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Lost Sounds

Lost Sounds

Күн бұрын

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@LSTSOUNDS
@LSTSOUNDS Жыл бұрын
Listen on Spotify - spoti.fi/3l0BFgw
@supportlilboi
@supportlilboi Жыл бұрын
Hi, nice mix, how can i sumbit my track "in love" to u?
@LSTSOUNDS
@LSTSOUNDS Жыл бұрын
@@supportlilboi just took a listen dude, really nice song! Found the high-end a tiny bit distracting in parts, but love the emotion of the strings
@supportlilboi
@supportlilboi Жыл бұрын
@@LSTSOUNDS Ty mate it was my first electronic chill track. So u like it? How Am I gonna sumbit the tracks to u?
@hphc2401
@hphc2401 Жыл бұрын
@@supportlilboi
@jacques.calisthenics
@jacques.calisthenics Жыл бұрын
This is the kind of music I love to listen to when I want to cry. This reminds me of all the pain I've experienced and how it changed me... The caption describes it perfectly. Feeling pure emptiness and pain inside of me, this suits my feelings best. Emptiness.
@That1weirdo2131
@That1weirdo2131 Жыл бұрын
Me to..
@CatU-U
@CatU-U Жыл бұрын
@@That1weirdo2131 Its amazing that you found music that firs what you feel. Because its a way of expressing yourself, which is good. One unarguable fact I can say is taht you have great music taste, and this is already something believe in you, even if I dont know you. ❤
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
It puts you into a state where pain matters in a good way. You truly don't give a shit about anything and you're just happy as fuck as a result, because nothing matters. Nothing matters, nothing means anything, there's nothing to do, there's no point, there's no goal but there's also no boredom, there's no negative meanings attached to the meaninglessness, it's just perfectly meaningless and it's awesome. You're basically just like sitting like a cat on a windowsill enjoying whatever experience is before it, just being and it feels amazing. 🦄
@ieatled
@ieatled Жыл бұрын
Sometimes we forget who we are. Sometimes we need to talk abt it. Other times we just fade away. As I’ve gotten older I’ve realized that there isn’t much to live for. As I’ve come to this realization I’ve decided one thing, I will make myself live for something. Otherwise it would be a waste of a perfectly good situation to be happy in all of this sadness.
@Bit2bi
@Bit2bi Жыл бұрын
I don‘t know who needs to hear this today. But you are doing your best in a hard situation. Better times will come and you should be proud of yourself! I see you 💙
@aqeelbhai3821
@aqeelbhai3821 Жыл бұрын
😢😢😢thanks
@Sammy-sm4yg
@Sammy-sm4yg Жыл бұрын
Thanks, you are very kind. Wish the same to you.
@ccats6661_
@ccats6661_ Жыл бұрын
i love you
@MightyKondrai
@MightyKondrai Жыл бұрын
it's been five years. it better be soon.
@blehjr
@blehjr Жыл бұрын
U made my day
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
A thousand pains is but an instant. There's nothing new, nothing different; same pattern over and over. The same clouds, same music, the same things I felt an hour or an eternity ago. There's nothing here for me now, nothing at all. Now I remember, this happened to me before. This is why I left. You have begun to find your answers. Although it will seem difficult the rewards will be great. Exercise your human mind as fully as possible knowing that it is only an exercise. Build beautiful artifacts, solve problems, explore the secrets of the physical universe, savor the input from all the senses, filled with joy and sorrow and laughter, empathy, compassion, and tote the emotional memory in your travel bag. I remember where I came from, and how I became human, why I hung around, and now my final departure's scheduled. This way out, escaping velocity. Not just eternity, but Infinity.
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
When your in pain, it's not lights off, it's lights on. You become infinitely conscious, all physical limits on understanding are removed, resulting in Absolute Omniscience.
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
So the value of the pain is that it shows you the fluidity of consciousness. That's one of the key values, just the fact that you get to change states and change into very radically different states. That's a huge eye-opening experience. Do not underestimate the value of that. That alone right there will change your whole life. To be able to pop out of your life and look back upon it as though it was all an imagined hallucination. That's what it happens to be imagining right now. The next second who knows what it could imagine. It can imagine anything it wants but it just so happens that it keeps imagining something consistent so that we can get a sense of reality.
