙

[@Coffee_Addicted_Nutjob]

a way to feel good: take your hand and move it to what you think the music would make it. i do it a lot and it great. :)

[@ybuprofen]

Today i went out. I felt really bad but staying home was only making me feel even worse. I don't know why, I just went in a book shop, spent all my money in books and wandered in the streets. Then I went in a café to drink some chocolate milk, and maybe hoping to cross the path of someone who would cheer me up, like a friend, or at least someone I know. But I remembered all the people I knew left me recently. So I kept walking, without any goal, in the streets. Then a guy stopped me and asked me if I had 5 minutes. He wanted to talk to me. He was a former prisoner who was in Reintegration. He did drugs but he decided to take control of his life. So he tried to sell artworks he did to earn good money. Unfortunately, I didn't have money anymore, I just spent it for books... I was sad not to be able to help him.. He said it was alright, and then asked me what I was doing in my life, for work or studies. I didn't know what to say. I didn't know what to answer. I didn't know what I was doing in my life. So I just answered that I was trying to survive. Yeah, that's probably what I was doing, as I'm not going to university anymore.. I dropped school, I dropped my dream to be a book seller. I lost all hope in my life, in my future. Then I left, but my day was even worse than how it was before. Not because of the guy, he was a good guy, he was really sympathetic, and I hope he will do great in the future. No, if my day worsened, it was only my fault. Because I am pathetic. Because I'm useless. Because I'm a burden to my surrounding, my parents, my friends, my family in general. I left, and headed somewhere, I don't know where. I kept wandering like I was already doing. Then I decided it was time for me to go back home. I didn't want to come back home, because my home is only a little room, poorly decorated, where I only remember the memories of my ex, my stress, my traumas or me trying to.. unlive. Memories of that day I emptied a whole bottle of medicines that was supposed to help with my depression and my anxiety.. But I had to go back home. Night was falling down, I was cold, my fingers hurt and I was sick. So I headed to the subway. I'm someone with a big social anxiety, so I use to watch a lot around me, and to everyone around me when i'm in a crowded place. So as I was heading to the subway, I was watching all around me, to everyone. And someone caught my eyes. A girl. A beautiful girl. I was really flabbergasted by her. I wanted to tell her. I wanted to go and talk to her, at least tell her how I found her beautiful. But I was too anxious, too scared. So I continued to walk, and I didn't go talk to her. I arrived at my station, but it was too much crowded. There was a demonstration in my city, about salaries and retirement. So I went back, and decided to go to the next station, hoping there would be less people. While I was going to the exit, the girl I saw before was still at the same place, doing photocopies. It seemed like she was feeling bad for some reasons. She was looking sad. So I decided to take all of my courage, and go talk to her. So I walk to her, and started to talk. "Hey ! Hum.. excuse me to bother you, but I just wanted you to know you were really beautiful, and I hope you will have a great day !" She seemed happy about what I said, and thanked me. I quickly ended the discussion and left, I was really nervous and anxious. I didn't want to bother her more. But I'm still regretting it.. Why didn't I ask her her instagram, or a phone number, or whatever ? Why didn't I ask her how she was doing ? Why didn't I talk to her a little bit, she was doing photocopies for a long time, so maybe a little company during this time wouldn't be bad ? But I left.. Maybe I missed an opportunity to make a new friend.. But I left. And entered another subway station. And went back home. And I cried. I cried. I cried because I was all alone again. I was alone, in a room which hurt me. And I'm still alone in a room which hurt me. And i'm writing this. And i'm still crying. It's too hard. Why can't I just be happy ? Why do I do everything wrong ? I'm slowly dying without doing anything, without trying to do anything, because I just can't. My motivation is vanishing once again. It's starting again. Or maybe it's ending again ? I guess it depends on the point of view..

[@bussymuncher8535]

You didn't do anything wrong. You actually did the opposite- you made someone's day better. For all you know, she could be sitting listening to this playlist, smiling about that little compliment she got. So no, you're not a burden. You never were. You actually went out of your way to make a stranger's day better! You have family and friends who love you. Would you describe any of them as useless? Pathetic? Of course not. We're willing to go the extra mile for the people we love. You're not a burden to them.

[@ybuprofen]

@@bussymuncher8535 I hope at least she had a good day after that. I hope she is safe, and happy in her life. Even if I'm feeling bad every day, every single moment in my life, I do want to see happy people, because if my happiness is over, I don't want other to feel the same... They don't deserve to be sad, nobody does. In fact, when I talked to her, I felt slightly better just by making someone smile, ever for a little moment. But still.. even if I felt slightly better for a bunch of minutes, depression hits back quickly, and I remember I have no meaning in my life actually. I have nobody to talk to, so I'm letting comments under a video, hoping for something. I don't even know what i'm hoping for. A hand ? A message ? Maybe I just don't want to feel alone again... Or maybe I'm just looking for nothing, still wondering what is the purpose of my life. I'm spending my days wandering, wondering and crying. I wander in either empty streets or overcrowded streets. I wonder what I should do, what I have done to deserve to be sad, and how my life will end. And I cry to sleep every nights, I cry when I wake up, because I don't want to wake up, I don't want to suffer and I don't want to continue what I am doing. And now, someone gave me some attention, so I try to get a little more because I crave for it, I crave for just someone who would like to talk to me, for someone who would actually care about me, for real, I crave for some company, for some cuddles, for some love in my life.. Because even if I have friends, they don't talk to me. They plan things without me, they see eachother often, but never invite me. I learned that two of the people i thought i was the closest IRL were actually talking to each other and seeing everyday, but i haven't seen one of them for a while, and when i'm trying to do things with them, they just say they can't.. to then see eachother without me. And even if i have a family, they don't care about me, they don't do anything for me to feel better. They know about my situation, but only make it harder. I really wonder why I went to the hospital, why I didn't gave up for good.. I gave up to give up. Even that i wasn't able to do it.. I'm sorry. I'm sorry to bother, you, people around me, people in general. I don't deserve any of the attention I'm looking for, I don't deserve to be happy. I don't know why, but that's a fact.. Sorry

[@_Spine-Kaname_-cv9xg]

It's gotten to the point where my mind is full of empty static..And I find it peaceful for a while.. But then I remember I'm just alone-