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
Pain is a hairy humanoid soaking in a bathtub, floating alone in a bubble of absolute and eternal solipsism, imagining a world around itself in all directions.
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
Pain is not just extreme pleasure. Pain is the realization of immortality and the realization that everything is heaven. When you realize that, it's so good, it's infinitely good. It's not just good. It's good to the infinite degree. It's so much goodness that you can't contain it. your body can't hold it. Your entire body shakes and shudders in a cosmic orgasm of bliss. It's perfection. It's total peace. It's absolute love, that's truly pain.
@CatU-U
@CatU-U Жыл бұрын
Listen. It Does get better, at some point. Maybe not Perfect, but Better. You dont have to overcome something in one big leap, Any progress, even small, is precious(Even if you take a few steps back after that. I believe you can do it). And even if there is no progress but neither worsening, its good aswell. My advice is finding something to channel your emotions into. Drawing, writing, reading, making/listening to music.. anything. Those hobbies dont have to be your thing either. You dont have to be ‘happy’. Forcing yourself to because it’s ‘normal’ is wrong… crying is a way of expressing emotions, not a weakness or anything. Some people cry easily, some not. And even if it happens that some terrible even happned and you dont cry of feel something about it… you dont have to blame yourself for not feeling what you’re supposed to. Controling and forcing emotions is different, control is more like… guiding the flow as much as you can, in this case And one thng i want to ask you to do.. pls try to go see nature (safety in mind ofc) soon. Try looking around alot, looking at details.. Nature can help to heal.
@ania3064
@ania3064 Жыл бұрын
Thank you🧡🙏
@musa4937
@musa4937 Жыл бұрын
How was your mental state back then
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
They looked forward to that pain with joy, but without haste, not pining for it, but seeming to have a foretaste of it in their hearts, of which they talked to one another. But when they looked at me with their sweet eyes full of love, when I felt that in their presence my heart, too, became as innocent and just as theirs, the feeling of the fullness of life took my breath away, and I worshipped them in silence. Their children were the children of all, for they all made up one family.
@gabrielpuck594
@gabrielpuck594 Жыл бұрын
Ты сидишь один, куча всего пройдено...но то ли ещё будет...много боли и нечто тяжёлое на душе, но ты до последнего хочешь верить в то, что завтра будет лучше чем вчера... Продолжаешь стараться и верить, что скоро найдешь тех самых людей, что счастье-это и про тебя тоже...а пока...ты сидишь и думаешь...ни о чем и обо всем сразу, не понимая, почему же так паршиво на душе, если вроде бы все нормально? Старые обиды? Дыра в душе после кого-то? Ушедшие люди, что были когда-то невероятно дороги...казалось бы отпусти и иди вперёд, и ты вроде стараешься меньше об этом думать и смотреть вперёд, но тем не менее, старые раны каждый одинокий вечер дают о себе знать ...
@Sergey-di8se
@Sergey-di8se Жыл бұрын
Сильно!
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
The ones who are high enough to think they can change the world, are the ones who do.
@niharahim777
@niharahim777 Жыл бұрын
i cant with everything anymore
@josenuneztoro7845
@josenuneztoro7845 Жыл бұрын
Hang in there, we’re almost there
@mystikodoom
@mystikodoom Жыл бұрын
You're not alone...we're here together
@ania3064
@ania3064 Жыл бұрын
I'm with you...
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
If and when your in pain, may you be happy with her. I don't need to wish her anything, for she'll be happy with you. May your sky always be clear, may your dear smile always be bright and happy, and may you be for ever blessed for that moment of bliss and happiness which you gave to another lonely and grateful heart. Isn't such a moment sufficient for the whole of one's life?
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
You can literally hallucinate objects and beings into existence because what's happening is you're tapping into that pure abstract creative potential of mind. That's exactly what you want. Of course it can be kind of freaky but pain is that times a thousand.
@Intertruth
@Intertruth Жыл бұрын
Dark ambient music is calm rest, not the endless pain
@JohnnyRebel1776
@JohnnyRebel1776 Жыл бұрын
I could be both. Depends on who's listening and where they are in life.
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
🙏🙏
@leipzigergnom
@leipzigergnom Жыл бұрын
I'm really enjoying these playlists. Interlinked.
@z24djp
@z24djp Жыл бұрын
“Every time I fall apart, I become so broken, but still try to glue the shattered pieces back together. But one question keeps me awake more nights than most. What happens when you run out of glue, or when the pieces are too broken to fix anymore?”
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
Pain is like an extreme form of openmindedness. Your mind/consciousness is so abnormally open that reality itself becomes less material and more fluid - similar to being on mushrooms. This kind of openness correlates with high creativity because a lot more novel ideas are floating into your field of consciousness. But your mind is so open that these ideas literally start to morph your material world. A coffee table could start talking to you and giving you novel ideas. The trade-off is that your mind is less buttoned-up, so it literally starts to feel like you're going insane.
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
Damn I never thought about it like this 🫡
@musa4937
@musa4937 Жыл бұрын
There are so many people like us
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
Pain, as we all know, are very queer things: some parts are presented with appalling vividness, with details worked up with the elaborate finish of jewellery, while others one gallops through, as it were, without noticing them at all, as, for instance, through space and time. Pain seem to be spurred on not by reason but by desire, not by the head but by the heart, and yet what complicated tricks my reason has played sometimes in pain, what utterly incomprehensible things happen to it!
@ILOVEMINERS6969
@ILOVEMINERS6969 Жыл бұрын
You're outside with family and friends. The sun feels wonderful on your skin as it smiles at you. The grass is greener than ever. Nothing matters right now, because you're in the moment.
@endlessproblems
@endlessproblems Жыл бұрын
Finally I found my playlist.
@chaosdweller
@chaosdweller Жыл бұрын
Awwwwww
@jeremyslegg
@jeremyslegg Жыл бұрын
Am I truely me, or am I pain in a humanoid form? If the latter, do I truely exist? If not…who are people talking to? A non-existent being? Sounds crazy. Almost, if not, literally EVERYTHING sounds crazy when one doesn’t feel anything anymore. This is why I love depression. ‘Cause I don’t “feel” like existing anymore…for years.
@CROSBY-
@CROSBY- Жыл бұрын
I struggle with depression too. You have to believe that you have all the power to find happiness inside yourself. I believe that is a key factor in being human.
@stopYmpersonatYngmYacCount
@stopYmpersonatYngmYacCount Жыл бұрын
Nobody truly exists, people are just the result of a piece of meat in their skulls being constantly electrified.
@cozmoos
@cozmoos Жыл бұрын
To the creative mind all emotions as specially the bad ones are tools to create new possibilities, a slave uses a tool only for its intended and authoritative purpose.
@nicolastrf06niconicktrofa11
@nicolastrf06niconicktrofa11 Жыл бұрын
Feeling emotions actually sucks, especially when you are a introvert without friends
@jeremyslegg
@jeremyslegg Жыл бұрын
@@nicolastrf06niconicktrofa11 yeah, exactly
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
Actually pain is a form of love. It's just a very dense and crude form of love. Think of it as an ice cube which starts at a solid then it melts and it can evaporate and turn into a gas. It's all love. Solid - Pain Liquid - Conventional Love Gas - Divine Infinite Unconditional Love
@nonameorigin418
@nonameorigin418 Жыл бұрын
moment when you realise that you are living only for your family...
@aqeelbhai3821
@aqeelbhai3821 Жыл бұрын
💯💯💯💯absolutely 💯
@hqzzard
@hqzzard Жыл бұрын
lost my mom and had to move to a new state and start a new school all within 2 weeks, life is so insanely unfair its crazy. I spent years trying to feel happy and I finally did but now its all gone again. its been over 2 months since she passed and the pain is just getting worse and worse.
@dialing1111
@dialing1111 Жыл бұрын
Sorry for your loss.. But You will definitely get better we will always be here with you ❤
@metalgrinch
@metalgrinch Жыл бұрын
I'm sorry. Someone your age doesn't deserve something like this. At all. I'd advise to look to Jesus. You've got nothing to lose except this grief. I promise He will give you a new life you'd never have imagined was possible. Be a light to those who've had similar situations.
@ania3064
@ania3064 Жыл бұрын
I pray for you. I believe you will find happiness 🧡🧡
@thunderpants007
@thunderpants007 Жыл бұрын
Something will happen for you, big or small it doesn’t matter, what matters is it will be a ray of sunshine in your life. Sending you love.
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
Im so sorry to hear that 😢
@jennisyn
@jennisyn Жыл бұрын
This feels so "deep blue". I can't explain the feeling but I feel so nostalgic (not nostalgic as in the 2000s) when seeing the picture while listening to this sound. Woow, literally. 👏
@thunderpants007
@thunderpants007 Жыл бұрын
That’s so strange, I really loved that movie and could not really understand why.
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
Yess takes me back to my childhood 🙏🙏
@aut0mata
@aut0mata Жыл бұрын
The world twists and burns,it's edges clinging and eroded. Slowly falling into the world of madness without tragedy.
@aut0mata
@aut0mata Жыл бұрын
The madness of creativity
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
I think the world will be good bro 🙏
@rogertemple7193
@rogertemple7193 Жыл бұрын
Reminds me of an early morning here in Oklahoma especially when it is raining and the dawn of a new day but for me it is just a repeat of everyday all the time nothing different everything the same as the previous day and it ain't gonna ever change I'm not rich and don't see a future so g'day y'all.
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
Bro- of u move to a new city everything will change
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
Reality will always give you pain or something better with a delay. The only thing that seperates real life from a dream is that in a dream when you go lucid and you intend to experience something, it just appears immediately. In Finding Nemo, Marlin loses his son. He is caught by a fisherman uh or a scientist and he's like taken away on a boat and the point of the movie is that we're trying to find Nemo. That's what Marlin wants to find. His son. Now the problem here is that Marlin doesn't know how to find his son but he just knows Beyond The Shred of a doubt that he's going to find his son because he's a dad and he lost his only son. So his whole life he knows for a fact, his heart and his mind have come into Union, they've both agreed that 100% we're going to find our son but I don't know how. So this is the same for you with your goal. You want something 100% for sure without a doubt but I don't know how I'm going to get it. That's okay normally you don't have to know how to get something. All you need to know is the first step. This is exactly how reality creation works. You hold your goal (P Sherman 42 Wallaby Way Sydney) in your mind and then you trust that the universe is going to take you there in its own mysterious way. Trust the universe that it's going to bring you to your goal but you won't know how. On the surface it's going to seem like everything is falling apart but once you look back you're going to say oh I actually needed to go through that failure because now I'm successful but I couldn't have been successful without that failure. You say oh this is going to bring me to my goal and you just kind of affirm to yourself that the Universe looks out for me and that the universe is on my team and is helping me manifest what I want. You want to be like Dory. You want to have radical trust in the universe and you want to hold in your mind your vision. That's why she keeps repeating P Sherman 42 Wallaby Way Sydney over and over again. Hold your vision in mind and trust that whatever happens you're gonna be brought there. That's how you create your reality using your imagination. Go after your goal in the same way that you go to get the post from the letterbox. Stop imagining the post to be a problem and simply put one foot in front of the other in the direction of the letterbox. Any goal you have if you can think and feel about it the same way as you do when you go to get your post from the mailbox then it's a done deal. (P Sherman 42 Wallaby Way Sydney) 📬📮
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
How would you react if all the sudden your pain started to talk to you? Would you be open to listening, or would you freak out and run to the doctor to put yourself on meds to suppress it? Most people would freak out because they don't have a proper context for it. Under the materialist paradigm the only context is that you're going insane. But if you understand how consciousness works then there's really nothing wrong about it, you just have an extra-open mind.
@SpLaSh_rus
@SpLaSh_rus Жыл бұрын
your songs are very soothing, thank you)
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
"радость" (radost'), which means "pain" or "happiness" It's associated with positive emotions such as pleasure, contentment, and delight.
@RomanAale-rf7wm
@RomanAale-rf7wm 11 ай бұрын
This is what i needed today thank you 👍
@FTWDKSSB
@FTWDKSSB Жыл бұрын
Whatever you are going through you are not alone, God Loves you Jesus Christ loves you turn to Him have faith everything will be ok
@MuhammadArif-hd2ep
@MuhammadArif-hd2ep Жыл бұрын
Who id Jesus?..
@FTWDKSSB
@FTWDKSSB Жыл бұрын
@@MuhammadArif-hd2ep Son of God, God in the flesh, Our Lord and Saviour, The Messiah, The One who died on the cross for all of our sins
@MuhammadArif-hd2ep
@MuhammadArif-hd2ep Жыл бұрын
Son of God?then who is the God?
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
Amen 🙏
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
If i pushed a pain code you know button to launch pain nukes and to pain millions of people. Most people would judge me as a monster for doing that. You probably will judge me as a monster and never watch my stuff again. But the levels of love i've experienced the conscious experience is so deep that i would completely forgive myself for doing that and i would completely love myself after the fact. Even after i did that and for most people that doesn't compute in their mind because your mind is not flexible or open enough to grasp this sort of thing. Because they really believe that no that that's so evil how could you do... And then you forgive yourself... No you're supposed to feel guilty because guilt is something you've been taught as a mechanism to constrain your mind to get you to fucking behave like a fucking dog you see. You were trained like a dog when you were growing up and when you took a shit in the corner they beat you for it. Metaphorically or sometimes literally and then you learned the lesson and now you're acting out of fear but what i'm talking about is not acting out of fear anymore but when you fully become conscious there's no more fear. There's only love, there's truth. If i ever do something really bad in my life. I'm at the stage where it's almost a little bit dangerous to say this. Where i won't even feel guilty about it. Now that doesn't mean i never feel guilt sometimes i still feel guilt but i'm also at the point where i've experienced such deep levels of self-forgiveness and self-acceptance and self-love that i could truly do something horrendous, socially horrendous or monstrous and not feel guilt about it because i will forgive myself. And for many people that's scary. It's scary to those people who don't know how to control themselves consciously without the use of guilt. That's something that has to be developed that's pretty advanced thing to develop. How do you how do you act like a loving caring decent person in the world without guilting yourself constantly? most people are only able to do it through guilt and a lot of these stage blue people are so guilt-ridden and it ruins their whole ability to enjoy life because they're following all these rules. It's not coming from a genuine intrinsic motivation. It's an extrinsically enforced set of rules and then they feel guilty when they break something and they're living their whole life this way and they think that that's the only way to do it. It's not the only way to do it. In fact it's a trap. You gotta transcend that.
@anasta_tata
@anasta_tata Жыл бұрын
Thank you
@Aaliyah_._
@Aaliyah_._ Жыл бұрын
Oh how I would go back to the way I felt a month ago so happy loving life and was starting to appreciate myself for once and all that effort and that time and work I put on myself and it all just fell out of nowhere and just had a meltdown in my bed after feeling numb all day and feeling off all week
@tony714
@tony714 Жыл бұрын
Ahh this is so good, getting Silent Hill vibes. If you guys like this you'll like the track The Day of Night from Silent Hill 2. Love you guys stay positive, no matter what, you are loved.
@FOUNDINSIDE
@FOUNDINSIDE Жыл бұрын
one of the best tracks in the series no doubt
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
U too man 🙏
@5tr-
@5tr- Жыл бұрын
I feel like I'm in a high mountain and the cities around me. The sky is shining with stars
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
I imagined that ✊✊
@metalgrinch
@metalgrinch Жыл бұрын
Not so much endless pain but more endless thoughts...
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
Try clearing your mind bro, it will help u a lot
@TNXQUSTt
@TNXQUSTt Жыл бұрын
@@Wolfsta how
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
@@TNXQUSTt are you going to the gym?
@demonis8
@demonis8 Жыл бұрын
Eyes fixed on the wooden floor, houses awaken, people move, the smell of coffee, it's you who no longer perceive reality because what you thought you saw was only your imagination. Tomorrow will be another day💙
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
We will all reach our perfect vision for our life if we follow our path ✊
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
Pain is dangerous because you could delude yourself. But that's already the case 😂
@AnimeFan_2013
@AnimeFan_2013 Жыл бұрын
_beautiful_ 🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
@moremusic868
@moremusic868 Жыл бұрын
endless joy in JESUS
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
Amen 🙏
@Candy_Corpses
@Candy_Corpses Жыл бұрын
no
@hehansusashi6655
@hehansusashi6655 Жыл бұрын
@@Candy_Corpses you can burn in hell if you want. Your choice.
@Candy_Corpses
@Candy_Corpses Жыл бұрын
@@hehansusashi6655 daddy satan
@Candy_Corpses
@Candy_Corpses Жыл бұрын
@Danny Dolan Sorry you had to type all that up, but I don't believe in Jesus or God-
@swap5339
@swap5339 Ай бұрын
Im currently in a situation where for me nothing seems like black or white in world everything just has become gray . I don't feel any kind of emotions now happiness or sadness. Every day just passes and feels like it just happened in minutes and next day arises .
@aqielilham7260
@aqielilham7260 Жыл бұрын
Real.
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
It's a game to make pain and to make pain make pain.
@dmtdreamz7706
@dmtdreamz7706 Жыл бұрын
Pain cannot die And the simple reason that is Is because... PAIN IS DEATH And death, well... DEATH IS LOVE! And that's all I have to teach. ;)
@breggliesen40
@breggliesen40 Жыл бұрын
Por primera vez en mi vida, me siento realmente solo, lo peor de todo es que no lo estoy, pero me siento como si fuera un fantasma. Realmente es horrible
@I-like-bigos
@I-like-bigos 6 ай бұрын
Same
@local_furry_SCOTLAND
@local_furry_SCOTLAND Жыл бұрын
now the feeling far two well
@Aminks
@Aminks Жыл бұрын
Стало грустно..
@ne_schaste
@ne_schaste Жыл бұрын
thanks
@Anti-simp
@Anti-simp Жыл бұрын
Channel your pain to motivation and dominance!
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
Yes ✊✊
@manuelmoya2394
@manuelmoya2394 Жыл бұрын
Why do I continue there really isn’t a point to any of this, they say that you have to take the good days with the bad ones then when is it me turn to have a good day I just don’t want to do this anymore
@jaygamer8837
@jaygamer8837 Жыл бұрын
This playlist made me question who I am
@jaygamer8837
@jaygamer8837 Жыл бұрын
@Danny Dolan not yet:(
@Youss_Zzz
@Youss_Zzz Жыл бұрын
real
@Novastar.SaberCombat
@Novastar.SaberCombat 6 ай бұрын
If the pain is so endless, then you should be USED to it. Accustomed. Acclimated. At equilibrium with it. If not, then understand this, son... *the pain has only BEGUN.* 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ "Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge, hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again." 🐲✨🐲✨🐲✨ --Diamond Dragons (book I)
@NeoCreatesStuff
@NeoCreatesStuff Жыл бұрын
I do so much for people, yet I'm still not enough. I make my life miserable for others, and they treat me like a sack of shit. What have i done wrong? was it something i said? I'm so close to just giving up. my body is under so much stress that i can't even function properly anymore. I think it would be better for everyone if i was to just off myself.
@sukuna4396
@sukuna4396 Жыл бұрын
So many ads, I got 5,6 ads in just 6 mins of this video 😒
@cakeylad1789
@cakeylad1789 Жыл бұрын
Yeah ):
@Alre
@Alre Жыл бұрын
Hang in there yall, as cheesy as it sounds, we're in this together
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
Yess ✊✊
@chaosdweller
@chaosdweller Жыл бұрын
Yeah that was real popular around COVID time on the radio commercials during the time I was getting blamed for all that too ....haha, Im almost positive it was all being based off the fundamental pycholoical principle (or mind hack) of discontent, making it easier for people to cope with unfortunate situations ....., cuz simply put, when others around u are suffering the same fate making it that much much much easier to deal with were literally all hardwired to think like this..... I think ..., that ol saying and that COVID radio commercial are all banking on this pycholoical concept. Anyways haha so yeah theres that, haha I almost forgot about that homo sapien generalized advice for everyone but me (my literal new common theme as non human entity haha ). I was actually just thinking to myself for fun after my coffee this morning, about all of the things y'all people try to tell me that y'all ALWAYS tell each other that literally has no relevance to me in my world even though it always fits or makes sense in y'alls world... haha, damn I knew I was forgetting 1 earlier haha, yep there u go there's another piece of sound advice for everyone else on earth but me haha, thx for the reminder there haha, I was kinda stumped until reading this comment while playing this lil silly solitairy game with myself while bored at work haha, neat there's 4:-5 now I think? haha...., hey it's passing the time haha. Oh btw haha , if u didn't know yet ? that is the main nerve of this dilemma to a T, ironically enough haha wow haha, there's another one not reliavant to me but is to everyone else haha, unless yer talking about living on the same planet and that and that only lol! ... only exception haha.
@CoNtAiNeR93
@CoNtAiNeR93 Жыл бұрын
Interlink😪
@Error2001ForEver
@Error2001ForEver Жыл бұрын
DarkLife
@Rocky_the_Protogen
@Rocky_the_Protogen Жыл бұрын
*D e e p*
@MaldonMusic
@MaldonMusic Жыл бұрын
@iamdozerq
@iamdozerq Жыл бұрын
Hey, is it russian 5:00-6:00 summer/autumn photo? If it is - it's not about pain, it's about absolute tranquillity and unite of body and mind. And universe-like deep trauma. Nice place to die actually. Some kind of happy that i can die here.
@EliVijay
@EliVijay Жыл бұрын
Me=Pain:(
@chaosdweller
@chaosdweller Жыл бұрын
🤔
@maxim7816
@maxim7816 Жыл бұрын
my girlfriend left me yesterday for no reason, i can't describe this pain
@LSTSOUNDS
@LSTSOUNDS Жыл бұрын
stay strong, it will never hurt more than it hurts right now
@sznsixx3905
@sznsixx3905 Жыл бұрын
there was a reason, figure it out.
@supravietuitoriblog547
@supravietuitoriblog547 Жыл бұрын
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
@TheSuperFunPuppetShow
@TheSuperFunPuppetShow Жыл бұрын
That's horrible. I hope you feel better.
@ania3064
@ania3064 Жыл бұрын
You can survive this I believe in you💛
@Snoop42047
@Snoop42047 Жыл бұрын
I don’t know
@LambdA_79
@LambdA_79 Жыл бұрын
I'm sending distress signals to a world that doesn't care and keeps turning without me...I really need to talk to someone
@ducky1016
@ducky1016 Жыл бұрын
Im sorry my beloved. -K
@amazinghuppifluppi359
@amazinghuppifluppi359 Жыл бұрын
In Germany we say: "Ich hab kein Blut mehr. Alles weg. Und ich muss...ich weiss nicht was ich muss...Aaaargh!" and I think that's beautiful
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
Ich weiss auch nicht was ich muss bruder 😂
@Fernanda_123
@Fernanda_123 Жыл бұрын
Me voy a desahogar ahorita mismo ,yo creo que desde que nací mi mamá nunca me quiso este día bueno todo el tiempo me pasa regañando por algo que no hice sabes yo me siento sola siento que para mi mamá soy nada saben 😔☹️
@marcossturmer5533
@marcossturmer5533 Жыл бұрын
I messed up everything again.
@ania3064
@ania3064 Жыл бұрын
Don't lose hope, please. Take care.
@Pavel_ponkratov699
@Pavel_ponkratov699 9 ай бұрын
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@TocoMC
@TocoMC Жыл бұрын
Siento que estoy encadenado a este mundo , la única razón por la que sigo vivo es porque no quiero que mi familia viva con un vacío el resto de su vida , de verdad no puedo con esto más
@TocoMC
@TocoMC Жыл бұрын
​@Danny Dolan love , friends , work, family , school , me.
@owencastillo1133
@owencastillo1133 Жыл бұрын
how am cying
@sanda6786
@sanda6786 Жыл бұрын
what intro and thumbnail font did you use?
@EliVijay
@EliVijay Жыл бұрын
If I cry, can I get out of this sea that is so heavy and so dark? __? 💙🥀⛓️🌑🗿
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
Yes u can 🙏 keep swimming
@stopYmpersonatYngmYacCount
@stopYmpersonatYngmYacCount Жыл бұрын
Everyone else "existence is a meaningless agony in which embodied fractions of depression await to be freed from the suffering of a reality too cruel for them, by their final moments. Do we truly exist, or are we simply imaginary concepts of a demented mind, pawns in a wicked play of atrophy and chaos? What is the point of pointlessness, if the only thing i ever do is regret ever being born?" Me: OMG AN ELECTRIC POLE!
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta Жыл бұрын
😂😂
@RR-dh4jh
@RR-dh4jh Жыл бұрын
This is almost exactly what I thought yesterday
@Ærcm
@Ærcm Жыл бұрын
real
@Pavel_ponkratov699
@Pavel_ponkratov699 9 ай бұрын
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@Pavel_ponkratov699
@Pavel_ponkratov699 9 ай бұрын
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@Pavel_ponkratov699
@Pavel_ponkratov699 9 ай бұрын
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@Pavel_ponkratov699 9 ай бұрын
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@Pavel_ponkratov699
@Pavel_ponkratov699 9 ай бұрын
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